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beauty of the divorce quartet actually is that no matter where you draw the relationship lines you get a fun and fucked up dynamic to think about
#random thoughts#personally -->#martyn/cleo are mirrors of eachother and the most likely to salvage an actual healthy relationship out of the mess theyre in#BUT canonically they're just divorced obvs#scott/pearl have whatever megamind and metro man have going on if it was soundtracked to therefore you and me#scott/martyn is just straight up toxic yaoi. using eachother cus they can't get their exes back#cleo/pearl are a weird blend of scorn and pity for eachother. they think they understand eachother but never really do. u get me.#scott/cleo would get married for tax purposes. real birds of a feather. i would totally poison you for your fortune lol haha jk unless....#martyn/pearl could be best friends honestly if it wasn't for the whole thing. i think they'd set things on fire together and think its funn#my art#<-- kind of i guess
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he'll get it eventually
#my comics#my art#tedependent#eventually#tedtrent#ted x trent#ted: trent thinks i'm attractive? wow! that's like discovering a fortune! too bad it's money i can't spend haha#trent looking at him like he wants to eat him alive: help.#also to be super clear i'm making a joke about ted lasso not about. the op of that tweet. i have no idea who that is i'm just making a funn
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katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep
How sad, how lovely How short, how sweet To see the sunset at the end of the street
How Sad, How Lovely - Connie Converse
some katnep angst for you :)?
#my art#art#hs#homestuck#katnep#karkat#nepeta#i had this song on loop while i drew this :')#i wish there was a super good katnep fic out there yknow like ultra slow burn heart aching pining and just. agh. i want something like that#if anyone has any recs haha#i read 'fortunately for us' and that was sooo good mate OTL#i need MORE#context for this is just. maybe it's really hitting karkat how he's not useful to any mission anymore that he blew it#and that maybe trolls touch horns to show distress or to soothe :3c
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yay a week until my 29th bday ✨🔥😎🔥✨
#about myself#heldig life stories#birthday#it's hard to believe that a year ago in that same period of time i wrote my last will haha#the only reason i didn't make an attempt on myself was my hyper responsibility 'cause i wanted a notary to approve my last will#so my beloved ones would have no problems with my property and my corpse after i die#but i had no time to do so and then my husband led me to psychiatrist and she confirmed i'm having a suicidal depression all my life#after i described my habitual living she was shocked that i managed to go so long without any medication just on my inner will itself#just because i constantly pushed myself forward from 'you need to go everyone counts on you'#but then it was awfully worsened by my long term burnout due to constant work crunches to the point when my inner will became not enough#and i stopped functioning like a normal person completely: not eating not getting up from the bed not wanting anything except disappearing#now i'm on antidepressants and it feels like i'm awake from a living time nightmare#it would have been so much easier if someone gave me antidepressants back then when i was 14 and tried to take my own life for the 1st time#fortunately unsuccessfully#so it will be another happy birthday to me that i wasn't supposed to live haha#don't be like me pls don't ignore yourselves and your condition and instead take care of yourselves dudes <3#go to the doctor if you need to it's neither scary nor shameful - it can literally save your life#hug you all tightly
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My point here is... what's my point Well, Mr. Brown clearly had his life changed when Crowley sauntered in wearing that turtleneck, if only he knew about ole Disco Tony's mustache! Some kind of underrated duo potential here.
#good omens#good omens 2#goodomensedit#crowley#Mr. Brown#mr. brown from brown's world of carpets#v watches good omens#v posts things#thank you my dear fortunes-haven for enabling me#yes that middle one is a still bc the look is there for like 3 frames and that was not pleasant as a gif#i have seen and enjoyed many fics of Crowley hanging out with various members of Whickber st#if there are any with Mr Brown or if you write one let me know haha
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I won’t be able to use the tub tonight because the silicone needs to dry around the drain, but I have been promised a bath as soon as tomorrow evening!!!!
