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urmomsmattress · 5 months ago

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the thing with me is that i have to know how a fic ends i'm so impatient and i don't read fast enough so i'll skim the end to see what happens and then i'll read it, otherwise i’ll literally spaz out if i don’t know what to expect

which really sucks bc i'll wanna go into a fic completely blind but the internet exists so i see the discourse everywhere

art heist baby, these violent delights, and minor crimson rivers spoilers:

crimson rivers for example: i wish i didn't know who got reaped for the second games before i read it but how do i engage in the fandom without risk of spoiling it

art heist baby? what’s a good fic if not one with a MCD? so obviously people talk and the first thing you know before you read is they kill off regulus. it wouldn’t be as good without his death

these violent delights? i thought it was gonna be james who dies bc he’s “jack” or whatever. but nope it's regulus.

they always do my boy so dirty and i ain't even read any of them yet 😭

#justiceforbabygirl

#i haven’t finished crimson rivers #haven’t even started the other two #crimson rivers #art heist baby #these violent delights #zeppazariel #bizarrestars #otrtbs #damagecontrol #marauders #james potter #regulus black #sirius black #dead gay wizards #remus lupin #jegulus #wolfstar #mattressthoughts

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hanzajesthanza · 24 days ago

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god we need to bring crackfic back. or just short and idiotic ideas that wouldn’t happen but would be funny to read

#i just had a vivid imagination of geralt’s company having a pillow fight #setting and timeframe: september 10ish. in riverdell aka transriver #dandelion hits geralt with his bedroll pillow (a quite flat thing and not very comfortable but what are you to do) for levity #it’s a game of a bygone time. a mild pillow fight is plausible between geralt and dandelion in the short stories #cahir comments . wow … really dandelion … this is so juvenile … i haven’t done a pillow fight since i was 10 … it’s for kids…#dandelion’s response: pillow to the face. immediate vicovarian reaction: dandelion razed harder by his pillow than cintra by nilfgaard #dandelion screams ear-curdlingly (you’d imagine someone was being murdered in this swamp)#geralt (still at this moment in time resentful of cahir) leaps and attacks him with his pillow #geralt and cahir spar with pillows like swords but get to smothering each other quickly #milva (see this is foreshadowing for like two weeks days later) had enough and starts pillowing the both of them #she also had not said literally anything for the past week so this is a surprise that she would involve herself #dandelion hits milva on the ass (with his pillow…) she nearly kills him #geralt and cahir try to save dandelion etc #regis has been watching all of this like 🫤#geralt (better mood now) asks him why he is not getting involved.#regis: ‘what… ought i to be doing’#geralt: ‘helping me smack cahir with pillows’#regis doesn’t even sleep with a pillow. dandelion calls out he probably has an extra on his bedroll. milva screams at regis don’t touch that #regis psychoanalyzes they are relieving their stresses and anxieties in a social bonding ritual involving play fighting #which is likely of primal origin in simian social troupes but i digress #regis reasons he doesn’t have latent quarrels with anyone in the group so it would be pointless for him to join #cahir is like well i like everybody here and i still am smacking dandelion with a pillow 😐#milva reasons just imagine someone you hate on the other end. she imagined beating the crap out of her stepfather 👍#regis still reluctant to join | geralt gets an idea and smiles—imagine the guy who coined the term ‘undead’#wrath of eons unleashed #regis after knocking geralt off his feet with a pillow: am i doing it right ☺️#meanwhile nilfgaardian spy watching them from the bushes:#‘i was going to report on them but it looks as though they’ve all gone insane’#‘or maybe they were like that all along’#the elbow-high diaries

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yuwuta · 2 months ago

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if you have an argument and want space to cool off/time to yourself who is letting you actually peaceful sleep by yourself in the guest bedroom/your own apartment and who is sleeping at the foot of the bed like a sad dog pleading for you to forgive them

#and i know satoru is the latter #you ask satoru for space and he sends you a picture of the solar system 😐 he doesn’t know what personal space is #but fr he just HATESSSSSS the idea of you going to bed mad at him #even if he’s the one mad at you he crumbles and gives in he hates it #i’d say out of pettiness toji can give you space and claim it’s whatever #but after maybe two days he starts poking around your place #and he grumbles whenever you bring up that you’re still mad at him but you haven’t thrown him out so #he takes that as a good sign #i’d say—gives you space/time to cool off but eventually comes running: nanami/toji/megumi/nobara #no space you will sort this out here and now or he will sleep on the floor next to you until you wanna talk: satoru/yuuji/yuuta/hiromi #but i am open to other suggestions pls lmk teehee #i’ll be trying to ruminate and be toxic in peace and here comes yuuji with his puppy dog eyes like bro go AWAY (he won’t)

