#he’s such an awful person genuinely
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Takano is such a hypocrite for getting angry at Ritsu for never breaking off the engagement officially with An when Ritsu TOLD HER that he didn’t return her feelings already. Meanwhile takano strung yokozawa along for almost a decade and didn’t even properly reject him until Ritsu had come back into his life. Man was keeping yokozawa on the back burner just in case but he’s acting morally superior to Ritsu who has attempted to make it clear several times that he had no intentions of getting married to An but was never taken seriously by her or his family. I want to jump through the screen and choke him out.
#sekaiichi hatsukoi#takano masamune#he’s such an awful person genuinely#he just seems like he’s in the right bc Ritsu has trouble articulating himself sometimes#and he doesn’t. being the calm one doesn’t always mean that you’re in the right#and I’ve always thought that takano was a jerk for expecting to Ritsu to shirk his responsibilities to his family for him#like that’s very easy to say ‘screw ur family pick me over them’ when you’re family abandoned you 10 years ago#just an impatient hypocritical douchebag with no empathy#takano when I find you you will suffer#I used the wrong your again. idk what’s happening to me that I keep doing this but my point still stands lol
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The dog days are over.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.
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My personal headcanon for Clark Kent interviewing Bruce Wayne (when neither of them know each other's secret identity) is that Clark is the one person Bruce doesn't flirt with and leaves with a halfway coherent interview. A reluctantly impressed Perry White sends Clark repeatedly to get quotes, and work on more articles, leading to Bruce and Clark having several calls, some of which jokingly get called "off the record calls". This goes on for several months before they realize that's just called being friends, they hang out, and they have their identity reveal, it's less jarring because they know a lot about each other and Bruce informs Clark that he's sending Clark a suit made of more durable materials when Bruce realizes how rippable it is during making out.
#like I don't know I love the idea of Bruce trusting Clark with knowing him and all his secrets and I love the idea of Clark Kent being so#unequivocally good that one meeting with him and Bruce knows#Like Clark is accidentally late because he helped someone that spilled something#Despite the rumours he must know he gives Bruce a fair shake and seems genuinely interested#Wow this train got derailed fast#I was going to make an awful joke in poor taste but I decided not to because I'm benevolent like that#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#Superman#Clark kent#personal#Superbat
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My controversial opinion about Hob Gadling is that I believe he’s absolutely the sort of guy that “puts things behind him”, and tries to wash his hands clean of the things he feels icky about. This is implied pretty well in the show, with him blithely moving from soldiering and robbery to printing, from slaving to… whatever it was he was doing in the 19th century instead. That being said, this is not at all the same as actively trying to atone, or even making a concerted effort to be a better person, and I really wish fandom could tell the difference!
#the amount of times I’ve seen people argue that Hob has redeemed himself and ofc feels really horrible about his role in the slave trade#but there is ZERO textual indication that’s true#in fact judging by how he acts in the 19th century and how he was after all the other shit he did that he maybeeee feels kind of sheepish#and would just like to move on thanks!#i love flawed characters and I love monstrous characters and I love hypocrites and I love friendly amoral assholes#Hob is genuinely a super compelling character and embodies the sort of greed of humanity we see in other forms in Madoc and Burgess#he’s got a more friendly face and he’s a slightly lighter version of it but sandman presents humanity as fundamentally flawed and greedy#and Hob is that to a T#I’d really love it if fandom embraced this version of Hob#making him a fluffy anti-racist progressive hip college professor is just so weird#or especially when they have him espouse progressive views… in the past???#look Hob is actual facts a worse person than the Corinthian in a lot of metrics#when I see 17th century Hob talk about the beautiful diversity of humans I just lose my mind a little#also he’s clearly a wolf of Wall Street yuppie asshole in 1984#hot take Dreamling would be more fun and spicier if people leaned into Hob’s canon traits more#both Dream and Hob are kind of awful#I actually like Hob!#but… man I do not like fanon Hob one bit
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does anyone else do the avpd thing where the more you like or care about someone, the more you subconsciously avoid them way more than you avoid other people (to the point of not even looking at them)?
because i do and i’m constantly terrified that the people i like and care about the most are going to think i hate them because my brain won’t let me act like i like them or engage with them at all. and it kills me that it’s not even a stretch for them to think i hate them because yeah, if i’m smiling at and even having little chats with other people but i can’t even look at them, it sure does look like i hate them, doesn’t it?
but it’s not like i’m making a conscious choice to avoid them or act cold toward them, it’s just an instinct that i don’t really even notice i’m slipping into again until it’s too late. in the moment, it feels just like my usual avoidance and it’s only once i’m with other people again that i realize how much of an asshole i was.
