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āIām Still Hereā became unexpectedly timely with Brazilās rightward shift

In Walter Sallesā āIām Still Here,ā the lives of a Brazilian family are torn apart when the father goes missing under a military dictatorship. (Alile Onawale/Sony Pictures Classics)
ByĀ Gregory Ellwood Dec. 4, 2024Ā 3 AM PT
When Walter Salles first read the novel āIām Still Here,ā written by his childhood friend Marcelo Rubens Paiva, it took him back to his adolescence. A time when Brazil hadnāt completely lost its innocence. In 1969, after spending five years abroad, Salles and his family returned to Rio de Janeiro. Then 13, he became friends with the Paiva familyās five children. And although the country was under military dictatorship, the Paiva home, in walking distance of a paradisiacal beach, was something of a sanctuary.
āWe all gravitated to that house because it was the reverse angle of what was happening in Brazil at that time,ā Salles recalls. āThere was free speech; we could talk about absolutely everything. Music that was censored on the radio was playing all the time on their record player. You could enter a political discussion with the parents, and then you could talk about music and whatever was happening at that time ā a fascinating time because the world was being redefined at that point, and Brazil was in the opposite direction. So, somehow that house and that family was a microcosm of a country we all kind of wanted to live in.ā
As depicted in Sallesā eventual film of the same title, the patriarch of the family, former Congressman Rubens Paiva, was arrested and taken in for questioning on Jan. 20, 1971. He was never seen alive again. It took his wife, Eunice Paiva, primarily portrayed by Fernanda Torres in the film, more than two decades to have his death officially recognized by a Brazilian government intent on moving forward.
āAs we were developing [the movie], the zeitgeist changed completely, and we were faced with the rise of the extreme right-wing in Brazil,ā Salles says. āAnd their discourse was, āLetās go back to a wonderful time of the military dictatorship.ā And there we were suddenly realizing that we were making, yes, a film about our past, but at the same time we were making a film about the present ā what we were experiencing in every discussion on every street corner.ā
It took Salles and his creative partners seven years and at least 28 versions of the script before they were confident to begin production. The film eventually premiered at the 2024 Venice Film Festival and was selected as Brazilās international feature Oscar submission. Salles immediately informs the viewer of the political context of the story: The menacing threat of the authoritarian regime is there in the very first image, a shot of a woman, Eunice Paiva, swimming in the ocean.
āIt could be paradise, but then thereās a military helicopter flying over her, and that helicopter is menacingly low, and it shouldnāt be,ā Salles says. āSo, thereās something from the very beginning that is kind of destabilizing and that somehow echoes through the first 30 minutes of the film here and there. That scene for us was always a little equivalent of a Greek omen at the beginning of an Aeschylus tragedy. The birds, the vultures are circling.ā

Fernanda Torres stars in āIām Still Here,ā based on a the story of a Brazilian family that director Walter Salles knew growing up.Ā (Alile Onawale/Sony Pictures Classics)
Salles lost touch with the Paivas after they left Rio in the early 1970s. Marcelloās novel triggered a desire for Salles to revisit that era ā in this case, with the story of a broken family and a matriarch who had to reinvent herself to give her children any sort of future. The filmmaker calls it a āmicrocosm of humanity during a time of turmoil.ā And, along with his celebrated films such as āCentral Stationā and āThe Motorcycle Diaries,ā it was another opportunity to share the collective journey of a country through the individual stories of its people.
āI didnāt know all the layers of the story, and I didnāt know the extent to which this woman had managed to reinvent herself, had somehow found manners to erode an autocratic government using very specific weapons,ā Salles says. āSo, the book was fundamental in allowing me in. And then the whole family was very supportive during those years and sent so much information, so many photographs. And this is what allowed me metaphorically to reopen that house. I felt invited to reopen that house.ā
Along with screenwriters Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega, Salles embraced the fact that Eunice Paiva was a woman full of steely resolve but also internal contradictions. She never allowed herself or her family to be photographed by the government without a smile. She never allowed the government or the press to see her children crying.
āThis is a woman who was fueled by extraordinary inner strength, who also could say words that were very poignant and, at the same time, appear to be restrained,ā Salles notes. āSheās like a volcano that is always near eruption but actually does not erupt. Thereās always something bubbling inside of her that she somehow restrained. Thereās something really extraordinary and heroic in her confrontation with that regime. But on the other hand, it was so tough for her kids to actually have a mother who never truly shared what happened to their father. She never articulated that in a clear manner, thus depriving them of the possibility to get to closure on that.
āAs Fernanda Torres says, āIn tragedy, you donāt cry; you have to confront, you take in and then you react.ā And this is what she did. And with an extraordinary inner strength, but a great ambivalence as well.ā
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IāM STILL HERE (2024):
Familyās lives changed
Husband taken by army
Motherās hidden strength
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I'm Still Here (2024) Review
Eunice Paiva must attempt to project her family when her husband Rubens is taken during the tightening grup of military dictatorship in Brazil 1971. āļøāļøāļøāļø Continue reading Iām Still Here (2024)Ā Review

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I'm Still Here
I did not realize that this was a biopic, so the revelation that this was adapted from the son's biography felt like a finishing blow after the emotional punches, from the last, longing look at the house to the shot of a housekeeper silently packing up her belongings. Once you know that it's a biopic, you can see the biopic structure, but when it's this well done, you can forgive it for playing to form.Ā
It made me think of Roma, one of my favorite films, which is about as high a compliment as I canĀ give.
