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Apparently one of my new year's resolutions is to stop putting Faz in the bath so maybe I'll pivot and write Faz fanfics under the "foursome F/F/F/M" tag on AO3
#Fast forward to next year when I'm told to stop writing about faz and his three wives#he's rostered them all to cook dinner twice a week and then on Sundays he ubereats pizza for them all#lets them take it in turns to pick the movie every night#The third wife keeps picking encanto and the other two wives plot to get Faz to divorce her#I'm joking the third wife is still watching mean girls on repeat#The third wife picks the all four hunger Games movies#five including the prequel#faz navigates life when all his wives get on the same cycle#he falls in that cycle as well#one of them has synced their period to their 67 year old boss so she's even moodier that week#her nights of cooking are just baked beans on toast#all women compete with each other who can get pregnant fastest#'ladies it's okay you can all have a baby we have a four bedroom house'#'fivesome F/F/F/F/M' when Mel joins the group#me and Shae and the other one are all at the wedding of Faz and Mel just plotting Mel's death#finally all in agreeance for once#I'm so sorry
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Okay but it's super interesting how
Din = Power = Ganondorf
Naryu = Wisdom = Zelda
Farore = Courage = Link.
Because Din, in the hylian creation myth, created the physical world. Naryu then created the laws - gravity, time, etc. And Farore finally created life - plants and people.
Din created the body, naryu the mind, Farore the soul.
And the triforce and its wielders so perfectly reflect that.
Ganon is physical power, he is big and intimidating and he breaks things. He is cunning and determined, but that's not what he focuses on. He is might makes right.
Zelda is wisdom and cleverness. She is stall tactics and information and team work. She is a powerful mage with a spine of steel, but that's not how she'll win. She is the pen being mightier than the sword.
Link is courage and persistence. He is the wild card sneaking behind enemy ranks, always moving, plunging into terrifying situations head first. He's a phenomenal fighter with a keen wit, but that's not what will get him through his challenges. He is bravery not being the absence of fear but the triumph over it.
They sit in perfect parallels to each other.
And ganon is reborn through his body - his resurrection is immortality. No matter how low he is cast, as long as he has a body he can claw his way back. He can cling to his power, build it ever higher.
Zelda is reborn through the magic of her bloodline. It's the accumulated knowledge handed down for generations, the unique power she must master, the skills she must develop to survive and get her kingdom out the other side intact. Even her name, the knowledge of herself, is handed down from all the way from the very first. Her ancestors knowledge of her future presence, her stability, is what gives her the edge.
Link is reborn in spirit. He is not bound by flesh or blood. Just like his wanderlust soul he can reappear in any time or place. His variation, his unpredictability, is exactly how he fights. It's what makes him so hard to pin down.
Ganons need to build strength means he can't chase after link. Links impulsiveness means zelda can outwit him. Zeldas stationary predictability means she's an easy target for ganon.
But the other direction?
Fire melts ice, ice redirects lightning, lightning burns fire.
And that's the very essence of the triforce.
