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#in my suicidal ideation i have found that there are two reasons that I flip between that i still havent killed myself#and either i flip into hope that things just might get better#or ill be blinded of my suffering by delving myself into the determination to achieve#a vibe of#i can kill myself once ive achieved what ive set out to do#but then once the goal is attained#i feel nothing#and return to the suffering and so the hope that maybe things will get better#im just so tired of working towards a goal when that goal is the only thing keeping me going#but then acheiving it like im going to feel better#but instead#i feel fuck all#is satisfaction and being able to rest even an actual concept or is it made up by society to keep us working?#oughh maybe i should just stop thinking and go to bed#haha theres the hope speaking#hope that things will be better once ive gotten some sleep
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hey you guys know that even if the people inside that submersible are rich billionaires, dying in that metal tube at the bottom of the ocean is a horrific way to die right. like. yeah stupid choices were made by the people in there signing off on a waiver that says the sub is not approved by anyone and they could die. but itâs the fault of OceanGate for knowingly putting people into a Home Depot DIY sub rigged up with an Xbox controller all to make a profit on peopleâs curiosity.
#ra speaks#personal#oceangate#missing sub#be normal on this post or Iâm going to be disappointed in you and hope you grow as person#listen Iâm not touching the âsite of a horrific maritime disaster being used as a tourist localeâ with a ten foot pole#but like the people in that sub are currently going through something incredibly traumatic and will be lucky to survive#and I know we all love to laugh at dumb rich people suffering the consequences of their hubris#but jfc maybe Iâm insane but like on a human level can you respect the horror of what is happening to real living ppl for a goddamn minute#thereâs also a good chance these folk arenât millionaires#theyâre probably upper middle class folk splurging for the start of summer vacation#âoh but I bet theyâre still rich assholes-â THERES PEOPLE IN THERE. THEY MIGHT DIE. WHY IS THIS SO HARD TO GRASP AS A TERRIBLE THING???#me. low empathy: wow this is horrible. I quite literally canât imagine how the people down there feel but Iâm sure itâs incredibly traumatic#dumbasses making memes: haha dumb rich kid and his dad are gonna suffocate in a metal tube lol
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frey can be a doggo?? that's so cool!
can you tell us more about this form? :3
FOR SURE!! i have a set of personal lore stuff abt what the void did to him when he was resurrected, and this is part of that
due to his longer than usual exposure in the void (and the dying to void angels part), the void energy inside of him is pretty unstable and interconnected with his emotions. it took the memory of him growing up in duiviri and manifested in his psuedo-orowyrm form, for whenever his emotions become unstable.
since a lot of time when frey's emotions become unstable it is induced by fear of some kind, it kind of flips a switch in his brain to go "oh we need to run the fuck away right now and defend ourselves" so it turns into the beast to either escape or stand a better chance at whatever is making him scared
i think i see it as kind of an inverting of frey's emotions, not nessaryily making him become the opposite, but more so turning the deepest emotions inside of him inside out, so fear is presented instead of joy. initially this was all this psuedo-orowyrm form is, it was just something involuntarily he turns into when he gets too stressed for his normal brain to handle
but i think past some like. character development stuff, make him accept that this is a part of him just as much as the rest of his personality when he's a person. he can then control how he feels in the beast much better, and turn into it just because he can, not necessarily out of fear
#glaive speaks#oc: frey#I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE therees like. so much personal hcs of wf lore for him haha
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Alright guys if I fail my English exam I'm fucking screwed so wish me luck!
#like i have been speaking and reading and learning english my whole life#and every single year i have been top of my class in english#so if i fail now... its over#there is no hope for anything else#like literally if i cant get my BEST SUBJECT correct then i might as well give up on everything else#im like screwed screwed#like majorly#so everything ever is depending on this#no pressure at all#i got this#just gotta remember that i am an english pro#im. fine its fine theres non problems here haha
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kinda insane how bigotry infects everything. i still dont feel good checking out the campus lgbt group despite being a senior now bc of the passive aggressive lesbophobia i got earlier
#like refusing to hand out lesbian pins and when weâd ask theyd kinda scoff and go ââwhy do you need it? just take the rainbowââ#(but ofc incorporating the blue flag asap)#not hosting any sapphic events for a while and ignoring our voices#refusing to put up our flag in the room and when they finally did it was half assed#i remember one time we had an event and the person hosting was like ââhaha i can make custom badges!!ââ#and there was a long line for lesbian badges. bc they had none. and the person was all flustered#like ââoh i didnt think thered be THAT many of youâŠ. we dont have too many buttons sorryyyyyyââ#tbf it does seem like the lesbophobes graduated and whoever took their place has been better and got the pins in and has been better#but even in the groups they held there was just unchallenged lesbophobia like one girl constantly being passive aggressive#and mocking lesbians and saying ââi shouldnt be here bc im a filthy man liker ig. dont comfort me i know how you REALLY feelââ#and thats not even speaking towards how rude the previous leader was to me asking for an interview for the newspaper on discord#saying i shouldnt even have to bc ââpeople can just look up what ive done on the site so are you implying i didnt do enough?ââ#which tbf i got an apology for but i was already dealing w anxiety and being iced out when id try to join in#like man i hope they keep trying to do better. do better for the ppl who come after me#but it was seriously so disappointing and isolating#echoed voice
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also. to be clear when i write posts like that, it doesn't come from a place of doomposting for me, i more just like to argue for what elements i think you have to conscious of when you're simultaneously tackling the kinds of conflicts you are.
#tunes talks spiderverse#and honestly like. even if they dont manage to defuse those stakes in btsv without complicating one of the DIFFERENT conflicts theyre#alluding to - thats not like. something im despairing about personally#writing is HARD and u can find countless examples of rlly good stories inadvertently naturalising something they didnt mean to by virtue of#how they present and then defuse their stakes#and if that happens in btsv id honestly find it very interesting to dissect#im HOPING and thinking they can land the plane so to speak haha but i think theres just as much to learn from where things dont quite stick#as when they land perfectly
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Painted my nails. Shit camera is shit so u can't see the sparkles well, but it's my magnetic green nail polish. Something a bit on the subtle side for a funeral :p I wanted to go black but. Not pure black.
It's a "celebration of life", as they're calling it. We're not going there to be depressed. We're going there to remember the man we all lost. And he would've Loved for me to have a little fun with it.
