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cancer sucks yo
#3 separate fiends#and i mean CLOSE friends#all had a parent get diagnosed with cancer#in the past year alone#2 out of these 3 lost said parent bc their diagnosis was stage 4#1 was my BEST friend and i grieved with him bc of that and being an empath#this was last january#the other was a family friends mom who was one of my other moms bc of how often i’d be at their house#one of 2 friends moms who i called mom to be funny but there was sm love there#she just passed away#luckily my 3rd friends mom had surgery that made it a lot better but still not gone#she’s doing well#but god fucking DAMN#3 friends all in the same time span#1 who broke my heart to see his family endure it#and another who i’m currently genuinely grieving bc i had a relationship a great one for a long time w her#even if me and my friend became different people and there was some conflict#this made all of it not matter anymore#i’m so happy i got to make peace with her and her mom a few months ago#that she didn’t leave this world with us on bad terms#cancer fucking SUCKS.
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girls when the doc says its gonna take 3 years or so before the boobs grow in they ain't kidding. you're gonna spend 3 years going "damn... its been 3 years where are the boobs doc" and they're j gonna go "oh, well, yknow..." and flip the switch under their desk that turns on the boob growth or whatever and within a year you will have boobs. trust.
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)
wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?
new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.
obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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I love how they could have gone any direction they wanted with the Ducktales Christmas specials, but decided TWICE to go with Scrooge McDuck toxic yaoi
#sorry for the HORRENDOUS image quality#but what happened to past really fucks me up#he was alone FOR YEARS#and for everyone else it was only a couple of hours#absolutely crazy#merry christmas!#ducktales#ducktales 2017#christmas#scrooge mcduck
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hands you all this cal to announce i’ve FINALLY finished fallen order (by which i mean i finally picked it up again after those couple hours i played a few months ago and then finished the whole game in 2 days lol)
#cal kestis#bd 1#jedi fallen order#jfo#star wars#my doods#anyway HOLY CRAP YOU MEAN STAR WARS WAS ALLOWED TO BE GOOD BEFORE ANDOR (2022-)??????????????? AND I DIDNT KNOW??#i love cal i loved the story i love how cinematic and amazing it looked good lord#i don't think i've ever played a game which gets such an amazing sense of scale across#like all the great temples or fallen starships were just Wow#like bracca ALONE gobsmacked me. seeing all these things i grew up watching in tcw as wreckage was like Ough Wow and THEY FELT SO HUGE#im just. wow!!#and THAT FINAL MISSION HUH. MOST FEAR INSPIRING VIDEOGAME ENCOUNTER EVER#my only criticisms are the awkward navigation/ level design in some areas and maybe the ending felt a bit lackluster somehow#i say somehow bc i dont get how lol#the reason im making this post past midnight is bc i got off work at 10pm and then immediately had to finish it LOL#anyway big heart emojis im very happy i sat down and actually played it finally#i want jedi survivor now LOL unfortunately it costs money and i have a rule i never buy games in release year lol#tbh i never rlly buy games til they're £20 or less
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born to be in a cute wlw relationship…constantly attracted to emotionally unavailable women
#i am 3 for 3 in this past year alone :)#wlw#wlw and nblw only#wlw yearning#wlw post#wlw love#wlw blog#sapphic yearning#sapphic#lesbian
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I know we're supposedly in the era they're upfront with us and everything and maybe it is just the truth that they've decided marriage isn't for them but I will be keeping one foot on marriage hill with a sign saying "if no marriage then why always weird about marriage" just in case
#dan and phil#phan#titspoilers#and honestly the answer might just be to fuck with us but i simply cant look past it lol#my fiance nordvpn alone is gonna haunt me for years
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i hope this goes without saying but “if you see something, say something” exists within fandom spaces too. and i don’t mean outright cyber bullying.
i mean when you read something in a fic that feels off- be it a certain stereotype used, or a slur, or the erasure/changing of a character’s racial/sexual/gender/cultural identity/disability in favor of one that takes away from the content’s diversity instead of adding to it or leaving it the same.
i mean when you see art of a character and they’re very clearly much lighter in skin tone/have much more eurocentric features than the actual actor/character the art is based on, or a mobility aid they commonly use is never showcased when an artist draws them.
even if it’s not “against” you and the marginalized group you belong to. even if the creator says they put a lot of effort into their product, and you’re sure they did. look out for marginalized fans. send a kind and curious dm to a creator asking about why they chose whichever stereotype you saw. let your questioning make them question themselves so they can learn from the error. reach out. it’s not flaming or bashing fanwork- it’s protecting underrepresented fans from encountering content or creators that don’t welcome them. it opens things up for wider conversation and research and correction and continuing.
if you read it, give it notes, comment- say something.
