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lanlishiba Ā· 2 years ago
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Hiya Dull, you are v. Cute!
I would love to gift you a fluffy plush bee :3 Hope you have a lovely day~āœØ
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Aww he loves it!! Tyyy!!
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backpackingspace Ā· 3 months ago
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a rough sketch of an idea
Polites found odysseus in the sheep's field weapons and armor and body broken and bruised. It looked like he had been dropped from a great height. He felt his gut clench at the sight. It wasn't the first time something like this had happened. But it was the worst he had ever seen his friend.
Odysseus had been collecting more and more bruises over the past year, becoming more and more cagey about their source. About his training. "Proof of athena's favoritism" he called them with a grin "it'll all be worth it when I'm the best fighter around"
But polites couldn't help but worry. Pride and honors and achievements didn't matter if you didn't survive the training to get there. Polites desperately wished there was something more he could to do to help but even if he could convince odysseus to cease this insanity, how would even get out of it without offending the goddess?
"I take it training didn't go well, my friend?" Polites asked with a smile forcing his voice to keep its teasing edge. He extended a hand to help odysseus up off the ground.
"Shut up polites" odysseus grumbled as he threw a hand up to clumsily grasp at polites hand.
Despite the muscle odysseus was rapidly gaining polites could still haul him up easily. He'd thank the gods for his height but lately praying had left a sour taste in his mouth. As he dragged odysseus towards a well paid and secured doctor he eyed the broken spear, sword, and sheild. A glimmer of an idea started to take shape. It was likely odysseus would continue to break mortal equipment as he did battle with gods and his family had been pressuring him to choose a calling already....
"Eurylochus is coming from same tomorrow" polites chatted ideally, hoping to distract his closest friend from his pain. Odysseus groaned and banged his head against polites shoulder.
"Come now!" Polites chided through his laughter "you love the man!"
"Not when he's trying to bed my sister I dont" odysseus slurred somehow managing to drip annoyance through the concussion and other pains.
(@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com tagged as promise! It's more on the angsty side of my headcanons so let me know if you only want to be tagged in the fluffy ones)
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spacebubblehomebase Ā· 10 months ago
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Made this as a joke during International Asexuality Day 2024, but I don't think it's a joke anymore XD. I was thinking of drawing our Ace King Alastor, but realized I should first honor our OGs, so belated Happy Ace Day to you and YOU only, Garu from Pucca! Lol. Enjoy this little doodle of them in my style. -BubblyšŸ’™
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sysig Ā· 28 days ago
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Donā€™t tell me what to do! (Do, do it, he likes it) (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#All four here for a change!#I keep forgetting ZEX's bruises agh why I love bruises#I don't know why it won't stick in my mind! Injury signifiers are some of the best agh#Drawing him on-model to earlier and less-abused times! No longer accurate! Will be again though hopefully maybe possibly lol#If he doesn't lose an eye in the meanwhile - he did manage to avoid getting haunted so there goes his arm scar!#All the more reason to Definitely Include his bruises in that case uou Trade one for the other! Sheesh sheesh#I'll get it one of these times lol#It's probably something to do with DAX not getting any facial bruises smh all covered by his clothes#Speaking of - more internal owies the lot lol#He really is so dramatic - ZEX didn't die when he took the medicine you'll be fine just a bit swimmy#And he got to hear ZEX being forceful and commanding he ought to be grateful (lol)#Still mad about it tho lol - he's doing So Much for the sake of the mission and protecting ZEX and now he's totally going to die for it!#Okay DAX lol#It really reminded me of Max getting sick and complaining that he'd die hehe - intentionally mirroring of their respective mismatches? :3c#Who knows ā™Ŗ#He really was So offended that ZEX reprimanded him lol ā™« He's always playing the disinterested straight man! Don't call him on it! Haha#He's having a rough day Admiral headaches are no fun#I wonder how often VUX get eye-aches from staring at things for too long hmm straining their eyes as they can't move their necks really hmmm#All this extra mobility and for what! For Dexter's body to give him nicotine withdrawals! Haha those are so unrelated
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tojisun Ā· 5 months ago
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hi, im the hwwl fan who needed a cigarette. now iā€™m here to say this.
if hwwl has one hundred fans, i am one of them. if hwwl has one fans, i am the one. if hwwl has no fans, iā€™m dead.
