#im just exhausted
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tgirl tummy trying its fucking best
#hazyposting#tgirl tummy#tgirl tummy tuesday#its been a fucking few days#or week#idk anymore#im just exhausted
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#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this#like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful#but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground#which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis#but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this#i need to start feeling like myself again#i don’t feel like myself#i feel no creativity#no spark#no interest#everything is difficult#even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain#and I feel so ashamed for the struggles#and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself#but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit#i feel like I just need to power through it#was googling#‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space#which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now#im just exhausted#sleeping so much#don’t know how to get back to myself#rabbit rambles#no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest
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need to scream in a field
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Being a trans guy on this site is genuinely just depressing sometimes. Like within the last hour, I've seen two separate "men are bad™ and hating men is feminism, actually" posts where the OP is later like oopsie I didn't mean trans men when I said this.
Like okay, even if we ignore the biological deterministic elephant drinking terf kool aid in the room, you have just basically admitted that you don't think of trans men as men.
Cool. Great. Love that. I'm gonna launch myself into the sun.
#kai rambles#im just exhausted#ive unfollowed two people today#and also#this isn't even getting into the fact that i can guarantee most of the people reblogging those posts are white#and will not engage in a conversation about the power white women have over men of colour
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after hours on the Hazbin Hotel tag, my genius conclusions are:
Viv sucks, i wish Amazon had imposed an editor or three on the writing process
animation is hard, please don't hate on the team they're trying to work and pay bills like the rest of us,
no, i don't know how much control they have over their own work, read points above
that said i am rather proudly i pirated the whole season (its bad enough its been living in my head rent-free since its release)
my brain is a mess, i need to touch grass, drink water and eat not-coffee
downscrooling thru tags of hell cartoon mixed with real world news is a bad idea;
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why am i having one of the worst shifts of my life rn i should be writing old man yaoi fuck this
#i at least have an idea of what the next chapter is gonna look like#but work is too exhausting i havent been able to work on it much#im just exhausted#danny rambles#at least the workplace drama and gossip is getting juicy today
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Unfortunately I think part of the reason Veid is captivating me rn is bc I identify with certain aspects...
#hes actual escapism bc right now id love nothing more than to hide under a bunch of sheets#and be paid to do my passions#and be mostly isolated in a small dark room in peace with nothing but my work#tomorrow im staying off social media im just gonna draw and write#my shit#soft vent#im just exhausted#i wish i didnt have something wrong with me all the time#wish i had a couple of days where i could be normal
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The universe saw me down and said let's make Coconut Pete sick with a terminal condition.
#puffer talks#his left eye is protruding and it's affecting his general health#i brought him to the vet yesterday and he has meds that will hopefully ease his discomfort#this is a common issue with elderly hamsters#they ruled out glaucoma and an eye infection so it is probably a tumor or eye abscess#so he is going to probably pass away fairly soon#im just exhausted#and can't relax or think about anything else#i bought him lots of treats to hopefully encourage him to eat and chew#because his teeth are getting too long from inactivity#keep him in your thoughts please 💗#the year of pet health hell continues into 2025!!!
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also i just laughed when i heard his sob story ngl "omg everyone was disgusted by me :(((((( ppl laughed at me if i tried to ask a girl out" or some shit... like ok? me too? you're literally not special lmao please. maybe I'd feel a teeny tiny little bit sorry for you if you said you got beat to a pulp every day in middle school or some shit but.... bruh lol.
and arguably i have even worse sob stories than his too 🙄🙄🙄
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feeling dead and numb so I'm reading bad ending hanahaki fics to feel something
#hanahaki#fanfic#depressing shit#im just exhausted#probably#hopefully#pov youre so dissociated you forget what colors look like for a minute
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AUDBRJFIBTITNDH THIS FUCKING FANDOM MAN
i just
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hello guys,
uhm uhm uhm uhm
erm erm
so what I was going to say- uhm
BYE GUYS
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Saw a bug today.
#this was right outside my front door#i just got home from a pretty important convo#if you catch my drift#this friend was waiting to greet me#thank you friend#the convo went well#if youre wondering#im just exhausted#from it#im a crybaby you see
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i am so gosh darn eepy
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MY PHONE HAS BEEN RETRIEEEEVED- for now?- uh.. w t f d o i p o s t h e r e ? ? . . .
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Anyone else have big dreams and no idea how to realistically achieve them and a fear of inadequacy so they're worried they're going to stagnate in their current situation because they're too afraid to leave it or is that just me?
#personal#inferiority complex#i have so much shit i want to do#i want to leave the job im im because i dont like it#i want to be using my degree for mkre than i am#i want to be working full time in theagre and/or film#and i keep applying for jobs and just get every door slammed in my fucking face every time#and now im almost 26 so i have to worry about any job i *do* take offering insuramce#and the job im in right now 'much as i hate it has insirance for when i turn 26#and I'm afraid to leave because of that even though they don't even pay me a livable wage#if i wasn't living with my parents I'd probably be homeless or have 0 savings#and its not like i can really say fuck it and quit and move somewhere more conducive to what I want to do because I have savings#because I need a job somewhere that can pay me enough to support rent and has insurance and those are in short supply#i just feel like shit#i feel like im stuck in this rut and don't know how to get out of it and am never gonna get out#im just exhausted
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