exo-trashbean

[beheadable]

So. The rundown, and an explanation on why I kinda look not great in the photos lol

Long ass post warning

So, we get to the con, we're getting our barrings, wondering where the actor guests are and end up happening upon them in the back l've been vaguely nauseous all day. I see him and try so desperately not to dig my nails into my mom's hand after catching a glimpse of him. Nerves, excitement, little bit of awe because beautiful man hahah

Anyway, maybe three people in line counting us, we wait a second it gets to us and he's like "hey, l'm sorry I gotta do photo ops in like ten minutes I don’t want to rush you guys. But it’ll be like ten fifteen minutes and you guys can come back?” and mom and I are like no worries! He’s so courteous about it and it actually really eased my nerves a little

We walk around! We go back, he’s there and there’s one person there so I’m like okay! Great! I’m not the first one walkin’ up! So we wait a second I’m trying to get my shit together so I can speak coherently and somewhat confidently and not end up quiet like usual, it’s awful sometimes. Anyway! I do great! Normal human I don’t sound weird or however like an alien I feel (I cannot express how much I am not built to do shit like this). I gave him the drawing first thing and through it all was a blur but mom said he called it brilliant twice <3 I don’t doubt my skills but it is still, vulnerable. This one was never intended to be seen by him nor literally gifted to him, I poured a lot of reverence into it I probably wouldn’t have otherwise if I did it with the knowledge that he WOULD see it (difference between, ‘I want this to look nice because he’s going to see it’ and ‘I’m drawing beautiful man for myself :]’)

It’s photo time, I hand mom my bag and the lady at the table (most if not all the actor’s tables had a convention employee with them) took like ten photos. I initially tried to keep a respectful distance because like, I don’t know, I’m not gonna go in for a full side hug or whatever but immediately I get squeezed right into him. Good god. Not to be weird or crazy or whatever whatever but I will never forget how that felt. Or he feels. Or any of that. Yes he is as boney and solid as I imagined <3 but just that like ‘you’re real, and sweet’ is what’s getting me. and. Well, mom said it first but it is true with how firm of a squeeze I got, my future boyfriend has a touch to live up to 😤 (I do wish I was mostly joking, but I’m mostly serious). Truly, I scrunched up in surprise and it took a minute to even fully comprehend the fact I’ve been fully tucked into his shoulder. Gonna feel that hand on my arm forever! Not a bad squeeze! The perfect squeeze, to me .

He is genuinely so so lovely and I’m so glad I actually did this. And shoutout to my mom for being the reason I’m here. And for confirming afterwards to me that I did, in fact, not come off as nervous and excited as I actually was and that I handled it well (I was still clearly very happy to be here, obviously, just, chill about it) (I do not think I will handle any situation well ever)

I’m not proofreading any of this tonight I want to go finish typing up my. Journal. Before I pass out. But. I’m happy! I still have two more days, and I’m chill, excited to continue to have a great time with my mom and enjoy my first weekend away from the grandparents in. Two months

Art I gave him……. I do love this one a lot. And!! In lieu of a ‘proper’ autograph (that was an accident but I truly don’t care) the 31 quote I am going to get tattooed on my arm as soon as I can <3 another reason I kinda had to gift him some art of mine… something of ‘me’ to give to him in return of something of his (handwriting) that will end up on me

I’ll cry about this at some point. I wanted to earlier but I was still at the con and I am such an ugly crier it’s awful. Honestly still surprised how emotional this all made me

[hooked-on-elvis]

HOW MUCH OF AN ELVIS FAN ARE YOU?

So, I was watching an interview with Bill Belew (Elvis' clothing designer) and he mentioned one time a lady took her panties off and throw it up towards the stage Elvis was performing in Vegas. This is no novelty for me, for all of us I believe, but it always gets me like: 🫨!!! That got me wondering what would you do to show your appreciation to Elvis Presley?

POLL TIME, FAM! Let's work only with harmless options. I want real answers from the fandom. Just out of fun. ♥

If Elvis was alive and you had the chance to impress him (at least hoped to), what kind of Elvis fan would you be?

THINK AS IF YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO THAT THING YOU'RE GONNA SELECT BELOW --- PLEASE, DON'T ANSWER IT UNREALISTICALLY, UNCHARACTERISTIC TO YOUR REAL PERSONALITY.

