#he is my light at the end of the tunnel
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I just saw someone translate Martin’s name to polish so it’s Marcin Czarnoleski
I’m crying, this is adorable
#I know only few people will even know how to pronounce it but let me have it#it’s fucking ADORABLE#I love Martin#he is my light at the end of the tunnel
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Procrastination doodles of sabo for the king sabo au :)
#one piece#sabo#king sabo au#I wonder sometimes if I keep thinking about this au because i like putting my blorbo through crushing existential nightmares#something something. it must feel so wrong to him. to be born like this and know that he’s not suppose to be there#but not having the memories of times in the wild with his brothers to contextualize why he feels wrong or where he’s supposed to be instead#directionless. knowing that he has to exist for some reason but not the reason that everyone around him tells him he should exist for#and continuing to try to bridge the cognitive dissonance through fallacy after fallacy until he is in too deep to escape#anyways. thinking about Him#Him is the academia mentality of ‘just keep going and you’ll eventually reach the light at the end of the tunnel’#‘because you’ve tried so hard to get here and surely you must belong here because you’re so academically highly-achieving’#does that make sense? maybe the parallel is a bit of a reach. I could write an essay about it tbh#I love this au lmao it’s both a lot of projecting and a great chance to be like ‘god I can make him so much worse’
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#Guess he did find that light at the end of the tunnel#anyways first photo is from ep 6 of Find A Way Out#second is Akitos trained card for Burn My Soul#project sekai#akito shinonome#shinonome akito#vivid bad squad#vbs akito#pjsk akito#pjsk#project sekai colorful stage
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I FINISHED THE GUY!!!!!!
(Pattern by @ghost-cinnamon)
He’s perfect and I love him
But Echo! some of you might ask, isn’t the body supposed to be red like his bones? To that I say! 1: I’m impressed you saw it under the layers of clothes! /silly and 2!
BAH BAM
Embroidery!!!!! (I’m so proud of this hehe it turned out way better than I expected. Also faceless doll jumpscare>:3)
And of course, credit must be given to my amazing little sibling whose immediate reaction to seeing my doll was “ooo he’s spooky! He needs a top hat!!!!”
(She proceeded to make not one but two top hats hehe)
#I’m so so happy by this guy hehe#it’s so silly#thank you sk much for the pattern ghost!!!#my art!#I speak!#don’t mind the odd locations of some of the pics haha#I forgot to take a pic of the embroidery after making his clothes and I made the sweater slightly too tight to take off easily#not pictured in the first image#my sister literally on the floor laughing from how large his head is#none of my family members understand what he’s from and all have been trying to guess what inspired me to make him XD#honorary mention of my moms reaction: oh he’s such a handsome guy!#the top hat truly makes it thank you sibling 😁#I’m kinda tempted to make a couple drawings/comic of the adventures he’s had since being created lol#especially since some people (stares at siblings) /silly#seem to find him the hottest thing since sliced bread (that’s how the saying goes I think?)#to the point where youngest sibling has shown him to the other children of the neighborhood#who were equally fascinated XD their reactions have been great for my crocheting ego /j#every time I make an original post I ramble for longer and longer in the tags lol#congrats to those who stuck through and read them all! I commend you! have a cookie here at the light at the end of the tunnel#undertale au#utmv#error sans
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Lewis’ meaning behind his met gala look is so beautiful 🥹
#he is the light at the end of the tunnel fr#I swear this is my last Lewis met gala post#met gala#met gala 2024#lewis hamilton
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and it makes you as bad as them. || 1.14 x 1.16
#supernatural#spn1.14#spn1.16#i was typing up my notes for shadow and i noticed this fun little parallel#eric kripke looked sam winchester in the eye and called him a big fat hypocrite. and god i love it#the pursuit of revenge will never end and will leave you broken. that's your destiny sam. that's the light at the end of your tunnel#sam insists he wants out all the while jumping headfirst into the inescapable pit of fate#season 1 gets me so hard. sorry i'll never stop talking about it#spn posting#.txt#spn1
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I think Nightcloud's Thaw (assuming you keep that title) is a great idea not only because your Nightcloud is so interesting and because she as a character deserves more spotlight, but also because it would be interesting to see Crowfeather begin to change from her perspective. After all, you said it was a surprise he offered to help save Breezepelt at all- and what better way to show that than for us to not be inside his head when he makes the decision to offer to help?
I'm feeling more and more confident about it. I think BB!Nightcloud is absolutely the best choice of a character to observe the events of "Crowfeather's Trial," now Nightcloud's Thaw.
