#him trying to be sooo normal about this
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literally just. cannot stop thinking about s1 trent getting kissed absolutely senseless by ted
#i love concocting scenarios to make this happen#tedependent#its just such a good dynamic#the earlier in the season the better almost bc just like#trent is trying so so so hard to be professional and not to like him but goddamn it he DOES like him#(honestly i think just. past that first press conference even before the interview he finds himself unwillingly charmed)#so like. just. before or after the interview whatever the case#him trying to be sooo normal about this#and then ted just. fucking. kissing him senseless. like obviously there's really no reason for s1 ted to do this normally#hence concocting scenarios. but like. just. imagining it happening entertains me. rotating it in my brain#s1 trent just getting his brains snogged out#ted can wreck him SHOCKINGLY fast with very little effort. even trent is a bit stunned by how easy it is#one second you are professional bitchy journalist trent crimm the next second you are a dazed moaning wreck.#if youre lucky youre being quiet about it but either way ted lasso has your back to the wall and hands in your hair and WOW okay#no thoughts head empty only ted lasso is a PHENOMENAL KISSER APPARENTLY#gertspeak
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what is the theory that ivan manipulated the event where till and mizi met the wagyein?
It's not a theory, actually! It's confirmed that Ivan orchestrated the whole event. The true reason as to why however is still unknown. The information provides more context to this scene, though:


During the earlier times of ALNST the most rational explanation for this scene was that Till ran after a flower crown (presumably Mizi's) and Ivan followed him in out of curiosity. Now we know that Ivan was conveniently just standing there because he was waiting.



Side note, I find it heartbreaking (and maybe a little funny, sorry) that Till most likely didn't notice Ivan in this scene. That's just like him, isn't it. Always too busy running after Mizi while Ivan trails behind, an ever-present shadow.
I'm not sure how Ivan manipulated the circumstances for both of them to end up there, but it is confirmed that everything was intentional. What strikes me most is how they describe this particular scene:


I can't copy down what they said word-for-word (Patreon info), but they described Ivan watching "creepily" as Till and Mizi are faced with danger. We know that Ivan was familiar with the Cerberus wagyein beforehand, enough to touch its teeth and even to rest himself inside its maw. To Ivan, the wagyein is not dangerous, but to Till and Mizi, it could be. Ivan prepared the wagyein, led them there, and watched "creepily" from afar as Till fell on his knees, seemingly injured.


The closest I can get to making sense of Ivan's "scheme" is that he wanted to see how other children would react in a dangerous situation. Ivan's always been an observer, after all, and he's learned to survive by copying the more "normal" behaviors of his peers. This situation occured when Ivan was still young and had not yet developed his more charming mask, so perhaps he staged this encounter to study a situational response, to learn and mimic the emotion of fear. And what better subjects for the experiment than two of the most expressive and reactive humans of their batch? It helps that he was already fixated on Till beforehand, too. I think Ivan became irreversibly obssessed after this incident, especially since it's framed as a turning point in Ivan's life, comparing Till to the stars.
This is just my attempt at an interpretation, though. It could very well be for another reason. He most likely chose Till and Mizi specifically for personal reasons, not just for reaction. I'm still not sure on the purpose behind the whole thing.
The team wanted to capture Ivan's "dark emotions" through the shot of his stalking, which could relate to his more sinister intentions. His gaze can be read in a few different ways, though. Curiosity, interest, fear, etc. Maybe that's why they decided to redraw the shot in ROUND 6.

I think this better sells the feeling they were trying to convey.
