#healthy snacks for pigs

[saraichinwag]

Can Pigs Eat Blueberries?

[jellypiggy]

♡ past vegan eats

[lauriscomic]

Episode: 2 “Banana”

Can anyone relate to me? QAQ

[berrybundtcake0909]

i want to baby a slob sooo bad 🥺

i want to fuss over you 24/7, catering to your every single want -because lets be honest- you might need some healthier food. you might need some exercise. you might need water, instead of beer and soda and those milkshakes that fuck up your tummy so good. you might need some interaction with anyone other than mommy and your best online gooning buddies.

but i know that’s not want you want.

i know what you want. you want to be taken care of. you don’t want to have to think about anything.

so let me take care of you sweetheart.

let me make sure you are never out of arms reach of your most favorite and delicious snacks (who cares if your constant grazing that i not only enable but encourage has you barreling through 3x your recommend calorie intake before breakfast)

let me keep the mini fridges next to the couch, bed and gaming set up, stocked with monsters and red bulls and soda to keep you well energized. (it’s not your fault that all that food you love so much doesn’t give you any energy. healthy food is just so gross. why should you suffer through bland vegetables {yuck} when you can gorge on yummy mcdonalds, and chug an energy drink right after to keep your stuffing/gooning/drinking/smoking binges going!)

let me set up several screens for you. i’ll put a few on the walls, 3 on your desk, and maybe even a projector on the ceiling for when my sweet angel gets too tired to hold their neck up 🥺 (don’t worry, mommy will put all of your most favorite kinds of porn on and keep them running all day long. and i’ll put on some of your favorite game plays on a screen or two as well, i know my baby has a short attention span.)

let me rub that big fat belly after all of your stuffings. i know i can overfeed my precious pig sometimes, and i know that tummy just gets sooo uncomfy when it’s full to the brim. let me help you make some room. (it’s okay if you burp honey. i bet that feels better huh? why don’t you try pushing out some big farts too. promise it will help that swollen tummy feel so much better. then we can fill it right back up)

let me help you cum. i’m sure it’s getting harder to reach, especially since you’re gaining so fast and you have so little energy. (of course i don’t mind!! mommy just wants to see you happy and relaxed. and im sure releasing that big load will help take your mind off of that overindulgence induced tummy ache long enough for your 2nd dinner to be finished cooking)

i want to take care of you. don’t be ashamed love. the more hedonistic, lazy, and unhealthy you are, the more blissful, mindless, satisfied and carefree you’ll be, which makes mommy so proud and so happy.

so don’t worry about anything. sit back, relax, and let mommy do everything <3

[dthefeeder]

Oh baby you used to be on top of the world. An all-state swimmer. You had a toned body all the other girls would kill for. Boys drooled for. But then college changed all that.

You decided not to swim at college, but at first remained active. Slowly though, you went away from healthy eating. More fast food, more snacking in your dorm, more sugary coffees and sodas. Then, the working out slowly stopped too.

Most girls would gain evenly at first, but not you. You gained all in your belly and it was super noticeable. Your abs disappeared by Thanksgiving. In their place was a soft, jiggly potbelly. Lovehandles jutted out from your sides. Thighs thickened, ass widened. Your face bloated.

You tried to fight it. Tried to work out again. Tried to swim again. But it was no use. You were under a fattening spell of fast food. And snacking. Binging. Drinking.

Then one day you sat down in an old desk for class. The only class that used them.

You heard it groan when you sat down, but thought nothing of it. It was just old and a bit rusty. Then, the next thing you knew you heard a snap and found yourself on the floor.

Your fatass had broken a chair. You, the former all-state swimmer. Former, hottest girl in school. You head gasps. Laughs. Whispers. Some guys came to help you up and struggled to. You heard girls whisper what a fatass, isn’t she always stuffing her face?

But something changed that day. You didn’t want to be just a girl anymore, did you? You wanted to be more. A pig? No, even better. A hog. A hog that only wanted to eat.

So you did. 200 pounds quickly turned into 260, where you are now. You’re more belly than girl now. A true hog. Oinking for more.

But you’re not done yet. Not until I tell you that you are hog.

Now be a good girl and oink for me. And thrust yourself further into obesity.

[lexithevalkyrie]

Your new life

Say goodbye to that slim body of yours and say hello to your new fat filled life. This is your reality now. You get to enjoy all the joys of gluttony and fat.Think of all that soft, round, curvy, and bulging rolls. Say goodbye to the guilt about your eating habits and say hello to endless feasts and pleasure you get to enjoy.Say goodbye to dieting, and hello to feasting. goodbye to counting calories, and a warm welcome to indulging your every craving.Embrace your new life of pleasure and indulgence.