Tagging: @thetaoofzoe @jhoneybees @i-r-i-n-a-a @suspiciousmindsxo @deke-rivers-1957 @lookingforrainbows @vintagepresley @earthbaby-angelboy @karel-in-wonderland @arrolyn1114 @alienelvisobsession @xanatenshi @lilwulfpresley @eptodaytommorowforever @tupelomiss @ladelinee @elvispresleywife @heartbrake-hotel @whositmcwhatsit @eapep @hey-bossa-nova-baby @iuv0ana @bigdaddyelvislover @leapresley @mercsandmonsters @wanderingelvis @missmaywemeetagain @ahundredlifetime @lett-them-eatt-cake @atleastpleasetelephone @elvislittleone @elvisanddenise @elvisfanandbeatlesfan14 @elvisgirl71 @elvispresleyforever @elvisflowerchild @aliengoth3 @almightybigbrain @presleysweetheart @presleyenterprise

[artistsfuneral]

New Witcher Masterpost

Hi there! I’m Nikki, you’re not so local university student, hobby-author and sometimes-artist. My Witcher Masterpost got kinda long, so for 2021 I’m starting a new one :D

If you like my work, you can support me by sending me prompts or donate 1€ (or more :3) on my ko-fi! 

update: I also have a redbubble where you can buy witcher stickers!

Best of ye old Masterpost:

[Bilingual Geralt]   [Marriage Proposal]   [Oxenfurt Academy Online]   [lo-fi Ciri]   [Witcher Jaskier]

Art 2021:

[What I use for my Drawings]   [lo-fi Jaskier]   [lo-fi Vesemir]   [Impostor Roach 1]   [Impostor Roach 2]   [Adventure Time Geraskier]   [Adventure Time Eskel, Lambert]   [Horny Valentine’s Jaskier]   [Cat Geraskier Comic]   [Trisskel Nap]   [female!Geralt]   [Meet the Artist]   [Dog AU]   [Mermay Jaskier]   [Mermay Geralt]   [Mermay Geraskier]   [butts :3]   [10year Redraw]   [tw3 potion sketches]   [tW3 potion stickers]   [one last time the potions]   [Winx Club Lambert]   [that Jaskier Mug]   [Adventure Time Ciri]   [Bojack Horseman Geralt]   [Totally Spies Yennefer]   [My little Pony Geralt]   [Sword]   [Geraskier Mermaids]   [Things I drew in animal cossing]   [DnD Art]   [some Mutuals]

Fanfiction:

[Vesemir names Ciri]   [Vesemir’s unique Hat]   [Nonverbal Geralt 1]   [Nonveral Geralt 2]   [Geraskier Cuddles]   [Teaching Tricks]   [Summer Romance Lambskier]   [Nightime Laundry Geraskier]   [Sad Mind Jaskel]   [Happy Birthday (Lambskier)]   [Mountain Fix-It]   [Sledding Dog AU]   [Lambden mini fic]   [Geskel mini fic]   [Dandelion’s giant Cock]   [Lambden about Depression]   [Reincarnation mini fic]   [Kelpies]   [5+1 Hand Holding]   [mitski songfic]   [Honey and Gold pwp]   [Cutagens Masterpost]   [Lambden First Kiss]   [Geraskier Hand Appreciation]   [Priscilla&Jaskier Cottagecore]   [Lambskier t!Jaskier]   [18+ Geraskier d/s]   [Sleepy Geraskier]   [18+ Lamskierden]   [Lambden Hurt/Comfort]   [Lambden Superhero AU]   [Shapeshifters]   [Not Witchers AU]   [Bastille mini songifc]   [Cutagen Masterpost]   [Gerlion soulmate au]   [spielzeugkaiser’s Catralt au Story]   [18+ Five Acts of Summer Event]   [Home (Lambden, kind of sad)]   [Heartbrake (Geraskier Multiverse)]   [Volthere/Lambert MCD]   [Jaskier at KM, like a horror movie]   [Ghost]   [Ghost p.2]   [Ghost p.3]   [Crows]   [Foolish Foal]   [Caterwauling Masterpost]   [Quote Paragraph p1 p2 p3]

Headcanons/Ideas/Thoughts/Rambles:

[Buffskier and Eskel]   [Witchers with Prosthetics]   [Jaskier and Valdo married]   [Geralt is Cursed to understand Horses]   [More about the Horse Curse]   [Lambert Twins]   [Growing up in the Mountains]   [Paragraph Prompt 1]   [Paragraph Prompt 2]   [Paragraph Prompt 3]   [Paragraph Prompt 4]   [Paragraph Prompt 5]   [Paragraph Prompt 6]   [Saddle Loops]   [Monster Arenas]   [Dick Pics in KM]   [Aiden about Mental Health]   [Aiden blinks once]   [Growly Wolves]   [Soft Geraskier Thoughts]   [Another Professor Pankratz]   [Peacock Jaskier]   [the Witcher as Dogs]   [modern au Sibling Dynamic]   [out of Sunshine]   [Schrebergarten AU]   [Season 2 fix]   [Dandelion’s puffy Pants]   [Zombie Dad]   [Pavlovian Geraskier]   [Modern AU Snippet]   [Aiden]   [Witcher Proverbs]   [Jaskier’s Witcher School]   [trainee!Lambert Anxt Scene]   [Why Lambert doesn’t like horses]   [Social Media Mom!Geralt]   [modern au idea]   [soft nicknames]   [Geralt imune to poison]   [my cats making sure you take a break]   [Geraskier a/b/o courting]   [au idea]   [human!Roach]   [Lambden Roadtrip concept]   [my Cat Witcher oc]   [Jaskier hurt]   [aromantic!Geralt]   [Hiccup Sorcery]   [Immortal Jaskier]   [somfte Geraskier]   [Shapeshifter au]   [another Shapeshifter au]   [more soft Geraskier]   [sad Lambden MCD]   [more MCD sad Lambden]   [and even more]   [funny Immortal Jaskier idea]   [singlefather Lambert/Aiden idea]   [professor Jaskier]   [Vesemir lives]   [Jaskier fell out of love]   [Jaskier and Dandelion meet]   [Geraskier breakup]   [Geralt knows Jaskier loves him]   [Geraskier talking abt Death]   [Jaskier Headcanon]   [Lambert Headcanon]   [modern au Haunted House Actor]   [modern au alternate Jobs]   [Take your Twink and Leave]   [Bread]   [Pillowy Man Bosom]

20.12.21

[awkwardplantwrites]

17 questions

Thanks for tagging me @sleepyoceaneyes :D

Answer 17 questions and tag 17 people you want to get to know better

Nickname: Don’t really have one?? once in a blue moon I get called Oli (I’m not a fan tho. I paid £50 for the name Oliver and you shall Use It)

Zodiac: Virgo

Height: 5′4-5'5

Hogwarts House: I’ve taken the pottormore test too many times. I usually get Gryffindor or Slytherin, sometimes Hufflepuff. Never Ravenclaw, tho ppl have assumed that at first?

Last thing I Googled: “which scene should I choose"

Favorite Musicians: Rex orange county, tally hall, mitski, anything on alexrainbirdmusic’s channel

Song Stuck in My Head: I can have it all by Big Little Lions

Following: 113

Followers: 64

Amount of sleep I get: oof usually over 10 hours. imma sleepy baby.

Lucky Number: 2

Dream job: nothing I don’t want to work having a dream job is capatilist propaganda

Wearing: hoodie and marvel pj bottoms

Favorite songs: Hills & Roads by Dawson Hollow, Waves by Sleepy Orange, Heartbrake by love-sadkid, Chasing Waves by Vista Kicks, Penelope by Early Eyes, Dream Sweet in Sea Major by miraclemusical, TV Shows by Leisure Club

Instruments: acoustic guitar, tho I played a trumpet lmao

Facts about you:

• weirdly obsessed with Sweden • I have 7 plants (8 if you count the fake) • bad habit of buying useless decor ornaments • last book I read was La Belle Sauvage by Phillip Pullman • one time while camping at the beach I was looking for firewood and found a toy lizard. his name is Gilbert and he now lives on my desk.