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I'm Still Here: The Brazilian Oscar Wild-card Deserves It's Place.
A One Mannās Movies review of āIām Still Hereā (2025). Original title: Ainda Estou Aqui. This film was the big surprise when the Oscar nominations for Best Picture were announced last month. āIām Still Hereā is a Brazilian produced and set film about life under the tyranny of military dictatorship in Rio de Janeiro in the early 1970s. I very much doubt it is going to win that top prize since Iā¦
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āIām Still Hereā: A stark history and warm memoir of Brazilās darkest days

Walter Sallesās āIām Still Hereā is an epic within an epic: a teeming family drama contained within the melodrama of a country going insane.
No, itās not set in modern-day America. Perhaps thatās the point: If weāre not very careful, it could be.
Brazil in 1970 existed in a state of constant tension, with a military dictatorship installed in a 1964 coup that was overseeing a resurgent economy and the increasingly brutal repression of anyone it saw as stepping out of line. Among the latter was Rubens Paiva (Selton Mello), a civil engineer and congressman from SĆ£o Paulo who fled the country when his position was nullified by the dictatorship, but who returned within the year because he couldnāt keep away from his wife and kids.
You can hardly blame him. If you were lucky growing up, you knew one of those big, warm, rambunctious families whose dinner table was always open to strays and whose conversations on art, politics, culture and morality expanded oneās brain and the possibilities of life. (If you were luckier still, it was your family.) The Paivas were one of those special clans, and director Salles was, in his youth, one of the strays at their table, making āIām Still Hereā as much personal memoir as national history.
In Melloās playing, Rubens is affable, smart and maybe too unconcerned for his personal safety. Or maybe he just doesnāt have the time, since heās active in labor causes, holds meetings at home, publishes a left-wing newspaper and insists on being a present, loving father to his five children. In this, his wife Eunice (Fernanda Torres) is his partner and equal.
And then, one day in January 1971, Rubens is taken away for questioning, and āIām Still Hereā depicts the harrowing disorientation of a home invaded by men with guns. Eunice was detained and interrogated for a brief period, as was their adolescent daughter Eliana (Luiza Kosovski), and the glimpses Salles gives of the juntaās tactics ā blood on the floor, screams down the hall ā chill them and us to the marrow.
At this point, Eunice comes to the fore as the real hero of āIām Still Here,ā embarking on a relentless course of action to discover her husbandās whereabouts while holding her family together with elegance and grit. That path would eventually take her to a law degree and a national role as an activist pushing for the governmentās recognition of those who were ādisappearedā during the dictatorship, which ended in 1985. (The script by Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega is based on a 2015 memoir by Eunice and Rubensās only son, Marcelo, a successful Brazilian playwright and screenwriter.)
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"Ainda Estou Aqui" Ć© escolhido como representante brasileiro no Oscar 2025
A Academia Brasileira de Cinema anunciou que Ainda Estou AquiĀ irĆ” concorrer Ć indicaĆ§Ć£o de Melhor Filme Estrangeiro no Oscar pelo Brasil. #aindaestouaqui #oscar2025
A Academia Brasileira de Cinema anunciou nesta xxxx (xx), que āAinda Estou AquiāĀ irĆ” concorrer Ć indicaĆ§Ć£o de Melhor Filme Estrangeiro no Oscar pelo Brasil. O filme foi aclamado em sua estreia no Festival de Veneza e venceu a categoria deĀ Melhor Roteiro na premiaĆ§Ć£o. Com direĆ§Ć£o deĀ Walter SallesĀ (Central do Brasil) e roteiro deĀ Murilo HauserĀ eĀ Heitor Lorega, o longa Ć© baseado na histĆ³ria realā¦
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Filme brasileiro "Ainda Estou Aqui", de Walter Salles, vence prĆŖmio de Melhor Roteiro em Veneza
O mais recente trabalho do renomado cineasta brasileiro Walter Salles, āAinda Estou Aquiā, conquistou o prĆŖmio de Melhor Roteiro na 81ĀŖ ediĆ§Ć£o do Festival de Veneza.A honraria, conhecida como Golden Osella, foi entregue aos roteiristas Murilo Hauser e Heitor Lorega durante a cerimĆ“nia de encerramento no Palazzo del Cinema, no Ćŗltimo dia 07 de setembro.Inspirado no livro homĆ“nimo de Marcelo Rubensā¦
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Filme brasileiro Ainda Estou Aqui ganha prĆŖmio de melhor roteiro no Festival de Veneza #ĆltimasNotĆcias #Brasil
Hot News Por RedaĆ§Ć£o RĆ”dio Pampa | 7 de setembro de 2024 Os brasileiros Murilo Hauser e Heitor Lorega ganharam o prĆŖmio de melhor roteiro por āAinda Estou Aquiā no Festival de Veneza de 2024. A cerimĆ“nia de premiaĆ§Ć£o foi realizada na tarde desse sĆ”bado (7), onde a presidente do jĆŗri, Isabelle Huppert, anunciou os vencedores da seleĆ§Ć£o oficial da 81ĀŖ ediĆ§Ć£o da mostra. āĆ uma grande emoĆ§Ć£o estarā¦

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Review:Ā Fernanda Torres pulls off a miracle of maternal courage in āIām Still Hereā

Fernanda Torres in the movie āIām Still Here.ā (Alile Onawale / Sony Pictures Classics)
ByĀ Carlos Aguilar Jan. 17, 2025Ā @ 2:46 PM PT
SoufflĆ© is almost ready at the Paiva household just across the street from the beach in sultry Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. From the unmistakably festive atmosphere within the homeās airy rooms, one wouldnāt guess the country is under a ferocious military dictatorship.