Forget about healthy eating, and stuff your face with all the grease and sugars you want.But don't stop there. Why limit yourself to just eating? There are so many ways to expand and enhance your piggy lifestyle!

Why not try laying around and watching your favorite shows or playing video games while having so many snacks around you? You've been working so hard and taking care of yourself for too long. I think it is time to let that piggy side out and have some fun.

Be the fattest pig you can be~

[fatasticfeedernurse]

Missunderstanding

eating healthy? Exercise? Nonono my dear, you didnt understood the kind of dynamic between you and me. We are not working towards making you fat on a long, steady run that will end up in you being obese in a relative safe way.

Ohh no, we dont want that. But...what do we want? The answer, its results!

So what do we do to achieve that? Double, triple meals, loaded with fats, oils and salt, always snacking in between. Not letting you move a single muscle, turn every part of your body that can move into soft mush that will leave you pinned down to the bed/couch.

We want to turn you into a blob quickly, afterall you said it yourself "i want to get fatter". And your eish is being granted. Unrestricted, unrestrained and unregulated gluttony and spoiling, your chest pains may be constant and shortness of breath may be heavy. But we have pills and machines to deal with that. What we dont have is another way to satiate your hunger....so open up pig, this foo wont eat itself~

[pagelets]

Kim Sunoo as your boyfriend

"You're the sun to the moon

You're my ocean, painted blue

You, I'm nothing without you"

Disclaimer: none

- Sharing earphones:

• He's a K-pop master. Well, so are you, but you don't even come close to his level.

• Hanging out with Sunoo is never boring. Besides the super fun conversations, he always shares one side of his earphones with you.

• Now, your K-pop playlist is even more broader.

- Vitamins:

• The vitamin boy needs a vitamin girl, and guess what? That’s you.

• Every morning, you wake up to find that Sunoo has prepared your daily vitamin shot. It’s carefully placed on the kitchen counter with a glass of water and a cute note beside it.

• At night, it’s the same thing. Vitamin C, D, collagen— he has it all, making sure you both stay healthy and strong.

- Playlists:

• Sunoo makes thousands of playlists on Spotify for you. Each one represents how you made him feel in different situations— like a special date or a cute moment you shared.

• Here are a few examples:

"My heart almost melted because of that cute little face of yours!"

Or

"You don’t like mint chocolate? I’m offended! 😡" / "Wait, you like mint choco too?! That’s it, we’re getting married! 😍"

Or even

“Those pancakes were top tier. I’m emotionally attached now”

That’s his favorite love language.

- Mint choco:

• You might not like his precious mint chocolate green tea ice cream, but you still take one or two spoons for Sunoo, just to see his precious eye smile.

• But if you like it, he loves to create evil plans with you to get Sunghoon or Ni-ki to eat it.

- Secret code to gossip:

If someone loves gossiping, it’s Sunoo... and you. You gossip about everything. From your coworkers/classmates to his members and staff. Any Korean gossip magazine would kill to know the things you know.

• You even invented a secret language to talk in front of others without them understanding. Something like the 'Ubbi Dubbi' or Pig Latin.

• The look on the other members faces when they see you two talking like that is priceless.

- Disney movies:

• You go out to buy snacks and then spend the day wrapped in blankets, watching Disney movies while cuddling.

• Sunoo sings all the songs from the movies and always ends up getting emotional.

• Good for him that you always have a tissue nearby.

- Pillow fights:

• Usually, you’re the one who starts it. Whenever Sunoo is lying quietly in bed, scrolling through his phone, you might throw a pillow at his face just to tease him.

• But he takes it personally and declares a pillow fight war against you.

• It’s never rough, though. You have to be careful not to hit him too hard, or he’ll cry and sulk until you give him some love— which, honestly, isn’t so bad either.

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒𓂃⠀⠀˖

Sunghoon version

Ni-ki version

Jay version

Heeseung version

Jungwon version

Jake version

[saraichinwag]

Can Pigs Eat Blueberries?

[toptierteaser]

Fatty Microchip

Imagine, fat boy...

Being unwittingly hooked to a Fatty machine.

