#hellsite plural

[rakishhellion]

GOD THIS SITE IS SO SEXY LIKE EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD HERE

i wish i wasnt so birdbrained (get it) to the point i barely use tumblr in favor of twitter cause holy fucking shit

[drbatsponge]

Cassandra Cain turns 25 next year and DC is literally releasing a new BoP series next month with her in it, yet neither her or the Birds' OG series have omnibuses/compendiums.

GET WITH IT DETECTIVE COMICS COMICS! I SWEAR!

[travelersofthemultiverse]

Tumblr. The place you go to find discourses you didn’t know existed and do not understand.

well, actually, we went here for completely different reasons, but that’s what we found. We think we’ll try to stay away from them for the most part. The ones we don’t understand anyway. Why participate in those right now when we could look at cute cats and other animals. 

[cyborgnachte]

God. Damn. Is the fire out here?

[council-of-the-void]

We have rhe semi-tough (not really but some of us like the archive factor) of deleting our twitter.

We might just go through it n screenshot our likes n send the few people we had contacted our tumblr...

[sexhaver]

i’m sorry i’m like this too.

but this site is so fucking WEIRD about john green. the cock monologue is whatever, but you also have a post about green being “weirdly chummy” with fans and. come on that was the actual problem in 2014. he was getting accused of pedophilia and grooming which was disproved at the time and remains completely untrue.

john green wasn’t predatory for writing YA novels with teenage girl main characters. he wasn’t predatory for interacting with fans who sought him out. he wasn’t predatory for creating an online community that remains safe for minors to participate in currently. he’s not a predator and he isn’t weird to his fans. it’s genuinely messed up to imply and keep implying that a YA author was being predatory towards fans after it was disproved. he had a public social media account before it was common for authors to engage that way. we were teens and we got weird about it.

it is actually serious to say john green was being inappropriate towards children and it’s important for all of our safety that we stay Very Very Clear about what predation is and who is Actually Dangerous To Children.

first off, no, you're not sorry, if you were sorry you would realize this ask sounds ridiculous and not send it, and yet here we are.

what really gets me the most about idiots such as yourself is that you make such a painstaking show of recounting How Things Really Happened, as if there's a massive conspiracy of historical revisionism afoot with the end goal of smearing a middle-aged YA author when like. i was literally there. i used this website before john green joined. i watched him get popular, i watched as we all took the piss by editing his text posts like we edited 10000 other text posts, i watched as a teenage girl called him a "creepy uncle at a pool party" and he responded by siccing his adult YA author friends and fans such as yourself on her so hard she deleted, i watched as he called nerdy girls an "underutilized resource" in a video targeted at boys, i watched as he jerked himself off in the notes of a gifset of his own movie ("is this the FIRST TIME the GIRL has kissed the BOY????"). i was (and still am) mutuals with the guy who edited the iconic copypasta over his announcement about hitting 100k followers or whatever.

i did not suffer through all of this, the worst fucking years of this hellsite, to be talked down to by tiktok users who deign to cite the deep magic to me. he was not targeted with post editing copypastas (yes, plural, it had been ongoing for months) for being neurodivergent. he wasn't even targeted for being creepy or predatory, although that was definitely a discussion being had at the time. he was targeted because he was fundamentally cringe before the word "cringe" had been discovered, and because he took himself so seriously that you were guaranteed to get a response from him every time.

imagine if Lin Manuel Miranda made an account on here now, and you could edit his posts, and every time you edited them, he would reblog it back from you saying "haha, very funny guys, but this is an edit! i didn't say this!", which you could then edit again, and so on and so forth. and then imagine if, a full decade after this happened, people who weren't even there started calling this practice "violent harassment" because someone edited his post to the "what the fuck did you fucking say about me?" copypasta once. and furthermore imagine that when you laugh at these people, they get really really indignant and demand you take them seriously and imply that somehow you're losing the debate by refusing to engage with them, and also that this is a debate all of a sudden instead of them embarrassing themselves

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

I'm doing the entrance exam for an art school rn (finished the practicals and waiting for the interview part) and it couldn't be MORE obvious that I'm a gay child of tumblr omg

I know I've been on the hellsite since late December but... Everyone else is standing around neatly and aesthetically dressed and talking to their friends (HOW DO THEY HAVE FRIENDS ALREADY???!)

Then there's my ass sitting with SHIT posture in an ACD Holmes fandom tshirt and a denim jacket covered with fandom, puppy and pride pins. In a heatwave.

And a black beanie with shitty ginger hair (thanks good omens). Headphones held together with tape and listening to a song about cow philosophers with guns and large dicks (thanks so much @howmanyholesinswisscheese).