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sadgirlautumn · 2 months ago

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This is a bad picture but I’m so hyped about my new books arriving today <3

#I just started our violent ends so I can’t read any of them yet but I’m so excited to read them #thank you Barnes and noble for syncing buy one get one 50% off paperbacks with my birthday since my family always gives me gift cards 🙏#autumn rambles #audie reads #I haven’t done a proper book haul in sooo long so it feels good #I’m even thinking about getting two or three other books bc i simply can’t help it

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edwinisms · 4 months ago

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literally I have not written this much in the span of a couple weeks since like. mid high school. so around 7-8 years ago. what has this show done to me

#it’s not like I haven’t been super into other stuff over the course of that time yet nothing spurred me to write like This #I used to in late middle school / early high school for a fandom I will not mention except. way way more. like I had an unfinished fic over #100k words. and that was just one fic #but. anyway SINCE then nothing’s motivated me to write this much except. well. you know #I think part of it has something to do with the fanbase being so new and active #I rarely get into things that are new enough or popular enough to have much of a fanbase to encourage me to write more / post more #so this is nice #anywayyyy yeah I just finished the second chapter of don’t you want me and both chapters combined are 10k. I am not even halfway done #I’m worried I’m dragging it out way too much and people are gonna get bored #cause the Fun Stuff will really start to go down in chapter 4 #I guess we’ll see. it’s not as popular as my first (oneshot) fic which is a bit disappointing but I suppose inevitable #I’m not feeling that confident about my writing/plot on this piece honestly but. we keep truckin #rambling #oh yeah and for reference. I’ve probably written like 30Kish words worth of stuff in the past two weeks or so

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danielnelsen · 3 months ago

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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs

like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something

#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping #she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window #her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day #that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better #she can probably barely see at this point #like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery #and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you #bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible #personal #like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues #last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again #not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food #it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn #i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work #but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow #so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything #and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close #which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens #and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons #my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive #like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency

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badolmen · 1 year ago

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I can fix him*

*bad writing, underutilized gameplay mechanics, characters with unfulfilled potential, funded by bootlickers

#ra speaks #personal #sorry I made dr phone calls and have like. ten minutes til I gotta get ready for first class of the semester. let me have this.#I think I should get every COD game ever for free. it’s MY tax dollars at work after all (actually anything produced w us military funding #should be free I think I can trap even my bootlicker tax hating dad into getting onboard w this one)#anyways. ghosts was…decent. but jfc if you give me a silent protag I expect SOME self awareness in the writing.#why are characters calling to him on comms when they know he won’t respond? why doesn’t he have an AAC device or something more futuristic?#I’m just saying if you explicitly limit a character you need to respect those limits in te writing. it’s not that hard.#like non of the characters even acknowledge that Logan never talks. esp weird when he first meets the ghosts #also. obv not a big fan of ‘all of South America has United into evil space terrorists’ but it was 2013 so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#wish we got to see some SDC civis y’know? get a bear on the average attitudes abt the whole. invading the US thing.#(jfc do not get me started on The Wall like this is a 2016 trump voter’s power fantasy)#also Riley was such an interesting mechanic why couldn’t they have at least substituted him w drones or something on the other missions??#you get him for like. two missions. and then he gets shot and you have to protect him (gosh I actually loved that section)#just. it was clear Logan was The Dog Guy with an aptitude for tech. honestly Hesh felt more like the MC than Logan.#and while Logan doesn’t have a ton of personality we can glean as a result of non speaking + ZERO communication at all ever #seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???#I do LOVE the few scenes we get with him acting outside of player control/where he actually has agency (Elias’ death. the final cutscene)#and like it’s not much but it’s enough that I WANT to see what happens next #but alas. a decade old game without a true sequel (I think??? haven’t actually looked into it.)#my brother is making fun of me for being a COD gamer now like boy. I have no defense pls be nice to me T-T

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kavehater · 2 months ago

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I’m going insane I actually can’t believe them !!!!