A chubby ex-jock, dissatisfied by the layers of pudge he's accumulated onto his once-fit jock body, eagerly jiggling his way to have a microchip installed. A microchip supposedly meant to repress his appetite and encourage healthy living. Tiny cameras hidden at work, at home, in your car, to watch for any signs of fattiness…

But that's not what the microchip is for...that’s not what the cameras are watching for…not any longer, at least…

You see, each of you fatties, each of you lard asses has actually been implanted with a chip meant to CONTROL your weight, to CONTROL your appetite, your self-discipline, your motivation to exercise, your dignity...and considering the potential for the controls to so easily fall into the hands of a corrupted jock, a fit hottie with a vengeance, a muscle stud with a thing for fat boys...well, you could see how quickly the devices could become corrupted...

Now, after a few months of diet and exercise and self-control you were starting to see results. But something has changed. Something has altered. You've noticed you can't seem to be full, no matter what you do stuff yourself with! And you certainly aren't filling up on carrots (unless you count them when they’re in a cake!). No, it's cupcakes you're shoveling in, fat boy! Saucy burritos! Cartons of ice cream! Pancakes for breakfast, corn cakes for lunch, and cheesecake after dinner! Stuffed to the max every night!

What's worse, you have no motivation for exercise! You can't seem to get your lazy, larding butt up off the couch to do anything except to waddle to the fridge in search of more food! You're tubbing up, barely able to fit into your clothes! The buttons on your pants, your shirts are all getting tight! Bunching up and straining against the fat on your stomach and love handles and chest! You look like a tick about to POP, fatty!

But little do you know, as you stuff your face, bingeing as your eyes glaze over in front of the TV. Little do you know as you waddle around at work, as the guys laugh in the corner while you jiggle by, self-consciously stuffing yourself with another snack cake from the breakroom, that the men hired to watch you, to adjust your microchip when you’re feeling lazy or hungry, that they are the ones doing this to you. You had no idea that as you stuff yourself, shoveling in plate after plate at your favorite restaurant, glugging down milkshakes in front of your teasing friends, helping yourself to seconds, thirds, fourths of your buddy’s birthday cake—that behind the screens, a cluster of men are watching you, laughing their asses off as yours threatens to bust the seams of your pants!

You see, because you’ve become something of a guinea pig, fat boy. Their guinea pig. Whenever they see your appetite decrease, these workers flip a switch, dialing up your hunger, watching as you ravenously gut the fridge, cramming in whatever you can fit into your tubbing, insatiable belly! When they see the seams on your pants fighting to hold on for dear life, they press a button, sending your head into a tizzy as you immediately begin to gorge. When you go for a run, they twist your mind, making you doubt yourself, making you self-conscious. As if everyone is watching your juicy tits jiggle on your chest. As if the jocks who pass you easily on the trail can see the way your ass quivers and shakes!

And they keep feeding you, fat boy, making you feed yourself, helplessly ballooning in your own home! Crammed into briefs that will bust at any moment, mindlessly stuffing yourself! Unable to stop, to do anything but succumb, outgrow your clothes, become trapped by embarrassment as your body expands like dough! As you give whatever little control you had over to gluttony, contained and controlled and in the hands of jocks whose lone agenda is to make you thicken like a tubby butter ball. Like a fat, pathetic, remote-controlled toy!

[summitprinter]

Pokimane's Cookie Addiction

Famous streamer Imane Anys, better known as “Pokimane,” had received backlash for the announcement of her newly created snack company, Myna. Critics claimed that her snacks were too expensive for their price and weren’t as healthy as advertised. So, to combat the controversy and advertise the brand, Ms. Anys came up with a brilliant strategy: Go on a Myna sponsored cookie diet for the year. As she announced her plan to her thousands of followers, many were either confused, intrigued, or just didn’t care. None of that feedback mattered to Ms. Anys, who was more bent on proving her snack project to be a success rather than a failure. Ms. Anys should be careful however; the line between ambition and hubris is razor thin…

Much time has passed since Ms. Anys had made her decision to eat only Myna branded products and it seems it has not gone well. Turns out that the cookies she has been gorging on for a year are surprisingly addictive. Less shocking is that eating nothing but high calorie, protein filled chocolate cookies tends to have adverse effects on the body. Yes, gone is Ms. Anys’ thin waist and tight figure, now only cellulite and stretch marks can be seen.

Too wide to go through any doorway and with no hope of ever losing the weight, Ms. Anys must now rely on hired help in order to function. It seems however that her maids haven’t been doing such a good job of taking care of Ms. Anys as they have instead found much more enjoyment from feeding and teasing Ms. Anys, who due to her size, can do nothing but accept her fate as a pile of lard to be played with. Of course since Ms. Anys’ inability to earn any income from both her streaming and snack career, her maids have done the honor of making her a fetish cam model star in order to cover their paycheck.

