#have not hyperfixated this hard in a while
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~ jUst AdHD tHinGS ~
Me: goes to write
Me 3 hours later: 57 total words written, entire office rearranged and deep cleaned 👍🏻
#have not hyperfixated this hard in a while#sorry readers#but thank you for your patience#I really am trying
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The brainworms… they got me…
#janus sanders#ts janus#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#astronomical art#I hyperfixated on this so bad#I was supposed to take a shower but silly me went ‘oh I should draw a bit while I wait for the bathroom to be free’#and then suddenly it’s 1am and I have every status effect known to man#anyways if you haven’t gathered yet I’ve been re-ensnared by sanders sides#I specifically made this so I could print it and put it on my corkboard but do you think it’d work as a sticker instead?#i haven’t made any before but I think it would look nice on my laptop#This WAS done with my finger in my phone. Btw. It was. So fucking hard. I miss Adobe.#sasi janus#is that the new tag now? It sounds kinda cool#sasi
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oops its been a year
#yes this is based on the blue period character shorts i was just rereading blp and the shorts at the end theyre sooo cute 🥺#uh im so sorry bsd fans but i like remembered that my csm sskk au existed and got inspired again cause i did /gen have a lot of fun w them#but also. the hyperfixation is GONE lmfao so its kinda hard to come up with new creative ideas when youre thinking abt something else 24/7#anyways i might just post them every once in a while cause. theyre cute#csm sskk au#<< BTW !! if youre new here and interested its all under this tag#shin soukoku#sskk#chainsaw man#atsushi nakajima#ryuunosuke akutagawa#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#fanart#my art#art
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One coin has two faces. Or whatever
#same coin theory..... save me same coin theory#going feral over this and I'm the one that drew it 😭#help the hyperfixation is giving me so much dopamine I'm gonna crash so hard when i leave this fandom#cole's art#art#gravity falls#stanley pines#grunkle stan#bill cipher#same coin theory#why is stan so yellow? I'm not answering that question (it's because i have night light mode on while i draw)#i love coloring sketches and not doing line art 😍
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so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and
#disventure camp#disventure camp fanart#tristan vik#disventure camp tristan#ghostofsnails#my art#It would be SO tedious to post all of these separately but to be honest ive been dead for so long that i think its just funnier like this#like. yeah. just in case you guys have been wondering what i've been up to.#I have like 2 more i think but i'll give them their own post so i can explain them#ive never hyperfixated on a character like this in my entire life. usually a character hyperfix is super intense and lasts like 2ish weeks.#GUYS ITS BEEN 2+ MONTHS. AND I STILL CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR CARTOON GOTH NONBINARY SILLY PERSON#actually fuck you can i write an essay in tags about why i love them. this is tumblr. and whose even gonna read this anyways. fukit we ball#i followed dc kinda casually as a guilty pleasure for a while but i was instantly drawn to tristan when the designs for the s4 cast dropped#i was like You're telling me there's a GOTH who is UPBEAT and isnt designed like a flawless elf TWINK and is NONBINARY? ME FR????#LIKE OHH THE GOTH NB GETS TO LOOK A LITTLE WEIRD. THEY GET TO BE UNCONVENTIONAL. my aesthetic attraction to them goes crazy. vampire style.#i remember when they got revealed people redesigned them to look more generically pretty & it PAINED ME bc it missed the point SO. BADLY.#ik some people find them boring also & even tho i disagree i can see it if u dont rlly care abt alt stuff. but for me the fact theyre so#kind & upbeat & extroverted WHILE being a SUBCULTURAL GOTH is the draw bc while i do get a kick out of the exaggerated depressed goth#stereotype - its not exactly true to life and so seeing a character that looks and acts like me and real goths makes feel so seen and happy#they also capture my desire to have goth friends SO BADLY im projecting on them SO HARD. They are such top tier friend material you guys...#AND THEYRE A FASHION DESIGNER WHICH FEELS SO IN THEME WITH BEING GOTH THAT IT MAKES ME SO JOYOUS AND CRAZY.#its all so funny because im 100x more excited about getting good goth rep than nonbinary rep LMFAOOO but them being nb is SO important too#Not to mention their voice actor is FANTASTIC and elevates them SOOO MUCH. Also the amount the va is obsessed with them fed my obsession -#sooo insanely you guys.... i feed off of other peoples emotional attachments. AND THEIR ACTING FOR TRIS ADDS SO MUCH DEPTH TO THEIR#CHARACTER IF YOU LOOK FOR IT. I COULD LITERALLY WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT TRISTAN YOU GUYS. IM NOT INSANE.#god you guys this is the first time ive ever had a genuine “i feel seen” feeling from a fictional character I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE NOW.#i LOVE NONBINARY PEOPLE EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. I LOVE HOW QUEERNESS AND GOTH CULTURE INTERSECTS AND HOW THATS REPRESENTED IN TRISTAN#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND I KNOW THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. WHICH JUST MAKES THEM MEAN EVEN MORE TO ME. I LOVE LIFE.#its an endless feedback loop i fear. im trapped in it & loving every second. i will be drawing them until i am in my grave & maybe after.
