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parts of me unspoken - 10/10
None of it happened on purpose. None of it was supposed to happen.
For Babe and Gene, going to war involves a lot more finding home than either of them had expected. It's not quite that simple, of course, because nothing in war ever is, but it's closer than you might think.
Gene kisses a boy for the first time in the dark of his childhood, and a man for the first time in perfect, beautiful sunshine. He's seething with grief and hope, and Edward’s I love you burns him from the inside out.
This is the Babe/Roe storyline from go farther in hope - it can be read as a stand-alone, though some throw-away lines might not make sense if you haven't read the main fic. Work is (almost) complete, updates will be published every other day.
With endless love always to @escrivoir, without whom this wouldn't exist and I would be nothing.
And that's all she wrote, folks.
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Sunday doodles, design is ER!ralsei from @lynxgriffin 's Eldritchrune AU (hope the tag is okay!)
#ralsei#ER!ralsei#deltarune#eldritchrune#doodles#sunday doodles#i think theres a lesson here to be learned about visual clarity#i showed this to three different people and nobody could make out what this was#i need to try and make things readable even to people who havent seen the thing im drawing for#these are just thirty minute doodles but I'll keep that in mind when i draw him again#uhh also ignore his horns going back farther than his head that was totally 100% on purpose and definitely NOT a mistake (lmao)#they could theoretically curve around again to meet with his head so yeah that totally works yeah yeah#haha anyway this was fun to draw... love playing with just black and white and no greys#the lack of midtones makes planning the rendering a fun challenge#i'm sorry about your wrist btw if you're seeing this! i hope you're able to get back the progress you made on it without too much trouble <3
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The thing about the rich vampires trope is that it so clearly comes from (originally non-vampiric) gothic narratives of bankrupt aristocracy. Which maybe you’re like “yeah exactly they’re aristocracy” but the point is literally that that power they have doesn’t mean anything, not anymore. Yeah they live in a castle, but the castle is actively crumbling. It’s all falling apart. They’re not the dominant stratum of society; they’ve been left behind. They exist in a state of abjection. And so much of modern vampire media misses these details, as well as the fact that for much, much more of history, the vampire has been— and always will be— the representation of a scapegoat, of anyone who’s been rejected by dominant society.
#I also feel this way about the vampirism as patriarchy thing sometimes#cause like yeah I get it. but I think that narrative needs to be complicated by the vampire’s rejected/abjected status#and how that status is associated with a monstrous archaic womanhood#even tvc never quite digs deep enough into that for me#I have hopes that the show will go farther and do more with that
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guess who officially is employed as a substitute teacher at least 4 days a month!
#messages from the ouija board#providence public schools never got back to me so it is going to be central falls and johnston but its fine#me and my unreliable friend public transit will make it work#hoping for more central falls gigs tbh even though its technically farther i think bc commuter rail will get me there#whereas johnston is like. this whole convoluted bus situation
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Pride Month Aspec (Head)canons Day 15
Gwenpool - Marvel Comics - Aroace
Okay this one isn't a headcanon but that's because Gwenpool is canoncially aroace!! Whatta queen.
Tbh I'm not completely up to date on this. I do remember a few posts about how even though the comic said aroace, there was more emphasis on the ace part than the aro part. So here's some lovely aroace flags with her to hopefully help bridge any gaps there are existing between those.
I remember reading a Young Avengers comic a bit ago that had her in a relationship. I also remember just being like "what" the entire time because it did Not seem like it was supposed to be happening. I guess even then, without knowing much about her, I had picked up on the aroace vibes before they made it canon. Interesting how that worked out.
Anyway, gotta love a canon aroace character. Especially one as cool as her!
#the works of b#aroace#aromantic asexual#aroace gwenpool#aspec headcanons#pride month#gwenpool#and now it is time for me to go to bed --says may B who queued up the first half of the pride month posts in one evening#i got a lot farther on these today than i expected#hope it's been a good pride month since by the time this publishes we'll be halfway through the month
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(I'll probably have to go back and punch up the preceding scene tomorrow, but in the meantime, we're working on making it to the finish line.)
#original post#AU Roulette progress#Hogan's Heroes#every day I'm like 'today could be the day that I finish this fic!'#and every day I write like 1000 words and watch the finish line stretch farther and farther from where I am#I think I'm getting pretty close to it though#I could go longer but that would *definitely* be too long#(I just hope it doesn't end up feeling like I've ended the story too soon...)#writing#fan fiction
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As soon as I said graffiti, sibling reminded me of that stupid S that everyone used to draw everywhere.
Also, I might be making this way more detailed than it really needs but really go big or go home.
