#god i am so not coping
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#god i am so not coping#im not ready yet#i dont want to say goodbye to ash and pikachu#im not ready#they were my EVERYTHING back then#when my only friends were ash and pikachu and everyone else they traveled with#they were my very first best friends. im not ready to say goodbye#im happy for him yeah#i really am#but it feels so unreal#i *knew* it was going to happen eventually#but...#couldnt have decided to drop this later pokemon ?#man...#fuck it adding the tags too#ash ketchum#actually thats it#not ready to say goodbye to my imaginary best friend and top comfort character....
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WATCHED C3e99 DOWNFALL PART 1 AND UHHH I HAVENT DRAWN FAN ART IN YEARS BUT THE MUSE REALLY SPOKE TO ME THIS TIME
Step 2 figure out how the Emissary actually looks
#I VOTE WE JUST CALL HIM APPLES#my sibling and I were watching together and I was like noshir STILL hasn't come in yet I bet he's in the fucking crate#and then#Apples <3#BE APPLES#I've solely been referring to the emissary as Apples in all of our conversations okay I love him#im big in love with Asha tho I am very excited to see what the rest of downfall brings us#I feel like my brain was going 7000 mph the whole episode trying to remember every scrap of lore I could remember#idk maybe more art to come I guess???#everyone thank my good buddy P who can not see this post as it will be spoiler tagged for them but they somehow unlocked my art block#by introducing a What If Ashton Draws As A Coping Mechanism AU and I went slightly feral over it <33#critical role#exu downfall#critical role campaign 3#god my tagging system has gone to shit there is so much goin on#bells hells#it's not BH but that's what all the rest of the C3 stuff is tagged with so im just gonna do that for my own searching purposes I guess#sams art#cr downfall
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where you go i go
#WHAT YOU SEE I SEE#okay so#i've been listening to tma for the past few weeks#it has infected me like the plague and i am ILL oh my god.#weird how everything just ended after ep 160?? especially just five minutes in too#but im not complaining!!!#haha.#anyway this is how i cope#tragic gays will always get me i fear#the magnus archives#tma#magpod#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the archivist#simswood#jmart#jonmartin#my stuff
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they came they served cunt they left
#god i am not coping post gamingmas#also can’t believe we were all so delulu we actually believed we were getting wdapteo lmao EMBARRASSING#anyway they looked so good in this video i love them#first art of 2024/first thing i’ve drawn in 2 months and ofc its dnp#dan howell#phil lester#amazingphil#danisnotonfire#phanart#art2 and craft2
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Anna Kendrick talking (briefly) about Beca's relationship with the Bellas was NOT on my 2024 bingo card. in fact, i'm actually physically shaking. what the hell.
#pitch perfect#bechloe#beca mitchell#anna kendrick#i wish i could send this to my beloved gf but i do not think afterlife has very good cell service#however she would've been as excited as i am#maybe even more#see this is the reason the universe throws impendign doom and anxiety at me#or i should just probably find other coping mechanisms than watching anna kendrick interviews#thank god she directed a film so we get new content though#.#someone stop me from ranting in tumblr tags#wait holy hell i have been so inactive here too#i need to pull my shit together wtf#my life has been consumed by that one wenclair fic for the past two weeks
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my contribution to the house md tumblr today. tomorrow i will offer nothing. (I just had exams and a choir concert, have mercy on me.)
#greg house#gregory house#gregorian household#house md#dr house#hate crimes md#mouse bites#!!#I’m so exhausted#guys pls have mercy#I’ve been Goin Thru It lately#in house md I trust#my Primary coping skill#i am cringe but i am free#this show is my Vicodin#crazy statement#pls keep making content I’m so drained that I haven’t been writing essay comments to creators but#god I love you all#smooches /p#house md content is my <3#Hugh Laurie#Lucas rants
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i just know elita dies in the next film and if by some miracle she doesn't it's going to be bee's cannon event.
#I'm prepared honestly#Am I still going to cry? God yes of course#I'll have to take a sabbatical from life#especially if it is rotb universe adjacent BECAUSE HWERE IS SHE (i dont think so but still)#WHAT IF IT'S BOTH#😔😔😔#mother dies and her son becomes siri#I'm using humor to cope can you tell#well maybe not bee's if he keeps up this influencer act because camera man immunity#transformers one#elita one#elita 1#tf one#tf one elita#transformers#tf one b127#b 127#tf one bumblebee#tf bumblebee
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bob is rather ticklish under that beard
#psychonauts 2#psychonauts#bob zanotto#helmut fullbear#coping with election anxiety by drawing my fellas#hooo boy i am. stressed.#stess baking some bread rn so thats good#but god i am afraid#smoochvember
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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover
#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it#I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much#(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it#both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it#but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor#and the other loved even when it was killing him#god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again#but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together#and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing#but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived#Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you#and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better#haymitch abernathy#dean highbottom#thg#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#abosas
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if anyone asks
tell them ive ascended to heaven
#WHAT THE FUCKSVSHISBSKD#OFFICIAL HSR MV ??????? STOP IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DID THIS MAKE ME EMOTIONAL#OURGH ROBIN AND SUNDAY MY BELOVEDS !!!!! AVENTURINE YOU !!!! SPARKLE LOML !!!!! BLACK SWAN ?!??!? GALLAGHER !!!!! ACHERON MY LOVE !!!!!#AND SAMPO MY LOVE YOU AAAAA#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FIREFLY AND MC ?????? LIKE STOP THEIR SCENES ARE SO SO PRETTY AND THE WAY THE SONG SOFTENED WHEN WE SAW THEM#THE MUSIC IS SO !!!!!! AND THE FACT ITS IN ALL 4 LANGUAGES TOO LIKE HELLO WHAT THEY ALL SOUND DIVINE ????#AMVS WHO FR 😭😭#stop im not ready for penacony i cant believe 2.0 is in a little under 2 weeks like how am i supposed to cope until then ???#all the qol updates and the free 20 pulls…. sobbing hsr my love my life my destiny ……. i will give u my bank whenever u want …….#they have it out on spotify and u can bet ur ass im already looping it and will continue to do so for the next 6 months#AT LEAST#god the vocals …. the cinematography …… the vibes …… i cabt everything is so perfect …….#interstellar journey 2.0 and my god im so glad theyve done it again and will most likely do it for new worlds/regions in the future 😩🫶#may the stars guide you <3
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aye guys just went into the pro-choice tag and holy fucking shit the amount of christian pro-lifers willing to fuck over ppl with uteruses is insane. goddamn such a good thing I didnt throw up in my mouth right then and there.
