#heehee im losing it

[jzmn8r]

buckle up everybody. i rememberd i have a spiderman tab open on tumblr.

[birdyverdie]

Heehee they share some flapjacks together <3

(Based on a scene from @coffee-in-veins RRR fic <3!!)

Ya know the drill: cleaner version on my Pillowfort

[cherry-bomb-ships]

The fucking autism pitfall of getting obsessed with a character who talks a certain way and trying desperately not to imitate their speech patterns in ur everyday life

[vampirejuno]

Am I Into This Person But Very Nervous About It, Or Just Going Along For The Ride Because Idk What I Want - And Other Paralyzing Questions To Haunt Your Weekend!

[waitineedaname]

what is hlvrai and please tell me more about this svsss crossover?

hlvrai is Half-Life VR but the AI is Self-Aware and it is a series that made me absolutely bonkers for a solid two years, which is not something most hyperfixations of mine can claim

basically the premise is that a streamer got a special copy of Half-Life VR where the NPCs are self-aware! in reality, it was a streamer and his friend role-playing in gmod and it spiralled rapidly out of control, but oh my god I cannot emphasize enough how funny this series is. there are lines in this series that I still quote because they have wormed their way into my permanent speech pattern. the characters that they managed to come up with basically on the fly are so good, and the ending is absolutely insane

I'm still deciding which direction the crossover should go. I think maybe I should put svsss characters into hlvrai because I do not think hlvrai!gordon would not do well if put in shen qingqiu's shoes. he's so highstrung, I do not think he could pull off the wise master role sqq finds himself in. he would get killed so quickly

shen yuan, however, would be perfect as a streamer slowly being driven insane by his NPC companions. the other characters are trickier to figure out, but I think if I just change which ones of them are aware they're in a video game, it would work. binghe being benrey is too good to pass up, but I think shang qinghua could be tommy, if tommy figured out they were in a game but just chose not to tell anyone. I kinda wanna make mobei-jun into forzen simply because that's funny to me. coomer and bubby.... uh...... get back to me on that. liu qingge could be bubby maybe, and yue qingyuan could be coomer. idk. instead of talking to the system, shen yuan is bitching at his chat, and binghe is like Who Are You Talking To 👁👁 and shen yuan has a heart attack

[forgottenarthur]

The Eagle & the Raven | Arthur & Edmund

It could easily be said that Edmund brought out the worst in Arthur. In truth, it wasn't any particular quality of either boy that made this so but, rather -- at least in Arthur's case -- what his brother represented to him. While Guinevere also offered a challenge to Arthur's own imperial hopes (and, indeed, needs -- Arthur did not believe he would survive his bid for the throne, should it fail), it was Edmund whom Arthur saw as the genuine threat.

Edmund was a collection of powers Arthur could not hope to contest, not really. Edmund was sharper, more calculating, and more educated. He was surrounded by witches, and heathen kings and gods were to be counted amongst his ancestors. He was subtle and slippery and Arthur rarely saw his barbs coming, till he came apart, all unprepared, the sharp sneer of his witnessing father clouding over Arthur's vision like the bright after-image of a blow to the head. But perhaps, indeed, Edmund's most formidable weapon was the one to which Arthur had the least resistance: he was Arthur's brother, and Arthur loved him. He knew that one day he must harm him, if he wished to survive, but Arthur had no desire to strike that blow.

Today, though? Today, he maybe did wish to hurt him. He couldn't say why, precisely, but the mere thought of Edmund pushed Arthur towards fury, and it was a fine feeling. This was how he ought to feel about him: his life would be easier if he did. The boys had bandied their usual barbs, that morning, and while Arthur was still smarting from them (these intellectual blows were always beyond his power to overwhelm), he'd caught the image of Edmund chatting with Aria from the corner of his eye while Arthur worked the practice yard. He'd been so absorbed in watching Aria's smiling eyes, locked on Edmund's, bloom into joy, that he'd not seen his opponent's blow coming, leaving Arthur staggering to the ground at the last moment. He'd lost the round -- and they were still talking as Arthur limped away.

It truly was a wretched day.

Arthur had been doing nothing but stewing since the event, but perhaps the thing that he regretted most of all was that he'd walked away from the fray -- not the practice yard: that was the only responsible and honorable move after his loss: but he could have walked up to Edmund and Aria, might have given a go at making her smile, himself, but instead he'd limped off to go nurse his wounds alone. So sure was he that Edmund's clever tongue would only leave him looking foolish in front of Aria, he'd not even given him the chance -- or taken the chance that perhaps (unlikely though it was), the matter might have gone another way, entirely. In truth, it wasn't Edmund's fault that Arthur had retreated before engaging -- but it was Edmund at whom he directed his anger.