#speculation nation#nails shit#im not exactly enthusiastic about tomorrow. not the least of it being the fact that i cant run from my grief if im surrounded by it#but theres... a lot family drama around. some i hadnt even heard about b4 today haha#so we are just hoping that there wont be any Incidents.#never am i more grateful for my reputation of being a wallflower than i am now#me simply being there is a testament to my care. and they see that.#if necessary i may or may not just... fade into the background. i dont know. i can never predict this shit.#with my grandma's funeral i was downright peppy. in a way that threw a few people off.#especially since i was one of the handful of ppl speaking that day#dont know what possessed me to volunteer for public speaking. i was always pretty close with her tho#wanted to do it for her. not exactly jumping at the chance to be Emotionally Vulnerable in front of a crowd again#but i dont regret it.#ive been oscillating wildly between manic and depressive for Weeks now. so i have no idea what im gonna land on tomorrow.#either im happy being around family and end up peppy and social. or im depressed by the situation and end up quiet.#maybe both. who knows. i sure fuckin dont.#im gonna wear a dress for the first time in years and im Not fucking shaving my legs. i think im gonna wear tights or smth. might as well.#sigh. i dont like being so familiar with funerals.#i dont like being so familiar with death.#i hope i get at least a few years between this and the next death i experience. pleeaaaase haha#5 deaths in 5 years. i dont like it one bit.#negative/#i guess.
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theres something deeply wrong with my reproductive organs and hormone balances what is going on
#speaking in runes#last time i went to a gyno i was just told to never go off birth control ever cause they didnt know what was up#but like. thats not sustainable for me lol#like i tell you oh when im off BC i bleed non-stop and have huge clots that happen every 30 mins#and they just go well when we ran the tests it was ok so just dont go off bc haha#like yeah the test was ok cause i was back on BC!!!!!!! so i wasnt bleeding anymore!!!!!!#they didnt see any cysts or whatever but like. theres SOMETHING happening#my guess is endo honestly. but cant confirm that unless i get surgery#best i can do is just get a bisalp and hope for the best i guess#gughuhguhgugu i need to move NOW i need health insurance i need to figure out whats wrong with meeeee#sorry rant cause i have a lapse in BC rn and im cramping and feel like shit so im like. angry about my current health situation#ALSO the cramping is giving me dysphoria on top of everything
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panickng and i cannot breathe
#or hear. haha. my ear feels clogged and theres no sound going in it but i flushed it out with hydrogen peroxide and theres no wax#usallt when its clogged its cuz of a wax buodip cuz my ears produce a shit ton of it#but im scrolling on tiktok lying down so my left ear is covered and i hear no sound in my right ear#but i can in ny left#and idk what to do bcuz the onlt person who can actually 'help' is my mom and shes at work#l speaks#shut up l#so im hoping i wakw ip in 5 hours and its a one time thing 5hay clears up bit im still panicking#way to end the year ig#staryed off shitty and ending shitty
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Anyways hihi. I answer my own question. For context I was introduced by my sibling and watched some videos out of order before watching the voice trailers and song trailers. Anyways let's go
First character i "latched onto" (got super interested in) was actually mahiru!! Hence why she's still one of my favourites lmao. I Love You was a. A ride. And it's what truly got me interested in milgram. She gets to share the spot with muu tho for after pain and inmf being the first songs I listened to courtesy my sister :)
Oh also I remember that when my sister showed me after pain and asked me if I thought she should be innocent I said no because "she reminds me of a classmate/neg" which. I was right. But also the funniest way to procure an opinion on a character. Iirc the real reason was that I caught Bad Vibes from some of the lyrics' phrasing but idk.
Oh and I remember watching ily and being. Concerned. She'd earned an inno since I got into the project to the end of her trial lmao.
I think I also was interested in MeMe? Though not enough for it to leave a suuper lasting impression. From what I remember the last songs I listened to were Magic and Harrow cuz I didn't have time to listen to the whole playlist constantly + was more interested in the t2 songs overall
My current favourite(s) are obvious to everyone on this blog probably. Shidou n Kazui. Im constantly realizing more reasons why I subconsciously was so interested in their characters but I'll go for individual traits that made them stick out to me
Strange to say but the reason I was interested in shidou was the death penalty thing. And the fact that he was inno t1. I thought that was hilarious from a "fictional media" standpoint that the whole fandom decided to just. Not give him what he wanted. Even if it seemed he deserved it.
I believed the organ harvesting theory for at least 2 months. I think. Which makes it funnier that he's my favorite and makes it obvious that apparently the way to make me interested is to be inherently kinda funny. Cuz listen "organ harvester" is kind of funny ok. And it was funnier that he was innocent.
After the change in theory belief he makes me unreasonably sad but also intrigued in what caused such an extreme reaction and belief. Maybe this makes me strange but hey there's a reason I shouldn't study psychology )it'd make me too powerful)
Kazui was actually cuz of the gay kazui theory pre Cat release cuz I thought that was a funny, strangely substantiated theory that I assumed Cat was gonna disprove so I spent much of pre-Cat-release spinning around the theory till it was disproven. It wasn't it actually got more substantiated imo which makes it verrrrry funny to me.
Also because he makes me unbelievably sad all the time. Like what the fuck if his murder is what I think it is that's. Tragic. Tragic and realistic and aidbsusvdaugh.augh. also if it is what I think it is I get to point at kazui and go he just like me fr. Horrible.
Also Cat has a banger mv like hooooly shit. One of the best mvs so far imo.
Fun things that both have in common is that.
1) I generally disagree with the most common theory surrounding their murder in trial 1 specifically (organ harvesting theory, cheating theory)
This, ironically, makes me more insane Abt them cuz I get alllll the time in the world to think about what I think of them myself instead of using fandom interp. Encourages critical thinking (JOKE). I also get to then see someone's wildly different interpretation and get a whole different perspective!!!!!! Win win it's like peer reviewing. I might not agree with who I read the posts of but honestly I don't care much it gives me stuff to talk, think and jokingly complain to my friends about
2) their mvs have soooo many things and small details to point out that either give you a further insight to their murder or an insight into their character. It's so fun I love going frame by frame to see small details and symbolism. Like. Down to single 1 second frames or the line colours (haruka gets my attention for this too but that's a different post) or how the expressions can be read and. Look I take literature for a subject I'm bound to be attracted to these types of symbolism and to having the ability to pick up the smallest thing and make something out of it. Hell even in half how there are some moments I can't yet fully interpret that's what keeps me invested!!!! Wanting to see what happens!!!! What the next mv will reveal!!
