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Style is the only one who could give Fadel this comfort and safety, the only one who understands that he needs to weep and to be held, to be protected from a world he pretends can't hurt him, to shatter his stoic mask and collapse into the arms of someone who loves him the way he deserves to be loved. Style sees past the mask and the walls Fadel has put up like they're tissue paper, ready and waiting for be ripped open and to free the desperately choking and trapped heart inside.
Fadel thought his love would bring him nothing but pain and loss but Style is too stubborn for that and now he'll never be alone again.
#the heart killers#the heart killers series#the heart killers the series#stylefadel#thk#fadelstyle#fadel x style#style x fadel#thai series#thai bl#thai drama#thaibl#asianlgbtqdramas#bl drama#thai bl series#asian lgbtq dramas#thai bl drama#bl series#gmmtv#gmmtv boys#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#ql series#i am 1000% on fadel-as-a-sub train#he just wants to be spoiled and beloved and treated tenderly and told what to do#he wants to be comforted and ordered around#he's tired of being in charge#he wants a 25 hour nap with his head in someone's lap while they spoil him and pet his hair
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I'm so sorry but ever since that teen Hawks page was translated on twitter I can't stop thinking about it. like. Mera treated him like a person. he was assigned to Hawks when he was already a teenager. did no one treat him like a person before then? was it such an uncommon occurrence that it seemed special when someone did? I mean, they didn't even let him have a person's name. they gave him a hero name, and to the HPSC, that was the name of a tool. of a product. they basically bought a child and treated him so coldly that Mera stood out to him because he treated him like a person. the bars of my enclosure.
#MANGA SPOILERS IN THE TAGS!!#mera is not off the hook for me okay but i can at least say that my feelings about him are Complicated#instead of outright negative#ESPECIALLY since he's the one who pushed hawks into the hpsc presidency#before then i could have excused him as a kind coward but i really feel like president hawks is. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.#anyway i need to finish my hawks hero debut fic i need to finish it right now#writing object in motion like I CAST PRESENT MIC#i must say that little detail about mera being in charge of the provisional license exam bc of the improvements he made to hawks's training#is a delightful bit of lore#i might delete this later idk i'm just FEELING#liza blather#takami keigo#liza reads mha#scheduling this for after the hawks screencap that made me insane again#the irls are so tired of hearing about this man they're like WHO are you talking about rn
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the reason for all the marriage offers isn't because everybody wants a piece of that sweet sweet matoba power but because the old exorcist aunties think it's such a shame that some two-bit soap opera actor is stringing along that nice matoba boy. they just want to help him get over this unworthy charlatan who is clearly never going to give him the time of day. remind him there's other fish in the sea, sort of thing. matoba is taking longer than planned to fall in love with one of their grandchildren but they are not above leaving a little cursed voicemail here and there and one day, their efforts are bound to bear fruit. surely any day now.
#people leaving natori cursed voicemails because they're tired of matoba's pathetic pining is my new favorite thing#like everybody wants someone to look up to...someone they can be impressed by and trust in the composure of#they all want matoba to be that person because he's strong and in charge of everything#but unfortunately he keeps bursting their bubble by soppily mooning over this ridiculous pretty boy idol#the man is on billboards for fuck's sake. is matoba shallow or what? what does he see in this guy?#embarrassing! they all wish he had better taste. he's making them all look bad. letting down the side#natsume's book of friends#horrible exorcists#natsume yuujinchou#my posts#joke's on them though. matoba would not stop being obsessed with natori even were he to be cursed into an early grave
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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#i know i am in a teeny tiny minorityy of da fans but#i am. so tired of v4rric#i'm tired of him being in everything#(tired FOR him too. let the man rest)#tired of him being used to market every-damn-thing#i know I KNOW since almost everybody loves him he's a pretty surefire way to get ppl's attenion#but my interest in the game literally DROPPED seeing him involved#ugh you again#i used to like him!!!!#a lot!!!!#but when i say don't leave a seb-mancing hawke in the fade if you wanna keep liking v4rric I MEAN IT#his dismissive tone and insulting word choice#about telling sebastian his WIFE is (probably) dead sent my opinion plummeting to the depths of the deep roads#(i have to tell sebastian or he'll throw a fit. he'll THROW A FIT)#i try to keep it to myself bc i know ppl like/love him and i don't want to ruin that#bc i understand why you'd like him. i do#but for all the talk of him being hawke's best friend he does NOT act like it if you romance sebastian#not to mention the ''ignoring letters from starkhaven when he's viscount bc he doesn't like the man in charge'' things from trespasser :\#i just want to meet and play with new characters rather than have the same guy shoved in my face every time around#varric critical#(if this shows in the tag and you like him i'm v sorry. i tired to censor)
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Hi🤭👋
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGed83E5g/
You see It?! YOU HEAR IT?
