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[bones-n-bookles]

The fact that most of my coworkers are in on trying to nudge me and this boy together 💀

[yukiwrites]

Heavy Feelings from a Different World

Thank you so much for commissioning me again, @nijitani! Watch out for the sin, ye who enter ;D

Summary: Kiran’s relationship with the other heroes (other men, specifically) bothered Legault to no end, but he knew he had no business gate-keeping whoever Kiran had contact with, but that didn’t mean it didn’t eat him away slowly...

Commission info HERE and HERE!

"What's the matter, Commander?" Kiran asked after Anna made her stay behind following their latest meeting.

The red-haired Commander shifted her weight from one leg to the other, looking at the Summoner from head to toe. "You know, you've changed a lot in the past weeks; you don't even resemble the Kiran we first met."

That made the Summoner flash a shy smile and look down, awkwardly hiding a tuft of hair behind her ear. "Y-you think so? Thank you, Commander-"

Anna chewed the inside of her cheek. "I'll be straight with you -- I don't really care what's your relationship with the heroes, well, one particular hero, is as long as it doesn't affect your work."

Kiran froze in place, her eyes widening slightly. "U-um," it suddenly got hard to breathe, but she managed to lift her gaze to the Commander either way. "I-is my performance lacking in some manner, or-"

"..." Anna narrowed her eyes, staring at Kiran for a full three seconds before a wide smile quickly replaced her serious mien. "Nope! Actually, you've been thriving, Kiran! Whatever's been going on in your private life with Legaul- with uh, your significant other, I know for sure I'd like it to continue! It's making you positively radiant; and that's great not only for morale but for your own peace of mind as well!"

Not realizing she had been holding out air, Kiran breathed out in relief, her face reddening the more Anna went on with the compliments. She smiled to herself, bringing both hands to hide her cheeks as she remembered her beloved and their moments together.

It wasn't like she and Legault were trying to hide their relationship -- they just preferred to keep to themselves more often than not, so the Commander knowing of them wasn't that much of a surprise, though a surprise nevertheless.

For some reason, having her relationship with Legault somehow accepted made Kiran feel warm inside; warmer than she ever thought she would feel while thinking of relationships. She left the briefing room with a wide smile across her face, her cheeks still rosy with the memories of her beloved.

Walking to nowhere in particular (even though she still had to do her daily rounds), Kiran almost skipped.

"Oh, wow, someone's happy today! And it's been HOURS since breakfast!" A familiar voice sounded from somewhere in front of her, making Kiran tilt her head to the side only to find that she had walked into the central gardens. She looked at the man who approached her with his usual friendly smile.

"Oh, Stahl! Hi there!" She grinned back at him, her face reddening yet again. "D-does it really look like I'm that happy? Commander Anna just told me that..."

The Shepherd let out a bark of laugh. "Hah, you should look at your face! It's shining like the sun, and I don't mean that your skin is oily, by the way," he laughed, scratching the back of his neck. "Did that sleeping concoction I gave you work, after all?"

Kiran blinked, searching her memory for said potion. "Oh!" She placed one closed fist over her open palm. "I didn't even need it, can you believe it? Though the smell is really soothing, so I hope you don't mind if I hold on to it even though I'm not actually using it to sleep..."

"Pshaw, it's fine! I'm glad that you're feeling well despite me having nothing to do with it! And sure; the potion's yours, Kiran! I made it for you after noticing you had trouble sleeping, so keep it if you ever have insomnia again!"

"Thank you, Stahl. I'll treasure it." Kiran placed her hair behind her ear, bashful. Before she started seeing Legault, she never really noticed how many people (be it heroes or askrians) simply wanted what was best for her, without expecting anything in return.

Only after truly accepting that she was just another human being burdened by troubles and expectations whom simply needed someone to rely on did she notice that there were many others willing to lend her an ear or a shoulder to cry on -- many selfless heroes who wished to UNburden her rather than put more weight on her load.

