#god damn it fuck this fuck cancer

[local-hellhound-steals-spaghetti]

What will it look like without you?

My sweet beloved hound

Your handmade collar

Bright blue stones that danced when you ran

Empty on the bookshelf

A candle lit for you, perhaps

A flickering flame, never warm enough

Next to my childhood dog’s collar

Empty on the bookshelf

I’ll have to buy another few frames

Your photos to fill them with memories

Empty on the bookshelf

But you’re still here

But you’ll be gone

And all I have will be empty

When your warmth is gone

When you’re gone

All I’ll have is memories

Empty on the bookshelf

[icarusredwings]

Why do you write nothing but angst and torture omfg stop fetishizing his pain

😐😑😐

*gestures to literally all of the fluff I write*

*gestures to sick fics*

*gestures to Wade HEALING mentally*

*gestures to Logan helping him feel better physically so he's NOT in pain*

*gestures to the fact that you saw angst that I wrote and immediately came onto MY blog where I put MY stories that you clearly haven't read or else you would see that my ratio is pretty 1:1*

*gestures to the LITERAL FLUFFY LITTLESPACE WADE I JUST WROTE*

Like are you fucking blind??

How the hell am I fetishizing his pain when I have multiple things about helping him?

I deleted your first ask that accused me of "making people cry for my own sick fantasies" because what are you even talking about.

I don't think when people tell me im making them cry it is 100% always physical tears more like my writing touched them on an emotional level, so they're saying this so I know that.

Is there some stories in which they probably did cry irl? Yeah because I cried while writing them too probably. None, and I mean not ONE of my fanfics have a bad ending, I never leave the endings angsty. Its physically impossible for me.

So, is this the attention your mommy didn't give you? Did you get what you wanted? Because your acting like a little whiney bitch right now that has no clue what theyre talking about <3

[chibishortdeath]

Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!

And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[harpuiaa]

death to america and to the west bloc if im being honest

[switchytransboy]

cancer sucks yo

[gender-euphowrya]

lara croft is such a funny character like this girl has never had a fucking break in her life

[lavenderslug]

yeahh im calling in to work tomorrow

[twujstarywsarkofagu]

2025 will be MYYY year i swear

[theorderofthetriad]

"i've lost my appetite recently :(" "well that's a good thing" killing you killing you killing you killing you

[jadedbirch]

Gather around, my young friends and fellow dinosaurs, let me tell you about some BULLSHIT no one ever tells you about. I'm talking about menopause and perimenopause. Now, menopause has a very stringent medical definition. You have to not have had a period for exactly 12 months and a day to be considered in menopause. All the bullshit before that day once you start going through The Change is considered perimenopause. Here's some bullshit you might experience that people actually talk about when you're in perimenopause:

- shorter time between periods

- irregular periods

- hot flashes and/or cold flashes

- fucked up sleep

- OMG NIGHT SWEATS

- Vagina as dry as the Sahara desert

- lighter periods and/or endless bleeding like it's The Flood but it's in your pants

- lack of interest in Adult Fun Times

This time of joy can last anywhere from a couple of years to a god damn decade and there's no medical way right now to predict it.

Here's some of the REAL bullshit they don't tell you about but your dinosaur aunt is here to let you know:

- You can start perimenopause in your 30s, don't listen to idiot doctors who tell you you're "too young" because they don't know your body like you do.

- Perimenopause will make you HELLA DUMB. Seriously, I'm talking Bigly broken brain. Brain fog? Check. Short term memory? Wave goodbye to it. Ability to make words form out of thoughts? Yeah, good luck to you.

- Perimenopause can cause horrible fatigue because in addition to losing estrogen, you're also losing testosterone. Oh and that also leads to muscle wasting, cool cool.

- Things might suddenly hurt more because estrogen is known to be neuroprotective.

- If you're super lucky like I am, and like to collect rare illnesses, you might even get Burning Mouth Syndrome 💀

- And meanwhile, while you're going through this bullshit, you'll be getting gaslit by doctors who are operating based on 30 year old debunked data about how HRT causes breast cancer (not really) and that they shouldn't put you on it until you're in actual menopause. (Data shows starting HRT early can potentially prevent Alzheimer's in later years.)

- There are entire online clinics right now (I use Midi Health) focused on providing care for peri and menopausal patients and they will happily prescribe you HRT even if your regular PCP or OBGYN do not (if you meet the criteria). I've been pretty impressed with how holistically they view the patient. For full disclosure, I learned about them from my integrative health doctor and they do not accept Medicare (yet).

I'm 46 years old right now and I've been symptomatic for perimenopause for the last 8 years, although it's gotten the most dramatic in the past 2 years or so, which I hope means I'm almost done, holy hell. Yeah I was on the early side, but if it can happen to me, it can happen to you, so it's never too early to think about these things. And I hope to at least spare some of you the mind-fuckery I've been through because no one told me about most of this stuff, including my own mother who just DOESN'T REMEMBER what happened to her and now I completely understand why. And because I also have a connective tissue disease, I used to just dismiss my pain and fatigue as being caused by that illness rather than the loss of hormones.

Anyways, this is why we need Elders in our lives, so they can do Grandma Story Hour like I just did and validate you when the entire medical field tries to gaslight you. I hope you've found some or all of this educational/useful. Please share with your friends because we really do NOT talk about this stuff enough. (Ewwww Moon Blood!)

Stay well, and don't let the bastards grind you down!

[your-lovely-ghost]

Can everyone in this family please just stop actively dying for one fucking day. please

[sylvietg]

will you please help me with my fight against cancer? I had stage 4 Laryngeal Cancer, voicebox removed. Now I’m fighting the Lung Cancer. They found 4 cancer spots on my brain, I really need your help with fighting this Cancer in my brain, If you spare $1,2,3,4 or even $5 will help save a life. I appreciate anything

Nurse talking to patient in hospital bed Stock Photo | Adobe Stock

The image on your only post on your blog comes from Adobe Stock Art, asking for money. Here are some places the Stock Art image is used, according to Google - and I have links for Google, Bing and TinEye at the bottom of the post.

If you're trying to scam people, a five-year old image from Adobe Stock Photos is a particularly fucking stupid way to do it.

So here we go, here are a bunch of uses of the identical photo from Adobe Stocks:

https://www.oncologynurseadvisor.com/factsheets/

https://hcamidwest.com/blog/entry/what-you-should-know-about-freestanding-emergency-rooms

https://hcahealthcaretoday.com/2019/03/05/abate-infection-trial-hca-healthcare-confronts-healthcare-associated-infections-head-on/nurse-talking-to-patient-in-hospital-bed/

https://www.oncologynurseadvisor.com/factsheets/palliative-care-in-cancer-fact-sheet/

https://www.medcentral.com/biz-policy/stigma-had-no-effect-on-ed-nurse-care-of-patients-with-psychiatric-illness

Google Lens has more hits on this stock photo.

Reported to Tumblr, hopefully they deal with it quickly - fucking hate people using Adobe Stock Art for scams.

[autistic-katara]

FUCKKKKK i have to write tonight :(

[bumblerae]

Fuck cancer

[chalabrun]

Re recent Twt drama: Monoshippers are so fucking annoying