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Hiya Dull, you are v. Cute!
I would love to gift you a fluffy plush bee :3 Hope you have a lovely day~✨
Aww he loves it!! Tyyy!!
#he is internally grateful#i had a plush bee once#his name was plum#i loved him dearly#my parents gave him away#and then i visited the house years later and found him ripped and dirty on their garden#i cant describe how hearbroken i was#i miss him#thank you so much for the plush bee you have him buddy i feel like im whole again ^^#undertale ask blog#undertale au#utmv#ask dull sans#dull!sans#dull sans#waningtale sans
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a rough sketch of an idea
Polites found odysseus in the sheep's field weapons and armor and body broken and bruised. It looked like he had been dropped from a great height. He felt his gut clench at the sight. It wasn't the first time something like this had happened. But it was the worst he had ever seen his friend.
Odysseus had been collecting more and more bruises over the past year, becoming more and more cagey about their source. About his training. "Proof of athena's favoritism" he called them with a grin "it'll all be worth it when I'm the best fighter around"
But polites couldn't help but worry. Pride and honors and achievements didn't matter if you didn't survive the training to get there. Polites desperately wished there was something more he could to do to help but even if he could convince odysseus to cease this insanity, how would even get out of it without offending the goddess?
"I take it training didn't go well, my friend?" Polites asked with a smile forcing his voice to keep its teasing edge. He extended a hand to help odysseus up off the ground.
"Shut up polites" odysseus grumbled as he threw a hand up to clumsily grasp at polites hand.
Despite the muscle odysseus was rapidly gaining polites could still haul him up easily. He'd thank the gods for his height but lately praying had left a sour taste in his mouth. As he dragged odysseus towards a well paid and secured doctor he eyed the broken spear, sword, and sheild. A glimmer of an idea started to take shape. It was likely odysseus would continue to break mortal equipment as he did battle with gods and his family had been pressuring him to choose a calling already....
"Eurylochus is coming from same tomorrow" polites chatted ideally, hoping to distract his closest friend from his pain. Odysseus groaned and banged his head against polites shoulder.
"Come now!" Polites chided through his laughter "you love the man!"
"Not when he's trying to bed my sister I dont" odysseus slurred somehow managing to drip annoyance through the concussion and other pains.
(@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com tagged as promise! It's more on the angsty side of my headcanons so let me know if you only want to be tagged in the fluffy ones)
#The odyssey#Epic the musical#Odysseus#Polites#eurylochus#Rough drafts#ficlet#The start of how blacksmith!polites#The aftermath of athenas training#We talk a lot about how training with a goddess of war from childhood changed odysseus a lot#But not so much about how it would change a person to watch their friend go through those trails#And for polites who just wants to help and misses the days when they were more carefree it grates#Pre-canon#Odysseus and athenas wacky training adventures#Yes Athena did drop odysseus from a great height after fighting him for hours#She was treating odysseus to flying and he got way too sassy with her#Yes she did stand over his body to make sure he wasn't dying and to tell him “guess we need to work on your landings”#In the most menacing way possible#Odysseus internally lady Athena can you concuss me harder please I don't want to witness eury's bad flirting with my sister goddess please
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Made this as a joke during International Asexuality Day 2024, but I don't think it's a joke anymore XD. I was thinking of drawing our Ace King Alastor, but realized I should first honor our OGs, so belated Happy Ace Day to you and YOU only, Garu from Pucca! Lol. Enjoy this little doodle of them in my style. -Bubbly💙
#spacebubblearts#fanart#netflix#my artstyle#pucca#garu#pucca x garu#ninjas#noodles#it's been awhile since I've drawn them.#pucca loves garu#pucca love recipe#pretty boy#ninjas eat noodles#kissy face#forgot the other lyrics#old cartoons#international asexuality day#asexual#asexuality#icon#they're older in my style and are learning#garu just found out about asexuality too after years of wondering why he just couldn't handle PDA for a girl he clearly feels affection for#pucca is just as confused#but they're growing into it together#lmao pucca is trying and garu is grateful#established relationship#ace headcanon#pucca funny love#nostalgia
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no because like. okay i KNOW eddie does have wife related trauma but ALSO there are Layers here and it is s o o o o fascinating that eddie is getting CRIPPLING panic attacks over someone being called his wife. like. you would think maybe said wife related trauma would be the cause of that — like yknow. the woman i called my WIFE died, so now im terrified of ever having anyone else be called my wife , because what if that happens to her TOO. only NO. THATS ACTUALLY NOT IT AT ALL. it's anxiety about what having a wife means for HIM. like. LIKE. INSANE IMPLICATIONS INSAAAAANE IMPLICATIONS!!!!!!!!
