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stevenrogered · 1 year ago

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Alaqua Cox & Charlie Cox as Maya Lopez/Echo & Matt Murdock/Daredevil ECHO, 1x01 “Chafa”

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months ago

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EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #edyn tidestrider #cw blood #EDYYYNNNN TTIDESTRIDERRR OHH HOW I LOVE HERRRR #THIS IS A PAGE FULLA REEAALLY OLD DOODLES AND REALLY REALLY OLD DOODELS AND NEW DOODLES. ENJOY.#ONLY CLEANED IT UP A BUNCH TTODAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY W IT WEEEEE #WHAT WAS IT LIKE? DOWN IN THE UNDERSEA. TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER WHENEVER THE ADULTS WOULD LET YOU #A KID WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY HER BROTHER WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY OR WHY HE KEEPS GETTING HURT #OR WHY THE ADULTS JUST KEEP LETTING IT HAPPEN. ITS FOR THE BEST? FATE OF THE WORLD AND ALL THAT? HEY WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE #HOW DO WE STOP IT. HOW DO I STOP IT. THERES PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING ON SOMETHING. ARITIFICIAL LEVIATHAN YOU SAY?#WE COULD BUILD A THING TO RIVAL THE GODS. WELL. SIGN ME UP. IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU #WHAT A FASCINATING THING SHE ACTUALLY SAID. 'IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU' HELLO?? EDYN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN #WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO TO HIM. OTHER THAN THE PROPHECY TRAINING. YOU CAN UNDO THAT? YOU CAN UNDO ALL THAT? HOW?? HELLO???#LIKE SURE I JUST SPOUTED MY THEORIES I THINK SHE WANTS TO KILL GOD BUT THATS JUSTA THEORY... A GA #WHAT IS EDYNS GOAL AND WHY CANT SHE TELL ANYONE OOUUUHHH EDYNNNN CMERE EDYNN CMERRE STOP WALKING AWAY CMERE. COME HERE.#fuuuuuck shes so mysteriousss what is she HIDING!!shes also so so so so angry i fucken know she is. shes so gentle and so sweet and timid #but she is ANGRY and shes SMART and clearly shes AMBITIOUS bc shes TALKING TO THE FUCKING BIG HEAD HONCHO O THE FUCKEN NNAAAVYYYYY #ALSO WHO IS NICHOLAS. IF THATS EVEN HIS REAL NAME. WHO DID YYYOU MEET EDYN. DO YOU HAVE A WISH TO BE GRANTED EDYN???#CHEWING ON THE BARS O MY CELL I NNNNEEEEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EDYN IM SO CURIOUS IMG ONNA KILL PEOPLE #i said once in another post 'the oath an eldest sister takes on is on par w that of a paladins-#-and sometimes upheld w the very same ferocity'. I REALLY LIKED THAT LINE.#pleeese... if u can hear me.. pls join me and draw edyn w unbridled plasmatic rage abt the way her brother was treated by the Elders #also pls draw her SCARY. I NEED HER TO BE SSCARY. PLEEASEE I NEED HER TO BE JUST AS VIOLENT AS GILLION BUT INA ICE COLD WAY #JUST AS VIOLENT JUST AS STRONG JUST AS MUCH OF AN AQUATIC MONSTER. im sure u see the vision.#ok i gotta go t bed now i got work in tha morning n i should nnot be stayin up this late. if u hav thoughts abt edyn pls scream abt em #okay byyyyeee goodniiigihhttttt

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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post ep 11

#trigun stampede #trigun #meryl stryfe #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #i cant even elaborate on this episode bc ive spent all day Thinking about it yesterday #and it made me Miserable #i just want to see vash have some autonomy again...#he is a little bit more on the quieter end for stampede as less angry about things but i dont think he's more of a coward in stampede #even though he was transported into his memories and saw and heard those terrible things from the kids and wolfwood #he was able to gather himself and keep going #his resilience has always been the strongest and also saddest thing about him #so it killed me irreversibly when he lost the one person who he could always look back to reliably #the fact knives couldnt even alter anything in rem's dialogue within those memories just stands for how strong her place is in vash's memory #and potentially knives just knows that would be too ooc of her to make in any Universe if she had something horrible.#man. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN LIKE ALL 3 PLATFORMS. I'm alright with Knives as a character but jesus #- i did it all for you - im so sad that vash had to hear something like that. im so so sad about it #anyway i hope meryl stays safe shes done so much #i love her so much <3 #ruporas art

