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apricity🌤
#look of life from treys perspective#apricity#fall aesthetic#winter aesthetic#december#fall vibes#orange aesthetic#vans#skating aesthetic#ignore my gorilla hair#ya boy made of testosterone#achin 4 dat ache if u feel me;)#or just a special sum1 2 enjoy da view with#holidays get lonely#cold weather#jhutch characters#snl#love#romance#autumn#nature pics#nature photography#mature rp#roleplay
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When nageki found the little king in the light house and pointed out that he was alone 😂😂😂 Moa cant keep getting away with this
#hatoful boyfriend#holiday star#nanaki kazuaki#nageki fujishiro#thinking so so so many thoughts about him.#karamatsu voice… is this… the hedgehogs dilemma..?#sorry im not going to make sense here ive been taking psychic dmg from him all day#clutching my head#i wonder sometimes if outside of the other reasons he has for not liking/ being afraid of nageki#nanaki is just scared cuz nageki seems to understand him so well#and like. hitori also claimed to understand him#so its like. u brothers are all the same get away from me#but nageki is so genuine 🥺 like he truly means it he really does understand the king#i was talking to my friend about this too but the irony in how nanaki hates hitori for manipulating him into killing himself#but then he. also is trying to manipulate all these ppl into basically killing themselves because he is lonely#likeeeeeeeeeeeeee 😂#i need to shut up now but like holds him gently in my cupped hands 🤲#to the blender with him
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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what do u think your fallout oc's search history would be?
#i saw this on insta and i giggled.#luna would search up:#is it daddy issues or mommy issues??#HOW TO LOSE KARMA WITHOUT BEING EVIL#billie holiday discography download#point lookout house market#grognak & the ruby ruins free read online#grognak & the ruby ruins antagonizer (images)#situationship or traumabond??#should i start retaking my meds#cute yao guais (images)#how to get over him#teddy bears for sale#how much is a bad amount of sugar bombs#scar removal near me#how do i train my dog to be more stealthy#vault boy bobble head locations#mississippi quantum pie recipe easy#just for fun#lone wanderer#lw: luna hayden#fo3#fallout 3#fallout#fallout oc
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hi since the year is ending or has ended I wanted to do a nice little thing and say nice things about a select few mutuals who have been cool people throughout the year.
for me this has not been that great of a year but it hasn't been all doom and gloom, but let's not go further into that now.
@soundsofastar He's a lovely lad who makes cool art. Been quite interesting to observe his transition journey through the bits in posts and overall a delightful person to see on my dash. Though I have to admit sometimes he does make me a tad jealous with his ability to create art and study while being younger than me, which I mean as a compliment more than as a way to put myself down. He has really cool art and his passion shines through it.
@nonsmokingant she's just really nice. Like whenever I say something self deprecating in the notes she usually comes and disproves that which is quite lovely. And honestly that sort of support means a lot to me. If I ever happen to be in her corner of the world I'd love to share some drinks with her or cook her a good meal.
@john-liberal he may post good but don't let that fool you, he is still cishet and that can't be forgiven. Honestly he's a mystery to me but who am I to complain about a cool mutual.
@loathsome-little-creature an absolute darling of a person who's going through absolutely horrible times and I wish I could help her more. Also she has a lot of cool info about medieval stuff. I feel like I shouldn't say more to not say anything too personal, but I hope she knows a random neet tgirl cares about her.
@nonamehorse my favourite little pervert who honestly feels like a spiritual sibling to me. They're a sad lonely loser struggling with employment, just like me. Lately they've been on a serious hornyposting break which while good for them has been a tad overwhelming for me personally. Still, a lovely person who would make for a good roommate or something of that ilk.
@chiacynta a total treasure of a person, she's been there for me during some of the toughest times of my life and is honestly just a really cool girl who deserves the world. She is genuinely like a sister to me.
apologies if this is incoherent or too brief or you weren't included or whatever. I'm writing this while trying to watch the oven so you know a bit preoccupied but I wanted to get this out before the year ends in my part of the world.
anyhow happy new year to you all <3
#ofiepoasti#I want to specifically state this isn't a reblog chain post thing#cause I really don't want my rotten head getting jealous of other people being happy#though knowing my posts this wouldn't spread anyhow#but yeahg thanks for being epic mutuals#I'm quite a lonely girl and you all make me feel a bit less lonely in this cold world#well idk if that's accurate with climate change#you get the point#you're smart and cool#idk why but new years is the only holiday I actually care about and makes me sentimental#yeah
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My friends at church joke with me that I want to “Become Catholic for the vibes” but like y’all I’m so close. Forget theology for a moment.
I have been craving a more purposeful way to practice Christianity which is why I have started to dabble in witchcraft but also like… I want a community of people to fast with and be purposeful with and you just aren’t really gonna get that from a non-denominational church ya know.