That Walter Salles, the acclaimed director ofĀ āCentral StationāĀ and āThe Motorcycle Diaries,ā first depicts the tight-knit family of āIām Still Hereā at their most ebullient, before tragedy strikes, pays off dramatic dividends in this remarkably life-affirming drama largely set in 1971 and based on the 2015 memoir by Marcelo Paiva (the Paivasā only son). A contender for the upcoming international feature Oscar, āIām Still Hereā brilliantly distills an agonizing chapter of a nationās recent past into a sophisticated portrait of communal endurance.
Already lauded for her quietly shattering performance with aĀ surprise Golden Globes winĀ (the first Brazilian actress to ever receive the prize), Fernanda Torres portrays Eunice Paiva, a mother of five who is married toĀ former Congressman Rubens Paiva(Selton Mello). We see the pent-up worry on her face signaling incipient danger: Helicopters roam the city while news of kidnapped ambassadors pours from the radio.
Within the walls of the Paiva residence (the film was shot in the actual house that belonged to the family), Salles and his cast of both seasoned and fresh-faced actors create a vibrant, lived-in dynamic radiating with affection and carefree liberty. And because weāve been so wonderfully immersed in the exuberance they are all about to lose, when the darkness reaches their doorstep, in the form of henchmen who take Rubens in for questioning, the contrast between who they were and who they become feels stark.
By that point, Mello has potently established the fatherly warmth his family will sorely miss. In that absence, memory becomes central to āIām Still Here.ā The narrative is interspersed with home movies shot on a 8 mm camera, immortalizing candid instances of leisure and love, the ones that truly matter. Not only are they indelible in the minds of the Paivas, but they are forever preserved in still photos, in Marcelo Paivaās writing and now onscreen through Sallesā filmic rendition.
The director and cinematographer Adrian Teijido also make the home a shifting co-star and a physical metaphor for Brazil as a whole. Once a place where friends and family entered through perpetually open doors, the space becomes hermetic and airless when curtains are drawn to hide the men who have come to disrupt this idyllic refuge. Through them, the dictatorship instills fear and distrust to maintain power. Salles communicates the state-sanctioned distress by focusing on the familyās upended quotidian rituals.
Eunice responds by offering these goons lunch ā maybe in the hope that their ordeal will end sooner, but also as a statement of the type of person she is even to those who might hurt her. (Eventually, she and one of her daughters are detained and interrogated, then released.) Those seemingly muted details about her rich personality come from Marcelo Paivaās intimate reminiscences about his mother and the Paivasā collective experience in the aftermath of Rubensā disappearance, expertly adapted by screenwriters Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega.
Torres exudes the unflashy fortitude of a woman unable and unwilling to surrender to despair as the days and weeks go by. How can she when she must raise her children and seek justice for her husband, who may still be alive? Imparting masterful restraint, Torres makes Euniceās few outbursts feel believably contained. As distanced from melodrama as possible, her performance is one of internalized grief.
And yet, in the midst of her hidden mourning, Eunice treats those around her with loving understanding, empathetic to their respective fears and the limitations of what they can do for her. She moves through the world with a humble resolve, unafraid of doing what needs to be done, never dwelling on what could or should have been done. At every turn, we recognize her desire to spare her kids from the sorrow she carries. A guardian of their tender hearts, she can only hide so much in an authoritarian reality.
Even mere moments after receiving crushing news, Eunice musters up a smile for her youngest daughter and the energy to take the whole gang out for ice cream, seeking to regain a semblance of what they used to have. That amalgamation of a graceful pride during a crisis and superhuman determination is crucial to Torresā embodiment of Euniceās inner force. And because sheās perceived as nearly unbreakable, when sorrow does slip through her eyes in a lost stare or a weighted silence, Torresā expression is beautifully gutting.