i cannot stress enough how good it is, even if the content comes to us in such short bursts because you pack so much pain in there and it makes me tear my hair out (pos) but also cradle your writing because itā€™s sooooo good.
hwwl was not ur first work i stumbled upon, but it definitely was the one that drew me in. even if you stop writing for it at some point, this series has dug such a deep hole into my heart and i will never let it go.
ty for sharing ur writing when u didnā€™t need to, u truly are such a great writer and all your works (hwwl especially) showcase that so so clearly
ps, ur writing has inspired me to make my own! i wonā€™t be sharing bcs it is quite personal, but i just thought you should know how positive of an impact your writing has :)
hi oh my god this made me sob (/pos) thank you so so much my love šŸ„¹
itā€™s. well. it was honestly not a work i used to proudly endorse because of how short-burst it is, but to see such positive and kind and loving reactions make my heart melt and iā€™m so eternally grateful for you (all) so much!!
i dont think im done with hwwl yet, not with how much more there is to be established, but im also sorry that i cant promise consistent posting for the fic. but even then, thank you for ur understanding and patience!!
tbh i just wanted to indulge that itch in my brain and so i wrote the first part, then the next, and then every detail in between was just left up in the airā€”sometimes, though, i realize i shouldā€™ve written this instead of thatā€”but still, to see hwwl read and loved just makes it so much fun to write it!! so really, i dont think i can thank you enough šŸ„ŗ
and oh my god? im so so touched and grateful to have inspired you with writing!!! my heart is a wobbly mess right now and im honoured to be, have been, part of your writing journey. i wish you the best and the loveliest in your life and writings!! thank you again, no matter how repetitive it might sound because really, thank you so much!!
take care my love and thank you for stopping by šŸ„¹šŸ«¶šŸ¼
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stevethehairington Ā· 6 months ago
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no because like. okay i KNOW eddie does have wife related trauma but ALSO there are Layers here and it is s o o o o fascinating that eddie is getting CRIPPLING panic attacks over someone being called his wife. like. you would think maybe said wife related trauma would be the cause of that ā€” like yknow. the woman i called my WIFE died, so now im terrified of ever having anyone else be called my wife , because what if that happens to her TOO. only NO. THATS ACTUALLY NOT IT AT ALL. it's anxiety about what having a wife means for HIM. like. LIKE. INSANE IMPLICATIONS INSAAAAANE IMPLICATIONS!!!!!!!!
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wat-zu Ā· 10 months ago
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Absolutely love your art. I want to nom it.
Also, Hollow Heads Siblings my beloveds,,,
Theyre the doomed siblings ever its not even funny
#Oouugh i have thoughts abt the hollowhead siblings. How theyre so intricately tied to eachother since their birth but they'd be#Eachother'd downfall. Esp when it's Dark and his relationship with the others#Dark would never understand what chosen went through. Mainly bc i think chosen is used to fighting his internal battles on his own#While he was in captive as an ad blocker. He loves Dark. He's grateful for Dark bc without him he wouldn't be free#But Dark isnt exactly someone reliable enough for Chosen to get the necessary healing he wants and needs#But that won't stop Dark from trying to fix him. Creates the virus for revenge. As chosen watches his brother spiral and spiral#As he watches him drift further away. Unable to get him back without a shouting match. As he watches with his heart heavy and cracked at-#Their stiffed interactions and strained relationship. He can't remember a time where they shared geniune laughs.#Then tsc coming came and changed everything.#Because this is someone who went through Chosen's pain albeit a lil differently. Someone who knows. Someone who /understands/. And this-#Someone is so much more younger than them and had to go through that pain in such a short amount of time since their birth#He sees himself in them. And he's rather walk up to alan demanding to get his hands cuffed than let tsc fester in that pain.#So tsc became chosen's priority. Healed eachother in many ways than one and are at echother's beck and call if need be.#As for Dark. I think he'd manipulate tsc into using him for his revenge. After stalking out his code and finding out about his potential#And TSC cant help but fall for his manipulations. Since this person is very very important to Chosen and they want so badly to impress-#Them both. They agreed and overtime grew to love eachother. And overtime Dark shifted his goals just a tad bit. Getting TSC more and more-#Involved. Since hey if Chosen doesn't like touching alan with a 10 ft pole why not let this kid do. And TCS agrees to this thinking that-#This is it. This is can finally heal them completely. Finally out of sight and out of mind. Finally can't live without the pain lingering#And chosen watches them with a sense of deja vu. At loss at what to do and so so afraid to lose two of his lil siblings#Then shit hits the brick UBSJDBSJSN#They make me so ill im not even kidding when i said theyre so so very very doomed!!!!!!!!!#This is abt the au btw BAHHAHAHABHA
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brittlebutch Ā· 2 months ago
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sonic and snufkin actually kind of feel like very similar characters to me. holding hands over ā€œmy personal sense of freedom and dedication to making decisions based on what I think is right is what matters most, and if youā€™ve built some idealized version of me in your head then thatā€™s none of my business and itā€™s not my responsibility if the reality of who i am lets you down in some wayā€. also the deep connection to nature and all.
