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I just watched the movie A Real Pain and it made me cry and my right sinus is blocked now and I'm sleep deprived and it got me thinking a lot.
Everyone's pain is so real, and so uniquely their own, and cannot compare to each other's or 'worse' stuff and it's stupid to try, because they're all just different. And yet. They're the same. We're the same. We feel pain. We show it in a multitude of ways. Some people hide it. Bottle it up, "tuck it away" and "carry on" "moving forward" "take a pill" "swallow it down" but it's there. It shows through the cracks. You hold on so tight your fear is in every line of you. You let it out in overwhelmed bursts and you apologize for burdening people with the weight of it. Because you know they have their own to bear, because it can't compare. Because you're not supposed to pity yourself or feel bad for yourself or sound like you think your feelings are more important than anyone else's, can't be selfish. Can't feel. And then there's the honesty you can't avoid. The people who see right through you, right into you, deep down in the dark of you. Because that's where they live too. Because they see your pain and they feel it too. Because they have their own. And it's a piece of the same tapestry. Ripped up into threads and sewn into all of us. Through time and space and generations. We have the pain of humanity woven into our souls, the past, our past, their past, your past. All of it. Everyone's, everywhere, all at once, is, was, and will be. It's all there. We feel it. The honesty of feeling it for others to show, the tears and snot and suffering in the moment, the pity and the sorrow and the self indulgent feeling washes over and through and out of you. It's so heavy, and yet when you let yourself feel it, it somehow gets lighter. When you let yourself share it, it's somehow not a burden you have to bear alone, but a way to bare your soul and connect, let people see you, understand and see themselves in your reflection.
My eyes hurt. My sinus is clear again finally. I'm so tired. And I'm hurting. I've distracted myself from it for a long time and yet it's never gone, I never really forget. But it's lighter somehow when I open the shutters and let the darkness meet the light of day.
#personal#dream journal#thoughts#insomnia#interest#movies#therapy#psychology#poetry#a real pain#high thoughts#higher thoughts#trauma dump#the tea#its piping hot#tears#im making sense in my head#this was kind of a stream of consciousness it probably reads like im screaming into the void#hello from the other side#oscars#buzzing#jesse eisenberg#kieran culkin#i am both of them#nervous wreck sorry to burden people with my feelings holding everything so tight i cant connect and maybe resent the control others lack#and absolutely all over the place a wreck just desperate for connection and too honest and sensitive a depressed mirror of your pain#just wanting everyone to feel and be honest and doing the best to do what i think is right and holding people to the truth even when its awk#is it me#tis me#op
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Lesson #1. Don't listen to the media.
Lesson #2. Take it all in.
Lesson #3. Make up your own mind.
Lesson #4. Our enemy is not each other.
Lesson #5. Our enemy is our oppressors.
Lesson #6. This IS about class.
Lesson #7. Those who see themselves as above, do not stand with us.
Lesson #8. We stand together as one, and we have the power. It's why they don't like unions.
Lesson #9. They want to divide us.
Lesson #10. United we STAND. DIVIDED we fall. Pick up those around you who are falling, and help them stand back up. Help everyone you can see that we are equals, we may be different, but we are all equals. We all deserve to live with all of our HUMAN rights, including the right to life (health), liberty (choice), and the pursuit of happiness (defend our life and our choice).
NYT has been discouraging reporters from sharing photos of luigi mangione - not due to concerns for his safety but to dissuade sympathy - and refuses to post his alleged manifesto in full. and today, they published an opinion by bret stephens about how brian thompson is the "real working class hero" of this story.
reddit deleted luigi's account, which was completely innocuous and consisted mostly of him giving out advice in health subreddits. they're also deleting any post that includes his alleged manifesto and banning users for sharing it.
luigi yelled that this was "an insult to the intelligence of the american people" while he was being dragged by police and news pundits are framing it as a deranged and violent outburst. news media are picking apart details of his life to paint him as a cold-blooded and mentally ill individual. even something as innocent as playing "among us" with friends is being framed as some insidious look into an assassin's disturbed psyche, ffs.
news media are also capitalizing on luigi's supposed "bizarre and impossible to understand" politics as an obvious way to paint him as a scary individual when the guy is... a centrist, at most. whose views are similar to those of your average college-educated white guy.
multiple news media also keep harping on about how luigi comes from a rich family. an obvious attempt to break the class solidarity that's been formed around this case by continuously trying to tell us "oh he's not like you guys" while ignoring the now pretty well-documented accounts of his multiple health struggles throughout the years.
and all this, and he hasn't even been found guilty of the crime he's allegedly committed. luigi is, as of right now, still innocent until proven guilty. and the news are trying to tear him apart because they obviously fear the symbol he's becoming for low and middle class america.
