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which was more culturally significant the renaissance or this picture of gojo
#gotta go with the second option#this moved MOUNTAINS.#can he like stop manspreading i can smell it through the screen#his gojoussy must always be facing the world#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#one and only ���
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Would now be a bad time to tell him I kissed all of his brothers (except the twins bc I didn't have the option) on the way here? 😬
#I stay loyal to my man Mammon on the first go through of the dialogue but i wanna see all the scenes so i go back and pick the other options#i gotta be a hoe on the second go through bc all these men are fine as hell like i can't just NOT kiss them ya know#my username ain't obey-me-HOE for nothin 🤭#obey me#obey me shall we date#om! shall we date#shall we date obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me mammon#mammon obey me#om! mammon#obey-me-hoe-posts
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Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.
Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.
#speculation nation#i enjoy learning but not in school. school is the soul killer. there's a reason it's taking me 10 years to get my bachelors.#failed classes and switched majors and part time school (so i could work and pay my way thru) and semesters taken off...#for 9 and a half years now it's been a fucking shadow hanging over my head.#just gotta keep going just gotta persevere. slow and steady wins the race.#and well im nearly there now. holy fuck tho i didnt miss full time school lmfao#i went to part time a few years back to save my fuckin self bc it was just *impossible* to do full time school And work to support myself.#and even part time school plus a job was horrible. but i did it anyways.#and here i am now with my lovely life insurance from my awful paternal death. life sure happens as it will huh.#which will let me complete school in a neat 10 years. graduated high school in 2015 and college in 2025. wild.#not glad my dad died but im grateful that ive gotten this opportunity afterwards.#sure is strange the ways life goes.#anyways yeah im in deadlines hell rn with all these fucking projects but ONCE I FINISH THEM#i will be done with this semester. my second to last semester.#theyre releasing class schedules today for next semester too and im a little antsy. cant edit until next week regardless#but i wanna KNOWWWWW what i got. best case scenario i get my 3 classes i need to graduate#plus my orchestra and bowling. so i have a full 12 credit hours. to be full time still.#im scared of not having gotten 3 classes bc theyre selectives yea so i dont need These classes Specifically#but also it'll be a pain in my fucking ass if i have to go scrounging. and i wanna have my first choices...#but we'll see. i selected several fall-through options and i dont need any single specific class to graduate.#so long as i have 3... thatll be enough...#AUGHHHHH college!!!! im almost done!!!!! i might get straight As this semester!!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to email my professor about setting up the book meeting lol. i should do that today.
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the adult horror conversation with yourself of 'i could have tortillas with dinner tonight. i just had tortillas the other day. that's okay. i can, in fact, have tortillas again! i am putting a different filling in them! but if i have these tortillas, i will have a total of six tortillas left in the freezer. eventually i will have to buy more tortillas. by god, girl, you are allowed to eat the things you have in the freezer, instead of feeling like you have to save them for some potential eventuality so you don't run out of them, and like, what situation are you even imagining where the tortillas would be better to have later instead of for this particular dinner??? if you keep feeling like you have to save them for Something you will just not eat the tortillas!! eventually EVERYTHING runs out and you have to buy more of them!! that is the way the world works!! you are allowed to not have things aggressively stockpiled, except for like, tissues, but that was a purchasing incident on mom's card while she was still here, so you just happen to have, a bizarre amount of tissue boxes. AND WHILE YOUR FINANCES ARE STILL BIG RED QUESTION MARKS, YOU CAN, IN FACT, AFFORD TO GO BUY MORE TORTILLAS IF YOU FUCKING WANT TO!!! YOU GET THE STREET TACO SIZE AND THEY'RE LIKE $2.99!!!!! AND WHEN DID YOU EVEN BUY THESE TORTILLAS, HUH???????? YOU DON'T KNOW, DO YOU???? WHICH MEANS YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH THE TORTILLAS AT AN ACCEPTABLE PACE!! WHATEVER THE HELL THAT SENTENCE MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
anyway i'm eating the tortillas. or i mean they're on the counter defrosting while i have some chicken toasting in the toaster oven
