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put saiki kusuo in bsd yokohama and the bsd cast will be questioning their whole lives.
#bsd#saiki k#cloud talks a lot#sorry but if i were an ability user in bsd yokohama belonging to an organization (say the PM) (I should be like early to mid 20s)#and i meet this teenager. this kid. hes younger than me. hes somehow got all the abilities in the world#yet hes so painstakingly average#his life is so... normal... in comparison to mine.#i would be jealous#then somehow i find out#thats not the case#his life isnt normal at all#this kid reverses the time in his world by a year just so the entirety japan doesnt disappear#because he cant prevent a volcano from erupting#holy shit. this kid is so not average.#but why deny that uniqueness of his?#i find out about his brother. his family.#how. growing up hes subjected himself to a life of solitude#how. growing up. this kid has heard from his own father and brother that he is a monster#how his brother would toy with him in an unbrotherly way#how his brother projected his insecurities onto him#ok thats enough tags#tldr#if i was a bsd character meeting saiki kusuo i'd adopt him#bungou stray dogs#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki kusuo
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obsessed w how bitter and upset duke is w Bruce in this arc. and he has every right to be! he knew Bruce almost personally at that point, and his parents were joker gassed in a recreation of the wayne murders in an effort to get to batman. they were collateral damage and duke had been suffering pretty much alone as a result. his whole ideology is that robin doesn't need batman but on a more personal scale, you can see why he thinks that! when he needed Bruce he wasn't there, when he needed batman he wasn't there either. And he'll fret like he didn't care like it didn't matter but it DID
Ik I talk abt this panel often but that's bcs KTZZZZ ITS SO CRUCIAL TO DUKES CHARACTER!! He becomes completely self reliant, isolates himself he can't wait on batman to save the city, can't wait on batman to find his parents or wait on batman to save him, he's all he could rely on, and that self-reliance later grew into an almost cynical worldview. it's why his whole "emphasis on the word 'we'" thing at the we of WAR meant so much. he had hope in not just his own beliefs but in others' as well.
ANDDD it's why his and bruce's dynamic drives me up a wall but that's another post for another time..
#the signal#duke thomas#bruce wayne#thought bubbles#signal interlude#batman#dc comics#the thing is that he was supposed to do something at least he promised he would#and not that bruces batmaning is healthy but the one time he chose himself over the mission is when duke needed him most#to find his parents to keep him out of the system to do anything..dukes lucky he made it out the way he did and didnt end up like his foil#character in WAR#like rationally none of it is bruces fault and he should be allowed to live a normal life and thats exactly why duke doesn't yank him back#immediately you can see him debating it everytime duke runs into a memoryless bruce#but he cant keep bruce from himself at this point not anymore not when the city was literally dying without him#it isnt just abt duke atp its about all of gotham
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i love liushen as much as the next guy but i dont know how theyd ever end up together. liu qingge as a person is not the type of guy to be in touch with his emotions like at all and shen qingqiu just doesnt ever really know whats going on esp when hes being hit on. doomed to be a couple of lesbians constantly going on dates and neither of them know it
#svsss#liushen#to be completely real this is said with the utmost love#i think theyre both hilarious#i relate to liu qingge im also not in touch w my emotions like at all#lesbian liushen would be catastrophic. uhauling it after their 3rd date and one of them is on reddit like#me and my gay best friend live together and kiss and might get married is she hitting on me#if anyone was recognizing their feelings first it might have to be sqq#we're just used to binghes level of insane like if it was just a normal person sqq might figure it out like at some point in his life#lqg isnt an emotions guy he likes to hit things work out drink beer go on paleo diets and hit things again#hes the ancient fantasy china equivalent of a gym bro. born too soon to hog the stairmaster at planet fitness
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ok but look at our cute wedding
#jjk261? i dont know her :/#this is my canon now bye gege#satoru getting isekai'd to stardew after dying#at first he hates it bc its boring af compared to the life hes used to#but then we meet and fall in love and live happily ever after#and suddenly a seemingly mundane normal life isnt so bad when you get to spend it with the person you love with all ur heart 🤧#......also i modded it so he follows me and we go on adventures#he beats up the monsters in the mine while his wife collects shiny rocks ajdnskdnskdjsksjkaka#ok my bad ill stop being cringe in the tags now bye
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one of my favorite senarios to imagine to put yukio in is sending him 10 years into the future (with the exwires usually) and everyone from their class are like chill adults including himself working their boring ass exorcist job and hes trying to assert dominance over them as the teacher™ but they're all like bro why so serious?