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lemongogo · 14 days ago

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viktor prev 🤖

#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol #im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead #umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo #or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange #when he transforms into the machine herald #when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL #wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated #the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful #she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg #i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc #they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years #supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like #oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1 #or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6 #months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on #all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you #anything to actually Feel it #so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok #sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles #arcane #viktor #well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him #until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually #HAHHAAH #dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun #i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished

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namelessprince · 4 months ago

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MY BEAUTIFUL RIPTIDE OCS... their names are catalina and milo avery <3 catalina's a water genasi, and milo's a tiefling :] !!

#my post #my art #YAAAY #points at milo. estrogen could save her #anyways these are my sillies that i cant stop thinking about #theyre siblings (milos adopted nobody tell him /j) and they grew up in a small fishing town #until they decided to run away and become pirates together as teenagers!!#they did that for a while until catalina left to find a new crew by herself. nothing against milo she just wanted to do some hashtag self #discovery. that was all fine and cool they kept in touch and stuff #until one day cat reads a newspaper and finds out that??? apparently milo mutinied and is now the captain of that old crew?? AND HES JUST #COMMITTING ACTS OF TERRORISM????#ok see cats in this whole pirate thing to travel the world and adventure and make friends. milo wants to do something worth remembering and #that something does not necessarily have to be something good #the only long-lasting member of milos crew is a Guy who i havent named yet. theyve got a weird toxic yaoi thing going on dw about it #also milo is like. val velocity. he got pissed off hearing about how those incompetent fucking riptide pirates have been rising into infamy #and all have ever-growing bounties meanwhile his crew has done Nothing Interesting. so he started atrocities<3 #its fine. its all cool. however it may take slightly more than just estrogen to save her

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faaun · 1 year ago

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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vaguehotels · 9 months ago

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SICK. "right person, wrong time."

#SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK.#my HANDS are shaking.#what the fuck.#lolaa.txt #sorry 4 freakoutposting . nobody can know about this so i have nowhere else to say it all.#WHO SAYS THAT TO SOMEONE.#RIGHT PERSON WRONG TIME. WHY IS IT WRONG TIME.#WHY AM I RIGHT PERSON.#IM RIGHT PERSON.#WHAT. WHAT #HE TALKED ABOUT ME TO HIS FRIENDS. AND HES SO TOTALLY HONEST #I WAS FULLY LAYING ON HIS CHEST AND HE SAYS 'ok i do have to turn on the ac . ' AND SORT OF HALF LAUGHED SMILED AT ME #HE WAS BLUSHING .#HE KISSED ME.#AND IT WAS MESSY AND AWKWARD AND VERY SIDEWAYS BUT HE KISSED ME #AGAIN AND AGAIN. AND HE KEPT SMILING.#AND HE DIDNT WANT ME TO LEAVE BUT HE DIDNT WANT ME TO BE IN TROUBLE #i was 2 hours late getting home. AUHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHGHIGHSEOIFHSEFOUESHFESJKKMNN #FUCKKK. I HAVE TO SEE HIM TOMORROW. IN A SCHOOL SETTING.#AND I CANT TELL ANY OF MY FRIENDS?????????#only one person knows and i swore her to secrecy because she wanted us to get together really bad.#FUCK but like . we cant. we cant do it right person WRONG TIME #but also can we just go back to being friends. do i really want to forget? it was so comfy.#FUCK.#FUCKKKKKK . AND CAM.#cam is so so sweet. light of my life cam. talented and artistic and handsome cam.#but. cam doesnt watch movies. or make mixtapes. or kiss me in the front seat of their car because our noses touched when we laughed #AGAIN SORRY. NORMAL. i need to tell my parents about the movie (tradition that they hear all about it) and NOT bring any of this up #i will be dodging the allegations the whole time. NOT EVERYONE GETS SOMEONE PREGNANT IN HIGH SCHOOL FATHER.#so there is that.

