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better the devil you know. â dealer!ares
pairing: dealer!ares x reader
content/warnings: suggestive content, no sex in this one sorry but i do have a sequel planned, age gap, modern au, reader's parents are implied to be abusive, ares drives recklessly, Inappropriate Thigh Touching (TM), drug mentions, dealer!ares
listening to: home by daughter
In hindsight, you should have gone to a college further away from your hometown. It would have been harder for your parents to convince you to come home if you werenât living forty minutes away.
It would have been easier, actually â easier because you could have been hanging out with your friends, studying and drinking and smoking, instead of sitting with your back pressed against your door while your parents fought in the kitchen down the hall.
Jesus fucking Christ, your mother yells, muffled by the door, you donât even care about this family!
You canât hear what your father says in response, but the crash of a plate shattering against the wall makes you jump. Your hands shake as you pull your phone out of your pocket and scroll through your contacts until you reach the last number.
âHey, kid,â Aresâ voice crackles through the speakers of your phone. âWhatâs up?â
Another thud sounds against the wall. You let out a shuddering breath, clutching your phone in your hands. âI, uhâI need, like, a favor,â you say.
You can almost hear Ares raising an eyebrow through the phone. âA favor?â
âYeah,â you whisper. âI needâare you at your apartment?â You chew on your lip, pulling your sweatshirt tighter around your body. âCause myâuh, things arenât the best at my place right now,â you say.
Ares sighs, the sound made crackling by the speakers. âThought you were at school?â
âI went home for the break,â you say. Another piece of glassware smashes against the wall; the sound crystallizes in your mind, piercing and terrible. Tears well up in your eyes.
You flinch and gasp, pressing your back against the door. âMy parentsâthey, uh, theyâre fighting, again.â
Ares clicks his tongue. âShit, angel.â The sound of a lighter flicking on rasps through the phone and you squeeze your eyes shut.
This is the worst idea in the history of bad ideas. Ares isnât a friendâheâs something different. Your dealer, yes. A smoke buddy. And sometimes, sometimes, thereâs this weird tension between the two of youâthis energy that makes your stomach turn and your head spin.
But asking him a favor like thisâŚit could ruin everything.
âCan you,â you say, âcan you, um. Come pick me up?â You bite your tongue as Ares lets out a slow exhale.
Youâre about to retract your request when he says, âSend me your address.â
âHuh?â You blink, your breath catching in your throat.
âSend me your address,â Ares repeats. âIâll be there in half an hour.â
It feels like the air has been sucked out of your lungs. âOkay,â you breathe. âOkay.â
Youâre not sure whether he hangs up or you do.
A few taps at your screen later, and a location pin pops up on in the black space of your messages.
You slowly stand up, still leaning against the door. The world feels like itâs moving in slow motion as you grab your backpack and absently start to fill it. Clothes. Your wallet and keys. The last dregs of the weed that youâd bought from Ares a few weeks ago.
You slide the panel of your window open, wincing at the scrape of metal on metal. You were used to sneaking out, but your legs had never shaken like this beforeâyouâd never been running from something. Youâd always been trying to get to somewhere, never away from it.
You step out onto the roof and shuffle to the edge of it, shimmying down the fire escape and jumping down to the pavement. Rain soaks through your sweatshirt as you walk around to the front of the building, dampening your skin and hair and chilling you to the bone.
Youâre sitting on the sidewalk when Aresâ carâa battered Jeepâpulls up. You hear the door slam before you see him, but he kneels in front of you and gently brushes your hair out of your face.
âHey, angel,â he murmurs. âCâmere. Up you go. Letâs get you inside.â His hands are warm and strong, pulling you to your feet, and his arms bracket your chest as you lean against him. âCâmon, angel. In the car.â
You nod numbly, stunned from the cold and the fear swirling in your chest. Aresâ eyes are dark as you climb into the passenger seat of his car and pull your knees to your chest. He tosses your bag into the backseat.
âThank you,â you mumble.
Ares looks over at you and sighs, turning the key in the ignition. ââS nothing.â
You tuck one soaked piece of your hair behind your ear as he pulls away from the curb. Cold air wafts through the air conditioning, making your sweatshirt stick uncomfortably to your chest and your arms. Your legs, exposed by your shorts, pebble with gooseflesh as you shiver and shift in the seat.
