#god i miss my old room
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I've been decorating the space where I keep my consoles with Amiibo, figurines, action figures, and other merchandise that is relevant to the content of the console. I have my "main" collectibles shelf too, so i'm really only using characters I have multiples of, or characters that don't fit on the shelf.
The very toppest tier is my Wii shelf, though i'm honestly also counting it as Gamecube. I'm trying to represent New Super Mario Bros but it's missing yellow Toad. Wind Waker, Metroid Prime, and Sonic Adventure is repped here... also my Universeal Studios dancing piranha plant, mostly because I have nowhere else to put it.
My NES Shelf has classic Link and Mario, Ice Climbers, Little Mac, ROB ( because i'll never likely be able to get a real Rob ) the Duck Hunt Dog, and classic Kirby ( Though he'd probably better be displayed with Gamboy, but I have no Gameboy shelf yet. ) Also, those Battle Toads figures, which are much larger than I was expecting, and arrived super late. I was tempted to cancel the order, they were very pricy. But I got attached. I wonder if they'll ever release Pimple... oh yeah, and the NES controller Piggy Bank. There's also some classic Donkey Kong decal my brother got me from a game stop.
My N64 shelf which is the most crowded ( also I need to dust my N64. Despite the way it looks, i've been playing it quite a bit lately. ) I got the Banjo and Conker Totaku, and and OOT Link figure. Yoshi representing Yoshi Story, and the Hot Wheels Diddy Kong as a makeshift Diddy Kong Racing figure, though the kart is all wrong. I put Gruntilda back there because of the actual Gruntilda doll in both Banjo games, she also turns up in a lot of the BK mods I love playing. But she takes up so much space I may need to relocate her until I get a bigger room and more shelving... whenever that may be. I kind of want to put all the N64 era Taco Bell toys on this shelf but there is no room, also, I don't have any of them, they all seem relatively cheap to get on E-bay though, with the exception being the Yoshi. It's just as well because that Yoshi looks more SNES era anyway...
And then you have my sad, sad SNES shelf... Classic Yoshi. Donkey Kong. And Ness. Really not sure what else I can even do for this shelf without removing a character I don't have doubles of from the main shelf. I do have a Geno Doll that I ordered off Etsy on the way, or at least it should be on the way in February or March. He'll spice it up a bit. What SNES specific stuff could I put here though? I know Jakks Pacific made Star Fox toys but they're all kind of big, and are closer to the N64 designs than their SNES versions. There's criminally no ALTTP figures that I am aware of.
In the future I'd like a shelf for handhelds, a Sega Genesis, and a Playstation, they hopefully won't be difficult to decorate, and hopefully by then, I won't be stuck using this tiny corner tower, so i'll have more room. I also would like a shelf for my Switch, which is currently just sitting next to my PC monitor.
#mind the white garlands#my room is currently decorated for christmas#and they were the only things I couldn't easily remove for the photo#god i miss my old room#i miss having four large shelves instead of just the one#and a dinky corner tower
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#ceramics studio was playing a bunch of tchaikovsky and ballet music today which i thought was fine and great if a little#unpleasant until like an hour or so in when i was like Ohhh why am i having a full on 14year old me spiral.#this is not something ive been worried about in years why do i suddenly want to throw up and bolt home and lock the door of my room#and stuff about it. so!!!!!!! that's how my afternoon is going!!!!!!!#sorry ceramics prof i respect u very much i try 2 follow ur rules. i am putting on my fucking headphones now!!)#anyway. free. i feel very very gross and bad and not good 💥 missed a couple classes this month so i feel like i can't miss today! god!!!#txt
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thinking about the places i can never return to
#i miss my old house#the girl i was then would be shocked to see the man i became#ramblings of a henry#i miss my old back porch#my room#the kitchen#we had a huge glass sliding door to the backyard#god i loved that backyard#we had a squirrel we named#we never got close to it or anything but it had a messed up looking tail#so me and my siblings named him Jacktail#cuz of his jacked up tail#i shouldn’t listen to music my mothers played when i was little past 9 pm it never ends well for me
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absolute worst thing about working with small children is not being able to cuss. sometimes I need to say goddammit
#today one of the kids said something incredibly fucking mean to another kid#and it took SO much restraint not to say 'what the fuck did you just say to her?'#i really hope some of these kids like. learn to be nice before they become adults because oh my god#one of them wont stop being transphobic to my coworker so hes not allowed in her room anymore because he was being so awful#and hes fuckin 8 years old! 8 entire years old and being wildly bigoted! and i don't think its his parents#bc his sister is extremely fuckin respectful. literally corrects other kids who call me mr or miss and tells them i dont like that#so why is her brother wildly transphobic and mean as hell to other kids and shes like one of our best behaved#i dont get it#i want to be patient and understanding but when theyre bullying other kids like! im not gonna let them traumatize people#because they havent figured out kindness yet#idk#its frustrating sometimes
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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??