#luigi mangione#news#uhc#united healthcare#the adjuster#brian thompson#corporate greed#meet#corporate justice#fuck the ceos#fuck the billionaires#eat the rich#bring back the guillotine#for legal reasons this is a joke#fuck the fact that i have to say that#hello fbi#fuck you too#lol#comedy#brianna boston#fuck the system#freedom of speech#sociology#socioeconomic#anthropology#psychology#therapy#personal#thoughts#higher thoughts
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Know that I'll still love you when you're gone, I hope you'll still love me too.
#op#pretty#writing#my words#grief#interest#love#relationship#romantic#romance#rom-not-so-com#lol#smile#platonic#platonic love#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#joseph quinn#stranger things#joe quinn#comedy#this wasnt about steddie#but then i thought#thoughts#high thoughts#higher thoughts#boys#laissez faire#tragedy
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I like to think Ogrim put his professional voice on for that little speech. (Next page will be out January 6th. Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays)
Bug Fact: Some snails have hairy shells. The hair-like structures are used to keep them moist and improve camouflage. Pictures Below.
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#Can I just say I'm really happy with how Dewi's hand in the first shot turned out? It's so crisp 👌#Also I know what Ogrim is taking about. I have had many pipe and water classes in college. I made his dialogue digestible tho haha#I love kind and gentle Ogrim. But I think it would be funny to see him try and be “regal” when he meets Dewi.#Dewi is a “higher being” like his former King. I'm sure his first thought was this thing must be centuries old.....#And then he soon learns Dewi is a kid and not royalty.#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight V2#hollow knight humans#hornet hollow knight#ghost hollow knight#my art#dewi#comic#hollow knight au#Lilybug Comics#art#Hollow Knight#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#hollow knight comic#hollow knight art#hk art#hk au#hk ogrim
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I need a job that pays the bills and then some. Nothing too much. Just enough to save up and spend on shit like fixing up my house, getting a decent car, maybe going to visit my grandma.
#potato#pity me universe#this is me manifesting#is it me#op#thoughts#personal#financial security#economic disparity#therapy#higher thoughts#psych#psychology#interest
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Xaden: “Okay everyone, safety briefing for this weekend.”
Xaden *to Ridoc and Bodhi*: “Do not add to the population.”
Xaden *to Imogen*: “Do not subtract from the population.”
Xaden *to Rhiannon, Sawyer, and Garrick in order*: “Do not end up in the newspaper, the hospital, or in jail.”
Xaden *to Violet*: “If you do end up in jail, establish dominance quickly.”
#incorrect quotes#incorrect fourth wing quotes#xaden riorson#bodhi durran#ridoc gamlyn#imogen cardulo#rhiannon matthias#sawyer fourth wing#garrick tavis#violet sorrengail#violet x xaden#violet and xaden#he’s doing his best#the standard used to be higher but we all know shit has devolved by now#that they put him in a leadership position is never going to be un-funny#took the charismatic son of a ‘traitor’ known to be a charismatic speaker and thought it’d be fine#Basgiath put him in charge of 1/4 their incoming force and no one thought that was going to be a problem#they told him he had to safety brief and this was the best he could do
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#hrng i originally had one choice that was 4’11 to 5’ but got rid of it cause i thought it would skew higher#annoying#i need like pre polls to see where people will largely go its based all on my guesses and I have the empathy of a brick
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The world wakes up to find everyone has miraculously switched genders:
Females to Males:
Males to Females:
Females to Males:
Males to Females:
Females to Males:
Males to Females:
Males to Females:
Females to Males:
“When 1,100 Michigan elementary students were asked to describe what life would be like if they were the opposite sex, over 40 percent of the girls saw advantages to being male; they would have better jobs, higher incomes, and more respect. Ninety-five percent of the boys saw no advantage to being female, and a substantial number thought suicide would be preferable.”