#somehow in my future au i accidently made only the boys active exorcists im so sorry to all the women in aoex#they all passed but i think shiemi and izumo would leave to persue other passions but still be in ajacent fields#like shiemi still runs her exorcist shop#idk what izumo does maybe she still is an exorcist but shes on leave trying to figure out what she wants to do with her life#cuz so much of her adolescence was focused vengence for her family i think she would be kinda lost as an adult#ive said this a bunch of times but rin isnt actually an exorcist for the same reason izumo isnt#ive been kinda muddy on my own timeline but either he passed and left or he dropped out of school and ran away#i think hes like an independent demon slayer like a contract worker#so he still is basically an exorcist but not sanctioned by the vatican like as part of a mercenary guild or something#but he can still take exorcist missions if he wants to but usually its not worth it so he just helps out yukio or bon on their missions#i think after being a literal terrorist yukio got demoted and lost his license for a bit so hes still the same rank as he is now#but now hes medicated and he went to therapy#he has like no memory of highschool to almost a concerning degree and hes generally pretty muted but is still well liked#bon had a completely normal exorcist experience against all odds actually so did koneko except koneko went back to the myoda#and then shima got scouted for his amazing spy skills and works overseas#sorry shima ur not allowed to be an idol that might be the trigger for the bad end#anyway i think teen yukio would hate adult yukio because he thinks hes not allowed to be normal and happy#this is like the 4th time ive made this post like i said its one of my favorites#the reverse is rin going to the past and like tutoring the exorcist class#nobody wants to do yukio psychoanalysis but me so i gotta step up to the plate#jk theres a lot of good yukio fanfics#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura
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paul "if john was gay i wouldve known he wouldve hit on me!" mccartney
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john "im not GAY but i constantly hit on paul. it doesnt appear to be coming across. that must mean he's straight too" lennon
/youre bad at it and he's bad at it and that's gay love in the oppressive 1960s straight hegemony baby!
#youre bad at it and he's bad at it and thats repressed gay love in the 1960s repressive straight hegemony baby#paul saying he WOULDVE KNOWN if a gay person hitting on him is either the funniest thing a str8 person has ever said or the biggest#overt admission of being queer#lmao#and we know its not the first 1#mclennon#john lennon#paul mccartney#they werent normal about each other and its SO FUNNY NO ONE EVER TALKS ABOUT IT other than the stannies#i feel for JL honestly although i think hes a very destructive and kind of bad person (but who isnt lol)#he seemed so tortured and part of it was never being able to embrace his sexuality in the 50s and 60s and it steered his whole life awry#alongside all thenother tragedies#but w that too he mustve felt sooooo broken#and it couldnt be more obvious he loved paul#even yoko finally confirmed he was bi (as far as she knows - dont know how hed identify today) he is queer#which was one good thing that happened for him post death#not having to hide#anywayyyy
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i need a fic of soap bringing ghost home to his family for the holidays. his family’s always disapproved of everything; being queer, being in the military, being with ghost and it’s all over not a great time but they’re trying to pretend for the sake of the holiday. they get into it after dinner one night though and for once soap isn’t backing down, not when it’s ghost they’re attacking, when the power suddenly goes out. soap moves just in time for a shot to come through the window and he orders his family to get down
graves and what’s left of shadow company followed them to glasgow; it’s the first time they’ve been away from the 141 and they think it’ll be their best chance to take them out. johnny and simon are left behind as they become soap and ghost and soap’s childhood home becomes a battleground, his hysterical family who still think he can’t be that good of a soldier now civilians that he has to protect and get out in one piece
#its the full gambit of sisters with their partners and kids#all with respectable normal jobs and lives#then theres john still running around playing soldier and now shacking up with his commanding officer#soaps been quiet the entire time just gritting his teeth and letting them have go after go in the name of peace#ghosts been fuming the entire time but his own family trauma and not wanting to go against johnnys wishes keeps his mouth shut#and then that instant switch the second the bullet comes through the window#theyre sergeant mactavish and lieutenant ghost now and they dont give a single shit about anything butgetting out alive#‘we need to call the police!’#‘call local pd who’re drunk off their arses and never fired their guns in their fucking lives yeah right’#‘this isnt the time for you to play soldier’#‘youre right. this isnt a game. its war and youre gonna shut the fuck up and let me get you outta this alive’#ghost sneaks upstairs to get the hidden guns he brought and to get one of the kids whod been napping#soap stays to get everyone out of the way and watch out for hostiles#ghost slides him a sniper rifle and he takes out the sniper on the opposite roof and when he looks back at his family theyre#looking at him like theyve never seen him before#i just need soap whos been underestimated his entire life showing just how competent he really is#soapghost#ghostsoap#soap mactavish#soap cod#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#we’re a team. ghost team
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stultifera navis rerun AKA thinking about Iberia hours again because a lot of the Iberians have such fascinating relationships with the concept of home but specifically Thorns and Lumen are eating at my brain. like where do you call home when the place that is your home Just Fucking Hates You? Elysium's rewinding breeze specifically makes a point to hammers home how differently Iberia treats its Liberi and its Aegir
(which is especially interesting since this comes right after a conversation where Purestream commented on how despite Leizi being a high ranking government official, there are still some experiences that are universal for all Yanese people - because the experience of what Iberia itself is like isnt universal for all Iberians)
But all that being said, Thorns also straight up states that Aegir is not his home, and yeah, how could it be? How could a place you've never been to, never truly known, ever be your home? How could it ever feel like a home?