#adulting is going soooooooo normally i tell you WHAT#first option of how to keep the house is going to fall through (or well it's not long-term sustainable)#so now we're on second option to keep the house and tomorrow that process starts and i will find out soon if THAT'S possible!!!!!!!!!!!#aaaaaaaaaand if not! then! well!!! will have to move. some places i have an eye on but it's also. Thousand Yard Stare#i got a projected electricity bill -- that was A+ i was so pleased with it!! not bad at all!!! sooo much lower than i was assuming. yay.#BUT THE GAS BILL MADE ME GO 'ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL??????'#FIRST OFF LOCAL GAS COMPANY IT'S NOT MY FAULT IF YOUR METER READER CAN'T TRUDGE THROUGH THE SNOW TO THE BACKYARD#AND IS ESTIMATING 100 UNITS HIGHER THAN PREVIOUS USAGE WHICH I'M SURE MAKES A DIFFERENCE#THERE ARE PEOPLE LOCALLY WHO KEEP THEIR HEATER ON 60 BTW AND YOU'RE STILL CHARGING THEM $300 WHICH AT LEAST YOU AREN'T CHARGING ME BUT DAMN#this area is having a bit of a Time with gas and electric bills. it's a whole Thing. mostly i have luckily escaped that.#/crosses self for good luck even if it does NOT work that way and i am Not religious by ANY means#also they're breaking up a security deposit over 3 months bc i didn't have any other real bills in my name when i switched all the bills#(at least the gas was the only one that wanted a security deposit. and they'll give it back to me in a year if i'm current for a year.)#(but also. rrrrrrrrrrude)#so i was expecting that but also a specific budget billing but they are asking for moreeeee than i thought they would!#mostly this is a jan-march issue. after march at least it'll go down like $90. which is better but also. still. sigh.#idk if i should call and argue about the reading. i should just let it go probably. i don't like it but. well. idk.#WELL I GOTTA GET THROUGH TOMORROW FIRST.#AND BEFORE THAT. TONIGHT. AND MY TORTILLAS.
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WIP poll
(stealing it :p)
Rules: Make a 24hr poll listing the titles of every WIP you want to work on. (It’s fine if you only have one, still make a poll for the vote count). Whichever WIP title gets the most votes, write 1 sentence for every vote received.
¹ also known as the grief sex fic
² otter style 😌
tagging: @lostinthewoodsomewhere, @autisticwriterblog, @wolf-three-fifty-nine, and any other person with multiple wips than wants to do it 🔥
#god I canNOT shut up about barry huh#tani's personal shit#im. going to sleep Right Now and tomorrow i gotta do stuff for school so ill prolly write monday#Choose my monday fic 😌#Gn#//GOD IM. a stupid idiot I just realized it's dark matter not black matter. ITS 2 AM OKAY pretend I wrote dark matter in the second option
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ahhhhhhhh guess who made the mistake of getting a haircut
#i was planning on growing it out for real i swear#but then the back of my hair got to that length (like it always does) where it starts touching the back of my neck wrong and i cant stand it#so i figured I'd juuuuuust get a trim maybe only the back so it wouldn't keep bugging me#and it started off pretty good too she was doing well with everything and i liked the way it looked#then she asked me a question with two options. and i answered the question. and she repeated my answer. good enough right?#well i think she maaaay have forgotten my answer in the span of like 2 seconds bc she started cutting SUPER short suddenly#and now my perm is completely gone lol#i think she's used to going a bit shorter so it looks good in like a week when it's grown out a bit#and you don't have to go back for a haircut every 2 weeks#but like. i would rather not hate my reflection (more than usual) for a week or two while it grows out yknow#eurghhhh it's not that bad tbh ive had haircuts where i wanted to kill myself and this is just 'hmm maybe i should wear a hat for a week'#but still. very annoying. and especially so bc i was actually feeling optimistic with where we were going at the start#anyway there's this weird phenomenon that keeps happening where I accidentally get my hair cut too short#then i decide this is going to be the time i finally grow my hair out for real#and after a while the back reaches that length where it starts bothering me again#and ill get a haircut juuust for a trim#then i somehow end up with a bowlcut#it's an emo bowlcut to be clear. so im not super hung up about it bc i still love that haircut for reasons i cannot comprehend#but everybody else seems to go 'ew a bowlcut why' except for the alt queers who go 'omg gender'#which i consider to be one of the biggest compliments i could ever get. and have gotten. seriously that moment will never leave my mind#like having someone that you consider Gender to look at you and say *you're* very gender? my crops have been watered my cattle have been fed#etc etc. anyway this currently has the shape of a bowl cut but it's too short esp on top#so im back in my 'okay im gonna grow it our FOR REAL this time' phase again. as it goes. like fucking sisyphus.#anyway. im gonna be tearing it up in the pit at origami angel tomorrow so if anybody's also going feel free to join me there#just gotta let off some steam. goddammit i knew i should have gone the queer route and just done it myself. in my defense i still had a perm#and i didn't trust myself to cut curly hair. turns out i shouldn't have trusted the barber either bc she just held it straight out#and chopped right across. and soon the curls were gone and everything was straight. ...that sounds like a metaphor for conversion therapy#'yeah just head into that place by the time you leave you'll be straight'#anyway. sorry for the waterfall of tags if ur still here kudos to you and may you have a wonderful day#mine
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Just a bit of rambling, but... like... honkai star rail is the first game I've played where i genuinely cant tell if like 90% of the characters i meet are trustworthy. Even for characters I've been dealing with for a while now and met on many occasions, everytime I see them, I'm like, "oh hey, long time no see! Are we still friends or...?"
