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Essek in Campaign 2, Episode 91: I have seen those far older than you that have experienced maybe half the pain I see in your eyes [...] Experience is what hardens you, prepares you for the worst. I think you're prepared for more than you give yourself credit for, Caleb.
Essek in Campaign 3, Episode 95: I felt [like it was a betrayal to be happy] for a long time... but I don't believe that anymore. It feels that way, yes, but that's only because so much of our history tells you that pain is what gives purpose. But as a wise man once told me, it is not pain that makes people. It's love.
#critical role#essek thelyss#god he's come so far#how am I supposed to be normal when he exists#cr spoilers#cr3 spoilers
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I just finished Astarion's quest and I AM SO PROUD OF HIM 👏👏👏👏
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(スカリー is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believe™)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad 😔#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines 😍#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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Have you seen my little lad?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin zixun#Everytime I have to write his name I feel like I'm running outside in a blood rain trying not to get wet. Misspelling it feels so inevitabl#But so far so good! He doesn't have too many more appearances before he gets Cheesed.#Dear god I love it when characters go on the war path for someone they care about.#And I love it even more when you have an ambiguity between personal debt and genuine act of selflessness.#WWX saving WN is purposefully messy! Like a lot of our real life reasons for how we act - there isn't a clear single cause or answer.#Sometimes we forget that we are a collection of experiences and learnt reactions.#Sometimes we forget that what we see on the surface is not the point to address. Everyone is more complex than we think. Even yourself.#And yet...it always comes back to love doesn't it? Attachment styles and self-esteem and bonds and relationships to others.#Everything comes back to love and our perceptions of it.#WWX is on a self-destructive war path and he will absorb as much damage as he can for those he feels obligated and attached to.#Does it make him feel needed? Does it give him purpose? Does it ease anxieties of the past? I do not think there is an answer.
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"I was so jealous of Chan-hyung's team..."
#bang chan#changbin#christopher bang#christopher bahng#seo changbin#stray kids#skz#~#createskz#staydaily#bystay#channiesnet#3rachasource#dreamytag#userlau#kiwitracks#vilmatrack#thestephtag#usersun#usersa#mimotag#tuserchrissy#uservivi#this made me unreasonably emo#my beloveds my boys the loves of my life <33333#god those really are his boys and he's come so far and they've all went through so much and god im gonna start crying. best boys ever.#also sorry this is so long. but i needed the whole bit. KLSJDGKLDS
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it is completely one hundred percent baffling to me that any of the foxes would come away from witnessing neil and andrew's reunion in baltimore with the opinion that their relationship was just hate fucking . like my brother in christ are you blind
#andrew was FERAL .#he fucking choked KEVIN like COME ON#and he was like RACING into the room to see neil and#he was all like *tugs neil's hoodie to get his attention* *threatens anyone who tried to come close to them (abby)*#he was all like 'i dont trust them to give you back.' come on man .#and neil was looking at andrew . most definitely Like That. when he was talking to abby#neil was all battered and bruised from barely dodging a fucking death sentence and he sees andrews partly red eye and thats#the first thing he talks about#*lightly taps a thumb against the bruise at andrews eye* i didnt know theyd staged a riot#they were all like Looking at each other and ..... idk i am not explaining this well enough but .#you don't need me to. you all read it#it was So Fucking Obvious my god#im crying bc even neil thought nicky wasnt far from the truth at that point#like he could not have been more incorrect istg .#aftg#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard#all for the game#mi ne
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barbara and ian's exit is an unashamedly joyful one. they laugh about the missing years! they have a pigeon chasing montage! they whisper goodbye at the sky and then run off giggling! and then as vicki laughs at their joy, too happy to let the loss of her few friends sink in, one just turns his head and very gently says that he will miss them. he will miss them.
