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scraps from a human au i was excited abt last month
#basically lots of messy backstory to end up putting dave and karkat in an apartment together in their mid 20s lololol#i got so happy when i considerer human naya 4 the first time and realized#it is mathematically impossible she is not trans#hs#daverose#karnaya#in the jumble#tho past dav/tz and kk/jade+john are elements
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Hound updated. Here's an interlude about Pennyroyal.
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2023 reads / storygraph
The Day Death Stopped
NA contemporary fantasy
in a world with witches - most of whom have random insignificant powers - one per generation is the Zaro, the magical leader with almost endless power, until the power was born into two people
Claire is perfectly happy being a stage magician, pretending to be a normal witch, while the other is raised to be the next Zaro - but when he casts a spell to stop death (entirely, in the worst kind of way) to ‘protect her’ she has to get involved
nonlinear storytelling, quirky omniscient narrator, footnotes
ace MC
#The Day Death Stopped#Rebecca Thorne#I enjoyed this!#I wanna say the stylisation of the narrative isn’t quite at the level of quirkiness to for me to not notice the somewhat flimsiness of the#magic/worldbuilding - like it’s very clear it’s supposed to be a somewhat silly precedent but i got a bit distracted thinking about the#implications of things#also felt like the jumping around and pacing and backstory bits got a bit too jumbly in the middle#it could have been a bit more succinct in some areas of the narrative?#also feel like the characters being a bit older would have helped with the stylisation?#it was fun tho!#asexual books#(mostly briefly mentioned; MC and kinda-antagonist are exes but on her end it's mostly platonic for most of the narrative & end)#also ooh the thing about her brother made me feel an emotion#aroaessidhe 2023 reads
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Someone in our little server mentioned that we don't really know what happens when a demon dies:
And it got me thinking, which is dangerous, but also I'm operating on a layman's understanding of the physical world so don't, like, quote me on the science here.
We're told that Aria doesn't obey the laws of physics the same way that Elegy does, that it is a completely different system that's hard to explain. But, being human, we can only grasp concepts that abide by the laws we understand, so I was considering an analogous explanation.
On one hand, as a sort of disclaimer, there might not BE any conservation laws, the system might be so vastly different that analogies cannot be made, and when a demon dies the magic just ceases to exist. That's kind of boring to speculate about though, SO
Our universe, Elegy in context, is made up of matter, energy, and space. Matter comes in different forms depending on the amount of energy within it: solid, liquid, gas, plasma, and other stuff above my pay grade to understand. Those main ones are what I'll be considering.
We humans are walking forms of energy, solids, and liquids. Sorry for that picture.
Aria, we're told, is magic. Dæmons are also magic. While we might immediately and instinctively think of magic as an energy, I think it's not illogical to compare it with matter in this fictional context. Why? For one, dæmons exist as a physical presence in Elegy, which means that magic, at least in Elegy, exists as a solid. In addition, dæmons need energy from human emotions to sustain their form and use their magic, similar to the way that we need calories (energy) to sustain our forms and use our bodies (matter).
So if we consider dæmons, and magic by extension, as a form of matter, we can think of them as different phases of matter.
Aria and dæmons are both made of magic, but they're also separate and distinct from each other, so we can conceptualize Aria as a gaseous form while dæmons exist as a solid within that gas.
So, what's this mean for conservation of arcana and what happens when a dæmon dies? I posit that the magic they consisted of returns to Aria in a "gaseous" form, conserving the amount of magic within both universes, but losing the sapience and physicality of its former solid state in the process. That magic can then be recycled in the system by eventually coalescing as a new dæmon.
Now, this doesn't really consider where Sovereigns fit. Maybe they're one of those forms of matter above my pay grade. Maybe they're even further outside of our of understanding and cannot have an analogous equivalent.
It also can lead us down a path to understanding that while dæmons are analogous to matter, Hush is analogous to dark matter. Familiar to Vega in one way, but completely alien and wrong, the opposite of what he should be.
