#help im alive

[ghost-sound]

Hard to be soft, tough to be tender.

[ky-landfill]

Jason Todd "Look at me. Do you see terror?"

[nikefromtheheartofeurope]

Hi everyone!

I have been on this hellside since october 2023, and at first I thought that I would never post anything, but here I am, just to introduce my self.

My name is Nike Sunrise, but I usually just go by Nike.(Named after the goddes of victory). Pronouns are she/her or they/them, bi in question, still a Minor, with my heart burning for my writing ambition.

TW: English is not my mothertongue!

+writing in my phones keyboard, which is in an other language.(I'm so sorry about that)

I am a huge simp for Tales of arcadia, but I also do love other shows like Shrek, Mlb, httyd(Just a lil), tts and any type of writer blogs.

This will probably be the only content I am ever gonna post, so please do have that in mind.

However, I'm open for everyone and everything, don't bei afraid to tag me or to involve me in a converation or discusion of any kind.

That being said, I do:

Write, (mostly my original ideas, unattached to any fandom. BUT some day I will/ want to write a ToA fanfiction.)

Draw&Sketch

Paint some times

Have a lot of headcannons

Love cats and Tumblr people

Support everyone in everything

LOVE music🎶(Rock, Musical,the opra)

Live in the center of Europe, therefore my Account name

+I'm a theatre kid!

Not know how to tag or post in any Type of platform. Please have mercy with me for that🙏.

And yeah, that's basically it. Looking forward to you people 🫡.

[robhastudio]

Paypal.me/robmade99

[froggyart]

In class bored as hell

Substitute teacher and crochet

iPhone Sketch….

Mini hat for my headphones

[cameoutstruggling93]

My sister makes the strongest edibles I swear 😵‍💫👽

[your-brightest-star]

@rabbit-1961 new tag for you

[ionicthievery]

I'm going to vent cause my personal posts get burned easily and I don't mind if people do see this:

It is so so so weird to go from 1-3 people in your family to being accepted by my fiances family. I've been in for years but I proposed the other day so it official and its overwhelming especially on thanksgiving.

Like a room full of people I've never met in my life but know so personally and care about so deeply and they know and care about me just the same.

I want them to like me but they already do.

It does get a little lonely, they have so many childhood stories and they talk so much about things I've never heard of like references to a movie i will never watch but know the whole plot of through osmosis

Idk it's difficult to describe but its like I didn't know I was hungry until I ate a full meal. I feel sad that I was hungry for so long but so happy to finally get some grub

Anyways happy birthday to every turkey in the world

[schwegler]

Watch Help I'm Alive on YouTube Music

[dekarios]

i need help with vet bills (again).

hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.

this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.

jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.

she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.

here's a link to my paypal.me

the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon

i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.

please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.

thank you for reading.

[parisoonic]

Rubbin it in.

[rexwrendraws]

Saw a gifset of Morpheus and had the random thought that he'd make a fantastic children's picture book mouse character— and now I really, really want a fic where he appears in a kid's dream as a Kevin Henkes/Helen Craig/Beatrix Potter -esque mouse as to not scare them or something. I think it's something about Morpheus' usual mousey moue and big wet eyes that make it work in my head lolll Mousepheus!!

[doctorsiren]

I’ve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit 😁

[ofswordsandpens]

Riordan: And the grand lesson that Percy needed to learn over the course of hoo, the culmination of his character arc of this series, the moment where the fate of the world hangs in the balance because of a single decision he has to make... is realizing when he needs to take a step back :)

Me:

[robhastudio]

help please

Please help me. I need urgent money. i have no source of income. My credit card limit is over. i am begging. Please be kind. a little help from many can make it. please i am unable to express my stress. it is a request. be kind. don't let me die

[introspectivememories]

tired: ace is set for execution at marineford

wired: luffy is set for execution at marineford

inspired: sabo is set for execution at marineford