#ivan u fucked up little guy.#also okay i just wanna clear this up#i know i make a lot of posts about ivans darker side and his more problematic traits#but this isn't me trying to villainize him or reduce him down to “toxic yaoi”#I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW ALL MY TOXIC YAOI POSTS ARE LIGHTHEARTED.#i just want to clarify that ivan was always intended to be a darker and complicated character. even since his debut in round 3#the way i refer to ivan (“twisted” “creepy” “obssessive” etc) are literally the direct words used by q and v themselves to describe him#but despite that id like to emphasize that i don't see ivan as a villain or a completely bad person. hes complicated#there is no normalcy in this world they are living in. none of the characters know what being truly normal is#this isn't me condoning his actions#but it has to be acknowledged that alnst is fucked up in nature. we can't expect perfect relationships from people who are born to die#plus ivan has a lot more layers past the “dark” parts. he's constantly battling himself and his desires#especially at the end of round 6 where he performs a myriad of conflicting actions (kiss strangle peck smile)#thanks to the r6 production notes we now know that ivan was going through a rapid internal conflict#“sure and unsure at the same time”#there is sooo much to ivan. his low self-esteem. his desire and possessiveness despite knowing till will never love him#his VEHEMENT insistence that till will never love him vs his desperate persistence in trying anyway#uh i need to shut up i think#anyways sorry. just wanted to clarify my thoughts on him in case people think im. yk.#in short. hes a fucked up little freak and he fascinates me. this poor tragic child. i love him.#SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#asks
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the raw power of gorgug and kristen synchronized second hand embarrassment is unspeakable
#okay i have more clips from this episode#i feel bad because emily and brian aren't in this one but it might be one of The Best in fantasy high#purely because lou is on an absolute TEAR#everything he does is fucking astoundingly funny in this episode#like he is on fire for real#god i love fabian he's THE WORST#his character growth in this season alone is astounding like in junior year he's sooo much better at just. not being selfish lol#love this guy love his fucked up family dynamic where his parents try to fight him to the death all the time#love the idea of being raised in a family where emotional vulnerability is almost always substituted for violence#i'm normal about him#fabian seacaster#kristen applebees#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year
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Ok but i want to kind of talk abt what led me to thinking of that last art right. this isn't gona be like, a proper analysis or whatever, just something i've been thinking about for a while that i want to finally word properly. But.
I love Davrin so much. And i love how layered his character is. Like, the man cares. So much. He has a lot of love in his heart. He also tries to pretend so hard that everything he does is out of practicality n not because he Cares So Much.
When you first meet him, he already clearly has a trusting relationship established with Assan. He says he's 'just the bodyguard', but Assan runs up to him immediately when called and nuzzles into him. He already listens to him! Maybe not 100%, but he does. He trusts Davrin. Not to mention the fact that he named the little guy.
Also the griffon nest you can find that is just FULL of mostly nug carvings that Davrin made.
But it's not just Assan. He calls out some of the other griffons by name and takes the time to reassure them when you find them locked in the cages. You will not convince me that he wasn't the equivalent of the Cool Uncle to them. When they get taken, his reaction is not that of someone who is 'just the bodyguard'. It's a reaction of someone who Cares.
He doesn't let himself really acknowledge it, though, because of the whole warden thing. He has convinced himself that he is, first and foremost, a man with a Duty and an expiration date.
The problem is. He fails step one pretty much IMMEDIATELY. He's just in denial about it.
And like, he doesn't really like talking about his feelings openly. He either deflects or avoids it until someone nudges him enough to talk about it. After Weisshaupt, he's, understandably, not doing too well. He lashes out at Lucanis during the table talk, and later you find him back in his room, working silently. He doesn't even reply to Rook at fist when they speak to him.
And then when he does, the floodgates open. This is a pivotal point, i think, in his character development. He's lost, he doesn't know what comes next. He fully did not expect to Be There. He built himself up to this Big Sacrifice, and when it doesn't work out like he thought it would, it gives him a Crisis. Rook points out to him that hey, he DOES still have a purpose. It's just different than "die fighting darkspawn". It's a purpose he has to actually let himself Live for. I feel like this is the point when he lets himself open up to the idea that he might just be more than a simple bodyguard to Assan.