3) on the point of symbolism!!!!!! They have my favourite forms of symbolism actually, flowers and theatre imagery. I once spent 3 hours searching up flower meanings for an art piece for my sibling like I wasn't even invested in the series it was for but she gave me flower ideas nd I ran w it. I'm in drama club. Love for theatre imagery is a given.
4) their songs SLAPPED and no one can tell me otherwise. That's the point that's it.
5) funny point but they continue the trend of me relating to/getting really interested in, in my friends words, "the kinda fruity middle aged to old people" which was the funniest description of my favourite character tropes???
6) oh yeah they're really easy to make fun of. That's what I need in a character.
7) also kind of a. Strange. Point. But I have a fascination with characters who explore the themes of grief and guilt over what isn't technically their fault (ie. Character doomed by the narrative:"this must be the concequences of my actions") and both shidou and kazui fit perfectly into that. Shidou is mourning his family but thanks to that feels guilt over the grief he's caused others. Kazui is mourning his wife whom he believes he's, in some way, caused the death of. They make me insane.
8) continuation of a briefly touched on point but their vagueness is one of the more intriguing things to me. Most of the other characters, while definitely nuanced and vague in their own ways, feel less so compared to these two to me. Cuz like kazui's whole deal is wanting us to find his lie, so we don't truly know what's up yet. Shidous thing is so. Confusing to me in a good way. Partially cuz, like mahiru, he seems to have a bit of a warped view of reality that directly relates to his crime. Maybe it's the liar imagery, the knowledge that they're keeping something hidden, that makes me want to look more closely and interpret the smaller details. Or I'm just insane.
Yeah I'm probably just insane. I have recently made Observations that a certain mutual will be hearing me go insane abt next week. anyways I'm gonna finish my homework goodbye milgramblr.
Send me your blorbo essays and dw if it's strange or long or "cringe" because dude look at mine. I will not and cannot judge because I am insane and j accept going crazy over characters
Ooh actually. People in the milgram tag tell me who the first character you latched onto was. And then tell me how you got attached to your current favourite. +Generally why they're your favourite. No word limit give me your blorbo essays plsplspls
#sand speaks#sand speaks too much#...beware the read more haha theres a lot there#this post is an excuse for me to talk about my blorbos and i hope its an excuse for yall to talk about yoursđ„đ„#im sooooo normal. i swear.#anyways back to homework!!!!! drop your blorbo essays in the rbs and i will. draw thy blorbo. probably chibi like for time sake but blorbo#oh this is disgustingly long. hilarious#i probably didnt even touch on most of the reasons why im so insane abt them but honestly? i xont know!!!!!#they r jsut so intruiging to me!!! half of this is me testing out reasons why i might have latched onto them#if you read the whole thing have a cookie or smth. you deserve it that is a long and unstructured ramble
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from across the crowd pt. 2⊠and as always enjoy loves <3 đâĄïžđȘ©
âyou probably have a boyfriend.. right?â
I heard what she had said, but it was like the words didnât register in my head for another minute. i blush for a moment, and look down before looking back at her, smiling. âno..â I say giggling slightly. why am i acting this way? Tiff lock in. she seems genuinely surprised, but before surprise another emotion crosses her face that i cant decode. âa beautiful girl like you must have a boyfriend, thoughâ she says in total surprise. she must think im lying. âno.. no boyfriend hahaâ I say trying to calm my nerves. why am i so worked up right now?
âwell im sure your ex boyfriends regret ever leaving you, or letting you leaveâ she says, flattering me. i tense up for a moment. how do i put this? âive.. never uh- had a boyfriendâ i say shyly, slightly embarrassed. i can tell my cheeks are red, but i cant do anything to hide it. âno way..â she says quietly matching my volume. she pauses before speaking again. a smirk spans over her face and she puts her hands in the pockets of her sweats. my eyes flicker down to them for a minute. my breath catches in my throat. im suddenly brought back to reality by u the sound of paiges voice, louder this time. âdid you hear me?â i look up to see paige a little closer than before, hovering over me. a smirk that can only be described as devilish on her face. shit. she saw me. âuhm, im so sorry, what did you say?â i say hurriedly, my face even redder than before. nice going tiff way to be nonchalant. âdont worry about itâ is all she says in reply.
she looks back down, into my eyes. âwhats your name, pretty?â she asks me intently, looking down at me. âmy name is tiffany but my friends just call me tiffâ i reply, proud of myself that i didnt forget my name. âtiffany,â paige says it again. âeven your name is cute huhâ i cant help but blush and look away from her for a moment.
theres silence for a minute. but not necessarily awkward silence. just us co existing with each other. i decide to say âfuck itâ and be bold. when is the next time im ever going to talk to a hot basketball player, who by the way seems to be very into me. i break the silence. âpaige, if you want to know anything, just ask meâ i say in a low voice. i could tell something was puzzling her. she knew i had never dated a guy, so im sure she was wondering if im into guys at all.. she looks down at me, her voice dropping an octave. she moves a little closer to me, and we are still in the tunnel towards the locker room so its just us still there at this point. she leans into my ear, and whispers âso no boyfriends.. hmâ i can smell her scent even stronger than from her sweatshirt and itâs intoxicating. my eyes flutter closed, breathing her in. she pauses for a moment and i can hear her breathing, âno..â i reply my voice breaking slightly. just when i think shes about to question me farther she leans away from my ear. âjust wanted to make sure i heard you right.â she says smirking at me.
she then reaches down next to her and grabs her bag. she puts it on and grabs her glasses, also putting those on too. i secretly hope this moment never ends. âso, will you be out celebrating the win at teds tonight?â i speak up and ask. her eyes flicker to me, still in her hoodie and she smiles. âwill i see you there..?â she asks looking at me. gosh. how is she even more sexy with her glasses on. âi guess soâ i reply, biting my lip.
she looks me up and down one more time. i can tell seeing me in her hoodie is making her think of a lot of different scenarios right now. âi need to go find my friends,â i finally speak, âbut it was really great to meet you paige⊠i guess iâll see you tonight.â I say smiling, trying to process everything that just happened in the last 20 minutes. she smiles back at me âhere, let me walk you outâ she walks over to me. we walk out of the stadium and i look over and up at her. she really is big. my croatian genes may have made me a lethal face card, but in the height department they lacked. heavily.