He said he likes to be in control
Can you feed us a smut w dom Lando x younger sis of one of the drivers
Dom Lando🫠
i usually save requests in my inbox until i write them but i just had to share this
making me go feral honestly 🫠🫠🫠 what the frick? lando?? phrasing it like that???? oh my godddddd
#i dont usually go for the like hard dom stuff but like#jesus christ if i had a lando..... he could be as dom as he wanted#dom lando x younger sis of someone is also making me go feral#i also would love me some possessive lando idk about yall#'you're mine and only mine' 'you cant even look at him' 'be as loud as you want baby; let them know who you belong to'#aaaa#and okay on the topic of him saying he needs to be control#it would be so hot to like tie him up or use a blindfold on him.....#him not being able to touch you because his hands are tied to the bedframe.. just whining when you've got your hands all over his body#annoyed because 'this isn't how its supposed to be...'#and then when you release him he just needs to show you whos actually in charge#okay sorry i shouldnt be writing this rn 🫠 too tired#just having a lot of lando thoughts#thank you for this ask anon 🫡🫡🫡 the tiktok vid will forever live rent free in my head#asks!#anon!
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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howww do you manage being crazier than me on my own crazy posts ^__^ you can take yuki btw . i will take that ourple fuck
im evil
#i was holding back my actual inner thoughts would have me tried on (REDACTED) charges#the actual answer might just me being a top though#or at the very not least not believing ryou of all people could ram me into the mattress#he doesnt know how to do that i don't think and he'd get tired instantly#mitsuki on the other hand? id give him a shot#i believe in his capabilities
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I have no idea why Kit is always so straight forward about his feelings and thoughts in fics. Like. Dude. Have you seen this guy.
#'he said ily to Ty in qoaad' he was literally trying to stop him from performing black magic to raise the dead#AND THEN HE FLEW TO ANOTHER CONTINENT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO AVOID ONE SERIOUS CONVERSATION#in sobh julian says kit acted perfectly fine for hours#and then apologized to him cuz the whole time he was 'perfectly fine' he was thinking jules hated him#he just thinks hes too much of a charge to talk about his feelings c'mon#the one time he did it was writing to jace he was tired of being a child and that he was gonna be tougher and stronger#ay mi vido 😭
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love it when they turn down the lights on long haul flights it really puts into perspective that the stewards are babysitting u and desperate for adult nap time
#im on a 10h30 flight and the power sockets and tvs dont work on any of the seats were in or any of the seats around us#literally my brother went ahead a section (like we're at the very back of the plane he went forward past the next set of loos) to find a#working socket so he could charge his battery#the TVs not working means we are stuck with only the things we have downloaded. not such a probby for me but hes only got uh#12 episodes of Jeremy Clarksons farming shit???#i dont know either.#anyway we had a 4h20 flight plus 2h+ layover so the devices are under strain#this is an exhausting flight folks! air india you have disappointed me#the experience in Bengaluru airport was also like.. nasty? army guys being really umm abrubt with us through security#they knew we'd just come off another flight too so ?? unnecessary man. they did the whole fucking rigamarole anyway#anyway i still have 4 hours left and im tired and bored#however i will say thr stewards on this flight have been so lovely i feel bad theyre stuck with this plane cos no passenger would be happy#i went to the back to ask for a little sweet treat and she brought me two then asked me how they were 🥰 love u girl they were incredible#no idea when or if thisll post lol#oh and to be clear the experience at the airport security with the army guys was just us 3. because we were connecting to another flight.