#im feeling p a r t i c u l a r l y feral after this specific part of the arc#like GAH#the i m p l i c a t i o n s#ALSO EDDIE GETTING CALLED OUT FOR HIS REPRESSION (ALBEIT IN A DIFFERENT CONTEXT BUT HELLO REPRESSION IS REPRESSION) IN THE SAME EPISODES#FEELIN EXTRA INSANE#the internalized homophobia is SO STRONG here its SO STRONG#i need to read like a million fics about his now#ALSO A L S O#EDDIE BEING LIKE YEAH NO I DONT WANT THE READY MADE FAMILY NO THANK YOU NOT WITH HER#EXCEPT THE E X A C T THING HE DOESNT WANT WITH ANA IS WHAT HE HAS WITH BUCK LIKE.#CHRIS IS WITH ANA DURING THE BLACKOUT RIGHT. AND EDDIE DOESNT LIKE THAT?? HER BEING THE ONE LIVING AT HIS HOUSE TAKING CARE OF HIS SON#BUT WHEN B U C K DID IT AFTER EDDIE GOT SHOT HE DIDNT BAT AN EYE HE WAS GRATEFUL FOR IT HE COULDNT HAVE WANTED ANYTHING ELSE#AND JUST. J U S T. FEELING SOOOOO INSANE OVER THIS#(ALSO THE ABSOLUTE COLD SHOULDER BUCK GIVES ANA WHEN SHE BRINGS CHRIS TO THE STATION LMFAO. HE DOESNT EVEN SAY H I TO HER GJDKSKS JEALOUSSS)#BUT Y E A H. EDDIE NOT WANTING THAT BC HE DOESNT NEED IT — BECAUSE HE ALREADY H A S IT. WITH BUCK.#GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSUREEEEEE#eddie diaz#911
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Absolutely love your art. I want to nom it.
Also, Hollow Heads Siblings my beloveds,,,
Theyre the doomed siblings ever its not even funny
#Oouugh i have thoughts abt the hollowhead siblings. How theyre so intricately tied to eachother since their birth but they'd be#Eachother'd downfall. Esp when it's Dark and his relationship with the others#Dark would never understand what chosen went through. Mainly bc i think chosen is used to fighting his internal battles on his own#While he was in captive as an ad blocker. He loves Dark. He's grateful for Dark bc without him he wouldn't be free#But Dark isnt exactly someone reliable enough for Chosen to get the necessary healing he wants and needs#But that won't stop Dark from trying to fix him. Creates the virus for revenge. As chosen watches his brother spiral and spiral#As he watches him drift further away. Unable to get him back without a shouting match. As he watches with his heart heavy and cracked at-#Their stiffed interactions and strained relationship. He can't remember a time where they shared geniune laughs.#Then tsc coming came and changed everything.#Because this is someone who went through Chosen's pain albeit a lil differently. Someone who knows. Someone who /understands/. And this-#Someone is so much more younger than them and had to go through that pain in such a short amount of time since their birth#He sees himself in them. And he's rather walk up to alan demanding to get his hands cuffed than let tsc fester in that pain.#So tsc became chosen's priority. Healed eachother in many ways than one and are at echother's beck and call if need be.#As for Dark. I think he'd manipulate tsc into using him for his revenge. After stalking out his code and finding out about his potential#And TSC cant help but fall for his manipulations. Since this person is very very important to Chosen and they want so badly to impress-#Them both. They agreed and overtime grew to love eachother. And overtime Dark shifted his goals just a tad bit. Getting TSC more and more-#Involved. Since hey if Chosen doesn't like touching alan with a 10 ft pole why not let this kid do. And TCS agrees to this thinking that-#This is it. This is can finally heal them completely. Finally out of sight and out of mind. Finally can't live without the pain lingering#And chosen watches them with a sense of deja vu. At loss at what to do and so so afraid to lose two of his lil siblings#Then shit hits the brick UBSJDBSJSN#They make me so ill im not even kidding when i said theyre so so very very doomed!!!!!!!!!#This is abt the au btw BAHHAHAHABHA