I had a short bath in the hospital recovery room, (not counting the actual water birth) but this will be my first relaxing at-home soak since then and I am SO. READY
I don’t even need walls, just tub
#the surround shouldn’t take long afterward but I don’t even care#every follow up OB visit they’re like *soaking in a bath is the best thing you can do for your injuries*#and I just laugh like *haha I bet it is*#fortunately I really didn’t have any injuries#just a few minor lacerations that have already healed probably#but my CFS has me SORE and ACHING everywhere ifhgbgbfbdfbb
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Hi sir, you know your son probably wouldn't have died if you didn't put so many sheer drops all over your castle. I'm just saying.
Also, rude. And Denam is terrifying to fight. Never again please.
(Now my team is slightly different after this bc I had to restart the battle bc I was getting my butt kicked)
I laughed harder than I probably should have when everyone started facing the direction the voice was coming from, regardless of if they were an ally or doppelganger lol.
And despite how rough that fight was, everyone made it out alive. Barely.
You can't hecking do this to me asdfghjkl
Catuia I miss you sm aaaaghhh
He has a crown! At least until he is shot and killed rip, if I'm understanding everything correctly
😌😎
No dying allowed here thank you very much
You don't say lol.
#Kelbunn's gameplay#tactics ogre reborn#Tactics ogre reborn spoilers#Tactics ogre spoilers#I like how both Tactics Ogre and TriStrat have a bad ending be where the main character becomes king in place of their sibling#It's very good#You'll get more serious thoughts later but rn it's almost 1am and I eepy#Except I probably won't sleep bc thoughts are going 5000 miles a minute#Maybe I'll open up the artbook and read through it now. But I might also wait til later haha#Good game. Would recommend#I will mess around with the wheel of fortune and world stuff later bc it looks confusing and I am eepy
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#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Crackship#Teisel#Meme#I am on a roll with these lol#I knew adding Teisel to my list was only a matter of time#I am a weakwilled individual with one fatal flaw#Anyway (lol)#ZEX really has his work cut out for him with Teisel haha - it's very fortunate he's so determined and enjoys a challenge 'cause otherwise!#Teisel is hard to pin down - I mean Other Than That lol - he's an interesting guy :0#Rough around the edges and a family man ♪ And if I get to draw long hair and big muscles then all the better hehe#And he has a cute nose! He has the bridge of the nose thing that I like so much!! Yes!!#As for the rest of him - hm! I've only had passing thoughts up to this point and getting into his head is...Something lol#It's well done to be certain it definitely Makes Me Feel it's just hard to ascribe a name to that Feeling just yet#Needs a bit more time to tumble smooth I suppose lol#One thing I know I like because it makes me sad - lol - is ZEX projecting some of his feelings about DAX onto Teisel - unexpected!#It's extremely interesting how despite his deep abiding love and fascination with Otherness he's gotten increasingly homesick#Finding things charming about humans that remind him of VUX! You can tell he's a bit desperate for the familiar :'0#So isolated from even himself ah 💔 Hang in there ZEX!#At least he has some fun distractions hehe ♪ New things to learn and consider! Teisel keeps throwing him curveballs!#Both of them circling each other like ''? Isn't it your turn?'' lol#They both come off as aggressive in their own way and then swing-and-a-miss lol#And then there's how Teisel frames him as far as age goes - or really how everyone does pffft#It is So funny to me every time anyone refer to ZEX as ''old'' now that his age has been more or less established - at least pointed at#The fact that he might not even be in his human-equivalent 50s what is this who this lol he's not old! And Max /definitely/ isn't haha#He is the slightest itty-bittiest willowiest little twink y'ever did see pfft#I have been waiting to use that meme template for someone for ages I am so glad that I finally got the chance ♪
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I'm sure it's not universal but I find it funny how, for my ace experience at least, thirst traps are active repellants
#brought to you by one of the football brothers doing a funny trappy ad that made me so uncomfortable i couldn't watch the whole thing lol#see also: naked joel kinnaman in altered carbon. or mads in polar#but for me the repellant factor seems largely dudes. women i like it's more neutral#asexual#ace stuff#asexuality#eventually I'll remember what tags I've used#I'm not grossed out or anything it's just like seeing a family member doing it or something. like no thank you I'm looking away LOL#fortunately because tiktok algorithm is so good i never get thirst traps#only reason i saw the football bro one was because a friend sent it to me haha
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I trust your taste
Can you recommend some fiction books? Fantasy is highly appreciated!