Acting of this subtle caliber is rarely celebrated, but Torres unassuming turn has proved undeniable to anyone who watches it. For a film like āIām Still Hereā to emerge on the other side of the repressive Jair Bolsonaro presidency and be embraced at home and abroad so earnestly (itās Brazilās highest grosser since the pandemic) is testament to Sallesā assured directorial hand that treats the delicate subject matter with the seriousness it merits while highlighting humanity rather than brutality. Thereās a striking elegance to his images in how they bring us closer to the people, not the horrors.
When a photographer suggests that the family pose with a somber demeanor for a shot that will be featured in an article about Rubensā disappearance, Eunice refuses, instructing her children to smile broadly. Joy proves defiant to the shadowy oppressors who wish to see their āenemiesā suffer. Euniceās victory, as witnessed by Marcelo Paiva and resurrected by Torres (and, briefly, by Brazilian legendĀ Fernanda Montenegro, Torresā Oscar-nominated mother), is not just about survival but fostering a family united in adversity.
Resistance takes the form of lives well lived. In every laugh shared, in every new memory made and family photo taken, this clan honors those no longer physically present.
'I'm Still Here' In Portuguese with English subtitles Rated:Ā PG-13, for thematic content, some strong language, drug use, smoking and brief nudity
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āAinda Estou Aquiā: Longa com Fernanda Torres vence prĆŖmio de Melhor Roteiro no Festival de Veneza
Inspirado no livro homĆ“nimo de Marcelo Rubens Paiva, o longa āAinda Estou Aquiā, dirigido por Walter Salles, que foi aplaudido por 10 minutos na sessĆ£o de sua estreia mundial, acaba de receber o prĆŖmio de melhor roteiro para Murilo Hauser e Heitor Lorega, na competiĆ§Ć£o oficial do 81Āŗ Festival de Veneza, o Golden Osella, entregue [ā¦]
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āIām Still Hereā Review: When Politics Invades a Happy Home
The award-winning Brazilian film has been a major hit in its home country ā and itās easy to see why.

Fernanda Torres in āIām Still Here.āCredit...Alile Onawale/Sony Pictures Classics
ByĀ Alissa Wilkinson Jan. 16, 2025 I'm Still Here NYT Criticās Pick Directed byĀ Walter Salles Biography, Drama, History PG-13 2h 16m
It may be axiomatic, but itās still profound: our sense of self is determined by the accumulation of our memories. Thatās why science fiction has obsessed over the idea of technologies that might delete or alter memory, and thus the memory-holder. Itās also why itās so devastating to watch a loved one lose their memories, becoming some other person in the process.
This is true on the broader level, too; societies, after all, are just groups of people who share memories. Filmmakers from around the world, but especially from South American countries, seem particularly attuned to this fact lately. They propose that you can reshape the character of a group of people by messing with collective memory, and thatās why governments are often keen to brush over the past. In the last few years, acclaimed movies such as āAzor,ā āThe Eternal Memoryā and āArgentina, 1985ā have explored the personal impact of the mass disappearances under military dictatorships inĀ ChileĀ andĀ Argentina. More broadly, they show how attempts to deny or ignore those disappearances have lasting effects on those who survived.
The beautiful, gutting āIām Still Hereā joins these with its own story, this one in Brazil. Directed by Walter Salles, one of the countryās most celebrated filmmakers, āIām Still Hereā is based on the 2015 memoir by Marcelo Rubens Paiva, whose father, the congressman Rubens Paiva,Ā was among the estimated 20,000 peopleĀ who were tortured during the military dictatorship from 1964 to 1985.
Skillfully crafted and richly shot, āIām Still Hereā begins in Rio de Janeiro in 1970 when, despite the encroachment of the military on daily life, the sizable, loving Paiva family is largely living in domestic bliss. Rubens (Selton Mello) has recently returned home from six years of self-imposed exile, following his ouster from government during the revolution. He and his wife, Eunice (Fernanda Torres), have five children, four daughters and a son, ranging in age from grade school to older teens. They live near the beach, entertain friends, dance in the living room and have a happy, bustling home. Rubens is still working to support political expatriates, but he keeps his activities out of his familyās sight.
One day, though, the coupleās daughter Vera (Valentina Herszage) is stopped and searched by the authorities while driving home from a movie with friends. Soon after, news of left-wing activists kidnapping the Swiss ambassador breaks, kicking off a period of instability that rapidly escalates. When men show up at the Paiva home, demanding Rubens come with them to some unknown place for questioning, Eunice and the children know something is happening. Rubens doesnāt return. And then Eunice and her daughter Eliana (Luiza Kosovski) are brought in for questioning, too.
This is the moment when the film pivots toward Eunice, who is not just the heroine in the film but in real life, too. This movie is her story: She is a woman whose life has been ripped to shreds, deciding that she will not be cowed. She will not only make a life for her children under immense, repressive odds, but pour herself into changing the world, too. In her performance ā whichĀ won a Golden GlobeĀ and is aiming at an Oscar nomination ā Torres stuns. Protecting her children means leaning into joy within the fear, hope in the midst of pain. Torres double-layers her performance with all of those emotions, and her searching eyes are magnetic.