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what's fascinating about the capitol's aversion to the behaviors of the district 6 tribute katniss mentioned, the one that katniss said went mad in his arena and started eating the dead to the point where the gamemakers had to electrocute him just to remove the bodies from the arena, is how it probably provoked a lot of trauma for people like snow, who had to witness that type of desperate, cannibalistic behavior, during the war. the gamemakers wouldn't have been alive during the war, so their disgust would only be caused by capitol standards of polite behavior and "humanity." (thinking of how effie commented on the barbarism of katniss and peeta's eating habits, despite the fact that she and the other capitol citizens literally watched children murder one another for their entertainment.) but for someone like snow, who actually had the misfortune to experience the horrors from before the games, cannibalism had an entirely different meaning. people always talk about how peeta and katniss reincarnated sejanus/lucy gray and brought down snow by being the ghosts of his past, but clearly his past came back to haunt him in other ways, too.
#snow literally had entire internal monologues in book!tbosas about how horrified he was by cannibalism#how he drew a line of comparison between people who ate people and the rats that were attacking the tributes#and how grateful he was not to have succumbed to what he considered the lowest form of humanity#he clearly was never very moral but cannibalism was something of a line drawn in the sand to him#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#anna reads tbosas#anna reads thg
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hi, im the hwwl fan who needed a cigarette. now i’m here to say this.
if hwwl has one hundred fans, i am one of them. if hwwl has one fans, i am the one. if hwwl has no fans, i’m dead.
i cannot stress enough how good it is, even if the content comes to us in such short bursts because you pack so much pain in there and it makes me tear my hair out (pos) but also cradle your writing because it’s sooooo good.
hwwl was not ur first work i stumbled upon, but it definitely was the one that drew me in. even if you stop writing for it at some point, this series has dug such a deep hole into my heart and i will never let it go.
ty for sharing ur writing when u didn’t need to, u truly are such a great writer and all your works (hwwl especially) showcase that so so clearly
ps, ur writing has inspired me to make my own! i won’t be sharing bcs it is quite personal, but i just thought you should know how positive of an impact your writing has :)
hi oh my god this made me sob (/pos) thank you so so much my love 🥹
it’s. well. it was honestly not a work i used to proudly endorse because of how short-burst it is, but to see such positive and kind and loving reactions make my heart melt and i’m so eternally grateful for you (all) so much!!
i dont think im done with hwwl yet, not with how much more there is to be established, but im also sorry that i cant promise consistent posting for the fic. but even then, thank you for ur understanding and patience!!
tbh i just wanted to indulge that itch in my brain and so i wrote the first part, then the next, and then every detail in between was just left up in the air—sometimes, though, i realize i should’ve written this instead of that—but still, to see hwwl read and loved just makes it so much fun to write it!! so really, i dont think i can thank you enough 🥺
and oh my god? im so so touched and grateful to have inspired you with writing!!! my heart is a wobbly mess right now and im honoured to be, have been, part of your writing journey. i wish you the best and the loveliest in your life and writings!! thank you again, no matter how repetitive it might sound because really, thank you so much!!
