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cynicallyneutral · 6 months ago

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「coward」

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toxooz · 9 months ago

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been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out

#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality #sk8 squad #ollie #ponti #oscar #abio #kari #vinny #remy #im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery #and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u #cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances???#i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right #pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah #although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh #but goddamn still brutal tho

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chiyoso · 1 year ago

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I FUCKING IDENTIFY AS JOGO'S ARM HOLY SHIT

also twitter threads about jjk and their analysis is making me feel a bit better, seems like his unalive moment had some meaningful stuff/philosophy going on (e.g. twt link)

#💬 hiraeth's babbles #I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIM SO BAD #NEED HIS FUCKING BALLS RUBBING ON ME AINT NO WAY JOGO YOU LUCKY FUCK #I MAY BE SPOILING MYSELF BUT I CANNOT DENY MY FERAL DESIRES HOLY FUCKING FUCK #jujutsu kaisen spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk gojo satoru

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superm4ks · 6 months ago

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Kit do you not rep Charles anymore 😭

Of course I do he’s prime I just need a break from his team and that fucking dog

#ask #binottos gone. his bones are gone. sainz on his way out. the evil has been DEFEATED #we did it. we found everything that was wrong wid Ferrari and put it in a box and sent it far far away where it cant hurt us anymore #finally a clean slate for elkann and a blank cheque for vasseur to rebuild il cavallino the way enzo wanted. pure italian excellence #and a semi italian boy to lead it all. vasseur FINALLY recognizes leclercs potential as n1 and turns him into the central piece of a new er #they get him hamilton. biggest media event in f1 history #a proven winner. an upgrade in every way. bigger than ferrari? that wont be a question he'll need to answer #binotto is bones. f1-75 is dust. next year sainz will be nothing but a bad memory and the rusting crux of all their PAST problems #this is vasseurs vision now. his holy plan. his sf-24. his personnel. wid elkanns blessings and his deep. deep pockets.#2 years later. the monster's gone. vasseur is here.#and what has vasseur done?#the garages remain the same. no big poaches from rivals. nothing to prepare for hamiltons arrival.#maranello follows a dev path that comes from the same wind tunnel as haas. haas' data correlates. their upgrades work. ferrari's dont.#last 2 upgrades failed because the very concept of the car was wrong. 2 months behind at least.#((took merc almost 2 and a half years to deal wid the damage of an incorrect baseline and correct course))#ferrari came into the triple header 2nd in the standings and left wid 50 points TOTAL. baby mclarens-first-wcc run behind by 7 #out of those 50 points none was sharls #sharl has scored 1 point in 4 fucking races #vasseur's ferrari has turned a generational qualifier into a kid whose idea of making pole is running experiments in q3 #because who cares anyway if the car is setup for races except it aint setup for that shit either #so quali has to work ((it doesnt)) sunday has to be flawless ((never is)) but to point fingers is a worse crime than this approach to gp's #last gp. silverstone. as representative as it gets. sharl fails to make q3 #bouncing around in a setup that hadnt been previously tested on either fp but wud surely make it worth their sunday #sunday: sharl gets lapped #ik sharl better than this #but idk what im looking at rn #I ignored the influencer milestone special helmet because I expected a performance that wud make me forget it #I need him to be a racing driver #he says 'he cant find the words anymore' bro I rlly need him to find them #I'll always ALWAYS root for sharl but to keep it 💯 idk what I'm rooting for anymore

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bucket-puns · 5 months ago

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I can't play limbus company but I will still like the damn sailor because she's cool as FUCK okay. Love you Ishmael, meet me next Thursday when I'm free.

#bart #listen that shit is HEFTY #if i wanna play that damn game i need a computer holy fuck my phone aint handling all that #i want it to. but it cant #ishmael limbus company #girl i love it when your migranes pertain to the sea #tell me more about how the shore hurts your head💖

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lovelyrotter · 8 months ago

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yknow i love transmasc/tboy dirk always and forever but the way some ppl treat transmascness vs transfemmeness in HS's narrative........kinda sucks. like the whole thing about how being transfeminine is a literal transient experience and lets the character in question (any character) truly escape the oppression of HS's narrative-as-a-character which is patriarchal and toxic (lord english, hussie-the-character to an extent. i guess. idk ive seen a lotta ppl lump SI-hussie in w/ this), which is great and does hold weight as an analytical lens esp with how hussie irl is nonbinary. but where does this leave transmasc characters. why are we treating (headcanoned) transfemme HS characters like this and then tbh gleefully dooming (headcanoned) transmasc characters to eternal narrative suffering brought by LE and then mocking them for being ''gross tboys'' full of ''icky testorerone'' so its their fault theyre in this perpetual torment really? because they ''''chose to be a man''''? dunno man its starting to feel bad. especially since some bnf's who are really into this fan theory do actually kinda treat the general idea of transmasculinity like somthing to hold with tongs at arms length away from them. as if its alien or infectous or something and then get really mad when equally dysphoric transmascs do the same with feminity. why are we dooming dirk strider to eternal toxic-masculine suffering and what does that say about how we treat real life transmasc folks both in and outside of the fandom