Oooh what a sign of trust!! OK so I don't actually read a huge ton of fantasy, so I'll do my best with a couple of non-fantasy that I just can't resist mentioning at the end.
Also, this got... a bit long... so I'm putting it under a Read More lol
A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K Le Guin - classic fantasy about a boy who becomes a great wizard. I realise this is likely one you've already read, as a fantasy fan, but it's a classic for a reason! Absolutely beautiful, and really powerful for me as a Quaker because of its rejection of the idea that fantasy must always be about The Goodie winning over The Baddie by doing killing better than them. If you've read it already, read it again lmao Also there's a new audiobook that came out a few years ago read by Kobna Holdbrook-Smith which is just brilliant.
The Fifth Season by NK Jemisin does come with a decent load of content warnings so do tread carefully if necessary, but it's also the best fantasy I've read in YEARS. The book is split over three different narratives in a world where magic users are an oppressed class, and again the audiobooks are amazing, read by Robin Miles.
Meanwhile I very much do NOT recommend the audiobook for Assassin's Apprentice by Robin Hobb, though I did enjoy the book when I read it. The audiobook is, I believe, read by an American putting on what he thinks is an English accent, and um. Well. It sure is something. It's pretty classic fantasy too, and one of those books that you're like "what in God's name do you mean, this wasn't intended to be gay??"
The Heavens by Sandra Newman always makes my rec lists because it made me cry a lot and it's just very beautiful. Again the narrative is split, one taking place in an alternate, utopian present and one in Elizabethan England, with the narratives linked by the fact that the Elizabethan stuff is happening in the dreams of the woman in the present.
My favourite book ever is Fire & Hemlock by Diana Wynne Jones, it's about an unlikely friendship between a girl and a young man with lots of fae things and that brilliant blending of magic and reality that DWJ does so well. It's so much my favourite that when I recommend it to friends, I ask them to please not tell me if they didn't like it - just pretend you didn't read it haha Honestly I recommend any DWJ, but F&H is my baby <3
Lud-in-the-Mist by Hope Mirrlees was one of those books I read once that just stayed with me. It's about a Perfectly Ordinary English Town that sees an influx of fairy fruit and has to deal with that, and while I'm fuzzy on remembering the details, I know I loved it!
And then because I actually read more SF than fantasy as a general rule, here's a jumble of SF titles that I adore (though I'll spare you the waffle!):
the Imperial Radch triology by Ann Leckie about a troop carrier who becomes a person (she also has a fantasy book - The Raven's Tower - if that appeals more and all her audiobooks in the UK are read by Adjoa Andoh who I would simply die for)
the Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells, about a security bot who becomes a person (audiobooks are read by Kevin R Free, of Nightvale fame, and they're brilliant)
This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone, about two soldiers in warring time-travel factions sending letters to each other (also made me cry)
To Be Taught If Fortunate by Becky Chambers, about space researchers who change their bodies to adapt to the worlds they find and what ethical issues they come up against
The City We Became by NK Jemisin, about people who become living avatars of the different districts of New York to fight an alien presence (also a good audiobook - Robin Miles again)
All Our Wrong Todays by Elan Mastai, about a man from a utopian timeline suddenly stuck in our timeline instead (good audiobook too)
Station Eleven by Emily St John Mandel, about a travelling theatre troup in a world where civilisation collapsed after a terrible pandemic (obviously tread carefully wrt how upsetting that might be for you!)
And then it isn't SFF in any strict sense but The Man Who Was Thursday by GK Chesterton (Simon Vance does the audiobook I like) is just very very fun and good and I like it a lot. Also the Lord Peter Wimsey novels, for the same reason!
#not podcast related#get to know your podcaster#sorry if i got carried away#no im not who are we kidding#i had a great time with these#if anyone reads all these and is like WOW DO I HAVE A BOOK REC FOR HERO then please do say!#lmao i just realised that To Be Taught If Fortunate and Station Eleven ALSO made me cry haha#i think i teared up at The City We Became too...