Nightcloud's Thaw is an okay title for now, but I want to bat around some more names.
It's meant to invoke the way her life begins to turn around, after Crowfeather's exile; beginning with that reveal, how Crowfeather's behavior reaches a breaking point in the Clan, her reputation turn-around, and finally accepting Crowfeather's help in aiding Breezepelt.
So "thaw" is one way to put it... but if I could capture something more related to the change of seasons or time, that would be good too. Nightcloud's Daybreak, Nightcloud's Horizon.
We can go through Nightcloud's process of unlearning with her.
The dread and fury at the reveal, the shock when Crowfeather actually sees a consequence, and the way that suddenly the Clan is sympathetic towards her in a way they'd never been
How this newfound empathy feels somewhat insulting to her, but, how it helps her start to realize that she DOESN'T deserve how Crow treats her.
Makes it easy to truncate most of OotS, can quickly be described as "they stayed together slightly longer, but if it wasn't dead, their relationship was quickly dying."
And really get to the meat of the story with how Crowfeather deflecting the blame of their son's Dark Forest training on her was the LAST straw. For everyone. Including Crowfeather himself.
(I think I'll actually change around the fight in the BOTTE to be Breeze attacking CROW, and Lionblaze STOPS him. Because killing his pathetic dad, in the end, wouldn't fix anything and would ruin his life forever. Really change it to stress that no one likes Crowfeather because of how he keeps treating people. If Crow wants to turn that around, he has to CHANGE.)
(Plus, something just feels nice about letting the two have a bond. Something about how they were both pulled out of the dirt at the Kitty Olympics and washed clean by Nightcloud, starting this deep, brotherly bond somehow. I'll have to revisit this.)
Nightcloud alone can link the way that Crowfeather is trying to change himself, AND the way Breezepelt is getting worse, in the way I want
She's cautious of Crowfeather, for good, obvious reasons. He hurt her, and has only ever used her good faith as leverage against her.
And she's charitable to Breezepelt, because she knows exactly what pain is behind his rash, emotional behaviors.
SO I can frame them both in the way I want through her eyes.
Plus, I need a place to put her childhood. If it's not here, I wouldn't have a good spot to put it.
I could link all the flashback segments with having Addersong pass away, since he would be VERY old at this point. It could be very bittersweet for her
She spent so much time away from her beloved mentor, who taught her so much.
She could have had so many wonderful years with him, his advice, and his songs. But now he's an elder in his last moons
All because she let her heart be hardened after the death of her family. Pain lead her astray so many times...
I'll probably rework a LOT of the stoat stuff. I know right away there's a lot of actions in CT I want to rip away from Crowfeather and hand over to Breezepelt; a lot of the loud, openly argumentative moments he has with Onestar for example. SHOW the way that Breezepelt interprets Harespring/Darkseeker's diplomatic responses as "sniveling and traitorous" to him.
Have Nightcloud be trying to bridge this gap between Breezepelt and his Clanmates with her new reputation, and it just not working.
Maybe shuffle Nightcloud's disappearance near the end of the book, around the time that the Kin appears. Show that his mother being suspected dead was a BIG reason Breezepelt made such an emotional choice to join the Kin, and bring his other allies with him.
#Nightcloud's Thaw#Better bones au#In the Tunnel Rescue of BB!AVOS I have a CLEAR scene in my head where they're all escaping#And Breeze is harangued by a 'bully' character who antagonizes him all series long in the Kin#And just as he's forced onto his back in the leaf litter in a brawl#Nightcloud SURGES out of the tunnel-- the first of Harespring's team-- and CLOCKSS that bully#TAKEN OUT BY THE WORD GO#ANNOUNCER CHEERS#ITS NIGHTCLOUD WITH THE STEEL FIST#She can be the only cat on the screen EVER who punches another cat and knocks them CLEAN outcold LMAOO#And then the others stream out and reveal the Rescue Team which was Heather and Hare's plan all along#But Nightcloud gets to be the first one out#Sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train#And sometimes it's Nightcloud#Same thing.
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I think it'd be kinda interesting if Marx, after becoming part God-Clock, is unable to rest. After all, if a part of the Nova lives on in him, it'd surely be running to try do repairs or archive data, and this would mean Marx has developed long term insomnia. The reason this is bad is due to Marx being a Noddy, a group known entirely for sleeping. Imagine trying to get immense power, having a battle you lose in a way you can never truly understand, then lose the activity you love most as a part of you isn't really You anymore.
