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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this
I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also
A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines
I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)
I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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✨️Flashback Friday✨️ -- Flashback to that time when Austin called into "The Today Show" with "morning voice" because he accidentally overslept his Oscar nomination lol 😆
Bless his heart lol ❤ 🥰
#austin butler#the today show#hoda & jenna#Oscar Nominations 2023#how cute! 🥰#our man works hard y'all#his morning voice is so sexy#I can just imagine him on the phone#okay where was I again?#oh yes... his Oscar nomination#ahhh it feels good to remember this 🥰#what a monumental moment for him! 😁
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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉
I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual
#loz#wind waker#legend of zelda#toon link#aryll#I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this#and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe#arylls like big brother use a damn fork#<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018#also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak#r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery#and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus#i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk#im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again#he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient#im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i#thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me#i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better#why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6#i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE
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i have a small feeling most of the people who like my posts live in a different timezone 🤨
#i hate waking up early for no reason#I DONT NEED TO BE UP AT 7 AM LET ME SLEEP#i think moira’s spirit is tormenting me and waking me up hours before i need to do anything#i lied when i said i was gonna watch dark pheonix yesterday#i might today who knows#just gotta hope i’m in the mood of commentary#i feel like it’ll force the commentary out regardless of how i feel#anyway good morning to cherik and my 25 followers wow#more people followed me overnight#very happy yes#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men
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I want to live where Soul meets Body
#the heron giveth#death cab for cutie#human emotions and shit got me making gay art!!!!! fuck this !!!!!!!#i have been burdened with a heavy and profound longing for the past several weeks it has been Making Me Sick#and this has been a project on my mind for several months now but i never really figured out how to draw it Until recently#and i just finished it this morning with my cup of coffee before i got started with my little tasks so here have a drawing#i do Nawt feel good today but finishing this was v satisfying
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i liek how lucanis follows the playbook and recites the perfect lines right up until the almost kiss—saying a cup of coffee tastes like a kiss, “you don’t know how much trouble i can handle yet”, “you like to walk close to the edge”—and then a switch is flicked and he stops the theatrics. bakes a cake to lock a romance, leaves his own party early just to have a cup of coffee in the quiet dark, gets on his knees with tears in his eyes. i like that very much
#I’m having a normal one today#i also like how it’s 9am 🕘 and im already losing it#i never have a chance to have a normal day because by this time every day i have already begun to spiral#also you guys i do not say this lightly i am so fucking stressed out about the move it’s happening in like 2weeks i thought about it too#much and i feel like im losing my hair LOL i think I am genuinely going bald?? like my hair is falling out LMAO#I’m being fr i think my hair is falling out!!!!!#i mean its fine#anyway i guess this can go in the lucanis tag i have been in there all day anyway#lucanis dellamorte#da4#i need to be euthanized#how many times can a bitch replay the almost kiss scene????????? the answer is at least 50 because I have seen it 49 times and one more tim#will absolutely kill me dead i can feel it#i can feel the edges of my sanity im reaching the limits now#good morning!#just keep scrolling dont look at me too hard
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I saw the hairless cat part and I want to had a fun fact to it.
Hairless cat are really oily because they don’t have fur to collect it, so their oils get everywhere and STAIN a lot- Erik will fully loose his minds with all the oils stain the cat would made.