#idk#I'm going to see how far I go with this tonight#it's going to be more of a pain as I'm going to not use black as the liner other than what he is holding on#to make it feel less busy and farther back#let's hope it translates that...#mars.txt
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Just take things at your own pace, there’s no need to rush (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#Mostly spacefillers but I like them <3 Continuation!#Following up on the Dex and ZEX kiss and then Dex runs away scenario lol - one of those rare times that Dex hopes he drops it#He's not dropping it! Time to talk about this! Goes about it too excitedly and overstimulates him poor thing <3#Don't turn his head suddenly! Don't shout! Don't expect him to remember all at once! Goodness me#One step forward two steps back#The middle one lol I was thinking about tools that might help ZEX feel more comfortable engaging with the world around him#I was thinking he'd enjoy an iPad or similar device - though Helix was published before the first iPad came out! :0 Hmm hmm#But anyway - that he'd enjoy a touch screen and getting to use one with his hands :) Either playing tactical games or just looking up facts#Gets one of those 3D solar system model apps and zooms in and out - very distressed when it doesn't go farther than Pluto :(#I've also been thinking about ZEX's ability to read I keep going back and forth on it I can't decide ahhh#He loves humans but would he have studied English specifically?? It's pretty different from VUK ZIX#Does the Captain speak English? Have any of the human languages survived in the same form that we currently speak???#But he's also incredibly intelligent and interested in humans - weeb equivalence of learning Japanese to read untranslated manga lol#I can't deciiiidee urrggghhh#The rest are age comparisons haha#Dexter was probably at least of legal employment age when he started working for the Vyers when Max was 16 if I remember right?#Unless Dex was one of those family-employment situations of like - when rich people have caretakers that are close to their child's age?#Is that still a thing lol hired playmates#And then ''At least 10 years younger'' might be a slightly high estimate lol but ZEX is definitely older than DAX#Odd to be put in such a young body! Oddly feels more out of shape than his VUX body (lol)#With how much he's gone through even without literally being older he's definitely ages years in such a short time#Especially to be younger than his DAX-equivalent that'd have to feel weird#Has difficulty saying ''me'' when referring to the body he's in :(#Just one more oddity of this human experience
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#i wanna go to madeline island so BADDD and take 573947403 pictures. its the only place outside of canada i actually want to travel to#a large chunk of my family is still there. in the cemetery ofc but i'd still like to visit them!#i dont talk abt them much bc its all v private n special to Me but there r so many cool stories n things ive learned and UGH i just.#RLLY want to visit the island#my family was on that island FOREVER like i can trace down direct lineage to the late 1300s and even way back then were living on the islan#but after sooooo many years they moved to southern-ish Ontario (in the late 1800s)#its neat bc apparently some cabins my grandparents lived in are still standing!#idk for how long tho bc the pics ive seen the houses look OLD and are being held together with like. hopes & dreams#frank.txt#i wish i could learn more abt even farther back in time but the 1300s is somewhat far back#idk with sumerian culture/theology/etc being my current hyperfixation the year 1300 feels recent LMAO#i wanna learn abt my grandparents frm uhhhhhh 5000 BC ! please aand thank You! lol#edit: i DONT think there are actually any old family log cabins left standing. chdcked the pictures and theyre frm the early 2000s#so uhhhhhhhhhhh if they ARE still standing thats Neat but i doubt it. unfortunately the buildings dont rlly stand the test of time#those teeny tiny lil log cabins will stand for like 200 years and then a small gust of wind will be the thing that destroys them........
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ta muchly @swifty-fox, have a bit of the BabeRoe (god i need to find a title for this) part of go farther in hope
The thing is, he thinks to himself, still a little drunk, lying on his bunk staring at the ceiling and trying to focus on the different rhythms of breathing around home - Johnny, Chuck, More, Malarkey, Garcia, Cobb, he knows every single one - the thing is, it’s not bullshit if it makes sense.
The company needs Doc Roe. Desperately. Spina’s good, and rumour has it Mampre will be back soon, but neither of them are Doc Roe. Doc Roe is a god to this company, he’s Easy’s miracle, they need him. And that means they need him whole, and steady. It’s not Babe’s fault that he seems to be the only man in the company who can see the desperation pouring off the medic, the way that Roe is curled into himself. It’s not his fault that he’s the only person who thinks that maybe the man isn’t a god, that maybe he might need steadying. It’s not his fault that Babe is the only person Roe seems to accept any form of care from.
It’s not bullshit if it makes sense. And Liebgott is right, Babe’s not some hick from the middle of nowhere. He’s not new. He’s not Talbert, with stars in his eyes and his heart bleeding all over his sleeve and drowning them all. He’s not Muck and Malarkey and Penkala, whatever the fuck they’re doing, he’s not stupid. He was taught properly, and well, and he hasn’t forgotten. He knows better. He doesn't even know the man, he rationalises. Babe knows nothing about Doc Roe, doesn't know his middle name or what he did before the war, doesn't know if he has parents or siblings, if he was scared of spiders as a kid, if he likes to dance, how he takes his coffee. He's never seen the man out of uniform. He doesn't know him. All Babe knows is who Roe is to Easy, and that they need him.