And Kiran was only able to notice that after giving herself into her relationship with Legault -- he made her feel well enough to actually look at other people without fearing that they would require anything from her; to simply look at them as fellow people summoned from another world. Because of him, she was able to notice that she wasn't the only one feeling insecure; she wasn't the only one who was scared to even give a step forward lest it ended in her -- or, even worse, other people's -- demise.

Everyone in that army had their worries. Everyone had their circumstances.

There were kind heroes, shy heroes, awkward heroes, outgoing heroes... Selfless heroes, as well. Stahl was one of those, and Kiran was immensely grateful that he would take a few moments of his day to check up on her and ask her how she was doing. He wasn't the only one, mind, as there were many other of his countrymen who shared his sentiment -- Sully, Donnel, Virion (though he would always come with a very, say, interesting manner of speech that would actually made Kiran turn on her heel and leave rather than listen to him), Libra and Owain to name a few.

Actually, Kiran had been seeing a lot more of heroes lately. She was happy that that actually brought her solace rather than pressure, anxiety and guilt instead, so the more, the merrier!

"Helloo? Anybody home? You're staring at nothing with a big smile on your face, it's making me smile, too!" Stahl waved in front of Kiran's eyes, forcing her to blink so as to focus on him.

"Oh, um! Heehee, sorry about that, Stahl; I was just thinking how grateful I am that you always make sure to take some time to talk to me!"

The Shepherd blushed a little, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. "Me? It's you who always checks up on me-- on all of us! I'M the grateful one to have even a little bit of your time, you know!"

Now it was Kiran's turn to feel bashful. "What? I'm not anyone special enough to be thanked just for having a small chat, Stahl!"

Stahl opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. He gulped and tried again. "You're more special than you know, Kiran-"

"Annnd you're dead." A familiar voice sounded from behind Stahl, a shadow moving so fast Kiran could barely make it out before the wind soared, lifting the oh so dear hair.

"YIKES!" Stahl jumped one meter into the air before landing with both of his hands on his chest, "L-Legault! D-don't sneak up on me like that! I thought I had ACTUALLY died!" He breathed heavily, trying to calm himself down.

"Sorry about that; I just can't seem to walk up to people without sneaking 'round -- guess I've been an assassin for too long." The Hurricane replied nonchalantly, a smirk sprouting on his lips.

His eyes weren't smiling, however, as Kiran noted.

"Legault-" She reached out to him, but he simply glanced her way before looking back at Stahl.

"Your Commander or something is calling for his training regimen -- Frederick, is he called?"

Stahl barely got his breath back and groaned loudly. "Oh, gods, it's Frederick Fanatical Fitness Hour..."

"Heh," Legault lifted his chin, "good luck with that, then. S'ya."

Having said that, he simply exchanged glances with Kiran before disappearing again, making sure to only stay enough to see Stahl off.

The Summoner tilted her head to the side, her lips pouting slightly in confusion. "I wonder what that was about... I'll have to ask him the next time we're together." She shrugged, turning on her heel and leaving so as to start her daily rounds.

Stahl, on his hand, arrived at the usual site Frederick used for the lessons, but there was no one there. "Huh...?"

Somehow, the same thing kept happening throughout the day: Kiran would lose track of time talking to this or that hero and Legault would sprout out of nowhere to whisk them away from her with one excuse or the other.

For the heroes themselves, they were simply startled by Legault's sudden appearance; but for Kiran, it really looked like her lover had something bothering him since they barely spoke whenever he scared away the others.

"He was fine just yesterday..." Kiran put one hand under her chin in thought. Something sparked inside her brain. "Or was he? Now that I think about it, this last week a lot of 'unexpected' things kept happening with the heroes around me and Legault was always the one reporting them, though today broke a record... I wonder what's going on? I gotta find him so we can talk this out." She looked around, as though her lover could pop up just by the mention of his name, but no such thing happened. "Legault? Legaaault?" She tried, her voice above a whisper. "I'm not giving up." The Summoner lifted her coat's sleeves, ready to scavenge around for him.