#who? ME? writing fan theory? WHAT? had that ever happened?#okay i had some other tags typed and accidentally noticed i could move them on mobile except like...#i couldn't control what order they ended up in so they got jumbled :<#anyway vega please live honey i need you 🙏#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted vega#redacted hush#redacted demons#rasmr
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leo help i got majorly back into genshin for like 3 months and i’ve been having a great time i speedrun both sumeru and fontaine but the natlan story quest is so goddamn boring i want to drop it again 💀 but i would miss kaeya and yanfei !! crossing my fingers so tight for the sabzeruz festival because oh my god it’s so dire rn. why are they doing this to me
Hi!! No literally sorry... Like it's extremely dire for real, I'm pushing through it exclusively because Natlan so far is very Abyss related and my interest in genshin is extremely Kaeya-centric so anything Abyss related might come up again later with Khaenri'ah and such but so far it's like... Everyone in the main cast so far is ugly and whitewashed and the lore is confusing and the saurians also piss me off. Like. I was talking about this to my boyfriend too the other day but i feel like by keeping everything about Natlan under wraps for 4 whole years and then delivering something like extremely sub par and disappointing they did like the opposite of building hype for it like... for every other region we had little details sprinkled in since very early on and npc dialogue to go off of so we knew just enough about them to form a mild interest in the region before it came out but everything about Natlan feels very out of nowhere... I honestly just hope they let me see Kaeya and his ugly brother again soon or Childe because truly all i care about at this point are the same 3 characters i've been obsessed with since day 1. The only thing i'm interested in for now other than the Abyss stuff is Capitano because . He's been on my mind since the harbinger reveal teaser video dropped but i'm worried they're gonna fumble it with him too. In any case unless they improve the skin tone situation i won't be pulling on any banner for the foreseeable future even if i am and have been f2p since day 1 cause i hope their banners flop.
#asks#like the sumeru character design situation was heinous too. but at least the lore was interesting and it connected to the manga plot#with collei and cyno and dottore etc#AND sumeru had interesting world quests too#i know everyone hated the aranara shit but by the end i honestly kinda enjoyed it in a stockholm syndrome manner#also sumeru's abyss stuff was also interesting with the withering and also the stuff with the pari etc it was so engaging to me#fontaine was my favorite though in terms of archon quest etc AND world quest stuff#like god the narzissenkreuz ordo and the elynas/melusines shit was sooooo good to me#but so far everything about natlan is pissing me off#i'm liveblogging it as little as possible though because i lowkey don't want to promote it#maybe after getting deeper into the plot in the next AQ patches i'll try to organize my thoughts about it#ALSO i'm mostly just waiting for Snezhnaya like that + the Khaenri'ah/Abyss stuff is what i've been excited about#since i first got into the game#anyway SORRY for the long response i have a lot of thoughts about it they're just jumbled and mostly pissed off and disappointed
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You think Hombre Misterioso is apart of roier’s enigma?
I do! Because that. Was literally Roier lol. And he’s been working on this thing for a WHILE off stream. If it didn’t have anything to do with him I’d be genuinely surprised
#asks!#anon!#personally I think it’ll be one little puzzle every day cell’s online#to spell out a word#today we got ‘a’ so idk#maybe we’ll get all the letters and they’ll be jumbled#and they’ll just spell ‘ENIGMA DO MEDO’ at the end once decoded
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more info on winged error's behavior?
heheh ! thanks for asking anon :) Uusually I would base a winged au varient character's persanality on the bird species I'm giving them the wings of [Like I did w/ Ink [hummingbird] or Fresh [cuckoo]] but I chose Error's wings entirely on appearance alone, the nourthern jacana bird just Called to me fr fr </3. [these lovely birds have mostly ruddy red wings with bits of black spotted in, and then all the primaries and secondaries are these Lovely creamy yellows! absolutely stunning. They also have Real Yellow Spikes :)) [they're called spurs, and usually only used for fights within the species [rarely used to combat preditors]]] His personality is still based on a bird though! It's just Another bird, the Cracticus quoyi, or Black Butcherbird. This little sweetheart is known to impale it's prey on thorns for safekeeping and later eatings, and I just thought that screamed Error. He likes to hang up the souls as such, but also snacks and other such knickknacks in his web :D! [rather stressful to the dear Kestrel [blueberry] he kidnaps to be hung up by what seems to be a rather butcherbird like avian friend </3] He also likes taking naps higher up, and will make little hamocks and string swings to lounge around on; he's rarely ever on the anti-void floor proper, much preferring the elevated altitude of his strings.
