#he is STRUGGLING in s6
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spencer reid unnervingly miming stabbing someone while talking in a low raspy voice about it. i love you mentally healthy girl<3
#he is STRUGGLING in s6#like chronic migraines/living in fear of schizophrenic break/dead friend/immediately after friend dying having a case abt an addict w#schizophrenia which r basically his biggest triggers. so. theyre getting a little weird with it#dr spencer reid#spencer reid#reid#criminal minds#cm#my posts
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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i'm just thinking about arthur getting terrified of tommy when he broke down after the failed assassination of mosley and instead of approaching him and trying to reassure him, he sneakily took out the bullets of his gun while driving back to the mansion and let him roam wild in the field acting all suicidal. and by letting him run into the field alone at least he knows that tommy can't kill himself with an empty gun... it's batshit to me how his assumption of tommy killing himself turned out correct and he saved his life by emptying the gun...these two are so fucked up actually.
#like literally so traumatized it's devastating when you think of it#they grew distanced after 4 years it seems bc arthur would've never let him struggle alone and would've done something to comfort him afaik#what i'm saying is knowing arthur throughout the show he even becomes a menace to tommy to make sure he's alright#i'm sure there's a deeper meaning for how arthur acted so i'm still gonna need to do a pb character study rewatch#i really don't wanna jump into this but the way arthur always assumes tommy killing himself is wild to me like....#yk what i'll expand this discourse when i get to the s6 finale and what i think about arthur's farewell letter#peaky blinders#arthur shelby#tommy shelby#tommyarthur#thomas shelby#steven knight#pb text post
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thibking abt Mumbo always sharing his lunch with Grian or even making him snacks bc he forgets to eat sometimes
#s6 grian struggling to feed himself bc he either doesn’t have the energy or is busy#mumbo catches on and silently handles it 😤😤#we’re swinging back around to grumbo guys hahaha#I’m only thinking this bc I’m hungry rn 😭 my stomach is literally growling bc cooking is saur daunting wahhh I’ll just feel sick inside 😤🤧#inside ? instead ! wahhhhh 🤧🤧🤧🤧
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I love rewatching eddie getting called out in the previous seasons like currently on my rewatch and I’m on season 6 and episode 8 “what’s your fantasy” when Eddie learns that Christopher has a crush and he wonders why Chris hasn’t said anything to him about it and then Carla goes “Oh, you’re suddenly in a hurry to give dating advice?” LMAO DRAGGING EDDIE’S ASS REALLY QUICK RIGHT THERE CARLA
#and don’t even get me started on the Bobby clocking Eddie left and right when he’s struggling in relationships#eddie diaz#ryan guzman#edmundo diaz#911 season 6#911 s6#911 abc#911 fox#911 on fox#911 on abc#911 tv show#911 show#911
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“This was needed! Daniel needed to stop worshipping Mr. Miyagi and seeing he had flaws!”
OR maybe the writers/TB3 needed to stop acting like pacifist = passive, start writing Miyagi-Do with the same respect as they do Cobra Kai and Eagle Fang, and remember that KK1 already showed that Mr. Miyagi was imperfect and had grief and anger he needed to work through (he was human, imperfect, not always the perfect calm mentor—this is territory we’ve treaded in KK1 already!!)
#sure ck daniel tends to push his ideas on other people#but that’s not MR. MIYAGI’S fault#that’s something daniel struggles with IN GENERAL with EVERTHING#(i love him but like…it’s just a general trait of his that he needs to be right. it’s not exclusive to miyagi-do)#cobra kai spoilers#cobra kai s6 spoilers
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Random thought that S1 could have instead had more consistent hinting/detail to it that Tommy *suspected* Grace in some way, and therefore his seduction of her wasn't entirely just the hearteyes it tried to be sold as, but rather attempting to sway her to his side. Because, given every other series has Tommy using his body/self/sex as a way to leverage influence he wouldn't otherwise have, it'd be consistent to have seen a hint of that with Grace.
And then to *still* have their revelation moment after the Garrison killings, because then how much more meaningful if he throws away his suspicions in favour of finding someone he feels sees him and gets him.