Anyway, I just met boothill and I really like him so far :)
#hsr#rambles#i think it's neat tbh#every character has a lot going on that isnt immediately evident#they're silly and unpredictable :)#makes it easier for me to break away from always feeling the need to choose the “cooperative/helpful/nice” dialogue options#like i can be silly and unpredictable too :D#at least as much as the game allows lol#also gotta say that last big boss fight was hecking tough omg#not a fan of losing energy all the time lol#the first few times i tried to fight him with gepard kafka argenti and robin#only made it to second phase 1/5 times :')#then i switched gepard for huohuo and it went much better :D
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I complained a lot about the side effects from my anxiety meds but they've genuinely changed my life in the best way. I'm talking to friends again, I'm playing video games, I'm not having panic attacks about dying every single night... genuinely wish I had this years ago
#im pretty sure the main side effect of emotional blunting has actually mainly gone away now#pretty sure it was because i was taking them inconsistently#im supposed to take two a day but before i got adhd meds i couldnt remember to take my second dose#and then it also says on the bottle to take with or without food but take it the same way everyday#and i didnt start doing that until recently. and its gotten better since then#it changes the absorption of it apparently so you gotta do it the same everytime#i was gonna go with not eating every morning cause i normally didnt like to eat when i got up#but i always eat before bed when i have to take my second dose sooo yeah#anyways. just realized this is probably super boring to most people#whatever its my tags its im free to be boring#engagement is optional
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Man oni can't do this to me I'm supposed to be preparing for artfight but all I can think abt is Them™ from the second I wake up to the moment I go to bed how am I supposed to prepare in these circumstances 😔
#rat rambles#oni posting#and dude the beta is probably still going to be going during that time klei how could you do this to me#like I will still be participating in artfight but I fear Ill be on oni lockdown for the first week or smth dhskdhkdh#Ill try to at least sketch some stuff out but god if I can get my hands onto any amount of lore its so jover#now thats not a guarantee this is a beta after all but god man. fuck.#also I need to know the new dupes name right now its important#mostly because I want confirmation that I got z on the cypher right lol#chances are theyll just have another a name or smth#who knows maybe theyll have a w name and be the second ever contender for being sent to the constant#although for all we know there could be plenty more w names in the cast that are just hidden in the full names like with nails#I am in such agony rn with seemingly every place ppl post abt oni being dead silent still hello is anyone there#I thought Id at least see some more speculative stuff on the gameplay side of things but Ive seen like 2 things where ppl even bring it up#tbf some of the new stuff seems pretty obvious to deduce to me like there's no way the new fox deers dont produce lumber#and we already know the bunny guys (or the big one at least) provides reed fiber at least#the plants are mostly more mysterious tho#we have the obvious one being our new bestie the oxylite plant and the lil puffball tree thats probably the new decor plant#and the crystal grapes are probably going to be a new muckroot equivalent and at least one of the new plants probably produces smth edible#as for what recourses they need we know that at least 2 of them need watered in some way#Im currently betting theyll need ethanol but thats not based on a lot#honestly if any of them use plain ol water or even any water variants Ill be surprised#I wouldn't be surprised if most of them take ethanol or some liquid gas or smth#I still am holding out on a plant that consumed liquid carbon dioxide but Im not too hopeful#one thing Im very curious on is just everything abt how the oxylite plant grows I wanna know how good itll be so bad#because I am a proud member of the desperately wants more viable oxygen production option in oni gang and I wanna see this baby flourish#but based on how seemingly abundant it is Im afraid itll just join the squad of early game oxygen options that become too much of a hassle#to sustain late game so you're usually just going to switch to exlectroliszers each time#I hope Im wrong but I wont be surprised if Im not#they already took one oxygen plant out back and shot it dead so this guy might just be a corpse on arival if we're unlucky#well hey thats why there's a beta ig gotta make sure things are balanced or whatever