#my t #basically you arent more or less special or deserving of celebration or joy depending on what pronouns you use #and idk yall gender is such a personal thing and your trans experience def does colour the way you look at the world. it def does mine/ours #and i wish ppl on this site would be more honest about that cause holy hell do some of yall treat eachother like dogshit #PURELY on the basis of identity. you are no better than a TERF if you do this. you ARE a TERF if you do this #but like...........can we all at least TRY not to demonize '''the other side''' here #in quotations because theres no '''other side''' in the trans community we're all just trans in different ways #theres just like. yknow #theres a reason why so many tboys and transmasc folks identify with the striders and dirk especially #and theres a reason why *so many* transmascs felt so much joy abt tboy roxy #so many of our lives pre-transition looked and felt like roxy lalondes. so many of us legit forcefully feminized ourselves #bc the alternative was so fucking scary. as you can probably imagine regardless of what flavour of trans you are #theres also a reason why there are so many transmasc fictives named dirk and dave and idk what to tell these ppl abt that #i remember rlly clearly this affectionate joke like a literal decade ago on this site that was like #daves intro dropped and 1mil tboys named dave materialized into existence #dirks intro dropped and 1mil MORE tboys named dirk materialized into existence #i try rlly rlly hard not to get sour at wlw/nblw focused memes that are like #''i made pepsicola better!!! theyre she/theys now :)'' for example #but its getting increasingly harder to ignore when the same ppl who make these memes treat #fans who prefer m/m *bc they themselves are gay* like shit #or like enjoying m/m because theyre mlm is mysogynistic. which it isnt ffs #that shit gives i am uncomfortable when is not about me and i aint here for that #if i were like these ppl maybe id turn all their fave girls into tboys just to spite them #but it wont be just to spite them bc 1) i aint abt that actually. im too fuckin grown for it and 2)#i genuinely just enjoy exploring m/m and masculinity more because i am a trans mlm. its very simple math

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mandiemegatron · 1 year ago

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I just wanted to come on and say thank you to everyone who showed love and support during all this absolutely WACK bullshit that happened in the last few days. It's so tough when you put yourself out there and try to do something you enjoy, only for someone to come along and essentially rip it out of your hands and smash it on the ground.

BUT, I'm not going to let one or two miserable bullies stop me from being my silly, bright, sunshine-y, self-shippy self. I love my mans and they love me, and if you don't like it, that's a whole fuckin you problem!

So keep your pants on yall, cos my next fic is gunna blow 'em right off 😈😈💖💖💖

#mandie says a thing #IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE YOU SILLY BITCHES !!!#YOU LITERALLY CANT STOP ME 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈#FUCK YOU BITCH IM GUNNA WRITE SO MANY FICS AND IM GUNNA POST THEM ALL AND YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SEE THEM 😈😈😈#Mandies Back and ready to KICK ASS YALL 💖👊👊👊#i love you all SO much #thank you all who showed support and love bc holy hell i needed it 😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#i aint gunna let this shit stop me 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

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iamnotyetoliverstarksgirlfriend · 16 days ago

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Day #138

I am not yet Oliver Starks girlfriend.

#oliver stark #holy SHIT the ithaca saga is out and it goes hard as FUCK #Odysseus may be one of the coldest songs in the series #not to mention #WOULD you FALL in LOOOVE with me again if YOU knew all I’d DONE #ending the saga and the entire MUSICAL on the fuckass tree bed is all I could’ve ever wanted #also I just got back from the Texans game and Beyoncé fucking SLAYED iT was INSANE #getting to hear her perform this aint texas in nrg stadium from the 40 yard line changed my brain chemistry

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ellisimis · 11 months ago

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#do yall ever just. realize that youll never gave a best friend.#it seems so easy for others to talk and game with others. and im just here. hopig for the bare minimum interaction.#maybe om just too fucking autistic for people. but thats a them problem-#nonsims #vent #i aint fixing any typos #idk my dms are so fucking dry cause ig people dont care about hangin with me #but if i try and start something its fuckin weird #....maybe i just need more autistic friends holy fuck

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morinull · 4 months ago

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im. dude. like. if i ever. gtfo the us. i hope. i get a lot of anti-us ppl trying 2 come @ me or whatever so i can be like. no. no. u dont understand. our hatred may be different but it is at the very least equal, let us bond

#3rd world w a gucci belt n i aint never had no gucci $#i talk abt being homeless maybe “too much” but i dun want ur pity i just want u 2 understand thats my Life #like thats Normal for me. thats a Normal Thing that a lot of ppl experience constantly #i rmbr pointing out that couch surfing is homelessness and MULTIPLE staff @ the shelter i was in switched gears real fast #like. realizing holy shit ive been homeless makes ppl treat homeless residents a lot fucking better #also literally its my whole life i didnt have the language til i was like 16 but we were homeless on and off FOREVER #and my mom experienced chronic homelessness her whole life too like. it's just. part of LIFE #and uhhh. more ppl r poor and either homeless or are in fear of being homeless than live comfortably in this hellscape lol so #anyway point being i may be american by law but i hate it just as much as the best of humankind

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swifty-fox · 4 months ago

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Me opening tumblr today: the girls (gender neutral) are fightingggggg😞

#girl i aint even fighting i said 'be nice to others' and then got blocked and then they vagued about ME not bein able to take crit #holy fuck this is my jesus arc they literally crucified him for the same thing #swiftytalks

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syn4k · 1 year ago

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subtitling videos is a Not Fun Task however it gets less sucks after i get into it and i do actually enjoy the rest of the editing process, specifically getting to add in little quips and sidenotes in some places. one of my favorite things about making things entirely by myself primarily for myself with no incentive to leave out the stuff i enjoy is that nobody can stop me from infodumping about lodestones in the corner text because it's my video and I do what I want, bitch.