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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly thingsāpost its that say āhi Edwin :)ā. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And itās ridiculous, because Edwinās right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he canāt sort out what the hell heās feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he canāt say right, and because heās a coward, hides them so he doesnāt have to see Edwinās face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like theyāre just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he canāt. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwinās not mad, heās maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knowsāknows Charles doesnāt mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way Iām a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINEā¦ Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how heās faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. heās hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize thereās nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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Bare skin, bare feelings.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#blood#Imagine coming off as homophobic to your crush so bad he weaponizes a strip tease against you.#LWJ is just having a storm of bad emotions. His tummy hurt real bad and he was just trying to be brave about it!#WWX is just trying to be a good bro and heal his friendcrush. It worked but not for the reasons he thinks it did.#LWJ's shyness is also hilarious here considering they have bathed together before. Literally nothing there he hasn't seen before.#Granted it was a few years back and before he was left to stew in his feelings.#LWJ is more focused on his pride than being responsible and reasonable (getting is wounds treated).#His arc really is about accepting that he can't be perfect. That there is importance in being honest and vulnerable.#The tragedy is that he realizes this way too late.#Pride is the worst sin because it destroys your ability to protect anything other than the smallest crown in the world.#When everyone is gone and you are left alone - was it worth it to feel safe and protected from showing your flaws?#Control over oneself is in conflict with connection to others. You cannot pick both.#Hanguang-jun appears to us as a 'perfect guy' but the truth is that he is the version of LWJ who is done with *needing* that validation.#And this time - He can properly reach out to those he wants to be close with.
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Hereās a bit of a departure from my usual art posting but Iād like to get the word out about my dear friend Edrian and his friend Angelesās endurance performance and hunger strike for a free Palestine in Los Angeles starting today, June 17th. (More info on Edrianās Instagram and at venerations.cargo.site)
Edrian will begin cutting out paper dolls and ribbons to reach 35,647 of each, reflecting the reported death toll of Palestinians killed by Israelās genocide in Gaza since Oct. 7th. He will not move from the venue until he is done and do nothing aside from cutting with few exceptions made for his own physical and economic survival. In addition to that and to represent a microcosm of the suffering in Gaza and Palestine, he will be on HUNGER STRIKE until he finishes. Itās an impossible task to do alone before starving so audience participation is essential. Iām spreading the word to ask for support through participation!
You can participate in a number of ways (more detailed instructions here):
Spread the word. Word of mouth and social media sharing are crucial as this performance is being promoted pretty exclusively via word of mouth.
Donate money to Palestinian aid funds! Certain high donation amounts can help Edrian continue his endurance performance by allowing him to engage in life-giving activities like showering or socializing with a loved one, and reaching the 100k total goal allows him to end his hunger strike.
If you live in and around Los Angeles, visit the venue (800 Date Ave, Alhambra, CA 91803) There you can help him cut and show your support. ***The performance is on the second floor of the venue and there is no elevator so it is not accessible except by stairs :(
If you donāt live near LA, you can cut paper dolls and mail them to the venue address to count towards the total. (printable templates here) This is what I will be doing. Itās easy to do with any spare time youāre not using your hands. I recommend mailing them in small batches if possible to get them in on time and reduce the risk of losing mail. I also recommend including info about the count of paper dolls in each parcel (for example include a note telling the total number of paper dolls) Every small amount counts!
If you are an Art Center College of Design student or alumni, sign the petition to pressure Art Center to divest from Israel! Art Center has refused to host Edrian and Angeles for their performance, torn down their posters promoting it, and in general refused to take a stance against Israelās genocide. As artists and human beings we must resist genocide and refuse to support institutions that side against the people.
He is also live-streaming his performance and documenting progress if you would like to show support just by being present.
