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which tda book is your favorite?
Lord of Shadows slightly edges out Lady Midnight although they’re really close since I love both so much… but LoS has the overall most impactful arcs and storylines to me the section in the Unseelie Court is probably my favorite part of the series, and the ending packs a big emotional punch to say the least. It might be my favorite tsc book period actually I really love LoS. Also like I just said in the previous ask I tend to be a middle book(s) or middle seasons girlie it’s just who I am. I think this book struck a neat balance between being character driven and plot driven that was extremely effective although to be clear it would probably also be my favorite if it was just character centric filler angst about Emma&Jules because that’s who I am… but I’m still glad it was more than that! LM is also wonderful in a way that few first books in fantasy series are to me usually there’s a slow burn for me to be really invested but not here, and the whole murder cult mystery with body horror (had forgotten about the missing hands that made it even better) + forbidden romance + familial dynamics themes combo and vibe really works for me. Qoaad is my least favorite of the three but I still really like it, and I definitely thought far better of it on reread compared to when I first read it since back then I had been anticipating it so hard and theorizing etc. and had very sky high expectations (especially with Clockwork Princess being a rare perfect finale to me and with how much I loved the first two tda books I hoped for Qoaad to accomplish the same thing..) on reread I could evaluate it more for what it is and I came to the conclusion that about 80% of the actual content of the book I am a fan of, it’s just that the pacing of the book is insane. Genuinely if that book was split into two books and they were paced normally I’d have loved them as much as the first two I think! Genuinely I think cc has gotten too attached to trilogies as the sole structure for her work and it’s a big part of why the receptions for her last two finales have been what they are … (well I’m sure there are multiple factors at play but I’m confident that’s one of them) also maybe even effected tmi part 2 because I remember cofa being pretty filler and the plot there feeling like it could be resolved in a duology? I love almost every individual storyline in that book so if you asked me which ones I would snipe for the third book to be paced correctly I’d be hard pressed to get rid of things but if you split it into two books and grounded them each tonally to feel distinct and just gave us some breathing room I think you could stick the landing! But since I like almost every individual element of the book it’s an enjoyable reread when you already know where the story ends up and the best parts of it really work for me / get a level of emotionality from me no tlh or tmi book does so it still ranks high (like #6ish since I like all the tid books more as well as first two tda) for me, I slander her but she’s my bestie <3.
#s speaks#myhouseofivyandstone#so to answer your question Lord of Shadows lol#tda#tsc#asks#I think it��s the same deal with Chain of Thorns objectively btw the issues are more about pacing than content. But then it was the opposite#for me with that book since I wasn’t actively theorizing or anything so I don’t think I went into it with much expectation and I liked it#more than most of the fandom. But I’m curious if I were to reread those books back to back if it would be the opposite and I’d be more#negative on a reread? tabeling that thought for the future#the role hype and expectations have in a reading experience. not to be underestimated#the best part of qoaad is definitely what it has to say about grief which I can also appreciate more now because#sadly my loved experience over the years since I first read the book mean that those resonate more with me now. Especially these methods fo#exploring it in a paranormal/fantasy media#but it is objectively something that makes it an odd finale because there’s a lot of other things at play. Which is why I think there shoul#have been another bigger book to delve into those themes and Thule Livvy and switch-off Jules and everything. And then another book about#the main political storyline and parabatai curse (and there would be overlap ofc but as main areas of focus)#I wonder if that might have been why there’s such a lack of willingness to give Any time to characters grief in ChoTh. Like she went too#hard in the other direction#the dark artifices
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Skulker decides that being The Last Son of Krypton makes Superman worthy prey.
Clark doesn’t understand Ghost Speech though, so he doesn’t know that that’s Skulker’s goal. All he really knows is that a random robot guy has started repeatedly showing up trying to fight him.
And Skulker’s not like, that dangerous or anything. His ability to turn intangible is a huge hassle, yes, but his weapons don’t do much damage to Superman and he (superman) is fast enough to prevent people being caught in the crossfire.