the cat is ABSOLUTELY to go NOWHERE NEAR his closet alright he can excuse it using the kitchen table as a scratching post but he draws the LINE at his silk robes
#snap chats#good morning everyone !!! i feel horrendous. BUT WE BALL#playing sonic riders with the boys later so how bad can today really be yk. esp when i get to think of erik and that fuckass cat...#i should probably give it a name. i mean i did i personally call it 'gracie' but i should give it a proper name. and gender probably#i wont tho i cant think like that rn. anyways gracie just tryna be a doll lil darlin dont mean any harm ...#still i can so clearly hear erik yell out for charles down the hall when he finds his clothes ruined#pleaasssee not the cat tryna get on the bed but erik keeps kickin it out the room#he'll let it back in tho after charles hits him with the :( but he wont be happy about it#alternatively i just made burst a lung if erik was just. 'its either /im/ in the bed or that cat' and now he's on the couch#not at charles' demand of course because erik has to be unnecessary about things You Are In A Mansion With Multiple Bedrooms#Get The Hell Off The Couch. AT YOUR GROWN AGE DOIN THIS unbelievable.#i hope that cat bothers erik anyway you know how cats are the more you show disinterest the more they love you cjvlkaejklej
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making ren a smoker is the funniest thing i've done and i won't elaborate
#ooc.#good morning post i suppose#will i write today or will i sit here and think about hua cheng#or perhaps start link click who knows#i dont know how i am even awake i feel like i slept 20 minutes#maybe its inbox time#which means none of you are safe from me#lots to think about truly
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I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been
#us elections#us politics#election 2024#i talked to an older friend today and he helped a lot#being with people helps#reminding myself that people care helps#47.5% of people in the usa care#which is a minority but at least it's close enough of a minority to a coin flip that i can always find good people#i am trying to be positive and not live out these last two months of peace in despair#being alone hurts more and i spent too much time today doomscrolling but i need some time to prepare for what i might see in the future#i do not want to make plans i do not want to make plans i should not NEED TO HAVE PLANS FOR A PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION#when i was 15 i had a whole plan for a novel i wanted to write. it was a whole carpe diem/memento mori about living life before it's over#it was going to be a good book. but now i'm not sure i believe in what i am saying enough to write it.#and i am not sure if it would be what the world needs.#but it would have been a good book. it would have been an amazing book and i didn't want to start because i didn't know how#and i wanted to wait until i had more writing and life experience to do it justice#and now i just don't have the OPTIMISM to do it justice and now it may never be written#moral of the story is write the thing NOW edit later make the thing now while you are still passionate about it existing#contrary to the contents of this post i am actually doing much better than i was this morning.#today an irl friend held my hand as i cried under a couch and an online friend reached out to make sure i am okay and i am not alone.#a lot of it is cold comfort. but at least i am regaining some faith in humanity. not all of it. i will never again have all of it.#but i will have enough.#i am a little more afraid of dying young than i was this morning and that is good. that is good.#i am not the only one who has lived through a historical event.#i will do a lot more tiredposting in the near future#especially as inauguration day comes up#but for now in the tags i feel at least a little better.#seraph rambles#seraph originals#side note: the content of the actual post is reminding me of otherkin back in like the 2010s lol remember when that was a thing on tumblr
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jesus christ am i ever having a stressful week
#personal#pipes froze. plumber came and cut holes in the wall and fixed the pipes#pipes froze again the next day. second plumber couldn't do anything because the problem was too far down. we had to call the city#city crew took until this morning to get here so we've been without running water for the better part of 2 days#they've thawed the pipes by (i think?) running electricity through them(?) which is cool#but now there's some sort of leak! and idk yet when we'll have water or how complicated it will be to fix#i also have Doctor's Appointment this afternoon which is stressful and which i am in no shape for#not to mention *waves hand in direction of united states* all of That#i really just want to take a shower. in my own house. that would make me feel 15% better#i can probably use someone else's shower if i really need to but using an unfamiliar shower is Also Stressful & it'll cancel out r.i.p#i guess i should go find out what the pipe situation is now.#it is at least warming up outside today. so less risk of refreezing#OKAY GOOD NEWS ACTUALLY it sounds like they can fix it today#it was the water meter leaking & theyre going to replace it
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it was once observed by a dear friend that the hours in which i am most alert are like 7pm to 2am which probably explains a lot about how my posts get worse throughout the evening. but also sometimes i look at today where i was just sort of gnawing the couch all day until about 5pm when i wrote an entire fic in two hours and then another entire post about kaapo which to be clear took another two hours bc i had to chase links and explain my passions in a kind way and this was in addition to a church meeting. i would excel as the person who lights and then extinguishes lamps in the night
