gavehope-a
chastain's heart.
370 posts
nic nevin of the resident. by zanza.
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
𝑰 𝑯𝑶𝑷𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 .    (   sentence  starters  originating  from  season  two  of  syfy’s  ‘ wynonna earp ’ .   adjust  pronouns  as  necessary ,  heavy  warning  for  mature  themes !   )
❛  you  truly  are  a  monster .  ❜ ❛  now ,  don’t  get  all  emotional  on  me .  ❜ ❛  you  have  amazing  taste  in  underwear .  ❜ ❛  my  poor ,  brave  baby .  ❜ ❛  when  did  you  become  such  a  prude ?  ❜ ❛  it’s  called  being  a  gentleman .  ❜ ❛  how  are  you  holding  up ?  ❜ ❛  i’ll  have  you  know  i’m  kind  of  a  big  deal  around  here .  ❜ ❛  you’re  gonna  need  me .  ❜ ❛  aw ,  you  did  math .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you  to  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  you  couldn’t  stop  me  if  you  tried .  ❜ ❛  better  nut  up  and  decide  who  you  can  trust .  ❜ ❛  if  you  want  me  to  trust  you ,  you’re  gonna  have  to  tell  me  the  plan .  ❜ ❛  you  stay  put ,  okay ?  ❜ ❛  there  is  a  possibility  i  am  now  hallucinating .  ❜ ❛  it’s  my  turn ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  who  are  you ?  you  know  what ,  i  don’t  care .  we’ve  gotta  go .  ❜ ❛  somebody  has  to  pay ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  could  come  in  …  i’m  gonna  take  a  shower .  ❜ ❛  they  should  be  scared  of  me .  ❜ ❛  remember  who  the  real  enemy  is .  ❜ ❛  this  is  the  worst .  ❜ ❛  i  love  watching  you  work .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  shut  me  out .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sitting  right  here ,  there’s  no  need  to  holler .  ❜ ❛  what  do  you  even  do  around  here ,  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  anything  to  say  for  yourself ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  such  an  asshole ,  i  don’t  know  why  i  brought  that  up .  ❜ ❛  what’s  in  it  for  you ?  ❜ ❛  how  are  you  doing ?  still  having  fun ?  ❜ ❛  so  many  jokes ,  i  can’t  even  choose .  ❜ ❛  THIS  is  your  breaking  point ?  ❜ ❛  this  might  be  a  shitshow ,  but  it’s  OUR  shitshow .  ❜ ❛  sometimes ,  it’s  good  to  say  goodbye .  ❜ ❛  we  never  lied  to  each  other ,  you’re  free  to  kiss  whoever  you  like .  ❜ ❛  how  do  you  do  that ?  turn  your  feelings  on  and  off  like  a  fucking  robot ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  get  you  somewhere  safe .  ❜ ❛  i  feel  like  i  might’ve  lost  the  plot  a  bit .  ❜ ❛  all  i  dream  of  is  not  having  to  run  anymore .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  wanna  die .  ❜ ❛  this  is  what  i  bring  to  the  team .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  if  i  should  be  frightened  or  jealous .  ❜ ❛  you  wore  suede ?  what  is  it ,  your  first  day ?  ❜ ❛  to  add  insult  to  injury ,  you’re  stuck  with  me .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  like  being  blackmailed .  ❜ ❛  i’m  tired  of  running  and  hiding  …  and  then  running  again .  ❜ ❛  we’re  buying  better  bourbon .  case  closed .  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  was  never  anything  but  proud  of  you .  ❜ ❛  oh ,  i  like  when  you’re  scary .  ❜ ❛  are  you  still  mad  at  me ?  ❜ ❛  as  long  as  you  want  me ,  i  will  be  by  your  side .  ❜ ❛  the  best  sex  is  make - up  sex ,  right ?  ❜ ❛  give  me  a  whiskey !  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  am  getting  soft ,  huh ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  i  have  this  gut  feeling  that  something  is  coming ,  and  it’s  bad .  ❜ ❛  i  can  get  you  whatever  you  need  except  time .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  this  time  would  be  different .  ❜ ❛  even  fury  road  has  pit  stops .  ❜ ❛  i  didn’t  know  if  it  was  your  thing .  ❜ ❛  baby ,  that’s  everybody’s  thing .  ❜ ❛  you  guys  need  to  get  some  more  hands ,  so  that  your  hands  can  stay  right  here  on  me .  ❜ ❛  every  time  i  close  my  eyes ,  it’s  the  same  nightmare .  ❜ ❛  are  you  going  to  be  this  much  fun  all  day ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  such  an  idiot .  ❜ ❛  clock  is  ticking ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  how  are  you  settling  in ?  ❜ ❛  how  long  are  you  around ?  ❜ ❛  what  am  i ,  human  tinder ?  ❜ ❛  listen ,  i  love  that  you’ve  got  your  own  thing  going  on  here ,  but  don’t  get  distracted .  ❜ ❛  you  have  my  undivided  attention .  ❜ ❛  two  shots  of  tequila  is  not  ‘abstaining’ ,  it’s  called  being  professional .  ❜ ❛  nice  try ,  but  snitches  get  stitches .  ❜ ❛  i  was  just  thinking  about  you .  ❜ ❛  some  things  never  change ,  huh ?  ❜ ❛  hey ,  watch  your  perfectly  glossed  mouth .  ❜ ❛  i’m  glad  you’re  putting  yourself  out  there .  ❜ ❛  why  is  everyone  so  obsessed  with  my  fun  levels ?  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  it’s  great .  i  could  just  scream !  ❜ ❛  not  bailing  on  me ,  are  you ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  wanna  get  out  of  here ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  drunk  and  you’re  talking  too  much .  ❜ ❛  shady  and  suspicious ,  therefore  gettin’  more  delicious .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  come  so  far .  ❜ ❛  when  you  stop  dating  psychos ,  THEN  you  can  give  me  relationship  advice .  ❜ ❛  let  him  go ,  it’s  not  worth  it .  ❜ ❛  if  that’s  broken ,  you’ll  pay  for  it .  ❜ ❛  don’t  tell  me  how  to  do  my  job .  ❜ ❛  oh ,  you  have  not  seen  harassment .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  keep  your  head  in  the  game .  ❜ ❛  have  you  noticed  any  changes  in  [ name ]  lately ?  ❜ ❛  you  know  what ?  forget  it .  ❜ ❛  i  heard  everything .  ❜ ❛  you’ll  be  broken  enough  for  her  in  no  time .  ❜ ❛  you  look  like  you  had  some  fun .  ❜ ❛  you  are  UNDERESTIMATING  the  day  i’ve  had .  ❜ ❛  are  we  too  late ?  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  i  had  him  right  where  i  wanted  him .  ❜ ❛  this  has  to  end .  please .  ❜ ❛  brave  but  stupid ,  i’ll  take  it .  ❜ ❛  okay ,  yeah ,  now  i’m  sure  i  hit  myself  in  the  head .  ❜ ❛  i  hate  you ,  [ name ] .  i  hate  you .  ❜ ❛  you  think  i’m  stupid ?  ❜ ❛  why  didn’t  you  tell  me  any  of  this  before ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  stubborn ,  i  always  take  the  hard  way .  ❜ ❛  i  wasn’t  expecting  company .  ❜ ❛  okay ,  we’ve  really  gotta  come  up  with  a  secret  handshake .  ❜ ❛  should  …  should  we  have  a  safe  word ?  ❜ ❛  this  was  not  the  plan ,  it’s  too  dangerous .  ❜ ❛  stop  it .  all  you  do  is  play  games .  i  don’t  like  your  games .  ❜ ❛  i’m  trying  to  rescue  you ,  let’s  go .  ❜ ❛  doesn’t  anybody  have  any  faith  in  me ?  ❜ ❛  how  do  you  know  you  weren’t  followed ?  ❜ ❛  i  think  you  should  get  out  of  here .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  a  bad  person .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  a  bad  person ,  and  if  you  know  what’s  good  for  you ,  you’ll  stop  treating  me  like  one .  ❜ ❛  the  power  of  suggestion  is  a  formidable  thing .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  i  know  what  i  saw .  ❜ ❛  i  told  you  to  wait .  ❜ ❛  bad  news ,  they  ran  out  of  pumpkin  spice .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  tying  a  cherry  stem  into  a  knot  with  my  tongue  was  a  cool  party  trick .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  ready .  you’ll  never  be  ready .  ❜ ❛  you’ll  never  be  locked  up  again .  ❜ ❛  whatever  you  did ,  i  want  to  help .  ❜ ❛  i’m  exhausted .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  having  any  fun .  ❜ ❛  what  are  we  going  to  do  with  you ?  ❜ ❛  i  salted  the  rim ,  i’m  not  a  savage .  ❜ ❛  are  you  feeling  alright ?  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  wanna  go  in  there ,  trust  me .  ❜ ❛  tell  me  why  i  shouldn’t  kill  you  right  here ,  right  now .  ❜ ❛  you’re  really  mean  when  you  drink  before  noon .  and  you  drink  before  noon  too  often .  ❜ ❛  well  frankly ,  [ name ] ,  the  situation  is  balls .  ❜ ❛  horrible  deeds  have  been  committed  here .  ❜ ❛  have  you  done  bad  things ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  get  you  straight  home  to  bed .  ❜ ❛  …  i  said  i  was  sorry .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  be  anything  you  want  me  to  be .  ❜ ❛  i  might’ve  caused  some  trouble .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  dark  corners  that  you  haven’t  explored  yet .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  enough  to  save  you ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  okay ,  are  we  having  a  moment ?  ❜ ❛  there’s  only  one  way  to  make  it  stop  and  you  know  what  it  is ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  history  books  will  have  no  mention  of  our  names  or  our  deeds .  ❜ ❛  i  know  you  need  space  and  i  really  tried  to  stay  away ,  but  i  got  worried .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  you  now ,  okay ?  i  swear  i’ve  got  you .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  made  an  enemy  this  friday .  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  would  never  say  something  like  that .  ❜ ❛  i’d  say  ‘make  your  peace’ ,  but  i  hope  you  never  find  any .  ❜ ❛  i  would  shoot  anybody  for  you .  ❜ ❛  i  knew  you’d  rescue  me .  ❜ ❛  i  have  enough  friends .  ❜ ❛  you  know ,  i’m  here  for  you .  now  and  forever .  ❜ ❛  we’re  all  on  the  same  team ,  now ,  right ?  ❜ ❛  you  can’t  just  ‘nope’  this  away !  ‘nope’  is  not  a  viable  plan .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  take  a  day  off .  ❜ ❛  if  it  sounds  like  a  hippie  hemorrhoid  cream ,  i  don’t  want  it  in  my  cup .  ❜ ❛  you  practice  those  googly  eyes  in  the  mirror ,  or  just  …  natural  talent ?  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  get  in  here ?  ❜ ❛  stop  pushing  me .  and  while  you’re  at  it ,  stop  judging  me .  ❜ ❛  i  remember  every  second  i  was  with  you .  every  touch ,  every  kiss  …    ❜ ❛  did  i  just  pass  out ?  ❜ ❛  i  think  we’ve  been  asleep  for  a  long - ass  time .  ❜ ❛  time  is  running  out .  ❜ ❛  you  haven’t  been  paying  attention .  ❜ ❛  goodie ,  i  love  conditions .  they  really  turn  my  crank .  ❜ ❛  you’re  amazing .  ❜ ❛  you  do  not  want  to  cross  that  line .  ❜ ❛  everybody  keeps  talking  to  me  like  i’m  an  idiot .  ❜ ❛  i  know  what  i  want .  ❜ ❛  you  shot  me ,  you  bitch !  ❜ ❛  i  have  something  to  tell  you ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  like  this ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  know  we’re  gonna  have  to  talk  about  this  eventually ,  right ?  ❜ ❛  room  down  there  for  one  more ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  saying  it’s  gonna  be  okay .  i’m  just  saying  …  i’m  here .  ❜ ❛  i  am  all  in .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  thank  god  you’re  here .  ❜ ❛  it’s  for  your  protection .  ❜ ❛  if  you  have  nothing  to  hide ,  what’s  the  problem ?  ❜ ❛  sorry ,  i  don’t  have  time  to  play  nice  anymore .  ❜ ❛  usually  she’s  a  fun  bitch ,  not  a  bitch  bitch .  ❜ ❛  wake  up .  [ name ] ,  wake  up .  ❜ ❛  evil  sniffs  out  evil .  ❜ ❛  you’re  very  nice ,  thank  you  for  that .  ❜ ❛  i  wonder  how  many  generations  have  surveyed  this  land .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  starting  to  settle  in .  ❜ ❛  don’t  shoot ,  i’m  just  the  messenger .  ❜ ❛  it  was  a  long  time  ago .  ❜ ❛  you  are  kicking  ass  at  not  helping  right  now ,  you  know ?  ❜ ❛  we  should  talk .  ❜ ❛  you  are  such  an  asshole .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  hey .  i  need  a  favor .  ❜ ❛  i  told  you  not  to  make  this  weird .  ❜ ❛  i  hate  doing  everything  sober .  ❜ ❛  pace  yourself ,  there’s  SO  much  more  to  judge .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  become  [ name ]  by  confronting  problems  head - on .  ❜ ❛  just  shut  your  mouth .  ❜ ❛  okay ,  yeah ,  i  guess  i  deserved  that .  ❜ ❛  see ?  this  is  what  you  get  when  you’re  friends  with  a  nark .  ❜ ❛  step  out  of  my  way .  ❜ ❛  are  we  having  a  good  time ?  ❜ ❛  okay ,  let  me  do  the  talking .  ❜ ❛  justice  delayed  is  still  justice  served .  ❜ ❛  you  are  so  pretty  and  i  like  you  so  much !  ❜ ❛  you’re  drunk !  and  in  trouble .  ❜ ❛  this  whole  ‘lone  wolf’  thing  you’ve  got  going  on  isn’t  gonna  cut  it .  ❜ ❛  don’t  even  think  about  it .  ❜ ❛  did  you  mean  any  of  those  things  you  said ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  lucky  nobody  saw  that .  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  distract  me ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  only  gonna  get  worse  if  you  don’t  decide  to  help  me .  ❜ ❛  you  really  don’t  care  about  any  of  this ,  do  you ?  ❜ ❛  i’ll  be  gone  long  before  then .  ❜ ❛  so  this  is  where  it  all  began  …  ❜ ❛  it’s  hard  not  to  feel  like  an  outsider ,  even  for  me .  ❜ ❛  i  remember  what  it  feels  like  to  be  new .  ❜ ❛  hey ,  don’t  do  anything  stupid ,  okay ?  ❜ ❛  shut  the  hell  up .  ❜ ❛  at  this  point ,  i’m  no  longer  afraid  of  the  consequences .  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  come  by  it ?  the  wound ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  lying .  ❜ ❛  you  have  to  do  something  for  me .  ❜ ❛  why  wouldn’t  you  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  need  you  to  make  decisions  for  me .  ❜ ❛  don’t  follow  me .  ❜ ❛  why  did  you  bring  me  here ?  ❜ ❛  i  deserve  to  be  saved .  i  do .  ❜ ❛  try  to  remember  who  you  were .  ❜ ❛  trust  me ,  we’ll  meet  again .  ❜ ❛  i  promise  i  will  never  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  come  back  to  me .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  eyes  on  the  prize .  ❜ ❛  surely  you’ll  want  to  hear  my  offer .  ❜ ❛  sorry  i  was  a  no - show .  ❜ ❛  aren’t  you  gonna  say  goodnight ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  too  hangry  to  have  this  conversation .  ❜ ❛  it’s  okay ,  it’s  better  that  i  know  the  truth .  ❜ ❛  am  i  the  biggest  cliche  ever ?  ❜ ❛  i  know  what  you’re  going  through .  ❜ ❛  you’re  so  lovely .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’d  never  do ?  tell  you  what  to  think  or  feel .  ❜ ❛  i  never  drink  alone .  it’s  sad  and  depressing .  ❜ ❛  i  would  do  anything  to  get  out  of  here  for  just  one  night .  ❜ ❛  say  something  …  preferably  encouraging .  ❜ ❛  is  this  your  thing ?  cute  but  annoying ?  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  protect  you  if  i’m  dead .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  need  to  leave .  ❜ ❛  you  can’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ ❛  you  repeat  this  convo ,  you  die .  ❜ ❛  don’t  lie  to  me ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  and  me ,  we’re  good  people .  ❜ ❛  hey ,  listen .  i’m  gonna  get  you  out  of  here ,  okay ?  ❜ ❛  sometimes  i  think  you  really  must  hate  me .  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  so  afraid  of ?  ❜ ❛  i  always  knew  you’d  be  the  death  of  me ,  anyway .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nothing  you  could’ve  done .  ❜ ❛  this  can’t  be  happening .  ❜ ❛  i  just  really  thought  i  was  doing  the  right  thing .  ❜ ❛  i  lied  to  you ,  and  i  shouldn’t  have .  ❜ ❛  i  have  never  loved  anyone  the  way  that  i  love  you .  ❜ ❛  can  we  all  just  act  like  we’re  winning  for  once ?  ❜ ❛  i  wasn’t  expecting  you  to  be  cool  about  it ,  but  the  pouting  is  getting  old .  ❜ ❛  am  i  the  only  one  who  didn’t  know ?  ❜ ❛  i  appreciate  everything  you’ve  done .  ❜ ❛  what  are  the  chances  you’ll  sit  this  one  out ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ]’s  never  gonna  forgive  me .  ❜ ❛  you  would  have  done  the  same  thing .  ❜ ❛  don’t  go .  ❜ ❛  i  learned  my  lesson .  ❜ ❛  i  should  have  trusted  you .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  it  was  your  fault .  ❜ ❛  i  plan  to  exploit  you .  ❜ ❛  just  so  everyone’s  clear ,  i’m  my  own  damn  weapon .  ❜ ❛  sorry  i’m  late ,  i  kinda  died .  ❜ ❛  mercy  comes  in  many  forms .  ❜ ❛  i  will  kill  us  both  before  i  let  you  walk  in  service  to  the  devil .  ❜ ❛  if  i  die ,  they  can’t  use  me .  ❜ ❛  i  am  so  very  tired ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  see  you  on  the  other  side .  ❜ ❛  i  care  more  about  this  than  anything  else  in  the  world .  ❜ ❛  you  are  …  extraordinary .  ❜ ❛  i’m  with  you ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  would  you  have  done  any  different ?  ❜ ❛  i  would  have  done  everything  different .  ❜
2K notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 .    (   sentence  starters  originating  from  the fourth  season  of  syfy’s ‘ warehouse 13 ′ .   change  pronouns  as  needed !  )
❛  what  is  it ?  what’s  happening ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  alright ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  wrong .  ❜ ❛  you’re  putting  your  life  on  the  line .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  hold  my  hand .  ❜ ❛  close  your  eyes ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  there  has  to  be  another  way .  ❜ ❛  guess  i’m  not  much  of  a  hero ,  huh ?  ❜ ❛  what  aren’t  you  telling  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  guess  i  should’ve  told  you .  ❜ ❛  i  really  hope  you  can  forgive  me .  ❜ ❛  i  would  do  it  all  again .  ❜ ❛  the  world  is  a  better  place  with  you  in  it ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  didn’t  get  permission .  you rebel !  ❜ ❛  there  are  consequences .  ❜ ❛  right  now  i  wish  i  was  dead .  ❜ ❛  thongs  give  me  a  rash .  ❜ ❛  who  died  and  made  you  boss  of  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  protecting  me ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  said  he  was  gonna  tell  you  …  ❜ ❛  you  owe  me  a  dinner .   a  very  nice  dinner .  ❜ ❛  when  was  the  last  time  you  slept ?  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  keeping  from  me ?   spill .  ❜ ❛  if  you  need  me  for  ANY  reason  whatsoever ,   call  me .   but  only  if  it’s  important .  ❜ ❛  we’ve  been  through  a  lot .  i  think  we  should  just  lay  low   &   take  it  easy .  ❜ ❛  OKAY ,   so  many  questions …  ❜ ❛  look  at  you ,   having  ideas !  ❜ ❛  i  have  ideas !   most  of  them  are  illegal .  ❜ ❛  we  both  know  this  is  about  so  much  more  than  that .  ❜ ❛  real  suffering  is  knowing  what  lays  just  beyond  your  grasp  and  never  being  able  to  reach  it .  ❜ ❛  some  risks  are  worth  taking .  ❜ ❛  no .  you  don’t  get  to  just  quit  on  us .  ❜ ❛  this  is  not  a  debate !  ❜ ❛  you  slept  with  her ,  didn’t  you ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  just  do  this  &  go  home ?  ❜ ❛  for  the  record ,  i  don’t  want  you  out  of  my  hair .  ❜ ❛  this  is  not  how  i  wanted  to  handle  this ,  &  you  know  it .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  turning  back ,   now .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  even  going  to  pretend  to  understand  what  you’re  talking  about .  ❜ ❛  can  i  ask  …   what  happened ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  sure  you’re  okay ?   you  still  look  a  little  woozy .  ❜ ❛  it  went  by  so  fast ,   i  just  …  i  honestly  don’t  know .  ❜ ❛  i  tried  to  tell  you ,   but  you  didn’t  want  to  hear  it .  ❜ ❛  all  this  anger  &  hate ,   it’s  not  good  for  you .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  say  that ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  stop .  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  let  it  go .   i  really  do ,   but  i  don’t  know  how .  ❜ ❛  can  you  feel  my  heart  beating ?  ❜ ❛  what  did  you  do  to  him ??  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  a  better  idea ?  ❜ ❛  forget  about  me ,  just  save  them .  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  just  kill  me ?  ❜   ❛  take  this ,  &  disappear .  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  wouldn’t  do  that .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  see  a  way  out  this  time .  ❜ ❛  i  just  need  you  to  trust  me .  ❜ ❛  there’s  that  smile  …   i’m  glad  it’s  the  last  thing  i’ll  see .  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  …  i  never  stopped  loving  you .  ❜ ❛  don’t  do  this ,   [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nobody  there !  it’s  just  you ,   it’s  just  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  gonna  be  okay ,   okay ?  we’re  gonna  figure  this  out .  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  to  leave .  go .  go ,  now .  ❜ ❛  let  me  help  you .  ❜ ❛  you’re  in  my  way .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  can  you  hear  me ?  ❜ ❛  what  is  it ?  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  no  one  is  giving  up .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sorry ,  [ name ] ,  but  that’s  not  gonna  happen .  ❜ ❛  just  for  once ,   will  you  please  listen  to  me  &  do  as  you  are  told ?  ❜ ❛  you  can  tell  me  where  it  is ,  or  i  can  find  it  myself .   telling  me  where  it  is  is  the  safer  choice .  ❜ ❛  don’t  do  anything  foolish ,   [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  listen  to  me .  we  can  help  you .  ❜ ❛  no  matter  what  they  say ,   it’s  a  lie .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  already  lost  this  battle .  ❜ ❛  i  know  you’re  in  there .  i  know  you  can  hear  me ,   so  please  -  before  anyone  else  gets  hurt ,   let  me  help  you .   ❜ ❛  you  know  i’m  capable  of  this .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  look ,  it’s  over !  ❜ ❛  this  is  over  when  i  say  it’s  over .  ❜ ❛  i  think  this  might  be  the  end .  ❜ ❛  i  killed  someone  i  love .  ❜ ❛  i’m  trying  something  different .  ❜ ❛  i  asked  you  to  leave  me  out  of  this .  ❜ ❛  maybe  just …  coffee ,  next  time ?  ❜ ❛  you  will  never  lose  this  friend .  ❜ ❛  another  stereotype  shattered .  ❜ ❛  does  [ name ]  know  who  you  really  are ?  ❜ ❛  i  know  what  i  have  to  do .  ❜ ❛  you  warned  me .  ❜ ❛  oh  my  god ,  he’s  your  ex -  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  think  that  that’s  relevant .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i’ve  had  this  exact  nightmare  before .  ❜ ❛  do  you  need  us  to  hate  him ?  because  we  can  hate  him .  ❜ ❛  i’d  really  rather  talk  about  this  at  another  time  that’s  not  now .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  here  to  talk  about  my  feelings .  ❜ ❛  you  were  always ,  always  lying  to  me !  ❜ ❛  why  do  i  suddenly  want  vodka ?   ❜ ❛  we  can  talk  about  it  when  i’m  dead !  ❜ ❛  i  knew  i  was  your  type !  ❜ ❛  i  know  you  can  do  this ,  come  on -  ❜ ❛  whatever  it  is ,  just  trust  me ,  tell  me .  ❜ ❛  the  problem  with  hiding  things  behind  glass  doors  is  you  can  see  through  them .  ❜ ❛  i  guess  you  never  really  knew  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  really  wanna  talk  about  this ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  getting  in  touch  with  my  sensitive  side .   knock ,  knock ,  [ name ] .  i’m  home .  ❜ ❛  poetry  sucks ,  because  it  doesn’t  make  any  sense .  ❜ ❛  it  would  be  a  lot  easier  for  both  of  us  if  you  weren’t  here .  ❜ ❛  my  personal  stuff  cannot  get  in  the  way  of  this  job .  ❜ ❛  this  is  cutting  it  a  little  too  close .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  liability  …   you  can  finish  it  up ,  i’ll  wait  in  the  car .  ❜ ❛  that’s  not  even  remotely  funny .  ❜ ❛  there  are  things  that  i  can’t  tell  you .  ❜ ❛  i’m  trying  to  protect  you .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  you  never  even  said  goodbye .  ❜ ❛  you  really  want  the  truth  all  the  time ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  always  scared  i’d  screw  up ,  &  it  made  me  screw  up  even  more .  ❜ ❛  if  i  couldn’t  make  it  work  with  you ,  then  i  couldn’t  make  it  work  with  anyone .  ❜ ❛  trust  me ,  these  people  are  not  your  friends .  ❜ ❛  i  couldn’t  leave  without  saying  goodbye ,  you’d  never  let  me  hear  the  end  of  it .  ❜ ❛  why  does  everyone  want  to  talk  today ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  thinking  what  i  think  you’re  thinking ,   are  you ?  ❜ ❛  we  need  to  stop  cutting  these  things  so  close .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  listening  to  a  word  i’m  saying ,  are  you ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  relentless .  ❜ ❛  how  do  you  know  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  it’s  late ,  you  look  tired .  ❜ ❛  killed  by  a  pirate ?  that’s  how  i  wanna  go  out .  ❜ ❛  if  i  was  stalking  you ,  i  would’ve  known  where  you  were  at  one  o’clock  in  the  morning .  ❜ ❛  what  would  i  do  without  you ?  ❜ ❛  this  proves  nothing .  ❜ ❛  you  remember  me .  that’s  good .  ❜ ❛  i  am  way  past  believing  anything  you  have  to  say .  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i  didn’t  have  to  lie  to  you .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  be  mortal .  ❜ ❛  what  did  you  do ?  ❜ ❛  you  took  everything  from  me .  now ,  i’ll  take  something  from  you .  ❜ ❛  i  won’t  leave  you  here !  ❜ ❛  [ name ]  knows  what  i  want .  ❜ ❛  i  have  a  score  to  settle .  ❜ ❛  you  have  to  go  somewhere  safe .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  be  careful .  i’ve  already  lost  enough  people  that  i  care  about .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  anything  else  to  do  but  look  doubtful ?  ❜ ❛  look ,  i  know  that  you’re  worried .  ❜ ❛  i just  …  i  need  help .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  gonna  let  you  ignore  this .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  remember  much .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  time .  ❜ ❛  how  long  have  you  known ?  ❜ ❛  you’ve  been  lying  to  me  for  as  long  as  i’ve  known  you .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  just  leave  you  here .  ❜ ❛  you  have  to  go .  ❜
2K notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
nic  +  conrad,   nic fixed me.