#It's little details spread across the games like this that just makes it work so WELL it's SO COOL#They're all great at all parts of the triforce but they CHOOSE to focus on the path most meaningful to them#And that's literally reflected in their unique cycles of reincarnation isn't that just AMAZING#And that's why the team up is so important! If they were all working against each other they'd be locked spinning their wheels#If zelda and ganon teamed up link would immediately die and if link and ganon teamed up zelda would instantly perish#It's the link zelda team up that means ganon is the one who kicks it#Also the elemental thing was cool but they do jump around a bit. Like wind is there half the time#In botk the gerudo have lightning and the goron have fire. Farosh still has lightning tho and dinraal fire#In ss lanaryu was the lightning and faron had water like its all over the place thematically. And that's when it's only 3!#Don't even get me started on the 5/7 lots notankyu#But that's the most common group and it's also thematically accurate#Fire being the only one able to self perpetuate with fuel. Can be banked up again. Ice compresses with time but needs the right environment#Lightning go boom 👍 you can feel the static in the air but you don't know when/where it'll strike and then it's all over#Like fr it's hilarious zelda and ganon are playing the long game and link runs past eats all the pieces and while ganons yelling after him#Zelda checkmates his king. And nobody can prove she wasn't cheating because nobody was looking lmao#Ah the duality of metaphors#ANYWAY isn't that so neat???#Reason no.372 why rhoam was a terrible king he didn't just screw up he did it ✨thematically✨#If link had been allowed to run off and get dirty and if zelda was allowed to study her interest (like post kingdom fall FOR EXAMPLE)#They'd have won (like aoc) but nooooooo. I've already made a post (or 3) about it lmao I'll be quiet now#loz#legend of zelda#botw#triforce#loz link#the legend of zelda#zelda#loz botw#ganondorf#loz ganon
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for headcanons, i'd like to imagine that when they have movie nights in their apartment, wilson is the first one to fall asleep and its like not even halfway into the movie
#he is definitely watching the movie#not anyone else#but you damn well know he’s gonna guilt trip wilson for falling asleep#and the cycle repeats#greg house#gregory house#james wilson#house md#house md fanart#fanart#hilson
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Not to psychoanalyze (Yes, to do that), but given Armand's history, his only preconception of what love is, is to view it through pure desire. Love - and more broadly accurate, his life purpose for like half a millenia - as only he's ever known it, has only been experienced through transactional wish-fulfillment fantasies, of which he was the one typically sought after to complete such an exchange. And so naturally, in his own seeking, he replicates it. Though to some degree he also replicates the fantastical existence of fictional romances to compensate.
This lack of true experience of love without desire or fantasy, making his always unfilled 'objet petit a' - his object of desire - (a partner he desires a particular love from but does not receive to his fulfillment) - the catalyst for believing there is no other form of love to be had. That he can simply love the person, and be altruistic to their personhood, without them filling a role or desire for him, just would never occur. He's egotistical and overly pragmatic towards others by the fault of formative experiences denying him his own personhood. In being groomed into the object of desire, he no longer sees anyone else but as such. It's equal parts lack of self-awareness, meaning he simply has no way to counter-reflect upon himself the way one should behave, and developed coping mechanism, either consciously or unconsciously, taking on the role of those who inflicted upon him their desires to gain a sense of control over it.
In never escaping this cycle of love as desire, he always denies himself his full person, and simultaneously denies the personhood of others.