And it genuinely helps him. He even admits that Lucanis did a good job at Weisshaupt. I'm pointing this bit out because, like...I think it shows his complicated relationship with letting himself Feel Things.
I don't know if i'm making sense rn, i just. Love him a lot.
There's a lot more to talk about, but this post is already long, so I'll jump to the end. If you romance him, in the pre-tearstone cutscene, you find him Chopping Wood. Classic sign that Davrin Is Having A Lot Of Feelings He Doesn't Know How To Process.
However, this time he's more open about it, seeing as he...pretty much immediately tells Rook what it's all about.
If you decide to joke with him about it, he immediately goes This Is For Real. I'm Being Serious. He actually wants to talk about it, even if he didn't plan to, at first. He doesn't deflect this time.
also, a brief aside, i fucking love the laugh he does if Rook commits to being a clown about it. He sounds like he's questioning why THIS clown, of all people, is the one he fell for.
and also, i love the...inside jokes forming in their relationship. First its the hunting metaphors while flirting, then its 'u gonna chop more wood?'. Genuinely adore that
ANYWAY back to it.
He's been opening up!! He's letting himself get attached!! It's the worst time for it, because they could very easily Die, but at least they talk about it.
And once Rook is back from the prison, they don't really talk about the time they were missing. The final romance scene feels a bit silly at first with the magic trick n all, but I think it makes a lot of sense.
His voice cracks just a bit when he says ''you're back''. If you choose the dialogue option where Rook is shaken or the 'am i back?' option, he's firmly reassuring to them.
also this. 🥺
From how the dialogues go, it really seems like...I don't want to say Davrin is avoiding talking about the Possible Bad Scenario. It feels more like he refuses to dwell on it, or to let Rook dwell on it.
He acknowledges it, but also, Rook is back.
Again, Davrin has a lot of love in his heart. He is also a man of action and conviction. If he decides to commit to something, he does so with no reservations.
ALL THAT IS TO SAY. I think he would be having a very bad time while Rook is missing, but i also think he would do everything in his power not to let it show. If he breaks down about it, it would be in private, and only because he literally cannot hold it back anymore. He would find Assan in their room and it would become the Last Straw at some point. You know?
He doesn't talk about missing Rook. Instead, he talks about Assan missing them. Which isn't necessarily a lie, but it also sounds like...a roundabout admission. A way to talk about it without talking about it. I know this dialogue abt Assan happens regardless of whether or not you romance him, but here i'm talking about the romance route specifically, so.
But it's not because he doesn't want to admit he cares, not anymore.
It's because he refuses to dwell on it.
TLDR i don't know how coherent this post ended up being, but my point is, DAVRIN IS THE MAN OF ALL TIME. He sings to animals in his care. Hes writing a monster manual while carving each creature he plans on talking about. He also carves sososo many nugs. He has beef with an author who's been dead for ages. He has a complicated relationship with his feelings, but commits to them fully once he lets himself admit them. He cares. He has a lot of love in his heart. And i love him so so so fucking much.