#not gonna inflict my ramblings onto someone else’s post so just making a text post for myself#but oh my god#what the fuck?#maybe I’m not a hardcore metroidvania fan but I like them well enough#do I suck that badly at games now?? am I old to the point that my hands can’t do this shit????#did I just somehow fuck myself at some point???#because wow this feels kind of sadistic????#and not even in the fun kind of way?????#like I think I’d rather submit myself to fear and hunger again rather than continue where I am now in hk#idk maybe I’m missing something#but I just got wall jump and was so happy until I fell down to where you can challenge those mantis dudes#got myself out of there but then as I was exploring northwest I keep dying and reviving from the fucking bouncy balls over water#and the normal mantis mobs are also kicking my ass?#and dont even get me started on the weird tentacley nuclear bomb mushroom things those are just bullshit#AND THEN AS I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME EXPLORING HEADING TOWARDS A SAVE BENCH I GET DROPPED INTO DEEPNEST??????#WHAT KIND OF JUMPSCARE BULLSHIT??????????#AND THE FUCKING COCKROACHES THAT NEVER SEEM TO STOP SPAWNING KILL ME#and then I see how fucking far back I’ve been dropped in the corner of fungal wastes#and I try jumping through the fucking bouncy balls again#and I die and lose my money#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore y’all holy fucking shit#the number of times I’ve died and restarted from that fucking fungal wastes bench I am so sick of it 💀#legit I think this is the first time I’ve rage quit a game#it’s been a while since a game’s actually made me this angry I want to fucking throw something 😂#the willpower and self control I needed to not chuck my pro controller across the room…#if I didn’t have neighbors and a unit below me I’d be throwing shit for sure though#but instead I must smack pillows against my mattress in a rage 😂#I think I hate the ‘go back to where you died to get back your money’ punishment system… like legit I actually really really hate it.#I do think the game is fun and I know I’ll probably quickly gain the money… but it feels like the game’s telling me I fucking suck lmao#suffice to say I will not be playing any more hollow knight for the foreseeable future 💀
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Tech product guides trying to troubleshoot your issues: lol have you tried turning it off and turning it on again 🧐 I'm not going to read any of the things you said you did, if it doesn't work then get fucked. Go to settings and click this option that you said isn't even there anymore
Reddit: here's some actual helpful suggestions on where to find settings that can fix your problem. We're more reliable than google search. Except for when we just tell you to buy new hardware instead of trying to fix your problem
Some obscure tech blog article from 7 years ago: i *google ad* gotchu *google ad* *google ad* *troubleshooter you never knew existed* *google ad* *solution to your problem*
#tell me why i just spent the last four hours troubleshooting issues caused by NOT PLUGGING IN ESSENTIAL CABLES#in my defense i havent worked on the internals of a pc in seven years#but goddamn it was infuriating that the solution to my problems was to plug in a cable three times in a row#it's almost like i didnt have unnecessary cables in there and was keeping the extra one for a reason#but of course the fucking product site wont tell you this#i had to figure out i was missing the goddamn power cable from a youtube video on the bluetooth card installation#and before that i had to plug in a cable that my brother (the person who GAVE ME THIS MOTHERBOARD) said was unnecessary#like HOW did your computer function. mister sir this thing froze on startup without the cpu power supplement cable#extra support my ass#i would love it if msi motherboard installation guides mentioned the bluetooth cable too but noooo#may god help you if you ever have a bluetooth issue because ive had them plenty of times and they are fucking impossible to fix#this is why i quit robotics LMAO#anyways. rant over my pc is built now and the new setup is sooo pretty.#my brother did one thing right with this motherboard and that was installing ram with rgb leds 🥰#rainbow hardware my beloved#my old motherboard had these gorgeous leds and then they just stopped working :c i want more#at least this giant desktop is off my floor now. a tour group apparently was here while i wasn't on monday#(super pissed about that btw. if it happens again i will be tearing the office a new one bc we weren't even notified)#like i kicked that thing plenty just trying to walk around my room. it was right by the door. god wont save you if you break my shit#if someone else kicked that thing while in my apartment when i wasn't here. hoo boy#ok that's enough it's 6am and i finished my cocoa espresso three hours ago. i have two athletic classes today i need to sleep#imaginechats#<- new tag!! i might start rambling more#bc i love never shutting the fuck up 😄#it is a play on imaginecat btw if anyone was wondering. i go by that occasionally as a play on imaginealpha#less formal more cute nickname type thing