9 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
NIC NEVIN portrayed by Emily Vancamp The Resident (2018-2022)
495 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
WHY ARE YOU HERE?
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
to voice something. you have a talent for conveying what others struggle to. whether it be through actions or words, communication is undeniably your strong suit. you are considered incredibly thoughtful by those around you. perhaps you have been called eloquent, profound, or insightful. people probably often ask your thoughts, because you have a unique knack for making sense of things. you make the abstract tangible, the esoteric intelligible, the nebulous understandable. you bring into reach what many otherwise couldn't grasp. people seek you out when they seek to understand what's beyond them. you have the unique ability to give a voice and a presence to sentiments others are unable to express. this is incredibly precious. you see, this universe is not something that makes sense on its own—it must be made sense of. for the purpose of comprehending our own existence, we dream up languages, artforms, sciences, philosophies, and religions in an attempt to describe and explain what we witness. by voicing what we perceive, we make the universe take shape. communication is essential to everything we understand. that is how meaning is constructed from the formless static noise collected by our senses. it may feel as if you are merely an observer of life, a spectator inessential to the world you watch, but people like you couldn't be more necessary. the things you voice become real and accessible through your ability to communicate them. you aren't here just to thoughtlessly watch the world pass you by—your existence is one that connects the pieces of an otherwise incomprehensible picture. the connections we can't live without live and breathe through you. every time you understand someone and make yourself understood, you are participating in the construction of reality. but be careful—your ability to communicate so effectively gives you unrivaled potential to manipulate. even that which begins as a falsehood can become reality if it is repeated enough times by enough people. what is spoken into existence cannot always be taken out so easily—so use your voice wisely. remember: you're here to help us understand where here is.
Tumblr media
tagged by: @freak1ish. tagging: @greekdonut, @dochalstead, @detricochet, @colnerys, @interniist, anyone who wants to!
Tumblr media
2 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
That’s what you have to do. Move on.
413 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
77 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
the lil thumb thing / 1x01, 5x03, 5x23
2 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
"i take it you don't mean actual juggling," she notes lightly, taking a seat beside the other woman, expression thoughtful as she considers. "i mean, i've kind of had to. not even just for work, i took care of my sister starting when i was thirteen so... it was sort of necessary, you know?" there's a brief pause before nic offers a smile. "i'm positive you can. there's no way you don't have it in you,"
@gavehope​​ ♡’d for a starter (still accepting) !
Tumblr media Tumblr media
“did you ever learn to juggle?” heather had heard that many people in the profession took it upon themselves, and was partly to blame for the rogue pieces of fruit that kept hitting the floor with a thud every time she wasn’t able to catch it. “do you think it really makes a difference? helps us improve? because i don’t know, i think i just can’t juggle.��
3 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Text
𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑓𝑡: 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒
The following is a collection of lyric sentence starters from Taylor Swift’s ninth studio album evermore. May contain mature subject matter.
WILLOW
I’m rough on the surface, but you cut through like a knife
If it was an open-shut case I never would have known from the look on your face 
Lost in your current like a priceless wine 
The more that you say, the less I know 
Wherever you stray, I follow 
I’m begging for you to take my hand 
I’m begging for you
I can feel you sneakin’ in 
There was one prize I’d cheat to win 
They count me out time and time again 
Anywhere else is hollow
That’s my man 
I come back stronger than a ‘90s trend 
Wait for the signal, and I’ll meet you after dark 
I’ll meet you after dark 
Show me the places where the others gave you scars 
This is an open-shut case 
I should'a known from the look on your face 
Hey, that’s my man 
Yeah, that’s my man
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
You booked the night train for a reason
Your heart was glass, I dropped it 
You told your family for a reason 
You dropped my hand while dancing, left me out there standing 
Love slipped beyond your reaches and I couldn’t give a reason 
This dorm was once a madhouse
Well, it’s made for me 
Soon they’ll have the nerve to deck the halls that we once walked through 
I never was ready so I watch you go 
She would’ve made such a lovely bride, what a shame she’s fucked in the head
Sometimes you just don’t know the answer til someone’s on their knees and asks you 
You won’t remember all my champagne problems
GOLD RUSH
I don’t like a gold rush
I don’t like that anyone would die to feel your touch 
Everybody wants you 
Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you 
What must it be like to grow up that beautiful? 