(It’s weird because theology wise I am like… the opposite of catholic. Then again that never stopped my Grandma who was one of the most catholic people I knew. I think I just inherited my Grandma’s belief system genuinely but she just kinda rolled with it and I’m not a ‘roll with it’ kind of person)
#and like I love my church don’t get it twisted#maybe I will just start going to the local episcopal church for holidays#cause like my church is amazing for the love and community and care aspect of Christianity#and for what they are trying to do (heal a lot of hurt caused by the church and make a space for non-Christians to ask and learn)#they are doing amazing and I don’t want them to change#but also I’m the only one that veils and I’m the only one that fasts and is trying to follow the more traditional stuff and it can be lonely#wow rant in the tags there#sorry guys#progressive christianity#christian#christian witch#christianity#christian witchcraft#witchcraft
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merry dhmismas and happy new torture labyrinth
#Dhmismas my favorite holiday <3#Still so pissed I can’t inbox anybody cause of stupid raiders#Guys please use my strawpage inbox I’m so lonely!!!!#Atleast I have my DHMis plushies…#And I’m probably getting some merch for the website this year so yeah!!!!#Please Shrignold shirt or the stickers or patches or the poster or-#It’s all so cool dude#coolio art!!!#dhmis#coffinz inzane hourz of inzanity!!!#:3#shitpost#don’t hug me i’m shitposting#don’t hug me i’m scared
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how to celebrate ur birthday or other holidays alone as a choice without making everyone concerned and offended
#no cuz i really want to JUST ONCE JUST ONE YEAR#I WOULD PROB FEEL LONELY AS FUCK BUT AT THE SAME TIME I COULD CHOOSE HOW TO CELEBRATE IT MYSELF ALL BY MYSELF AND DO WHATEVER I WANT#ITS WORTH TO DO THOSE HOLIDAYS LIKE NEW YEARS OR UR BIRTHDAY JUST ONCE. I FEEL LIKE#but not the alone because there is actually no one around u to celebrate with. that's different#and my heart goes out to the people that gotta celebrate smty alone. i am with them always spiritually even if they don't know it i am there#celebrating with them#i hope they know that#but anyway it being a choice actually matters#but yeah who knows if ill do that#maybe someday. hopefully. as a choice#this ain't serious or anything ignore this post#im rambling and getting out a thought again#rumaiq rambles#yk what i can do that by for example for my birthday celebrating the age + HALF of the year#so when it has been exactly 6 months since my birthday#and celebrating surviving the first 6 months without dying and now yay gotta survive the next 6#its an idea#i always wanted a summer birthday lowkey anyway not that i dont like mine in winter but summer feels like so much more fun#many more fun ways to celebrate a birthday. yk
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i wanna live on my own again …. i’m so ready to put my books on a shelf and my clothes in a closet
#absolutely adore my parents but i’m just excited to Have My Own Place again. where i can unpack all my shit & decorate & stay for a year#and be back downtown tbh. the suburbs are very quiet & it’s peaceful but i feel so lonely out here#i’m gonna have to wait til october for prices to drop a bit but i’m determined to make it work#i got a dope job as a neurofeedback technician but it’s only 9-15h/week ($22cad/h) soooo that ain’t gonna cut it#little nervous cuz frankly i dunno if i can handle working more than ~30h/week rn & also. holy fuck it’s hard finding decent part-time jobs#although! last night my old manager asked if i’d consider coming back to the restaurant to host/do cash on a casual basis/for the holidays#which means i’m probably going to end up balancing 3 jobs again. which is kinda fucked up lol but it’s good money so i can’t turn it down#anyways i’m getting ahead of myself#i do feel like i’m genuinely looking forward to things for the first time in a while though#like grad school next year & tattoos this fall & hopefully making friends w new coworkers n shit. even if it’s unbelievably stressful 👍#pegasus speaks#hi btw i am alive. i just haven’t really been very interested in tumblr at all lately. which is kinda weird but probably for the best
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need some good things to come my way asap, NO i will not be doing anything to make this happen
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#this is like. only sort of a joke ha ha ha 💀#at a Very fun place w/ my mental & physical health where i legitimately Do Not Know how to get better#and also uhhhhhh don't. care. enough about myself to.#like i'm being a hundred percent serious in saying that playing breath of the wild is like. the only thing keeping me going.#i was talking in therapy today about my holiday trip (💀) and realized that the reason i ''felt okay'' about taking the trip was#not just b/c i have been lonely & had been missing my family & wanting to see my gramma especially#not just b/c i wanted to be taken care of (l o l)#and not b/c i think covid is any less serious#but b/c my sense of self-preservation is Not Good right now. so it didn't seem as important if i got sick. or really sick.#which was kind of a sobering realization. like. haha. oh. my decision to take this trip was a Risky Behavior. haha. that's. probably fine.#matty's mental health
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a sneak peek for an upcoming (timeline tbd) update 😊