She looked behind trees, columns, inside chests, rooms and even at the mess hall, hoping he would be sharing the afternoon meal with everyone for once -- he wasn't, of course. "Where could he b- woah!" Her shoulders sagging in defeat, Kiran was about to head into the northern garden, close to the hill she and Legault claimed as their own, when something, or rather, 'someone', yanked her arm. She didn't even need to look up to know whose chest she landed on. "Legault! I finally found you!"

"You're terrible at looking for people, you know?" He pressed his lips as though to hide a smile, his cheeks hinting a faint pink, as though he were embarrassed about something. "I wouldn't hide inside a barrel, alright?!"

"Well, I found Nina inside one last week, so who knows, right?" She giggled, resting her face in his chest, wrapping her arms around his waist. "Talk to me, okay? There's something worrying you."

By the spike of his heartbeat, Kiran could tell she was right on the money. But he wasn't about to disclose THAT information so easily.

"It's, uh, nothing. It's silly, actually." He rested his chin on her head, making it impossible for her to look up and see his expression. He then squeezed her in a needy hug, taking her breath away.

"It can't be 'nothing' and 'silly' at the same time, Legault. Please, talk to me? You've been listening to my worries all the time; the least I could do is listen to yours." She insisted. "Besides, I WANT to know so I can help you... I don't like to see you upset." The pout in her voice made Legault close his eyes just by imagining the cuteness, wanting to claim her as his own right there and then.

Something swirled inside his chest, mixing the possessiveness with the desire and the guilt. "I'm not very good with words and expressing myself, y'know that." His voice reverberated through his throat and chest towards Kiran, who slightly lifted her head, only able to see his jawline.

"That's fine, we have all the time in the world." She slipped out of the hug, taking his hand in hers." Let's go?" Kiran then tilted her head to their hill, a wholesome smile fitting perfectly on her face.

That only made Legault feel worse about the ugliness festering inside of him. "... Sure." He squeezed her hand ever so slightly, clutching his heart with the other.

They walked in silence until they reached the tree whose shadow welcomed them under it. Kiran sat down first, though Legault took a moment to follow, chewing the inside of his mouth uncomfortably.

Kiran didn't rush him; she didn't even speak, wanting to give him all the time he needed to sort out his thoughts. "Do you want to lie on my lap?" She patted her legs as though in an invitation.

Legault's eyebrows twitched in emotion, his hand reaching out to her before he could think -- he pulled her to him, stealing a deep and passionate kiss.

"Leg-mmmpph..." Surprised, Kiran moaned his name as he inserted his tongue into her mouth, making her roll her eyes in pleasure. She could feel that that wasn't an ordinary kiss -- that would lead SOMEWHERE. "W-we're outside..." She huffed once he trailed his kisses to her neck and cleavage.

"No one's gonna find us here." His voice was deep, serious and lustful, making Kiran feel all tingly inside. She allowed him to take her coat off before the wind tickled her skin, sort of waking her up from the trance of lust.

"W-wait, you still haven't told me why you're-mmph... upse-mmph..." Her voice was muffled by his kisses yet again, one hungrier than the previous.

"It drives me crazy!" He hissed by her lips, nipping at them as his hands masterfully pulled down her pants, leaving the skirt she usually wore over them alone. "But I've no business feeling this way!"

"L-Legault?" She huffed, her insides pulsating as her brain turned to mush, though her mind did its best to persist in the topic.

He simply lifted her string shirt to reveal her breasts, her entire body shivering with the wind that blew over her bosom. Legault licked her neck downwards to her chest, enjoying how she arched her back in pleasure once he sucked the nipples. "Of course they'd be all over you -- you've been so cheerful and bright lately it even hurts my eyes to look at you sometimes. Of COURSE they would fawn over and, and, hrghh..." he growled, making his way down towards her skirt.