Aresâ eyes snap from the road to you, up and down, and one of his hands slides from the steering wheel to rest in the empty space between the two of you.
Despite the AC, it is suddenly and dizzyingly warm in the car.
Aresâ hand wavers in place for a split second before moving again, settling against your bare thigh. His thumb draws small circles on the flesh of your thigh as he drives.
âYou okay?â he says, low and rough, not taking his eyes off the road.
You nod. âMm-hmm,â you murmur. Your legs part even more, shifting your hips up slightly, and Aresâ grip on your thigh tightens.
The tension in the air was so thick you could have cut it. Your eyes flick from Aresâ hand to his face, back and forth, and the car speeds up as he merges onto the highway.
âHold on,â he says, maybe more to himself than to youâhis fingers dig into the soft flesh of your thigh. You can feel a bruise forming under the skin, and the thought makes you just the slightest bit wet.
Just a little. Youâre not that depraved.
Ares slides his hand higher, his fingertips grazing the seam of your torso and your leg, and you shudder as he slips a hand under the hem of your shorts.
Against your better judgement, you spread your legs that extra inch and lean back.
â[Y/N],â he says. âTell me not to do this.â
âWhat?â You blink and look over to where Ares is white-knuckling the wheel. The speedometer on the car ticks upâAres had already been speeding, but now it reads eighty, eighty-five. Ninety. You feel gravity pressing your back to the leather seat.
âYou need to tell me to stop touching you,â he says lowly. âIf you donât want this, tell me no.â
You bite your lip. Oh.
âWe canât do this, angel,â he says, still pressing the gas pedal down. Ninety-six. Ninety-seven, eight.
âWhat ifâwhat if I want you to?â The words come out of your mouth before you can stop them. Your heart batters against your rib cage. Ninety-nine.
Ares takes an exitâyou're going too fast to see the signâand leans on the brake, stopping just short of the crosswalk. The momentum throws you forward.
His hand moves from your thigh to rest across your collarbone, holding you back from hitting the dashboard.
"We're going to my place," he says roughly. "And we're gonna finish all this." He gestures with his free hand in the space between you and him.
You lean forward, so sweetly, and press a short kiss to Ares' lips. "I look forward to it," you say softly.
When the light turns green and Ares' eyes flick back to the road, you sneak a glance at his legs. Something satisfied and a little giddy curls up inside your stomach when you see that he's hard in his jeans.
#â ashâs writing!#ares pjo#ares pjo x reader#ares x reader#dealer!ares#reader insert#x reader#fem reader#female reader#Spotify#suggestive content#drug mention#weed mention#WHEEEE DEALER ARES LETS GO#hes in my brain literally all the time#next up is the road head + they fuck nasty fic
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DIEGO LUNA as CASSIAN ANDOR ROGUE ONE (2016) dir. Gareth Edwards
#rogueoneedit#rogue one#cassianandoredit#cassian andor#starwarsedit#swedit#star wars#sw#tuserjyn#andorerso#rebeljyn#usertina#userroh#oneawkwardcookie#tuserkayla#quicklings#usertiny#tusermira#*mine#*mygifs#i think i'm kind of in love with my own edit honestly#bc cassian andor is literally guy of all time ! character of all time ! beloved of all time !#but yeah i was actually going to do the rebellions are built on hope quote but all that he says during his fight with jyn has been rotating#around in my brain ever since i watched the movie (more like the entirety of their fight if i'm being honest)#*500
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Killer's nightmare
He has many, but the one he has most often is of coming out of stage 3 and finding he's killed his new family too alone again. Or maybe worse, that he'll never quite be without someone from his past.
Luckily, it is just a nightmare, and he has a different Nightmare he can see to help him calm down.