take care my love and thank you for stopping by 🥹🫶🏼
#bobiologist#ask#writing it here bc im shy but one of the main reasons why hwwl means sm to me despite the chaos is bc its a work ive started particularly#to indulge that sadness nagging in my heart that had no tether so i gave it something to latch on and let the pain#fester into something i could control. and its why im so grateful to be heard and to be seen and to be loved even with#all the blurbs that hwwl has become so thank you. thank you very much!#he who we love#<- internal tag for the work
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✨⚡️ Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ⚡️✨
Tagged by @acountrygirlsfun (a couple times by now, though not actually this most recent time, but I figure it still counts!) Thank you, Caitlin <3 <3 <3
Helix took a deep breath in, counted four flashes of the desperate direct-@ lights coming in from his side chat panels, and breathed out. His voice came out steady, and miraculously casual. "We understand why you did it. You were trying to keep our brothers safe." He watched Harp's eyes go wide at the 'our' brothers. Like he hadn't expected the rest of them to claim the Corries. Because he'd been hiding from them just like from the longnecks, he had falsified his— Deep breath in. Two flashes, no time for longer, leave no silence for Harp to panic in. Breathe out. Keep going.
This is not seven sentences, but it's also largely not complete sentences anyway, and it is literally what I just seconds ago finished writing. Still counts!
No-pressure tagging uhhh @ialpiriel, @goingsparebutwithprecision, @anaclastic-azurite, anybody else who might want to play?
#tagged by#acountrygirlsfun#I should be taking a shower and going to sleep but this scene isn't clicking so rather than getting frustrated I'm posting it here#I will have to go back through in my rewrites later and make sure everyone doesn't have their breakdowns in the same way#I do a bit better when the characters are speaking out loud#but for internal thought processes I tend to end up with them all sounding suspiciously similar to my own. whoops#anyway this is more of the good data management AU! we've just learned that the Corrie Guards Are Not Okay#and now most everybody else is also Not Okay! we're having bad times today folks#in the story I mean. I had a fine day!#and though it is emotionally fraught and currently fighting me I am still very happy to be getting back to my beloved Guard#Harp's a medic OC and I adore him and he and the Guard he's trying so hard to take care of really deserve a break#and now their brothers are a little more aware (seriously they have only just nicked the tippest bit of iceberg) of how not okay they are#a break they shall shortly receive!!#(it's gonna come with a double helping of Bother so they won't be very grateful. but they will be better rested and that's what matters)
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Only on chapter 8 of my little sidequest/less lengthy Az/Kallias' Half-Sister!OC and I've already made Az cry. We love that ✨️repressed emotion release✨️!
#pro azriel#azriel#azriel acotar#azriel x oc#azriel/oc#fanfic#acotar fanfiction#acotar fic#meanwhile rhys trying to help him through the bag of deeply suppressed emotions is simultaneously grateful and terrified#like “oh im glad Azriel feels safe and comfortable enough to be vulnerable like this with me 🥹”#but also like “AHH WHAT DO I DO HE NEVER BREAKS DOWN IVE NEVER SEEN THIS SEND HELP” internally
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no seriously where did the 'dirk strider is a transmed/is transphobic' thing come from and also can we leave it behind already
#caw caw#its especially grating when hes hc'd as a trans man and/or is the only hc'd trans man within the kids cause its like.#i dunno it just feels bad. ive gotta stay off for you pages that shit is Not for me#also yes i have read and like the epilogues. i saw him being surprised about tboy roxy but not transphobic#i saw him slipping up in a normal way but that also isnt transphobia. he also cant see inside roxy's head#like he can with everyone else bc of roxy's aspect so he *genuinely* didnt know rox's internal processes or any kinda changes#he swaps pronouns for roxy at some point bc its implied that tboy roxy doesnt happen as often across timelines#so he defaults to she/her for us the readers for simplicity and imo bc most ppl still use she/her for roxy anyway#thats how i see it anyway. the fandom doesnt even like tboy roxy but he only ever comes up for transmed-dirk#which just feels weird and bad yknow. feels kinda puppet-y. bdumtiss#like i just dont think the guy who said he doesnt even deserve to die next to roxy would do that to him i truly dont#i think a lot of people have an uncharitable view of dirk bc they keep conflating him with bro when#that is NOT the point and wasnt the the point of the striunion or anything wrt paradox clones#bro is bro. we dont know why he is the way he is#but there was also absolutely NOTHING to imply that bro was transphobic. thats pure fanlore and most likely projection#projection isnt bad i need to say. but it is when it cements itself into fanlore and then fanlore changes our view of canon#the point of dirk strider is that he loves. he has a whole ass heart right on his chest for fucks sake#he is literally and figuratively wearing his heart outside of his chest for everyone to see#our t