#valtalks#dragon age#datv#dragon age veilguard#veilguard spoilers#davrin the warden#davrin dragon age#datv davrin#davrook#davrin x rook#datv positive#just thought abt him trying so hard not to cry in Rook's room and failing and went AUIGHYGHGHG#i wrote a little thing abt how i think the post-prison scene will go with my rook specifically n i did sneak in that detail of like#davrin refusing to dwell on the Bad Time he had waiting for them. and talking about assan missing them while what he means is#they BOTH did#the firm reassurance of YOURE HERE NOW. ITS FINE.#YOU KNOW???#i love a man who has so so so many feelings but pretends like he doesnt 🤞#not because he doesnt want to feel them mind you. because he refuses to dwell on it#feeling sooo normal rn
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father and son
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#henry lasso#remember when jason sudeikis said that ted lasso was a show about bad fathers and we all thought it was about ted's own father and how his#passing caused ted to become the kind person he currently is. and we thought that was the 'bad father' part of him. and then s3 rolls#around and it just hits you how his passing did cause that and More. how ted became so afraid to let down others. to let down henry by not#Winning The Whole Thing. but yeah in the end you just have to try#and sometimes i wonder if ted ever knew that he was a good father (etc etc that conversation with dr sharon in 2x10)#despite the distance and his divorce.. cherish the moment he had with his son instead of the time they spent away from each other#pn.art#SORRY THIS HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR THE PAST 3 HOURS ITS 5AM RN I KNOW I HAVE A SHITASS SCHEDULE </3#ted lasso spoilers#i have sooo much stuff i wanna say about this and i know ill forget to say it later but god. god i just want him to know hes enough soo bad#<- normal about fictional characters#babygirl you are so full of problems they rarely addressed. godbless#IM NOT MAKING SENSE I JUST LOVEEEEE HIMMMM :((((
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Dream begging the universe for George to like Florida but when he felt like it didn't happen he was trying his best to let it go
#Sorry I feel like everyone already got over this but it's genuinely just hitting me two years later for some fucking reason#He sounds so much like the “I'm happy I'm happy” evil April clip as he's saying that he is okay with George being in la#And them just living together 50% of the time#also him syaing it's even more normal to like live together that amount of time and trying to make it so rational#gets to me sooo bad. Something about when dream wants to use his logic brain out of a feeling#very clearly and it isn't working and he gets frustrated with himself just idk really gets to me#star rambles
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ill be seeing tf one tomorrow (technically today since its 2 am) and will most likely post about it. i will be using the tags "tf one" and "spoilers" for filtering purposes so you have been warned. i'm super excited !!!
#im SOOO normal about sentinel. the more i see him in trailers the more im becoming mentally ill about him#maybe ill do a write up on my thoughts before and after watching like i did with siege#ugh sentinel#it was OVER for me the first clip they showed of him.............#ANYWAY see you guys then !! been trying my best not to surf around my socials lmao
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may i leave you with zariman men and slight verge of psychosis
#i was VERY VERY normal when was making this#and i was VERY normal about the whole idea#i was sooo normal i could chew my own sanity off.#vent art but not vent. how do people call it#warframe drifter#warframe cavalero#(<- well. he's just there)#warframe#sd draws#kinda wip but not actually. I've finished this but got deeply unsatisfied with cav so now i'm trying to find my focus on him#finished result will be judged by future i guess. or i'll just redo cav lmao
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elian is easily my worst rep character solely for lying for 10+ years about his gender identity because he was trying to keep cullen's affection for him from origins to inquisition. CULLEN
#dragonageposting#HES SOOO. babygirl what the fuckk did the circle do to you that youre desperate for cullens attention above all else#i think hearing abt what cullen's done in 2 would scare him really badly but he has attachment issues.#still loves him. but is terrified of cullen trying to make him tranquil or kill him. which is normal in a healthy relationship#in which you are lying about your gender identity bc your partner claims to not be into men. of course.#i think theyre capable of having a healthier relationship but somehow the unhealthy parts are bc of elian rather than cullen#dragon age
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chapter 256 fueling my ailette/hestio(/tes) delusions, thank you for the food!!!!!