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sorry ill admit it ryuji asking daigo out on a takoyaki date's still one of the funniest bits from rggo
#snap chats#LIKE ILL BE 100 I DONT FW RYUDA| AT ALL BUT GOD THATS STILL FUNNY#imagine hearin bout this bloke kickin all your boys' asses and once you meet him youre just like Heyyy.... Pretty Sick. So How Bout It--#and bruv just looks at you like youre wicked as hell for even suggestin that ENOUGH#kick his ass and get him planted with a firearms charge smh the AUDACITY. of some men#dont go on a takoyaki date with them and now youre in prison for the next decade !!!!!!!#funny as hell that onea daigo's goons was gonna arm him but he was like Nah...... Nah That Aint It....#one timeline or another bro gettin booked with a gun in his jacket thats so goofy#anyway. im gonna attempt to brighten my mood im tired of being downtrodden all weekBYE
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My brother (who is a cop) has a licence plate on his car that is one number away from 1312 (ACAB), so one time I told him he should change it so it says ACAB on a cop's car because I thought that would be so funny, but my brother said "No, I'm not a bastard", which is funny because A) I didn't realise my brother knew what 1312 meant, and B) my brother was conceived before marriage, he is the DEFINITION of a bastard kjdfedseh
#anqels ramblings#eva.txt#anyway having a brother be a cop while being anti-police is very funny and very radicalizing#what. you're telling me I should trust cops when my brother is always complaining about his colleagues being fucking idiots at their job#one time a 10yo crashed his dad's car and they had to call my brother. a novice at the time. to ask him who they need to charge for that.#A TEN YEAR OLD. A PERSON UNDER 14. WE LEARNED WHO GETS CHARGED WITH THIS KIND OF FELONY IN *ELEMENTARY SCHOOL*#anyway I don't think you guys realise but cops aren't required to know the law. just to. somehow. enforce it.#one time a guy ran over an old lady's leg and my brother's intended told him to sweep it under the rug cause the dipshit had connections.#my brother said there were TIRE TRACKS ON HER LEG#he didn't comply thankfully#said he'd rather not bear that sin on his conscience
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i am trying sooooo so so hard to be calm cool and collected i do not want to have beef with Anyone much less a work colleague but this fUCKING GUY claimed sixteen editing assignments for a client that i was told was just for me and now there are none left and i feel myself becoming the joker afdmbjgbk mister zero of baroque works would never
#silver jelly#work stuff#and the thing about this is i can't fucking say anything without looking like i'm Difficult yet again : \#i love my immediate supervisor but she does not handle these situations well i'm gonna get 'well aren't you going away anyway?'#like come ON he didn't take those bc i'm going away and he cares soooo much about catching up : \#i'm so sick of this shit dude. like what i gotta hoard assignments on my day off to do the shit i was told i was gonna get to do???#because he knows there's no consequences if he does whatever the fuck he wants ?????? god fuck these people.#i'm so tired of it i'm quarter assing everything this week but charging for full ass. livid if i'm being honest.
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Man going from the land of snow movie immediately into shippuden the movie really smacked me upside the head with the realization that part 1 nart is a million times better than shippuden nart. And I like older Nart, I really do, I like all the Narts, even the Bort one to a degree(when he's not being a shit father). But like, his immaturity and earnestness and energeticness are all cute and even inspiring when he's a kid. In the first movie I was giggling and cheering the kiddo on. But with 15yo Nart when he acts immature and yells at every little thing it's just like. Dude. Calm down. You do not need to keep acting this way. Like, I like his stubbornness when he's all "I'm bringing you home Sasuke!", but it's a little annoying when he's all like "Why do I have to follow Neji's orders?!" Like, idk, I think just the older a character is the less tolerable those traits are to me. Like it's cute when they're kids but then it turns into falling behind on the maturity scale I guess.