#this morning my therapist was like your eyes are red what's going on#and i said bro i am not on drugs. it is cold and dry in my apartment and i was standing in front of a sad lamp#and they said ah. a sun lamp. i see#YES. BC I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON AND I AM BEING PUNISHED BY CAPITALISM TO GO TO THERAPY AT 10 IN THE MORNING#INSTEAD OF 6PM WHEN I WOULD BE ABLE TO HOLD A CONVERSATION BETTER#i think they think i am abusing substances. human the reason i am the way i am bc i am not abusing substances#i am rawdogging reality in almost every way and i HATE it. i am experiencing a full of range of emotions in real life!!#one good thing about today i must say. i looked in the mirror and went oh wow my california hair stylist did a good job!#my california hair stylist was good at cutting my hair in that she was filipina and understood how to cut filipino hair#she was not good at cutting my hair in that she would get too deep in explaining warriors drama and get distracted while cutting my hair#and up doing something absolutely wacko that made me look like a pepe frog guy bc she was too amped up about klay and steph#and then i'd be stuck with fucking alt right hair for a good three weeks and my only saving grace is how i look ambiguously ethnic#BUT when i saw her last i was like i need you to give me a haircut where if i can't get my hair cut for four months i don't#look stupid as hell. and she said oh yeah i can do that. and gave me a blow by blow of klay and steph's divorce while cutting my hair#and i was fearing for my life. but now that it has grown out pretty significantly i will say she did a very good job of cutting it#unlike every other time i grew out my hair in a big way and it looked incredibly stupid for several months until it evened out#but she cut it so it looks like my hair is on purpose. which i appreciate!#now i have more time to decide if i want to avenge bo bichette and grow out my hair again#without feeling stressed about looking incredible stupid and unkempt#thank you nicole...a true ally...i will never forget how much you hate kevin durant even though you stressed me out so bad...#and you may be wondering why if she gave me that many bad hair cuts why i'd keep going to her#and the answer is: bc i only want my warriors and 49ers news to be reported by an energetic filipina lesbian holding razor on my neck#and unfortunately the local newspaper beats just can't replicate that experience#fresno oilers.txt
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#sleep token#sleep token worship#i've been dissociated for the past few days again...but doing kind of alright...yesterday I felt extrem anxiety also but it started getting#better today. I'm planning on getting up early tomorrow morning and attempt to run my 35km. Let's see how this goes#it is 6 pm and I feel like going to bed and I think I will do that....struggling with mental illness can be exhausting#good night then....gute nacht :) a guads nächtle
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good morning ! 💛✨
#-gently pokes the dash- it seems so slow this morning!#but anywhomst! i'm really not sure what ill be doing today#so mayhaps........ i'll just go with the flow and not commit#to anything! ngl tho i feel like whatever i write turns out...#not as good as before but writing is like riding a bike so!!#i am sure it will come back to me. plus i've been trying to#recalibrate Jim-- too much of me bleeds into my writing#due to how similar we are lmao 🧍🏻♀️ ANYWAY ILY ALL SM#HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND MWAH!!!!!#tbd
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the downside to being a sitcom neighbour sort of person is that when rough things happen and emotionally fuck u up a lil bit, it also sounds completely made up
#bert's dead dad tag#found out today the way my dad told mom he wanted a divorce?#he wrote her a letter and left it on the dining room table for her to find on the morning of her fortieth birthday#who the fuck does that dead father#like that is the sort of thing i would entirely make up if i needed everyone at the table to fuckin hate an npc#and at least one person would go 'you're laying it on a little bit heavy'#i know he did work to become a better person as he got older#which is good because BOY howdy was that man a piece of shit in the early 90s#and we are having Complicated feelings about it tonight and also for the last nine months#something something when i was writing his eulogy i came across an old article discussing something he did in the 90s#YDIP (your dad is problematic)#like yeah this is the sort of thing that would have been vaguely acceptable in the cultural context#but like. still objectively bad. potentially ruining several lives sort of bad.#learned this and then wrote the rest of his eulogy about how he was a great guy and how i'm lucky to have been his son#(which was rough enough on its own because i've never said 'i'm [dad's name]'s son' as many times as i did that trip home)#but like what else do you do? i sent off a message looking for more information#and that information if it comes is just gonna sit with me i guess#sure as hell not telling my sister and this whole thing i've been getting through without really having anyone here for me to talk to#(hence the big fuckoff tag rant. your problem now losers who like clicking the read more button)#so even if i get all the answers i want about this one thing it's not gonna do any good except putting an end to one question#but part of having a dead dad who's been out of the business of forming new memories since you came out is having more questions#answering this one's just gonna add even more questions to the pile#but. got fuckall else to do
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