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saw a really fun show tonight! got home took pee and became an ex-member of the never passed out club
#it's oversharing time on tumblr bc I'm a little freaked and have never fainted before haha#we got home and I just suddenly got a lot of pelvic discomfort and nausea like food poisoning#at some point I was thinking oh better go tell my mum in case she needs the bathroom/wondering why I've been up there a while#hey listen don't come upstairs I'm gonna poop massively#and apparently I did actually do that. but I don't remember because the next thing I saw was her looking over me on the floor downstairs#so I still feel like I dreamt that conversation and also the first few things said to me waking up#which is probably normal for passing out right.#really surreal and not a fun thing to happen. fortunately only happened for a few seconds but felt like I was out longer#I'm sure experienced faintees are looking at this as no big deal but it kinda shook me ngl#I'm better so I think I'm just dehydrated (I do drink through the day. maybe it's still not enough as it should be tho?)#but apparently I went grey and blue lipped which is just scary for everyone! I'm ok now#I'm just lying here searching my symptoms and going hm. fascinsting like a cartoon scientist in-between being dramatic and scared#I never did poop
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ok tbh. as i continue to have more Positive Pride Thoughts, as was my resolution for pride this year, i think i want to emphasize my birom status more, because personally...thats what really matters most to me? i come out as bi to normies so i dont have to explain things, but being a birom ace is really just. vital to my being, idk. i usually say ‘im ace’ when talking about myself but thats just really not accurate. i am BIROM ACE. that is what MATTERS to me.
#shitpost#again. i never talk about this stuff so posting is weird#but i PROMISED myself id start writing and trying to articulate some of this#and my tumblr diary really is the best place to do so lol#i love being in love and the first time i fell in love i was four years old and i remember it clearly lol#and of course ive fallen so many times since then too. its easy! its beautiful! i love being in love!#and thats important to me! its so important and i feel like i let it get washed away in the assumptions people usually make about aces#(and those are exhausting but i Promised i wouldnt talk about that stuff. i will NOT get negative this year!)#just. i am biromantic!!!!! being biromantic is important to me!! the MOST important even!#i knew i was birom when i was in elementary school! i have always spoken of my future partner in bi terms.#(tho as anyone around normies its easy to accidentally speak in a comphet kinda way so often it would be like. 'future husband...OR WIFE')#like i just would add it hastily in afterwards#because i really did! always know!!! even from a very young age i talked like that!#(i was fortunate to know a gay couple before i even knew what gay or queerness really meant. so it always felt normal to me.)#(i know that is not a lot of people's experiences)#but yeah. ok. im done. just trying to make a post about this stuff that has been swimming in my head#before pride month is up#im not against posting more in general but. i sortof really wanted tot ry to talk during pride#and afterwards ill go back to my usual self haha
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I have done it! I have written ficlets for all 30 days of Sicktember! (only posted 7 of them but I wrote all 30! :D)
Over the course of the month, I've written:
25,343 words (8053 words in posted fic)
23 Complete ficlets
Ficlets in12 fandoms
Longest fic was Day 2's Four Hours at 1850 words
Shortest fic was at 508 words, tied between Days 12 & 27 (neither posted)
#fortune's fanfics#sicktember stats#I AM FINALLY DONE! I'M FREEEEE#this was a lot of fun but holy hell i am never doing this again!#or if i am i am making much easier rules for myself xD#100 word drabbles or something#i did like this a lot though. the idea was not to plan anything in advance and just write 500 words on the day of#it's a bit like NaNo in that sense#it was a nice writing challenge even if i was really scraping for ideas on some days#other days (like today) i wrote 3 prompts over a total of an hour#it was weird xD#out of all the ficlets i wrote i think i liked Day 2 the best haha#it was different from my usual type of fic and i liked that#i also liked the days where i chose to explore random aus i wouldn't otherwise write#but also i really stretched the prompt definition on some of these xD#also also i got bored writing actual sickfic which is why so many of the things i posted were comedies ^^''
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lets expand up a liiiiitle bit about other ruined king characters
Viego is proooobably the leader of a 'goth kidzs' club, the main gang and Viego's are in different classes but in the same year so they have this distant feeling of 'oh, there goes that bunch of assholes'. Probably reads Edgar Allan Poe.