#holocene.txt#hlcn: story extras#consider this a thanks for the kind words on gratitude day :)#i wanna respond to everyone individually when i have time and also wax poetic about how much every comment means to me#it really does mean a lot#it's been a rough year and a very lonely year like i'm genuinely just so :/#i lost both of my grandmothers this year very suddenly and the holidays feel empty now and i'm dealing with scary health issues#i finally had a brain mri after waiting for it to get scheduled since JUNE and now i have to wait on results and undergo some other testing#and i'm losing my mind a little because i planned a nice christmas gift for my mom and it feels ruined because the post office lost it#and my dad ruined the whole surprise of it by calling customer support on speaker phone with her in the room...and she ofc heard everything#i just wanted something nice for my mom :( she deserves it and although i have other gifts for her still it's not all what i planned#i don't mean to rant but i just wanted to add context when i say it means a lot that anyone even remotely likes my pixels#i may not know most of you very well *yet* (trying to fix that!!) but it's nice to feel a little support from somewhere :) beyond nice#and sorry for being absent a lot this year but i swear i have so much appreciation for y'all and i love you and your pixels dearly#i always feel bad like maybe it doesn't seem like i care in return bc i'm offline a lot now but i really do!! i care a lot!! love y'all xox
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strength to everyone who finds this time of year absolutely shite
#tried listening to christmas songs to get in the holiday spirit but ended up feeling even more broken and lonely lmao#i could really do with the creative block fucking off so i at least have some kind of escape tbh#beau personal#tbd
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ayyy
#winter holidays ^^#i need this#i will finally have some time to do things i enjoy and see people again 🥹#normally i'm always a bit sad almost when uni ends because i'll miss it#the rhythm of it and all the classes there and people#not that i don't like the winter break#well this year i'm more glad than sad i still like uni but i'm just sick of telling people off bc i have no time#and also i miss some of the people i had classes with last year and also my sleep schedule is sooo bad#i'm so looking forward to sleeping like a normal person again#i will still have to study for exams (and also train) but i will try to fill my time with things i enjoy#like playing tennis 😍 i would play everyday honestly if i could#and i want to catch up with friends from uni i just hope they#*they're still in the city during the holidays bc often that happens that no one is there anymore 😅#but on monday i still have uni football but without the uni 😂 it will be a relaxing and fun day and i will buy some christmas gifts :))#altough now i'm on the way home to my parents and i will probably spend most of the time there#even though i like living in my uni city it can get lonely especially in winter and i realized i much prefer living with others#and right now my relationship with my parents is better than ever which makes me so happy 🥹 because it was rough sometimes when i was young#and i especially want to catch up woth that good friend of mine who left uni unfortunately 🥲 i will text him if we want to meet#anyways i also think i will feel better during the holidays being active and nature usually helps in winter#aaand it's only 2 more months until february and the days will get longer so i will get through this#honestly kinda sad but hey one day i plan on moving to a place with longer days and warmer weather hopefully that will help 😅#like i was so happy in summer i still remember ... like once spring comes around i operate in a good mood again#nevermind#rant
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Kris walks past carrying some metal scrap wires she uses for crafting her personal art projects. “Ides of March, Ides of March…” she hums aloud to herself. What to plan for the Ides of March. Surely if she attempted the same ‘sneak attack’ it would be anticipated. She stops upon seeing Starscream in her peripheral and turns to offer him a bright smile. “Lord Starscream! What would you suggest I do for the Idea of March?”
Starscream looks down, eyeing Kris and her pile of odds and ends.
"Well, if I give too many suggestions, it won't be a surprise." He gives a crooked smile and flicks a wing. "You're not building a booby trap, are you?" He doesn't actually seem dismissive of the idea. Perhaps he is... intrigued.
#ides of march#it's the most wonderful tiiiime of the year!#if you're starscream that is#if you trick him or land a hit on him you get candy#holiday shenanigans#at first he was dismayed at having no one to assassinate#it's lonely at the top#but then he realized he could have fun all day if people tried to attack him
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Does anyone else who’s on the aroace spectrum but who isn’t fully aroace (like demi or gray-aroace etc) get the thing where you just like. Yearn for romance or intimacy but like. You’re not currently into anyone and you know you can’t force it so you’re just like. WAITING for it to happen and it’s frustrating??
#aroace#aroace spectrum#asexual spectrum#gray asexual#demisexual#doesn’t help that I’m in my mid twenties so everyone else around me is getting married and shit#the holidays come around and I’m the only single one#and the entire rest of the year I’m completely fine with being single#but when the holidays come around and everyone has their SO to hang out with…#being the only single one gets lonely you know?
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He’s talking about me again..
#rewatching my favorite alan scenes bc I’m in such a bad grumpy mood today. whatever. shabbat shalom#alan shore#*#he grew up lonely and doesn’t have many fun memories of holidays.. I’d teach him about hanukkah and bake him latkes#and he’d love purim he loves dressing up and getting wildly drunk and yelling. he’d have so much fun#my little shayna punim I wanna kiss his cheeks
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