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like on one hand biden did heinous stuff during his presidency and i have no personal liking for the guy, but on the other hand part of me does feel sympathetic bc it must suck to have to end your presidency in such a lacklustre way after having literally everyone demand you leave the race. on the third hand, there are presidents who would never have the grace and self-awareness to exit the race no matter how badly they were going to do or how many calls for it there were. on the fourth hand, biden's calls have directly contributed to the murder of thousands of people. on the fifth hand, he made some pretty significant progress domestically and improved the lives of thousands of americans.
idk man i have mixed feelings specifically on him pulling out. but hopeful that the candidate who gets the nom will be strong enough to pull those who were on the fence specifically about biden. and praying to anyone who will listen that this will get more people out to vote bc i'm seriously not joking about how much we do not want a second trump presidency.
#got the news while i was cleaning my apartment so i was ruminating on it a bit#i seriously have no personal feelings re: biden#but even tho i hate his international politics i AM also like. sympathetic to how much it was must suck to make that choice#and honestly? kind of grateful he did. he's giving the dems a better chance at winning and i think he knows it#there's a lack of ego there i have to respect#also curious how long this has been a possibility or if he just got enough pressure to decide to go with it#us politics#anyway this is when we really hold the line on vote blue no matter who btw#like i dont care who gets the nom i'm voting for them. but i'd be pumped if it was kamala harris
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i should have known today was going to be f*cked up when i checked the Shinee tag before going to bed early this morning and saw that the unofficial sign merch for the fans going to the Japan tour with all five members had been pulled and replaced with official merch from SM that only had the three that are currently active. that should have been a sign from God that some f*ckass sh*t was about to go down the vibes were off
#shinee#minho#choi minho#taemin#lee taemin#key#kibum#kim kibum#i said i wasn't going to talk about this but ykw i have to talk about it. i am weirdly detached and i am grateful that i ate before i#saw that sh*t but i'm going to talk about it bc the more i think about it the more pissed i am#look. i'm at most maybe two or three shades darker than Minho. i have heard these kinds of comments from 'friends' in the past#and i'm not going to pretend that it didn't hurt bc it did. it did and you can see that it hurt him too bc he had to laugh it off and Kibum#and Taemin are two grown ass f*cking men who should know better. and as much as i love them i am thankful that their asses#are getting lit up on social media and people are talking about this bc it's 2023. you don't f*cking say that to your friend#this is the same sh*t they did to Haechan. we literally just had a reporter criticize Taecyeon's skintone at one of the press conferences#for Heartbeat a couple months ago asking if he didn't think he was too dark for the role there is still the trend of lightening#idols' photos in official merch and ones taken at fan events WE ARE STILL DOING THIS KIND OF SH*T#whatever internalized issues with colorism Taemin and Kibum have they need to sort it out. go see a therapist idk something#but don't take that sh*t out on someone so close to you you consider them family. don't do that#Jjong is looking down from his satellite disc trying to beat their asses and God is holding him back again by his collar#but just barely. the satellite beams are so the rest of the fandom can get signal to do their work and call out the bullsh*t#going to spend the rest of the day reblogging Minho sets listening to Heartbreak in between Mirotic streaming#and trying to watch the rest of SOTB. that's all i can do atp
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Tales of Suspense (1959) #86