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i fucking hate straight people and i need them out of my house
#my 20 y/o roommate has had so many fucking people over drinking the entire day and there have been straight men In My House the entire#fucking day and i got!! no warning!! that anyone would be coming over let alone 10+ people and one more guy bringing another case of beer#i feel like if you're going to set up beer pong in my living room i should maybe get to know about it. like a little bit.#and i have work at 5 am Again and they won't stpp Yelling and one girl was just. very loudly reading the directions for how to use a condom#and complaning that she didnt know what things meant for. no discernible reason.#i'm over itttttttttt i'm Over It#and my fucking power went out so my options were 1) leave the house to do hw and loae my parking spot 2) try to persist in reading while#they get louder and louder for 5 hours 3) nap. so i napped 🫶 and woke up pissed off 🫶#whateverrrrrrr Whatever. god i miss my old roommates so much.#a post
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Happy birthday to Pokémon Colosseum one of the best Pokémon spinoff games to ever exist
#bits of banter#pokemon#pokemon colosseum#I LOVE THIS GAKE SM HOW IS IT SO OLD ALREADY#I played this when I was so young.#I worked so hard to get XD after playing this game oh my god. I have it upstairs in my room!! I still have a GameCube to play it on#I miss this game
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watched an unrelated to grief movie and am currently sobbing my eyes out bc theres a cat who is left behind by a family member who dies and it reminds me of plur which reminds me of tia. was going to rewatch midsommar in hopes of coming to terms with my grief through seeing it elsewhere but i dont think thats a good idea anymore. um yeah i dont even know what to do. i want to move into college already but i know its going to be so upsetting all over again when i come home and they arent here. its everywhere its all in my life and my home and i dont know how to deal with it at all. let alone move on
#i know its selfish and just not a healthy thing but it feels like ill only feel better if we get a new pet#not to replace them. but to give me something to focus on. and to give the love that i cant give to plur and tia to#it feels like somethings missing but it also feels like i have no way to fix it#i know how to deal with people dying but tia has been with me every day for years. we went to bed together every night in the old house#i miss her obnoxious snoring and how she would bark at me when it was bed time because i had to go upstairs if she wanted to go to bed#i miss how she would get so riled up after a bath and rub herself all over the floor#i didnt know plur for nearly as long but he also used to sleep with me every night#to the point where i called the chair in my room HIS chair#i miss looking over and seeing him looking more comfortable than i could ever aspire to be#i miss him yowling randomly in the middle of the night because he wants attention#and how he would lick you given then chance—as long as he could also knead#god and i miss plur and beerus together#its so clear beerus misses him and its so upsetting#he wont leave my side these days and its so worrying and it makes me so much more sad#its like- i miss plur and tia but more so i miss life with them#i miss seeing plur in my chair or digging him out from under my moms bed to give him his meds#and seeing tia sprawled in the most ridiculous ways in her bed#it was a part of my life and its just so much to lose all of it so fast i guess
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on one hand completely ignoring your emotions is soo good for my mental stability and productivity but man i miss staring at the ceiling and listening to sad songs on loop