No wonder Marx went crazy.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH (/POS)
>DESS.EXE HAS STOPPED FUNCTIONING
#sorry sorry sorry sorry I don't mean to freak out like this but this plays into all my clockwork jester sensibilities so hard?!?#He's a clock he can't sleep he's a clock he can't sleep he's a....#Marx hates boredom and boring stuff like number crunching...#...and now his mind is host to history's longest defrag and virus scan of a computer that is THE SIZE OF A PLANET#All those numbers and files and it won't stop because it's sharing his body forever now and is the thing keeping him alive#He just wanted to have fun; a little mischief; a funny prank#'a battle he has lost in a way he can never truly understand'#!!! The phrasing on this has shot an arrow into my heart !!!#Do you think he challenges Kirby to rematches or otherwise engages in jerkish behavior so people will KNOCK HIM OUT?#:must physically pass out to get any kind of sleep:#Marx is such a mood in that way tbh#Also hi I'm DesultoryNovice and it is not physically nor mentally healthy to become one of my precious blorbos ; w ;#(I like the light at the end of the tunnel too though!)#(...But it's a really long tunnel sometimes...)#This btw is one of those asks that's right up my alley
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Smiling friends hc basically canon tho that pim is one of those people who had a lot of really bad shit happen to him but tries his hardest to keep everyone around him happy almost to his detriment. I mean in the first episode u saw his family lol
YESSSSS YESSS and thats why im so obsessed with him i can't think of another character that's like that off the top of my head and its so fucking relatable TWT like the message a lot of people got from the first episode is that pim is naive and i dont think thats the case at all, i think he just realized over time how to keep himself stable as long as he doesnt dwell on shit until he spirals and he started spiraling, i dont believe for a second hes never once thought the same shit desmond was talking about
#charlie talks#answered asks#especially the bit in the episode 7 trailer... where mr boss is like 'at ease' and pim immediately gasps for air#GODDDDD dragged me in a .02 second joke#thats where the zoloft post came from#from charlies pov though like i feel like pim has a more old school approach to mental health and doesnt broadcast hes medicated#so there would be one fucking day where he looses the bottle and is like CHARLIE WHERES MY SHIT I CANT GO TO WORK#and charlies like dude what the fuck are you talking about medication do i need to call an ambulance#smiling friends#im like if pim lived like charlie#which is probably bc im 22#yeah yknow what thats totally the dynamic#charlie is just reaching the light at the end of the tunnel that is the most depressed years of his life#and pim is just out of it so hes like trying his best to guide him in this fragile time#but charlie isnt a baby and pim isnt that much more experienced they both have a lot to learn about the world#so like over time charlie learns that no pim isnt optimistic because he doesnt know better its bc he has to be#hes learned its the only way worth living and pim is so adamant things will be okay bc he did all that shit#thats why episode 6 is my all time favorite#the implication that pim cant just let loose or he goes off the rails fast... OOOH bitch
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These shots are so vital and important to Ricky’s story. Last year on opening night of HSM he saw his parents hugging and thought they were getting back together, that nothing was actually changing. He was so desperate for that, so naïve, grasping for any sign of hope. So when that was the furthest thing from the truth it ended up breaking him. Sending him down a path of self destructive tendencies that hurt not only him but the people around him. But now he sees them hugging knows they are not back together and is so at peace with it because of his growth and because he can accept change now and it can't break him not like it used to, and all of that is due to the way loving Gina changed him. Showed him how you can fall in real deep love with someone and it can change your whole view of the world and of love and of relationships.
#ricky bowen#hsmtmts#rina#this full circle moment is my favorite thing from the finale like honestly the way he has grown and accepted that people change#that not all couples are meant to last and that’s ok and that there IS something better on the other side of that#he kept himself in the dark in the shadows for so long because he couldn’t see a light at the end of the never ending tunnel of sadness#that came with his family falling apart but then Gina showed up and brought LIGHT into his life he was able to see and feel JOY again#because of her loving her allowed him to see a new path a new future a new way of life a way of life where everyone is better off than they#were before he can see that his parents co existing is better than them in a loveless marriage that they are able to be better to#each other when they are apart and he could see that before but now he can and it’s again BECAUSE of Gina#she changed everything for him that’s why they are soulmates baby!