I spot my friends car and stop walking, before looking at paige. this was a sight. she had pulled on pj pants after the game and had her keys hanging out of her pocket. she had also pulled the hair from her ponytail into a messy bun. i also never would have guessed that paige had glasses. but then again, i had only known the girl for less than an hour. i move closer to her and pull her into a hug. âit was so nice talking to you, ill see you tonight paige.â i say, making sure the hug stays somewhat friendly. she bends down to hug me, and her scent floods my senses once again. âbye tiff, ill see you tonight loveâ I walk over to the car before really thinking about what she said. before i get into the passengers seat of the car i look back at paige. shes standing with her hands in the pockets, and her stance looks quite intimidating. as soon as she sees me get into the car safely she turned around and walked to her car.
i sit down in the passengerâs seat of madisens car. i buckle up before i look up to see everyones eyes on me. their mouths are wide open and theres silence.
âwhat?â silence.
âTIFFANY KAY TELL US WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK JUST HAPPENEDâ
#paige buckets#paige bueckers#uconn wbb#ncaa wbb#uconn huskies#uconn womenâs basketball#wbb#p boogers#wcbb#wbb fanfiction#wbb smut#wbb x reader#paige bueckers x oc#paige bueckers fic#paige smut#paige bueckers smut#ncaa womenâs basketball#ncaa#ncaa tournament#wlw smut#wcbb smut#smut#uconn wcbb#uconnwbb#uconn#paige bueckers headcannons#paige x reader
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Cinnamon sugar ïżŒ
another BitterSweet Trio poly Fic!!! đ©·đȘ𧥠Just in time for Valentineâs Day
Hope you enjoy
No TW this time (unless thereâs something I missed then please tell me)
ââŠAl are you sure about this?â Sethâs voice was filled with concern as he watches his boyfriend balancing precariously on a step ladder and a few books âalmostâŠgot it..HAHA!-WHOW!â Alphonse loses his footing and falls backwards into Sethâs arms much to the smaller manâs irritation âI got it~â Al waves a fairly large, seemingly handmade book in Sethâs face before hopping out of his arms
âholy shit! is that your pops old recipe book?â Al slides into the kitchen and tosses the recipe book on the counter and Seth hops on the stool âhell yeah it is! and Iâm lucky my dad made these recipes dumbass proofâ âwhy? He knew how to cookâ âHE did. me and my Ma? Nah. Better have home insuranceâ seth laughed and Alphones fliped the pages. Each page felt sturdy, like they got stronger with age. âHe practically drilled them in my head. said âyour gonna need to make food for your loved ones one dayââ seth smiled down at the book of recipes â....little did he know Iâd still be feeding youâ Al leant over the counter to kiss his forehead, seth's face turned bright red still not quite used to thatâŠ.from either of them and i don't think he ever will. âUm i *ahem* why ya getting this stuff out?â al snickers at his reaction âbet he'd have never guessed id have two people to care for~â Al attempts to lean in for a kiss but seth pushes his face away âaw come on! No kiss for ya Boi!?â âyou'll get a kiss when you can stay on taskâ al sighs and continues reading the recipe âfrench toast bake plus strawberriesâ
âso you wanna make breakfast as a surprise for sugar?â âI need some help....and you take direction well-OW!â Seth smacks Alâs shoulder then gestures to the book âokok!..there's a list of stuff here. You get that i'll get the bowls and shitâ
âAnd in the oven it goes. see~ i told you we could cook without catching the house on fireâ âhold on now theres still time during bakingâ they both laugh ending in a comfortable silence.
âI'm honestly surprised sugar aintâ up yetâ âwell that just means we have a little more time..got any ideas?â seth thinks for a moment a devious grin appearing across his face â...yea i got oneâ Al slides onto the counter in front of seth âoh yea and what's tha-HMâ Seth pulls him into a kiss by the collar of his sweater. The kiss lasted a few seconds when seth pulls away âhow's that as a kiss for âYa Boiâ sufficient enough?â a few seconds of silence and adoring eye contact before Al speaks up â......Your gayâ âTHIS is why i don't tryâ seth attempts to walk away but gets trapped by Alâs legs âGet back here cowboy~â Al wraps his arms around seth's neck âhey~ i love youâ âi love you too ya goofâ âim serious. Your the cinnamon to my cinnamon sugar toast OH and Booâs the bread cause they bake And without themâŠwe wouldn't be togetherâ âaw AlâŠ.thatâs really sweetâ they press their foreheads together basking in the soft embrace of each other
âOK who turned off my alarm!â
They both chuckle hearing their partner from the other room âGood morning Boo!â âmorninâ sugarâ
I hear sugarbooâs footsteps. Alphonse hops off the counter to avoid getting scolded âoOoO something smells good in here!â âAl got the bright idea to turn your alarm off and wake me up to make breakfastâ âwell I donât see the fire extinguisher anywhere, so Iâm assuming everything went smoothlyâ Sugarboo gives them both well-deserved kisses. and sits on the barstool. The timer went off, and Alphonse is very careful taking the dish out of the oven âhappy Valentineâs Day Boo!â âholy shit! That looks really fucking good! Whose recipe did you use?!â âmy dadâs. he used to keep a book of all of umâ and I wanted to cook some breakfast for my two favorite peopleâ Seth wraps his arm around Alphonseâs waist. Boo smiles with adoration in their eyes looking at their boys
âyou know Iâm really proud of you two. Not just for cooking, but for making it this far. You make me feel so fucking luckyâ they push themselves up and wrap their arms around Alphonse and Seth
âHappy Valentineâs Day boysâ they hold each other tightly and contently
âaright now letâs eat Iâm fucking starvingâ
ââââââââââââââââââââââ
Happy Valentineâs Day everyoneđ«¶
I hope you all are having a great day rather celebrating alone or with someone else
Hope you enjoyed this little thing with the boys
#yuurivoice#writing#yuurivoice seth#yuurivoice fic#yuurivoice alphonse#yuurivoice sugarboo#bittersweet trio#fluff and only fluff#happy Valentineâs Day
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Sky High
Pairing
partydrugdealer!Sero x f!reader
18+ only please
Smut
Word count
3.1k
Content warnings
drugs (mostly weed but theres a mention of unnamed party drugs), dubcon (reader is under influence of drugs (weed)), fingering, oral (f receiving), vaginal penetration, unprotected sex, creampies
Everyone is this fic is 18+
Summary
You've never done drugs before and none other slimefest's very own dealer offers to show you the ropes.
This is my entry to the slimeball summer collab! I got the prompt "festivals"!! I'm super excited about this since it's my first collab but I'm also very nervous haha. @bastardblvd
"C'mon! It'll be fun!" Your friend's voice was loud and yet you could barely hear it over the murmur of the crowd.