His leg was still sore, but it was well enough, but still when he saw the opportunity approach -- he took it. As Edmund approached to take the last available chair, which happened to be beside Arthur, Arthur swung his leg up into it.

The ministers and generals were gathering, as they often did, for a conference with the emperor following the riots that week but -- they each of them in the room knew -- the emperor would leave them all waiting for hours till whatever time he decided he was quite ready. With the other ministers and generals all cahtting amongst themselves, no one noticed as Arthur beamed at his brother.

He gestured to the chair, grinning smugly to himself. "You don't mind standing, do you? My leg hurts like the blazes. But those're the risks we take, those of us brave enough to enter the training yard."

This was his go-to jibe, but it didn't satisfy him the way he wished, and he swallowed hard, glancing away from his brother in anger. Did she think he was more handsome? Funnier? More kingly? He was cleverer, Arthur knew that, he was quicker, and she liked high intellects. Aria was brilliant, really -- she knew everything about this place, its people, its rivers and its skies. She knew how to make the people love her, too. It was easy to love Aria -- quick wits and sharp tongue and spirited discourse, all. He couldn't blame Edmund if he'd set his sights on her. And he couldn't blame her, either, if she thought him a better match. Edmund was quick wits and sharp tongue and spirited discourse, too, in a way Arthur could never be. But it didn't stop the idea from making Arthur angry. Spiteful. It was an iron band around his chest.

All he did was try his best -- and it was never, ever enough. It made him sad. It made him angry. And it made him glare at Edmund, too, made him glare and cover it up with a glib smirk as if it mattered nothing to him.

He hadn't expected to feel this way, and he didn't like it. He didn't like what it meant. Didn't like how it felt. Didn't like that he'd likely lose this to Edmund, just as quickly as his father's crown. He was about to lose her. He could feel it. Just like he'd lost Eithne. Just like he would always lose.

"Or maybe you were too busy flirting with captives to join us, this morning?"

[valfeathers]

fighting for my fucking LIFE trying to resist the urge to make a million character playlists rn

[bones-n-bookles]

The fact that most of my coworkers are in on trying to nudge me and this boy together 💀

[uniformbravo]

the natsuyuu manga is so funny the volume will be like "natsume grapples with his desire for unconditional love versus his fear of burdening those around him, knowing the more he opens his heart to the people he cares about the more he stands to lose if something goes wrong; these people are the warmest he's ever known and he's the happiest he's ever been and that scares him because he can't shake the feeling that it's fleeting and fragile and could all disappear at any moment, so all he can do is fight to protect everything he loves and hope one day he'll deserve the precious happiness he's been given here"

and then the blurb on the back is like "natsume climbs up into the attic to look for some books, but... uh oh... is that a... g-g-g-ghost??!? things are about to get freaky deaky in here if he doesn't do something... quick!!! will natsume be able to handle it before the clock strikes thirteen, or will he become... gulp... the ghost's next meal?!?"

[altoskh]

Imso tired man. I'm so tired. Why do I work this hard I am so FUCKING over this shit

[oughhowo]

LOOK AT MY GELFLING BOY

finally finished the head so now u guys can see it :)

been working on a gelfling for the past few weeks, hes a dousan gelfling inspired by Dune (started reading the books & theyre good fun lol)

his bigass braids temporary itll come out when im done building the rest of him lol

[dennisboobs]

misery

[recent-rose]

LMFAOOOOO cirrus was never gonna play nice lbr

[blindedguilt]

//Happy 20th Anniversary, Drakengard! I've been fighting to write and finish up my inbox asks before the 25th of Obtober gets here (I have plans and i INTEND to follow through on them), and currently... I have a bunch of drafts :,) I'll get some soon, I promise!! I thought to myself "If I even get at least two done before the month is up I'll feel content with myself" so fingers crossed!! //Anyways, I made some art of the boy to celebrate~

//I'm gonna try a challenge run for Drakengard after this: I'm honestly doubtful it can be done entirely, but I'm going to try and see how far I can get in the game just using Leonard lmao //I'll keep you posted on how far I get fkghsdkghbkdjf

[fagdykebassboy]

goin through it

[callilouv]

you have the same energy as kaveh fr tbh 🙏 ALSO ENJOY HSR OHMY 🥺

istg when i read the leaks of his backstory i just went "damn . hes just like me fr..." HWLJF😭