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stevethehairington · 2 months

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no because like. okay i KNOW eddie does have wife related trauma but ALSO there are Layers here and it is s o o o o fascinating that eddie is getting CRIPPLING panic attacks over someone being called his wife. like. you would think maybe said wife related trauma would be the cause of that — like yknow. the woman i called my WIFE died, so now im terrified of ever having anyone else be called my wife , because what if that happens to her TOO. only NO. THATS ACTUALLY NOT IT AT ALL. it's anxiety about what having a wife means for HIM. like. LIKE. INSANE IMPLICATIONS INSAAAAANE IMPLICATIONS!!!!!!!!

#im feeling p a r t i c u l a r l y feral after this specific part of the arc #like GAH #the i m p l i c a t i o n s #ALSO EDDIE GETTING CALLED OUT FOR HIS REPRESSION (ALBEIT IN A DIFFERENT CONTEXT BUT HELLO REPRESSION IS REPRESSION) IN THE SAME EPISODES #FEELIN EXTRA INSANE #the internalized homophobia is SO STRONG here its SO STRONG #i need to read like a million fics about his now #ALSO A L S O #EDDIE BEING LIKE YEAH NO I DONT WANT THE READY MADE FAMILY NO THANK YOU NOT WITH HER #EXCEPT THE E X A C T THING HE DOESNT WANT WITH ANA IS WHAT HE HAS WITH BUCK LIKE.#CHRIS IS WITH ANA DURING THE BLACKOUT RIGHT. AND EDDIE DOESNT LIKE THAT?? HER BEING THE ONE LIVING AT HIS HOUSE TAKING CARE OF HIS SON #BUT WHEN B U C K DID IT AFTER EDDIE GOT SHOT HE DIDNT BAT AN EYE HE WAS GRATEFUL FOR IT HE COULDNT HAVE WANTED ANYTHING ELSE #AND JUST. J U S T. FEELING SOOOOO INSANE OVER THIS #(ALSO THE ABSOLUTE COLD SHOULDER BUCK GIVES ANA WHEN SHE BRINGS CHRIS TO THE STATION LMFAO. HE DOESNT EVEN SAY H I TO HER GJDKSKS JEALOUSSS)#BUT Y E A H. EDDIE NOT WANTING THAT BC HE DOESNT NEED IT — BECAUSE HE ALREADY H A S IT. WITH BUCK.#GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSUREEEEEE #eddie diaz #911

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