#N posts stuff#this is also a little why i am extremely picky about fanfic for these two#bc fic where like. snufkin finally settles down in the valley or lets moonin come along on his winter journey or whatever#they grate because it feels like youā€™re getting rid of a core of snufkinā€™s character for convenience.#ā€˜he would not fucking do thatā€™ style. i donā€™t like it.#like you do you itā€™s not a big deal itā€™s just personal opinion#the same for sonic. for him itā€™s less about being tied down in a literal sense and more to do with. conceptually#like sonic is a character very Unavailable emotionally and i dont think thatā€™s something about himself heā€™s willing to change#i think that sonic is a very Internal person and his personal sense of freedom is such that like#he doesnā€™t Care what other people think about him. in sa2 he doesnā€™t seem to care that heā€™s been mistakenly labeled a villain bc thatā€™s#none of his business. and in tbk heā€™s blunt about how heā€™ll happily become the ā€˜villainā€™ in other peopleā€™s eyes if heā€™s making the choice He#thinks is right. i donā€™t think his aversion to emotional sincerity or openness comes from some Hero Persona#i think he just doesnā€™t ever want to be put in a position where he has to navigate his friends emotions about his emotions#meaning like. being open about your problems opens you up to people who think they know better than you and want to force you to listen#to them ā€˜for your own goodā€™ which i think sonic would resent on a lot of levels. so heā€™s unwilling to make himself vulnerable to that#but also even if someone isnā€™t Forcing you to listen you can still hurt people by ā€˜refusingā€™ to take care of yourself the way They think#is best. so their emotions become a coercive force intentionally or otherwise which sonic would also resent#and sonic doesnā€™t want to resent his friends. so heā€™s like ā€˜okay i just wonā€™t put us in that position thenā€™#i also think he doesnā€™t feel a need to Justify himself to anyone. so explaining his emotions or the Whys of who he is#feels like an attempt at justification that sonic would dislike and avoid on Principle even if heā€™s the only one seeing it that way#anyway ā€˜he would not fucking say thatā€™ but itā€™s sonic having a genuine moment of emotional honesty#i do think that snufkin is more. Open to his own emotions though. and the expression of them#Comet ā€˜weeping over the seaā€™ moment my beloved. sonic Wouldnā€™t do that i think#i do think he closes himself off to his own emotions he doesnā€™t want to be tied down by Those either#which is why i also think that sonic as a character is informed by repressed/dissociative amnesia#like i Am projecting a little but i also think it makes sense for him. ā€˜who i used to be is none of my business i only care about#who i am Right Nowā€™ which is another reason why he doesnā€™t like talking about his honest emotions#bc if he talks about them then He canā€™t forget them properly bc that moment is now in someone elseā€™s head for them to remember and remind#him of. and he doesnā€™t want to do that so itā€™s for the best if he never admits to anything so heā€™s free to ignore and forget what he wants#In My Opinion. these tags got long i wonder if tumblr is going to delete a bunch lol
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pyreflydust Ā· 2 months ago
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"We're going to start making obnoxious noise at 10am. Sorry for the short notice."
-- email received at 10:22am
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theshadowsingersraven Ā· 6 months ago
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Only on chapter 8 of my little sidequest/less lengthy Az/Kallias' Half-Sister!OC and I've already made Az cry. We love that āœØļørepressed emotion releaseāœØļø!