(And of course with my eyes glued to the phone updating y'all on the hellsite with unnecessary details)

I might as well be carrying a banner saying I AM WEIRD I AM QUEER AND I AM HERE FROM THE HELLSITE

I have a large pin that literally says SOUNDS GAY I'M IN in all caps I have given my last fuck the closet is a hallucination and so am I ✨️FUCK IT WE BALL THE HORRORS PERSIST BUT SO DO WE WE REMAIN WHIMSICAL ASSORTED TUMBLR SHITPOST WAR CRIES✨️

^^ my last braincell (autocorrect tried to make that plural LMAO as if i have more than one brain cell) (this is one rotting as it is)

[antiendovents]

Saw someone questioning being a system and then IMMEDIATELY get directed to r/Plural for advice and. Lord have mercy. It's like watching someone get thrown headfirst into a shark tank. Like wow you're just going to instantly try and drag them down the endo pipeline and get them misinformed. Reddit truly lives up to the title of hellsite I'm afraid. I tried telling them that "Hey maybe don't listen to randos on Reddit and get professional guidance" hope it makes them think more about it instead of them falling down that rabbithole.

oohh, that sucks.... I really hope they listen to you, even if it's like, not seeking out professional guidance but instead doing actual research.. I really hate it when endos get to the questioning systems, it always seems a bit predatory, like, going after someone who's probably already confused and likely vulnerable and then shoving your beliefs in their face and claiming it to be true? Thats weird.

[crow-girl-cock]

Hai :7

I love you!

yes you!

click this.

now for introduction.

my name is Renée Corbeau

but you can call me ren or crow

I love crows! they feel like family to me and I hope next cycle I get to experience the life of a crow.

I have gone through alot in life and fancy myself some sort of activist by proxy of that pain, am I perfect? fuck no! I am still learning and probably operate under toxic bias still despite all the effort I have put into growth.

I'm adhd, autistic, anxious, depressive, dissociative, probably some degree of plurality.

I'm a gender non-conforming transwoman, definitely puppy coded, and severely down bad for women, especially butch women!

that being said the human body is beautiful. especially fat bodies, I'm a sucker for meat :3

all my guys, gals, and non binary pals deserve kisses (assuming that they want them)

I love gender fuckery, people who actively blur those lines are doing the lords work.

despite being very friendly and appearing slightly outgoing sometimes, I am very shy and dont have a very large social battery.

if I ever dont respond dont take it personally there are loads of reasons why this could be.

U⁠^ᴥ^⁠U U⁠^ᴥ^⁠U U⁠^ᴥ^⁠U

I am kind of a red mage when it comes to special interests, I know a little bit about alot.

(all lists are not ordered and not exhaustive)

some examples include;

from gaming~ pokemon, zelda, elderscrolls, darksouls, minecraft, osu!, space sims (elite dangerous, astroneer, dyson sphere project, hardspaceshipbreaker), roguelikes (noita, deadcells, gungeon, vagante, slaythespire)

from other media~ pokemon again, bluey, adventure time, atla, bee and puppycat, studio ghibli (nausicaa is goat), csm, bleach, dragonball, naruto, she-ra, dungeon meshi

from *gasps* real life~

space (and metaphysics), nature (it's peculiarities and the many funky adorable little guys born in it) I'm definitely a poser but skateboarding and rollerskating (I really want to get into rollerderby) philosophy (to the extent that any skid is);

History!

(not as well read as I would like because there is so much of it, and so much of the truth is buried under misinformation, but I have deconstructed the whole western myth of how things went and painted myself a much clearer picture as to how things got so bad and am learning new things about the world all the time, please feel free to info dump about anything history related I'd love to hear it. anthropology and archaeology too obvs)

Art!

(this is my chosen field for better or worse >⁠.⁠< I am going to college for web and graphic design (2024-2026) I might extend that an extra 2 years to make it a bachelor of design and hope to one day make graphic novels, beautifully illustrated with deep thought provoking stories)

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ ૮꒰՞⸝⸝- ༝ -⸝⸝꒱ა ໒꒰՞⸝⸝. ̫ .ܸ⸝⸝ ꒱ა

Kink! (definitely subject to change)

petplay, musk, intox, bondage, impact, cnc, degradation, somno, hypno, blood, knives, size difference probably more I haven't thought of

I'm poly and very t4t

I'm a switch but this hellsite has been steadily turning me into a bottom day by day heheh

but no actually

I used to be a hypersexual dom pre-transition

but E has made me alot less uncontrollably horny and far more sensitive and inclined to seek vulnerability, all my drive to dom has dissolved

also I suck at tagging and will sometimes will reblog art/random things from tags without checking bios

if that upsets you or makes you uncomfortable please see the block button for more info ;3c

.♡. .♡. .♡.

anyways since you made it this far

here have some headpats

spread kindness please and thank you ^v^

As above, So below.