Under the name “Piggymane,” Ms. Anys has made quite the splash in the BBW cam girl scene, with thousands of viewers tuning in to gawk, laugh, and jack off at the once pretty streamer, now nothing more but a fat disgusting blob. With a portion of each donation going towards Ms. Anys’ increasing waistline, her career shows no sign of stopping soon. Ms. Anys of course isn’t pleased about any of this, but she’s far too fat now to stop it now.

As tears roll down her bloated checks, she wonders what could have been. Her daydreams of fantasy are smashed when the sound of a donation fills the room and a large tube is shoved into her mouth; Feeding time. She begins to cry harder as gallons of liquid lard flow through the thick tube into her tired mouth; each drop only causing her to grow larger. This was her life now. Nothing but forced eating and sexual deviancy. Reduced to a filth covered pig…

Alts: Clean

Clean and Crying

Sweaty

Sweaty and Crying

Slobby

Slobby and Crying

Slobby and Farting

Slobby, Crying, and Farting

[pico-digital-studios]

Into, Across and Beyond! Cast: The Smiling Critters (or "Smiling Buddies")

Please refer to the below post as well:

(Attached link is for both halves of the art, designed by togebora)

A colourful band of friends, these are who you may (or may not) know as the Smiling Critters! Well, they are different in the IAB! continuity than you may know them in Poppy Playtime, especially over in Dimension MP-2021, where their roles are most prominent.

In this universe, they are NOT fictional characters from a TV show or toy lineup, but they are instead real characters in-universe who co-exist alongside everyone else in MP-2021. As it happened, all eight had applied for Bumper High School at the beginning of One More Hero and were getting ready to study alongside OMT!Tails and the ApocalypseTitan kid characters.

Daylight the Pup (DogDay)

The leader of the friend group and one of the most optimistic of the eight. He's shown to be very loyal to his friends, and he's one of the first OMT!Tails passes by on the open week at the school.

Bubba the Elephant (Bubba Bubbaphant)

The blue elephant member and one of the top students in classes, up there with OMT!Tails (mainly in math and science) and Max Cartwright. He's naturally smart and has a really good memory for things, and he's sometimes about to keep check on the below-mentioned petition and see how it's coming along.

Kickroyale the Chicken (Kickin' Chicken)

The yellow chicken member who is full of radical attitude for those around him and can be pretty smug about stuff. Though it does cause trouble on occasion for those around him, he's still got a good heart, and he's a bit of a softie deep down. Though he is the "cool kid" of his gang, he is pretty prone to fear, and is open to asking others for help if he really needs it.

As it happens, in One More Hero, he's the first to come to OMT!Tails and Bobby's aid when Benny starts bullying them for the heck of it (and even had the gall to mock Bobby's all-loving status), and he kept his trap shut when Richard attacked the school in More than One Universe to avoid being noticed.

Picky Patch the Pig (PickyPiggy)

The pink pig member and the big eater of the bunch. Contrary to her name, she isn't picky, but she enjoys lunchtimes at school and usually picks something filling and healthy to have for her daily meals. Of course, she can be picky about trying light snacks or fast foods, due to not wanting to be unhealthy in her life.

Picky is also one of the most optimistic and level-headed in the group, and is there to calm the others down if things are getting out of hand. And out of the goodness in her heart, when she heard that OMT!Tails was off sick, she shared some apples she had picked from an orchard for him to enjoy.

Hoppy Scotch the Bunny (Hoppy Hopscotch)

The green rabbit member and the most excitable of the bunch. She gives a lot of enthusiasm to friends around her, though can come off as loud or impatient sometimes because of this, so she does make time to slow down for her friends.

Of the bunch, she was one of the bigger fans of OMT!Sonic when he was still alive, and aspired to be able to run fast like him, hence her decision to ask OMT!Tails to give running or hopping a shot with her whenever they got the chance to hang out.

Crafty "CraftyCorn" Canvas the Unicorn

The white, yet colourful, unicorn member and one of the more shy members. She is shy around meeting new people, but especially enjoys art and the vast wonders it can create. As an aspiring artist, she finds it very important to share the art she creates with others and finding beauty in pretty much anything around her.

She's the Smiling Buddy who has the most influence in points of One More Hero's plot, as she had heard about the rising prevalence of AI in art theft and disliked the idea, so she enlisted OMT!Tails's help to go and get people to sign her petition to make AI art outright illegal in Dimension MP-2021.

