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parts of me unspoken - 10/10
None of it happened on purpose. None of it was supposed to happen.
For Babe and Gene, going to war involves a lot more finding home than either of them had expected. It's not quite that simple, of course, because nothing in war ever is, but it's closer than you might think.
Gene kisses a boy for the first time in the dark of his childhood, and a man for the first time in perfect, beautiful sunshine. He's seething with grief and hope, and Edward’s I love you burns him from the inside out.
This is the Babe/Roe storyline from go farther in hope - it can be read as a stand-alone, though some throw-away lines might not make sense if you haven't read the main fic. Work is (almost) complete, updates will be published every other day.
With endless love always to @escrivoir, without whom this wouldn't exist and I would be nothing.
And that's all she wrote, folks.
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Sunday doodles, design is ER!ralsei from @lynxgriffin 's Eldritchrune AU (hope the tag is okay!)
#ralsei#ER!ralsei#deltarune#eldritchrune#doodles#sunday doodles#i think theres a lesson here to be learned about visual clarity#i showed this to three different people and nobody could make out what this was#i need to try and make things readable even to people who havent seen the thing im drawing for#these are just thirty minute doodles but I'll keep that in mind when i draw him again#uhh also ignore his horns going back farther than his head that was totally 100% on purpose and definitely NOT a mistake (lmao)#they could theoretically curve around again to meet with his head so yeah that totally works yeah yeah#haha anyway this was fun to draw... love playing with just black and white and no greys#the lack of midtones makes planning the rendering a fun challenge#i'm sorry about your wrist btw if you're seeing this! i hope you're able to get back the progress you made on it without too much trouble <3
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The thing about the rich vampires trope is that it so clearly comes from (originally non-vampiric) gothic narratives of bankrupt aristocracy. Which maybe you’re like “yeah exactly they’re aristocracy” but the point is literally that that power they have doesn’t mean anything, not anymore. Yeah they live in a castle, but the castle is actively crumbling. It’s all falling apart. They’re not the dominant stratum of society; they’ve been left behind. They exist in a state of abjection. And so much of modern vampire media misses these details, as well as the fact that for much, much more of history, the vampire has been— and always will be— the representation of a scapegoat, of anyone who’s been rejected by dominant society.
#I also feel this way about the vampirism as patriarchy thing sometimes#cause like yeah I get it. but I think that narrative needs to be complicated by the vampire’s rejected/abjected status#and how that status is associated with a monstrous archaic womanhood#even tvc never quite digs deep enough into that for me#I have hopes that the show will go farther and do more with that
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guess who officially is employed as a substitute teacher at least 4 days a month!
#messages from the ouija board#providence public schools never got back to me so it is going to be central falls and johnston but its fine#me and my unreliable friend public transit will make it work#hoping for more central falls gigs tbh even though its technically farther i think bc commuter rail will get me there#whereas johnston is like. this whole convoluted bus situation
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Pride Month Aspec (Head)canons Day 15
Gwenpool - Marvel Comics - Aroace
Okay this one isn't a headcanon but that's because Gwenpool is canoncially aroace!! Whatta queen.
Tbh I'm not completely up to date on this. I do remember a few posts about how even though the comic said aroace, there was more emphasis on the ace part than the aro part. So here's some lovely aroace flags with her to hopefully help bridge any gaps there are existing between those.
I remember reading a Young Avengers comic a bit ago that had her in a relationship. I also remember just being like "what" the entire time because it did Not seem like it was supposed to be happening. I guess even then, without knowing much about her, I had picked up on the aroace vibes before they made it canon. Interesting how that worked out.
Anyway, gotta love a canon aroace character. Especially one as cool as her!
#the works of b#aroace#aromantic asexual#aroace gwenpool#aspec headcanons#pride month#gwenpool#and now it is time for me to go to bed --says may B who queued up the first half of the pride month posts in one evening#i got a lot farther on these today than i expected#hope it's been a good pride month since by the time this publishes we'll be halfway through the month
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(I'll probably have to go back and punch up the preceding scene tomorrow, but in the meantime, we're working on making it to the finish line.)