So he’s just… a really persistent but ultimately not that dangerous threat. Like a cockroach.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom x dc#danny phantom x dc crossover#this is NOT a “ghosts are super OP” thing#or well at minimum Skulker isn’t OP. I guess you could argue he’s an outlier because he uses tech rather than direct ghost powers#he *is* dangerous by normal standards but doesn’t stand up to Superman except that his intangibility makes him hard to take out#which’d be a big issue if he had other goals, but he doesn’t. he only cares about fighting Superman
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other people have already said it but it’s really soooo lame how Flat elgar’nan and ghilan’nain are. especially when you compare them to solas and mythal. elgar’nan was literally mythal’s husband, they had children together, surely he wasn’t just pure evil the entire time? why don’t we get to see any of their regrets in the literal regret prison that was originally intended for them? (because theyre just evil, of course!) why couldn’t what happened with the titans have been an unintended tragedy born from them just desiring bodies, unknowing that it would hurt and anger the titans, with those consequences spiraling into a brutal and bloody war between them… and then we could have actually seen more of what happened during this war, the impact it had on the titans and dwarves, and the desperation to end it that led to the death of the titans and solas’s regret and the eventual twisting of the evanuris into godhood… but nah. they’re just pure evil.
#literally could have fixed harding’s quest just by giving them even a fraction of depth#but no. lol#well you’d also have to let the other dwarves exist in any meaningful capacity outside of how special harding is#idk i fear both the elves and dwarves are shafted terribly in this game#dwarves are just as flat as the gods but in the opposite direction#i still cant get over how boring kal sharok and that whole section is. im not asking for an origins deep roads level#but um. could we have gotten literally Anything at all. lol#datv spoilers#da posting#also. addendum. it all makes mythal look really fucking stupid lmao#like if they were so cruel and evil since the start why did she ever think she could just talk to them…
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I cannot believe I'm posting art on here again bc I am a generally a phantom on this acc but. Scully study hello xfillios
#I'm kind of proud of this. i forgot to count the hours I put in but it was a lot#i know she's looking a slightly different direction...i can never get iris placement right it's so hard#I've done like 5 x files studies but the others are all shit sorry ur not getting them#nearly finished my months long rewatch (first rewatch consecutively after first watch) and i am already grieving#hashtag i want to grieve#i don't though#the x files#the x-files#txf#txf fanart#the x files fanart#dana scully#agent scully#scully fanart#dana scully fanart#dana katherine scully#alextriestoart#fanart#art study#digital art
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has anyone gotten the idea that odysseus' storyline in hades 2 is a depiction/exploration of trauma over his SA and how he's blaming himself for things that were out of his control? because that's the impression i'm getting from what i've seen. he talks about "goddesses" as his "greatest weakness" and that "he's not one to say no to them"...

when mel invites him to the bath, he brings up mortals having different standards for intimacy than gods and how it usually has a more romantic/sexual connotation. she then asks if he's uncomfortable and he has a startled reaction and brings up circe and calypso again (but never actually by name)

(this isn't ship/romance bait btw. odysseus knew mel as a kid and they're stated in-game to have a sibling/uncle-niece relationship)
also he grew apart from penelope after his return, but the game makes a point of showing that his love for penelope and telemachus is what drove him on at all so that element of his character isn't brought into question

#i made a post abt it but deleted it bc it was speculating and i don't have the game bc i don't have a pc#but i found more screenshots and now.. i think it's a VERY real possibility they're going in this direction.#circe is in this game also. so i really need to see whether odysseus has any character specific dialogue about her#hard life when you can't even play the game and are hunting down bits of story from other people#hades game tag#hades 2 spoilers#sa mention#hades 2#hades game#odysseus#penelope#i don't have any hard coping shipper brain on or anything but like. just. thinking about where his character can go given what we know#guaranteed penelope will be in this game too from how much she's brought up. we'll probably meet her on the surface#SO ITS LIKE. story wise. are we going to make a wife forgive her husband for cheating on her#or are we going to make a guy realize him being assaulted wasn't the same thing as him cheating on the love of his life#and i am heavily leaning towards the latter.#it's like if he genuinely did cheat on her and they grew apart what direction would his story go in.#how will us as the player help him in the same way we helped achilles/patroclus or orpheus/eurydice
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my guy pretty like a girl & he got fight stories to tell; i see both sides like chanel
#death note#horreurart#mello dn#near dn#mihael kheel#nate river#meronia#mellonear#TWO THINGS: 1. here. have a kind of failed attempt but ultimately a step in the right direction re: letting go of art#look how uuuhhhhh i barely even shaded anything <- trying really hard to loosen the grip i have on professionalism and finished illustratio#THE OTHER THING: at this point i feel the need to explain the reason why these anime boys have me by the throat is because me n the bestie#decided to rp them on a whim. and now we are in too deep. this isn't any less embarrassing#but it DOES add context#caption is frank ocean 's chanel. it almost was STEAM BOTH SIDES OF THE L but i refrained because it was too funny and ruined the vibe#<- bravely killed darlings. anyway i listened to chanel a lot drawing this i'd like to think the vibe transfered.#in my mind they feel the same
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I can pinpoint the moment that destroyed my life today:

It’s been a handful of weeks since Murderbot came within inches of having a new, organic governor module implanted in its head via infection - do you think, maybe, that’s also been hiding behind the redacted? Not the way everything else is, just as a deep-seated reminder of what it can’t afford to lose?