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when you're going to change the world, don't ask for permission.
trying to find the motivation to do more fanart but the weather isn't helping
#keith does art#new hyperfixation just dropped#guys I love him so much#but he is so hard to draw#also I just wanna say sorry for not posting in a while#I have had no motivation to post anything#digital art#viktor#viktor arcane#arcane#league of legends#lol#the herald#fanart#support human artists#artists on tumblr#medibang paint pro#I will never recover from this show
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As a true dumbass with a strong brainrot here's a random sleep deprived thought - Who's divinations are better, Madam Meiyin from SVSSS or Mei Nianqing from TGCF? Or are they equally good at it??? Is there a fic where these two interact?? Probably not but I can't get it out of my head. I might be back if more coherent thoughts to this pop up.
But like, it would be kinda funny to see them fighting about divination. Or share opinions like some sort of astrology star sign obsessed mean girls.
#tgcf#svsss#madam meyin#mei nianqing#please tell me if you have any thoughts#i have incurable brainrot and this is the space i choose to scratch on the walls on and scream out my most random thoughts#wildly changing hyperfixations and posts??? more likely than you think#probs unfollow me if you don't like that actually it will not get better with time#please tgcf pulled me in hard and svsss chained me down and sealed my fate as hopelessly obsessed#it may fade in a while but it will always come back#I know a permanent hyperfixation when I see one
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first of all rye 'hello fellow kids' ingellvar there is nothing in this world or any other I wouldn't do for you. second of all, considering where this story ends... I'm going to die. this conversation -- and how much he genuinely believes what he's saying at this point -- held up against the fact that in a couple of months max he's going to get her killed (well. that's how he feels anyway) and then go against everything she believed in and stood for as a person in the end and have to live forever with knowing that's how he honoured her sacrifice. (and live with how easy it is to live with, the way he doesn't regret what he did at all. she'll haunt him from time to time, that's fine, he's a watcher he's loved many a ghost before and will again. but that won't.) 'no one is beyond help? oh lace I'm so so sorry, wherever you are now please forgive me for who I am, but after what he pulled and by the time I'm done with him on my watcher's oath he will be beyond help. I'll hold every hand in this world that reaches back but his'. and she'll still be gone.
'or none of this matters'. im so fucking sad I feel sick *through tears* this is great I love fiction I love this game (embarrassingly genuine as is my wont)
#rye joining the cycle of violence on the side of violence with clear wide open eyes and seeing harding and varric#out of the corner of his eye for the entire rest of his life. this is fine! this is fine#there's going to be big 'you fuckers killed all the kind voices and now you're left with the vengeful cockroach motherfuckers (ME)'#(he was cleverly disguised at the time I see how they might have missed that until it was too late. but yes! yes! the tiger will be free)#energy from my guy in the third act of this story fhsakj (focused thankfully he doesn't want The World to suffer. just solas)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lace harding#this relationship took a while to coalesce for me (I think rye and harding are both too much people preoccupied with Seeming#in different ways to get each other at first and rye is at heart a cautious methodical academic which early game harding is not all about)#but now that it has it is crushing. it is awful.#also that just made me make a connection with how much and how easily lucanis likes and understands both of them.#rye isn't quite a people pleaser (mostly b/c it didn't actually work out for him growing up b/c he was such. a mess.#he tried to please but no one was pleased) but he and harding DO have some of these (well-meaning) interpersonal dishonesty parallels#head in my hands. grief in my heart. joy and hyperfixation in my fiction loving brain#this conversation was really really good for me personally every line rook says feels exactly like what rye WOULD say#some scenes you have to do some gentle rewriting in your head around to make fit but no I think this is pretty much it.#and then. the Cursed Knowledge of what's ahead making that ending silence so ominous. chef's kiss
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WAIT A MINUTE
I’m a few days late (I completely forgot lmao) but oh my god. oh my god dude
Happy one whole year and more of my stupid blorbo project driving me absolutely bonkers (affectionate) (affectionate) (affectionate) (affectionate) (affectionate) 🥳🩵🎉🩵🎉🩵🎉
And of course a HUGE thank you for all your ongoing support. A year ago, I never expected my lil post-khux fic to snowball into so much art, 2 additional fics, and something so extensive in general, but I’m honestly really grateful that it did. It’s been so incredibly fun to make stuff for this series, and I really hope you’ll enjoy Project E once it’s done 🫶
#roadie rambles#overmorrow tfs#(it’s so late here I really should not have had this realization right now but alas)#I love you overmorrow; never in my LIFE have I hyperfixated this hard over something of my own making#you’re a very special beast 🤗#I know the passage of time works like this#but holy f u ck. I still remember that twilight zone of post-christmas pre-new year zonked out of my mind crying while writing the ending#where did the time go…#overmorrow misc
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I've gotten myself into a bit of a predicament where the new d20 ep was yesterday, and tonight is cr, but listen summer just started on my Meadowlands file and I have so much work to do–
suffice to say I am teetering on the edge of falling behind on these very long shows I have committed myself to and that is sooo dangerous for my adhd brain
#i think i could watch cr WHILE playing#cuz i dont really take ss during those. and also its just a bit more chill and podcasty#but d20 i cant. if im watching it im WATCHING it#theyre too fucking wild lol#also i only have a laptop. no desktop second monitor. anything i watch is on my phone#MAYBE i could put it on my switch for a slightly bigger screen but thats it#but nah i was playing sdv last night and noticed it was 1am and knew i was fucked lol#the hyperfixation goes hard#critical role#dimension 20#d20#stardew valley#sdv 1.6#sea rambles#i just got squash seeds yall im fuckin hooked
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been feeling unmotivated lately, and I'm busy with class, so I might bump updates down to every third day. I'm going to try to get back into the swing of things, but as much as I love clangen and do enjoy actually working on GhostClan, it's hard to actually start. not saying it's going into effect right now, but I didn't want to spring it on you all, especially cuz you've dealt with a lot of that from me haha.