#idk if depression is the right word but yeah that author was right you become comfortable in your sadness you start loving it because#it becomes such a defining part of you#if i don't engage in any bad habits throughout the day i start to feel so uncomfortable and wrong and unfamiliar#that i crash and do something old me would've done again :(#the bounce back time has significantly improved tho so that's a relief#also lol who am i kidding pms will come soon im sure#but anyway#i physically can't listen to waiting room rn i listened to the opening notes and it was like#like a dam about to burst#so i just closed the gate very fast#i can't be sad rn because then i will feel lonely and then i will miss people and they won't miss me and ill cry the gasping for breath#i don't know what to do with this emptiness in the middle of my chest crying#man i hope this doesn't have any long term consequences#also i hope one day being good feels like me again and rotting in bed becomes unbearable again#i used to be so active like not physically but idk just like engaged with life more#curiously excitedly#well there's no going back now but i do hope i find a good balance#i was reading normal people and kinda rerealised that woah this sadness will always be a huge part of me. you only get#one childhood and. welp it got too real too relatable#i hope i don't turn out like her every self help book ive read says kids follow in their parents footsteps but god i hope not#this is why boys will always be so scary to me#future seems so bleak sometimes like not my 20s they'll be fire im sure but after that. am i even capable of being loved long term?#if the person who knew me the most well can move on from me in a flash. well then. i don't have anything more to give this is all#what has this post even become oh god. whatever. ill keep trying to be smarter first interesting second hopefully lovable will follow
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hiii! 'tis me.
#i have returned from death (school). limbo‚ even.#i shall not describe it as hell thanks to my lovely Friend (trademark) whom lights up the entire room for me#despite probably darkening it for everyone else due to her apathetic and uncaring nature. oh she's perfect#ahem. not the point. and also very boring to the rest of you who do not know nor care about her#well! the day went fairly great. she (the Friend) seemed to really enjoy my gift and got embarrassed by it‚ which was my intention#she read through the notebook i prepared for her over the summer as a sort of diary directed at her and she really laughed at some parts#she seemed to like the keychain‚ i hope to see her use it#she also really liked the matching-with-mine astronaut that is both an eraser and a pencil sharpener and is already using it#and she ate the two chocolate bars (her favorites) i added into the box as extras.#she was also pretty impressed when i pointed out design choices i made for the inside of the box#so all in all. great day‚ amazing day‚ nearly perfect dare i say. god why does it rhyme. i hate it here#ahem anyway!#we also have new teachers that took the place of the old ones. of course many remain unchanged‚ but it didn't go without any new faces#notably‚ we have a new qur'an teacher‚ a new math teacher and a new literature teacher.#some other teachers were also changed but i have not met them yet so i do not know which#i am especially conflicted with the new literature teacher -#on one hand‚ he's great! very funny‚ very considerate‚ and quite a good teacher from what i've seen.#on the other hand i will also quite miss the old literature teacher.#she was nice! i hope i get to see her around the school#anywwy‚ i will also be missing the old qur'an teacher a lot. she was my favorite‚ and she is very kind-hearted#im fine with the math teacher i suppose. i liked the old one‚ and the new one seems a bit... extra? but i don't feel too strongly on it.#i heard the english teacher we had was replaced and the one we had left the school‚ so that's sad. i really liked her.#🌙rambling
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lizzy mcalpines old instagram videos are something that can be so personal…
#purrs#ive been following her since emily king reposted her cover of ‘no room’ w zoe sparks and. good GOD. she was studying abroad when i found her#and i was going abroad the next semester and her songs she wrote in valencia lit my way and were so formative and personal for me i still#get teary watching them. and so many of the artists she covered and collabed w back then (including zoe) became so important to me too. AUGH#it’s cringe to say i knew her when but like… i knew her when!!!! and i do kinda miss the old days when she would post more of her singing#and her covers / originals im sooooo proud to watch her shining now bc she’s like a huge deal and it’s like. i cried myself to sleep in#brighton watching her sing abt heartache and homesickness 6 months in the past in valencia. insaneeeee. i love her ☹️#lizzy
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maaaan. I miss my dog grooming job. it sucked in a lot of ways and I for sure didn’t want to keep destroying my hands/wrists and lungs, but it was a good job. I liked working with the animals and my coworkers, I liked the physicality, I liked making sure these people’s animals were as clean and well off as they could be, especially older ones. It was Hell at times but I was proud of it. It sucks to be losing physical abilities and look back on what you could once do.