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moeblob · 11 months ago

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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chocottang · 6 months ago

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the more i think abt goldica the more i like it

#mine #like yes i get it theyre boring straight people booo but hear me out .#the fact chica is goldens main motivation for joining the animatronics triggering his whole arc?#the fact chia is the beakon of what golden wants? a good person who will love hil wothout asking anything in return?#and their first meeting perfectly encamsulates that? when golden is feeling miserable and as lonely as ever and she comes in out of nowhere #and does a nice act for him without getting anything in return?#and he follows her wherever she leads after that because he truly believes no one else would love him like that?#and the way he loves her strange quirks that have pushed people away bc his loyalty to her is unshakable?#and it just adds to her being different from all the people who have claimed to love him but ended up using him?#and how she sees golden not sjowing up for practice as a betrayal because she trusted him and at the end of the day #it was chica who created the band and hisbloyalty to her should also be to the band? so him flaking on the band is flaking on her?#and the way neither of them want to show their weak moments? the way they never speak of what haunts them? and that is effectively what #makes their relationship fall apart? even thougj they lobe wach othee deeply? because they simoly cant be vulnerable and honest?#because they dont want to be weak in front of the othee?#can anyone hear me #im going insane #ive been planning an analyisis of goldica but i havent gotten around to rewatching the series to make it #and its driving me crazy i think #fnafhs

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acourtofquestions · 4 months ago

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“She had no magic to wield, save for the keen eyes of the goddess at her shoulder and an uncanny ability to remain unnoticed, to play into expectations.”

#Chapter 23 #Kingdom of Ash #Sarah J. Maas #Lorcan Salvaterre #Elide Lochan #Elorcan #no spoilers please first read to read along with me #more notes quotes annotations & reacts in the tags spoilers for the chapter & book in post & tags of course pt 2 of 4 perspectives #Lorcan had never felt the weight of the hours so heavily upon him-I FEEL IT 2poor Rowan must feel this 247HURRY where’s Elide?hold on Aelin!#And to send Elide into Maeve's clutches--it had taken all of his will to let her walk away.😭#If Elide was captured if she was found out he wouldn't hear of it know of it. — you’d know cause she’s your mate idiot (I love you idiot #without proving their worth they could still visit--briefly. — ugh Maeve why does everything about you suck so much #If she emerged. — COME ON ELIDE — I CANT HANDLE ANOTHER CAIRN-NAPPING #the Prince of the North and the Lion the protector and the ever impatient in love idiot we all love Lorcan #He knew some of them. Had commanded them. Were they now his enemy? — they are all having some inner morality battles #What manner of birds? Raptors mostly — none from the House of Whitethorn — they fought for him on the other borders… for her🥹😭them #why so many guards if no Aelin hmm???? SHES HERE GUYS #though Gavriel kept glancing to the tattoos inked on his hands. How many more lives would he need to add before they were through?#Aelin had been trained to endure torture. Elide... He could see those scars on her from the shackles. — how about we save them both?😭🖤#She had endured too much suffering and terror already. He couldn't allow her to face another heartbeat of it--#Rowan and his random hatchet now😅😂 it’s giving my wife is gone unhinged in the woods with the bros might become a horror movie vibes #But then a two-note whistle echoed and Lorcan's legs wobbled so violently he sat back onto the rock where he'd been perched-OH MY ELORCAN😭🖤#also Lorcan… perched??? isn’t that bird boy Rowan’s thing?😅😂🤣#her cheeks rosy in the cool night air. — cheeks pink in the twinkling lights tell me bout the first time you saw me (shipping in insanity)#She was fine. She was unhurt. There was no enemy on her tail. Elide's eyes met his. Wary and uncertain. I met someone.#THANK GOD — but also wait WHAT-when?WHO?HOW?#also this quote posted is like one of the reasons I love Elide #another grand Maasverse enterance is on its way?#the fact the opening line shows that being sold out to Maeve is the same as death — OH GET TO AELIN ALREADY PLEASE #no more tattoos guys — what’s with Maeve’s wolves — isn’t dark haired beauty what Elide called the girl in the caravan so maybe it’s her