OMT!Tails did find some difficulty in getting all the required signatures at first, but when the alternate crew from the Blur Gang came along, that's when he made excellent progress, and he handed the finished petition back to Crafty at the end of the story for her to put forward. She even painted a picture of him (including one with his nano-suit) and sent it to him as a thank you for what he did.

Bobby Hugster the Bear (Bobby Bearhug)

The young red bear member and the all-loving part of the gang. She's a young girl who shows love and compassion for pretty much anybody, no matter who they are. However, this all-loving status doesn't come without its flaws, as it leaves her vulnerable to bullying, which she wouldn't have made it through if not for people like OMT!Tails and Kickroyale having her back.

In One More Hero, she's the first to see how nervous Tails is about settling into his new school in those next six months, and offers him some starting companionship while he gets to grips with the place. And once she heard about what went down with Uma, she's the first to comfort OMT!Tails once he returns to the school dorms, knowing just how difficult it must be for him to cope with.

Of course, thanks to her being there whilst OMT!Tails was being comforted by the Blur Gang, it meant she also got caught up in the crazy hide-and-seek when Danny entered the room, and then pinned in the room with OMT!Tails when the Blur Gang headed out to shut down Eggman Nega's invention themselves, though she was freed once Tails got his heroic second wind.

Naksh the Cat (CatNap)

The last member of the Smiling Buddies, and arguably the one who's changed THE MOST from his original counterpart. He's not constantly sleepy, but he is selectively mute and hasn't smiled a lot, even when with his friends. He had a rough home life and finds comfort in being around people who genuinely get it.

He does show up to help comfort OMT!Tails after Uma is hospitalised, though due to being more nervous, he doesn't stick around after the Blur Gang arrive at his dorm, though does show fascination when he witnesses proof of the multiverse from them.

Through this knowledge, he saw about his portrayals from Playtime Co. and the horrors of the factory, and isn't afraid to show his dislike for BOTH portrayals, feeling they don't capture who he really is at all.

And in general...

Each of them enjoy being around OMT!Tails and have all supported him from the sidelines in his quest to protect Mobius from destruction at the hands of crazed villains. Though their roles are not as major as anyone from the Blur Gang, Quill Society or rogues gallery, they all still make sure to do their part where it counts.

Small Note

For all you Poppy Playtime fans that saw this post and liked it, welcome to my blog, where I post stuff related to a story based on Spider-Verse, but with hedgehogs, foxes and other characters from the Sonic multiverse. Be sure to stick around here to see more!

And as a side-note to you guys, the Smiling Critters (who I'll admit are my personal favourites from the game) are going to be the ONLY representation of Poppy Playtime in ALL of IAB!. That means the rest of the characters are absent in Dimension MP-2021 outright.

[fortloser]

Hello again! Sooo kinda a personal question but what was yalls childhoods like?

(Also, hope u feel better snipes!)

-Terror

Hallo everyone! I finally got my hands on those portraits! Now most of the others became rather uncomfortable when I started questioning them about their youths. I got answers ranging from “why are you so bloody intrested in how im doing! There’s nothing special about me or my childhood, now bugger off.” to more reasonable explanations. I tried calling Scout on his cellular device but he seemed very preoccupied. Oh well, he’ll get back to you on that, onto the testimonies! Brace yourself friends this will be somewhat lengthy.

I first approached herr Demo, and getting him to open up was fairly easy. His favorite alcoholic beverage and a snack did the trick!

“ It must be me birthday if yer spoiling me rotten doc, I guess I can share something about me youth if yer willing to lend an ear. I grew up in Glencoe Scotland, a great place if you like trails and hiking. Me mum and dad were professional monster hunters and me being the wee little lad that I was wanted to impress em with the greatest catch any child could give their parents, the Loch Ness monster! I did it all on me own but it came at a cost,,”

After that herr demo just stared off in the distance and I made a mental note to ask him more about that later, The Engineer was also very open about his youth! I came to him shortly after dinner knowing he would be busying himself with one of his long-term projects and would enjoy some company, his leg was still a little stiff from a rather nasty fall and so movement was difficult at times. He was more than happy to talk while I assisted.

“Luckenbach Texas, everybody is somebody there. It was recently bought by a goat farmer. Can you believe that? He called himself an Imagineer and after that, a bunch of hillbilly musicians started moving in. Can't complain though, It breathed new life into my home, I hated going back and seeing the state it was in. My mom and pop own a small pig farm there, and I still try to visit though unlike my good-for-nothing twin with his stupid fancy job at “NASA”,,

I don't think I should share his personal frustration about his twin with the public so let's move on, yes? The next day I approached Heavy, he was last on my list and seemingly already aware of me interrogating the entire team, and as he was cleaning his minigun he told me to take a seat.