Thresh forms part in the club also in Viego's class probably waiting for him to fall down the stairs so he can have the protagonism of being the leader of the group. You know, silly teenage/young adult things... Hes more of a sassy person rather than Viego that is more poetic like.
Vex doesnt appear in Ruined King BUT she is in the au cause she deserves it... Shes waaay more than just having a huge crush on Viego, but its a trait she has nonetheless. Shes an art kid for sure, and probably very in between the gothic aesthetic and the emo era at the same time, so she is still struggling to find her style. She probably draws in those ICONIC old emo couple drawings style...
Brief mention to Hecarim... Also on the club because of his friendship with Thresh, not much of a gothic but i think its fair to say hes prooobably a furry? not in a despective way he just likes horses a lot. Also Maokai... I like to think of him as a History teacher with a lot of wisdom in other areas... i imagine him and Ahri chitchatting after class about plant care cause Ahri is trying to grow her own and safe for her dog garden... he would be a calm teacher but also observant enough to see the relations in between students, im pretty sure he would totally ship students, we are maokai and maokai is us....
As for Isolde, im having confronted thoughts. I feel like she should be dead as Abigail is, and as one of the main gang will in the future (its obvious to tell who), but i like more a storyline where shes a normal student with good sense of fashion and love for it, wich Viego falls in love with but she changes schools leaving him without the opportunity to confess feelings, wich leads to his declive to the 'everything sucks i want to die' era.
I almost forgot Gangplank. Has briefs interactions with Viego's club but he isnt interested much, having friends closer to his interests. Yes he had a relationship with Illaoi in the past. Yes indeed they hate him very much. As for the murder of Abigail in this AU instead of Gangplank killing her its one of his close relatives, wich leaves Sarah and Illaoi and the rest of the group with 0 interest on talking to him as he never reached out to comfort or acusate his relative. We like a little angst.
Do other characters exist in the AU? Yes, but probably as background characters. Im only focusing on Ruined King + related characters, maybe adding Fizz and Nami sometime. Woah this ended up long i hope its entertaining enough. Again this is based on my personal experience on highschools in my country and also some media i consume, so sorry if its kinda wonky haha.
#again asks are always open or you can leave questions in the tags or comments id love to answer them haha#thanks for liking the au i like you all too <3#au#ruined king#headcanon#ahri#miss fortune#illaoi#pyke#yasuo#braum#viego#thresh#vex#hecarim#maokai#gangplank#isolde#higschool au#<- ??
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I AM THE DUNGEON
Week 4 January 16-22
So this was an interesting week! I pulled the Wheel of Fortune three days in a row, despite shuffling the cards well and such (these things do tend to happen, such is the way of it all).
I remember not liking what I was writing, but typing it up here, it's not that bad actually? Funny how that works.
I've also noticed that my writing is sharpening, and it's brought a nice sense of sharp poetry to my ttrpg design work in general. Very cool!
We're almost at the end of the month, and I'm pretty confident about continuing this creative habit. (PbtA23 is another story, but I'm pretty much caught up for now, and will be uploading those entries soon!)
Knight of Coins - She follows a path marked by light and shadow, and in the darkness her determination grows and becomes sharp golden.
A coin earned for every mile, and the miles have stretched and flowed on and on with no end in sight.
When I met the Knight, my love, she reminded me so much of you. Her scars of gold covered by rich fabric, her rough hands webbed within fine gloves. She wore her pain well, wore it proudly, like you my love.
Close your eyes that I may lay a coin on each them, a knight's journey across your face. Close your eyes, my love, and dream of the miles that wait for you.
10 of Coins - Treasure, spend Whispers to gain it
The room is full of cherished things lost to time. In the dazzling false light they refract and shift brilliantly, changing shape and context. Spend a Whisper and declare which recovered item changes within the shadows of your heart.