#this post was brought to you by me seeing one of my favorite patients back at the hospital and not even being able to say hi#luckily he’s a very chill guy and just made a joke about me not saying anything so i could apologize and laugh it off with him#and i genuinely don’t think he’s upset about it bc he makes it very clear when he’s upset#so i think apologizing and laughing it off together was really all that needed to happen#but i still feel awful#poss.speaks#avpd#actually avpd#actually avoidant#avoidant pd#avoidant personality disorder#cluster c
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imagine ianthe's suffering rn. its so funny to me. girl all u wanted was power and i respect that but turns out that the side effect of power isnt the moral implications or whatever, its dealing with god's personal drama.
#ianthe/john dynamic is so fascinating and amusing to me.#theyre equally awful in such different ways#post-htn especially.#ianthe's so much for the grind for the power of it all yknow. theres only one person she cares about really.#and she has to deal with the most powerful guy ever being just a very sad very lonely wet kitty of a person.#i imagine at some point the (toxic codependant) instincts kick in and she starts like. genuinely caring for him#in the way she cares for people. which is by endlessly tormenting them#and he starts caring for her the way he cares for people which i can only assume is by constantly asking her if she hates him#theyre both the worst. they can be the worst together.#the locked tomb#tlt#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the first#saint of awe#htn#htn spoilers#harrow the ninth#john gaius
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while we're on the subject of "morty-prime teamup" what if there was another two crows situation
#rick and morty#prosh/p dni#morty smith#rick sanchez#this is based on the scene at the end of the 2 crows ep#but ummm i think rick would be much more irritable?#like morty very passively just accepted the situation but i feel like rick would start to double down and kind of revert back to his more-#'iconic' personality of just you know. being awful#like obviously he understands morty is justified and i think on some level even agrees with him#but guys. He is so codependent and So shitty. like he cannot express these feelings properly#and like. Improving as a person isnt a linear process Like i appreciate rick making an effort to be better#but just... Getting Better right away is not how it works really#like idk. if rick starts feeling desperate i dont think its unrealistic to imagine he unconsciously starts behaving 'in his comfrot zone'#he starts throwing insults and telling morty hes stupid. generally trying to kick down his sense of self esteem#BECAUSE HE GENUINELY IS SCARED OF BEING ALONE#or like. Not having control over being alone you know#my art
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Me when he’s evil, a brat, genuinely unlikable, possible alcoholic, spoiled, has awful taste in fashion, and is high key a whiney little piss baby: 😍😍😍😘😍😘😍😍♥️
#josh hutcherson#derek danforth the beekeeper#derek danforth#i need him in my bed immediately#so what if he’s genuinely an awful person he’s hot so that makes up for it#I am going directly to hell for the fanfics I got planned for this man
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This part made me giggle out loud. Man, that is NOT your half brother 😭😭😭
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 17#he’s all ‘aw shucks my dad named my same age/same face/same person half brother the same thing as me :/#that’s so crappy ://‘#MAN THAT IS THE EVIL VERSION OF YOU!!!#loved this episode tho genuinely#actually gave me the creeps
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I know you've had to have already touched on it but you ask for Mouthwashing asks and your last post finally made me think of something to say: the one (1) time in the game when Jimmy gets the closest to asking Anya why she's keeping Curly alive. Buddy!! Why are YOU!!! Curly wasn't your Captain anymore the moment he started talking about moving on and leaving you behind; after the crash you realized he was just your little Redemption Barbie now. The first time we open the med cabinet I thought we were going to be able to kill Curly by pouring the disinfectant down his mouth instead of the painkillers. But no, Jimmy goes out of his way to keep him alive. His "why are you keeping him alive" (paraphrasing) felt so accusatory because it *is* an accusation. Everything he does is a self-report. He keeps Curly alive so he can force Curly to be whatever he wanted him to be-- his savior, his junior, his punching bag, his best friend, his mistake, his enemy. Anya escapes from Jimmy the only way she can in the end but by then he didn't give a shit about her anyway because Curly was the easier target.
Him asking that question to Anya could even potentially be a parallel to the pause before he tells Curly he's going to "take care of it" (or "handle it", idr). Curly had the opportunity to rob him of his power-- to stop him from crashing the ship, to assert his authority and step up-- but he didn't. Jimmy asking Anya why she's keeping Curly alive is in a way taunting her with a similar kind of opportunity: she hypothetically has the ability to rob Jimmy of his power over Curly, to use her authority as the medical officer to end Curly's care, but she can't. And Jimmy knows she can't, and she won't stop him from keeping Curly alive to use him, just like he knew Curly wouldn't stop him from crashing the ship. He only gives the chance when he already knows the answer.
I think this is a misconception, Jimmy is the one who brings it up. Anya doesn't even acknowledge the idea verbally outside of saying she feels nauseous, likely due to the pregnancy and the idea of eating him.