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Also does anyone know where I can pirate into the spiderverse and also across the spiderverse later possibly. I wanna rewatch it but I can't find it on my parents' streaming services and watching youtube reactions can only get me so far
#itsv#atsv#spiderverse#i wanna support the creators ofc but. idk how to do that so i might have to settle for pirating lol#EXTREMELY rare case of me actually using piracy as a second option instead of the go to#but yknow. gotta do whatcha gotta do and all.#anyway i saw atsv in theaters like 2 weeks ago and it and itsv are now my certified Movies Of All Time
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I don't really like Hidetoshi from p3 all that much... He reminds me of Those typa ppl in school and like-- My guy, not everyone got so much time in their hands to be seriously pursuing a guy smoking in the school restrooms, I don't care bout rules bro, in the words of the trailblazer from hsr, "Rules are made to be broken."
#aria rants#i rlly wanna max out the emperor arcana tho cuz it sounds so cool. but gooooood why did it have to be hidetoshi#admittedly when the event where he got punched came up i chose keep watching in a heart beat then on second thought#i reloaded a save state before choosing the choices cuz i was like: okay that was a lil mean. i should get the most outta this#but turns out no matter what i chose he'd still get punched (kinda deserved tho) so i was like: okay well. i can be mean then.#so i reloaded the save state again to choose the keep watching option. am sorry but hidetoshi is a bit of an ass#everytime i had to agree with him for the points i clicked my tongue like-- man... i do not agree at all but the points#my emperor arcana rank is at 4 and like-- thats enough for me. time to spend time with rio instead#i rlly just up and bought a persona from elizabeth just to avoid that guy (i didnt have chariot in hand but had emperor)#wai then again... i can go for the kid in the shrine instead... ooo wai yeah yaknow what ill go for maiko (gotta reload save file)#reloading the actual save file instead of save state cuz i didnt rlly get one before i bought the chariot persona (it was after)#ill just buy the hanged persona cuz i want orthrus this time (orthrus looks sooo cool i want a strong one of it)
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man i would love to be asleep but unfortunately my brain
#we love an undiagnosed sleep disorder#that might actually be a heart problem who fucking knows ill find out in uhhh a little while#eventually. idk how long it takes to get the results#all we know is its very much not sleep apnea (i did not think it was sleep apnea but they made me get tested for it anyway)#(and then said well its not that!! good luck. also ur heart did a weird thing so go get that checked out maybe)#so now i have to get a heart monitor like yaaaaay medical bills#do u know how much it costs to get a proper sleep study that like actually measures ur brainwaves#like literally thousands of dollars apparently. & they have SPECIFIC HOURS that u have to sleep for it?? like... i work second shift tho#not that they even really gave me the option for it. i mean ig i couldve asked but i wouldnt be able to afford it anyway#i think theres sort of an in between test thats not as good where u gotta stick shit on ur head at home maybe ill ask abt that eventually#but i already spent almost 300 on the sleep apnea test that i didnt even need ://
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So I'm on playthrough #4 of this game playing as Astarion this time around with the intention of romancing Wyll and man, picking all the good and heroic options as Astarion especially in Act 1 really is a case of "He would not fucking say that" bc Wyll likes all the good and heroic options and Astarion is. not that lolol
One thing is by chance I found a workaround on how to not make Wyll a devil and still keep Karlach alive. It worked but now im wondering if making him a devil would of been better narratively? Also I just got used to the horns that I kinda miss them. I do have a save thats right before doing the workaround but I did quite a bit of stuff so is it worth it?