#s-class heroine spoilers#webnovel reaction#hestio ligenel#screaming shrieking and exploding hestio is soooo cute !!!!!#hestio trying his very best not to worry even though hes worrying sooo very much#hestio having to take in a big gulp of air because hes just way too worried#hestio going 'haha of course theres nothing to worry about!' and then just snapping and going of course we're worried!!#wah.... who let him be this cute#hestio rushing to ailette's defence. 😔#i am dead on the ground. deceased.#hestio insulting a prince because how dare he suggest that ailette would spare any effort in protecting tesilid#and dont forget ephael having to jump in to shut him up because he's hestio's impulse control and survival instincts actually#i feel so vindicated that i got that part of their dynamic right#literally so cute that we get introduced to hesphael as ephael being the one who doesnt seem to take things too seriously#and whom prob needs to hv a leash on him at all times lest he get himself in trouble#no.... its hestio who needs a minder. and its in the form of ephael the very guy whom we thought hestio was minding#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love their dynamic#anw hestio's literally so cute. the 'hestio didnt even flinch' to hestio taking a huge gulp of air to 'of course we're worried!!!'#the way you see him spiral with worry and fall apart within like 10 seconds GRRRRRRRRRR#i am very normal about him. the normalest#ailettehestio
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im really happy I have the relationship I have with my siblings ngl
#camera talks#SIBLING IGNORE IM MAYHAPS GONNA BE SAPPY#okay but like i hear/see sooooo many siblings say they are distant with their siblings#or that they’d never had a good relationship with them or etc etc#and Sooo many people when I tell them I have a good relationship with my siblings tell me to keep that relationship strong#and like I really hope I do too#but like#my sister just texted me during school asking for money for concert tickets for her and her friend that she’ll pay back#and idk maybe that’s a normal thing but it makes me happy that she Can reach out and I want her to have experiences like that so ofc I did#and she came into my room last night asking about how it feels to be so close to college#(she’s a year younger than me)#and like I don’t have a Great relationship with my youngest siblings but im trying#and I hope our relationships can get better#and (my older sibling who’s on here lol) I think im pretty close to them#they know more about me than all my other siblings#and I like to think we’ve got some sort of queer bond too maybe#also im really close to my cousin he’s the Best#and im so so glad im close to him bc hes Awesomeeee and really nice#(he also follows me but its all true)#I have to go back to school but I have more to say lol#idk guys shoutout to my siblings im glad we’re close for the most part and I care about them
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Something really funny that's occurred to me is the way Joe talks about Maccie is like she's some catastrophic event that happened to their family "I can't believe she's been here that long." / "Everything's been different since she was born" / "Everything changed." / "She changed everything."
And it's just rlly funny to me. I want to up the dramaticness of his words at some point. And anyway, he's talking to the Samurai/Ronin for the first time and I'm wondering the impression he's getting lmao
Joe is certainly expressive to me, but only when he's given the chance. And I think w Ronin, he just started letting a lot of stuff out bc thus guy is gonna go on his way anyways.. but then he's like wait!!! Actually let me go?? For a little? (Platonic yearning so bad)
Ronin like 》^. "I suppose.. Alright, curious karate man, I'll accompany you a little longer."
Or something I'm messing around UGH
#the reason everything changed is bc joes mother passed away either shortly after Maccies birth or during#that started the strain w joe and sr but they also had.. her yk? its just sillay#dysfunctional karate family ily <3#sr isnt a terrible father he is just narrow sighted and firmly believes he knows best. he doesnt give his kids the room to grow- but he#really loves them. he just wants to protect them in a way i think.. he just lost his wife and i think that made his parenting way more#overbearing. buT ALSO. JOE JUST BEEFS W MACCIE BC YK SJXNXNX theyre siblings#espexially when they were younger. teen joe is sooo funny to me. teen angst ft this baby i dont want in my room KGLZLGKXMVKKC#in current theyre much much closer and Joe has remained Maccie's favorite person. but Joe still gets really annoyed / tired of her sometime#SRRY ugh ily karate family#also also ronin and maccie dynamic so real. i like ronin being patient with children. except maccie is wayyyy more antagonizing to him than#like my oc the lost girl. so fun!!!! sorry#karate maccie#rh head canon#< new tag#karate joe#sr isnt a bad dad on purpose agenda. sr could have the possibility to apologize and fix things one day.#maccies only ever known this version of her father and she doesnt have the capaxity to try and forgive him for certain things joe will#maccie is the golden child but she is also the problem child. she uses her favor to her advantage and to rile up her dad sometimes#just bevause she can and she has a little bit of a problem with him sometimes bc.. you know? shes a very ambitious teen and she doesnt wsnt#to be shackled..... and she doesnt like thinking of Joe as that way and UGH#i love them im normal#to elaborate a tiny bit more i hc joe as having chronic fatigue like myself. hes low spoons and he pushes himself despite it.#but his disability holds him back sometimes snd its like.. you know? he doesnt want to be the weak memver of the family so he keeps pushing#but he also cares about karate too. its not something negative to him. and stuff. even if its hard. its avtually good for his body / health#when he doesnt overexert himself anyway
