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I was gonna text leo
N I REMEMBERED HE SAID COOL TO WHAT MY EX'S DID
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything
kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend
#i’m so glad i saw this now and not when i was deranged at 2AM last night (i say as if i am not currently deranged)#like i had to physically pause. stop watching the video. to take notes to tell you guys about it i hope you know#holyjost thank u i love u i appreciate u & how u always have the sources 😭#i send out a prayer to the universe (put shit in the tags) & u provide#liv in the replies#holyjost#i love this reaction image btw it is one of my FAVORITES#anyway i was just chilling and then lost it at the ‘brandon just says shit’ part and had to start writing down notes (as follows)#there is SO much. the lore. the fact that brandon lasts two seconds before his shirt comes off everyone else is so bundled#dewey2 immediate “sharks” girl help the two of them on the bean bag together#the boat competition BOLDY’S CONTRACT??? yeah i AM thinking about that in a weird way what kind of contract brandon#also boldy motion sickness girlie he’s so real for that one 😭😭#and brandon talking a big game and then like fuckin. curled into a ball on the beanbag passed out bro i cannot.#LD BONITA? LD BONITA FISH??? So excitedly???? my GOD.#LEAVE THAT POOR FISH ALONE!!!!#oh the shark lore 🥺 dewey baby let me take you to this fantastic thing called an aquarium.#you can pet sharks there!!! i can’t even. i know i’ve seen it and had a breakdown about it before but connor’s hand when he pets the shark#the absolute joy oh my god. connor PLEASE ik u want to touch all the fish… we have sturgeon & sting rays & jellies#brandon praising connor’s attitude 🫡 he is so goal oriented they said the goal is a vibe check and connor studied.#also. save me hot brothers save me#what the fuck is this yeti cup ritual give me a cult au NOW wkdndiwkdi they’re such freaks. i love it. also just drink it bro#VLADDY MENTION THAT’S MY BOY HI BEAUTIFULLLLL#OH THIS WAS THE MIDDSY FIGHT???#awww Freddy (who i never think is a forward??)#connor dewar#brandon duhaime#minnesota wild#for reference!
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POV you disappointed your senpai and theyre disappointed about it and give NO hugs wtf man
#yowamushi pedal#but art <3#manami sangaku#yowapeda#when i get you#manami…is so ouppy#my little freak#me: wow this is so sad for him *immortalizes it forever in drawing*#maybe in s3 theyre nicer to him (delusional)#but i saw some random trivia that said they dote on him lots foe his birthday what is the truth#edit: TOUDOU REDEEMED#ARAKITA REDEEMED HE WASNT AT THE SCENE OF CRIME
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"You're pretty new at this whole relationship thing, huh?"
"... Yeah."
#outer range s2#outer range s2 spoilers#outer range 02x01#maria olivares#rhett abbott#isabel arraiza#lewis pullman#rhett x maria#um... idk i love them#but why would they do this to me? it's gonna sting so much when they break up#her teasing him is my favorite thing#but also her calling him ''wonderful''? my god the squeal i let out...#the smallest little smile and the way he looked at her before he said ''good'' after she said she likes how she feels when she's with him?!#now i'm rhett going ''don't do this'' but instead of with his truck it's with the show#my biggest gripe is that she doesn't help him that much with his broken arm... except maybe to help him shower? /hj#i get why he was the one to get the snacks... it was for the impact of the scene but still#it's great to see them laughing and smiling so much! love that!#i think she smiled at least once while her poor boyfriend was getting freaked out by cats#he could not keep a straight face for that long after saying ''what does that leave me?''#i wonder what he was gonna say before she said she liked how she feels when she's with him... was he giving her an out?#he has NOTHING pleasant to say about her not even a ''thank you'' after being called wonderful smh /j#tw: food?#my girl didn't even say ''bless you'' when he starting sneezing :(#i switched the last picture because i like the way they were smiling at each other when he got onto the bed#after maria laughs in the car after the buffalo run past them i think i can hear the lowest ''so are we-'' or ''sorry''?#and i think that may be because lew thought isa broke character?? but i'm not too sure... maybe it's rhett apologizing#but idk? maybe it's just rhett saying sorry because he felt self-conscious about maybe sounding stupid... or maybe i'm just hearing things#i think the way he even said ''okay'' after she took all the snacks was similar to the way she said it before she grabbed the snacks#look i understand not getting a shower scene but they truly robbed me of seeing rhett and maria with wet hair...#just another little nitpick but i think the ''i like who i am when i'm with you'' would hit harder if we saw maria in scenes without rhett
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"The sell your cloak and buy a sword" has to be one of the most misquoted Bible verse EVER
It's now become a pet peeve of mine Witnessing all these idiots with surface level theology take this passage at face value and mUh tHe BibLe wAnTs yOu tO bUy gUnS!! and seemingly don't have enough braincells left to rub to realize that the Sword is a metaphor for the Word/Christ crossing several books in the Bible AND that Jesus rebuked Peter for using the very same weapon he was allegedly okay with him using, and went as far as to heal the very man he harmed doing so, but hey I guess expecting those Christians to have a crumb of critical thinking skills might be a little bit too much to ask