I can’t dare to dream about you anymore 
My mind turns your life into folklore 
I won’t call you out on your contrarian shit 
‘TIS THE DAMN SEASON
If I wanted to know who you were hanging with while I was gone, I would have asked you
There’s an ache in you, put there by the ache in me 
But if it’s all the same to you it’s the same to me 
You could call me “babe” for the weekend 
We could call it even 
Remember how you watched me leave
You can run, but only so far 
And the road not taken looks real good now 
Hear me out, we could just ride around 
The road not taken looks real good now and it always leads to you in my hometown 
I won’t ask you to wait if you don’t ask me to stay 
I wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles I’m fakin' 
The heart I know I’m breakin’ is my own
Even though I’m leavin’ and I’ll be yours for the weekend 
​'Tis the damn season
TOLERATE IT
I notice everything you do or don’t do
You’re so much older and wiser 
If it’s all in my head tell me now 
Tell me I’ve got it wrong somehow 
I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it 
I take your indiscretions all in good fun 
I made you my temple, my mural, my sky - now I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life 
I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life 
You assume I’m fine, but what would you do if I break free and leave us in ruins?
Believe me, I could do it 
NO BODY, NO CRIME
He did it
Her husband’s actin’ different, and it smells like infidelity 
That ain’t my merlot on his mouth. That ain’t my jewelry on our joint account 
I think I’m gonna call him out 
No, there ain’t no doubt 
I think he did it, but I just can’t prove it 
No body, no crime
I ain’t lettin’ up until the day I die 
Good thing my daddy made me get a boating license when I was fifteen 
I’ve cleaned enough houses to know how to cover up a scene 
She was with me, dude 
They think she did it, but they just can’t prove it 
Good thing his mistress took out a big life insurance policy 
I wasn’t lettin’ up until the day he died 
HAPPINESS
I see this for what it is
All the years I’ve given is just shit we’re dividin’ up 
I can’t face reinvention 
There’ll be happiness after you 
There was happiness because of you 
Haunted by the look in my eyes that would’ve loved you for a lifetime 
Tell me, when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? 
I hope she’ll be your beautiful fool, who takes my spot next to you 
No, I didn’t mean that 
Sorry, I can’t see facts through all of my fury
You haven’t met the new me yet 
There’ll be happiness after me
There was happiness because of me 
I can’t make it go away by making you a villain 
I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night, now I get fake niceties 
No one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you and you know you hurt him, too
All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness 
After giving you the best I had, tell me what to give after that?
All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness. You haven’t met the new me yet and I think she’ll give you that
DOROTHEA
Do you ever stop and think about me?
A tiny screen’s the only place I see you now
I got nothing but well-wishes for ya
This place is the same as it ever was but you don’t like it that way 
It’s never too late to come back to my side 
You'rе a queen sellin’ dreams, sellin’ makeup and magazines 
From you I’d buy anything 
But are you still the same soul I met under the bleachers? 
I guess I’ll never know 
If you’re ever tired of being known for who you know, you’ll always know me.
CONEY ISLAND
If I can’t relate to you anymore then who am I related to?
And if this is the long haul how’d we get here so soon? 
Did I close my fist around something delicate?
Did I shatter you? 
Sorry for not making you my centerfold 
What’s a lifetime of achievement if I pushed you to the edge but you were too polite to leave me?
Do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there?
Will you forgive my soul when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care? 
We were like the mall before the internet 
Were you waiting at our old spot: in the tree line by the gold clock?
Did I leave you hanging every single day? 
When I got into the accident the sight that flashed before me was your face 
IVY
Your touch brought forth an incandescent glow, tarnished but so grand
I just sit here and wait, grieving for the living 
My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand 
My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand taking mine, but it’s been promised to another 
Stop you putting roots in my dreamland 
I wish to know the fatal flaw that makes you long to be magnificently cursed 
Your opal eyes are all I wish to see 
I’d live and die for moments that we stole 
What would he do if he found us out? 
Dare to sit and watch what we’ll become 
It’s a goddamn blaze in the dark and you started it 
It’s the goddamn fight of my life and you started it
COWBOY LIKE ME
Dancin’ is a dangerous game
I’m never gonna love again 
I’ve got some tricks up my sleeve 
Takes one to know one 
Never wanted love, just a fancy car 
You’re a cowboy like me 
I’m telling all the rich folks anything they wanna hear 
You’re a bandit like me 
Never thought I’d meet you here 
We could be the way forward and I know I’ll pay for it 
The skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up
The old men that I’ve swindled really did believe I was the one 
Now you hang from my lips like the Gardens of Babylon 
Forever is the sweetest con
LONG STORY SHORT
I tried to pick my battles ‘til the battle picked me
I was in the alley, surrounded on all sides 
Long story short, it was a bad time 
If the shoe fits, walk in it ‘til your high heels break 
I clung to the nearest lips and long story short, it was the wrong guy 
Now I’m all about you 
Actually, I always felt I must look better in the rear view - missing me.
If someone comes at us, this time, I’m ready 
No more keepin’ score, now I just keep you warm 
Past me, I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things 
Your nemeses will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing 
He feels like home 
Long story short, I survived
MARJORIE
Never be so kind you forget to be clever
Never be so clever you forget to be kind
If I didn’t know better I’d think you were talking to me now
If I didn’t know better I’d think you were still around 
You’re alive in my head 
What died didn’t stay dead 
You’re alive, so alive 
Never be so polite you forget your power
Nevеr wield such power you forget to be polite 
I should’ve asked you questions 
Should’ve kept every grocery store receipt cause every scrap of you would be taken from me 
I know better but you’re still around 
I still feel you all around
CLOSURE
It’s been a long time and seeing the shape of your name still spells out pain
Yes, I’m doing better
I don’t need your closure 
Yes, I got your letter 
Don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled 
I’m fine with my spite and my tears, and my beers and my candles 
I know I’m just a wrinkle in your new life 
Staying friends would iron it out so nice 
EVERMORE
Gray November, I’ve been down since July
I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone trying to find the one where I went wrong 
I couldn’t be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain would be for evermore 
Guess I’m feeling unmoored 
Can’t remember what I used to fight for 
Can’t not think of all the cost and the things that will be lost 
To be certain, we’ll be tall again 
Is there a line that I could just go cross? 