But this is not just a movie about a strong woman, though it certainly is that. Itās also about what authoritarian regimes do to keep people in line, the totalitarian tactic of making people doubt what they know theyāve seen by insisting on unabashed lies. Itās not as if anyone barges into the Paiva home with guns and handcuffs ā though Rubensās privileged status as a former elected lawmaker and public figure, itās suggested, has something to do with that.
Rather, the control comes through mind games and gaslighting, through denying the plain truth the family can see before their eyes. Official government claims of Rubensās escape from confinement are obviously false (it took until 2014 for anyone to be charged with his death), and the family is left in limbo. Itās infuriating to watch, all the more because it really happened, and not just to the Paivas.
āIām Still Hereā stretches its storytelling across decades, tracing the long arm of the disappearances and their effect on a country, even when some might prefer to move on, to forget the past atrocities committed by those who are no longer in power. When a reporter asks Eunice if they shouldnāt just pay attention to more urgent issues than āfixing the past,ā she firmly disagrees. Families should be compensated for the crimes, but more important, the country needs to āclarify and judge all crimes committed during the dictatorship,ā she insists. āIf that doesnāt happen, they will continue to be committed with impunity.ā
āIām Still Hereā was released in Brazil in November 2024. DespiteĀ far-right campaignsĀ urging people to boycott the film, it has beenĀ a huge hit, the highest-grossing Brazilian film in the country since the Covid-19 pandemic. Some have noted that the film hits hard in a country that ā unlike Chile and Argentina ā has never officially pursued accountability for the militaryās role in torturing and murdering citizens during the dictatorship. The movie was also released just asĀ details emerged of a plotted coupĀ to keep former President Jair Bolsonaro, who defended the military dictatorship, in power after he lost the 2022 election.
So the filmās popularity is no mystery. Yet āIām Still Hereā does not present as a simple polemic about a historical and political situation, and thatās the secret to its global appeal. Itās also a moving portrait of how politics disrupts and reshapes the domestic sphere, and how solidarity, community and love are the only viable path toward living in tragedy. And it warns us to mistrust anyone who tries to erase or rewrite the past. Throughout the story, Salles repeatedly shows the family shooting photographs and Super 8 film that preserve their memories.Ā The director has saidĀ that movies are āinstruments against forgetting, and that he believes ācinema reconstructs memory.ā With āIām Still Here,ā heās aiming to make sure nobody can forget.
Iām Still Here Rated PG-13 for what happens during life under dictatorship, including sounds of torture. In Portuguese, with subtitles. Running time: 2 hours 16 minutes. In theaters.
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Jan. 16, 2025: An earlier version of this review described incorrectly some of the actions taken toward Brazilians by the military dictatorship. An estimated 20,000 people were tortured, but only hundreds disappeared.
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A Surprise Blockbuster in Brazil Stokes Oscar Hopes, and a Reckoning
Decades after her mother missed out on an Oscar, Brazilās Fernanda Torres may have a chance to win a golden statuette with a role in a film that has set off deep soul-searching.

Fernanda Torres, 59, and her mother, Fernanda Montenegro, 95, at Ms. Torresās home in Rio de Janeiro.
ByĀ Ana Ionova Photographs byĀ MarĆa Magdalena ArrĆ©llaga Reporting from Rio de Janeiro
Fernanda Torres still remembers the day her mother, Brazilās grande dame of film, came within reach of cinemaās most coveted prize: an Oscar.
āIt had great symbolism for Brazil,ā Ms. Torres, an acclaimed actress herself, said in an interview. āI mean, Brazil produced something like her, you know?ā she added. āIt was very beautiful.ā
A quarter-century ago, Fernanda Montenegro, now 95, made history when she became the first Brazilian actress to be nominated for an Academy Award. She lost to Gwyneth Paltrow, and Brazil never got over what it considered a snub.
Now, Ms. Torres, 59, is attracting chatter in Hollywood that could put her in line to win the elusive golden statuette for a role that has ignited cinematic fever ā and a national reckoning ā in Latin Americaās largest country.
Millions of viewers are packing theaters to watch āIām Still Here,ā a quiet drama starring Ms. Torres about a family torn apart by a military junta that ruled Brazil, by fear and force, for over two decades.
This past week,Ā the movie was nominatedĀ for a Golden Globe for best foreign language film, and Ms. Torres was nominated in the lead actress category, bolstering Oscar hopes.
Though the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences, which oversees the Oscars, will not reveal its nominations until January, āIām Still Hereā is Brazilās official entry in the international feature film category.
At home, the movie has struck a nerve in a nation that suffered through the brutal dictatorship from 1964 to 1985.

Ms. Torres in a scene from āIām Still Here.ā The movie depicts a family living under Brazilās military dictatorship.
Set in Rio de Janeiro in the 1970s, āIām Still Hereā tells the story of Eunice Paiva and her five children, whose lives are upended when the family patriarch, Rubens Paiva, a former congressman played by Selton Mello, disappears at the hands of the military government.