#if I see another video of an idiotic yankee using that verse to defend gun use imma EXPLODE#what's in the water that makes CHRISTIANS SO FREAKING STUPID???#HOW CAN JESUS BE OK WITH USING WEAPONS WHEN HE REBUKED THE VERY PERSON WHO USED VIOLENCE UNDER HIS WATCH????#b-but JeSus wOulD tEmPtuwu JESUS DIDN'T TEMPT PETER U IDIOT#PETER TAKE THIS INITIATIVE UNPROVOKED#EVEN IF JESUS ALLOWED HIM TO CARRY ALONG THE SWORD HE STILL DIDN'T TELL HIM TO ASSAULT THAT MAN#IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO SAY JESUS WAS OK W/ VIOLENCE WHEN HE ACTUALLY REBUKED SAID VIOLENCE#AND THEN HAVE THE AUDACITYYUU TO INSINUATE THIS WOULD BE JESUS TEMPTING PETER??!??!?#ARE YOU OUT OF UR MIND???#PUT SOME RESPECT ON JESUS NAME AND USE UR BRAIN FOR ONCE#JESUS *LET* PETER CARRY THIS SWORD TO MAKE HIS POINT#PETER USED HIS OWN *FREEWILL* WITH HIS MISGUIDED INTENTION TO DEFEND CHRIST W/VIOLENCE#JESUS LET THIS HAPPEN BC HE *KNEW* THIS WOULD BE A STUMBLING BLOCK FOR MANY PEOPLE#JESUS SAW THE FUTURE AND TRIED TO WARNED YOU OFF BY LETTING THIS EVENT BE RETALED IN THE BIBLE#BUT 2000+ YRS LATER YOU ARE *STILL* MISSING THE POINT#THIS TRANSGENERATIONAL STUPIDITY HAS TO BE A CURSE I SEE NO OTHER EXPLANATIONAAAAAAAAHHHHHAHHAA#Christian#papi truths
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Oh—oh guys if i start SPEAKING I fear tumblr will ban me for a LIFETIME bcz WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK JEONG YUNHO????!!!! Fuck I am SO not dealing with this rn i cannot function anymore OKK👹🤡💀
#just bvidzsoo things#ateez yunho#jeong yunho#yunho hard thoughts#as that one freaking tweet said…not even a guillotine can take away the head im about to give this man#atp…im unashamed by whatever unhinged thing i saw bcz WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING????#i hate him and mingi…why are they even my biases?!!#why can’t they be sweet like seonghwa who doesn’t kill me daily??? although i’m barely coping due to all the concert videos of Hwa#nah cuz just NAH#I’m already sorry for when my bestie wakes up and finds my messages 💀 if you see this Orsi…bocsi és szeretlek 😃🥲🫶🏻😂
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some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation
#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation#this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her#he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ??#he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me?#she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’#<- replied in DMs I mean#I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ??#how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind#‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’#and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior#saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago#so idk why she was bringing that up ??#and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis#straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here#btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her#including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv)#just nuts straight up nuts#negativity#like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???)#because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts#it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them#why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society#sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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If only Jiang Fengmian could have seen this. Seen what a great fucking sect leader Jiang Cheng is
hilarious to imply jiang fengmian would ever be proud of his son 2. IS HE THOUGH
#literally nothing has been given as evidence to this fact in this fic except jc having 'a badass aura'#you'll have to argue PRETTY well to get me to believe that one#I saw him screaming at that new recruit. I remember when jyl stepped in to offer helpful advice and remind him how to be a host#im sure keeping the sect together during the ss campaign and afterwards took some skill but what even was it...we don't really see...#he seems in over his head in a lot of the early scenes. like fairly so#but he's SO easy to manipulate. and later on he seems like a massive loose cannon who freaks everyone out bc he's out of control#and like those things make sense for his character but I don't think they translate to 'excellent incredible sect leader who's badass'#like where's the EVIDENCE. brother you're blowing smoke#also wwx being proud of jc MUST come along with a sense of his debt being paid. like canonically he SAID this in the show he's gonna#be thinking about it#ficblogging
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i think abt the fact that jaba literally has cute dimples, and nobody even knows or gives a fuck bcs the grumpy bitch never smiles, alot. all the time, actually. in my terrarium
#theyre so cute too#alpey probably thinks abt this too#jabari beamed when ime said they needed to run extra laps bcs jabas a little freak like that#and alpey laid in his bed unable to sleep wondering if he just made that image up in his mind or not#(not the idea of jaba being happy for more work. but at the idea of jaba having those dimples he saw)#like was alpey's mind just playing rose-tinted tricks on him or were they real#alpey bakes some treats for the team next practice and he learns that fortunately for his heart. they are#and unfortunately as well bcs now he is extra smitten#jaba always lays awake at night thinking abt alpey#but what hes worrying over is whether or not he should kill him and where to hide the body#(alpey waved at him)
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IM FUCKING CRYING I FOUND MT FIRST OUTSIDERS FANART WHY DID I DRAW DALLY SO CUNTY……
#the outsiders#dallas winston#i took the ‘elf ish features’ and ‘pointed ears’ seriously#cunty elf#angel rambles🎀#i thinj like one person saw it on my main bc that was like my first post ever#they were fucking LYING when they said it was good bc what the freak#HE LOOKED FUCKING GAY#i made dally w short hair.... not my best moment chat
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In middle school summer camp one of my friends would recite old fake Tumblr posts but none of my friends were as online as I was so no one believed me when I told them she was just reciting Tumblr posts and not her own stories. They weren't even real as Tumblr posts like girl you can't make up your own LIES?