#I still have so many hobbies I may not be able to do bc my physical condition is worsened#thank god I at least am the type of person that also enjoys things that don’t require a ton of physicality… but still#anyway I was just thinking back to it. I’ll keep moving just missing my old abilities bc I liked being physically active in jobs#hated the tiny ass moldy room though#if I could have found a replacement that was similar but an upgrade in room size and equipment I would have snatched it in a heartbeat#but unfortunately not many other places are hiring besides like. Petsmart and the like which I’m Not interested in#they pay by the dog and not the hour so ppl are encouraged to do shitty half assed jobs in order to get a living wage
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Hey Google where the FUCK is my holo og Raichu card????
#sucktacular sucks#im going through my old cards to clean up and play with later#but i swear to GOD im missing cards i DEFINITELY had???#like im sure that poor beast was beat to shit and covered in god knows what#but also like... :( raichu?? whered you go buddy#i swear i had a holo vaporeon too but shes just not here#im really really good at keeping track of my shit so its actually driving me a little mad#where did you go. when did you go. how did you go. what the fug#like theres a possibility maybe some how theyre still at my parents place#but i kept them all in a box and Made Sure to take them with me a few years ago#i put all of my cards in a binder like last year or something#i have my other holos but like.... whered you go baby come baaaaack#i will never be able to replace you LOL#like its Not An Issue but also#when i lose things that i know i didnt get rid of it makes me so ...#out of control? nfjshdj#i know every last inch of my room and the contents of things i own in my house rn#and babes it definitely is Not here#again its not the end of the world i dont even need it and im not gonna replace it rn#but like its the fact I Dont Know what happened to it is Infuriating#i Will lose my mind about it for the next 24 hours and then promptly forget and move on#anyway anyone else ever forget a specific personal life thing or lose something#and your first instinct is like: i bet if i google it i will find the answer#like for a brief second i lived in a world where i could ask google#hey where the FUCK did my raichu go#google: its mine now idiot
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Do you ever start having a fucking internal breakdown because you start thinking about how things with a specific person have changed so drastically over the years through no fault of your own
#atlas adventures#god dude i. i miss my sister. what has the world done#why does she hate me. why am i an embarrassment. an annoyance.#what changed when she was in fifth grade and i was in fourth. what changed to make her pick the possibility of popularity over me#it feels like it happened overnight. i woke up one day and the girl across the room wanted me dead#what did i do wrong that night. why am i no longer enough#eight year old atlas wouldnt have expected this. eight year old atlas would be devastated#eight year old atlas wouldnt expect to be thrown in a ditch by their big sister. to have their face smashed into the kitchen cabinets#to watch through the window as she moved on with her friends and left them behind without a aecond glance#eight year old atlas wouldnt have expected any of this. i wish i was eight again
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Am I maybe burnt out and overstimulated? Probably
#like the fact that my housemates are chatting in the living room and I want to try and sleep now#and I am trying not to have a huge meltdown and feeling like I can never get a moments peace like#my room is the door off the living room so I literally never have a time when there’s silence unless they’re out#and I like my housemates#but ohhhhhh my god I miss my old house so much#everything is so much all the time right now
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