— Deborah Rhode in Speaking of Sex: The Denial of Gender Inequality quoted by Andrea Dworkin in Scapegoat
#if you laughed reblog#keep it going#gender#feminism#lol#genderswap#sorry to make this a joke#but i digress#for legal reasons this is a joke#pfft#pretty#boys#comedy#is it me#tis me#op#thoughts#high thoughts#higher thoughts#gay#lgbt#bisexual#transgender#trans#lesbian#misogyny#interest#sociology#psychology#therapy
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Dizzy update is gas
#I just HADD to get this out of my head this is what I thought when I was watching the cutscenes#I’m so happy aba is in SOMETHING and in Dizzy’s story no less#going a littleeeeeeinsane#ermmm what the flip guyssss#i wish this could be a trend#shitpost#aba guilty gear#a.b.a#dizzy guilty gear#queen dizzy#expect more nonsense from me but in higher quality
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Marchil bed sharing yeah!!!
#marchil#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#birds have higher body temperature compared to humans#and I immediately thought of Chilchuck and pipi
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color coded affection
#thru my experience chronologically the blue one actually goes after the yellow one; but development wise it looks better like this prolly#this is harvest moon like hearts where the color changes as affection level goes higher#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#twst yuu#twst mc#fanart#yea i can't believe once i didn't put any speck of attention to him i am not even looking?????#but now i look intently at him and be like isn't he kinda handsome???????????#OH nooooooo#how life steers itself to the unexpectedly funny road#yuu thought she is finally normal about him#but that's exactly where it starts#god i need to finish my homework
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#jumblr#jewish politics#antisemitism tw#personal thoughts tag#brought to you by me going to shel silverstein's wikipedia page#and subsequently being disappointed by yet another article about a person starting with 'born to a jewish family'#you will not die if you say 'this person was jewish and their family was as well!' i promise#recognizing that some people you like or were famous are jews is not a bad thing#jew isn't a bad word. being a jew is not a curse and refusing to even recognize that someone is jewish sends way worse a message#but i was obsessed with shel silverstein's poetry as a kid#which it feels like everything i loved as a kid and now being jewish at a rate higher than chance was an Early Sign lmao
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I'm sorry it's officially spooky season the only emojis I'll allow are as follows:
🫠🫥🤐🫣😱🤫🧐😳😵😖😇🤠😎🥸����😈👿👻💀☠️👹👺🎃🤖👽🌚🌝🌛🌜🙈🙀💫⭐🌟✨💨🔥🧡🖤🤎🩶🤍💜💚💙❤️🩹❤️🔥🦷🦴👀👁️👄👁️🤹♂️🧜♂️🧚♂️🧞♂️🧝♂️🧙♂️🧛♂️🧟♂️🧌🦸♂️🦹♂️🥷👼💂♂️🤴👨🚀👷♂️👮♂️🕵️♂️👨✈️👨🔬👨⚕️👨🔧👨🏭👨🚒👨🌾👨⚖️👨💻👨🎤👨🎨👨🍳🕴️💃🕺👯♂️🍂🍁🍄🌾🍃🌲🪵🌬️🌪️⚡☔💧🌨️🌧️🌩��⛈️🌝🌚🌜🌛⭐🌟✨💫🌙☄️🌠🌌🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🦄🐲🐉🐍🐈⬛🦇🐦⬛🦉🦤🐦🔥🦃🕷️🕸️🍖🥧🍿☕🫖🍺🍻🍷🔪🚜🛶🛸🚀🎡🎠🎪🏚️⛺🏕️🌃🌆🎇🎆🎑🪩🎄🎃🏹👾🔫🪄🎩🃏🎭📼📺📽️🎥🕯️🔦🪞🧤🧣🧥🎩☂️👢🥾💉💊🩹🩻🪓🔨⚒️🛠️⛏️⛓️⛓️💥⌛⏳🕰️🔮🧿🪬📿🏺⚱️⚰️🪦🚬💣🪤📜⚔️🗡️🛡️🗝️🟠⚫⚪🟤🟣🟢♊♋♌♍♎♏♐♑♒♈♉♓⛎☢️☣️⚠️👁️🗨️🏴☠️🚩
Please memorize these for future correspondence during the -embers and -obers. The only acceptable spooky emojis.