If youāve never participated in a political performance before nowās a great chance, any little bit counts! I appreciate any time or effort you take to read this, support my friends, and work towards a free Palestine! ā„ļøšµšø
#venerations#free palestine#ik I donāt really talk much or connect with people on social media ^_^; but I appreciate if despite that you support me and my friends! ā„ļø#please seriously consider participating you can do it for just the cost of postage#also if youāre an ACCD student or an art student in LA it would be really cool of you to show up ā„ļø#Iām friends with Edrian from taking classes at the LA Animation guild back in the dayā¦and then we found out we went to the same school#and were in the same department too. heās always been thoughtful brave and radical so itās really cool of him to do this!#weād been discussing it for a long time so Iām happy heās able to get it off the ground now. I hope people consider supporting!#Angeles is Edrianās friend from ACCD. If Edrian becomes physically incapable of continuing she will continue the performance after him
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they've been potentially changing a lot with the shadow manga, but since maria's final words to shadow were how she loves him and amy's conversation with shadow in the joypolis collab was about how he is loved, i like to think sonic team is still hinting at amy's ability to touch his heart lol
#shadamy#the only tag i'm brave enough to add it too lol#ik we still speculatin on if the manga is meant to be canon but i think it both is and isn't lol#if only for the handful of beats the manga has that line up with dark beginnings#like sonic team can go crazy go stupid and actually make that gyoro alien a thing in the game LOL#black doom having that big of a role with maria's death is Muchā¢#but i've personally been reading it as both black doom and gerald fcking with shadow's memories#gerald had a lot of rage towards the humans for raiding the ark in the first place#black doom is just an asshole who wants his 'greatest creation' all for himself so he used that alien to kill maria#but gerald never knew that himself and blamed gun so he altered shadow's memories without the full context#that's how i've been thinking it's supposed to go down lol#anyway here's to hoping down the road amy will still be leading shadow down brighter paths mostly unintentionally lol#that joypolis thing showed amy wanting to stand toe to toe with sonic and shadow and may she get that focus eventually ššš#vee is arting
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SPEND WHAT? ETERNITY? YOUR WHOLE LIFE? EVERY SINGLE MOMENT THAT THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER? WITH THE MAN YOU LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING? YOUR ANGEL? WHAT IS THAT, CROWLEY?!WHAT?!?!
#he was so brave for talking about his feelings like this man has balls#too bad they still are shit at communicating#we all know what he wanted to say#but him saying that would be jus#AAAAAAAA#screaming crying rolling on the floor#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#good omens spoilers
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āA Dance With Toroā
Fighting a āmeat-eating bullā is pretty metal.
Once again showing that I'm a person who draws the dinosaurs better than the characters lol.
Timelapse undercut:
Song used Distant Past by Everything Everything. (Oops the video is longer than the song so sorry for the silence for the last minute or so lol.)
#camp cretaceous#Jwcc ben#ben pincus#Jwcc toro#I struggled more than I shouldāve with the lighting#Brave is a really good episode. Tied with The Long Run.#You're telling me this scrawny wild child grows up to be called a babygirl in the fandom??? /j /lh#I don't care if he talks about it too much. I would also brag the HELL out of fighting a carnotaurus and winning (with some help).#You have no idea how much I was chewing at the bars of my enclosure cause I wish I had my iPad so I could#Work on it during my lunch break#Sorry if the blood doesnāt look good. Havenāt drawn blood since uhhh middle school? Lol#My coworkers watching me scribble Toro in my sketchbook aggressively like the āwtf is this kid doingā meme#ALās scribblings of Nublar
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is machete an albino dog? if so.. does he have poor vision like some albino animals do?
Yes, actually! His vision isn't quite as bad as it could potentially be considering his condition, but he's definitely at least nearsighted enough that he'd benefit from wearing glasses. He has trouble seeing distant objects clearly and reading in particular gets challenging if the text is small enough and/or farther than, say, an arm's length away. He tends to hold items very close to his face when he's inspecting them, especially if he's not actively paying attention to how he looks at that moment.
On top of that his eyes are highly sensitive to bright lights. Direct midday sun gives him the worst headaches very swiftly. If he has any say in it, he prefers to go out on overcast days, early mornings and evenings.
He probably has a pair of custom spectacles ready for those occasions when he absolutely can't manage without them, but he's reluctant to keep them on his person consistently (let alone be seen with them). His body keeps finding new ways to let him down and to him, surrendering to wearing glasses would be like admitting another defeat. So he squints and fumbles and does his best to hide the fact he can't see that well. He has a lot of health anxieties and he's worried about the possibility of his vision weakening further and potentially preventing him from doing his job, after all most of it is centered around reading and writing. It's the one thing he enjoys, is very good at, and that makes him feel useful and needed.