#i am. crying 👍#he loves them!!!! he loves his friends!!!!!!! god#i'm also thinking abt uh#earlier in the ep where vicki has a panic attack over descending down a huge height#and instead of berating her he just tells her she'll be okay! he comforts her!!#he's come so far and it's bc of ian & barbara (mostly barbara lbr)!!!!! aaaaaa#doctor who#classic who#classic lb#i need a tag for it don't i#god im gonna miss them so much okay#again. mainly barbara agdjhsjdhsb
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got around making some more htf ocs!! i honestly cant stop theyre too fun to make actually
#dooble moment#my art#cw happy tree friends#cw htf#happy tree friends#htf#htf oc#htf ocs#GOD i love making ocs for this show so much#like. theres so many fun character ideas you can incorporate into the show#dont question the ethics of cerise’s attire. shes far from the most moral character#ive wanted to develop scurry a bit more to not make him just an orange generic tree friend#but i think just giving him a lot of things to do shows that hes a lil disorganized & yk what?#we love a disorganized king#also love the idea that scoffy & scoldy are like. HUGE rivals when it comes to their jobs#but theyre good friends outside of work#maybe even lovers? who knows!
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Jed Solaris.
#huge undertaking i’ve been working on it nonstop#this is my favorite jed ive ever drawn oh my god he’s come so far#jed solaris#oc: jed solaris#swtor#star wars the old republic#star wars oc#imperial agent#cipher nine#alliance commander
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I'm forever a Dean defender and that's why I stand by the concept that Game of God hits the hardest in terms of phycological consequences of the space and time displacement of Dean Winchester.
When the lines between Dean in hell (aka Alistair), Endverse Dean and Dean actually begin to blurry in Dean's mind was after the daycare fight— and what happened to Grant.
A bit later (a few days after that tragedy I think) he went to explore the Sisters of Mercy's church with Cas and completely forgot that he wasn't there before that night in Kansas City. He goes "if we had known the sisters where here"— but he could not known, he didn't appear in the Endverse until three days before the Kansas City attempt to kill Lucifer.
It keeps building and by the time we reach Game of God, the circumstances make everything worse than it could possibly be. His displaced guilt and his inability to forgive himself for things beyond his possibilities (what happened in hell, what the other Dean did) sets him on a very familiar cycle of self-destruction.
What Dean learned in hell was to broke himself more than anything else. Alistair destroyed him from within and left the enemy inside him, so that Dean would continue to torture himself even after he was out of hell.
What I mean it's that Dean has to deal with two totally different versions of himself that he could not prevent from happening. He is paying for sins old (time) and sins he didn't even commit (space).
Even if he's been months on the Endverse, you're asking Dean to carry the burden of three different lives. It's insane. He tries so hard not to break and the only other person who knows what he's going through is Cas.
Give that poor man a rest 😩😩
#Game of God wrecks my heart when it comes to Dean#he improved the lives of anyone he has met so far and yet he denies himself absolution#he can keep the blade away from everyone except from himself :(#down to agincourt#dta#dean winchester#dta dean winchester#castiel#castiel gabriel singer#castiel of chitaqua#endverse cas#spn#supernatural
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Cinnamon roll 💛
My OP Fanart Masterlist here
#I want to hold him and put him in a box so no harm can reach him#he deserves all the love#'look mom how far I have come'#he's mama special boy 🥺#too busy crying#I swear if anything happens to him I will be devastated#thinking about him and elbaf makes me emotional#usopp fanart#god usopp#usopp one piece#op usopp#usopp#op fanart#one piece
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juvie buddies
#alek art#td duncan#td mal#total drama#total drama all stars#(if i want to get technical)#2024#duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16#ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different#duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt#scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it#duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here#i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a#gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because#i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though 🙏 i dont#see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo#but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it#duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his#privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in#juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike#is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon#madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together#duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault#mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a#lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he#knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt#matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify#had me messed up
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for the record i think what happens to vax'ildan tonight is whatever liam feels is correct for his character whose story became about the heavy meta knowledge of his journey of grief in c1, and how he feels about that journey of grief now, and any decision made would have weight in liams feelings on his mothers loss
#van speaks#critical role#campaign 3#cr spoilers#vax'ildan#liam o'brien#also even if vax lived i think hes suffered so much he wouldn't be the same or come back right#he would never really be a person like he was before#which in death or life honestly to me makes him far more interesting than ending up as the matrons boy and just that#what happens when youre a man and then youre not and then youre a man again at the END of fate. what is the end of fate to a fate touched#but also if hes finally given rest god damn that will be a moment of all time#that would hurt ever more than being the matrons boy too.#to me vax is like the embodiment of being in the purgatory of grief forever#what happens when there can be finality or a little more time.