What a way to be told “I love you” - to be told “I will not lose you, I will not let go, I will do the hard part of holding on even if you don’t want me to”
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#murderbot spoilers#perihelion#I am not normal about this and I will continue to be not normal about this#I have feelings about how important they are to each other#how their relationship doesn’t fit into neat boxes and is still undeniable#I don’t think art loves quite like humans love but it DOES love and will all of that power behind it#that love is an overwhelming thing I think#not romantic but INTENSE the way it just… IS intense by nature#and like… I got to the part where mb was thinking about just walking away in the other direction like#’oh this is BAD bad’#and this moment just…….#something about ‘you can’t go because I won’t let you’#’I will make the hard choice for you even if you don’t like what I choose’#not even in a possessive way just. just that mb is not ALLOWED to not exist#and I’ve got a lot of goddamn feelings about it#mb is a little bit in pieces and art is gonna forcibly hold those pieces together until it starts to heal#(but also. goddamn don’t even get me started on art having to hear that because. HHHHHH)
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Mr Meshi, did Mithrun always have no sense of direction? (I thought it might be a side effect of what the demon did to him)
Great question, it's implied his "unique" sense of direction is a result of how his mindset was affected after being a Dungeon Lord, Kabru theorizes that when he finds the secret passage after getting rid of the hipogriff
I think the implication is rather than not having a sense of direction he's moving in a way that made sense in his own Dungeon without thinking about it.
Idk if that makes sense for anyone else but you know when you've been playing one game for so long that when you play a different game with a different way of doing things you get confused for a bit and keep trying to move/do things how you did in the other game? Just me? ok
#Probably not just me but idk if that makes sense#I feel like Mithrun's sense of direction might be a similar thing of his mind adjusted so much to how things worked in his dungeon#that now he has a hard time adapting to other ways of moving around#dungeon meshi spoilers#ask#Mithrun#speculation#character ask#lore ask
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something interesting i realized while on the vessel-making screen in the deltarune introduction is that it's physically impossible to make kris: there is no hair that perfectly matches theirs (none have the cowlick or the right jagged shape on the bottom), and there is no sweater that perfectly matches theirs (none have a single stripe). this is fascinating, as it perhaps suggest that, if we (the player) had a choice, we *wouldn't* make kris. they aren't something we want, or are even capable of wanting, rather something we're stuck with.
and i suppose the fact that they can't be *created* as a vessel is telling, because we didn't create kris -- they weren't made for us, they're not a player avatar. they're a pre-existing person we just happen to gain possession of.
we weren't made for each other; they don't want us, and we don't seem to want them either (if the inability to choose to create someone like them says anything); funny, then, that in a way we're "soulmates"...
(both pictures are from the deltarune wiki!)
#melonposting#deltarune#deltarune kris#kris dreemurr#deltarune analysis#deltarune theory#kris is such a fascinating person. i want to study them under a microscope#we make them do things they otherwise wouldn't: wonderful things. horrible things.#at the end of the day who will kris be if their actions have been almost entirely us?#what responsibility will they hold for the manipulation and violence we've made them perform?#or what connection will they truly have to the friends we've directed them to make and the good times we've forced them to have?#this is just a random kid at a hard point in their life suddenly directed by an omniscient god with an indecipherable moral compass#kris and the player meant nothing to each other before - but now we hold kris' fate in our hands. we mean everything to them in a sense#and now as we play this game and are compelled by its story - including the things we have kris do - does kris not hold our fate as well?#do they not mean everything to us? (they mean everything to me anyway)#god this game kills me a little bit. god i love it so much
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i looove the fact oldies station comes right after snap back :((
going from "got a bad feeling that I'm about to break", "bite the hand that helps me, give it finger stitches", and "i have seemed to run out of excuses of why i am this way"
to "when darkness rolls on you, push on through", "in a season of lessons learned in giving up, you learn what you can and can't take", and "you have it down, that old fight for survival"
#it's a direct response#you can feel yourself slowly going back in that dark place you fought so hard to get out of and you're running out of ways to help yourself#but you gotta keep going like all the other times you managed to get better and keep pushing through because it does get better with time#i love them so dearly#:(((#twenty one pilots#tøp#clancy#josh dun#tyler joseph#oldies station#snap back
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I rather suspect that BBC Sherlock never recovered from losing Paul McGuigan.