#this isn’t after one singular person. more like a series of encounters over this past year#i feel like i personally always try and jump on every thing when there’s an opportunity to open someone’s eyes a bit but man. its hard#to do it alone all the time#this is a call to arms! being kind doesn’t mean not saying anything when u think smth is bad it’s speaking up to protect others.#fandom#newsies#bc i’m in that one#musical theater#musicals#broadway#broadway musicals
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☎️ i love natori's depressing ass apartment...
#natsume yuujinchou#natori shuuichi#matoba seiji#hexfest2k24#natomato#horrible exorcists#natsume's book of friends#star’s art#this tweet makes me laugh every time i read it i still remember seeing it and being like 🫵🫵🫵🫵 NATORI SHUUICHI#the cursephone... jsjshejrheje natori youre everything to me....#uoooaghh. i thiink this might be the last thing i can draw for the week... maybe i can do a late submission of a mini comic i really really#want to draw of his apt#but ill have to wait till school break for that probably#thank u guys for all the sweet comments on my posts.............. happy to pay my silly natomato taxes after#shipping them all alone by myself for the past two and a half years 😭😭
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who wants to see me cry????
#🥹🥲#they’ve really come so far in this past year alone#they’re all flourishing and growing and thriving#i love them so much wtf#jake kiszka#sammy kiszka#danny wagner#josh kiszka#greta van fleet#gvf
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you ever think about the fact that they stayed in the past for several days longer than they needed to and it’s very much implied that swaine was the one holding them back. bc I do
#twirls my hair in my fingers maybe I’m planning on writing a fic centered on swaine and young marcassin during those several days#very staunchly behind the idea that swaine likely didn’t know when the emperor died bc he’d already left hamelin#and there was no one to break the news to him. so the guilt of leaving marcassin alone on that day absolutely eats him alive inside#bc even now that he knows. he has to leave him again. marcassin is going to be alone for those 15 years whether he likes it or not.#swaine trying to comfort marcassin in the past while also burying his own grief while also fully aware that he has to leave him again#marcassin is aware that swaine is his brother bc. I mean he was there when the emperor called swaine his son#but is politely trying to ignore it#idk. I have fun here#this is just a quick concept doodle but. maybe I’ll draw something more elaborate for it#ni no kuni#ni no kuni swaine#ni no kuni marcassin#my art
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KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as RAY PAKORN episode 10 of ONLY FRIENDS
#only friends#ofts#ray pakorn#khaotung thanawat#only friends the series#th: only friends#bibi gifs#i've been making gifs for a year now or well november 10th is actually the exact day#this was made for no other reason than just remember the date#this was my first ever scene i've ever giffed which certainly is a choice#back then i didn't even dare to mess with coloring#i'm very serious i posted the gifset as they were in the scene i just cut them and posted#they weren't even the right size!!!#they were of a size i don't even use and i have no idea where i got those measures from#i've learned a lot in the past year and there are still things that i don't understand about this whole thing#if my math is correct i have 350 gifsets posted on this blog alone#that's insane#i apparently have a lot of time in my hands or i just focus really hard on doing this type of thing#thank you for indulging me with kind words saying you think these messes are pretty i got a lot more confident bc of that#i'll continue to gif random shit and pretty people kissing and falling in love and being messy and princesses in the future
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2024 -> 2022 -> ~2012
#I’ve improved so much in the past year alone#it’s nice seeing how far I’ve come#hatsune miku fanart#Hatsune miku#vocaloid#redraw#art improvement#my art#digital art
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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When Machete became a cardinal, did his parents ever recognize him?
Machete's home village was on the other side of Italy (and separated by the sea no less) and it was small, relatively rural and remote. It's very unlikely many news about Holy See's happenings made their way there. I don't think his parents had any reason to expect to ever hear about him again, he seemed to be somewhat of a lost cause when they dropped him off.
#to my best understanding class divide was so immense you'd be very unlikely to ever encounter a single bishop in person let alone a cardinal#and people didn't move around like they do now chances are you'd die in the same town you were born in without ever leaving it#Machete tends to stick out visually and he's an important figure so maybe he's known by word of mouth even outside of the Vatican walls#if his parents met him they might maybe recognize him but he probably wouldn't recognize them#he doesn't remember much of anything from his early childhood#he doesn't go by his original birth name he was renamed at the monastery and has essentially reinvented himself since he became a cardinal#so ties to his sicilian past are largely cut I think#social classes were very fixed and rigid I believe one of the only ways to move to a higher status was to become part of the clergy#and again you needed to be at least passably literate to do that that was the largest roadblock#Machete may be kind of pathetic but his social climbing skills are nothing short of remarkable#part of it is just dumb luck but he is exceedingly hardworking and very very good at what he's doing#it took him less than 30 years to move from a provincial foundling to pope's right hand man#answered#anonymous#Machete#Vaschete lore
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