By telling this familyās story, the film tackles a āpiece of Brazilian historyā that is being forgotten, said Walter Salles, the movieās director and one of the nationās most prolific filmmakers. āThe personal story of the Paiva family is the collective story of a country.ā
The film has quickly become a national treasure, breaking box officeĀ recordsĀ and eclipsing usual crowd-pleasers like āWickedā and āGladiator 2.ā
Since the release of āIām Still Hereā in early November, more than 2.5 million Brazilians have seen it in theaters, and it has grossed more than six times the amount made by last yearās most-watched Brazilian film.
In a troubling twist, the movie was being widely shown in Brazil just as the policeĀ revealed new detailsĀ about a plot to stage a coup and keep the far-right president, Jair Bolsonaro, a defender of the military dictatorship, in power after he lost the 2022 election.
Against this backdrop, the filmās themes have gained an urgent new meaning, said Marcelo Rubens Paiva, whose book about his family inspired the movie.
āThe timing was, unfortunately, perfect,ā he said, ābecause it showed this story isnāt just in our past.ā

The home in Rio de Janeiro where āIām Still Hereā was filmed. A military juntaās repressive rule lasted for more than two decades.
Human rights groups estimate that hundreds of people were disappeared and some 20,000 were tortured during the dictatorship. But, unlike Chile or Argentina, where many crimes committed there under military dictatorships have been tried and punished, Brazil has not pursued accountability for its militaryās atrocities.
In recent years, what many had seen as the distant past began to creep into the present. Mr. Bolsonaro, a retired army captain, spoke frequently in nostalgic terms about the dictatorship, awarded thousands of government jobs to soldiers and dismantled a panel investigating crimes committed during the militaryās rule.
Movies and other forms of cultural works were frequent targets of censorship during the dictatorship, which considered them political foes. Now, films like āIām Still Hereā can serve as āinstruments against forgetting,ā Mr. Salles said. āCinema reconstructs memory.ā
And the film has surely ignited Brazilās collective memory. In classrooms and newspaper pages, heated debates are unfolding over the legacy of the dictatorship. On social media, stories of suffering at the hands of the military government have gone viral,Ā drawing millions of views.
On a recent rainy weekday, as moviegoers packed a Rio de Janeiro theater, it was clear that āIām Still Hereā had cast a wide spell. Groups of teenagers, fathers and sons and older couples were all clutching tickets.
Some snapped selfies in front of the movieās poster. Others took deep breaths before stepping into the theaterās darkness.
Inside, the crowd gasped at the sounds of the torture of political prisoners; teared up when Eunice, played by Ms. Torres, defiantly smiled for a newspaper photo, unwavering in the face of tragedy; and stifled sobs when Ms. Montenegro made a silent appearance in the closing scenes, as an older Eunice whose memories were fading.
The film echoed a familiar past for many. āIt shows everything we lived through,ā said Dr. Eneida GlĆ³ria Mendes, 73, who grew up in a military family during the dictatorship.
Dr. Mendes, who has watched the film twice, remembers ripping up letters she received from friends who criticized the regime so that her father would not see them. Anyone sending or receiving such correspondence could have been detained.
āWe were not free,ā she said. āEven a silly criticism could lead to arrest.ā
For younger Brazilians, the film offered a glimpse into a reality they had heard about only at school. āFor my generation, thereās this thirst to know more,ā said Sara Chaves, 25, an aspiring actress.

Sara Chaves outside a theater showing āIām Still Hereā in Rio de Janeiro. Referring to the military dictatorship, she said, āThereās this thirst to know more.ā
āIām Still Hereā has also captivated audiences and critics abroad. When it premiered in Venice this year, it won an award for best screenplay and drew a thundering applause that lasted 10 minutes.
So when the academyĀ sharedĀ an image on social media of Ms. Torres at a Hollywood industry gala last month, Brazilians went wild. āGive her the award already!ā said one of the more than 820,000 comments on Instagram.
If she is nominated in the best actress category, Ms. Torres would be following a remarkably similar path to her mother, who was nominated in 1999 for her role as a letter writer for illiterate people in āCentral Station,ā a Brazilian classic also directed by Mr. Salles.
āThere was this feeling in the country that she was deeply wronged,ā said Isabela Boscov, a Brazilian cinema critic who has been reviewing films for three decades.
āIām Still Hereā is widely expected to receive a nomination in the international film category, according to Hollywood insiders, but Ms. Torresās chances are more uncertain.
Sony Pictures Classics, the studio distributing āIām Still Hereā globally, which launched the successful best actress nomination bid for Ms. Montenegro, is making a concerted push for Ms. Torres. Yet she may face tough odds this year in a crowded field that includes names like Angelina Jolie and Nicole Kidman.
To Ms. Torres, an Oscar nomination āwould be a big victoryā in itself, but she is not getting her hopes up. āIt would be an incredible story if I got there, following my mother,ā she said. āNow, winning ā I consider it impossible.ā
Since the first Oscars ceremony in 1929, only two actresses have won awards for leading roles in foreign-language films.