“You want to know about heavy, Da? Then I will tell you about heavy. Grew up in big town near mountain, you would not know it. Had big family, many sisters and brothers but Heavy was oldest. Family was poor but happy, loved summer, snow would melt and grass and flowers would show, heavy likes this. Went to good school had many friends, now heavy works to give family same life. Doctor is happy  with answer?”

I was surprised he was so willing to talk about his youth, I politely thanked him and left to prepare for that day's battle, I suppose that only leaves me left.

I was born in Germany, my mother was German and my father was Dutch and they both moved to Germany so my mother could be close to her family, he was a watchmaker and she was an artist, this relationship did not last and they got divorced. My motherstayed in germany allowing my father to raise me on his own back in the netherlands. I spent a lot of time in my father's workshop while he was trying to fix up old clocks. I didn't have many friends but who needs them when you have books and wildlife to observe? I excelled in all of my studies and pursued medicine, and eventually ended up here writing to you after I just finished up patching the last of my colleagues.

Stay healthy

With kind regards medic

[scarletwritesshit]

🔬 Dr. Ratio x Ruan Mei 🔬 ...For Science, of course.

She didn’t notice that her robe was sliding down from her shoulders. It wasn’t even tied very well, not exactly serving its purpose of covering her breasts very well. Ruan Mei had other priorities at the current moment in time. For all she could care, her robe could slide completely onto the floor, yet nothing could pry her away from the microscope at her desk.

Ratio still as if this was an unsuitable look for her. She did appear unbothered, especially given as they were both completely naked quite literally moments ago, but he still felt as if it was wrong to leave her in such a state. Ruan Mei probably didn’t even notice. Or care, for that matter. Regardless of what the case may be, he got up from the edge of the bed to help fix her robe.

"Are you making any progress on your studies?" Ratio asked.

"From observations made at a glance, it seems as if you are quite healthy and fertile," Ruan Mei said, sitting back from the microscope and jotting down a few notes. "While you are here, I would like to ask a small favor of you."

"Hm?"

"Your arm. Hold it out."

Ratio complied with her request without a second thought. She pressed her fingers against his wrist and recorded notes with her free hand, likely his pulse from what Ratio could catch a glimpse of. When she was finished, she held his arm out firmly, grabbed a syringe, and jammed it into his vein without a warning. Ratio winced slightly, though he very much knew that it was all a key part of Ruan Mei’s research.

She filled a vial up with his blood before securely taping a gauze pad over the bleeding area. Ratio rubbed his hand on the sore spot and flinched at the sting of pain that shot up his arm. A bit of a nuisance for him, but a small willing sacrifice he was willing to make for her.

"I would advise you to sit down," she said, "I drew more than the first time, and you are bound to become very dizzy within a few short moments."

"Understandable, but if I may ask,” he said, gently sliding her robe back onto her shoulders and around her body, "why do you require so much blood of me?"

"To accurately test your hormone levels," Ruan Mei clarified, "I have vials of both yours and mine, before and after, to give me an insight to the changes our bodies have underwent."

Ratio was starting to feel his body lose strength, so he leaned forward on her chair to steady himself. He noticed the vials of blood standing up on the desk, two marked with Ruan Meis name and two marked with his.

"Are there any other tests that you need to conduct on me for the time being?" Ratio offered, "I am at your service as your Guinea pig, after all."

"Not necessarily objective tests, but an insight into your emotional state would aid me greatly."

"Most interesting, as emotions are more often considered subjective rather than objective in the field of science."

"Emotional perception of a situation has their biases, but as those are caused by chemical reactions within the brain itself, there is no denying their presence. Thus, they are as important to consider as any other variable.”

Ruan Mei glanced over at a stack of notebooks shoved towards the back of her desk. Laying on the top and against the sides of the stack were photographs documenting a multitude of creatures with an apparent gelatinous consistency. Or “snacks,” as they have been dubbed. Though these “snacks” were an example of successfully created artificial lifeforms, Ruan Mei has considered their existence as an ultimate failure.

They were alive. They were breathing. They were conscious. Yet Ruan Mei still felt as if something was missing from their “recipe”. With the assistance of the Trailblazer, she observed that these creations were only capable of feeling a singular, static emotion, an explanation as to why some of them did nothing but cry or scoff, for example.

