#god they make my heart hurt

[iamthecomet]

Oh my god i loved mean dew. Can we pretty please get some more with cute after care?

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Of course! A continuation of this ficlet.

1k of a little bit of Mean!Dew followed by Raindrop being so sweet my teeth hurt from writing it.

Rain's floating. Dew can see it. His cerulean eyes have gone glassy, wet with unshed tears. Unfocused. When Dew grabs his cheeks he has to rattle his head a few times to get those eyes to drag down to his, to focus on him. Or try to.

Rain whines at the bite of pain as Dew digs in. He clenches hard around Dew's cock. Dew licks a filthy stripe up the side of his face, snags the shell of his ear with his fangs.

"Fucked you up real good didn't I?"

Rain grabs for him, holding him close. Nodding furiously against Dew's shoulder. Tucking his face into the crook of Dew's neck as Dew fucks him. Grinds in, slow and deep now. Feeling every ridge, every shudder, every twitch of Rain's body. The harsh pant of his breath hot against Dew's throat. Rain clings to him like Dew is the only thing there is.

Dew's stomach twists. "Satanas, you're clingy," Dew hisses. "it's pathetic." Rain whines and Dew might think he'd gone too far if it wasn't for the way Rain's body clamps down on him. Dragging Dew closer and closer to blowing. Dew pulls back, far enough to look at the mess he's made.

There's blood smeared over Rain's collarbone. Spit and tears drying on his face. Lips kiss swollen, bitten red. There are bruises blooming on his ribs, his hips.

Dew's breath hitches as he looks.

"You're never prettier than you are right now," Dew grits out. "All fucked up for me."

It doesn't take much more. A few more well placed words in Rain's ears, some pointed thrusts, and then Rain is clamping down on Dew's cock. Shooting into the space between them. Slick and sticky in both of their happy trails as Dew shoves in as deep as he can go.

He digs his teeth into Rain's shoulder, sinks his fangs in, and cums with a muffled shout. The concern hits as soon as the pleasure starts to fade. Rain is still clinging to him, shuddering in his arms. Head tucked close again, face hidden. But Dew can feel the heat of his tears against his throat. “You did so good for me. Fuck, Rain. So perfect for me.”

Dew shifts. He strokes his hand through Rain's hair, nails scratching softly over his scalp. He peels himself away, wincing at the way their stomachs are stuck together with Rain's cum.

"Gonna pull out ok, Princess?"

Rain drops back into the pillows, head lolling. He barely looks at Dew before he nods. He hisses at the loss as Dew pulls away. Dew tucks some hair behind Rain's ear and presses kisses to his forehead, his cheeks. Tasting tears and his own spit as he does.

"I'll be right back."

Rain whimpers, reaches for him. Lips searching toward words but not quite getting there. Dew indulges him. Laces his fingers with Rain's and squeezes. “I know, baby. But we have to get you cleaned up. Close your eyes. I’ll be back before you know it.” Rain listens, still deep enough to follow instruction without hesitation and Dew slips away into his ensuite. He cleans himself up first, scrubs Rain’s cum from his happy trail, wipes himself down and pulls on a clean pair of sweatpants. Then he wets a fresh washcloth, fills a glass of water, and slips back into the room.

Rain’s eyes are still closed. Breathing even. Dew brushes a curl that’s fallen into his eye behind his ear and Rain doesn’t stir. Lips parted, body relaxed. Dew allows himself the indulgence of really looking at him as he cleans Rain up. Wiping blood, and spit, and sweat from his face and shoulders, cum from his belly and between his thighs. He’s slow, methodical. Watching the even easy rise and fall of Rain’s chest. Rain stirs as Dew tries to shift him so he can clean between his cheeks. Swiping gently over his swollen rim. Rain jolts awake. Sensitive, a whine already on his lips. Dew looks up at him, meets his eyes over the long expanse of Rain’s body and Rain eases back down onto the pillows. “Sensitive?” Dew asks. “Y-yeah.”