He mentions they all agreed to keep him alive and implies the first reason is a back up food source, though, that's likely his first reason and the others just couldn't bring themselves to kill a guy or thought he deserved it to some extent. I like to think of it less as him taunting her power and more him trying to supplement his ideas into her head the same way he would with Curly. It's very reminiscent of the last conversation he had with Curly of doing something dire and not getting any push back, not by way of her agreeing with him but a non answer.
The relationships between Anya, Curly and Jimmy heavily reflect each other specially when it comes to being victimized by him and how he gets in their head. Anya is way more aware than Curly but lacks the position/power to stop it while Curly is less aware/resigned due to how long it has likely been going on despite having the power to shut Jimmy down. Jimmy is dependent on the two to actually solve his problems and do most of the leg work but becomes hostile the moment he feels it undermines his perception of them or himself in relation.
I do agree that Jimmy is aware Anya won't fight back against him like Swansea does or question him like Daisuke will. He is putting her into the same space as Curly but the key difference is he doesn't see her as a person. He is using her to supplement the active role Curly can't be but doesn't have that loyal friend aspect from her as she just fears and resents him. He's projecting on to her a lot but she never really concedes or acknowledges it in the way Curly did. He hates it and the sort of emotional games he plays with her reaches their peak when she locks herself in medical.
It's very interesting to see how he acts in the post crash without Curly as he is 100% worse but you can see how much of that is because he is aware there is no one to actually cover for his sorry ass now.
#also my bad i did just realized that Anya would be 4 months pregnant by the end of the game but I also still believe it wouldn't have made#it to term either way not gonna get into it but its implied she does start drinking the mouthwash and all the stress mixed with rationed#food likely meant it was not being developed in a healthy environment#i just consider things being fucked over at 2 months cause thats when they found the fucking mouthwash and started chugging like a#good captain wouldve atleast said hey thats a bad idea not start doing listerine shots like bro come the fuck on#but yeah jimmy likes to bring things up that no one mentioned and then act like the other person said something awful or had the idea#its likely so he doesn't have to admit to himself what thoughts are his own and makes projection easier cause he doesn't even ask questions#he asks them but answers himself its like genuinely crazy like just talk to a wall man or ur ugly reflection like he has every mental illne#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#captain curly#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#ask#lichbarry
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no revenge bc he’s a loser and his life is already pitiful
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we always get perv!suguru well how about perv!reader… bit sleazy, always sporting a smirk, has a natural air of sensuality/mystique who’s also a major masochist… suguru is stammering & blushing & calls reader a “pervert” & reader is just like… “yeah i am.” cue the huge sleazy grin & lowlidded eyes… suguru straddling reader & just saying certain things in genuine shock like, “god i can’t believe this turns you on?!” “you’re such a freak.” “wait… you like being choked like this?” & all the while reader is giggling & reiterating his points back to him “yeah this turns me on… mhmm.” “i know, i’m such a freak aren’t i sugu, just horrendous huh?” “seems you like choking me just as much… heh.” god… i need to write this there’s just something abt this dynamic that’s sooooooooo 😵💫 DELICIOUS TO ME………………. WHEW
#suguru with his hair all over his face & neck bc he’s so frazzled and he’s blushing bc he’s majorly turned on#i think it’s also a fun take on him still being degrading/humiliating but in like… a genuine/awe-inspired/cute way 😭#he’s like… GENUINELY asking if you’re turned on and he sees your sleazy grin and drool escaping your mouth and you’re just like#‘mhm… real fucking turned on’ cue suguru busting a nut right then and there#i have an image of him wearing a hoodie + boxers + glasses + w his hair down and WHEW…………..#god i have to fucking write this in my mind it’s so hot…#basically reader is just like the perv toji/gojo/geto people read but more masochistic#MORE PERV!READERS! IT’S WHAT WE DESERVE & I WILL DELIVER! EVENTUALLY!#they’re in an est. relationship this would be in like the beginning of their relationship 🤭#sugu knows how much of a freak they are and . he’s just as freaky & kinky now too hehehehehehe#I HAVE TO WRITE THIS SOON RAHHHHHHHH I’M SO SRS I’M SO EXCITEDDDDDDD#personal#snippets#<- so i remember and actually write this SOON
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Ngl something that really pisses me off about the way that Tumblr deals with mental health is the fact that there's this seeming disconnect between trying to be inclusive of mental/personality disorders without acknowledging the grotesque, uncomfortable nature of some of them (OCD intrusive thoughts, for example, esp. if they're POCD) and the fact that others are, in fact, the root cause for a lot of actual abuse