You and your little group of friends had gotten to the first annual edition of slimetown's very own slimeball summerfest early. The original reasoning had been to get a nice place to pitch the tent. The "new and improved" reasoning, according to your friends, was to buy party drugs before their regular dealer started running low.
You'd assumed that was because the price would go up at that point but festival drug dealing wasn't exactly your area of expertise.
"Fine, but you guys gotta watch me okay? I don't want to be the person waking up in a hospital without any memories of their so called 'fun time'," you conceded, letting yourself be pulled along to a neat looking tent.
"This is the drug tent?" you voice your doubt as one of your friends tries to knock on the tent entrance.
She scoffs at you. "Yes it is, why don't you shout it out a little louder. I'm not sure every security guard here heard," she sneers and you hope the drugs will put her into a better mood. "See this?" your other friend taps on the "s" taped on the tent door. "That's our guy's business card."
You snort, the guy didn't even use ductape and the flimsy cellophane tape was already peeling off the tent fabric before the festival had even properly started. Before you can point any of that out to your friends though, the little zipper opens and out comes a lanky looking man who seems about the same age as you.
"As much as I appreciate my clientele ladies, can you either keep it down or come in?" he speaks, moving aside and gesturing you into his tent. The grin on his face friendly and inviting.
You attempt to follow your friends through the small opening but he stops you once you're in front of him. "Haven't seen your face before," he says, and you admit to yourself that his attention on you isn't unwelcome. He's attractive, lean muscles, tan skin and the sluttiest little waist you'd ever seen.
"Yeah, this is not usually my scene, I'm just here for them." You gesture towards your friends as you try to follow them once more. He lets you this time, the inviting grin having slipped into more of an amused smirk.
"I knew it, would've recognized a face like yours," he speaks. Both your friends shoot you looks, one distinctly more annoyed than the other. "And don't you worry. My customer's comfort is of utmost importance to me, I'll help you enjoy yourself." He shoots you a wink and your face heats up, your mind can't help but wander to the possible implications of his words.
"Sero, we didn't come here for you to flirt with (y/n)," your annoyed friend spoke up. She was waving around some cash and the man in front of you took the bait.
"Always so impatient," he says, getting up to rummage through his wares "I've got some new stuff you two may like, wouldn't recommend it for your friend though." He pulls out a bag with what, out of context, would've looked just like candy. Your friend hands him the wad of cash.
"Pleasure doing business with you two, as always, now why don't you two wait outside for a second while I'll teach your friend here the ropes," he requests, you're about to protest but he continues before you can, "awfully crowded in this little tent."
You beg your friends to stay through facial expressions but the fuckers just up and leave, your favourite of the two quickly adding on that they'll wait for you outside.
"So, how much of a first timer are you really?" You know he's talking about drugs but the way he suggestively wiggles his eyebrows implies something else and you realize he's teasing you. Your eyebrows furrow and you're about to give him a piece of your mind when he bursts out laughing. "Sorry, sorry. I always like to joke around to get the edge off a little," he explains. "Though, I have other stuff for that as well." He pulls out a bag of something, it's clearly not the same stuff he just sold your friends but you had no clue what it could be.
He inspects the look on your face and whistles. "Damn, that much of a first timer huh? No worries, I'll talk you through it all" his voice was incredibly smooth and it brought the heat back to your face, you hope he mistakes it for embarrassment.
"Do you always flirt this much? Is that why my friend was shooting me nasty looks?" you ask, trying to deflect. It only causes him to laugh more.
"It's a sales tactic I'm familiar with," he says shooting you another wink. "And not much of a friend, that one. If she's that upset over a flirty comment from her dealer? I can't even imagine the level of jealousy."
"But, you didn't enter my little paradise here to gossip. Let me let you in on how things work around here," he starts, and he does. He tells you all about the drug he's about to sell you, some type of weed called wedding cake? You liked the name if anything. How much it'll cost you and how to smoke it, even offers to show you.
"Can't have my cute little customer bumbling about, not even knowing how to use the stuff I sold her," he explains, nodding in approval as you hold the freshly rolled blunt. "Now let's light it up and I'll show you exactly how to do it." He moves real close to you now, and true to his word he teaches you. The proximity flusters you beyond belief and you think whatever you're smoking right now isn't exactly keeping you clear headed either. You catch yourself looking at his lips more than once and you might not realize it but he catches you too, it makes him chuckle.
"All right, that's enough for now, trust me on that," he tells you. Somewhere deep down you're happy he's doing all of this for you though, makes you giggle. His hand ruffles your hair in response and he speaks again, "let's get you back out to your friends, unless you wanna keep me company?" You're not sure if it's an actual offer or a joke but you laugh either way, already turning towards the exit to find your friends.
You leave the tent to find no one waiting for you, except for a small piece of paper stuck to Sero's tape on the tent entrance. "Hot guy, be back later. Stay safe," it read. Tears well in your eyes. They promised they'd look after you, that's why you agreed to all this in the first place. Now you were all alone, high off your ass, on festival grounds in what is known as the sleaziest town around.
"Aw, come now baby, don't cry." Sero's voice startles you out of your little moment, you'd forgotten he was right behind you. "I'd never leave a cute little customer like you in need," he promises, though you're not entirely sure what the promise entails. He gestures for you to follow him.
Maybe the weed is clouding your mind but you do find yourself following the relative stranger without further questioning, though luckily he comes out with an answer to the question in your mind.
"I'm taking you to my private tent, it's roomier," he explains, his arm around the small of your back now. You lean into it, his warmth feeling nice against your skin.
The crowd had grown since you guys had entered the tent and now there were people everywhere, you were starting to get anxious despite the high you were experiencing. Luckily for you, your ever vigilant dealer noticed.
"Baby, I'm here. You're okay," he says as his thumb strokes your cheek. You think about how normally you'd never let anyone this close but everything about him is just so nice and warm. You lean into his touch entirely and a deep chuckle escapes him. "Want me to really take care of you?" He asks, eyes flitting down to your lips and back up. Yours do the same, except you struggle to pull them back up. You nod nonetheless and he's on you instantly.
You'd kissed plenty of people before but Sero felt different, you wanted to consider that it might be the weed but all you could think of right now was him. The way his lips molded to yours. The way one of his hands dragged up your back and into your hair while the other moved down towards your ass. The way his tongue slipped past your lips and played with yours.
You couldn't suppress the moan that leaves you and and he groans. "Oh aren't you just the cutest, come on, we aren't far." He's pulling you along again before you can complain and you find yourself staring at his ass as he pulls you through a final part of the crowd.