#i have to not start unironically calling him nart.....#anyway. like even his and sakura's banter is kinda annoying when theyre older#like. it really just suddenly hit me that theyre too old to still be acting like this#and maybe its cuz im 24 now compared to being like. 14 and watching nart. but even tho theyre 15. they just feel to old to act like that#like 12 and its cute and funny. but 15+ and its like. im tired of it man. idk.#like i feel like ichigo's moments like that in bleach dont bother me cuz his freak outs are justifiable and he doesnt act like that 24/7#but with naruto its like constant with every little thing AT THE SAME AGE#and maybe hes flanderized in this movie? idk. its been a while since ive watched actual shippuden.#but anyway. i just like earnest heartfelt dumbass nart that gets hardheaded and stubborn towards villains#not naruto that yells and complains about neji being in charge for. whatever reason? i would think they would be on good terms#after the chunin exams at least.#personal
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"I know that face." Her voice is low, raspy from sleep, but still playful. He floats above her, caught in the act. Morning sunlight slits through the cracks in the blinds he's trying to close. Whatever doesn't fall on his skin lands like patchwork on the blanket she's curled up in, her tired eyes meeting his. "What are you worrying about now, hmn?"
"Ah, désolé, did I look worried just then?" Despite his self-assured tone, his expression betrays his sheepishness, as he ducks down to press a kiss to her forehead, "I only wanted to close the blinds so the sun wouldn't wake you before your alarm. I guess, uh, I woke you before your alarm, instead...?"
She's been so tired lately, is what he doesn't say, so busy and drained of energy. He wants her to be able to rest fully, as much as she needed, in the way where he'd threaten a solar eclipse if the sun dared disturb her on her first day off in so long.
"Taylor, you're so dear to me. Thank you." She says, simply, sincerely. Her smile is warmer than sunrays, "It's okay, you don't have to. Sun's good for me, in the winter."
"Ah. Okay, okay." So he leaves the blinds, slightly ajar. No solar eclipse then, if his love prefers the light. The dark of the room is warmly hued, tinged with mellowed gold. He hovers awkwardly, wings slowly flapping to keep him uncertainly afloat.
Wordlessly, she raises a wing and an arm towards him, an invitation, a request. Slowly, carefully, he lowers himself beside her. With much less care, she unceremoniously tosses the blanket over him so they're sharing, and he grins, ducking his chin beneath the covers.
He lets a wing drape over her, covering his charge, his human, his partner. In turn, she intertwines a hand with him and closes her eyes. Safe, content, trusting.
"I love you." She says, squeezing his hand gently.
"I love you." He returns, and they doze until the alarm wakes them properly.
#written in the stars (stories)#[ rose gold angel ]#[ waxen wings ]#wrote this waking up after all of my finals were done and i realized i had nothing more to do but go back to sleep :'>#(there was a different scene after The Falling; but i want to draw that one so we went with gently domestic scenes hgkjh)#i knew college was tiring but realizing 'it's over. the semester is over. you did it. you don't have to go back' was such a tangible relief#anyway!! agent :) ''i'd do anything for you. if i could miracle every problem out of your life i would. you deserve everything to be easy.'#balanced with his love of humanity. ''i can't remove every hardship. the world isnt heaven; imperfect and chaotic; and humans overcome.#i cannot rob my charge of humanity.'' but that doesnt mean he can't be pouty about it when the world is being mean to me hkjgh#hes so sweet. my darling guardian angel. guy heard ''this is your human. take care of them.'' and took it to the max for real hgkjh.#OH. ALSO SYMBOLISM. BECAUSE HE'S SUN CODED. EHEHEH. ''surely my charge doesnt want to be disturbed by the sun.''#''no my dear i like the sun. it brings me comfort.'' urgugh. love.#using he and she for agent and me can be so funny. like. ''you thought we were a cishet couple YOU FOOL!!! WE USE SO MANY PRONOUNS!!''#we are cishet passing and i think that's amusing. my and all my ocs are all so genderfucked.#anyway thats all hgkjf art time
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I honestly don't know if Ren the diggitydog likes being in the position of power on Minecraft smp or likes being overthrown from the position of power on Minecraft smp.
#> tired shitpost#the idea that he just likes when people want his head on the spike for being in charge is very funny#like yeah of course he loves his right hand#but if someone would look him in the eyes with a desire to throw him off a cliff so he could never feel above them again...#that's hilarious
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