#tldr: Armand is ten trauma responses in a trench coat#the vampire armand#Armand#character analysis#IWTV#interview with the vampire#lacanian psychoanalysis? In my interview?#I'm NOT an expert by the way this is just for funsies#Also if he does love daniel and yet daniel gives him only the very thing he least desires and yet he still loves him after. That#would be like proof of a love beyond desire.#he might not realize this proof though or perhaps has a great anxiety about it's existence leading to cognitive dissonance#It would be proof as well if for whatever reason despite Daniel having every reason to hate him he does find something to love about him.#I think that kind of confrontation between them could lead towards a confrontation with the possible breaking of this cycle.#beyond daniel as well maintaining normal nonforceful noncommital relationships with others would just help him significantly#and I don’t even bring it up here but Armand falls victim to limerance I feel this involuntary obsessive affection towards someone’s#it’s to such that he values whatever can sustain this obsession more that the object of his obsession themselves#his deep fear of abandonment as only the immortal can bind another immortal to a sense of grounded place to surroundings#something tangibly like constant in a world that always and forever changes#to be abandoned by someone like you would be to be abandoned by the only world you can really know#that is if you need your world to be in relation to others and can’t actually concieve of yourself in it as a full self
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cw abuse implications
been awhile since drawing anything canon adjacent lmao anyway heres ein and his manipulative father figure who hates him
wanted 2 go with some holy imagery bc of that line ein has in s6 where he says the only person worthy of respect is Michael n yeah. he has some issues
#i want 2 draw regular terry later to cleanse my soul ... i love terry#unfortunately for terry he is also the Devil#also this dynamic w ein and michael is why i view travis n ein as like. pseudo half brothers#its like “well technically our fathers are the same guy but not really???” just like a strange situation for them both#w travis viewing michael as like this disease that was inflicted on his own father#V ein viewing terry as the blight on michael's record. the stain that needed to be removed etc#they hate each others dads but also cant separate them basically#i could make a very long post about my ein thoughts but hhhhh i feel like itd be too long anyway#you guys get my thoughts through small tidbits like this <3#aphmau#mystreet#mystreet when angels fall#mystreet ein#ein mystreet#ein aphmau#aphmau ein#mystreet michael#mystreet demon warlock#eins lil drawings#aphverse#aphmau fanart#cw implied abuse#me and my paragraph of tags of rambling <33#also dont know if i wanna post this 2 twitter bc i feel like id get jumped there#like i dont know if anyone else over there gets the “cycle of abuse” implications from michael n eins dynamic
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"Do you miss it? The Order?" "I miss... the idea of it. But not the truth, the weakness. There was no future there." OKAY, THIS MAN MISSES THE ORDER SOOOOOOOOOOO BAD IT MAKES HIM LOOK STUPID
I'm serious. He's carrying the husk of his long-ossified grief so obviously. It is evident in everything he does and says that he was a young knight absolutely ripped to shreds by Order 66 and its lonely, dark aftermath. He allowed despair to be his comfort, convincing himself there's nothing to mourn because it's easier than dealing with the loss.
#star wars#ahsoka show#baylan skoll#grace for ts#hes also one of the most undramatic reasoanble-seeming darksiders ive ever encountered#will he eventaully start frothing at the mouth??? or is something else afoot???#i'm so interested to find out more. like. WAS he ever an inquisitor or did he retain his freedom and Fall some other way#the way he and his apprentice interact is MCFREAKING fascinating#for darksiders????? they interact so reasonably. so normally. they talk openly. they arent posturing and smirking#and visibly on the edge of a mass murder or eye-twitching nervous breakdown at all times#the only one who comes close that i can think of is dooku. and even he was OTT with his ostentatious dracula persona#everyone else is a cartoon villain. these guys are real people somehow#and i need to know why#whats his plan as well????#the obviousness of his nihilistic despair and the whole 'i seek the beginning. end this cycle once and for all' thing#makes me suspect that he wants to murder suicide the entire galaxy somehow
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GanondorfandFarmer'sdaughter/Jade: Dad?
Ganondorf: *Relaxing with her in the field after a fun day horse/cowback riding*
Ganondorf: Yes, My Dear Jade?
Jade: *Lays back against the grass*
Jade: I like it when you come and visit us.
Jade: Me and Mom.
Ganondorf: *Tries to be encouraging* And...?
Jade: *tenses up for a moment*
Jade: Well...!
Jade: I kind of...
Jade: Want that...
Jade: *quietly* A bit more often?
Ganondorf: *Expression darkens*
Ganondorf: I... apologize for not being around more often, My Dear Jade.
Ganondorf: But the Gerudo need their king.
Ganondorf: That does not make me love you nor your mother any less.
Jade: *Frowns in disappointment* Kind of feels like it though.
Ganondorf: ...
Ganondorf: I cannot give you more.
Ganondorf: But my feelings are sincere towards both of you.
Jade: Maybe... leave the Gerudo?
Ganondorf: That...
Ganondorf: Is one thing I can never compromise on, My Dearest Daughter.