Dew finishes up, as gently as he can, then tosses the washcloth in the direction of his hamper. He pulls himself back up to lay next to Rain, grabbing the water from the bedside table and pressing it into Rain’s hands. Rain drinks it all in one go but shakes his head when Dew asks if he wants more. Instead, Rain wraps his arms around Dew’s waist, pulls him close so Rain can rest his head on Dew’s skinny chest. Head over his heart. Rain presses a kiss there and Dew’s chest aches with it. He slips his fingers into Rain’s sweaty hair, thumb rubbing over the back of his skull. “Sore,” Rain mumbles. “Sorry,” Dew winces. “I—maybe I shouldn’t have—” there’s that concern again, gnawing at his stomach. Rain shakes his head. “Nonono, I like it. I’m glad.” Dew bends to press a kiss between Rain’s horns. “You’d tell me if it was too much, yeah?” Rain nods. Dew knows he would. Communication is easy between them, everything is easy between them lately. But he likes to hear it just the same. Rain reassuring him that he wanted everything Dew did to him. That each bruise is a trophy. Dew knows this feeling. Floaty and filled with pride. Knows that Rain will dig his fingers into those marks for days just to remember what it felt like. Sometimes, he worries anyway. He's glad he does—he’d be concerned if he didn’t worry at least a little. “Want you to do it more often,” Rain mumbles. “It’s nice to be on this side of it for once.” Dew huffs out a laugh into Rain’s hair. “Yeah? You sick of knocking me around?” Rain shifts, bites down on Dew’s nipple just hard enough to sting. “Never. But it’s fun to let you do it to me every once in a while.”

“Let me?” Dew cocks an eyebrow as Rain raises his head to look at him. Rain smiles at him, warm and easy and Dew’s helpless against it. It proves Rain’s point without any other words having to pass between them. Rain puts his head back down, nuzzles his face under Dew’s jaw. Lips resting against his pulse. “Brat,” Dew growls, but there’s no venom in it, only fondness he doesn’t have the energy to hide. Rain chuckles against him. Thumb stroking over his collarbone. “Love you too, Firefly.”

[fun-esta]

[me-sploh-rada-imas]

world's most self indulgent jance gifset

[kendyroy]

i’ve always wondered what worst logan thinks of main logan. is he jealous at all of how revered he was? i mean what do you even think of the guy that’s considered the “best version” of you when you’re seen as the worst.

[deoidesign]

I've been told my comic feels like it was written by AI.

I suppose I'm not trying to be groundbreaking. I'm not interested in pioneering genres. I'm not writing for the purpose of literary analysis.

But written by AI...?

I'm already someone who has my humanity questioned. My identity erased. My existence disrespected. It could be worse. Anything could be worse.

But AI?

I spend weeks writing single scenes, toiling over the implications of single lines. I have goals. My writing has intent.

If you cared to read deeper, perhaps you'd see the themes. Maybe then you'd see the value. If you tried to analyze it maybe you'd see something there.

Maybe you'd see me.

Someone told me my comic seemed like it was written by AI.

And my humanity was denied one step further in that my voice was not seen in the work I've poured years of my life into.

[mintypsii]

excuses

[screechingfromthevoid]

"No time." "No time."

The acknowledgement of the fact that they might not have time. This is all just for a night because tomorrow may come but the next day may not.

Dorian's regrets at thinking about all the different choices and paths they could have taken. Him falling asleep to the idea of bargaining for more time. How this all could have been different.

Orym getting a vision from the wildmother, Will, getting that permission to live came so late. As Orym and Dorian are going off to do something impossible and deadly. That acknowledgement that there really is no time but that night.

If the world ends tomorrow, if they end tomorrow... It would be too soon. It wouldn't be fair. But none of this is fair, is it?

[whereismyhat5678]

AND WE ARE BACK WITH MY TWO FAVORITE GAY ITALIENS!!!

And also how I see this relationship, I think their dynamic is adorable and is especially my favorite 💖💖

I like to think Peppino gave Gustavo a stool for the counter after seeing how many times Gus had to stand on his tippy toes just to talk to customers. Gustavo was very happy when he was informed he would be getting a stool :]]

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

SO. TO KICK OFF THE WEEK OF SPECULATION BEFORE THE UPDATE DROPS.

last night i had a bit of a Revelation. literally. i borderline woke up in a cold sweat with this realization. the way i lunged for my laptop to scream at friends... ough. lets get into it

so. i do believe I've made a couple of theory posts about Barnaby not being quite as receptive to his and Wally's "forced" best friendship as Wally - since the show wrote them to be friends instead of it happening naturally. i thought it might be a point of tension for Barn. i thought a lot.