#when you have a vast private library but your eyes aren't cooperating#too bad sunglasses as an invention hadn't reached Europe yet#they would complete his summer goth look so neatly#answered#anonymous#Machete#now that we're talking about senses I might add that his hearing is excellent#he's easily startled by loud and sudden noises#he's a picky eater#he's got low pain tolerance but he tries to be brave about it most of the time#and there's some tactile sensory processing quirks
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kamen rider shion was just revealed for ride kamens, and he looks like he's themed after the... horse orphnoch? this is an even bigger surprise than the jin and woz homages
trying to speculate on Ride Kamens characters pre-reveal really is like
#ride kamens#not art sorry#(still gotta draw something for SUPER POSITIVE MAN too whoops)#joseimuke games are serious business#i am NOT complaining i think it's great that they're not restricting themselves to main riders or even like...main characters#but horse orphnoch feels like...an extremely weird pull#i have not seen faiz so i don't know anything about him as a character beyond a quick google#still feels weird to do a non-rider though?#i mean shion seems very lovable and i do enjoy having a character i can just shout HORSEBOOOOOY about#he was the one i was convinced was brave though! DANGIT#the specter of a possible ikemen poppy looms closer...#though any ex-aid rep won't be poppy let's be real here#at this rate it's going to be like. burgermon.#do i dare hope for such a miracle#(is that one guy with the wolf/dog tail going to be garulu then)#(or maybe he's thouser's dog robot WHO KNOWS)#truly ride kamens is a kingdom of infinite possibilities
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something about gale cleven having been called pretty his whole life ā was taunted for it at school, one of his dadās friend would trace his mouth and his cheeks and tell him he was real pretty, like a little girl and it doesnāt get any easier as heās older because even at base the men always do a double take when they first meet him and heās heard a few major clevenās gorgeous could take him and pretend heās lana turner and bucky never verbally called him pretty until they got together later on but he would squish his cheeks and pinch his chin and even in the stalag when heās being processed a few of the officers are making comments and leering at him and he feels violated in a way he thinks only a woman would understand, thinks maybe this is why the government didnāt let women enlist, cut to post-war bucky coming home one day and buckās nervously waiting for him in a pretty church dress that cinches his tiny waist and lifts so prettily when he twirls, showing he has no underwear underneath, just his pretty, fat pink cock, more girth than length, and slightly darker balls hanging but bucky knows all this so he just brings him in and kisses him and says youāre my pretty boy arenāt you and buck just preens, so happy, because yes he is pretty but he is a boy and he can be both
#clegan#buck x bucky#mota fanfic#mota fic#feminization of gale#anyways just my thots bc galeās so pretty and heād look gorgeous in a dress#and heās got a short pretty cock that splutters#but heās a boy#a major a pilot a damn brave one too#masterlist#clegan au
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it's almost 1 am i can't sleep so it's time for me to be controversial about jade leech, again
Lately on various socials i've seen mostly western fans complaining about certain jade cards being ugly/ not looking like him and i'm...........?????????????????????????? are we reading the same thing? The creepy less conventionally pretty psychotic smiles are just as natural and true to his character as the softie smiles, all of these are moments where he's on his own having a good time he's capable of both being a cute 17 year old with hobbies and a little sadistic freak
they are both his real face just the one people tend to not like is the one that he keeps hidden cause he has to appear docile and dependable you certainly would not trust a guy with that mug would you? Like ofc you're allowed to not like the illustration or the expression but i've seen people saying "that's not like him" or "where is his sweet smile" when idk that is VERY MUCH like him, dude's just as scary as floyd if not scarier and when people deny that side of him treating him like a misunderstood baby ...idk.. it feels weird??? like ofc is not an absolute monster either as i said both things are true i just find it kinda annoying when the unsightly parts get softened or erased from the portrayal of fan content more on en fan media than the jp (like wtf it's a villaing game let the boys be bad)
but that's just my two cents i understand if sny of my followers decided to unfollow but i believe that if you are here you already agree with what i said....time to disappear again into the shadows PEACE
#twst#twisted wonderland#jade leech#i'm about to do something so controversial yet so brave#like listen he's my skrungly too#but#Y'KNOW#you can be a murderous skrungly and a cute skrungly at the same time
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If Eloise were in a different house, she would be a Gryffindorš«¶š«¶š«¶
She might not be a stereotypically brave and reckless Gryffindor, but she is brave in her own, quiet way. Sheās led by her emotions and her heart no matter how hard she tries not to be, and is unwaveringly loyal. Sometimes these impulses can lead to decisions she might regret in the future thoufh. And finally, when Eloise lets someone in, they are a part of her life foreverš„ŗ
#if youāre reading my fic she is NOT at a brave moment right nowš#but sheāll get there I promiseā¦#i also kind of debated on Ravenclaw but sheās not likeā¦#idk it just didnāt fit in my mind#plus the red looks so good and Iām just a simple girlš¤#I was too lazy to figure out texture overlay so here is my digital attempt 3 still smooth lookingš#also genderbent Eloise is literally just Leo#but I might draw him for tomorrow so he gets a postš#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#mctober2024#oh also hufflepuff is like absolutely not š#tumblr killed the quality of this pictureššššššššššššššš
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Look, I rewatched all of Bravern to try and make more sense of it now that I know plot twists and stuff and honestly how does Lewis never ask anything about the cockpit that he was in for four seconds. I think he should mention it. I think he's allowed to talk about it.