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been playing a lot of amarantus recently <3
#amarantus#amarantus vn#<= is good as hell and 20% off until the 29th <3 play with meee <3#art tag#image description#have been extremely normal about it on discord as my friends can attest. it's good AUGH <3 SOOO GOOD <3#get it if you can <3 at least try the demo it's good <3#almost got all the achievements. just have one (1) achievement and one (1) insert art to go. i'll figure it out eventually <3#i like how i did mireille's hair in this it's really good <3#ummm what else. i like arik's little portrait in the corner it's like it's me and him against the world <3 i like when arik facepalms <3
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it's so funny that apollo has like, some kind of magical powers, bc he is otherwise the most Just A Guy character in this whole series
#ace attorney#pw aa#apollo justice#aj aa#i hear what you're saying and i know phoenix has no weird extra powers#but he's sooo fine with spirit channeling and the magatama#takes to it just fine#and he's a lil bit of a freak + weirdly immortal#like my bro got hit by a car and smacked his head on a pole and has a *sprained ankle*#i hear what you're saying about edgeworth and larry and gumshoe also#but edgeworth is also kind of a freak boy and a prodigy and w/e#gumshoe is pathetic and dopey which is a different genre of guy#and larry is a major freak even though he is ostensibly normal#apollo is just a guy who wants to do guy things#like pay taxes and be a lawyer and make a living wage#having hyper sensitivity and being an empath or w/e is so funny for him#he would not ever want it#he is just trying to follow court procedure#please everyone let this very special earnest young man do normal things#it's all he wants in the world
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I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN
#sooooooooo BASICALLY i haven’t really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in#Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isn’t to be confused with pool table guy from october#that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i#have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ™️ (FG) bc he’s like taalll (6’1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but#like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and it’s all like aaaawwwwww#but basically he’s just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda can’t beat the Just#Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc she’s trying to figure out how she’s going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF#bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe#r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u#said she didn’t need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE “LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE 🤯#LIKEEEEE#all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how he’s such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didn’t think i was his type and#all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and you’re trying to#rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you#so nooowwww i’m all like 🙂👍🏾🥳😳😳😳😳😳😳#YK?????????!!!!!!#but ya that’s the latest update 😚#i like a guy and he likes me 🥹😶😃👍🏾😳🤯#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags
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Ykno I think it's kind of funny how some people r so against sharing that they're into any fan stuff ever with Anyone they know irl. Then there's me. I'll tell my friends. I'll tell my family. I'll tell my COWORKERS. That I write fanfiction.
Like it's rly not that big of a deal I don't think. I like my funny little guys and I like to put them into situations. It's pretty normal.
#speculation nation#my dad sometimes mentions how he wishes id let him read my writing hfkshfj#my grandma too. and im just like#u guys wouldnt rly understand it Anyways and it's uh. well. 'personal' i tell them lmao#my sister has commented in such conversations that she has access to my writing but doesnt read it bc it's just not made for her#bc she follows me on here (Hi Sis if u see this lol) and obvs i have my works linked#then theres my coworkers. for the ones im chill with im like 'if u get into the thing im writing for then i Actively Encourage u to read it'#bc they count as friends and so im like. Look At It. u must hear about my little guys. i will tell U sooo much#i think my lack of shame about this stuff is bc ive long cast off the shackles of trying to be 'normal'#i know im not. i embrace it. if anyone else has a problem with it thats not my problem lmao#living a more authentic me. fanfiction writing and all.
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