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immortalsins · 19 days ago

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the end of exams has been the biggest goal for me to get to for a couple of months but now it's here i'm realising everything is still awful even if i don't have to study for hours on end

#this is the inevitable post-exam exhaustion situation tbh #i told myself i'd sort it all out once they were over but i still can't respond to my parents. ventposting because my dad just tried to cal #btw #cant pick up #i'm so tired #just seeing his name on my phone screen makes me so scared and sad like i was all christmas but if i tell him that who knows what he'll do #probably shout at me #or tell me it's painful for him to hear and make me feel so guilty #or ignore me for a week then i'll worry he's dead #im so so scared that he thinks i don't want to talk to him or don't care and that's why i'm not responding #idk what he'll do if he gets too deep in that belief #and i want to respond and act all happy so he knows it's not true #but i can't #and my mum . :/#she's always been my mother who i love above anything else but now she's just a reminder of everything and i can't stand it #need to get away from them pls i wish i could tell them to leave me alone without the inevitable paranoia my dad will kill himself #and my mum will neglect herself #as she's admitted to doing because i didn't talk to her for 2 days #as i know my dad does too just because he doesn't care #and now i'm the worst person in the world because i can't reply and be all cheerful despite knowing these things #can't even chat to my housemates smh i fucked that up too #i'm too autistic to hold a conversation no matter how badly i want to #glad i'm not going out tonight wow #it would have gone SO badly #tw vent #i guess #got to stop this jfc

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skyland2703 · 10 months ago

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…ok so I got inspired <3

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Thesis in the tags

#OKAY SO HEAR ME OUT #Amelia is probably the most jealous person to ever relationship.#but it comes naturally ONLY for Javi. she never got jealous while dating Ollie or any of the previous partners.#but when she started dating javi—something flipped a switch in her and BOI OH BOI DID SHE GET. JEALOUS. OF EVERYTHING.#which kinda sucks because Javi is a music sensation and POPULAR 😭#and she’s Horny. SO. so. SO. horny. like. maybe it’s the Rafkonian biology but if he wakes her up in the middle of the night #saying ‘babe I’m horny’ she just. fucking. would go down on him. then and there.#LIKE SHE WOULD SEE HIM TAKING A PEACEFUL BATH AND GO ‘i wanna fuck you slide over’#and the exhibitionist kink 😭😭 don’t even get me started on that.#Javi was always a mama’s boy so he is THE best at cooking. his mom is even better. (typical desi mom Rina 😭👍🏻)#and so he makes them food. and she does the dishes because his prosthetics don’t let him do watery work good.#Amelia isn’t good with lovey dovey words. Javi is a POET.#HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER BY WRITING HER A SONG #AND TELLING HER ‘you are the very oxygen i breathe’.#and he waited for her confession for three years 😭 for her to fall in love with him and for her to tell him she loved him #and like #idk man #also she steals all of his clothes.#Javi got vvv annoyed once realising she doesn’t have ANY super loose sweatshirts and comfortable things to wear. not even pyjamas.#(she used to prefer sleeping naked) but ever since she discovered Javi’s oversized hoodies… that fit juuust perfectly. theresno going back.#ever #anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk :D #they’re sooooo in love your honor I cant~#power rangers #power rangers dino fury #amelia jones #Javi garcia #cosmic fury #power rangers cosmic fury #dino fury

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microwaving-tesilid-argente · 7 months ago

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eyes snap open guys we have a desperate lack of soulmate AUs in this fandom i fear

we have so many possibilities to work with...

hesphael soulmate AU where your first words are imprinted on your skin in the soulmate's handwriting. they first meet when theyre like 9 or younger, so they're still learning how to write and their motor skills are shit. the words on their arms are in the handwriting of their adult selves. they watch each other grow into the person that had always been promised to them by the universe.

tesilette soulmate AU where whatever you write on your skin shows up on your soulmate's as well. the first thing tesilid does in each round is to reach for a pen. every round he spends a couple of minutes or hours staring desperately at his skin for a response.

in round 17 he didn't even have to reach for a pen - she's right there in front of him. at last.