YES SO I'M TOSSING (almost) ALL OF THAT OUT THE WINDOW!

the bios state Barnaby as Wally's best friend multiple times over. it had to be regularly reinforced. their colors were chosen to mark them as friends.

but Barnaby - presumably - can't see the bios, he wouldn't know the scripts. the friendship would be natural from his perspective. how would he know otherwise? even if the relationship started out synthetic, i don't doubt that it became genuine. in the context of their world and perceptions, realistically speaking Barnaby probably wouldn't sense anything wrong.

the reminders to be best friends weren't for Barnaby.

they were for Wally.

i'm starting to suspect that Wally is Barnaby's best friend, but Barnaby isn't Wally's. i think that Wally's "best friend" is Home - or at least Wally has a closer connection to them / Home is more important to Wally than anyone else is.

i remember reading this livestream trivia (from theneighborhoodwatch's doc, if you haven't their resources yet what are you even doing?):

and i assumed it was for Barnaby's side of the relationship. but it's not, is it? it's Wally's? and it makes too much fucking Sense! it fits! i can see it perfectly! i can feel things slotting together in my mind due to this shift in perspective, and i'm scared

Barnaby probably thinks the relationship is natural, just like how he thinks he's a real person in a real world. Wally probably knows that the relationship is a role, just like how he knows he's a puppet in a false reality.

that leaves me wondering how much of it is genuine on Wally's side. i don't doubt that they really are friends, but how deep does that connection go? in the interview, Wally sounded excited/proud about having a best friend, but how much came from a place of feeling, and how much came from a place of Fulfilling The Role? how much of it is performative? how much of it is a mask?

i've been seeing everything differently. Barnaby poses for Wally the most because he has good balance and is good at staying still, not because of favoritism or because he's Wally's best friend. in the 14 (15 including the hidden halloween) audios, Barnaby consistently seeks out Wally and checks in on him. Wally seems more casual about their relationship than Barnaby is.

i'm worried that Wally values Home & You/Us over Barnaby. that Barnaby is second or third place in Wally's heart. that Wally means more to Barnaby than he means to Wally. after all, only one of them needed their relationship to be reinforced on a seemingly regular basis.

i'm confident that Wally cares about / loves Barnaby, but the question is how much? to what extent?

[lesbianwyllravengard]

Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

[ozonecologne]

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[zelkam]

a-xian, what happened? // episode 21

[yuseirra]

Can you make a comic where hikaru and ai are having romantic physical touch, like kissing or cuddling???

I actually never seen hikaru and ai being romantically together, I always love your doodle and theory about hikaai❣️❣️❣️❣️

I hope you never stop 💖💖💖💖🥰🥰🥰

Hello~~~ heheheh.. I.. I was really surprised when I found this in my inbox today as I had my eyes open at 3am in the morning. What a coincidence because I ACTUALLY GAVE THIS AN ATTEMPT. JUST RIGHT BEFORE I READ THIS ASK. What timing, wow!! this was going to be left in my notes forever because I-...'d have been too shy to post it publicly but yeah it's dawn and I'm half-awake and dazed and all, I'm going to drop it here and slide back into the abyss

(yeah please do listen to Ruler Of My Heart btw I even translated the lyrics for you guys...it's in the link!! Imagine it's them singing them together lol. i listened to that as I drew this earlier)

I picture it's Ai who's made all the big advances, I mean that's exactly what's happened in the work. She initiated things. I think Hikaru'd have treated her very carefully considering how sweet he used to be.

To add, at this point I'm pretty sure these guys are at least inspired from Amenouzume and Sarutakhiko, they share too many similarities with those gods; and if that's the case, then even this is pretty accurate towards the legend and the gods because Amenouzume is the one who approached and got her man to love her, legends state SHE flirted w him and they just.. get married right after that. He just took a liking to her immediately... Even better, she literally got the perfect guy being the adorable and precious goddess she is, I'm so proud of her!! He governs over so many things and is so powerful (like one of the seven gods who have the title of Okami) but most of all he's virtuous!! He's noble!! Hey if I'M Japanese and and I write stories about the entertainment industry with gods involved there is NO way I don't incorporate this story somewhere?? I'd be so disappointed if it's not going to be mentioned when Amenouzume's already been brought up.