#idk i just do not find Tommy Hearteyes believable no matter how i try (and I do try?? other people cn see it but i struggle)#the eyerolling i do through most of s1#S2 - may#S3 - tatiana#S4 - alfie#S5 - mosley#S6 - diana#i suppose you could say he's using his body/self and leveraging campbell's weird sexualised obsession for him in s1#but it's more grace as that stand-in w kimber. then ada in the shootout#s1 the main sex bit is tommy quietly and subtly seducing kimber's accountant Roberts#my secret headcanon that Tommy also engages Roberts as a third party to test Shelby Co's accountants' advice for validity and flaws#a very longstanding professional friendship they develop#I suppose S1 shows tommy attempt to use grace in that way while campbell is exactly using grace that way#and then every season after has tommy having to do that himself in some way#i think what happens after s1 is the ways of “using body” for advantage (crime violence killings sex) blurs *significantly*#in s1 all uses are there but the lines seem clearer#by s5/s6 it's just the most twisted mess#i keep meaning to start my rewatch but infant has had fevers this week :/
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thinking about that japril scene where april breaks down in tears when she tells jackson that they were having a baby boy, and how much i want that for chenford, but happy!!! like... they agree that they don't care about knowing the sex of their baby, but lucy accidentally finds out somehow, and in her excitement she stops by the precinct over lunch, or after shift to tell tim, "we're having a girl" with the biggest smile on her face, only to quickly go into a slight panic when his face drops like 😧 and she starts to ramble like, "l-look, i know you probably wanted a boy first-" but tim surprises her by interrupting her and crashing his lips to hers, only to pull away with tears in his eyes like, "no, i want this. i want exactly this."
#*carly catalogs#sisterofficerlucychen#ik you'll back me up on this you always get me and my japril parallel ideas#(btw i am... SO!!! incredibly sorry i stopped messaging you once again)#(it's been a constant struggle since we last spoke and now i am once again too big of a scaredy cat to come back and say 'hey!')#(i also saw that you started watching chicago fire??? 👀 we have much to discuss bc i started watching it too and am currently on s6)#but anyway....#i need a parallel shot of them celebrating out front of the precinct#maybe he picks her up and twirls her around even??? :')#he'd be so relieved it's a girl and would even admit so to lucy later that night while they're all snuggled up together#bc it's actually my headcanon that no matter what he would not care one way or another which they have a boy or a girl#HOWEVER!!!!!#i think he subconsciously believes he'd fail at raising a boy first#and it's for that reason i believe he secretly hopes for a girl first#AKA I NEED GIRL!DAD TIM TO COME HOME TO ME#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#grey's anatomy#japril#parallel wishlist
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Going Through It in a way that only danvis can fix I think
#mystreet.... :(( i miss my block men#but ever since that travlyn Situation on my blog i DREAD using it#i hate people misunderstanding me and i got Death Threats over a Minecraft Roleplay series because i don't like Katelyn#because i don't think travlyn is a healthy ship because shes canonically physically abusive and hes canonically known for harassment/sa#and Travis is the Only character that gets a REDEMPTION ARC FROM HIS PUSHY COMMENTS AND WEIRD FLIRTING. HE GETS BACKSTORY AND REASON#HE GETS AN ARC#my boy gets a whole improvement arc and grows and changes and learns#he gets an implied reason for why those behaviors were normal to him. between Dante TEACHING HIM TO DO IT. AND MICHAEL BEING CREEPY#Michael was LITERALLY IMPLIED TO HAVE SAED THE BOYS MOTHER IN MCD AND DID YOU GUYS EVEN WATCH S6???? HES A CREEP.#and Travis CHANGES FOR KATELYN very very very early on. THE LITERAL LATER POINTS IN SEASON ONE!??? S1 !!!#Katelyns arc happens OFF CAMERA. after Travis is the FIRST CHARACTER to EVER have a scene calling out abuse directly??#HE CALLS HER OUT ON YELLING AND HITTING HIM and its continued AFTER HIS IMPROVEMENT AND ARC#i WISH we got to know her arc and her redemption but WE DONT its just There one day. shes just BETTER ONE DAY and i hate it#she feels like a background character and i don't like her#she has GREAT POTENTIAL with her backstory. her mother. etcetera. but its WASTED and never talked about.