You reach his tent, it does look bigger than the one you just came from but it's placed right in between a few more tents and there's people everywhere. In a moment of clarity you ask him, "but won't people hear?"
The laugh it pulls out of him is attractive but does nothing to ease your worry, and his words certainly don't either. "Sweetness, trust me, that is gonna be the last thing on your mind in a couple of minutes." As he speaks his guiding hand on your lower back slips slightly lower again but you can't find it in you to worry about it anymore, in fact it all feels kind of fun.
So instead you giggle.
The inside of sero's tent is nice, you didn't peg him as the type of guy to decorate his festival tent but apparently business has been good for him. You fawn at one of the cute pillows adorning his mattress. It was a bright yellow and you nearly squealed in excitement as you felt how fuzzy the outside of it was.
"You liking the place?" He asked, the hand that was guiding you from the small of your back had moved to you shoulder and was now pushing you to sit on his mattress. You turn around to face him, looking up at him from your place near the ground and nod enthusiastically. "Good, I pride myself on my sense for interior design."
He's sinking down next to you on the mattress and only now do you realize it's an air mattress, his weight propping the side you're sitting on up. You stop yourself from giggling once more.
"C'mere pretty girl, I know you're just itching to get touched." His voice dropped into a seductive tone and you notice he's right, ever since he'd kissed you you'd wanted more.
You're nodding along as he reaches out to your face, pulling you into another kiss that feels like the centre of your universe. Though that universe expands the second Sero's hand slips into your pants.
Every place he'd touched you had felt hot so far but the sensation of his hand on your pussy nearly drove you wild.
"S-sero," you managed between frantic kissing. In response he just hummed, not letting your lips stray far as his fingers started playing with you.
"What is it pretty girl? Enjoying yourself? I knew you'd look even prettier like this," he says, his hand picking up speed. Your hands are clutching both his hair and his shirt, he's making you feel like you're floating and you're desperately holding on to something.
"Sero I can't-" you interrupt yourself with a moan, you can't keep yourself quiet. His touch feels divine, silencing yourself would be blasphemy and yet his unoccupied hand hands you the same pillow you'd been admiring before.
"Bite it princess, you wouldn't want everyone to hear now would you?" His words feel like they're meant to tease you but right now, you'd agree with anything he told you. And so you bite down, the fabric feels weird between your teeth. As you do so, he picks up the pace, fingers dancing around inside you as if they're as desperate to please as you are.
And please they do, in Sero's eyes you're practically begging him to let you cum. He's never been one to deny a pretty girl.
Before you know it your pants are off and you underwear is pushed to the side. You hardly even registered him moving you onto your back. You certainly did register his breath on your cunt though.
His tongue made quick work of sucking on your clit and his fingers never did light up on the pace from before so you're screaming into the pillow as you cum on his face in no time at all.
His fingers keep thrusting as he speaks into your pussy, "oh yeah baby, give me all of it." Though he lets up as soon as you start whining in overstimulation.
He chuckles as you start fumbling around with the buttons on his pants. Even though you just came you had to feel if his cock could send you into outer space as well. "Damn (y/n), you want it that bad, huh? Maybe I let you smoke too much," he says, petting your hair as you finally get his pants off. Your hands are teasing his rock hard dick through his boxers. Once both of you manage to get out of the last of your clothes, you lean down attempting to return the favor. He stops you, "Baby, no, I'm taking care of you, remember?" He explains, urging you to lay down on your stomach.
He props a different pillow from the one you're holding up under your hips. Facing away from him is a double edged sword, you couldn't see him, but every touch he laid on you was felt tenfold. You shiver as he drags a finger up you spine, other hand firmly holding your hips in place.
"You ready for this pretty girl? Remember your surprise tool for keeping quiet." He's referring to the pillow but all though leaves your mind as soon as the thick head of his cock drags through your folds. You bite down on the pillow and hug it to your chest tightly.Â
He holds his cock up to your entrance and he finally pushes in. He moans quietly as he slips all the way into you, the sound would drive you mad if the feeling of him filling you entirely hadn't already. You'd had sex before but just as your kiss with Sero had been different, this was too.
He's only just pushed in and you already felt on the verge of climax. "Damn baby, you liking it that much? You're like a fucking vice," he tells you, both his hands coming up to your hips, pushing you down into the mattress so he could fuck into you.
You're making what you hope are small noises of approval and he seems to take it as a sign to really start fucking you, or taking care of you as he'd call it.
You hadn't been wrong, his cock was taking you to outer space if the stars you were seeing were any indication. You don't know how long he's pushing into you like that but you do know that before long he's pumping his cum into you with a deep groan, but not quite stopping before he feels you cum all over his dick again.
"See? Took real good care of you right?" He praises himself as he gets up. You're about to whine about him leaving when he comes back with a couple of napkins. "Sorry about this pretty girl, but I wasn't exactly prepared for this today," he apologizes. "I'd have at least brought wet wipes." He cleans you up as good as he can and the next hour or so is spent cuddling and snacking on whatever Sero puts into your hands. Before you know it you're dozing off.
You blink the sleep out of your eyes as you roll around on the air mattress, hands finding paper instead of a warm body next to you. You groggily get up, patting the bed until you found the note again.
Sleep leaves you quickly when you see the money taped to the note. You snort at what you read.
"Dear (y/n), my favorite customer.
Pussy too good to charge. Gotta go back to my small business now, keep the pillow you liked so much as a reminder.
And whenever you want more than just a reminder, call me.
xxx-xxx-xx"
You snort again at his antics before pulling yourself together and climbing out of his tent. You'd decided that it was for the best if you went back to your own tent for the night. Hopefully you'd find your friends there too.
You weaved through the crowd effortlessly now that you'd slept off whatever that stuff did to you. The walk over was giving you time to consider your night. It wasn't like you'd had a bad time, you bite your lip remembering it, quite the opposite actually. The only part that bothered you was the way you'd been ditched by your friends and left with a guy whose clear intent was to fuck you.
Your friends have quite something to make up to you, is the conclusion you come to as your arrive at your shared tent. You hear the commotion before you can even enter.
"How was I supposed to know that was THE slimetown freeloader?" your annoying friend called out. She had her hands buried in her face and she looked like she'd been crying.
"How about you just don't let random men BLINDFOLD you in our tent next time? That way they can't run off with our pillows!" Your other friend replied, obviously pissed off at the loss of the fluffy item.