The reply got really long because I got overboard about this ship again, I'll put a read more ;)

If you've ever seen me throughout all these years, I draw tons of cuddles and fluff but I NEVER draw anything more than a cheek kiss, ever because I get embarrassed to bits. But with these guys...UGH let me justify myself, things look really bad rn but they ACTUALLY CANNOT GET ANY MORE MUTUAL IN CANON...

One of them states they were only alive when they had the other and that they loved her from the bottom of their heart and the other says they wanted to live with the other forever and confesses they were the first one they ever wanted to love, even while they didn't fully understand what love is!!! How strong IS THAT??

I care so much about canon, as soon as those dropped I just, there is no way I can't unsee that. It's just there. Furthermore, they already have two kids between them!!! They did all the things a couple would do, wouldn't they have??? I'm sure with all the positive comments they've made about each other, I can just go on and on.

What I can infer is, if there is someone who can make Ai drop those from her mouth out of her heart.. they're definitely the one who's made her really happy. She can't get more loving than that..he managed to do it, so I see him being so precious to her, he's worth everything to her you know? She went through so much for Kamiki's sake and yet she's so warm towards him I just can't!!! That's what got me because I could already see HE would have "loved" Ai a lot may it be twisted or not. Ai is smart. She's so serious about love too. Then what they had must have been so genuine. He couldn't have hurt her or made her suffer, that's not how it works.

The way I see it, he actually used to be the really gentle and timid type(this is what really gets me; he was so kind!!;), and he totally shifted upon having lost her. HE USED TO BE SO SOFT!!; and he still kinda is. I can see how he'd have been really nice in the past, it sort of does still seep through his behavior. He's just totally broken. This guy, I'm pretty sure he devoted himself to a cause related to Ai's life after she'd been gone...his life after her death is just him struggling to do something related to her, he's written that way and that's how he broke. How did he- what happened?? I just; he's broken so bad!!; Well.

Back to you, @jusmingamba :) I'm someone who's nuts over keeping close to canon,

if canon doesn't disappoint me, I can keep going... 'v')9 Thanks for the support! I don't want to stop either, I hope the MANGA doesn't make me feel that way, it's been so rough.. I knew it was going to be a tough road ;v; BUT GOSH. It's been so bumpy and tense and everything, I keep saying this over and over, but just what kind of guy did Ai love/?? The thing is, I see many good things about him but???;;; they make him appear as if he's so evil too so. I hope that's intentional. He has/had all the potential to be this really interesting and complex character, I hope they use it. I CAN. I WOULD. I CAN DO IT. SO I can't picture the artists not doing it themselves.. it'd be such a waste!!

If anything, they have to come back to them at least once before the manga ends because I cannot see Ai's wish being disregarded. That was an important plot point and I just DON'T see the plot being that cruel to her. They've been so cruel to Hikaru, geez.. but if he's someone she loved so much, I hope what she wanted does come through one way or the other, that's the only way I see this being a "fulfilling" story in the end.

I lost sleep.. I'm going to be so tired today and also pretty embarrassed from posting this but I regret nothing!! You're welcome!! Have a nice day!!!!

[rrandomtthings]

No, no. I don’t think we understand just how fucked up the straw hats backstories are. Like, we see Zoros & go “oh, he just lost a friend lmao” in the anime. But the live action is really gonna put into perspective just how traumatizing this could be, especially since they’re children

[batbrainrot]

guys please tell me those batman #148 leaks of jason dying again are fake. tell me they're fake right fucking now i can't fucking do this shit right now i'm off my meds

[future-island-egghead]

Muse of Violence, Warrior of Science.

To the ordinary, everyday genius scientist-for-hire with a heart too big for her own good, we raise our sake cups.

You gave us food. You tried to protect us. You gave your life to ensure we'd all live on. Just lending a hand.

You knew it would end like this. We all knew it would end like this, and yet you still did it. And you did it to protect the friends you had made and the family you had left. And you did it all on your own terms, smiling all the way to the afterlife, knowing your will would be inherited by those you saved.

Clone or Machine or Satellite or Daughter. It matters not what you were. Because you went out like a true member of those who carry the will of D.

Thanks for everything, Atlas. For a satellite representing rage and violence, you had the biggest heart of any of them.