"You make a compelling statement," Ratio said.

He thought carefully about his next words. There was the physical feeling of Ruan Mei's body that still lingered strongly in his mind, but he believed that she was referring more to his emotional perspective on the ordeal. Curiously enough, the physical feeling of her and his emotional perspective seemed to go hand in hand. The softness of Ruan Mei's skin bought Ratio a great sense of comfort and ease, and being able to gaze upon the bare human body bought him the strangest sense of trust happiness.

This was supposed to be a simple act of assistance for Ruan Mei’s research. Why was sexual intimacy something that he would be more than happy to provide her with again? And why did he only consider such acts with her in particular?

As his body grew even more tired, he subconsciously leaned in closer to Ruan Mei.

"And if you can equate these feelings to sensations, that would be most welcome," she continued.

"Hmm…while in the midst of our act, I felt a certain…pleasure, as one may refer to it as. The softness and closeness of your body bought me great joy, and I felt as if I could trust you with my defenseless flesh.”

Ruan Mei tapped her pen on the desk, listening intently. "Interesting. Do go on."

"If I may add, I would love to experience it you again."

"And how are you feeling right now?"

"...Tired, but still glad that I was able to assist you in some way.”

Ruan Mei tapped her pen on her chin as she jotted down more notes and scanned over her results. Enjoyment of the experiment. A willingness to further participate in sexual activities with her. Most interesting.

Dr Ratio noticed the thoughtfulness in her gestures and expressions.

"Is something perhaps abnormal?" he questioned.

"Not in the context of plausible human emotion, but I am more curious about the significance of what your responses mean for you personally."

He suddenly felt himself become nervous.

"Do elaborate," he said.

"A strong attachment and an eagerness to continue with such intimacy… I do not believe that these feelings in question are part of… routine procedures."

"Well, how did you feel about it yourself?"

"Similar to how you described it. It was as if you were putting my feelings into more concise words. Like..."

Ruan Mei’s voice trailed off. She was beginning to understand what emotions were brewing within her, but the sensation was so new to her that proper words were not yet feasible.

"Like a feeling of not wanting to be separated?"

Ruan Mei nodded her head. Distracted by these thoughts brewing in her mind, she had completely stopped writing in her notebook.

"Yes, that is… precisely what it is," she said.

"Strong feelings of attraction are typically associated with romantic emotions," Ratio noted.

"Is...that so?" Ruan Mei asked, her thoughts finally clicking into place.

"This complex mix of emotions...It’s a part of being a living, breathing human individual."

Complex mix of emotions...Ruan Mei had one solution as to why her experiments didn’t quite net her desirable results. They were lacking a variety of emotions that set conscious creatures apart from entities that merely existed and breathed. A lack of a multiplex conscious, if one may specify.

With one answered question arose many more, and Ruan Mei’s newfound problem was the extent of her feelings.

"Ratio, are you possibly suggesting that..."

"Normally, such feelings are concluded before acts of sexual intimacy, at least to my understanding. If they are indeed mutual between the two of us, then perhaps our little experiment has yielded some rather unexpected results."

"If what you said holds some truth to it," Ruan Mei said, "perhaps...a quick study to determine how true?"

"By doing what, exactly?"

"Just...rest your head on my shoulder for a brief moment," she requested.

Ratio, becoming more deprived of energy by the minute, did as she asked of him and shifted his body weight forward, resting his head on her shoulder.

"Well?" he asked, "how does it feel?"

"It’s...quite nice," Ruan Mei said, gently stroking his hair. "And as for you?"

"Seconded."

"If you agree, then I suppose we have reached one surprising conclusion today."

"If you seek further supporting evidence, I can take you on an excursion often referred to as a date," Ratio offered.

"That would be most...lovely, actually. But not before you rest up. You have just had a significant amount of blood drawn, not to mention the exhaustion is typical among males."

"Noted..." Ratio said, clearly feeling the exhaustion in question.

Ruan Mei slid out of her chair, making sure Ratio was steady enough to not collapse. She swung his muscular arm around her shoulders, and tilted his body weight towards her.

"Allow me to guide you back to the bed. Rest easy, so our results from the date later will prove to be as accurate as possible."