Hai :7

I love you!

yes you!

[s-milesart]

this text might jump around a bit logic wise but lmao this is a BLOGSITE NERD GET READING MY BLOG

I,,, I don't really get having a fursona. Like, really.

I wish I really got having a fursona. they're pretty damn integral to the community but,,, like, I'm kinda lost?

Is it the concept of the you, you wish to be? is it you, truly on the inside? Just like, a furry version of you - like a caricature?

I know it's like a spectrum kinda thing, that diff people feel diff things for their own fursonas (plural of fursona? fursonai? fursonae? hnmrnmm), but I just never got it.

I draw furry animal women with massive boobs as my job, paying my bills, stacking racks drawing racks; and yet I still feel outside, or distant from a bunch of furry concepts.

Only a couple months ago I found out that nazifurs existed as an actual thing and that blew my fuckin MIND dawg. like what????? fuckin neo-nazis in fursuits? fuckin WILD!

I just, idk, y'know? I draw all these furry characters, try my hardest to build a community pushing dang near 20k followers on bird hellsite and yet,,, I just don't really feel connected.

I've never gone to a furcon, never talked to anyone who fucks with my work on the furry side instead of the artistic side, and heck, i've never even been to like, a furry dedicated disc server, yknow?

disconnected. a lack of connections. and it's weird.

Despite all the accounts I follow, despite how many people like my work and everything, I'm just,,, not connected. not really with my artist side, and def not with the furry side of myself.

making friends is easy. but it's that seeking connections part that always fucks me up. I don't know.

I'll try and get better, but I'm wondering if that's a lie I'm telling myself.

man why can't I just one of those parasocial relationships with a slightly racist white girl anime vtuber with zero self-awareness

[therealnuclearplatypus]

guess there's some other maltese guy on this hellsite and ill be damned if another one of us impresses my partner /j

im kidding, but it got me thinking about how obscure my language actually is, and maybe i should be a little more proud of it

so! here's seven words for you, love, a word for every month ive loved you.

“għagħa” (common noun – pronounced, literally, 'aaaaaa'): mob/crowd/a lot of noise [very fitting, it's the noise i make whenever i see a crowd].

“iħirsa” (common noun, plural – pronounced 'ee-hir-sah'): ghosts, spectre, phantom watchers.

“bewsa” (common noun – pronounced 'beh-wsa'): kiss.

“ħabib” (common noun – pronounced 'ha-beeb'): friend, companion.

“jiddispra” (verb – pronounced 'yid-diss-prah'): conjugated, means to despair. [i often find myself doing this].

“Ġaħan” (proper noun – pronounced 'jah-hahn'): a word derived from a popular character in maltese storytelling. potentially taken from arabic stories. used to refer to a stupid or gullible person, as ġaħan was in stories. the most popular one is called 'ġaħan u l-bieb', meaning 'ġaħan and the door'. i can elaborate on that in a later post if i ever feel like it lol.

“żejża” (common noun – pronounced 'zey-zah'): boobie :))

@marrymesev

[anti-endo-safe-space]

more of a neutral vent, but I was on pluralpedia because I have nothing to do and I wanted to get terms for my headmates (anyways that's not the important part) and I find the perfect term for me but it's coined by a pro-endo or something like that they made endo terms...

also the amount of endo terms that- no, just, no

like wdym ''starligenic : Starligenic is a Xeno-Origin related to starlight.'' WTF IS A XENO-ORIGIN THIS IS NOT GENDERS

''Xenogenic or xeno-origin is a term to cover the gap left behind traumagenic and endogenic, along with othergenic as an even broader term. Xenogenic isn’t really defined under traumagenic or endogenic, though the system could be trauma-aligned or endo-aligned, or TraumaEndo.

Based on xenogender; system/system origins that can't be contained by human understandings of plurality; more concerned with crafting other methods of system categorization and hierarchy such as those relating to animals, plants, or other creatures/things.''

I copy pasted this vent from discord (It was also written by our host, and I'm not the host) but we often go on pluralpedia but now we lost it, not going back, there's like 80% endo terms... -Tubbo

I am so sorry Tubbo

all we can recommend is never going on that hellsite, it's just toxicity

[endogeniking-bad-posts]

Hello there! We are... very sorry for not posting lately. Nor reblogging. Nor interacting with anything or anyone on this blog. Life's been wack.

A lot of stuff has changed for us lately, and as much as we try to remain positive towards our plurality, it's not been good in the last couple months. We still love being a system, but unluckily, making our typical content has become harder as our mental health and relationship with being a system worsened.