And when I was shipwrecked I thought of you 
It was real enough to get me through 
I dreamed of you 
I swear you were there 
I had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be for evermore
2K notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Are you the fairy tale type, Conrad Hawkins? I wasn’t, but you make me believe.
456 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Text
happy birthday to nicolette marie nevin the actual loml
3 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
CONT.
Tumblr media
nic doesn’t deserve the edge in his tone .𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎 , 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 , 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚗𝚒𝚌 . not her fault the travel gods deigned to gift the weary traveling internist with one final 𝗜𝗡 - 𝗔𝗜𝗥 𝗠𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟 𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗬 before threadbare air forces could touch back down on ᴀᴛʟᴀɴᴛᴀ ꜱᴏɪʟ . shoulders rise around a deep breath & conrad sinks back into the break room sofa . maybe if he 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 , the world will give just a few hours rest .
Tumblr media
“ didn’t even get ᴍʏ ᴘᴇᴀɴᴜᴛꜱ.” not so much the issue as the 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 - 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐃 emergency kit or the uncertain future of his impromptu patient , but it’s something easy . something tangible . something that allows him to find 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 when he lets his head fall to face nic & her eternally - earnest support .“𝗶'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶'𝗺 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 .”
Tumblr media
everyone has bad days,   and it’s not like flying is an altogether pleasant experience as it is,  right?  add in complications and it can be downright miserable -- the sort of thing that could easily ruin anyone’s mood...  ruin anyone’s day.  a soft smile sits on her lips as she watches him carefully,  judging the best way to proceed.
Tumblr media
after a moment,  a hand moves to cup @interniist's cheek,  her thumb brushing tenderly along the skin and stubble that sit beneath it.   “well,  that’s borderline criminal,”   nic notes,  something light in her tone atop the genuine undertone,   “peanuts are absolutely a necessity.”   anything to make the experience easier,  right?  plus,  she knows as well as anyone that the little things can easily make a bad experience worse. 
Tumblr media
her smile spreads,  just a little,  at the sight of a hint of a smile on his face.  that’s progress  --  she’ll take it.   “i haven’t taken lunch yet today,  you wanna go grab something?  then we can check in on your patient.”
0 notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
❁ MIDNIGHTS PART I.
Tumblr media
PROMPT, accepting.
Tumblr media
the question hangs in the air, and @interniist's disposition is a little troubling — nic's not about to deny that. her concern spikes as brow furrows, the gruff response falling from his lips in a tone that almost makes her flinch. "my flight was awful, thanks for asking,"
Tumblr media
a slow exhale pairs with her shifting in her seat, readjusting to better face him as a bent arm sits with her cheek resting in her palm, elbow on the back of the sofa. "a real sunshine-y disposition you've got there, hawkins," nic notes, head tilting a little to the side, "you know i'm always here to listen if you wanna talk about it."
2 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Text
𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒  ( 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 )
part one of prompts pulled from taylor swift’s newest album, midnights. a few prompts might have been split up to make more sense in a rp sense, but most remain unchanged. enjoy <3
𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐙𝐄
meet me at midnight.
you don’t ever say too much.
you don’t really read into my melancholia.
i’ve been under scrutiny.
you handle it beautifully.
all this shit is new to me.
i’m damned if i do give a damn what people say.
all they keep asking me is if i’m gonna be your bride.
the only kinda girl they see is a one-night or a wife.
they’re bringing up my history, but you weren’t even listening.
you weren’t even listening.
talk your talk and go viral.
i just need this love spiral
get it off your chest
get it off my desk.
𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐍
we lost track of time again
how’d we end up on the floor, anyway?
i see you every day now.
how the hell did we lose sight of us again?
ain’t that the way shit always ends?
i lost you.
that’s a real fucking legacy to leave.
𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎
i have this thing where i get older, but just never wiser.
my depression works the graveyard shift.
i should not be left to my own devices.
i end up in crisis.
i wake up screaming from dreaming.
it’s me… hi.
i’m the problem, it’s me.
i’ll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.
it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.
did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism?
one day i’ll watch as you’re leaving, and life will lose all its meaning.
i have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money.
she thinks i left them in the will.
𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇
life is emotionally abusive.
time can’t stop me quite like you did.
my flight was awful, thanks for asking.
i’m unglued, thanks to you.
it’s like snow at the beach: weird, but fuckin’ beautiful.
you wanting me tonight feels impossible.
this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.
i’ve never seen someone lit from within.
to hide that would be so dishonest.
it’s fine to fake it till you make it.
i don’t even dare to wish it
can this be a real thing? can it?
𝐘𝐎��'𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐖𝐍, 𝐊𝐈𝐃
i play it cool with the best of them.
he’s gonna notice me.
it’s okay, we’re the best of friends.
i didn’t choose this town. i dream of getting out.
there’s just one who could make me stay.
i waited ages to see you there.
i picked the petals… he loves me not.
i play my songs in the parking lot.
i’ll run away.
i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this.
the jokes weren’t funny.
i took the money
my friends from home don’t know what to say.
everything you lose is a step you take.
you’ve got no reason to be afraid.
you’re on your own, kid. you always have been.
you’re on your own.
you can face this.
669 notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
This is not your fault.
1K notes · View notes
gavehope-a · 2 years ago
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
PAIN TIMES   ➤   1 / ∞
*   writing partners can reblog!
11 notes · View notes