#heartbraking

[herbertlangethings]

let's remember on these handsome guys and their heartbreaking song here right now, stunning Golden K-Pop Times, yeahhhhhhhhhh

[HOTSHOT - Jelly] Comeback Stage | M COUNTDOWN 170720 EP.533

[sethdomain]

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coloring test

[beheadable]

So. The rundown, and an explanation on why I kinda look not great in the photos lol

Long ass post warning

So, we get to the con, we're getting our barrings, wondering where the actor guests are and end up happening upon them in the back l've been vaguely nauseous all day. I see him and try so desperately not to dig my nails into my mom's hand after catching a glimpse of him. Nerves, excitement, little bit of awe because beautiful man hahah

Anyway, maybe three people in line counting us, we wait a second it gets to us and he's like "hey, l'm sorry I gotta do photo ops in like ten minutes I don’t want to rush you guys. But it’ll be like ten fifteen minutes and you guys can come back?” and mom and I are like no worries! He’s so courteous about it and it actually really eased my nerves a little

We walk around! We go back, he’s there and there’s one person there so I’m like okay! Great! I’m not the first one walkin’ up! So we wait a second I’m trying to get my shit together so I can speak coherently and somewhat confidently and not end up quiet like usual, it’s awful sometimes. Anyway! I do great! Normal human I don’t sound weird or however like an alien I feel (I cannot express how much I am not built to do shit like this). I gave him the drawing first thing and through it all was a blur but mom said he called it brilliant twice <3 I don’t doubt my skills but it is still, vulnerable. This one was never intended to be seen by him nor literally gifted to him, I poured a lot of reverence into it I probably wouldn’t have otherwise if I did it with the knowledge that he WOULD see it (difference between, ‘I want this to look nice because he’s going to see it’ and ‘I’m drawing beautiful man for myself :]’)

It’s photo time, I hand mom my bag and the lady at the table (most if not all the actor’s tables had a convention employee with them) took like ten photos. I initially tried to keep a respectful distance because like, I don’t know, I’m not gonna go in for a full side hug or whatever but immediately I get squeezed right into him. Good god. Not to be weird or crazy or whatever whatever but I will never forget how that felt. Or he feels. Or any of that. Yes he is as boney and solid as I imagined <3 but just that like ‘you’re real, and sweet’ is what’s getting me. and. Well, mom said it first but it is true with how firm of a squeeze I got, my future boyfriend has a touch to live up to 😤 (I do wish I was mostly joking, but I’m mostly serious). Truly, I scrunched up in surprise and it took a minute to even fully comprehend the fact I’ve been fully tucked into his shoulder. Gonna feel that hand on my arm forever! Not a bad squeeze! The perfect squeeze, to me .

He is genuinely so so lovely and I’m so glad I actually did this. And shoutout to my mom for being the reason I’m here. And for confirming afterwards to me that I did, in fact, not come off as nervous and excited as I actually was and that I handled it well (I was still clearly very happy to be here, obviously, just, chill about it) (I do not think I will handle any situation well ever)

I’m not proofreading any of this tonight I want to go finish typing up my. Journal. Before I pass out. But. I’m happy! I still have two more days, and I’m chill, excited to continue to have a great time with my mom and enjoy my first weekend away from the grandparents in. Two months

Art I gave him……. I do love this one a lot. And!! In lieu of a ‘proper’ autograph (that was an accident but I truly don’t care) the 31 quote I am going to get tattooed on my arm as soon as I can <3 another reason I kinda had to gift him some art of mine… something of ‘me’ to give to him in return of something of his (handwriting) that will end up on me

I’ll cry about this at some point. I wanted to earlier but I was still at the con and I am such an ugly crier it’s awful. Honestly still surprised how emotional this all made me

[tscacc]

The contact of two destiny

Once friendly

Loved by the pen

Pained by their end

[carracerbarbie]

CHARLES LIVES AND BREATHES FERRARI WHY DONT THEY LOVE HIM BACK

[atomic-chronoscaph]

February - art by Earle K. Bergey (1937)

[loveforbrave]

My face when 'small talk' starts

[nowyouknowandokay]

i promise you, nobody will look at you the way i look at you

[wine-wrtj]

Do you ever start a fanfic that is so good you stop breathing?

[swamp-tastic]

Just finished my latest Unicorn Overlord run. It's the bad end one! The grinding was pretty tedious, but all in all it took about 12 hours, so whatever. It's all worth it for [SPOILER]

Wish that character would at the very least be mentioned in the normal ending too, considering who they are.

[herbertlangethings]

Wanna One_Spring Breeze│2018 MAMA in HONG KONG 181214

K-POP AS ITS BEST, what a hearttouching and -breaking song here right now, legendary performed from our incredible boys, must cry all time after looking, uuuffffffffffffffff

[cambriancutie]

avaug cambrianevil

skinny, white, bald, hates colors and music and

just a peek into this dark twisted alternate reality

[beheadable]

What the fuck did I wake up to it’s seven in the morning I can’t handle this

[tscacc]

A love that couldn’t last

A bond that grew in shadows, bright and rare,

Love’s quiet bloom beneath the starry glare.

Over time, the friendship turned to something more,

Vivid dreams and feelings they couldn’t ignore.

Every moment felt like it was meant to be,

The world conspired to keep them from being free.

How could they find a time that was just right?

As their hearts yearned, fate kept them out of sight.

The right person at the wrong moment’s cost,

Clouds of doubt and distance left them lost.

Only in their dreams did the love feel real,

Undying hope in hearts that would not heal.

Lingering moments when they’d nearly find,

Days would come when they would almost touch,

Not quite together, but loving so much.

Overlapping stars, yet still out of grasp,

Though the stars aligned, their love could not last.

Lingered dreams where hopes and shadows played,

All they wanted was just a single day.

Still, their love remained a fleeting glow,

Time’s cruel game was all that they would know.

[swans-chirping-in-the-distance]

I JUST REWATCHED OPAL. WHEN I TELL YOU I CHOKED AT THE "we see you opal" OH MY GOSH

[leaveme2rottt]

I found your purpose, you are supposed to show me what I really am.