#bbc sherlock#bbcsherlock#this isn't a dig at any of the other directors#but he was probably a crucial part of the quality that the show had in the early seasons#makes me wonder how much input he had#the episodes he directed were so stylish without trying too hard
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✨ Happy Birthday Roronoa Zoro ⚔️(11.11)
"Until the day I defeat him and become a master swordsman, I'll never be defeated! Got any problem with that, King of the Pirates?!"
#roronoa zoro#onepieceedit#one piece#opgraphics#zolu#zolu themed bc they!! ✨#zoro one piece#uff i managed to do this 15mins before midnight here haha good night!#mine#gif:one piece#gif:op anime#i just got up to ending of thriller bark so i could add this great heart-shattering moment ♥#plus this was a great excuse to finally gif some of his outfist bc i rlly like his alabasta and skypiea and then water 7 clothes hahah#i just love him so much OTL i tried to include a bit of everything tho choosing these was so hard.#his humour. his no sense of direction. his loyalty. him and luffy ofc. his swordfighting skills!#choosing these was so hard bc i wanted to add more of other moments as well#especially more with the whole crew but then i didnt remember what eps to download etc uf next time
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Someone in the house hates cats...
#i love mononoke so much but in a way that makes it really hard to draw for it without putting in a lot of thought#and as u can see the result isnt perfect. its just that i dont find thr medicine seller very interesting. hes just a vessel thru which to#watch interesting stories play out and i love mononoke especially bc it seems to be centered around the pain of women but not in a direct#way. in a way that outlines it and only makes it more painful. if u look at the 2007 series and the ayakashi samurai tales episodes. all the#stories are about horrible things happening to women and none of those women becomes mononoke except maybe the bakeneko redo#and in that story its a more modern day women who is very forward thinking and is probably more allowed to feel her pain. for the rest of#them the mononoke manifest from the environment where their pain existed. oh i forgot the other women that became a mononoke in the 2007#movies doesnt become a vengeful spirit to harm other people. her pain is turned inward and she imprisons herself. but anyway. that's just#how i see it. i dont kno how much the 2024 movie fits this idea but i mean it was made almost 20yrs later and we only have half the story rn#so well see. Anyway i fucking love mononoke so much#mononoke 2007#ayakashi samurai horror tales#bakeneko#tw blood#tw animal death
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The whole “be responsible not for other people’s feelings but to them” distinction is so so true… at some point you need to realize that other people’s insecurities really are their responsibility & dimming or contorting yourself to make them feel better helps neither you nor them. Firstly, bc they need to realize what they’re doing and grow up. And secondly, bc you’re not just compromising on a one-time thing. You’re comprising on who you are as a person. I don’t want to look back when I’m older and stay stuck wishing I held my ground despite people’s projections or asserted my presence more or didn’t apologize so much for who I am. I really just want to own everything (the good and bad) & continue doing what makes me happy
#This is something to bring up to the therapist for sure bc im not perfect on this yet#and i think that’s also another thing im learning to be less hard on myself for — just realizing im 21 and that having insecurities or weak#Spots still is literally okay. Making mistakes is okay. I beat myself up for this too much#I am not a horrible person for being young & learning how to live & no one will make me feel otherwise#This goes in the other direction too in the sense that I need to stop being apologetic of my accomplishments for fear of#Triggering other people’s insecurities. That is not and nor will it ever be my responsibility#I’m always going to be graceful w other people’s emotions but I’m no longer going to overcompensate bc it helps no one#And is not a marker of love for me to do so
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I feel like I can't go five minutes on YouTube without seeing a video named something like "this analog horror series is the SCARIEST SERIES IN THE UNIVERSE" and the thumbnail always looks exactly like this

#i miss Local58#i've tried so hard to give other analog horror a chance and 95% of it is really badly written#or the art direction/aesthetic is super inconsistent and sloppy to a distracting degree#and even when both of these things aren't true it seems like it still always follows the exact same formula every time#trying so hard not to be a hater but i have to let it out Just This Once so I can move on with my day#also yes I only made this post because the Black Scorpion ovie poster makes me smile.
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Society if it was easier to tell the difference between slipping into subspace and honest to god dissociation
#I feel my vision go blurry and my head get fuzzy and instead of going yayyyy I go NOOOOO and veer hard in the other direction every time#how do you not make it scary!! this is why I never bottom. it’s humiliating#txt
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