The two of you take a bit to notice you but they gawk the second they see you hug the furry yellow pillow closer to your chest. "Where'd you get that pillow?" The question sounds more like an accusation coming from the pillowless girls but you're the one with a reason to be upset here so you just shrug and say, "Sero gave it to me, along with a refund and his number."
#Sero x reader#Sero x reader smut#bnha sero x reader#bnha sero x reader smut#mha sero x reader#mha sero x reader smut#tagging is so awkward to me lol#i never know which tags to put and which ones to not add#sero hanta x reader#sero hanta x reader smut#i forgot homeboy had a first name too ngl lmao#bnha x reader#bnha x reader smut#mha x reader#mha x reader smut
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Status update on the dark relic nsfw comic please ma'am đ my family is dying
ITS DONE!! đđđđ...well, the DRAWING part is as of yesterday BAHAHA. now im just adding all the dialogue/speech bubbles/sfx, SO ITS DEFINITELY GONNA BE SOON!! DEFS BY THIS WEEKEND!! ive just been very nitpicky on the font which i cant decide on LMAO and im also nitpicky abt other final touches LOL. i didnt wanna show anymore cuz ive already shown so much but HERES THE FINAL SNEAK PEEK
and speaking of fonts, i normally use handwriting by jeremy paz!
oh man its so random, but i either use the name lumi or clora for everything whenever i play rpgs (baldurs gate 3, dragon age, you name it) and clora originated from rune factory 4 LOL. theres a character named 'clorica' and i really liked that name, it sounds so elegant and fantasy ish, so i eventually just shortened it to clora bahaha. now its my go-to. i like how simple it is but it also sounds unique and works in modern AND fantasy settings, imo
my first and ONLY playthrough was as clora! i originally did try to make myself at the start, but i have short brown hair and straight across bangs, and they didnt have a style that felt 'me', so i went with just making a ravenclaw that i liked, and then gave her my go-to name of clora HAHA. and yea, i built up her and sebs relationship in my head as i was playing, especially with all the running around the castle i did. i just liked to imagine her constantly out of breath and flushed and seb just watching like ....đ§girl chill...
AND SPEAKING OF MY DARK RELIC COMIC/SMUT, my biggest advice for writing smut id say is to have a reasoning behind it, i guess? i focus a lot on their headspace/WHY they're fucking at that moment when i write it LOL instead of just the movements/sex for the sake of sex. in your case, the sexual tension leading up to the first time gives you SO much to work with, since you can just be in his head with how much hes looking forward to it, how much hes savouring it, how he's also nervous but enjoying it and trusting the other person, etc. the thoughts are hotter than the actual deed a lot of the times (which is why when clora and seb did it for the first time it ended up being like, 15k words of just foreplay and build up from sebs perspective LMAOO) so yeah id just try to focus on their emotions and desires if you can! and a lot of the times with consent stuff it CAN feel forced, and you dont even really need your characters to talk about that stuff verbally, at least not too much. you can do it in body language, or just something as simple as 'ill stop if you want'. it doesnt have to be a long therapist-like conversation about consent, which CAN tend to sound a little awkward and unrealistic (esp in the heat of the moment), if thats the problem you're having. HOPE I COULD HELP
also i love this for you and for me. YES GO ON AND MAKE A BUNCH OF CLORA CLONES, I COMMAND ITđđđ
and last but not least the most important question. honestly i like plain sweets a lot with no icing/filling. im a slut for shortbread cookies and also just plain glazed donuts. and also custard/portugese/egg tarts, which i also forced clora to like in my fic HAHA. IF YOU HAVENT HAD THEM YOU HAVE TO, THEYRE SO GOODđ©đ©đđ
#ask#also the uncensored ver of the dark relic comic is gonna be on twitter but its gonna be slightly censored on poipiku#cuz of japanese laws i have to censor some parts of seb and cloras bits LMAO#though ive seen other western artists use poipiku and not bother with the censoring so maybe i wont?? idk if i wanna risk it tho LOL.#im just still confused on what parts even need censoring#the censor bar placements always just seem so useless imo LMAO#but ya ill probs censor it to be safe since i uploaded uncensored smut before on pixiv and it got taken down immediately oop#SO YEAH. FOR NO BLACK BAR CENSORED VERSION YOULL NEED TO GET A TWITTER IM SORRY
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OKAY BUT I HAVE MORE IDEA FOR BLUNT READER CUZ I LOVE THAT AU SO MUCHANDMDJFKSLDKF
So you know how french people's insult are always outta pocket (from a person who's first language is french I can tell you that no other language compares in insult -apart for African languages)
Like,, some "bad" insult here would be : bitch, fuck off, whore,..
Which we can all agree is boring...
BUT THEN IN FRENCH!!!
We be getting creative with it
Eg.
"mange tes mort" wich translates to "eat your dead (relatives)"
"vas te fair enculer" means "go get yourself pegged in the ass"
(yes, we have a specific word for being fucked in the ass đ)
AND THOSE WOULD BE THE COMMON ONES AS WELL
English could never compare âš
BUT ANYWAYS
how would the characters react if reader was from france/ belgium/ canada(or any other french speaking country) and started cursing people out like they eould do in their home countrie !?!?
The eay their face would drop
We would make a couple of people cry
AND GOD(us haha) FORBID A KID OVER-HEAR US AND STARTS REPEATING US
Trying to un-teach them would be hell *cries*
Your thoughts?
Love yaaaa~
ABSOLUTE TOP TIER ORAH MY BELOVED!!
Nobody has any idea how much I HATE ENGLISH both for its rules/pronounciation BS/etc. But also, most importantly, THERES LIKE NO GOOD CUSS WORDS- OR LIKE CUSS PHRASES??
I HAD TO PUT THIS GIF BC THAT WAS LITERALLY ME WHEN I HAD THE REALIZATION TO LOOK UP OTHER LANGUAGE CUSS WORDS AND I WAS JUST BLOWN AWAY BY HOW GOOD THEY WERE- HOW CREATIVE- đ«đđ„Č ENGLISH WHY R U SO SHITY IN EVERY POSSIBLE LANGUAGE SITUATION-
like idk we got "eat shit and die / fuck off / go fuck yourself" ???? Like- thats pathetic đ.
