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un-taken-username · 10 months ago

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Errorink make me so fucking mentally ill because like,

I understand you better than anyone else. I can’t understand you at all. You’re so alien to me. You’re more like me than anyone I’ve ever met. You could never love me. I can’t help but love you. I hate you. Why don’t you hate me back? I love you. Why don’t you love me back? If you were gone my life would be so much easier. But I don’t know what I would do without you.

#errorink #help I am losing it #I can’t believe this is my first tumblr post lmao

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glassrunner · 3 months ago

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"That which inspires us to our greatest good... is also the cause of our greatest evil."

VIKTOR, THE MACHINE HERALD | ARCANE S02E06

#arcane viktor #arcane season 2 #arcaneedit #league of legends edit #viktor #league #arcane #~arcane #~#arcane spoilers #god riot why would you only give us machine herald viktor for ONE EPISODE I AM GOING TO LOSE IT #all he ever wanted was to help people...

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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duckyjokes · 2 months ago

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Something I need people to understand, especially able-bodied people but I've gotten this from other disabled folk as well, is that yeah I could be doing more, but oftentimes I have to choose between doing what's required of me and what's good for me.

Yeah, I probably could get all of my schoolwork done no problem, but I'm so exhausted after just going to school that doing anything more than lying in bed for a few hours would cost me. Can I physically get up? Yeah, I do when my parents demand it of me, but it's not good for me.

I've tried doing more, I've tried pushing myself to do the things that I need to get done, it just doesn't work. I'll just be even more exhausted, I'll just be in more pain, and it's not fair.

Please stop reminding me of my "potential". Please stop telling me that I'm "not trying my hardest". I know that. Sometimes my hardest is hard on me.

#actually disabled #disability #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #disabilties #i am so tired y'all #i took a several hour nap #then had to go to the store #now I'm doing homework #the nap didn't help by the way #i still need to shower ugh #if one more person tells me i could be trying harder #i'm gonna lose my shit #I KNOW THAT #IT'S EXHAUSTING AS IT IS #FUCK OFF

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foxstens · 8 months ago

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kevin getting angry at neil for not taking his health seriously and telling neil to run then promising to teach him every night and keeping neil's binder safe without looking what's in it and calling wymack to make sure neil is okay after winter break and offering to talk about riko if neil wanted to

#my posts #my aftg posts #aftg #kevin day #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #kevneil #we've talked about their relationship so much recently #but im in the middle of making anothre post #and i just remembered him calling wymack!!!!!! to check on neil!!!!!!!!!#and before that telling neil not to go bc he knows what riko will do to him #and 'jean will help you if you help him'#and oh my fucking god i am crying losing my mind dying #I LOVE HIM #I LOVE THEM

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gatoburr0 · 10 months ago

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As someone who’s always been raised by a lesbian mother this happens more often than I thought.

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imsilay · 1 year ago

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i’m fucking SCREAMING

these type of kisses. like he couldn’t get enough of you. like when he grabs you and pulls you back into kiss even if you gasp for air. he just can’t stop once he started to kiss you, he’s addicted. and his kisses aren’t too rough. he just begs to feel any part of you against his lips so he could worship you properly.

and then

these type of hugs when he squeezes you onto his body and won’t let go. he just can’t. so he pulls you onto his lap and holds you until his stress and anxiety melts away.

but if he does the combo of that. then i’m dead.

(please delete pinterest from my phone cus i can’t stop_(:_」∠)_ i have at least 12 boards for desperate looking men T-T)

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dxmianwaynesstuff · 3 months ago

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jayce and viktor.

on love and betrayal.

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fluffsnake · 2 years ago

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#woow would you look at them #drawing doesn't come easy these days but studies(redraws?? idk) help #this is such a cute photoshoot i am going to lose my mind #jensen ackles #misha collins #jenmish #<3 #my art #supernatural

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dailytraingirl · 9 months ago

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guys neil in his glasses he looks like a tiny little bird that hops around ands eats seeds

like idk a lot of birds I just googled ‘little hopping bird’ but this one looks pretty good

something in its face reminds me of neil

#little hopping bird #what bird is this #ask me anything #dead poets society #dps #neil perry #dead poets #dps fandom #todd anderson #anderperry #i am losing my mind over this movie #i have lost my marbles #god help me

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mamawasatesttube · 2 months ago

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ok i know its pointless to try to debate people who refuse to actually read comics but the guy in the replies of that last post (about tim cloning kon) vaguing me for being an "uwu soft boi wet cat tim drake stan" because i said tim isn't a supervillain is so Fucking FUNNY. you can either think tim is on the cusp of becoming evil or youre a fanon meow meow stan. theres no other options. new two genders just dropped: uwu softboi wet cat and unhinged supervillain

#rimi talks #sorry . i usually try to take the high road re such situations but this is killing meeeee #neveah brought out the oxford english dictionary and they fucking blocked them for it imdkjflkdjkls #''its possible to be a lawful good villain. anyways i think YOU have a rudimentary understanding of good and evil--''#nice dichotomy idiot. what lies outside of it. etc. EXCEPT WHAT ON GODS GREEN EARTH IS THIS DICHOTOMY KSJDHKJS #HES NOT A SOPPING WET MEOW MEOW *OR* AN ALMOST SUPERVILLAIN. HELP? LMAOjLKSDJLK #okay. okay. its out of my system im good im sorry i just had to express that i am losing my shit #anyways. back to editing winter fic 💪

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cometblaster2070 · 2 months ago

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so i'm going to go fucking insane because for a while this aspect of malenia's character design has been bothering me and making me think I'm seeing things and going fucking crazy.

the aspect in question is malenia's left arm:

when i first saw malenia's arm my first thought was oh okay they're probably just bandages or some sort of wraps.

but then you look a bit closer and like

idk about you (because i might be losing it) but it seems like the mesh of whatever the fuck that is very clearly melded with her skin in a way/it looks like it's going into and then emerging out of her skin (which is HORRIFYING to think of I won't lie).

and once again i thought i was going crazy and seeing things because surely these were just meant to be wraps or bandages like the ones we see in the scene of her fighting radahn right?

and then the thought of the needle came to my mind. along with something malenia says in her cutscene before we fight her.

"my flesh was dull gold"

huh. now isn't that interesting.

this would imply that in order to stall the rot from consuming his sister, miquella made a plan to sew unalloyed gold into malenia's skin using his needle in a last-ditch attempt to save her arm.

(granted it's funnier to imagine he just sticks it in her arm and goes okay great all done! and that's probably the canon way it went but)

the thought of the sheer pain malenia must've gone through during this process, to be honest, and the thought of the guilt miquella must've felt at having to force his sister to endure even more agony just to help her is just sad.

and all of it is done just in an attempt to salvage what they can of her and hope that more can't be taken.

edit: btw when looking at malenia pre-bloom and pre-losing her needle it looks like there's a proper layer/cover/whatever it is around her arm up till her knuckles making it seem like an actual covering or layer on top of her skin and what not, but when we fight her post-bloom and post-losing needle it appears like some of the layers have either flaked or fallen away and that reveals that it's actually meshed with/into her skin.