On a recent Sunday afternoon at Ms. Torresās home, she sat across from her mother, reminiscing about art and family and other films the two have made together.
āThis is also a legacy of life, of a profession,ā Ms. Montenegro said, gesturing toward her daughter, then herself.

In 1999, Ms. Montenegro became the first Brazilian actress to be nominated for an Oscar, for her role in āCentral Station.ā
After a career spanning more than seven decades, Ms. Montenegro is still acting in films and onstage. But her movements are slower, her eyesight is weakening and she rests more.
Sharing a character with her daughter, in a film that has inspired awe and soul-searching across Brazil, has carried personal symbolism, too. āItās a really special moment,ā Ms. Montenegro said.
After a final lipstick check in the mirror, the two actresses faced a camera for a photograph for this article. They moved their faces close together, their cheeks nearly touching. Like Eunice Paiva, in the movie both are in, they prefer to smile.
āMy mother is still alive; all is well with her,ā Ms. Torres explained. āIām happy.ā
āBy chance, Iām still here,ā Ms. Montenegro replied. Ms. Torres chimed in: āWeāre still here.ā
After a career spanning more than seven decades, Ms. Montenegro is still acting in films and onstage. But her movements are slower, her eyesight is weakening and she rests more.
Sharing a character with her daughter, in a film that has inspired awe and soul-searching across Brazil, has carried personal symbolism, too. āItās a really special moment,ā Ms. Montenegro said.
After a final lipstick check in the mirror, the two actresses faced a camera for a photograph for this article. They moved their faces close together, their cheeks nearly touching. Like Eunice Paiva, in the movie both are in, they prefer to smile.
āMy mother is still alive; all is well with her,ā Ms. Torres explained. āIām happy.ā
āBy chance, Iām still here,ā Ms. Montenegro replied. Ms. Torres chimed in: āWeāre still here.ā
Kyle BuchananĀ contributed reporting from Los Angeles.Ā Lis MoriconiĀ contributed research. A version of this article appears in print onĀ Dec. 15, 2024, SectionĀ A, PageĀ 4Ā of the New York editionĀ with the headline:Ā Brazilās Oscar Contender Strikes a Nerve.
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āIām Still Hereā Review: Walter Salles Returns Home With the Powerful Story of a Broken Familyās Resistance
Premiering at Venice, the film stars Fernanda Torres as a mother of five children who reinvents herself as a lawyer and activist after suffering a devastating loss at the height of Brazilās military dictatorship.
BYĀ DAVID ROONEY SEPTEMBER 1, 2024 @ 11:48AM

Fernanda Torres in 'I'm Still Here.' COURTESY OF VENICE FILM FESTIVAL
Walter Sallesā 1998 international breakthrough,Ā Central Station, earned an Oscar nomination for the magnificent Fernanda Montenegro. Now in her 90s, the actress turns up toward the end of the directorās first feature in his nativeĀ BrazilĀ in 16 years, the shatteringĀ Iām Still Here(Ainda Estou Aqui), in a role that requires her to speak only through her expressive eyes. What makes the connection even more poignant is that she appears as the elderly, infirm version of the protagonist ā a woman of quiet strength and resistance played by Montenegroās daughter, Fernanda Torres, with extraordinary grace and dignity in the face of emotional suffering.
Many powerful films have been made about the 21 years of military dictatorship in Brazil, from 1964 through 1985, just as they have about similar oppressive regimes in neighboring South American countries like Chile, Argentina and Uruguay. The human rights abuses of systematic torture, murder and forced disappearances represent an open wound on the psyches of those nations, for which cinema has often served as a vessel for collective memory.
Itās not often, however, that the spirit of protest against the horrors of junta rule is viewed through such an intimate lens asĀ Iām Still Here. That aspect is deepened by evidence throughout the film of Sallesā personal investment in the true story of the Paiva family after patriarch Rubens (Selton Mello), a former congressman, was taken from his Rio de Janeiro house in 1971, ostensibly to give a deposition, and never seen or heard from again.
Salles met the family in the late 1960s and spent a significant part of his youth in their home, which he credits as foundational to his cultural and political development. That accounts for the coursing vitality of the early scenes, as the five Paiva siblings dash back and forth between the house and the beach, and an extended family of friends of all ages seems to be constantly dropping by for drinks and meals and music and lively conversation.
There are sweet throwaway moments like two of the sisters dancing and singing along to the Serge Gainsbourg-Jane Birkin wispy make-out classic āJe tāaime ā¦ moi non plus,ā without understanding the words. Just watching how one of the youngest kids, Marcelo (Guilherme Silveira), sweet-talks his way into keeping a stray dog they found on the beach conveys the warmth, spontaneity and affectionate scrappiness of the Paiva household dynamic. The young actors playing the kids are all disarmingly natural and appealing.
The first blunt intrusion into the familyās bubble of closeness and comfort comes when eldest daughter Vera (Valentina Herszage) is out with a group of friends and their car is pulled over at a tunnel roadblock. Itās a disturbing scene in which we see teenagers ā just minutes earlier cruising along, sharing a joint and laughing ā ordered at gunpoint to stand against a wall while military officers question them, searching their faces for any resemblance to the āterrorist killersā theyāre looking to apprehend.