Aesthetics: moss covered tree trunks, ivy cascading up an old stone tower, sitting on the couch with a cosy blanket watching movies, late night talks at sleepovers, a puppy chasing butterflies in tall grass, sharing stories by a campfire under a starry sky, that little hedgehog from the Hobbit

tagging: @agnodice-writes @fantasy-shadows @goat--smth @childrenoflight-darkness-nothing @ashesconstellation @twentytwohearts @pe-ersona @sweeetfemme @illthdar @wannabe-word-palace @ditzysworld @pens-swords-stuff @dove-actually @notquitenovelist @lukes-writing @just-another-storyteller @silverartistcat

[nguyenthiennhuong]

Lời bài hát Troublemaker (Feat.Sweet Rush)

Lời bài hát Troublemaker (Feat.Sweet Rush)

All steady up in the club, just swagging doing my thang Popping bottles with models and just watching them drank Partying so hard, the ladies don’t want it to end They looked at me and said, “I heard that you’re a heartbraker” Baby I’m a troublemaker, I heard that you’re a heartbraker Baby I’m a troublemaker, I heard that you’re a heartbraker Baby I’m a troublemaker, I heard that you’re a…

[jungleboy-cruise]

We're snooping on your playlist. Set your entire music library on shuffle and repost the first 10 that pop up. Choose 10 people. Tagged by @bisexy-mess (thank love)

1.) Karma Chameleon by the Culture Club

2.) Hold the Line by Toto

3.) Bad Reputation by Joan Jett

4.) Fergalicious by Fergie

5.) I Want it That Way by The Backstreet Boys

6.) Another One Bites the Dust by Queen

7.) Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley

8.) Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush

9.) Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears

10.) Take me Home, Country Roads by John Denver

I tag @heartbrake @panacottawarriorwoman @younglandsuit @actualpieceofwhitebread @jinbleu @interstellar-existentialist @lordkitteh @shoutingrandomwords @rockabillyactress @piptoe

[taruolentow]

Stuff

I got tagged in 2 things so here I go!!

Rules: Using only song titles from 1 artist/band, cleverly answer the following questions & tag 10 people

Artist/Band: Marina & the diamonds

What’s your gender? Immortal

How do you feel? Numb

If you could go anywhere, where would you go? Lonely hearts club

Fave mode of transportation: Can’t pin me down

Your best friend: Gold

Fave time of day: The state of dreaming

If your life was a TV show, it’d be called: How to be a heartbraker (jk)

Relationship status: Solitaire

Your fear: hypocrates

I was tagged by @muumitonlaakso thank you!!

Rules: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions, then tag 10 people you want to know better.

My Three Fandoms:

1. Haikyuu 2. Hannibal 3. Love live

The first character you loved:

1. Kenma 2. Hannibal 3. Maki

The character you never expected to love so much:

1. Okay I loved them all from the beginning but,, Tanaka? 2. Idk,, Jack? 3. TSUBASA

The character you relate to the most:

1. Shinsuke Kita  2. Margot 3. You or Chika

The character you’d slap:

1. No one,,, just some random guy from the stands i guess ahah 2. Mason 3. No one fuck u D:

Three favorite characters (in order of preference):

1. Kenma, Yachi, Tanaka 2. Hannibal, Will, Margot 3. Yohane, Rin, You, Chika.......

Three otps:

1. IwaOi, Kiyoyachi, Kuroken 2. The 3 canon pairs ahah,, Murder husbands, murder wives, Jack and Bella 3. Tsubahono, Nozorin, Yohariko.. (but i ship like, everything?)

I’m not tagging anyone but please do this if you’d like!!! TvT))

[smartphone-science]

Do you dream about a career of studying animals? Image by freedigitalphotos.net.

A repost of an original article from March 13, 2013. **NOTE: Although this advice is written for those interested in applying to graduate programs in animal behavior, it applies to most programs in the sciences.** So you want to go to grad school to study animal behavior… Well join the club! It is a competitive world out there and this is an increasingly competitive field. But if every fiber of your being knows this is the path for you, then there is a way for you to follow that path. With hard work, dedication and persistence, you can join the ranks of today's animal biologists to pursue a career of trekking to wild places to study animals in their native habitats, testing questions about the physiology of behavior in a lab, or exploring the genetics of behavioral adaptation. This is an outline of advice on how to get into a graduate program in animal behavior. More details on the individual steps will follow, so leave a comment below or e-mail me if you have any particular questions you would like me to address or if you have any advice you would like to share.

Get good grades, particularly in your science and math courses. And make sure you take all the science and math prerequisites for biology graduate programs.

Prepare well for the GREs.

Get research experience. This can come in many forms (such as volunteering in a lab, working as a field technician, or doing an independent project for credit), but as a general rule, the more involved you are in a project, the more it will impress those making acceptance decisions.

Choose the labs you are interested in, not just the schools. As a graduate student, you will spend most of your time working with your advisor and the other members of your advisor’s lab. This means that the right fit is imperative. Figure out what researchers you may want to work with, then see if they are at a school you would like to attend.