[overthecl0uds]

💛☀️ Habits that help me in recovery ☀️💛

I watch a comfort show when I eat (The Big Bang Theory) or a kid's show (Peppa Pig, Bluey). It gets my mind off the food and the calories and it takes me back to simpler times 🎀

I keep my food in seperate containers or take off the labels. So I can't check the calories anymore. I put them away immediately after I bought them 🧸

After my grocery run, I immediately wash and cut my veggies and fruits. That way I have something healthy to snack on when I feel like it. Fruits and veggies are easier for me than sweets and candy sometimes 🪩

When I feel stressed or under pressure, I go for a run. It clears my head and I feel better about eating. I don't restrict myself anymore 🏵️

When I feel bad about my body, I draw on it with pens or water color. That helps me see that my body is indeed art 🪅

I practice self care, do my nails, skincare, take relaxing showers, journal, create pretty diary pages on canva, do my make up or do my hair and listen to some girlhood music (Taylor Swift, Meghan Trainor, Anne Marie, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez,...) 🌱

[brrrkdslek]

it's the first day of kindergarten and seonghwa is rushing to prepare you, his five year old child, ready for school. he had woken up late since his alarm had been acting up for a while now. you sat on the baby chair and chewed away at your cereal mix as you watched your father trip over dirty laundry and occasionally laughing whenever he said the funny words he himself said is bad.

after what felt like an eternity, seonghwa finally picked you out of the baby chair and snorted when he saw your mouth covered in crumbs. after he wiped you clean, he put you in the backseat and drove you to school. it went better than seonghwa thought as you kissed his cheek and waved goodbye, he was surprised you didn't cling onto his pants and cried like a pig.

you were quiet when the teacher spoke and played with the other kids. you sat at the swing, feet barely reaching the ground as you tried to push yourself forward, huffing as you swayed your feet. "do you need help?" you turned around to see a handsome little boy behind you with a few snacks in his hands.

you nodded and quietly turned back around as the boy put his snacks on a nearby bench and jog back quickly, pushing you forward with a soft push. you giggled and cheered loudly, making the boy smile softly as he pushed you harder and harder, until you eventually fell.

you pull your head from the ground with tears in your eyes as the teacher rushes towards you, but halts her movement upon seeing the boy crouch down and help you up. "are you okay?" you were about to cry but the boy's expression remained unchanging. he got on his tiptoes to kiss the scraped part of your forehead.

"there, no more booboo." you sniffled before giving the boy a big kiss on his cheek, 'thank you, you're my boyfriend now!" the teacher from afar smiled at the interaction, running to get the first-aid box. the boy tilted his head as you hold his hand, "what's a boy... boyfriend?" you giggled, "my daddy says a boyfriend is a boy who cares and loves you thisssss much!"

you used your hands to make a big circle over your head to emphasis. the boy's eyes widen as he asked, "do you like me that much?" "yep! do you?" he nodded and kissed the palm of your hand, "since you like me back, i do too!" the two giggled for a few seconds, "what's your name, boyfriend?" he smiled widely, "my name's yeosang! what about yours, partner?" "y/n!"

after school, you were upset to part with yeosang but exciting thoughts replaced it upon seeing your father waiting for you at the gate with the other parents. you weaved through the parents as he was standing far back and couldn't see you, "daddy! daddy, i'm here!" you jumped a few times before seonghwa noticed.

your father sweeped you up from the ground and tossed you in the sky a few times. suddenly his smile faltered, "why's your forehead red? did you get hurt!?" you giggle and patted his cheek, "it's okay daddy! my boyfriend made the booboo go away!" seonghwa frowned, "what! my baby-darling has a boyfriend already!?" he fake pouted, "you must not like daddy anymore, huh?"

"noooo way!" you squished his cheeks together harshly before pecking his lips, "i love daddy wayyyyyy more!" seonghwa bit back tears at the painful tingling of his cheeks, why do you always kiss him like that? "whatever, he's probably not gonna last as long as your daddy!" he kissed you all over your face as you laughed loudly.

who knew the boy that seonghwa said wouldn't last as long as himself, is standing under the flower arch right now as he had your arm looped around his arm, a beautiful bouquet of flowers in your hand and dressed in white from head to toe.

but seonghwa isn't worried at all. yeosang is a good man, and he knows because he sees himself in him, he just hopes both of you stays healthy together, unlike his late wife, your mother, who passed early on due to sickness.

as you stand opposite of yeosang, you couldn't help but feel yourself grow excited. sure, a lot of relationships are ruined cause of marriage, but you know yeosang is the right one for you. after a while, yeosang takes out a card from his breast pocket and reads out his vows, "...and i promise i'll kiss away every booboo you have, no matter how minor or serious."

you felt yourself tear up a bit after you two laughed, a little inside joke neither have forgotten. ah love, what would i do without it? and what would i do without you, mister kang yeosang?