Like, I've been hearing a lot from my mom about how my dad is a narcissist and an abuser bc of it (she's only just now realizing how awful he is after starting therapy, and her therapist is who told her what I've been trying for years), but I'm uncomfortable talking about that because as soon as I rant on it on my own damn blog, people will jump at my throat to snarl at me about how narissistic abuse isn't real or w/ever. Hell, even hearing my mom TALK about her experiences in that light makes me feel nervous/uncomfortable bc I knew if she said that shit on here she'd get piled with hate asks for her not using the 'correct' language, even though she basically flat-out admitted that the only reason me or my siblings existed was through coercion/marital rape when she was drinking. That shit's been haunting me ever since she said it bc I genuinely did not know that it was that bad (though I should have, bc he used to be very phsyically abusive to us before my brother was born), but I knew if I said anything about my discomfort for it til now that people would get mad at me for calling my dad a narcissist, even though that is the root of his behavior and this is my own damn blog for posting these sorts of thoughts/musings. Like, cool! Here's my mom gushing to me about how grateful she is that I'm the reason she figured out she needed help, and I'm sitting here feeling some kind of fucked-up queasy fear-guilt bc she's using wording that would get her cancelled on tumblr even as it contextualizes 30+ years of abuse in a manner that is accurate, easily digestible, and assisting her in getting aid. That's not helpful. But the obsession with 'proper inclusive language' over 'respectful conduct' takes priority over actual help
I don't think all people with NPD are automatically abusers, because I know myself just how easy it is to be an abusive, manipulative asshole. It's really only bc I grew up detesting my father so much that I'm not a piece of shit, honestly. People should be judged based on how they treat the people around them, not how they actually feel or think about it. But at the same time, saying narcissistic abuse doesn't exist is just plain falsehood. No personality disorder is automatically abusive, but many of them are the source of very particular abuses, and claiming otherwise is not helpful to the people trying to be better than their brain, nor to the people who got harmed by those who never bothered to try
#rant#rape tw#yeah I've not been handling that revelation very well!!#the only thing that makes me feel better about it is that my mom genuinely loves us#and has told us that we're her only reason for living#but by god is it disheartening to know that she also stayed for us#and that shes wasted her whole life/spent it in misery for us#like. i dont wanna call it traumadumping bc she needs this catharsis#but my mom went from one extremely abusive life to another#just in different ways#and hearing it as someone who only cares about her in my family#its...awful#like i got the second worst out of it when i was growing up but i didnt realize how bad#i thought the abuse I took was somewhat equal to my mom but its not even close#my dad at least had an idealized picture of a person in his head#that hed rage at me for not fitting#but my mom is just an object/posession to him- only there for sex cleaning and rearing his kids#he told that to her *verbatem*#its...sickening#everytime i doubt that i had it bad#i come home and then realize just how wrong i am#it could be worse physically yeah but psychologically. oh my god
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In the back of my mind it’s always there 🥲💥💥💥💥
Pulling out my white pen from 6th grade for curly because this game has me in a chokehold
#mouthwashing#genuinely is a really hard and complex mental battle on the subject of curly’s redeemability/goodness as a person#it’s hard to categorize someone who is both complicit and enabling of abuse while being a victim of said abuse#makes ya think#I don’t like him or Jimmy but there’s room for growth and sympathy with curly where there isn’t with Jimmy#and I do think on some level he knows now how helpless Jimmy made anya and how awful it feels to be in that position#but it sucks that as a friend and a leader he couldn’t even fathom her situation being bad and was instead sympathetic towards Jimmy#until he lost his autonomy to jimmy’s selfish behavior and it was too late to do anything#let an abuser off the hook long enough and it turns back at you in the end#good shit this game is#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing jimmy#cw blood#cw body horror#cw abuse#my art
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oh great in episode 6 of 4 minutes my beloved. he's so fucked up. i love him.
#can you believe this was the best episode of the whole show so far#it was so messed up this is all i wanted from this show#like is it my birthday or something#im so obsessed#everyone was displaying unhinged behavior and i am here for it#also great is so multifaceted#like he's not a bad person perse but he does do bad things#due to his upbringing and his complacency and his fear cause he is a bit of a coward yes#but like he does feel bad about the effed up stuff he's done#he is just trying to drown it out and ignore it#i just love it when a character is allowed to do the absolutely wrong thing sometimes#and suffer the consequences of their actions#while still also not being an awful awful person deep down#great is a person that's not that good but not that evil either#and he is lonely af and deep down seeking genuine human connection and doesn't even realize it#love that#4 minutes#4 minutes the series
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“broke up” with my situationship and two days later he made me a 3hr long playlist consisting mostly of the smiths and radiohead I love the digital age
#the title is something I said to him while on shrooms. I am in genuine awe#wrote in my journal abt it and all I could say was what the everloving fuck? because really .#what does one even do in this situation. is it weird if I burn it onto a couple cds. that’s definitely weird. i might do it anyway#he posted that shit on his public story btw. out for the world to see. i looked at it and my face went 😶#anyway. im very stable after my actual breakup. why do you ask#q dicit#sorry this post feels so personal i just cannot get over this at all#i have never been in a situation like this before in my life#wow. i love college
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