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it's really funny to see a post about someone's interpretation of dean with like thousands of notes that i feel like misses several marks regarding his character due to their chronic omittance from sam and how sam factors into dean's character/winchester familial dynamics and how it makes dean the tragedy that he is, then when i click on their blog they're a huge lestat fan that doesn't really acknowledge louis. many such cases
#like generally i think the point of dean as mary is the fact that it's an inherently impossible role to fill#based on the fact that the role is based on mary as a symbol rather than the role she tried to fill and much less#the person she actually was. dean could never fill that role and he never did#and the tragedy is the fact that 1) he was given/attempted to fill it in the first place and#2) the fact that he never did fill it but he lost himself in the process anyway#then in the process folding himself into a person that wanted to fill that role + the role he needed to fill in his relationship with john#sam ended up becoming more like the real non-symbol wire mother mary than he ever could almost in a way that feels on behalf of dean#they became mirrored characters!! where's finalgirlwinchester's tags about#both of them being idealists who want to believe in a greater good (2.13 'you know who else had faith like that? - mom')#about both mary and sam choosing to work with the bmol#mary wanting to work with them out of a desire for an endpoint. faith in a better world. that change is possible#no more monsters -> no more hunting -> freedom for her family and everyone else#like that's sam!! cut the head off the snake! (4.12) the light at the end of the tunnel! (8.14)#s12 showed us that sam's tunnel-visioned nature is more mary than it ever could be john#like my favour sam-mary mirror is the captivity room in the bmol base vs the panic room:#taken autonomy for attempts at independence from your role with dean !!#anyway#ludere
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after a whole fucking month of nothing but pure stress, my dad is finally coming home on an air ambulance today!!!!
#it's been a blur of days for a whole month#and so so so much stress and worry for our whole family#but this news today is like light at the end of the tunnel finally#knowing my dad will be getting better treatment once he gets back home
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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i know my neighbors are tired of my apt sounding like a barbershop every night
#that’s the long distance marriage living alone chronicles ladies and baybees#this and a blunt ! except i don’t do drugs so the blunt has been rolled w cookie crumbs#things are going well. the first 2 months (july n august) of this moving cross country journey were the most stressful of my life to the#point where i discovered one white hair each in july and august when i can count on one hand the amount of white hairs i’ve had in my life#things are beginning to turn around. ish. i think. i hope! it’s mostly money stress bc i went from living w family and not paying rent#or bills (ya ya sorry) to the complete opposite. and my salary is pretty good but it’s such an adjustment when i’ve been sheltered for so#long in that way. on top of that paying outstanding medical bills so the past 2 months have been inch resting! i still am adjusting but i#see a light at the end of the tunnel. i miss my husband :( if he was here everything would be perfect#when my shits paid off and my apartment is furnished i’m going ham on some new bags#going to eat a lil cookie and watch a lil true crime on yt. gnight tumbly friends#mine
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#okay. okay. i have a meeting with my advisor tomorrow morning about my personal statement which i am working on...at some point tonight#listen i have the three i need to do outlined i just need to get my draft done for tomorrow#so itll probably be a late night tonight. as it goes with deadlines and adhd. many such cases.#and after my meeting tomorrow i will be able to focus solely on packing for the next few days. which is big!#that needed to be done like. yesterday. but its fine i have boxes to get started i have my suitcase for my essentials and i can easily#start making a dent in the shit i am taking to my dads place#my new concern however is replying to my professor with info on letters of recommendation and how my second professor never fucking#answered my email. but i think hes on sabbatical rn so ill need to find a back up. which sucks bc i loved him and he loved me.#would have been a great rec#but its fine. we persist.#okay. okay. guys i can see it. i can see the light at the end of the long long tunnel#this next week is gonna kick my ass but its FINE we PERSIST and once its over things will get so much easier.#okay. okay!!!!!! listen if anyone sees me reblogging shit after this. look away. my executives are trying their best but they dont function#very well. its fine. its fine!!!!#personal
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#David Tennant#Alec Hardy#Ellie Miller#Broadchurch#my gifs#his outstanding Miller <3#An incredible bond if you think about it -- they were at the lowest possible low#and everyone was judging them or against them or resenting them#ppl they loved turned their backs on them#And this case and the light Ellie brought to life at the end of the dreary dark tunnel Alec had been drowning in for YEARS#must have been this amazing all-encompassing bubble that was theirs and only theirs#and sth that actually helped them with their self-worth since it was their literal job. a lifeline. Ellie gave him a lifeline.#No wonder he disappeared for two years. You can't try to rebuild your broken family with that kind of unparalleled intimacy going on.#Even a text would've been too much because there was nothing casual about it#His quietly forlorn 'Handshake?' in the finale speaks volumes#What a beautiful beautiful story. <3
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