#ganondorf x reader#ganondorf/reader#ganondorf#take two au#yeah he really can't#man has guilt over Ruby and Duelist from the previous cycle#but sometimes its not enough to try to course correct#when you have two -very- important things in your life#dividing your focus#i imagine Jade is around like 10 or 12 when this talk happens#still imagine ten to twelve years of Ganondorf getting some happiness like this#probably falling apart at the seams though#conquest is def well going on in the background by this point if not nearing the end of the cycle
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Hey in the events of an Avatar AU, do you guys think Adaine would be a waterbender (ice, frost, blue theme) or a lightening speciality fire bender? (Witch bolt/lightning bolt reminiscent, only element to conjure bending material out of thin air which is like magic, fire could be blue)
#if she were a water bender she’d probably be the one to figure out firebenders can use water techniques to redirect lightening#also I have Gorgug as an earth (metal speciality/inventor) bender (like Toph) Fig as a fire bender (lava speciality?)#Riz as earth nation non-bender#Fabian as late blooming fire bender (no speciality)#and Kristen as The Fucking Avatar because she’s the funniest one to be the Avatar. also she’s already the chosen one and possibly the-#-strongest cleric in all of spire so like#*was the chosen of helio and then made a god and brought back Cassandra THEN Cassandra and Ankarna#instead of having arrows she’s got stars on her forehead and just below her collarbones (where the unicorn stabbed) that light up in the-#-avatar state#Cassandra was the avatar before her I think.#going my the cycle Cass would make a good waterbender I think which would put Kristen in earth which is fitting#which also means she’d learn fire first and Fig would be her teacher#then she’d have to find someone with air. Adaine might make a good airbender too??? idk#or someone she doesn’t get along with as well because air would be hardest for her#maybe kipperlilly? and she starts training with her but they fall out and Kristen has to go continue learning on her own#Fabian would learn fire WITH Kristen I think because he didn’t know he could bend before their quest#and Gorgug would invent metal bending some time during their adventure. even as the avatar Kristen struggles to get a hold of that one-#-but she’s pretty alright with sand#Fabian learns he can bend when they find fig and was thought to be a non bender before that#Riz was their bow guy and Fabian was their sword guy#Captain Seacaster was a fire nation pirate and Halariel was maybe a water nation non-bending citizen? or rival pirate/fought off pirates#Cathilda is a fire bender for sure#Oisín is a lightning bender Maryanne is an earth bender#Ruben and Ivy are non benders (or maybe ivy is a swamp bender?) Buddy is a non bender#Lucy is a waterbender#Kipperlilly was either an airbender (Kristen’s failed teacher) or a non bender I think. or maybe fire#kiri rambles#adaine abernant#fhjy#avatar au
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I'm looking at 2009 vettonso pics with cofi rn and they're so AUGHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Seriously like, calm before the storm, they don't know what's going to happen in the following seasons, they're quite cute with each other, etc. Actually their dynamic in these is similar to what they were like in the later years but the difference of "not knowing what's gonna happen yet" vs. "they've been through so much together and have both come out on the other side."
I mean I'm so vettonso-brained rn, as you know, so take this with a grain of salt, but for me it's like, Fernando looking at Seb like "hmmm who is this rookie, he reminds me of myself when I was in his position"
STOP BEING SO SOFT, YOU'RE GOING TO KILL ME 😭😭😭
#my personal thesis on vettonso is:#'two people who are very similar and have very paralleled careers but have been pitted against each other +#from the start so they cant see and appreciate those similarities because irs what they hate most about the other +#but then when they're both in the twilights of their careers they come to find they do in fact relate and like each other'#always interesting to me how their careers are slightly offset but parallel each other super well#but then the theoretical end is seb being accepting of his fate and passing the torch onto fernando so he can do what seb couldnt#but just the: baby at str/minardi youngest wdc -> ferrari failure and watchinf the new generation take over -> sent out to pasture kinda#sorry that is sooooooo depressing how i jjst wrote that LMAO#but again so so so happy that fernando is over here breaking the cycle and plotline by doing the things at Aston that seb was unable to#anf that hes onlt able to do those things because of all thw work seb put in 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#feeling emotional today over THEM#theres just something to me how simialr they are but how they were forced into conflict#bcs looking at all of these 2009 pics. look at the potential of softness!!!! but they were always doomed to be enemies#anyways#in the au this would be them meeting before they know about the succession drama#theyre just two young royals who are meeting for a bit 🥺🥺🥺#and theyre like ah this guy!! pretty cool!!! and then it all falls apart#vettonso#catie.rambling.txt
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my extremely corny and indulgent but satisfying and symbolic ideal scenario for Kazuya and Jin to fully Break The Cycle™️ would be for one of them to grab and save the other from falling off a great height. perhaps even a cliff.