#🌹.txt#i also have a new hyperfixation and while i can draw and engage with it at once#it's hard to be like 'okay yes i will do Both of these things instead of just thinking about it'
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sunny days ❁
#I wasn't going to post this bc its just a selfie for my rp blog#but#this was my first time trying to draw my own bg instead of just like stealing a stock photo#I have a hard time like sketching on my phone w/out hyperfixating on making everything Perfect#so I just painted over my pencil sketch and a photo I took out hiking a whole back#while*#it's something different I tried and kind of want to share owo#pandora hearts#ph#leo baskerville
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent 💔💔💔
#‘aren’t u already super indulgent’ you’d be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block 😭#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord 😭#I’ve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college 🫠#bc I literally couldn’t handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt it’ll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me 😵💫#or#I’ll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny I’m freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! what’s up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me 🐺
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my little blorbo!!! potentially my most niche little blorbo yet!!
#﹙ &* VARSHA ﹚#literally not surprising at all she is exactly my taste#when i get around to writing up a lil summary abt her its over!!!#also go listen to spellwind im not even joking#struggling so hard bc while there is a wiki theres no convenient character summary i can copy paste lol might have to actually do some work#to entrap you all in my hyperfixation#pls come talk to me abt her shes so dear to me
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ffuuCCKK my hyperfixations are hyperfixating again and it's that time where I get violently "LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY INTERESTS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" again
This is literally me right now, had to quickly whip out MSPaint to visualize my crippling feelings
I swear the next time one of my interests is brought up I'm making a youtube video essay script about it I need to get it out before I [REDACTED]
#y'ever get so violently autistic about your interests#like I'm gonna scream and climb the walls like a feral cat if I can't rant to you for the next 5 1/2 hours abut the Markiplier timeline#there is no need for that man to have made an edgy internet joke into an ENTIRE CINEMATIC UNIVERSE#AND NOW HE'S ONE UPPING EVERYONE BY MAKING A WHOLE ASS FAN MOVIE#Eddsworld should be ashamed of itself because this bastard pulled an entire professionally done movie out of his ass#while we sit here with a barely finished fan movie#no hate to the people who worked on it and put their heart and soul into it#animation is hard#but FUCKKK HE TOTALLY JUST SHIT IN OUR CHEERIOS#first the FNaF movie NOW THIS#He knows what he's doing#jay talk#fuck talk jay rants in the tags cause he treats it as a P.S.#not even P.S.#a whole seperate paragraph for a college style essay#I'm not kidding about the "making my autism + ADHD (AuDHD? Is that it?) hyperfixations into a YT video essay#I'm already making one about a show that doesn't deserve it
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me bc i had to go ahead and hyperfixate on a bunch of minor background characters with about 3 lines of dialogue each so literally no one else gives a shit about my fav ship in the whole fandom
just warning you the tags are very rambly and dont include anything important so you dont really need to bother reading them lol
#cough cough addisons cough cough#ok the thing is its hard with addisons since they dont have a canon relationship with eachother some people think theyre siblings and other#ship them and i KNOW its not proshipping to ship them bc their relationship is down to preferences and interp not canon#but i always feel bad for liking it bc it FEELS like proshipping#(even tho like half the fandom for these guys ships them)#askjjhkjafahskjhasd#i feel bad basically lmfao#i even remember doing a poll abt it a while ago basically saying “do you think shipping addisons is proshipping” and although 40 people-#voted none of them thought it was proshipping#basically just me feeling bad for things that i shouldnt really feel that bad about (as usual)#debating what i should tag this with#hmm#fuck it we ball#addisons deltarune#hyperfixations#shipping#fandoms#fandom#im tired its literally 2am why am i still awake ;-;
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