#UTDR#UTMV#Killer Sans#Nightmare Sans#The others weren't technically in this so I'm not tagging them#Their time will come...#Truce au#Kinda? I just kinda shove all my interpretations into there so why not#On some level he knows the others will stop him#And that he literally cannot kill Nightmare (Nightmare has told him this since the day they met)#But the scary dream part of the brain doesn't care about that#It's okay Boss is there to help c:#He reads out loud until Killer's more or less back to himself#Or falls back asleep depending on how things go#And before you say anything it is Perfectly Normal Business to hold your henchmen in your tendrils to help them calm down after a bad dream#Nothing overly familiar or fatherly here!!! Just regular employer things TM#Pretty happy with how this came out! Maybe I will do something similar again... :3c#Bad dreams comic
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More than just the Demon.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#venat#endwalker spoilers#will forever be fascinated with this man#look guys look- the literal embodiment of wol's wings of hope LOL (and me going hehe about that and footfalls)#the part of me that adores digging into the nuance of character writing (intentional or otherwise) is just latched onto zenos#and venat-- they cant just give us two characters who get really important 1v1 duels#and ask really important questions#and love the MC and are willing to risk themselves so unconditionally#and have them not live rent free in my brain#--and maybe this tiptoes into the realm of crack theory so beware there will be a lot past here--#but I cant help but think zenos is akin to an oracle or warrior of light but was tempered/corrupted by zodiark#or some strange happenstance of varis (who shares visual traits to golbez before 6.0 ever came out and the dark mana burst)#and carosa (who it seems zenos got his looks from- and he already looks like he has ties to venat and argos like minfillia does)#was he a result of the eternal chess match between the two parties' machinations? or just some strange twist of fate?#another day of him being âemet's successful experimentâ (again- intentional or no) making me thonk#theres something so strange about the final days dreams and how dark aspected he is- that his void abilities are more tied to him tbh#yet his mannerisms beyond just what he's been through almost reminds me of light corruption and the uncanny calmness#we see in most beings associated with the light in any significant way and like second phase eden shiva#he almost has all the marks of someone who shouldve already had the echo or blessing of light but for one reason or another#was unable to hear hydaelyns call#of course it doesnt help i mentally associate him with connections to zero and how she was corrupted before she was even born#and durante- who states uncanny ability and connection with light and darkness and yet favors dark magic more#i simply live with the idea that zenos' soul was an eternally faithful companion to wol's and#this time the cardinal sin of separating the pair finally happened to rather dire consequences lmao
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personal character design headcanons + brainrot
Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol Iâm just not normal about it lol
#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH#I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF#I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect#him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least#based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I donât know exactly what it was but my first thought seein#the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that#I wanted to give him a more âSmokeyâ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this#makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible#the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol#and the fact that macaque doesnât have any senses unless heâs possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll đ¤¨đ¸#I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between#physical and spirit/mind(?) itâs like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin#so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the#first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo#Iâm not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles#god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god#my art#doodles#lmk#Lego Monkie kid#Monkie kid#lmk au#re-bound!au#rebound au#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian
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Thinkin bout Sampo Koski rn as like. His character n what we get of him in honkai star rail and he fucking. He confuses me like. There has to be So Much more to him like
The general vibes of him and especially how other characters treat him is that of comic relief, a punching bag, a goof, just a slick conman causing trouble. It's genuinely difficult NOT to insult him n treat him badly with dialogue options and any time he's even mentioned March 7th hisses at him. He's literally a cryptid in belobog. He's a joke.
But. But. There's his light cone. It makes me insane. It contradicts all of that.
In it he's competent. He's badass. He's omnipotent. He's able to somehow know a sniper from however far away is locked on him and address them specifically.
And even like... in the entire plot of jarilo-vi he's spoken of like he's not much. He's a 4 star character. But he's practically as present as bronya and seele and Gepard and his involvement in the story is ASTRONOMICAL. He has a part in every major event. He's the one who drags the Trailblazers and bronya into the Underworld. He's the one who takes you to svarog, to the overworld again. He gets Natasha and saves you from svarog. He's the first character you ever meet on jarilo.
And he seems to just vanish before you confront cocolia. But no. Sampo is the one who has the last word and wraps up the entire mission on jarilo-vi. He fucking breaks the forth wall. Jarilo-vi both begins and ends with Sampo.
He calls himself shadowy comic relief yet he seemingly orchestrated everything. What is he. What the fuck is he doing. What else is up with him and when will we get more of him. I want to bite into him and tear him apart.
#sampo koski#honkai star rail#IM NORMAL IM NORMAL IM NORMAL#the fact he's 4 star vexes me#like.hes more present than gepard and clara and they are 5 stars#my theory is like dan heng we'll get a 5 star version of sampo#but also if he never gets more screen time i will fucking eat my own foot#like whay is he. who. what the fuck is going on#and is this a masked fools thing??? are the masked fools about this shit?? like. is it all just to put on a show?#or is he actually wanting to fix communities and help people#why did he go and get natasha. thay one gets me. thats such like. out of his way obvious selflessness#and he's shown and spoken of more like a smarmy selfish bastard only for himself#but he went and got natasha. he brought bronya to the underworld. he lead you to belebog at the beginning#i literally havent played hsr in months. because i have sampo brain worms#he is the worm aha made an emenator and he is in my brain
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Happy 10th birthday to Cercerion!