#a transmigrator's privilege #the perks of being an s class heroine #(their shared skill but make it Worse)#SPOILERS IN NEXT TAGS #when reed first reappears he doesnt reach for a pen #but he sees the divine advent and laughs #do you think ailette replies to tesilid ever since that week of returns?#bc anything she writes might get sent to both tesilids #but she cant tell which one wrote the words that appeared on her arm #(what if reed keeps writing but never gets a response?)#(is it bc ailette chooses not to respond or bc he is no longer her soulmate? bc he was never meant to have her? bc he isnt the 17th?)#(what if he is once again writing to someone who isnt there to hear him?)#and and and also before the regressions hestio and ephael know abt tesilette being soulmates #bc tesilid always looks so happy to hear from her #but once the regressions start. when he stares at his skin for a response they ask him what hes waiting for #because you've never had a soulmate? and its okay not to have a soulmate. it doesnt make you less complete #(except tesilid knows he has a soulmate. why dont they remember her?)

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 4 days ago

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guys i need to be dancing at a house party tipsy with someone im attracted to so bad btw. ive never been to a house party in real life (though id quite like to at least once) but i really have been desperately needing that specific (probably awful for me) sensory and social environment so bad lately

#just me rambling again #i keep looking through ao3 to try to find smth with the exact vibe im looking for but cant :(( might have to grab hold of some old or some #half made ocs and write it myself idk. or just like. find a way to experience it irl #oh btw ! tmrw night slumber party w one of my friends who ive been wanting to hang out with more + also happens to be the one i recently go #to smooch on the mouth :3333 #the stated purpose is ive been trying to get her to yap at me abt her biggest fandom / interest for ages and just explain all of the lore #and story and characters to me bc ive been wantign to hear abt it from her but we just havent had a good time #and also i cannot lie i hope that i can smooch them on the mouth again! theyre such a lovely person and so very pretty #ive been meaning to tumblr tag ramble abt that for a bit and forgot anyways i have straight up told them and also one of our other friends #that if they get invited to a party ever they should please please lpeaseeeeeee see if they can invite me along #my brain has a half assed hope at maybe getting the teen party experience (most likely not oging to happen for me but it is a real life #possibly grounding for little daydream of wants) bc a somewhat popular guy the year below me (guy i fancied when i was in the play fun fact #for any loyal frog lore enjoyers) put smth on his instagram story like if i throw a bday party is anyone interested ?? with like a story #poll and obviously i picked the affirmative bc i dont know him super well but he knows a lot of ppl i know and i did a cool photoshoot with #him once idk im hoping if its a big event i have a shot at going (as aforementioned--not going to happen in real life but a man can dream)#sigh i recently made a new playlist of the weird yearning ive got going on rn and the flavor of my minds niche longings #its a good playlist #idk ive been so nothing recently im just excited that i get to see my friends this weekend i get to hang out w some of my besties tmrw #through the day too im very excited #OH ALSO omg im just throwing every single diary update i have into one post now ig but erm #ive realized recently (last week or two) that i think im finally 'over' my most recent relationship?#like im still sad abt the fact that my high school best friend.. doesnt talk to me anymore #and im still coping with all of the nightmare insecurities i have deep in my mind being proven correct within the past however many months #but like i only just registered oh hell yeah at the very least i dont have like. romantic feelings of any sort still towards her? i do #love my wonderful ex gf shes such a lovely person and for a long time was an amazing friend to me #but it feels like a weight is off of my chest i straight up was sitting in the feeling of well i'll be missing her forever and i just have #to live like this forever oh well but like. no im chilling in that regard actually we're clear.#idk ive had like nothing going on lately i work and school and i think about my feelings SOMETIMES #i try not to generally but they always get in somehow you know how it is.