so where do you go when the place that you are from hates your people and the place your people are from is completely unfamiliar and alien to you? Thorns' answer at the end of the conversation with Aya is: my home is where i chose it to be. my home is where there are people I care about and people who care about me
in the complete opposite direction, Lumen's oprec asks: why do you still stay in a place that wants you gone? because the people of Gran Faro like Jordi well enough but when push comes to shove, they will want the only Aegir in town gone
and yet, when Rald the messenger offers him a chance to leave Jordi turns him down and when he's forced to escape Gran Faro after the people there literally try to send him to his death (or worse) at the hands of the Inquisitors he keeps trying to go back because like everyone in stultifera navis, Jordi is clinging to his own dreams of a golden age
but the shape of that dream is unique to every character and for Jordi, his dreams are deeply, inseparably bound to the Eye of Iberia, the legacy his parents left behind
and it's this dream of becoming someone great, of bringing about that golden age that his parents devoted their lives to help create that ties Jordi to this nothing town because despite everything, despite the mistrust of the townsfolk and the hostility of the Inquisition and the danger from the ocean, he simply cannot leave it behind
(or, because i personally dislike the official translation,)
"I just see this place as my home"
so yeah. not sure what overall point i was trying to make here i'm just. deeply in love with these stories about chosing what is and isn't your home, of saying you will not call a place your home because it has given you no reason to or saying you consider a place your home even though it has given you every reason not to. deeply unwell about them <3
#arknights#asto speaks#not much of an essay writer i just keep thinking about them and i need to force other people to think about them too#thorns story fucks me up bc like. this whole almost found family adjacent idea of like#maybe home isnt something decided by your birth but something you can chose based on what truly matters to you#it just gets to me. i guess.#jordi gets to me in a completely different direction there's nothing personal about it i just find his story *fascinating*#just a guy. a completely normal guy. an absolute nobody caught up in these dreams of greatness while also fully aware of his own normalcy#but never letting either of those overshadow the other. never losing that self awareness or that fuckin obsessive determination#god. what a Character#i love jordi so much like genuinely#i joke a lot about him being just a Guy but thats also kinda like the best thing about him#the fact that he is the way that he is and does all the things he does despite being just a Guy#gently holds#for context i was so hyped about new iberia lore when sn was announced i read the whole thing as soon as it dropped on cn server#cuz someone uploaded all the story sections to bilibili right after it came out#and '我只是把这里当作自己的故乡啊' fucking hit me SO HARD#in like the greater context of elysium demanding to know why hes risking his life in like 5 different ways to return to gran faro#because yeah jordi just doesnt want to leave his home but like we the audience knows the full *weight* of what that home means to him#and the weight of the dreams that made him chose to see Gran Faro as his home and to refuse to let go of that#thats why i like the original a lot more than the translation i think like it really emphasises that active *choice*.#this is the place jordi has *decided* to see as his home and he knows what that means and what it means to him#side note the part on thorns might not actually age well depending on whether hg decides to ever release more aulus lore#i mean i'll gladly take the L if it means more aulus and/or thorns lore like#i just wanna know what (if anything) is tying him to iberia yknow#ak#iberiaposting
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New OCs
(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)
OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.
#my characters#also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation#but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him#but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too#its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful#mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human#mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS#while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life#and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt#but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet#and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me#so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research#and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah#and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans#are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect#i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research#and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart#but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know#and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha#anyway if you read all those tags ty#and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad#i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so#i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main#but then here i am posting on main#im sorry
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pretty privilege in general is a terrible tool. but when the racism that it's ingrained in really has a platform to activate, it's just absurd .