Kiran opened her legs dutifully, breathing heavily with the amount of stimuli. "'They' are, ahh... over me?" She huffed, gripping at Legault's scalp as he put her underwear to the side, his hot breath by her vulva making her gulp in anticipation. "Legaahhn-ult..." She moaned as he licked her pulsating clitoris, his tongue masterfully twirling it around.

It drove him crazy -- but he had no rights to claim that she was only his. Kiran had her own role in that army, and that meant conversing with everyone, men and women alike, no matter what the other party's feelings about her were. It drove him mad!

But he was the only one to whom she would succumb to pleasure like that, -- and in a place like this, no less! -- so that made him feel oddly superior, though the guilt of luring her there simply to satisfy his own selfish jealousy brought even uglier feelings into the mix. He gripped into her thighs as he nipped at her labia and sucked her clit.

"L-Legault..." His name slipped out of her lips as though she begged it, her entire body turning hotter and hotter at every heartbeat -- and oh, how fast her heart beat. "T-this isn't f-fair, I'm the only one feeling g-good, ahhn..." She dug her nails on his scalp, her body shivering with the upcoming climax.

'Fairness', she said. Indeed, he was being far from fair at that moment. To herself, especially, since this was probably what she wanted -- to get along with everyone without the impending doom of her task to freeze her every movement.

And there he was, taking advantage of their relationship to monopolize her!

He sucked harder and harder, making Kiran lose her voice in a strangled moan as he entire body trembled with the delight of orgasm, quickly slumping on her own coat she lied on, over the soft grass. "Unfair, u-unfair..." She rolled her head to the sides, almost delirious in pleasure as she lifted both hands to call for her beloved's embrace.

"This makes me crazy! I shouldn't monopolize you like this, but the cuter you become, the more I want to have you only to myself!" He finally confessed, quickly adjusting Kiran's legs to he could prod his erection by her vaginal opening.

"Is that... what this is about?" Kiran wrapped both arms around Legault's neck, pressing their foreheads together. She giggled adorably, stealing a short kiss. "You're so silly -- there's nothing wrong in being jealous, you know."

"Ugh," he groaned as their breaths intertwined, his erection at the point of being sucked into Kiran, her body hungering for him. "You don't know how deep and dark these feelings run, love."

Kiran weakly encircled both legs around his waist, inviting him in with the most of her weak strength she could. "Well, what I DO know is that I quite like when you're jealous... give me more..." She shyly pleaded, digging her head into his neck.

That made him close one eye for his erection almost hurt in anticipation. "Kiran, you shouldn't feed this -- condemn me instead!" He huffed, inebriated by lust, slowly, ever so slowly putting it in -- her insides still twitching from the previous orgasm.

"I give, ahh... I give you permission to whisk ME away instead, next time... so we can, ahh... work 'through' your feelings, just like, ah... this." She moaned as he pushed his way in, her face so hot she felt like it was about to explode.

To think he thought so much of her to the point of wanting her only to himself! That was so utterly adorable (especially how he beat himself up about it) it made Kiran want to be enveloped into his arms 'till the end of time.

"YOU drive me crazy, Kiran." He barked a laugh as he pulled out before shoving it all in again, enjoying how she tried to muffle her moans so they wouldn't echo through the hill.

"Mhm," she lost the words, her body flowing into the rhythm of Legault's thrusts. "I love you, t-too..."

"Ghk, you're too adorable for your own good..." He thrusted deeply, sucking at her neck so as to leave a mark.

"And yours," she flinched every time he rammed into her sensitive spot, squeezing her eyes shut in pleasure. She wouldn't hold on for much longer due to the previous climax.

Kiran's acceptance of his feelings made Legault's chest feel light for the first time in a while; his body eager to please and make her go crazy for him.

That afternoon was going to be thoroughly enjoyed by the both of them, hopefully way into the night as well -- consequences be damned.