This is, still, no excuse for going missing on all of you. The truth is, we still really enjoy this blog! Whenever a post of ours gets liked, or even reblogged, and whenever we gain any subscribers, we feel overwhelmed with joy. It feels like we've managed to build a nice, safe, silly space, for all endogenic systems of the hellsite, which we couldn't be more grateful for.

So, thank you all for sticking around! I promise, we're still alive and well, just taking a break - and we'll get back to endogeniking every post we get our hands on sooner than not :)

Until then, stay safe and take care! <3

[anendoandfriendo]

Us being a protogenic-endogenic system, and also a generative system, it's always odd to us to see people talk about it as if the growth and just being a system is suffering, because to us NOT growing and NOT being a system is suffering. So we kind of have to stop ourselves from going like:

You don't want friend???? You don't want found friend???? You kick friend out like a sad lost puppy????

No hugs? Cuddles? No small acts of love? But waking up to the projection of your headmate when he shifts a little trying not to wake you up is adorable. That's...not something people want? :( Like sure the external world can do that too and singlets can do that too but it's not the same. It hits different when the person in question is in your own brain. Double the hug!!! Double the cuddle!!! It's an endless feedback loop until one of us stops!! :D

And also, pinging a more generalized "good morning" and getting hundreds of pings back in return is the most amazing feeling ever.

Also describing in-headspace events to singlets when we do manage to get a connection between frontspace and backspace + someone manages to write it down. Those mf'ers would probably ask us "who needs drugs when you have...whatever is going on in THERE?" which validates both our plurality and also the fact we can be a fucking freak without doing the drugs thing (the sex and drugs hellsite here needs to understand those are not the only two ways to be on the margins).

None of us can really *do* math the way people think it means, but 💜 seems to be able to grasp some of the more abstract concepts in our POD3 training. 💜 is also like, fifteen, so someone else keeps having to drag xem out of the front because "you literally just got here, please let the adults do this until we can figure out how you actually function," and such. Pretty much everyone would feel bad if a systeen got burnt out because of us. And other our-system-is-literally-the-size of-a-village-right-now moments.

Okay but fr does anyone else know the feeling of amazement when you see headmates projecting themselves from your brain and out of the window, so you can see them like playing and stuff? Like everyone knows it's physically impossible to interact with the actual environment in that state but it's nice to see/feel/know about that people can get along this well.

SMXWHCNNLQ WE DO NOT GENERALLY AGE UNLESS WE WANT TO. Either that, or it is very weird since there is at least a lower limit. But we saw Elise very specifically choose how to age up and when, and to what age, which does mean we probably do have some semblance of a choice in our system. It brings us a lot of joy to have seen someone plan things out to that degree and take such pride in it, actually.

So like, yes, people who don't want growth are perfectly valid and fine; we aren't their system, we're The Rusanya Collective of Systems (RCS)/The Rusanya Polyplex. But like sometimes we see people complain about splitting, growing, or just gaining a new member as like some inherently awful thing that must have had a reason for it. We wanted to propose the alternative, which is, no it's not inherently horrible. There's not always a reason for it either. The former statement can set your free if you want it to, and latter is not a bad thing.

[sophieinwonderland]

Tumblr: "You won't regret signing up!" Me, 10 minutes after signing up: *Regrets it after seeing all the users that are anti-science & anti-reality, all the hate, and just the general immaturity on tumblr.* I don't get how you can stand dealing with those types of people that refuse to listen when proven wrong, but thanks for being here and making it a little bit better. Don't be afraid of taking breaks; this place seems to me to be way more taxing than any other online place I know of xD

Thank you!

Honestly, while the environment on Tumblr is way more toxic than on r/plural or r/tulpa, Twitter is way worse IMO!

Just 4 days ago, someone was fakeclaiming a DID system because they said they had endogenic subsystems:

Another thread the day before that escalated instantly to death threats.

And then there's this fakeclaiming post from a self-proclaimed plural "ally."

And this one just goes straight in spreading r/systemscringe and r/fakedisordercringe talking points, fakeclaiming traumagenic systems too.

Tiktok is pretty much the same as Twitter in my experience.

And so many Discord servers I've heard about just straight-up ban you for being endogenic or pro-endo even if you aren't in a system space.

Despite all of the jokes about Tumblr being a Hellsite, I actually appreciate a lot of the community here! 💖

[starmoon-constellation]

some days i love this hellsite, other days i hate it. today, i love it! I love being able to post about my silly little thoughts, and meeting like-minded people! I love making friends via mutuals, even if we literally never talk! I love Tumblr! I love the plural community, I love the alterbeing community, I love every community I'm a part of! I love Tumblr right now!