An occasional hushed phone conversation or private exchange with a friend suggests Rubensā involvement in something that needs to be kept quiet. But the script by Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega, based on the book by Marcelo Rubens Paiva, saves those details until long after Rubens is taken into custody. That puts us in the same position as his wife and children, wondering what their father could possibly have done to place him in the regimeās crosshairs.
The chill of uncertainty is hardest on Rubensā wife Eunice (Torres), who does what she can to hide whatās going on from the youngest kids. But having armed strangers in their house and a car parked across the street to keep a constant eye on them is tough to explain, and the older siblings are aware something is very wrong.
The situation escalates when Eunice is hauled off for interrogation. With Vera away in London with family friends, the next oldest, 15-year-old Eliana (Luiza Kozovski), is forced to accompany her mother, with bags put over their heads to keep them from knowing where they are being taken.
The interrogation scenes, set in a grim building with confinement cells, are harrowing. Eunice is sequestered for 12 days. Denied contact with the family lawyer, sheās kept completely in the dark about whatās happening to her daughter and is unable to learn where her husband is being held. Sheās coerced over and over to identify people in photo files as possible insurgents, but aside from her husband, she recognizes only one woman who teaches at her daughterās school. Her isolation and fear are made worse by the constant screams of people being tortured coming through the walls.
There are many moments of raw tenderness after Eunice is released ā notably when one of her daughters watches from the bathroom doorway, her face a mix of sorrow and terror, as her mother showers away 12 days of grime.
With the government refusing to acknowledge even that her husband was arrested, Eunice continues fishing for information, talking to Rubensā friends who tell her the military is āshooting blind,ā going after random people based on almost nothing concrete. Unable to make bank withdrawals without her husbandās signature, she struggles to keep up with expenses. At the same time, she begins studying the family lawyerās case file, foreshadowing her eventual decision to relocate with the five children to SĆ£o Paulo and return to college.
The chief focus of Marcelo Rubens Paivaās book is essentially his motherās quiet heroism ā first as she single-handedly shoulders the responsibility of keeping the family together and protected, concealing her grief when the inevitable is confirmed, and subsequently when she earns a law degree at 48 and becomes active in a number of causes. That includes pushing for full acknowledgment from authorities of disappeared people like Rubens after democracy is returned to the country.
Sallesā heartfelt film jumps forward 25 years and then by almost 20 more, allowing us to absorb Euniceās self-reinvention not in big crusading speeches but simply in her dedication to the work of keeping memories alive and not letting the abuses of the past be swept away.
Perhaps the most beautifully observed arc of the film is the gradual rebuilding of the family. As the children grow up and marry and grandchildren come along, they transition back into a noisy, joyful clan much like the one depicted in carefree scenes at the start. Even the simple process of sorting through boxes of family photos is viewed as a loving act of reclamation in a final stretch that will have many audiences in tears.
Torres (one of the stars of Sallesā terrific early film,Ā Foreign Land, co-directed with Daniela Thomas) is a model of eloquent restraint, showing Euniceās private pain and her necessary fortitude by the subtlest of means. Only once during the film does she raise her voice in anger after a sad occurrence, beating on the windows of the parked car watching the house in Rio and screaming at the two stone-faced men inside.
The final scenes in which Montenegro steps into the role are bittersweet, as Eunice has become nonverbal and uses a wheelchair, in steep decline with Alzheimerās. The poignancy is almost overwhelming as we watch her gently lean in, her eyes lighting up and a hint of a smile forming, when Rubensā photograph appears in a television program on the heroes of the resistance.
The movie looks gorgeous. Adrian Teijidoās agile cinematography uses 35mm to great grainy effect to evoke the ā70s and Super 8mm home movies shot during that decade provide lovely punctuation. The other key asset to the film isĀ Warren Ellisā score, which starts out pensive and quietly troubling before shifting almost imperceptibly into a much more emotional vein with the surge of feeling that accompanies the forward time jumps.
While it could use a less generic international title thatās not also a well-known Stephen Sondheim song,Ā Iām Still HereĀ is a gripping, profoundly touching film with a deep well of pathos. Itās one of Sallesā best.
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Oscars: Brazil Submits Walter Salles Picture āIām Still Hereā To Best International Feature Film Race

Brazil has selected Walter Sallesā well-received comeback feature Iām Still Here to represent it in the Best International Feature Film at the 97th Academy Awards.
The picture stars Fernanda Torres as the real-life figure of Eunice Paiva, whose husband Rubens Paiva disappeared in the early years of the 1964 to 1985 Brazilian military dictatorship.
It enjoyed a buzzy world premiere in Venice in Competition, receiving a 10-minute ovation and going on to win Best Screenplay for Heitor Lorega and Murilo Hauser.
The film has since made its North American premiere in Toronto and is playing in San Sebastian this week, with lots of awards season chatter in the backdrop.
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