#LIKE YEAH ITS CHEESY AND A BIT OOC AS OF NOW#BUT IMAGINE WITH THE PROPER BUILD UP FOR THIS TO HAPPEN#cause jin already *kind of* accepted his father by accepting himself. he's not *there* yet but he left him alive after all#and kaz has a lot of work ahead of him before he would even take that action but PLEASE. PICTURE IT.#i dont even know who i want to save who bc both works so well regardless#if its jin saving kaz. not only has jin never participated in the cliff-tossing curse of the family but he's actively preventing it#and as for kaz: for the first time someone is NOT letting him fall. kaz who sees falling as a proof of weakness.#of course he would probably see him getting helped as an humiliating form of weakness but just as jin learned in t8 that hes not alone#well maybe he could see that wow someone (other than jun) his blood- his SON is helping him despite it all. must be a weird feeling.#that right here right now for arguably the second time in his life- hes not alone.#and as for kaz saving jin... well frankly i dont even have the words.#it feels too indulgent to imagine kaz preventing his son from suffering a similar fate as him. and would confuse the hell out of jin#smth about both of them having lost their wings but still not being at risk of falling if theyre willing to have each other in this fight#or in their lives.#also its kaz willingfully breaking the cycle HIMSELF even after hes convinced himself that family hurting each other is part of their blood#idk. i love on-the-nose symbolism#ok im done being sappy#tagging later#tekken
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#it’s almost like being a victim of patriarchal abuse often leads to a cycle#of patriarchal abuse#and while lestat is a victim#he is also an abuser that falls in that cycle#especially when you consider his father dragging him away from his freedom and beating him for it#is exactly what les does to Claudia on the train#anyway just say you don’t acknowledge intersectionality#just say you can’t read and aren’t versed in the intertext#as well as the actual source text#of the show
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Dont be angry, Finnula said. Be smart.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Finnula#no spoilers pls first read along w me chapter spoilers in post & tags below w more annotations/quotes/notes/reacts/perspective 3 of 4#The City of Rivers… can Aelin get a City of Fire? cuz that would be cool & Elide already said “fear was another companion it can’t be worse#IT WAS LORCANS SHIRT😭 & he cared so much he lied so she’d use it from Gavriel/Rowan😭 OH ELORCAN😭😭😭#Yet this place seemed like a paradise. WHATS REAL? is it a Maeve illusion… but it sounds lovely; like Rowan could just fly around😭#Pink and blue flowers draped from windowsills; little canals wended between some of the streets ferrying people in bright long boats.#And though a good dose of fear would aid in her cover too much would spell her doom. -smart clever spy gal Annabeth Chase would be proud#And this city Rowan had told Elide had been built from stone to keep Brannon or any of his descendants from razing it to the ground.#when u know ur evil cuz you had to build in a backup plan for the day Brannons peeps eventually come to shut that shit down… my poor Aelin#Elide fought the limp that grew with each step farther into the city--farther away from Gavriel's magic… or Lorcan’s👀😭🖤🤨#okay Elide I see your mirror mirror Aos moves with the berry listen and compact trick she can do it with a broken heart#cycle. She hadn't been able to find the words anyway. Not with what it would crumple in her chest to even think them. WELL NOW IM CRUMPLED#As if she'd been weeping for weeks… yeah that fits the KoA vibes#But it wasn't the reflection she wanted to see. But rather the square behind her. — BRILLIANT QUEEN — lol thx Lorcan for having a mirror#if only anything could be a witch mirror then they could all cell chat and communicate cause the travel time in this one is rough#she was merely staring into a compact mirror no more than a self-conscious girl trying to fix her frazzled appearance — she is the best spy#A girl trying to muster some dignity. Let them see what they wanted to see-A girl far out of her element in this lovely well-dressed city#cornflower blue ALWAYS THESE SHADES#her golden-brown skin shone with an inner light. Her eyes were soft with kindness. And concern.