#brave bang bravern#lewis smith#isami ao#how does this man never mention the wire tentacles actually#i think i would mention the wire tentacles#i think i would think obviously thats why isami doesnt like to get inside the robot surely i can talk about this with him#and then be very wrong but you know thats just me ?#i went to crunchy roll JUST TO SCREENSHOT this from episode seven because im too scared#to google cockpit tentacles so thats on me but that is literally just a screenshot from the episode#fellas is it gay to talk to your crush about cockpit tentacles -#bravern spoilers#just in case i guess ??? i mean ? since its in episode 7 ill consider that late enough in the show to count as a spoiler#i cant believe i watched this show twice all the way through ... its so ....#i normally dont get into mecha anime tbh but its so stupid but sincere and shows a whole lotta trauma#so i find it endearing i guess but it might also be my bias to the stupidity#i like cringefail loser guys and im blessed with them in this show#plus its only 12 episodes#but anyway please know that lewis is my favorite and im very happy he just gets to adopt a daughter and be gay the entire show#like truly good for him and his daughter im happy for them both
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Lmao what if I drew my OC as a postal insert. They meet in a human shield situation I think š„°
#It's funny cuz angel originated as a gta v insert and jsut grew form there. Yet I've always been too shy to draw him w trev#But I've seen other drawing their postal self inserts and I got brave!!#Maybe one day I'll draw him w T too. But there's so much in my head#But postal insert!!! I figure dude would drag him out of a situation where he's getting shot up p bad#And then the Stockholm syndrome grows from there. And angel is his own version of fucked up so it fits#Anyway I'm sick w tonsilitus rn so sorry if this is janky I needed smth to do at 2am#fan art#art#sketch#character art#OC art#Original art#The postal dude#Postal 2#Original character#Original character art#Tapeworrm oc#Angel
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heres my idea for a Zack Lives au! i like when people make him a little weird/unnerving hehe. puppy to unsocialized dog pipeline. he bites.
#I don't know if my first page will come across too ooc so i will explain it evil smile#this version of Zack takes his tendency 2 put on a brave face into the extreme so he tries to project a smile even in dangerous or#bad situations#he's also a bit numb/accustomed to violence due to all the Shinra infantry he was forced to fight while on the run with cloud#this lead him into a habit of reacting to emotional/distressing situations a little too calmly and a little too quick to make it into#something funny (or easier to mentally handle)#zack fair ffvii#zack fair fanart#zack fair#zack ff7#my art#ff7 fanart#ff7 zack lives au#tifa lockhart fanart#tifa ff7#tifa lockhart#cloud strife fanart#cloud strife#blood cw#zack lives au
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Cardan was so real for giving up on life for a moment after confessing his feelings to Jude in tcp. He was like yeah, actually, maybe you should shoot me. Knife? Okay, whichever method you prefer. I respect your decision.
#I would too#he was so brave#he would not die looking like a lil bitch in front of his crush even if she was the one to kill him#Cardan when Jude kissed him instead: oh ok I REALLY respect this decision#Cardan respected it so much that he was willing to be under her command with the littlest hesitation šš#Cardan: oh now that weāve kissed you want me under your control? bet#Cardan: great minds lol#the cruel prince#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#jurdan#me exaggerating but not#but am
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