#I’ll miss him

[clingyduoapologist]

Matpat was kind of the greatest YouTuber ever if you think about it like if he were born in ancient times I think he would’ve been like “guys I have a theory… about the Greek gods…” and the people would make him a patron of Dionysus and his wife Stephanie would rend him limb from limb in a fit of Dionysian madness and we’d learn about their tragic love in schools across America… all while saying “hello internet, welcome to game theory” instead of the pledge of allegiance every morning, amen

[harrisenfleur]

fleury

[local-hellhound-steals-spaghetti]

What will it look like without you?

My sweet beloved hound

Your handmade collar

Bright blue stones that danced when you ran

Empty on the bookshelf

A candle lit for you, perhaps

A flickering flame, never warm enough

Next to my childhood dog’s collar

Empty on the bookshelf

I’ll have to buy another few frames

Your photos to fill them with memories

Empty on the bookshelf

But you’re still here

But you’ll be gone

And all I have will be empty

When your warmth is gone

When you’re gone

All I’ll have is memories

Empty on the bookshelf

[ehghtyseven]

chad too 😔

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

matpat announced his retirement it’s a sad day in the house of autism tonight

[tall-lesbian]

i cant get over how beautifully they animated his last moments, it hurt so much more like this. kenjiro tsuda also did a beautiful work giving life to nanami’s character.

[coyoteinatree]

This is my beautiful boy, Ranger. He’s a husky mix, we aren’t sure with what. He’s around 16-17 years old and he’s being put down today.

He’s an amazing dog, he’s lived a very wonderful life filled with treats and walks and lots of love.

He’s made lots of friends, and throughout his younger years he went on many adventures(with us and without, he was an escape artist but he always came home).

He’s showing his age, he’s lost weight and is struggling to walk. We decided it’d be best for him to finally go.

Please send him some love and forgive me for going dark for a while. He means the world to me.

Thank you.

[miss-mouse99]

You’re telling me I have to watch the bad batch without echo now?

[halfdeaddevil]

And once again I’ve ruined one of my only close relationships 👍🏻

[new-berry]

Championship to Champions League.

[groovium]

he held me for the last time last night and I don’t know how to feel

[meet-me-in-the-kitchen]

there’s no love stronger than between a girl and her first cat tbh

[wild-lavender-rose-musings]

My parakeet, Little Blue, died suddenly today. It’s affecting me more than I thought it would.

[3-lavender]

I think it’s good that this hurts so much. It shows how much capacity I have to love, how much I loved him, and still do. And I don’t think loving anyone is ever a waste. I know I will love again. It won’t be in the same way I loved him, but that doesn’t have to be bad. The love I felt for him was mixed with pain and confusion. The love was unique to him and us. I love him still and I think that’s okay. I think once you love someone it will linger the rest of your life, but that’s okay. We have memories, the wound is rubbed raw, and my heart hurts. But one day the wound will be a scar and it will not hurt anymore and when I see the scar instead of smooth skin I’ll remember how it felt when it was fresh, how it felt when the sensitive skin got reopened over and over but also how it healed quicker each time. How the scar is only as deep as it is because I allowed myself to take the risk over and over for him. Because I didn’t let the pain turn to hate, because I decided to stay soft and kind. How I tended to the wound with Neosporin and a pink bandage. I’ll remember how I finally learned how to be gentle with myself. I’m just a little girl who got hurt by a boy she loved and she just needs a hug. I’ll be the one to give her that hug and I’ll teach her that love is infinite like the universe and how it’s okay to miss him. It’s okay to never stop loving him. Love isn’t weak or pathetic, even if it lingers after you’ve been hurt and abandoned. I love him. I love him and miss him but I’ve also been hurt and I think it’s okay to let go of him. It’s okay to leave him in the past, a memory of my first love. I want him to know how I feel but it’s okay that he doesn’t. It’s okay if I decide to tell him, it’s okay if I don’t ever send him a message or talk to him again. It’s okay if I never see him again. It hurts but it’s okay. Just because something hurts doesn’t mean you should go back. I want to go back and that’s okay. I know I can’t. I know it took so much out of me. It’s okay. I love him but I think I’m finally learning how to love myself.

[keanureevesisbae]

That was really undeserved sorry not sorry

[shepscapades]

Creaking Bigb!! I did these a couple of nights ago after watching bigb’s first wildlife ep >:]