#had always made them foolishly off guard and eager to get away. To tell her what she needed to know. — funny 2 watch Elide do this after HoF#The sort of voice Elide had always imagined great beauties possessing the sort of voice that made men fall all over themselves.#Cairn. One of the males swore; the other scanned Elide from head to toe. But the two females had gone still. — agreed he’s the worst#the portrait of hope—yeah child’s right cause no—Elide always naming people—If you escaped Cairn don't go looking for him again.—true#Cairn is blood-sworn to our queen. Still makes him a prick TRUTH — doesn’t need to be a far to catch the lie — WHERE IS SHE DAMNIT#She was about to do it again wheen… The dark-haired beauty from the tavern was standing behind her. — SHIT#Maeve was not in Doranelle. How long would that remain true? Had to make the next performance count. — how many had she done this already?🥹😭
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genuinely ray and isabella's relationship is such a well-written depiction of generational abuse its like. i am not equipped to properly articulate all of my feelings about them but you have to understand the way these two talk to each other makes me sick
#skye's ramblings#like. its a cycle of abuse its an abuse victim projecting their suffering onto their child bc suffering is all they know doyou understand .#isabella hates ray because he's a constant living reminder of the hell she's been forced to endure#and ray never asked to be born and is not responsible for any of her suffering but he takes the fall for it all the same. li sten to me#theyre just soooo well-written and i hate them so much i hope we all explode. yknow#abuse mention
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See thats the thing. Yes it will make him absolutely miserable to end the bloodline. But thats the thing. He can't do otherwise. The more he fails to get a wife (and to examine why), the more he interiorizes that it must come from an inherent fault of his and the worse his attempts get. Thats also why I dont think he would "adopt" either, his problem is that he can't really move on. Jin ling is different, because he's his sisters son, not his. And hes channeled all his energy into him, which is crazy politically speaking since jin ling can never be a jiang heir. I think part of him is terrified that he would do to his actual son what his father did to him (bc he will always love jin ling more on the basis of him being jiang yanlis son, the same way jiang fengmians affection for wei wuxian was a continuation of his love for cangse sanren). I think its really complex but honestly I'm compelled by the increased misery as stated above :)
i get you friend, but i really think you're giving him more credit than it's due 😭 my man has never done a bit of self-analysis in his life and i don't think failing to get a wife will get him to start
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#like. he's waaaay too terrified of failing his dad's legacy to let his bloodline die#and the whole thing abt jc is how he ends up falling back into the toxic cycle :( the tragedy of his arc to me#is exactly watching how he turns into his mother despite how much he didnt want to!#he's that guy we all know irl who refuses to analyze himself and will get married and have kids and likely make all the same mistakes#because that's the cycle of generation trauma... and jc is one of the characters in which that is the most clear#but again! i dont think he'd be unhappy with that ending#he doesnt even WANT a wife. a political unpassionate marriage works perfectly well#and if the wife plays her cards right and doesnt rly care for his affection either theyre golden#and his children dont have to be miserable either. yes he fell back into the cycle and we see how much he pushed JL#but he's def not AS bad as his mom. and after the canon events he's likely to chill out#but any jc ending that relies on him doing any sort of self-analysis of his own flaws and mistakes isn't gonna happen i'm sorry dkjvhdh#modao#lace speaks
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stressed -> in pain bc of stress -> stressed over pain -> in pain bc o
#a neverending cycle 😔#oh my god I'm so tired tho. like both from the constant anxiety today and being in pain rn#i feel like I'm practically falling asleep while sitting. i wanna take a nap 😔#i shouldn't.. i should wait a few more hours and try to fall asleep early maybe (<- knows damn well he won't)
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