It’s not bullshit if it makes sense. He’s not falling in love with Doc Roe. He knows better.
taggingggggggg @euph0riacc and @london-cowboy and @itstheheebiejeebies
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this november i was made aware that manyland will be going down sometime in january. very much saddening to hear ! quite the special little experience this game was, heres some screenshots ive taken from recent wandering around elsewhere
















heres a screens-worth of random stuff i made when i was 11

and heres an area ive been messing around with creating in my recent playing :-) in collaboration with my sibling

i believe manyland is free on steam now (and simply on manyland . com) for any who want to see it for yourself :-)
#manyland#sad to see it go#also very sad that i have not played much in the past few years. but nonetheless it has been so fun to explore and mess around#really truly ... so unique and special. i hope the archiving efforts go well#when i discovered this game 7~ years ago it was amazing because it was basically a type of game i always wanted#cant say that i made anything all too impressive to look back on (hehe) but it fueled my Creative visions amazingly#many hours of goofing off and making all sorts of things. you can make some really crazy things within here !#and there is a beauty in the mess you find the farther you walk of course. the lag is the cherry on top#finding very obviously newer creations sprinkled into creations that have been around for years is very amusing#collaboration and art ..... amalgamated creations and virtual spaces ... hrmph .... dont get me thinking ......#just rambling
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I'm happy about the game because I got to see Giancarlo Stanton do his thang. When he's on, he's phenomenal. He hits a baseball harder and farther than anyone else in the show. I love Giancarlo!! ❤️ The Yankees tried their best. If pitching didn't give away so many runs, we could've won, but Aaron Boone and his bad, idiotic decisions prevented that from happening. My boys played very, very well, and I'm proud of all of them. They gave it a valiant effort. They played well. You can't win them all. Congratulations to the Rangers. See you tomorrow. Let's go Yankees!!!!!

Look at those muscles in his arms!! It's no wonder that the ball travels so far and so fast. Holy guacamole!! 😊😍⚾️
#giancarlo stanton#27#phenomenal#farther and faster#he's sooooooo good#welcome back#I've missed you#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#baseball#sports#ny yankees#let's go yankees#ny baseball#bronx bombers#joy#you can't win them all#great try#great team#my boys#i love this game#i love these guys#buy a clue Boone#get rid of Boone#please#hope
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#guys i have no fucking idea what is going on with this side quest fic#i keep thinking i'm like halfway there and then i realize how far i have to go#this was SUPPOSED TO BE a fun little one shot but it's consuming my life#i'm writing so much every day and it still feels like the end just gets farther away dksgjhlrkjag#(i write very very slowly though)#i hope it's worth it i hope y'all like it#i have NOT abandoned center of gravity i promise this is JUST a little side quest for funsies#but i accidentally made it emo because i'm me
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couldnt sleep went on a walk found thus random frog just sitting in the middle of the road???
#like go home???its late also there are cars????#i however will travel farther from my housw and hope i can drag myself home later
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I’m very sorry to anyone waiting on me for anything, this week I’m going to contact everyone and get back to any messages that I haven’t yet. Thank you so much for your patience!
#It’s sooo unprofessional to get personal on my work account but I’m so behind and it feels awful to be constantly apologizing for delays#I have a lot going on and my health is the worst it’s been. I’m working through it#I am endlessly thankful for the patience and understanding I’ve been given. I feel so fortunate to be surrounded by all of you#Like. I am so lucky as an artist to have such kind people support my work.#And I wanted to acknowledge this out loud! This extends to those of you who leave sweet tags and such not just those commissioning me or#Buying things. I see all of you and it keeps me going. Seriously. Thank you <3#I will try to catch up by the end of the week (being sick put me back farther than I thought…) and I’m going to end this post before#I get too silly. But thank you all and I hope you’re all well 💕 I’ll delete this later ^^;
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really sad because i think the little cat that i’ve been watching hang out in my yard all year may have got got tonight. literally minutes after i was able to get a little close to it without it running for the first time :(
#after sitting and talking to it for a minute i go back inside and suddenly hear VERY loud meowing outside#it sounded like it was in my neighbors yard that you can’t see in#if it was a run in with another animal it was either a skunk or the neighbors dogs…#the meows didn’t sound too distressed from what i could tell but meows just got quieter over maybe five minutes :(#i really hope it was just moving farther away
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