#Steve is so freaking dramatic#Sharon has yet to be given a name#apparently she and Steve are on close enough terms that he was expecting a date#last we saw her in the previous issue she was kidnapped to lure him somewhere#and at the end when she’s rescued she’s internally grateful for the whole situation because it brought them together again#and that’s it that’s the end of the story#apparently they got to know each other for the first time ever off-panel#because the previous time she was in the book he passed her on the street and immediately became emotionally invested#because she looked exactly like Peggy#then he helped her when her S.H.I.E.L.D. mission went awry#and then never spoke to her again because he was told she was dying from exposure to the bomb the mission was about#he hasn’t even learned that she’s actually related to Peggy#he’s presumably since learned her name and just hasn’t said it out loud yet but he definitely didn’t learn it during that first storyline#he did that dramatic mourning of his second chance with Peggy reborn without even learning the real name of the woman he was projecting on#but anyway oh noo a woman with a job is busy with her job he’s ‘lost her again- forever’#marvel#steve rogers#sharon carter#my posts#comic panels
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i just think kdrama watchers are probably best equipped to understand the type of character Malyen Oretsev was written to be in the books. send tweet
#malyen oretsev#mal oretsev#malina#should have been written as a kdrama#he is the BFF Male Lead who can't find the right way to declare to his BFF Female Lead while she's on her own journey of discovery#he finds out she's being manipulated by this jerk and gets jealous but knows he can't do anything to stop her#they have a little argument and she gets upset and he gets upset but they just need to take a little time to cool down#And then I can see it... the reconciliation is sweet and sincere... something that seems casual but is deeply meaningful to them#I can see it right now... a situation that could almost be read as romantic or played off as friendly...#we hear Alina voice her thoughts during the scene about how her heart flutters despite having no hope that Mal means to confess love#“It is moments like this that make me wonder what it would be like... but if all we are is friends i will be grateful just to know you”#CUT TO THE AFTER SCENE... Mal has spent three days planning this 30 second moment just to make Alina smile#his hands are shaking and his heart is beating fast and he's watching her intensely but SHE DOESN'T SEE.#and his internal monologue is like “should i tell her? but how? no.... it is impossible to find words to describe what the universe means”#���and i am but a speck in her universe”#and then we learn about their childhood friendship and the thread of destiny that bound them together#and i- AHHHH
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#2nd year in my program has a reputation for being the absolute worst part of it#it’s orals year (the exam is at the end)#but we still also have a full course load and a research project and workshop commitments and (for those that need it) language classes#plus. I have publication commitments. two dictionary articles (blessedly done). and a chapter#and I will lose my ever loving mind if I don’t get to go the gym every day#so it’s a lot. (a lot on a good day. hell on most really)#the unsurprisingly result of this is that I have been exhausted and stressed to the max#when I got back from one of my orals prep classes today#I was working on the research paper for my Maimonides class and got a call out of the blue that I had a DHL delivery#which was very confusing#b/c the only things I’ve ordered recently were coming via UPS#lo and behold#one of my best friends from LSE who still lives in London#sent me surprise birthday gifts from harrods#a moleskin and a box of their Knightsbridge blend tea!#I adore the gifts of course#but it mostly just made me feel very grateful to he remembered and loved in that way#(my birthday is actually the Saturday after this coming one. the vagaries of international shipping are not her fault though)#me stuff#not the stones#(((also please excuse the tea cupboard. my collection does in fact take up an entire large kitchen cabinet and go three rows back on the#bottom shelf. I may have a problem)))
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This is probably the closest I will ever get to interacting with any of the Six Idiots and I hope Larry knows that he's just made my day 💙
#I might have screamed a little when I got the notification#I honestly didn't expect him to reply to my question#but I am so very grateful he did#my cheeks are actually hurting from smiling so much#now everyone keep your fingers crossed for us folks outside the UK that WANA will get an international release#personal#larry rickard#we are not alone
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