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biblicalhorror · 1 month ago

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Got upset thinking about the wasted potential of zoeys extraordinary playlist as psychological horror/thriller again :/

#the whole concept as like a deconstruction of musicals is so good #with the musical numbers being nonconsensual views into the psyches of the people around her and like how to deal with that #and her Nice Guy best friend should have been the main villain :(#but nope #we had to do the romcom angle unchanged #heres my pitch: keep the show mostly unchanged for the first season #or so #zoey is still a girl dealing with her father's terminal illness and imminent forboding passing #and she wakes up one day able to hear other peoples thoughts in the form of songs #she uses this to get closer to her boss and also her crush who she discovers is also dealing with grief and on the rocks with his ltr #suddenly one day she notices her boy 'best friend' who's kinda mean to her a lot keeps singing these like... really possessive love songs #she decides to let him down easy. she is actively grieving a passing father after all. cant get into a relationship right now #hes shockingly understanding! sings 500 miles to her and she feels as though he will be there for her :)#only uh oh! her crush is now single and they end up hooking up in a mutual grief/mutual pining/drunken impulse one night stand #and the one night stand turns into two nights. maybe three #suddenly her guy best friend is nowhere to be found. she starts to hear angry emo pop as she rounds every corner #until finally he confronts her; livid that her rejection wasnt a 'not right now' but a 'never'#emotions are so high and so intense that somehow the powers switch to him #the next season begins and we see the Nice Guy doing all the same things Zoey was doing #only now everything is framed in a much more sinister light; the audience can now clearly see the fucked up power dynamic #provided by this power #zoey must find a way to stop her former friend's path of destruction and emotional manipulation without allowing him to hear her thoughts #and also avoid his emotional outbursts at her as hes faced with undenial proof that her feelings for him were never as romantic as he wished #idk how this story ends #but it's a lot more interesting to chew on than what they gave us

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thatpurpledudetrey · 4 months ago

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acotar modern au but feysand and nessian relationship got ruined ever since rhysand and cassian started to binge watching skibidi toilet and scrolling through yt shorts

#acotar #neutral feyre #anti rhysand #nesta archeron #anti cassian #nothing too anti today #nyx was watching a skibidi toilet video on his greasy ipad while eating breakfast #and rhys just happen to see him watching it #“son what are u watching?”#and ever since then he's been like so mesmerized over skibidi toilet #this shithead decides to introduce to his incels fratboys #cassian who is obviously a dumb bitch is also stupidly invensted in skibidi toilet bcs hes stupid #azriel doesnt care bcs he has a chronic p*rn addiction so the only type of content he consumes is p*rn and absoulety nothing else #the archeron sisters are absoulety MORTIFIED #because obviously in the modern au the sisters would be gen z and everyone else would prolly be millennials or gen x(not emerie or gwyn)#so obvi they know what skibidi toilet just scrolling a bit on tiktok #feyre didnt care that nyx was watching toilet humor bcs hes a kid but the fact her shitty husband is into this makes her tremble in fear #“rhysand what are r u watchin- is that SKIBIDI TOILET ON UR SCREEN???”#nesta is probably used to cassian pure idiocy that she doesnt even seem suprised that cass is watching skibidi toilet just disgusted #she's more terrified at the fact cass is going to have shorter attention span and would probably pay less attention to her than he is now #like she could be laying at bed trying to sleep but cASSian watching skibidi toilet on FULL volume bcs hes just that ignorant #“cassian can u like lower the volume im trying to sleep”#“oh ok”#then few mins later hes playing it on full volume again bcs ïts to low that he cant hear"#nesta ask him the same thing a few times until she just gave up #oops i was planning this post to be neutral to the batboys but unfortunely the tags are very anti :P #meaning i have to put neutral feyre instead so i wont get harassed 😓

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