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Michael looking delicious beyond words at the Sheffield DocFest today.
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#sheffield docfest#god he is gorgeous here#is it even legal to look this handsome?#far too much attractiveness in one person#i miss the beard damn it#so glad to see it coming back#i just love seeing him happy#back on my Michael thirsting bullshit yet again#amazing
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does anyone else want to intensely fuck their friends or i guess rather be fucked by them? like truly i think it would be so perfect so fun and like we coukd also keep the friendship after!!! unfortunately i am bad at words and can in no way bring this up to them unless it falls in my lap buttttttttttt!!! sending telepathic signals and they all make sexual jokes a lot (JOKES) but i just usually laugh- i need to chime in! add on! unfortunately i don’t know how to joke bc like anything i say will be dead fucking serious and i’ll be 100000% committed to back anything up but that’ll make it weirddd :( anyways workin on it! i love my friends!
anyways who wants to platonically fuck it out one day please please please please
#and my one friend!!!#he’s into bdsm!!!! and i’m like FUCK how far into it are you can you tie me up and teach me to bark ;333#and my other friends r dating but like i’m really close with both of them they’re both amazing n she’s bi and has a strap(?) and like god#i want to be used by both of them so badlyyyyyyy i want to be cared for and also to take care of them and everything inbetween#but also not come in the way of them too but just like if they ever want to i’m down!!!! god#and my other friend!!!!! he’s so big and strong and like could physically hold me down and i couldn’t do anything about it and mnnggghgggff#gonna stop before i permanently alter the status of each of my friends in my head after this but mmFUCK
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And I saw another beast come up out of the earth...and he spake as a dragon. (Revelation 13:11)
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The Coronation of His Majesty King Bastian I - The Hour of Wolves
When he was born he was a small thing. A screaming infant, a second son, destined perhaps for military greatness, but never dukedom. Never inheritance. Never conquest.
But at the inception of the light, the birth of the world, the moment between silence and splendor when The Glory breathed across the scope of creation: he was no small thing then.
Even then, he was coming.
His rise runs with blood: knives in the back, poison, betrayal, kidnapping and vengeance.
His rise burns with greatness: glory, family, rescue, love and ferocity.
The secret world recognized him before he knew himself. A fairy witch marked his passing and offered her slender wrist for his talons. A dead sun opens its mouth for him, a vanished Christ is his counterpart, a death knight worships before him, a raven-haired little girl holds the hand of her doting and beloved father.
The world we know calls him king of France, the monarch of a seized throne, a general who has promised the great lords England on its knees.
The Devil, in his own tongue, may call him son. The Glory has said nothing.
Would you know him if you saw him? Would you recognize what he is?
Bow, while you consider, and kiss his ring. There is a crown of flame upon his brow.
#MY SHITTY LITTLE GUY IS KING OF FRANCE BABY#local worst man you have ever met receives ancient crown of charlemagne in a coup with the help of his previously-despised elder brother#god help every last person who stands in his way#he made sure the warring princes locked in civil war were Dealt With (one dead one ~conveniently misplaced~) and stood in paris#before every lord in france with the burgundian army behind him and basically dared them to tell him no#he's a big money no whammies guy so he's promised them england's total surrender within fifteen years#or he'll abdicate#he's here for a legendary time AND a long time#if he can pull this off#(lisbet has received a boon and vision from the sunflower king and invented cannon several decades early so)#(london may be in the hands of the french sooner than we think)#(but then as many would-be conquerors find - you then have the horrors of northern england to deal with)#godspeed you lunatic#I have literally never been more pleased and proud of a fictional creation of mine in my life#he's come so far and also aria and I have made something really incredible#stay tuned friends#he's only going to get worse#heretic
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