#god todays been such an emotional day

[johnnyshrine]

★ 019 // “Tears” I finished SBR last night. There’s a lot I could say, but I will leave you all with this anecdotal story:

About a month ago, I had left off right before the Love Train arc. I was cleaning out my basement sifting through my childhood belongings and decided to take an edible to help pass the time.

I’m used to Weird Shit happening while high. Inspiration, laughs, revelation. However this particular time I had a strong… vision of sorts. I’m not sure what to call it, all I knew was that it was some kind of dreamlike thought that did not come from me consciously, and it felt very real.

Johnny crawls to my feet, sobbing hard. Words are spilling out of his mouth, but he only mutters the same thing over and over again. 

“I’m so sorry.” 

I don’t understand.

“Sorry for what?”

He can barely talk amidst his tears. “Something bad is gonna happen. Something painful that might hurt you.”

The following words slip out of my mouth so effortlessly that it would make me question if they even were my own, maybe they were God’s.

“Johnny, no matter what happens: good, bad, or ugly, I want to be right there with you together on this adventure, always. No future pain could ever change that.” 

I do not regret my decision at all.

Thank you for taking me on this adventure, Johnny. Let’s keep going, together.

[bittersweetresilience]

say hi to me i don't know, i just remembered being so much brighter, i guess

cigarette ash like wildfire burning holes in the nighttime open scars feel like barbed wire white lies flying high like a ceasefire dropping flags on the shoreline this is as far as i can feel right 'cause what you don't know can haunt you

and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think for a while

don't drag it out living like that doesn't mean a thing

so let's, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars 'cause happy endings hardest to fake

and i wanna let you know i wanna let you go but i just can't bring myself to speak but this is how it goes the end credits, they roll this bridge was built over kerosene but we can watch it and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think

so let's run, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars you can wish away forever but you'll never find a thing like today

[courtillyy]

projects actually can be fun how about that ?

[lucyvaleheart]

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[secondpersonpoetry]

hi!!!!! haven’t been able to get any coherent thoughts down yet but i just wanted to let you know i Have been rotating your post in my mind…….was thinking about it in the back of multiple ubers today…..rain pattering against the window…………like, oh my goodness! YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!! wishing you well. hope you have a safe, healthy, and happy new year!! 💗

"enough music", dorianne laux

[donttouchtheneednoggle]

Was anyone gonna tell me birth control was this powerful???

[missmouse43]

6 weeks of breathing clean air, I still miss the smoke…..

🏝️🤙🏄🏾‍♀️🏄🏼‍♂️💔

[chappellrroan]

sometimes you need to stoop down to other peoples' level

[clowningcrows]

i fear i cannot mentally or emotionally handle being conscious much longer so im gonna take a melatonin and hope to god it works enough to make me pass out by 8:30 tbh

[marimeeko]

Can I just.... for one minute, take this journey with me:

Ok imagine. IMAGINE the breakdown, if Katsuki Comes back, escapes his post-resuscitation care via Mirio and BJ, finds Izuku, helps Izuku defeat Shigaraki in whatever way he is able to...but Izuku takes a lot of damage in the process...

IMAGINE THE BREAKDOWN that Katsuki would have, Izuku collapses close to death, (maybe, hopefully spills some guts about his feelings to him) and loses consciousness, and it's not really clear if he's ok or going to make it, and for all intents and purposes, Katsuki thinks that this could very well be Izukus death....

Imagine him LOSING IT because how fucking CRUEL for he himself to die only to be brought back, and for Izuku to ACTUALLY DIE. HOW UNFAIR. He doesn't deserve that kindness from the Universe and from Edgeshot if Izuku is lost for real.

"Why are you still asleep when I'm wide awake" from the hospital scene, but SO MUCH MORE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE.

Screaming, crying, throwing up.

Imagine him just screaming, begging someone to help him like he was helped, to SAVE IZUKU Instead, yelling as if to be yelling at death itself, to take him back in Izukus place. That he would go back into that void, if it meant Izuku would be ok.

This would be so tragic but so damn POTENT MY GOD

...hopefully Katsuki passes out just as help is arriving and he knows nothing else until he wakes up in the hospital again but with someone's scarred hand warm in his own and squeezing so gently....

[clever-and-unique-name]

Man I love thunderstorms

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

coping with things so well today so i’m bragging about it ✨

[hadeswearsprada]

So what if my comfort scene involves someone dying of radiation poisoning

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

paranoias a BITCH

[softshuji]

y'know it's a night when hal sits and eats cereal in the dark room at 1.30am.

[wheelercore]

Understanding the scene of Ted putting the tie on Mike (Mike commenting on how it's too tight and it's choking him and Ted saying that's how it's supposed to be) in a very Mike-Ted parallels way. AND IT WAS ON FRONT OF A MIRROR TOO. Shrimp colors everywhere.