Ooof really had an bird spinterest moment here fr fr [you asked for this anon >:)]
#undertale au#utmv#wing au#error sans#error!sans#jbird's art#jbird's asks#ghghg I just#enjoy ranting about birds :)#oh oh guys ask me about fresh and ink I have Sooo many thoughts about their wings#if I'm being honest error's wings are the. least thought out ghghg#he got the short end of the stick and has like fifty diffrent birds all jumbled and rolling around my brain fr fr </3
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oughghgh
#post therapy tummy ow#today i surprised my therapist with a detail i didnt know i hadn't told her yet 🥴#and i said it so casually and i saw her eyebrows raise REALLY hard and thats when i realized and i was just like ok put a pin in it#i realized recently that like. these traumas i experienced jumble in my head so much bc they DO overlap#and its so fucked up realizing how many people have seen me in vulnerable states and gone “ah! i want in on that”#not as in “lemme help” tho but as in “lemme use you too”#like what the FUCKKKKKK#its not even specific to 2016 [where we're focusing on the chaos now] but even BEFORE THAT IM REALIZING#honestly if a chunk of u even knew a fraction of the trauma i experienced i think u would seriously not like me/find me as sexy as yall do#but anyway yea#my tummy hurts and i have to go to work /:#and all i want to do is keep vomiting about the traumas ive experienced bc i got really into some details there at the end /:#all ima say tho is: i deserve to have my life fully funded so i can have a fucking break bc what the actual Fuck#like yeah i couldve made some better decisions but the number of times i got hurt bc i trusted someone and told them things THEY ASKED TO#HEAR ABOUT/HOLD SPACE FOR and then they engaged in the same fucking behaviors or used that pain to then lie to me in ways that i would ofc#believe. . . . . .. . . . . . . disgusting its no wonder I dont feel safe fucking making friends anymore#like even thinking just about like the things i told certain ppl to the harm i experienced by them /:#and thinking of how all that ofc led to someone like my ex being able to take advantage of me#g-d i want to punch all these people
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idk dude like i do not care abt the pkmn company losing money becos they're being "ripped off" by palworld
(1. palworld will not outsell pkmn and its silly to think that 2. i want more competition for monster-collecting games becos the monopoly pkmn has has given us some unfinished, buggy messes)
its less abt pkmn designs being "ripped off" and more abt how unoriginal and slapped together the pals are. like it's honestly kinda a shame that the monsters in this new monster-collecting game don't really have their own identity. like when I look i them I dont think about palworld, I dont think of them as pals, I think of pokemon. Thats uh. not great imo?
its extra sucks becos I see the pals that are original and theyre good!! I usually really like those designs!! There was something there but the game relies too much on the familiarity of pokemon's designs and i just feel indifferent at best and kinda 😕gyeh at worst
im also comparing it to cassette beasts, another (very good) monster collecting game that appeals to me as a pokemon fan, but absolutely stands on its own and exists completely separate from pokemon because of its unique designs and unique takes on some pokemon formula things.
Like sorry to compare but: the beasts in cassette beasts are clearly identifiable and there's a design philosophy going on there. And although I can easily pick out a pal from a pokemon, I'm not thinking of the pal, im thinking of the pokemon parts its made from. honestly its just not great design imo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#its nice to hear people are enjoying it regardless! but i feel like a lot of artists are being misconstrued w/ our main issues w/ the game#its less abt them copying pokemon and more abt them not being unique/having their own identity#and i know im gonna sound a bit immature here but!#im particularly frustrated becos this game got so much more attention than cassette beasts#(which as u might be able to guess i think is a much better monster-hunting game than palworld)#like at the end of the day i know what it is#people do not want a new monster hunting game. they want a new pokemon game#and thats fine! i dont blame them! pokemon is fun#but it makes me a bit sad yknow?#scout.txt#EDIT: anytime i wrote monster hunting in the post of tags replace that with monster collecting#lmao sorry my friend has been talking abt monster hunter a lot and its rewired my brain a bit and my words got jumbled!!!!#sorrryyy lmao
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many half-formed thoughts about ascended Gale and why it’s a sadness I find harder to swallow than if he dies—perhaps because in a way, dying from the orb is dying as the best version of himself, one that’s selfless and is genuinely thinking of others and the good of the world, with a touch of that inescapable Gale self-importance of course. but ascended Gale is his worst self, which is the point, and it’s somehow so much harder and sadder to see someone give everything in pursuit of something that will never ever make them happy
#gale#idk jumbled thoughts#I wasn’t expecting to get that ending! I got nice Gale on my last run and didn’t feel like I did much differently
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G WITCHJ SUCK
#BAD ANIME#gundam witch#mobile suit gundam#gundam#gundam the witch from mercury#g witch#I liked it up till near the end but god they dropped the ball hard#off screen the gay marriage#no sulemio kiss#pussy out of any and all themes#no major consequences for anything#giant jumble of plot threads that got ignored#handwave magic permet shit#the ONLY thing that was coherent was sulettas personal arc but even that got confusing as hell at the end!!!#gwitch spoilers#gundam spoilers
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hmm i dont actually care much if you have "more respect" for the visibly disabled person if you don't treat everyone else with baseline equal respect or whatever you're still a crappy person