#dora daily #she always sides with my sister #why ? Bc I raised my voice at that spoiled brat to tell her to keep her name out of my mouth AND SHE TELLS ME TO SHUSH ONE HUNDRED TIMES #like a girl eight years younger telling me to shush ? are you freaking kidding me b #and then I raised my voice at her a little more mind you I wasn’t screaming #and I told her she’s so stupid because she can see I’m so distressed and upset yet she’s the victim #SHES THE VICTIM bnbdnskwosksa #she’s always the victim #I’m always the villain with them #I hate her #I hate herrrrrrrrr #she always gets away with everything I always have to suck up to that spoiled brat eight years my junior and be nice to her and all that #it’s not fair why must I cater to her cruelty #and she is cruel even tho she’s so much younger than me #she’s so cruel and rude and mean and she actually hits me really hard and I just have to sit there and take it #and everything’s always my fault #my mum started siding with me briefly acting like the two sides thing for like a year #then she’s back to how she was before #like this girl gets away with things because apparently she’s a baby she’s almost TWELVE #I can’t do this anymore #I never could’ve ever gotten away with these things even if I wanted to #like I’m so numb to her to all of them when they say those things I just accept the fact that it’ll always be like this #but logically speaking it’s NOT FAIR #my mum can say I’m her favourite all she wants but she’s a liar and she doesn’t even know it herself #or she does and she’s lying #oh why am I even complaining at this point #why haven’t I given up already on her on both of them #my sister is scary because she gets everything #if only my mum aborted her too along with the other two #please I’d have such a better life with so much less trauma

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roseworth · 1 year ago

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the only people that say that comic books arent hard to get into are the people that have been reading them since they were a kid. and the only people that say that comic books are too hard to get into so you shouldnt try are the people that have never bothered opening a comic book.

#as a bitch that got into them like 2 years ago. its fuckin hard #especially if you dont like not knowing things #however its not as hard as some people want u to believe #like one of the first books i read was batgirl 2000. fantastic entry book #first of all its amazing second of all you dont really need a lot of prior knowledge to understand it #but even then. it gets confusing.#since i didnt know a lot about other big events i didnt know what was going on in any crossovers #like ok um why is bruce wayne being convicted of murder rn.#like when i was getting into comics i had wikipedia open for like half the comics i read #i think the hardest part is finding a starting place #then continuing to expand from there. like there’s so much and it’s HARD #and sometimes saying ‘just use a reading guide for a character you find interesting’ um. does not work #my rose reading guide is my baby but it is NOT a good starting point for people that haven’t read comics #anyways i’m sorry this is not meant as a slight to anyone #i just love to give my two cents all the time

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cuteniaarts · 4 months ago

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Wine stains on porcelain

(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #original characters #I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all they’re getting #their names are liba and abyan and I’m very much obsessed :)#they’re the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya #the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheer’s older sister #but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isn’t even aware of their existence #I mean. I’m sure he suspects his sisters had children. but that’s the extent of what he knows #anyway #quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so I’m gonna type them out while I can still function #(haven’t slept for two nights in a row. I’m starting to doubt whether I’m actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little it’s barely noticeable and people assume they’re twins #over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. they’re so close they might as well be #they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their mother’s dismay #she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image #thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze #liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while he’s expected to be perfect #his future doesn’t depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that she’s older #when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation #but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically #they’re the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible #and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Kat’s domain #speaking of. hi Kat. I know you’ve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe I’ll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised #and there’s no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out #that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store #okay I’m getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you can’t prove anything 😁

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e77y · 3 months ago

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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness

#vent #<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill #but also :( sad #I miss my family and friends at home #I haven’t really talked to my roommates #including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days #and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot #I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed #but the main thing is #I FEEL LIKE A BABY #my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless #I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine #and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can #but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything #I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff #so we are not completely doomed lol #also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries #and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly #bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money #so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread ��#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point #I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two #and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver

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ilumel · 1 month ago

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just popping in to say i will not be on social media at all until i finish veilguard because i have not been this excited for a game in my entire life and i have been waiting a decade to experience it completely blind <3 i’m steering clear of anything that could spoil it for me so aside from potentially posting art or screenshots of my rook (who i am truly obsessed with already) it’ll be quiet here for a bit.

that said, i adore all of my mutuals endlessly so if you guys post any art that i won’t be around to see please feel free to tag me/message me so i can support you!!!

#PSA!!!! u have no idea how excited i am i can hardly function #da is one of my oldest special interests so since i know the lore left right & backwards i decided that i would not even watch a trailer #i know maybe two plot details about this game and the rest i am going in completely blind to #i’m ECSTATIC #had all of the other games spoiled for me so i’m taking NO chances with this one. no social media for me starting today #if you’re also waiting and haven’t heard! reviewer spoiler embargo lifts tomorrow so be careful out there #.txt

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pepperpixel · 2 years ago

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