#original post#AU Roulette progress#Hogan's Heroes#every day I'm like 'today could be the day that I finish this fic!'#and every day I write like 1000 words and watch the finish line stretch farther and farther from where I am#I think I'm getting pretty close to it though#I could go longer but that would *definitely* be too long#(I just hope it doesn't end up feeling like I've ended the story too soon...)#writing#fan fiction
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Just take things at your own pace, there’s no need to rush (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#Mostly spacefillers but I like them <3 Continuation!#Following up on the Dex and ZEX kiss and then Dex runs away scenario lol - one of those rare times that Dex hopes he drops it#He's not dropping it! Time to talk about this! Goes about it too excitedly and overstimulates him poor thing <3#Don't turn his head suddenly! Don't shout! Don't expect him to remember all at once! Goodness me#One step forward two steps back#The middle one lol I was thinking about tools that might help ZEX feel more comfortable engaging with the world around him#I was thinking he'd enjoy an iPad or similar device - though Helix was published before the first iPad came out! :0 Hmm hmm#But anyway - that he'd enjoy a touch screen and getting to use one with his hands :) Either playing tactical games or just looking up facts#Gets one of those 3D solar system model apps and zooms in and out - very distressed when it doesn't go farther than Pluto :(#I've also been thinking about ZEX's ability to read I keep going back and forth on it I can't decide ahhh#He loves humans but would he have studied English specifically?? It's pretty different from VUK ZIX#Does the Captain speak English? Have any of the human languages survived in the same form that we currently speak???#But he's also incredibly intelligent and interested in humans - weeb equivalence of learning Japanese to read untranslated manga lol#I can't deciiiidee urrggghhh#The rest are age comparisons haha#Dexter was probably at least of legal employment age when he started working for the Vyers when Max was 16 if I remember right?#Unless Dex was one of those family-employment situations of like - when rich people have caretakers that are close to their child's age?#Is that still a thing lol hired playmates#And then ''At least 10 years younger'' might be a slightly high estimate lol but ZEX is definitely older than DAX#Odd to be put in such a young body! Oddly feels more out of shape than his VUX body (lol)#With how much he's gone through even without literally being older he's definitely ages years in such a short time#Especially to be younger than his DAX-equivalent that'd have to feel weird#Has difficulty saying ''me'' when referring to the body he's in :(#Just one more oddity of this human experience
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#i wanna go to madeline island so BADDD and take 573947403 pictures. its the only place outside of canada i actually want to travel to#a large chunk of my family is still there. in the cemetery ofc but i'd still like to visit them!#i dont talk abt them much bc its all v private n special to Me but there r so many cool stories n things ive learned and UGH i just.#RLLY want to visit the island#my family was on that island FOREVER like i can trace down direct lineage to the late 1300s and even way back then were living on the islan#but after sooooo many years they moved to southern-ish Ontario (in the late 1800s)#its neat bc apparently some cabins my grandparents lived in are still standing!#idk for how long tho bc the pics ive seen the houses look OLD and are being held together with like. hopes & dreams#frank.txt#i wish i could learn more abt even farther back in time but the 1300s is somewhat far back#idk with sumerian culture/theology/etc being my current hyperfixation the year 1300 feels recent LMAO#i wanna learn abt my grandparents frm uhhhhhh 5000 BC ! please aand thank You! lol#edit: i DONT think there are actually any old family log cabins left standing. chdcked the pictures and theyre frm the early 2000s#so uhhhhhhhhhhh if they ARE still standing thats Neat but i doubt it. unfortunately the buildings dont rlly stand the test of time#those teeny tiny lil log cabins will stand for like 200 years and then a small gust of wind will be the thing that destroys them........
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Dont be angry, Finnula said. Be smart.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Finnula#no spoilers pls first read along w me chapter spoilers in post & tags below w more annotations/quotes/notes/reacts/perspective 3 of 4#The City of Rivers… can Aelin get a City of Fire? cuz that would be cool & Elide already said “fear was another companion it can’t be worse#IT WAS LORCANS SHIRT😭 & he cared so much he lied so she’d use it from Gavriel/Rowan😭 OH ELORCAN😭😭😭#Yet this place seemed like a paradise. WHATS REAL? is it a Maeve illusion… but it sounds lovely; like Rowan could just fly around😭#Pink and blue flowers draped from windowsills; little canals wended between some of the streets ferrying people in bright long boats.#And though a good dose of fear would aid in her cover too much would spell her doom. -smart clever spy gal Annabeth Chase would be proud#And this city Rowan had told Elide had been built from stone to keep Brannon or any of his descendants from razing it to the ground.