#if ure a pretty white boy. oh my goodness. roll out the red frickin carpet to all the fame attention & feminization in the world#omg hes so pretty. pretty like a woman. hes just like a woman. lets treat him like an object#everything he does isnt really his fault. hes just a girl bcs hes pretty. bcs hes pretty lets make him cry#lets do a deepdive into his character & pounce or paint any opportunity possible to find a villain in his life that isnt himself#meanwhile a poc person is pretty & theyre get a compliment sure#but never like. a normal one#they can get treated like a goddess or a god yea#but like. one that imposes fear and distance. only to be admired from a distance#if ure pretty and poc then ure an artifact to steal#if ure pretty and white then ure a crisp blank page for ppl to doodle out all their fantasies and plans for u to fold right along into#bcs ure pretty just like a girl: usable.#shit is just stacks on stacks on stacks of stagnant thinking stacked onto sick ideals#idk man#maybe im just going crazy bcs i hate too much of anything. getting irritable & tired from feeling trapped#cant ever escape anything bcs the very existence of escape implies the threat of capture
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imagine growing up in the order of st dumas and as a kid youre told that if you dont brush your teeth azrael is going to kill you and then azrael in question is some geeky loser
#geeky loser that doesnt brush his teeth either#lilhy and karl experience#or youre told that if you disobey the st dumas himself will come after you but then he actually does as a hallucination#st dumas came after ludovic for kissing a woman If lilhy wants st dumas to speak to her maybe she should try it out too#womean arent allowed to hallucinate st dumas in this order#i wish lilhys development was different because idont even mind her being a villain but it isnt developed in a meaningful way#brian just says once in a while “something is wrong with lilhy... shes changed!!!” we are told well shes evil now and thats it#she doesnt do anything and if she does its so vague and pointless she seems to do ok actually living her best life after all#do you ever think about how normal people perceive jp/az as just jp and people from the order think of them as azrael first
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saw a post basically saying op didn't understand why anyone would want Tech to survive bc, and paraphrasing here, 'why would you want him to go through that.'
and its got me thinking about pain. about survival. about how far is too far for a happy ending.
i wonder if op has ever made someone speechless by stating a simple fact about their life. or if they'd ever been accused of trauma dumping for talking about their childhood. i wonder if they've ever been really really sick. if they have any disabilities that require accommodations.
i wonder if they've ever had to fight to be happy.
i wonder what kind of person could think that living through pain to get to a happy ending isn't worth it.
#tech going through attrocities isnt the end of his life#nor will it irreparably damage him#pain is terrible#but pain is normal#pain is not deserved#but it is delievered#and honestly#i think thats a huge misunderstanding of star wars#sw is all about hope-as cheesy as that is nowadays#sw is about growing past pain about surviving to happiness#and sure anakin lives in more pain than happiness-but he does get to experince joy at the end of his life again#he gets to see his son. all grown up. a pilliar of hope. woth his mother's eyes.#maybe thats just me#star wars#the bad batch#tech lives
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literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble
#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!!#MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U.#their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable#mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt#his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast#and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics.#like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move#but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult#like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’#i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!!#but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes#sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book.#like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic.#anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png#maeve speaks#playchoices#choices#pixelberry#choices alpha#channing lowe#markus barnes#side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc#but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch#he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER?#even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL#and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy#is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.