Be organized in your application process. There will be a lot of details to keep straight: due dates, recommendation letters, essays, communication with potential advisors… The more organized you are, the less likely you are to miss a deadline or make an embarrassing mistake.

Write compelling essays. Most schools will ask you to write two short essays: a Statement of Purpose and a Personal History. This is your place to set yourself apart. They need to convey your experience with animal behavior research and passion for working with that particular advisor. They also need to be very well written, so expect to write multiple drafts.

Be organized and prepared when you ask for your recommendation letters. The easier you make it for your references to write a thoughtful recommendation letter for you, the better the letters will be.

Apply for funding. This isn’t essential: Most first-year graduate students do not have their own funding. But the ability of a school and a specific researcher to accept a graduate student depends on what funding is available to support them. If you have your own funding, it is more likely you will to be able to write your own ticket.

Be prepared for each interview you are invited to.

If at first you don’t succeed, try and try again. Although heartbraking at the time, it is very common in animal behavior graduate programs to not be accepted anywhere in your first year of applications. If you are rejected, it doesn’t necessarily mean you are not a good candidate. Often it means there is no funding available to support you in the labs you would like to join. Spend the year participating in research and applying for funding so you can reapply next year.

The submission of a successful application takes a lot of planning and preparation. Getting good grades is a continuous effort. Plus, the most successful applicants often have two or more years of research experience. Ideally, you are working on these two things at least by your sophomore year of college. But if you waited too long and you haven’t taken enough science or math prerequisites, your grades are not where they need to be, or you don’t have enough research experience, you can take some extra time after you graduate to take community college courses and volunteer or work in a lab. Persistence and dedication are key to following a challenging path.

via Science Blogs

[beheadable]

What the fuck did I wake up to it’s seven in the morning I can’t handle this

[beheadable]

I am actually literally on the verge of tears in the best way possible I’ll do a full rundown tonight but Brake is so so so so sweet and I was tucked into his armpit for but a brief moment that felt like the most perfect eternity (not to be dramatic)

[beheadable]

At least once every week for three years now I find myself checking the Brake tag on here………. I check his imdb at least once a month as well

I remember, in the first month of my weird love developing (said as if it didn’t hit me all at once like a truck the moment I saw him. I was doomed from the start), I regularly found myself wondering, perhaps hoping a little, as well, if it would all calm down one day. It hasn’t, yet, I add on hopefully. It just lives with me now, present in my soul and brain in some weird inescapable way, I don’t much care anymore, and I’m not concerned as it doesn’t affect my life at all, it’s just weird sometimes. I think this year I’m really coming to terms with the fact that I may have a permanent muse of some sort <- don’t like saying muse for him but it’s true

I am wondering if it’ll ever happen again. I hope if it does it’s about the person I marry, at least, would feel marginally less weird

Weird weird weird weird… the only word I use apparently

[beheadable]

ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴ’ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅs ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ

✦ ᴄᴀʀʀᴅ ✦ ғ/ᴏs ✦ ʙʏғ ✦ ᴍᴀɪɴ ✦ ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ ✦ ɴᴀᴍᴇs ✦

ᴛʜɪs ʙʟᴏɢ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴀᴄɪsᴛ, ᴢɪᴏɴɪsᴛ, ᴛᴇʀғ, ɴᴀᴢɪ, ᴏʀ ᴘʀᴏsʜɪᴘ* sᴀғᴇ. *ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs, ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴏʀ sᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ᴘᴇᴅᴏᴘʜɪʟɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏʀ ɪɴᴄᴇsᴛᴜᴏᴜs sʜɪᴘs, ʙᴇsᴛɪᴀʟɪᴛʏ, ᴏʀ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sᴜᴄʜ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ, ғᴜᴄᴋ ᴏғғ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs ʙʟᴏɢ, ᴛʜᴀɴᴋs

ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ: Oct 28th ✦ @endofnihility

[beheadable]

Lore and Perfect Skin are on tubi now are you kidding me!!!!!!!!

[beheadable]

*collapses into a boneless puddle on the ground* I’m never going to forget how perfectly I fit into him 🫠 my Portman fantasies are fueled forever

[beheadable]

He. Him. The Man

[beheadable]

Godddddddddd he’s so beautiful and for whattttttt. I can’t handle this I also can’t type because my hands are cold joints are stiff. Melts into the floor.