OUGHHH UR RIGHT CERCIE IS 10 YEARS OLD NOW !!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BOY BELOVEDEST DID NOTHING WRONG EVER IN HIS WHOLE LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ALSO IM RLY HAPPY HIS OLD DESIGN IS NOW MUCH OLDER THAN HIS FIRST DESIGN WOAH!!!!!!#since i drew the old one SO MUCH back in 2014 i remembered it as being so super prevalent. that when i changed his head shape a couple year#it took a while to get used to the not boxy head but god it was so much more fun to draw the beak. and now its the standard#and it makes me rly happy fr fr. i actually thought i changed his design like only 2 years ago but it was SIX YEARS WHAT!! HOW TIME FLIES..#ask#cercerion#SORRY I JJST WANTED TO REPOST ALL OF THESE#omg dude this also means u and i have known each other for 10 years thats CRAZY#this photoset is so funny its like he went from being :D to being >:U over the years but i assure you now hes more chill than before#HIS COLORS HAVE NOT CHANGED FOR EIGHT YEARS ALSO WHATTTTT i just chose the perfect hues forever#sobbing and crying i love this guy so much#i dont show him online a lot or at least i didnt as muhc until recently but hes always in my brain#cercerion may as well be a part of my soul at this point#HAPPYU TENTH BIRTHDAY CERCIE I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOWING KISSES INTO A HURRICANE FOR U#windyart#sure ill put it in my tag. this is literally my art
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Half questioning my memory of the post s4 era, half side eying a certain character, so correct me if Iâm wrong, but I donât think there was ever a time when the Buddie fandom fully took the single âEvanâ from the season 4 finale as Eddie receiving âEvanâ privileges from then on. From my recollection, fics stayed mostly consistent with their uses of âEvanâ by Eddie, perhaps just with an emphasis on important moments (love confessions, Christopherâs adoption papers, wedding vows, NDEs, etc.) after the finale. And I had to stop myself from wondering why that is because I know why. We all know. Because nobody wanted to use âEvanâ in fics when Buck had just told his parents that people who know him call him Buck. So Buddie fandom heard that, accepted it, and uses it only sparingly. In canon and fanon, even Maddie only rarely uses âEvanâ anymore, and it feels even less common for her to use post-Buck Begins (if at all, actually). So the fact that Tommy and BT fans tend to use âEvanâ (at least, this has been my experience) is so utterly jarring. Buck told everyone his preference, and I believe LFJ has spoken about being told to use only âEvanâ when referring to Buck, so I simply do not understand anyone who believes that BT is in love already or endgame. Yes, it could go the âBuck gave Tommy âEvanâ privileges off-screenâ route, but then why push it off-screen? It would be a major allowance made for a new love interest, and a significant step in Buckâs character arc. Yet we see nothing of the sort. So why would anyone believe thatâs what happened? The last we heard, Buck had told his parents and everyone else to call him Buck exclusively, with the minimal exception of Maddie (who was, for most of his childhood, his one and only lifeline and confidant). That sort of history and characterization is not ignored if there is not something very wrong with the writersâ room. It was not even ignored by a significant portion of the fandom post-season 4, although Eddie gaining permanent âEvanâ privileges wouldâve been a strong indicator of a Buddie endgame (had an on-screen explanation of Eddie gaining this privilege been released). It was not ignored, and it did not change the nature of Buck in fic nor fanon. So why in hell is the same not holding true for a brand new relationship like BT?