#spooky#spooky season#halloween#all hallows eve#black and orange#jack o lantern#pumpkin#crystal ball#bat#emojis#spooky emojis#october#september#november#december#important#op#personal#writing#lol#comedy#witchcore#goth aesthetic#goth#gothic#interest#linguistics#hieroglyphics#higher thoughts#thoughts
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She deserves the universe…
#I’m not done watching the anime yet#so I don’t have too many thoughts about Uraraka#Will say though#she has a lot of potential that#from the point of the anime that I’m at currently#hasn’t been all that touched upon#like her motivations to get stronger lined up so well with the main line of characters#she could’ve joined in with the boys to fight for number one spot#because what if the higher rank you were as a Hero the more you were paid#and Uraraka saw being number one as something she had to strive for due to her living situation#I’m digressing a bit though#am certain some fans have already made the ultra buff Uraraka joke#but it’s what she deserves!#she worked too hard not to at least have some definition to her#especially since it was Bakugou who inspired her to get stronger#I think she’d want to aim for a build similar to his#whether consciously or not#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#uraraka ochako#ochako uraraka#uravity#midoriya izuku#iida tenya#mina ashido#my art#cookie’s art#fanart
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we're at it again🕺
#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#my art#sketch#back on my bullshit woo yeah woo yeah woo yeah#genuinely a lot happier with this design than the previous ones. the lighter metal looks better on him#and this one doesn't have a lot of detail (or any detail tbh) so it looks more solid and fun i think#and you can see im trying to figure out how gill would carry his sword around#technically he should just carry it in his hands and don't have a scabbard because its a longsword and isn't supposed to be sheathed...#but like... its not practical to always carry it in his hands. especially in a day to day life. because he always has the sword on him-#but he doesn't necessarily always hold it? like. he needs hands for stuff#i think i like the back scabbard better (even if i drew the whole turnaround for the hip one) just because it doesn't mess with his tail#plus that way destiny's blade is higher up and gets to look around at stuff and i think its funny#but then like... the cape is a little awkward if it has to go above the sword...#but its not a big deal. if he has a cape and armor on he probably holds the sword in his hands anyway#am i putting too much thought into this unnecessary detail? yes#am i rambling in the tags again instead of making a separate post? also yes
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Kurvitz stresses that Kim doesn't actually have a character sheet hidden in Disco Elysium's code. Imagining that Lieutenant Kitsuragi has only one natural attribute point in Motorics helps the ZA/UM team to understand the depth of his character beyond what's referenced in the game's dialogue. "We just came up with this stuff for coherency," says Kurvitz. "And because we're nerds."
"I like to think Kim has a Thought Cabinet project called Revolutionary Aerostatic Brigades that he's worked on since he was a teenager," Kurvitz says. "This raises the learning caps for his Reaction Speed and Interfacing."
Kim's high Volition skill makes him impervious to prying, Kurvitz says, as the detective can find out on occasions being met with Kim's brick-wall resolve. Kim often chastises these whims of the detective's, but will occasionally play along. The Lieutenant finds his new partner funny, says Kurvitz.
Kim is naturally shit at Motorics and thinks Harry is funny source
#THE GUY WHO SO MANY THOUGHT WAS THE MISSING MOTORICS BUILD IS BAD AT THEM#and thinks cop types are stupid <3#the bajillion points in authority make even more sense. he probably has a lot of natural points in the purple skills?#(addition: so empathy too T_T !!!)#so this means he had to put a lot of points in composture on purpose. and had to learn how to sew and repair motorcarriages the hard way?#the interfacing learning cap is higher but he still had to put points in it to have more than 1#his perception is abysmal and it stayed so#his hand/eye coordination is also bad. his shooting posture is horrible. I wonder how he got to 7/10#I want to poke this nerd with a stick#disco elysium#release the kim character sheet now. what the hell is volta do mar I need to know#he must have volta do mar. h/e coordination. kinetic dressage#(and something related to authority)#they're all in the clothes in the zaum atelier
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