#like these two girls who reached almost last in the bus line#made a big deal for everyone to stop so the visibly disabked girl cld get on first bc she obvi cannot fend of the rush n push#but then they proceeded to jumble on the bus when ideally they shldve waited till the end#like if u dont care to respect tht we all got here at a certain time n based on tht time we shld get a seat on the bus n not hv to stand#then fuck you?#like yes ofc sure the disabled person shld get to go in first or whatever#but also if we all lined up neatly n respectively n didnt rush n push n cut the line then the disabled person wldnt hv to go in first#they cld join the line in time n be guaranteed a seat as everyone else without the rushing n pushing#like why are you jumping to make accommodations n be accessible when the problem can be solved by simpy#being an actual decent human being to everyone in the first place lmao#cloud nonsense
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an old couple tipped me $2 directly and i became a blubbering idiot
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Watched the MLB movie finally! While I had a few Notes, all in all I enjoyed it, the animation was so pretty and I was really impressed how they condensed so much stuff into one movie
#like sure they changed stuff and moved stuff around#and things were left out (for a possible sequel?)#but as an adaptation it's pretty good i think#if they had tried to cram anything more into One Movie it would've ended up a jumbled mess#i think they made a good choice in doing the origin story and the hawkmoth plot as the main things#and have other adventures as a montage of the heroes growing closer as time goes on#and i feel like marinette was written better than in the show imo#sure it's been a while since i've watched the show so idk what's going on there right now but still#my only Notes tm for the moment are basically how adrien got the ring and how adrinette met#and that's about it#like we should 100% have been SHOWN Why adrien was chosen too and not just Have The Ring Show Up you know?#and i personally really liked the origin story of adrinette being marinette not caring about adrien's money or looks or status#and kind of being like :/// about him because she thinks he's a rich douche#but then finding out how KIND that boy is and THEN starting to fall for him#the movie version was Fine i guess but i would've liked to see the 'oh shit he's actually super nice i was wrong'#it was just so basic 'girl meets boy and falls in love' meet cute and while there isn't anything WRONG with that.. idk#it's just more boring than 'dude you kinda suck - except holy shit you don't? you're really nice?? oh no'#and it made marinette's crush seem different from how everyone fawns over adrien because of his status#otherwise though? can't really think of much to complain about#the songs were a Surprise for sure but i personally didn't mind them i love movie musicals#however there were a bit too many of them maybe? or idk#maybe the songs could've been tweaked a bit to stand out more imo but that's probably more a me thing than anything#hawkmoth's song slapped though lol#i was basically like ??????????? and :DDD at the same time (positive)#also i laughed so fucking hard at the end screen cut lmaooo#anyyyway i'm probably gonna reblog gifsets now bc man the animation was prettyyy#personal#miraculous ladybug#mlb movie
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God I'm gonna miss this place
#{🔇} - bee vents#like. im not saying that im gonna peak in high school or anything#but these past 4 years#especially my senior year#have been so fun#I met so many amazing people and Ive had so much fun#Im sitting in math rn cracking up and realizing that after monday ill never have this experience again#and an old friend contacted me today and gave me 2 really meaningful things even though we havent talked much in years#and another old friend and I have been in contact recently with graduation coming up#its just#all hitting me suddenly that all this amazing stuff is gonna end#idk how many of these people ill be able to keep in contact with even though I really want to#life just doesnt always work out and i know that but it doesnt make me any less sad#i still have one day left after today so im gonna try and enjoy it#i just got hit with all of this all of a sudden and i cried over it earlier even thiugh ive been trying not to cry about all of this yet#idk i feel like my thoughts are really jumbled#everythings just changing all at once and its really scary and hard to come to terms with#after monday ill never be a kid again. ill have college and real adult responsibilities#:/
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oh my god @kaladinkholins this is so mizu and akemi season two coded istg idkaososklkndlqojkllajs
not "i ship these characters" or "i want them to bond platonically" but a secret 3rd thing (I want them to be forced to interact by the Narrative bc they would HATE that)
#omg#mizemi#and also#dassius#to me at least#ugh the narrative foil enemies to maybe friends to enemies again to possible allies to maybe lovers to lovers to exes to best friends#i have a vision#and i am right#i am a prophet. i proPhECIZe—#mostly prev tags below but it all got jumbled so yeah. sorry for the tag dump#who needs romance when i can watch two narrative foils painfully tolerate each other's existence#bonus points if they are forced to work together to solve a problem#and they end up working surprisingly well together!#they make a surprisingly effective team!#they even confide some backstory with each other & bond a bit & understand each other better#and when it's all over they shake hands & amicably agree that they still cannot fucking stand each other#even though deep down they now have a much better understanding of each other and a dynamic that is so toxic it’s healthy? or the opposite?#but all things considered i genuinely never want to see your face again'#enemies to chained-up-in-an-abandoned-bathroom-together#to friends who pretend to be enemies but are actually long distance besties…? that talk once a year yet their relationship never wavers#i fuck with it#mizu x akemi#darrow x cassius#nadine ross x sam drake#elizabeth swann x jack sparrow#shadowheart x lae’zel#v x takemura#corvo x the outsider#catelyn x jaime#these are getting progressively more complicated OOC and unhinged and also tumblr said i hit the 30 tag limit so i am so sorry goodbye—
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