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queenerdloser Ā· 7 months ago
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like on one hand biden did heinous stuff during his presidency and i have no personal liking for the guy, but on the other hand part of me does feel sympathetic bc it must suck to have to end your presidency in such a lacklustre way after having literally everyone demand you leave the race. on the third hand, there are presidents who would never have the grace and self-awareness to exit the race no matter how badly they were going to do or how many calls for it there were. on the fourth hand, biden's calls have directly contributed to the murder of thousands of people. on the fifth hand, he made some pretty significant progress domestically and improved the lives of thousands of americans.
idk man i have mixed feelings specifically on him pulling out. but hopeful that the candidate who gets the nom will be strong enough to pull those who were on the fence specifically about biden. and praying to anyone who will listen that this will get more people out to vote bc i'm seriously not joking about how much we do not want a second trump presidency.
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theinfinitedivides Ā· 1 year ago
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i should have known today was going to be f*cked up when i checked the Shinee tag before going to bed early this morning and saw that the unofficial sign merch for the fans going to the Japan tour with all five members had been pulled and replaced with official merch from SM that only had the three that are currently active. that should have been a sign from God that some f*ckass sh*t was about to go down the vibes were off
#shinee#minho#choi minho#taemin#lee taemin#key#kibum#kim kibum#i said i wasn't going to talk about this but ykw i have to talk about it. i am weirdly detached and i am grateful that i ate before i#saw that sh*t but i'm going to talk about it bc the more i think about it the more pissed i am#look. i'm at most maybe two or three shades darker than Minho. i have heard these kinds of comments from 'friends' in the past#and i'm not going to pretend that it didn't hurt bc it did. it did and you can see that it hurt him too bc he had to laugh it off and Kibum#and Taemin are two grown ass f*cking men who should know better. and as much as i love them i am thankful that their asses#are getting lit up on social media and people are talking about this bc it's 2023. you don't f*cking say that to your friend#this is the same sh*t they did to Haechan. we literally just had a reporter criticize Taecyeon's skintone at one of the press conferences#for Heartbeat a couple months ago asking if he didn't think he was too dark for the role there is still the trend of lightening#idols' photos in official merch and ones taken at fan events WE ARE STILL DOING THIS KIND OF SH*T#whatever internalized issues with colorism Taemin and Kibum have they need to sort it out. go see a therapist idk something#but don't take that sh*t out on someone so close to you you consider them family. don't do that#Jjong is looking down from his satellite disc trying to beat their asses and God is holding him back again by his collar#but just barely. the satellite beams are so the rest of the fandom can get signal to do their work and call out the bullsh*t#going to spend the rest of the day reblogging Minho sets listening to Heartbreak in between Mirotic streaming#and trying to watch the rest of SOTB. that's all i can do atp
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daydreamerdrew Ā· 1 year ago
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Tales of Suspense (1959) #86
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ohifonlyx33 Ā· 2 years ago
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i just think kdrama watchers are probably best equipped to understand the type of character Malyen Oretsev was written to be in the books. send tweet
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waugh-bao Ā· 1 year ago
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memorys-skyscraper Ā· 15 days ago
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here's a potentially hot take that i havent seen: i think the yakuza series' approach to narrative and storytelling has a lot in common with kingdom hearts
walk with me on this:
plot is purely a vehicle for putting Characters in Situations for the sake of interpersonal drama & emotional moments. both series have their fair share of utter nonsense (e.g. the mechanics of hearts/nobodies/time travel, yamato II, Yakuza 3 Chapter 9 The Plot) because that nonsense is purely a means to the end of getting us to the emotional destination the writers are after
yakuza 1 is literally just kh1 where kiryu = sora, nishiki = riku, and yumi = kairi. haruka and date = donald and goofy. tell me im wrong (you cant)
what constitutes a fatal wound varies wildly and characters are brought back from the dead (literally or figuratively) not infrequently
plot points and character traits are readily retconned and/or abandoned if the game decides they're inconvenient to how it wants to develop a character going forward (see: rubber bullets, axel's CoM murder spree being quietly forgotten from 3D on)
if you took a tally of the number of fights between current or ex-best friends/found family members, i genuinely don't know which series would have more
in conclusion: yakuza is just kingdom hearts if all the characters were middle-aged japanese men
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