#prince's talk tag#i no longer know which tag to put these rambles in lolol#i wanted to try playing as Astarion bc 1) hes my favorite character but also 2) he's a rouge and i love playing as rouge characters#they can break into anything and i want all those extra goodies#but i also so a bunch of astarion and wyll fan content and that cemented my want to pair them in a playthrough so it worked out#and bc i dont have a Tav this playthrough i can have a full group of origins#my party this time around is Astarion‚ Wyll‚ Shadowheart‚ and Lae'zel and the banter so far has been a lot of fun#shadowheart and laezel are like 2 seconds from killing each other and wyll is explaining why his name is spelled with a 'Y'#'Wyll with a Y. Why?' 'Yes with a Y! :D' made me laugh#also despite playing a character with 8 charisma my irl charisma is coming through the game again bc both Lae'zel and Shadowheart want me#theres options I can pick for both of them to initiate their romance and after beating some orcs Lae'zel turn on the '!' sign so id do it#i didn't. im not going for her yet. but this is like 4 playthroughs now. i gotta do her route next#also i gave gale one (1) artifact and barely had him in my party but his first scene initiated#i turned him down so fast bc i already did him in my last playthrough. i need a break lolol#wyll meanwhile is at exceptional affinity with me but hasn't said anything yet.... maybe after i take care of the goblins he will?
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#pls help#honestly I can’t even double check whether Sunday the 28th is exhibition matches because the website changed in preparation for tomorrow#let me look at the ticket options again please#gotta go for the less expensive stuff can’t justify the money for the second week prices#esp when there’s more people at the beginning#rambles#polls
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Hmm.
#hmm#hmmmm#just had a conversation that i have not fully processed yet#which i am currently not feeling any emotions about which canNOT be right#there have gotta be emotions there but i WOULD believe that they are very very very very firmly suppressed#i do think my brain is kind of doing a meta world tilt shift thing right now that may not be perceptible to the mind's eye#kind of like how if the earth itself started slowing down in its rotation it might be hard to tell what the fuck was happening#you see. in the year of our lord 2016 i went through the worst shittiest most devastating breakup of my life#which left me in what we'll just call a Poor Mental State through much of 2017#and which i only finally clawed out of when i realized i had to stop exposing myself to contact with the ex by unfriending/blocking#which. very healthy choice. should've done that much sooner and i recommend it to anyone in a similar situation#anyway#the crisis dragged on for longer than it should have because ex and i were still trying to be friends when we really really should've. not#we kept driving each other crazy and i was still in love with the guy even though. HAHAHAHAHAHA SHITTY BREAKUP.#so basically my brain was in a constant state of 'i need him to care about me' butting up against 'i am terrified that he doesn't' and#of course that second one became self-fulfilling because i was annoying the shit out of him#crisis finally hit an inflection point when i got it through my head that i just had to accept that i might never be friends with him#that i was gonna have to stop talking to him and let it go#and for the rest of my life assume friendship was not a viable option#and that is how i lived for six years#and he moved to Colorado and got married#and i tried to date some people and hooked up with some others#and that brings us to today#when someone walked up to me at a wedding and said 'oh are you drake? i'm M's friend! didn't you two like date or something?'#🙃#okay TO BE CONTINUED bc apparently there's a tag limit did you know that? I've never hit 30 tags before. ok one sec
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#ignore this im in a bad mooddddddd#ughhh#anyway got to thinkin (mistake) and im just fuckin nobodys first priority#within my friend group im always the last choice. optional friend. in my family everything#i wanna do is second to whatever my sister has going on. i couldnt do shit going on cuz it was always either#'no u gotta watch your sister or no u gotta take your sister somewhere. and its just kinda like damn nobody gives a shit about me huh#and i guess thag isnt entirely true ive got internet friends that are very loving and supportive. but i cant help but feel entirely unloved#and alone. and sometimes im like its ok Ace loves you. but does he. if he were even real he would fuckin hate me what redeeming qualities#do i even have. what im annoying. i dont do shit. ok. i just wanna be somebody worth loving you know#*growing up not going on idk why i said that#thats another thing im just so fuckin stupid for what
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