I love hearing someone just cuss smbody out their native language/non-english, itâs so badass and cool to see
Anyway u already know i love non-native english speakers from the bottom of my heartâšïž
GOD I FUCKING LOVE BLUNT LANGUAGE AU ITS LIKE ONE OF TOP FAV AS U CAN PROBABLY GUESS I COULD WRITE A LITERAL FANFIC ENTIRELY OFF THIS SIMPLE PREMISE đđđđâ€ïžâđ„â€ïžâđ„â€ïžâđ„
omg so i HAVE SPECIFICALLY HEARD ABT FRENCH BEING RLLY CREATIVEEE
and i researched french cusswords/phrases,,,
đ BRO IM CRYING
âbĂȘte comme ses pieds!â IM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR-
(trans: youâre as stupid AS YOUR FEEEEEETT)
idk whatâs funnier, you translating urself in real time and saying all these phrases to ppl,
OR just scaring the ever-loving shit out of every teyvat citizen within a mile radius bc oh wow- you look pissed, so yeah somebodyâs about to lose all their self-esteem for the rest of their life bc ur insults are known to be extra cutting bc ur so blunt-
OH CREATOR ABOVE (âŠoh creator, present??)- you changed to your holy language FOR THIS???
everybody just giving the npc the most bombastic side-eye for pushing you to do this,
or even just you stubbing ur toe/ate food when it was too hot
or my favorite, getting onto ppl like Wanderer when they do smth silly lmao
STOP I HAD A FOUL THOUGHT OF GETTING ONTO Ei AND WANDERER (like ei for not keeping him/at least giving him to someone else to raise, then all the shit he did as Scaramouche lol)
AND THIS CUSSWORD COMES OUT UNDER UR BREATH OR SMTH- DOES THIS FIT BC THIS KILLS ME:
âPutain de salopeâŠâ (whore of whore, I LIED IT MEANS FUCKING BITCH LMAOđ)
JUST GETTING THE MOM AND THE SON IN ONE FULL BREATH CRYINGGGG
STOPPP wanderer using it against other ppl ever since u used it lol
oh no stop dont bring the kids into thisss đđ
Klee would deffo be the first one to pick up ur words and use them, omg she just uses them as catchphrases like when throwing her bombs đ
âMange tes mort!â JUST WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE AS SHE THROWS HER HUGE SKILL BOMB INTO A FISH POND
Venti would definitely make sure the winds âpass along phrases of the sacred All-God language!â
which just means anyone who UNDERSTANDS YOU JUST GETS GENTLY CREATIVELY CUSSED OUT BY THE WIND IM SOBBINGGG
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i hope u guys are having a great summer! its basically too hot to go outside where I am, not unless ur going straight into the water or smth
which hey, ill be doing that this weekend, floating down the river about an hour away from my house with friends! :]
which,,, if anyone sees this, U GOTTA HELP ME THINK OF A 1000 FOLLOWERS MILESTONE THING TO DO IDK WHAT TO DO BUT I WANNA CELEBRATE IT BC I NEVER THOUGHT THATD HAPPEN!! lmk what u think in the comments if u read this!
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Safe Travels 0rah,
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âĄthe belovedsâĄ
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist /Â @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche / @chocogi
#srry i take so long to answer smth so simple#i actually have a surprising amount of asks!#i was thinkin abt it the other day like#damn should i reopen mail box#then i was like#not really bc i still got a lot of stuff to answer!#so now ITS CRAZZYYY to see my first posts/asks and see me trying to get ppl to send asks!#anyway i gotta make a 1000 followers thing bc i love u guys#sagau#genshin sagau#genshin impact sagau#sagau x reader#genshin imagines#genshin isekai#gender neutral reader#self aware genshin#genshin impact au#genshin x reader
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Do yiu have any tips on like how to attract more attention đ it's been a good while and it's a huge struggle of keeping motivation and not so amazing art so it's hard to sure my characters and their stories bc one thing a can say in confidence is I am a good writer I'd like to think, people tell me I have and oddly good but cryptic way of writing that keeps people enthralled, but my biggest struggle is getting them interested in the first place đ
hi there!! i admittedly dont really know much about the world of writing and how to gain more attention there, but i can try to give tips and see what applies & sticks!
start off short & simple and build it up over time
if you start off with something big and complicated there will be more pressure to keep things big and complicated. theres nothing wrong with short and simple and mixing it up here & there (ie with art: if you only post full pieces with extravagant rendering people will keep expecting it. mix it up a bit. i try posting a variety of sketches and doodles and more detailed thingsâ sometimes some things do better than others and thats ok!
it is 100% okay to repost/reblog your own work
if you ever see me spamming my blog with the same posts, its so i have it back on peoples feeds and on my main profile and its easier for people to find. its also likely that some ppl missed the post, and reblogging/reposting gives them the opportunity to see it!!
something something âits cringe and egotisticalâ WRONG!!!!!!!!!! its completely normal for creators to repost their content and it may help a lot!!
short & sweet descriptons
when you post, avoid giant paragraphs of text, especially if youâre including art in the post. people will be distracted and will see a giant post and just scroll past it
speaking of descriptions, try using trendy words and notable names
its kinda like hashtagging. if you look at my posts youâll typically see how i will drop peopleâs full names + include the word âartâ or âdoodleâ ⊠this is because it will more likely show up on someones feed if said person looks up the same words.
ie: googling âmuichiro tokito artâ -> insert my post popping up because it has âmuichiro tokito artâ written out in the description
i admittedly have trouble providing tips as someone who doesnt rlly understand how i got noticed to begin with haha. something something imposter syndrome or whatever they call it these days⊠so im not really sure if anything above helps, but this is stuff i typically try to keep in mind when i post with the intent of trying to get people to see it
more importantlyâ
i know this is cheesy and this is easier said than done (i have this habit too a lot of the time) but numbers does not equal ur worth or talent. i know it isnt motivating and it can be so heartbreaking): but even if ur stuff doesnt get a lot of notoriety please know it doesnt define your value . this may sound like gibberish as it is 5 am as im posting this but truly⊠never give up on ur work!!! i promise u someone out there loves it
im more well known for my deaging & fluff content and to this day im rlly shocked it blew up the way it did. i really made it for myself. i came up with a whole alias and didnt plan on posting it anywhere bc i was so scared ppl would hate it and harass me or nobody would gaf. but eventually i was just like Man. if this thing helps me then maybe it can help someone out there too. and it helped provide ppl some joy & wonder and whimsy & made them feel seen and truly thats all i could ever wantâŠ
its difficult and its hard but i promise u⊠be patient and kind to yourself. it can definitely be hard sharing things around and getting that exposure you need but there are ways for sure. some journeys are faster than others and thats ok!
again sorry if this is all gibberish its super late ): but i hope this could help in some way shape or form
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