#buddie#apologies for the rant#it just annoys me#that for 3 years this facet of Buckâs was understood and accepted by basically the entire fandom#but enter T and suddenly people are using âEvanâ like Buck didnât literally walk through fire every single day of his life to keep from#being known as his parentsâ âEvanâ again#this was literally not a problem before this past season and now everry time I see âEvanâ used in fics I cringe#soemtimes even when itâs Maddie or Eddie using it in a canon/character-aligned way#itâs the very definition of YOU DO NOT KNOW THIS CHARACTER to my brain#anti tommy kinard#anti tevan#anti bucktommy#anti bummy#anti bt#evan buckley#eddie diaz#and like#who cares if T is using it in canon???#heâs literally known Buck for all of 5 months at MOST#this is not a case of endgame ship getting privileges regarding each other that others donât#this is a case of T and BT stand not understanding Buck as a character or person#even watching the whole show does not absolve someone of this weirdness because why is anyone following the lead of Tree 6 on anything Buck#maddie buckley han#maddie han#maddie buckley#btw if youâre a BT who somehow stumbled on this post despite like 4 anti tags that are easily filtered - just walk away#I am but an annoyed buddie fan who thinks that watching this show for deeper stories#is better than latching on to the newest white boy of the month#911#911 abc
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Adivinen quien al fin dibujo algo? Wich means I'm back baby!
Its not perfect (like everything I made), but I just love drawing comic-like-stuff, I get to relax more. I dont try to do the lines perfectly or the super accurate anatomy (mostly cause I dont know shit about anatomy at all) and also get to be more simple in the colors, wich helps cause I struggle making colors a lot.
I missed drawing my babies...but why did I drawing them like that? XD I swear...I think I should have seen some reference cause I totally change the way I draw the Burger Babys which is crazy for me XD
Now...is this an AU, is this them as teenagers, why is Louise working on Aplebees? Well I didnt put an exact age for the guys here, they could be 16 or 19 I dunno.
This is solely based on this post from @zer0ogravity I lmao with this and totally need it to draw it.
btw I from Latam, I didn't knew what Applebees was until making this comic so if Applebees dont look like this sorry.
#bob's burgers#my art#bobs burgers#im back#I have been drawing other stuff#but this is the one I get to finish#is kinda...not clean(?)#but hey is funny#...#at least the dialogue#hope you like it#love the dynamics here#Im totally sure that when Louis get old enough to swear#she would do it all the time#just because#and this got me thinking Gene could be a great#they are such a foodie he would want just the fresh-esh ingredients#Oh! like Bob in that halloween episode#he was so excited abouth the beekeeping#my poor man#XD#and Tina is just me ordering anything#I have to rehearse exactly what am I gonna order#and if they tell me we dont have this would you want to changed it with this?#my brain literally explode#so everytime I get my order right I congratulate myself#and get high five if any of my family or friend is with me#did you miss my excess of tagging?#love you all
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What goes through my mind whenever I see him
#svsss#shang Qinghua#implied moshang#scum villains self saving system#scum villain self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#he rotates my in brain#i literally think aboht him all the time like#so much#what screams in your mind when you see him#my art#nibbelraz
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Iâve mentioned this elsewhere but it feels relevant again in light of the most recent episode. Something thatâs really fascinating to me about Orymâs grief in comparison to the rest of the hellsâ grief is that his is the youngest/most fresh and because of that tends to be the most volatile when it is triggered (aside from FCG, who was two and obviously The Most volatile when triggered.)
As in: prior to the attack on Zephrah, Orym was leading a normal, happy, casual life! with family who loved him and still do! Grief was something that was inflicted upon him via Ludinusâ machinations, whereas with characters like Imogen or Ashton, grief has been the background tapestry of their entire lives. And I think that shows in how the rest of them are largely able to, if not see past completely (Imogen/Laudna/Chetney) then at least temper/direct their vitriol or grief (Ashton/Fearne/Chetney again) to where it is most effective. (There is a glaring reason, for example, that Imogen scolded Orym for the way he reacted to Liliana and not Ashton. Because Ashtonâs anger was directed in a way that was ultimately protective of Imogenâmost effectiveâand Orymâs was founded solely in his personal grief.)
He wants Imogen to have her mom and he wants Lilliana to be salvageable for Imogen because he loves Imogen. But his love for the people in his present actively and consistently tend to conflict with the love he has for the people in his past. They are in a constant battle and Orymâhe cannot fathom losing either of them.
(Or, to that point, recognize that allowing empathy to take root in him for the enemy isn't losing one of them.)
It is deeply poignant, then, that Orymâs grief is symbolized by both a sword and shield. It is something he wields as a blade when he feels his philosophy being threatened by certain conversational threads (as he believes it is one of the only things he has left of Will and Derrig, and is therefore desperately clinging onto with both bloody hands even if it makes him, occasionally, a hypocrite), but also something he can use in defense of the people he presently lovesâif that provocative, blade-grief side of him does not push themâor himselfâaway first.