#i want to give her a real character instead of her being the Angry wlw character trope that Stops For A Man she used to hate + secretly love#i hate travlyn. i hate the SA from Travis and the physical abuse from Katelyn. i hate how the ship ruined her character#and yet Made his. travlyn pushed Katelyn into a one dimensional character pretending to be three dimensional#and somehow took Travis down the pipeline of becoming a three dimensional character. idk.#i want Katelyn to be something good. better. more than “angry bi girl who becomes soft for a guy” and more than “vague mommy issues”#i WISH she and luca had more time. luca was the only thing that could have made katelyn more than what she was.#luca helped explore katelyns struggles with opening up and communicating and anger issues in a REAL WAY#not “she pretends to hate boy and hits him because she secretly loves him lol look shes blushing and defensive teehee”#shes so much more than that but its NEVER ACTUALLY SHOWN. JUSTICE FOR MY LOVELY LADY.#im so upset.#im SO UPSET
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girl in the fireplace is so funny to me. just seeing different people's reactions (and mine) to it. like, here's how I break it down:
if you love rose tyler and timepetals but maybe not as crazy for the doctor himself, this is the worst episode ever EVA!!!!! like hell on EARTH WHYYYY OH MY GOD ROSEEE MY GIRL I'M SO SORRY YOU'RE BEING TREATED LIKE THIS!!!!! DOCTOR go save ur girl goddamn don't just leave her so uncertain and feeling betrayed like that!!!! and don't PROUDLY KISS OTHER WOMEN 😰😰😰!!!!!
if you're a bigger doctor lover but still enjoy rose and maybe timepetals but eh it's whatever, this episode is very interesting and a fun exploration of the doctor, if a bit sad to see rose almost sidelined like that. ultimately one you quite enjoy
if you just care about the doctor and not rose or timepetals, this episode is the SHIT OH it's so good it's SO good oh my god yes please dive more into the doctor's fucked up psyche and life grahhHH!!!! ough. this man is FUCKED UP!! YEAHHHH!!!
#first one if my opinion if you couldn't tell lol#I watched it once. hated it. never went back even on rewatches#can't stand the whole “lonely god/angel” narrative#you can imagine I'm not having the best time with the moffat era rn fvnjfdndf#(tho I did enjoy the doctor seeing he's got people on his side during the s6 finale. nice once moffat that was sweet)#also ik she kissed him it just. rose was already struggling with ep3 this was NOT helping#girl was going through the wringer with this one#also not a fan of the maybe maybe not ?? romance that was going on between reinette and the doctor??#you could argue either side tbh and that I don't like either#just sayin btw it was very uncomfortable to watch reinette go into his brain like that uninvited. did not like that at alll ohh not at all#ALSO I know he HAD to do something bc saving her was vital but that still doesn't mean I have to like how he left rose like that#this is NOT to hate on anyone's opinions mind you#this is probably most certainly not true for everyone I just thought it was funny how I most often see them#doctor who
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one thing about stalia is they have the most scenes together, meaningful and beautiful (romantically wise) so we are never gonna run out if scenes to edit bc there are always so many and i notice editors don’t use a lot more i love as well like they’re just soulmates ong.
#meanwhile st*dia struggling with s1 one-sided scenes... a panic attack scene (gross) and that s6 atrocity that had the season flop#not to mention the ugly fish kiss lmfao#btw i have seen many of these losers use stalia scenes for their ship all the time#like when stiles dreamed about how they spoon together and was up all night when he couldn't sleep without her and they just inserted lydia#... lieek don’t piss me off#this is the same cringe fandom who says stalia has a few scenes but stydia has ‘history’ 💀 like is the history in the room with us rn?#bc so far ik st*dias were the ones to get stiles looking at the board when malia mentioned she uses colored highlighters for things she#understands (green) is working on them (yellow) & has no clue (red) just like he did with colored strings and he smiled at the thought they#were similar and st*dias still thought the moment was for their girly when she meant nothing to him because he literally leaned in#to kiss her after noticing that#stalia#malia tate#stiles stilinski#teen wolf
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Hi! I was wondering if you could explain to me about Buck's sex addiction in the beginning of s1? Did he do it as something he simply like to do? Or to seek something emotional? Or something to make his head clear?
I think it was most likely a combination of all those things.