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you're gonna be ok, kid
don't tag as ship
#adventure time#fionna and cake#fern the human#twos art#digital art#you dont understand fern as a character makes me so emotional#his life was so fucking miserable. he was constantly suffering or distressed or being used#he didnt know a single moment of peace in his entire life up until only a few minutes before Dying#and we go to fionna and cake and. hes Okay. hes living a normal life seemingly unburdened by all the problems of ooo#shes seemingly got very little wrong besides nightmares Of That Past Life and its just.#even if your life was miserable the universe still loves you. there is a world where you can be ok. there is a world where you are happy#even if it seems impossible you are not doomed. fern might be with dj flame!!! she is loved!!! she isnt alone anymore#isnt it so lovely that even if it isnt Home Universe Fern there is still a world where he gets to be at least happier than what was
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btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage
#and him trying to stop neil from asking if todd not reading at the meetings is okay isn’t him wanting not to go#its him not wanting neil to ask because (as someone with social anxiety) it’s EMBARRASSING ASF for someone to ask for things on your behalf#literally just think about it as the meme of ‘when i tell my friend im hungry and he tells his mom that *i* want food instead of both of us’#and the whole ‘neil not knowing how to take no for an answer’ thing…… dont get me fucking started#the kid who’s had to take no for an answer his whole life? the kid whose first proper scene IS him taking no for an answer? are you serious?#being encouraging and accommodating and (admittedly) a little pushy when he’s got his mind set on something—#—is NAWT the same as not being able to take no for an answer or bulldozing through conversations with people#he and todd DO listen to each other in those conversations theyre just on opposing sides—#—because their understandings of the world don’t fully align at that point in time/the movie#which is totally fucking normal?????? because later on they DO properly align?????????#i feel so crazy about this every time i see someone say todd didn’t want to go the dead poets meetings because it’s so obvious he DID#he was just scared#and you know what maybe it IS a little forceful#but given how dedicated todd is to shutting off and hating and isolating himself he NEEDS a little forceful to be broken through to#if no one ever pushed me to do things when i was scared (as irritated as it can make me) i’d never do SHIT dude#and obviously todd is the same way because he ALL BUT OUTRIGHT SAYS AS MUCH#‘i appreciate this concern but i’m not like you’ IS about neil’s voice and opinions mattering to people but it’s ALSO about—#—him being outgoing and trying new things and putting himself out there#WHICH TODD WANTS TO BE ABLE TO DO!!!!!!!!#the moral you take away from todds growth is NOT that he has to change to be accepted because he DOESNT#its that he has to gain the confidence and belief in himself to grow and become the version of himself he WANTS to be#he NEVER changes on a fundamental level to make others happy (although his growth does make others happy) he just opens up more#and i dont know WHY some people think his arc is becoming a completely different person#like yall PLEASE#this isnt even an anderperry thing this is an issue even if you read them completely platonic#i blame the FUCKASS novelization…. dps book you will always be hated by ME#dps#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson
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Real question about keremy haters AU is how does Jean not immediately kill himself when he finds out about Kevin fucking Jeremy. He did not suffer through being Thea's messenger boy and then Riko's punching bag x1000 to be rewarded with this. Jeremy isn't even good at exy. Will Jean's suffering never end
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO god ok THIS IS SO FUNNY the truth is well honestly he Wants to he's just busy with life and trying to be normal with the trojans. at the start of the story he has no idea anything is even happening and he only really learns about kevin and jeremy being involved well into winter break of jeremy's first semester at PSU, although by the time kevin visits california to help jean out with interviews he's at least aware that kevin's looking out for jeremy. when he finds out they're sleeping together he's Not Happy Lol which is half of why they clash so much during winter break, the other half being that jeremy did not forget for one second that he is a raven and supposed to hate jean for jumping ship. he hasn't softened on kevin so much as he's aware that he depends on him for exy (among other things), but he has no reason to have a kinder look on jean at this point in the story
it also doesn't help him that jeremy can very much tell (and perhaps always could) that jean has feelings for kevin, which amps up his antagonism x10 over because kevin is his partner, and because he's the only thing jeremy has left, and because jeremy hates them for having gotten this close at all when his own experience in the ravens was so marked by being betrayed by the only person he thought was his friend. it's all a mixed bag really, and they famously get into one Really bad fight that almost ends up in serious injury for jeremy :) they have a slow but steady path to building up any kind of relationship, but it Does happen, and a lot of their underlying anger towards each other is also a healthy dose of sexual tension. nonetheless it's going to take a hot minute for them to feel anything for each other besides hatred, jealousy and begrudging sexual attraction
#raven au is kerejean. dont forger#its really funny honestly theyre really bad to each other when they meet again LOL#and honestly jean isnt even acting out of a particular personal grudge against jeremy#he's just (rightfully) defending himself from a raven who hates him like all the others did#they never got along in the nest and they sure as hell don't do now#although in jeremy's defense a lot of his vitriol for jean in the nest was just by the nature of who his partner was#(Not Grayson. another secondary raven who had beef with jean)#so yeah a trainwreck waiting to happen. kevin's staying out of their cold war for his own sake and peace of mind#he's the crux of a few of their issues but ultimately there's so much More to them than just the jealousy it feels wrong to single it out#but the longer jeremy stays out of the nest and in normal life the more he gets into fights with kevin about his view of jean the more he#actually gets to be around jean he'll be less and less antagonistic#and then some feelings will bloom.............!#asks#raven among doves#kerejean
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