(it wonâtâhe is as loved by the hells as he loves them. he just needs toâas laudna so beautifully saidâsay and hear it more often.)
#critical role#cr spoilers#bells hells#orym of the air ashari#cr meta#imogen temult#ashton greymoore#liliana temult#this is genuinely completely written in good faith as someone who loves orym#but is also about orym and so will inevitably end up being completely misconstrued and made into discourse. alas#I could talk about how Orymâs unwillingness to allow the hells to actually finish/come to a solid conclusion on Philosophy Talk#is directly connected to one of the largest criticisms of c3 (that they are constantly having these conversations)#all day. alas. engaging with orymâs flaws tends to make people upset#it is ESP prevelant when he walks off after exclaiming âthey (vangaurd) are NOT rightâ#which was not only never said but wasnât even what they were talking about#he even admits as much to imogen like ten minutes later! that he is incapable of viewing it objectively#which is 100% justifiable and understandable but simultaneously does not make his grief alone the most important perspective in the world#also bc i fear ppl will play semantics on my tags yes the line âi hope sheâs rightâ was said but it was from ASHTON#who does not believe they are at all and wasnât saying they actively WERE right. orym just heard something to latch onto and ran with it#ultimately there is a reason orym only admitted that he was struggling when he had stepped away to talk to dorian#who has not been around and thusly has not changed once n orym's eyes#and it isn't that the hells never check in or care. they do. they have several times over#it is dishonest to say they haven't#the actual reason is that all of this is something He Is Aware Of. he doesn't mention it bc he KNOWS it's hypocritical and selfish#he says as much!#EXHALES. @ MY OWN BRAIN CAN WE THINK ABT MOG AGAIN. FYRA RAI EVEN. FOR ME.#posting this literally at 8 in the morning so I can get my thoughts out of my brain but also attempt to immediately make this post invisibl
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green beetle black beetle
#star wars#the original trilogy#boba fett#darth vader#hi. sorry for star war jumpscare. genuinely#i feel like ive kinda been on an art hiatus lately due to health stuff#i got diagnosed with a parathyroid disease recently (wahoo) so now i know why i have been feeling so bad! need more tests though#anyway. in the mean time most of the entertainment my brain can handle has been like. youtube clip compilations of shows and movies#not even the actual shows or movies. literally just sections of them on youtube#i wish i was joking#the only reason i know what happens in succession is because i have watched it in disjointed order in youtube compilations. not joking#anyway so ive learned a lot more about star wars than i ever. thought i would#mostly just the original trilogy and prequels. some of the old comics & books are interesting too#(sick to my stomach) i like darth vader he has like the same personality as ganondorf except he had no good reason for doing anything#when vader/anakin does literally anything weird or unacceptable it like. makes me laugh so hard its like jerma when he sees a car accident#boba fettâs costume design has been rotating in my head a lot too itâs very good#heâs very colorful and like. matte/unpolished compared to vader and it makes them a cool duo visually#those 2 are my favorites. vader why is the space cowboy the only person aside from sidious or tarkin who is allowed to get mad at you#sidious is my 3rd favorite. he sucks so bad as like a person that you just. you have no expectations of him except just being evil#so its just really funny like everything he does is horrible and heâs so happy all the time like good for him#iâm making it sound like ive never seen star wars before. i have i just never really cared about it until i got an endocrine disorder lmao#but yeah idk art may continue to be slow while im figuring out treatment stuff#if anyone reading this also has or has had hyperparathyroidism im wishing the strength & radiance of 1000 beautiful horses upon you
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Looks like mumbling his thoughts out loud finally benefited Dave
Day 7 of @davekatweek: Fluff
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[Thanks for reading! Hopefully Dave wins Karkat a cute plushy or something on their first date.]
#random ass people have the weirdest convos with me on the ttc all the time#i just needed to make one of these two suffer with me ig#anyways congratz karkat even tho u charmed ur way into daves heart long ago looks like his brain finally caught up#and by that i mean i think he literally couldnt kid himself anymore he likes u too damn much he was abt to explode#ok anyways this was fun but davekat week killed me this year gotta prepare like a month in advance next time#thank u for reading and sorry for the shitty quality and super quick drawings dsjksfhs this is all i was capable of this year#homestuck#dave strider#karkat vantas#davekat#hsfanart#my art#davekatweek2024
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enough sad soukoku angst. give me SILLY soukoku angst. give me 16 year old dazai dragging tired older brother odasaku on a "very important mission given to him by the boss" and it's just dazai watching chuuya on a date (oooooh) with comically oversized binoculars. the date goes horribly wrong, no dazai meddling required, and dazai feels nothing but successful. odasaku leaves halfway through, knowing he cannot stop this but not wanting to enable dazai.
give me sitcom levels of bullshitery skk or give me death.