reblog if you're sick of people telling you what to do with your own fucking body and just want to live your own goddamn life. im sick of being guilt-tripped into wanting to value the 'lives' of an unborn, un-sentient mass of flesh before my own life, a living fucking being with dreams and wishes and feelings and all that good package deal shit that cOMES WITH BEING A FUCKING HUMAN.
do not try to tell me my existence is fucking 'wrong' or 'selfish'. what you're actually trying to do is get me to live in fear of my own body and my own damn life like I always have been. PRO-LIFERS AND ANTI-ABORTION DNI. I WILL BLOCK YOUR ASSES AND THAT IS A GODDAMN PROMISE.
#pro-life dni#pro choice#abortion#abortion rights#reproductive rights#roe v wade#sick of this shit#going to maul the next bitch who tells me I should be wanting kids and a husband like stfu Karen honest to god#how am I supposed to take care of kids when I can't even take care of myself#and I'm aroace and enby too#so you don't get to pull that uno reverse card on me. so yeah cope and take the mf L.
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Ianthe “I have boundaries” Tridentarius, fears merging her soul with her sister whyyyyy YOU COWARD
#i am going insane#prefers edging around harrow for 10000 years instead#she has severe fear of intimacy exhibit a: cannot cope with harrow bloodily reaching out for help and pretends she doesn’t notice it#that’s probably why she likes harrow in the first place because she is also so avoidant!!!#not condoning lyctorhood but if you talk the talk u better walk the walk u poser#can’t even handle babs for gods sake without having a tantrum#tlt#ianthe tridentarius#the locked tomb
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I'm just gonna cope by rewatching all my amvs thanks
#knox rambles#DEVESTATED#i'm coping i'm coping#yeah this is about that lmk teaser i am being dramatic but also my last amv was literally a tribute to the animation WDYM-#WHAT DO YOU DO??? WHAT DO I DO? ??#i'll be fine i'm just processing and coping we good we good#this is only my comfort show that got me through some of the worst times of my life its fine#i'm being vague so as not to spoil anyone o7#cause i don't wanna put this in the main tag#vent#sort of?? yeah vent#relax i know i'm being dramatic probably but also this hurt#its something so trival amongst everythign that's going on right now but gods i'm feeling so sad all the time#WE GOOD WE FINE#MOVING ON#TAKE A BREATH TAKE A BREATHER KEEP GOING THE WORLD KEEPS SPINNIN#delete later
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i am once again thinking about how akutami loves giving his characters common first names and uncommon last names and how PERFECT that is for gojo because his last name is this great blessing of power, an unbearable weight on his shoulders that makes him The Strongest, and his first name is literally the kind you see everywhere in japan. he really is just a normal boy who could have lived a normal life but he was saddled with borderline godhood from the moment he was conceived and had to adjust to that crushing weight
#CLAWING AT THE CONFINES OF MY CAGE#HE MAKES ME . insane#hhhhh it really is just so so so unfair that he was born in such a way. that he never ever complains bc its all he knows#and how he STILL manages to be so unabashedly human. so loving.#please god let him be happy im gonna throw up#satoru gojo#my absolute beloved ever#i just found out ’satoru’ means enlightenment how am i supposed to cope w this information
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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.
Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!
It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.
#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand.#i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed.#so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING.#she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone.#and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do#she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself#her worth isn't decided by her power yk??#i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be#or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!!#i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone.#anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug#and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better#4.2 spoilers#genshin impact#furina
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poe thoughts and scribbles for my aching soul
#He’s a really old oc#based off my plush rabbit when I was 10 so my first oc ever next to Craig and hope who were made at the same time.#i used to draw him as any thing I was obsessed with as a kid like digimon or Pokémon and still call him poe#cause I was also obsessed with Calvin and Hobbes and I would imagine him like Hobbes for fun and bring him everywhere and make comics of#poe hanging out with me as a scary cool monster who secretly turned into a plush rabbit like Barney the dinosaur#and that’s like his origin story LMAo I didn’t do imaginary friends or anything like that#I’d just grab a plush toy or poe and pretend I was in an adventure with them. But poe was my personal comfort one causw my abuela got him#for me and he would be gripped allot when I was sad or upset so he was my coping toy#another would be a big red dragon I have since I was five too. And I would be silly and be like that’s poes girlfriend and she is PFGN#and now with my eclipse toy hehe :) but yeah poe origin lore from my backyardigan kid times#GOD THAT SHOW ALSO MADE ALLOT OF INFLUENCE TOO LOL DOKFJF I was a massive daydreamer lol#but now poe has his own insane story now it was silly when I was a kid but it’s cool now I swear I prommy im not cringe (disclaimer I am PF#anyway that’s crazy#art#my art#my ocs#poe#monster#monster oc#furry#kinda#creature#wife ocs#harbinger#hope#Craig#hes their dad dadadada#Tired dream guardian monster raising to literal eldritch entity children in a summary pretty much
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