I also think it's important to remember that Buck self-diagnosed himself with sex addiction - I am certainly no professional but I suspect a therapist wouldn't have diagnosed him as such but perhaps pursued the idea that he was either seeking a connection or engaging in self-harming behaviour.
I see his sex addiction as being his attempt to make a tangible connection (he even asks for that first lady's number so that they can meet again!) But it's also his way of dealing with his self-worth (or rather lack thereof). He doesn't know what he's good at but he does know he's good at sex so he might as well do that as often as possible because what else is he good for 🤷♀️
Following that idea, I also think it's interesting to look at what stopped him from engaging in those behaviours- because it wasn't Abby. He had already decided to try and stop before they started talking, he even tells her he'd rather not meet yet because he doesn't want to fall back into old habits.
It was the scare of being fired and the gratitude of getting a second chance that triggered his change in behaviour and I think that's particularly interesting when you consider the self-harming angle because it suggests that Bobby giving him that second chance gave him a boost of self-worth (the realisation that he can be a good firefighter, which then becomes his driving force for the next 5 seasons) which helped him stop his spiral.
#911#q&a#evan buckley#character introspection#i never understand why people claim that Buck has had no character growth#yes hes still struggling and yes he regresses but the Buck in S1 and the Buck in S6?#there has been so much growth 🥹🥹
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Something that really hits like a gut punch the older I get, as someone whose been actively suicidal the majority of my life, is how fucking. Young Sam is in the original 5 seasons. If it ended as originally intended, Sam never would have made it out of his 20s and I can't accurately describe how sad that makes me
#supernatural#sam winchester#the thing with supernatural is that I can't view it as a complete thing#Or I guess I view it very segmented#Watching s1-5 I can't read any of it as setting up s6-15 bc I know it wasn't trying to set up the later seasons#so it makes it really hard for me to read it as one connected piece of media#and the original story is so devastating to me#The tragedy of it all#Don't get me wrong I like the later seasons and I love that we get to see Sam grow up#Like that's Very important to me#seeing a character live after believing he would die is something that speaks to me on every level#but knowing that it wasn't intended originally and that Sam was never supposed to see his thirties makes me so unspeakably sad#like. that kid we see in season 1 was dies he dies and that's just. It that's it#like even though he comes back in season 6 he still dies ya know?#I struggle so much to articulate my thoughts well but like that Sam s1-5 Sam DOESN'T make it out#his only true chance at redemption and absolution is through death and that's what happens and it just makes my stomach hurt#Sam my babygirl u didn't deserve it!!!!#:V
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Just some of my season 6 litg commentary under the cut
I haven't been playing long and they made me go on the Roberto date. He's icky to me. He reminds me of my ex and I wanted to drown him.
I literally didn't have a choice, but you're welcome.
That's a damn shame.
The free option is to leave? Thanks for the savings!
She doesn't want your dessert. Go away.
Bonus: Ivy, I will literally break you in half. Step off. Let me be with my boring blonde dude. Go fuck on anyone else.
#litg season 6#idk if i like Lewie but he's the least chaotic and i appreciate him for it#wants snuggles gets struggles#litg s6#litg double trouble
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My question is why aren’t they looking at their selves like looking at your hands while you’re on a date is just so awkward
#let them be a normal couple#mari look at him he’s literally struggling#Adrian’s smile through the tears kills me#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#illustrhater spoilers#the illustrhater spoilers#ml season 6 spoilers#adrienette#adrinette#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#miraculous ladybug
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agent Washington for character bingo
HIII JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!! TY FOR THIS
Wash as a character makes me insane like i cant even put into words i just have to explode . everytime i see him on screen i have to physically calm myself down its so bad. i think he and tucker has just permanently taken over my brain.
he's been through psychological horror you couldn't even imagine, he became worse before he became better, he could be so so much worse, he could heal, he could be happy, he could break. I want to see him pushed to his limit but also i just want him to be safe and happy. giving him a smooch
NO BINGO :(
#mailbox#i am NOT a very articulate person and also english is my second language so im struggling to form my thoughts#But i get so incredibly soft thinking abt how much wash loves his friends and how he truly is just so pathetic and just needs to pet a cat#and then i remember his fight w the meta and im kicking my legs#i need to put him in different scenarios and see his reaction#also s6 is genuinely my fave season just because Wash is so fucking over everything all the time its so funny i love him so much
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