#soukoku#skk#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd#MARS INSANE TEXTPOST NUMBER 347494#they literally live inside of my brain at all times#soukoku are madly in love or whatever but also i think chuuya has seen other ppl. dazai??? hoo boy#if it isnt for personal gain i truly dont think dazai has the ability to interact w others romantically#other than chuuya#chuuya is the exception to all of dazais rules#and vice versa.#dazai a little pathetic about it tho sorry#he's my little guy#but he's pathetic asf abt his crush on chuuya#yall SEE the new 15 chap?????? hes down astronomical#and i get it.
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His terrible temper and autistic swag have captivated me body and soul
#2ha#erha he ta de bai mao shizun#äşĺĺäťçç˝çŤĺ¸ĺ°#ćĽćĺŽ#chu wanning#literally half of my notes on the novel are some combination of âCWN GET BEHIND MEâ#anyways I have read all the current eng translations and I am tempted to try and fry my brain by diving back into the Chinese rays#I stopped like at the part right after they fuck for the first time and just never picked it back up bc I got busyâŚ..#danmei
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As much as the 'haha Takemichi went to save his husband after saving his wife, bisexual much?' joke is funny, people who seriously thinks Tokyo Revengers should've stopped when Hinata was finally safe and sound missed an important component to the plot.
Yes, it all started with Hinata - but since when was it all about Hinata?
Takemichi, kind-hearted Takemichi, should've just stopped everything after saving her? He got into Toman for this reason, yes, to get closer to Mikey and stop him - and Kisaki - from killing her, but he also sincerely got closer to Mikey. And everyone else. And he's supposed to simply leave them be when 'mission: save Hinata' is complete? As if the number of people he wanted to save didn't get longer with each timeline? Those are his friends why would he throw them all away.
To protect Hinata he decided to stick close to Mikey since he failed to prevent Mikey and Kisaki meeting each other - and he got attached to Mikey during that, as well as all of Toman. Each steps to save Hinata was also a step to save Mikey from corruption and self-destruction. It was all linked from the start.
There was a shift after Bonten, okay, whatever, the only thing that truly changed was Hinata's importance in it. New enemy? That happens in each arc (right, sure, there wasn't Kisaki anymore). Mikey being more and more violent? Again, each arc featured a moment of Mikey showing signs of being mentally unwell - and now it was aggravated because it was two years earlier than what Takemichi got used to go back to. Etc, etc. Toman may be disbanded, but its (at least main) members still meet and interact and they all kept in touch - Mikey aside. That just a change of mood, a mix of the present/future timelines with a more serious setting and of the past timelines with how young they are, despite not being as young as before. And future timelines have never been a problem - there's a lot of love for Manila and Bonten. If Wakui had had time and energy, Kanto Manji, all 70 and so last chapters of TR could've worked with its fanbase. For some reasons it didn't, and I don't get why by myself
#mikey has already been violent. past mikey never that much but we saw manila and bonten mikey's behavior#how is kanto manji mikey's surprising when you know what he did in manila and bonten#chifuyu had already tried to stop takemichi in his stubbornness that was harming him. several time. Tenjiku. Bonten. sure he may have been#harsh when he basically blamed takemichi for drakens death - but in his defense he had no idea what was going on? for him they were all#finally getting normal lives far from violence. violence who took baji away from him fairly fast btw#leave him not want to have more of his friends dying - leave him being angry that he lost one more (even if takemichi deserved better)#ive got more to talk about for sure but brain stopped there so i will too bye#tr#tokyo revengers#tokrev#rant#i love wakui all my homie hates wakui haters#hanagaki takemichi#HIS EMA FROM NEW YEAR WAS LITERALLY 'I HOPE TO BE A HERO TO SAVE EVERYONE'#sometimes pinterest comments feel like they lack reading comprehension - and literally sometimes#tr takemichi#tokrev takemichi
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