4 of Swords
There is nothing here. Miles of soft colorless light, the stream of becoming for a dream forms. A small gray bird looks at you and asks, "What of your life do you dream into existence?"
Knight of Wands - Obstacle: Birth, a Test of Intention.
The insides of your body give way, give birth, give form, to fire. The dance of creation moves you, demanding intention. What does your fire give birth to? What must burn away to awaken desire?
The High Priestess - Faction: Moon Seers
The High Priestess of the Eclipsed Moon attends to you, the dancing veil across his features shifting between shades of grey. What secrets do you offer in order to rewrite your perspective of reality?
Wheel of Fortune - Persona: The Reincarnated Self
Regain Whispers. You step through a door that refracts into countless spheres. In the flow of time - arced and never ending - you see an endless stream of iteration and refraction of yourself.
Wheel of Fortune (again)
Each version of you is drenched in color and motion, gender and identity coming apart like flowers caught in a storm. Who reaches out to you and pulls you into dance?
Wheel of Fortune (yes, again)
When the last of the dance shivers and aches into the stillness of solitude, what version of you is left?
#dungeon23#indie ttrpg#ttrpg design#sword queen games#still cant believe I pulled the same card three days in a row but#it really do be like that sometimes#I too was going through a pretty big wheel of fortune around those days so#makes sense haha
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not sure if youve written abt this before but what is your take on the shiv/kendall/roman's pre show mental breakdowns that are alluded to?
Ah! I don't think I have written about it before, anon, so thank you for asking!
I've been percolating a bit of late on @waystarresourceco's recent posts which have indicated that neither Kendall nor Shiv went entirely to college in America, with Kendall having his EMBA from INSEAD, not Harvard Business School like many of us (including me!) thought (he did do his undergrad at Harvard though), and with Sarah talking about Shiv going to the UK for college.
I'm interested in that for a whoooole range of reasons, haha, but what I think is particularly relevant to your ask is that it sort of emphasises this divide between the four siblings, with Connor and Roman having been sent away as children, and forever fighting their way back in there after, and Kendall and Shiv being kept close as children, only really leaving in early adulthood, but also forever having a sort of mmm, close and given seat at the table as favourite son / heir apparent and treasured / only daughter.
After all, in many ways, both Kendall and Shiv were on the same path, right? Logan laid a map for Kendall which Shiv scoured and did her own variation of to try and best him at the journey. Kendall was groomed for a role, and Shiv was groomed to be a perfect daughter, only to decide she wanted to be the perfect son. The effect of it though I think was that both of them spent formative years under pretty stifling expectations, while both Roman and Connor were forced in their formative years to develop a degree of independence because they were pushed from the nest.
As a result, I do think Kendall and Shiv both tend to thrive within structure, and that they both tend to fall apart when that structure isn't there, while Roman and Connor have learnt to thrive without it, and struggle to exist when they're forced to live within it.
Because I think that's really the implication of all of their meltdowns - Roman's seems to have occured when he had to try and work under Frank in the LA office on projects he hated, while Kendall's and Shiv's both seem to have happened when they're too long left to their own devices. It's all spill, right? Just the context of their respective abuse means it leaks under different forms of pressure.
#i think especially that it makes sense too in like#mmmm#higher education is both this really huge and interesting space for social discussion and mobility and progressive thinking#but it's also absolutely a symbol of class and wealth#which i think checks out with kendall and shiv both possessing a progressive language#and the way they both like to think they lean left even when they just lean selfish#but how that space away from home out from under logan's thumb away from expectations#while also potentially facing up to some hard truths about the politics your father's made a fortune off#was probably a bit of a molotov cocktail to deal with mentally#and roman and connor would've faced that too but i suspect in different ways#i also think all four of them are socially naive which won't help with any of this#but especially shiv and kendall#which again is probably symptomatic of all of this right?#idk! i hope this makes sense haha i'm still on a lot of cold and flu meds#hbo succession#succession meta#welcome to my ama
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