#god what a time. the two i remember most distinctly was one where its like- their math teacher is freaking the fuck out and yelling-#-'whats two plus two! whats two plus two!' and the student in front of the teacher wasnt paying attention so they whisper 'five' to them-#-and they say five and the teacher gets so frustrated he walks out of the class#which i literally heard her say that and was like. thats. a tumblr post. i saw that tumblr post. thats was also 100% a lie on tumblr also#and then the second one was about having a dream about a duck who judged peoples fashion choices#which i find so funny like. ITS A DREAM. NO ONE COULD CALL YOU A LIAR IF YOU SAID IT WAS A DREAM YOU HAD.#UNLESS YOU LITERALLY TOOK IT FROM A TUMBLR POST. WHICH SHE DID#wild shit. i literally called her ass out on that and all of my friends were like 'jay no shes telling the truth be reasonable!' No She Isn#and bc we didnt have internet at the summer camp i didnt get to show them the posts#but when i got home i literally texted one of the other girls screenshots of the posts and was like. I WAS NOT LYING.#wild shit. so glad i dont have to be 14 anymore
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#ive had an amazing year in this fandom#i saw louis and harry for the first time in seven years - the first time since my otra show#i somehow got so close to louis in berlin that he kept making eye contact with me and it was the first time i was surrounded by so many#pride flags apart from pride and i definitely felt safer than at pride there#i started rainbows for lights up which i will forever cherish and im forever grateful that you encouraged me because the entire hslot europ#was something absolutely amazing and magical#and in many ways it was obvious harry knew and then we did the Prague project for lights up and harry knew about it and did a double take#for the flag before the song even began#HE KNEW he LOVED IT and we had another rainbow project and a loml project and i stood so close he saw me#and there’s this interaction during which he definitely saw me and i saw the video the other day and am still gatekeeping it but#i had that#and it was one of the best days of my life and one of my best achievements and#seeing harry do what he does the way he does reminded me what i want to do in my life and who i want to be and was key in me taking the job#that i did a few weeks later that changed my life#i saw louis in freaking malaga at his own festival where i travelled by myself and it was a nightmare for many reasons but i DID IT and it#was an incredible show and we did an absolutely incredible rainbow project that was acknowledged by louis there#and that was acknowledged even afterwards when they registered copy the day after#i still can’t believe we pulled that off and he kept pointing to us like that and so many people said it was such an important moment#i made and met some of my best friends in this fandom to date this year#liz Petra Lisa raine hope im looking at you guys and i love you#i discovered and saw otp thanks to louis (and Petra)#i got to be here for harry and louis’ new albums and achievements and world tours and it was INCREDIBLE and im so proud and it brought me#so much joy and happiness to be here and they really were with me during a majorly defining period of my life once again#so i am grateful and filled with love for the projects for the friends for the music for the memories for the shows i went to and am going#to next year (my teenage self absolutely cannot believe) and im excited for what’s to come#but right now with everything that’s going on im taking a short break from the fandom for the sake of my mental health and to consider how#i engage with the fandom and some matters in the future#i’ll be back after new years probably and i hope you have an amazing start to the new year and spend calm holidays with those you love!!!!#love you guys!
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#They said they wanted to write a show focusing on Black woken for once#and he verbally said he saw the main character as an animal… a DOG at that.#And y’all accused me of erasing Black woken for pointing out that his viewpoint was evident in the show#The rest of y’all are so busy kissing ass that you don’t watch anything with intention and when someone does#you attack them.#And for what? Is Donald glover hiring you next?#To make another show about a Black woman he tells media he sees as a dog?#I’d rather slit my throat#Fuck y’all.#Not surprised.#I been saying for years that he hates Black women.#That’s why he smells like onions anyway.#he’s been giving Stanky ass!#like freaking listen to bw#don’t fuck with black women#And the cunties wonder why it’s FQ yall for not listening to bw#Because FQ yall for doubting!!!
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hugs?
Yes please
#kiwi answers#liz my sweet#basically#my younger sister whom i will start calling doe#is due to give birth beginning of april (dw shes healthy)#and she graduates the last friday of april so the plan is we’ll get to meet my new niece for the first time then#because she lives a couple states away#but#today i found out that the required performance for vocal lessons#is that same friday in april#and then when i asked what to so about that#he started out with ‘well i missed my own grandfather’s funeral and my sister’s wedding because i had performances…’#and i lost it#he basically said email him and we’ll talk about it#and when he saw me start to tear up to not freak out yet because nothings in stone or anything#but yeah i cant control my tears once they start#and also cant control when they start most of the time#just ignore me I’m an emotional wreck its fine /lh
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