#when u know ur evil cuz you had to build in a backup plan for the day Brannons peeps eventually come to shut that shit down… my poor Aelin#Elide fought the limp that grew with each step farther into the city--farther away from Gavriel's magic… or Lorcan’s👀😭🖤🤨#okay Elide I see your mirror mirror Aos moves with the berry listen and compact trick she can do it with a broken heart#cycle. She hadn't been able to find the words anyway. Not with what it would crumple in her chest to even think them. WELL NOW IM CRUMPLED#As if she'd been weeping for weeks… yeah that fits the KoA vibes#But it wasn't the reflection she wanted to see. But rather the square behind her. — BRILLIANT QUEEN — lol thx Lorcan for having a mirror#if only anything could be a witch mirror then they could all cell chat and communicate cause the travel time in this one is rough#she was merely staring into a compact mirror no more than a self-conscious girl trying to fix her frazzled appearance — she is the best spy#A girl trying to muster some dignity. Let them see what they wanted to see-A girl far out of her element in this lovely well-dressed city#cornflower blue ALWAYS THESE SHADES#her golden-brown skin shone with an inner light. Her eyes were soft with kindness. And concern.#had always made them foolishly off guard and eager to get away. To tell her what she needed to know. — funny 2 watch Elide do this after HoF#The sort of voice Elide had always imagined great beauties possessing the sort of voice that made men fall all over themselves.#Cairn. One of the males swore; the other scanned Elide from head to toe. But the two females had gone still. — agreed he’s the worst#the portrait of hope—yeah child’s right cause no—Elide always naming people—If you escaped Cairn don't go looking for him again.—true#Cairn is blood-sworn to our queen. Still makes him a prick TRUTH — doesn’t need to be a far to catch the lie — WHERE IS SHE DAMNIT#She was about to do it again wheen… The dark-haired beauty from the tavern was standing behind her. — SHIT#Maeve was not in Doranelle. How long would that remain true? Had to make the next performance count. — how many had she done this already?🥹😭
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this november i was made aware that manyland will be going down sometime in january. very much saddening to hear ! quite the special little experience this game was, heres some screenshots ive taken from recent wandering around elsewhere
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heres a screens-worth of random stuff i made when i was 11
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and heres an area ive been messing around with creating in my recent playing :-) in collaboration with my sibling
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i believe manyland is free on steam now (and simply on manyland . com) for any who want to see it for yourself :-)
#manyland#sad to see it go#also very sad that i have not played much in the past few years. but nonetheless it has been so fun to explore and mess around#really truly ... so unique and special. i hope the archiving efforts go well#when i discovered this game 7~ years ago it was amazing because it was basically a type of game i always wanted#cant say that i made anything all too impressive to look back on (hehe) but it fueled my Creative visions amazingly#many hours of goofing off and making all sorts of things. you can make some really crazy things within here !#and there is a beauty in the mess you find the farther you walk of course. the lag is the cherry on top#finding very obviously newer creations sprinkled into creations that have been around for years is very amusing#collaboration and art ..... amalgamated creations and virtual spaces ... hrmph .... dont get me thinking ......#just rambling
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ta muchly @swifty-fox, have a bit of the BabeRoe (god i need to find a title for this) part of go farther in hope
The thing is, he thinks to himself, still a little drunk, lying on his bunk staring at the ceiling and trying to focus on the different rhythms of breathing around home - Johnny, Chuck, More, Malarkey, Garcia, Cobb, he knows every single one - the thing is, it’s not bullshit if it makes sense.
The company needs Doc Roe. Desperately. Spina’s good, and rumour has it Mampre will be back soon, but neither of them are Doc Roe. Doc Roe is a god to this company, he’s Easy’s miracle, they need him. And that means they need him whole, and steady. It’s not Babe’s fault that he seems to be the only man in the company who can see the desperation pouring off the medic, the way that Roe is curled into himself. It’s not his fault that he’s the only person who thinks that maybe the man isn’t a god, that maybe he might need steadying. It’s not his fault that Babe is the only person Roe seems to accept any form of care from.
It’s not bullshit if it makes sense. And Liebgott is right, Babe’s not some hick from the middle of nowhere. He’s not new. He’s not Talbert, with stars in his eyes and his heart bleeding all over his sleeve and drowning them all. He’s not Muck and Malarkey and Penkala, whatever the fuck they’re doing, he’s not stupid. He was taught properly, and well, and he hasn’t forgotten. He knows better. He doesn't even know the man, he rationalises. Babe knows nothing about Doc Roe, doesn't know his middle name or what he did before the war, doesn't know if he has parents or siblings, if he was scared of spiders as a kid, if he likes to dance, how he takes his coffee. He's never seen the man out of uniform. He doesn't know him. All Babe knows is who Roe is to Easy, and that they need him.
It’s not bullshit if it makes sense. He’s not falling in love with Doc Roe. He knows better.
taggingggggggg @euph0riacc and @london-cowboy and @itstheheebiejeebies
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I'm happy about the game because I got to see Giancarlo Stanton do his thang. When he's on, he's phenomenal. He hits a baseball harder and farther than anyone else in the show. I love Giancarlo!! ❤️ The Yankees tried their best. If pitching didn't give away so many runs, we could've won, but Aaron Boone and his bad, idiotic decisions prevented that from happening. My boys played very, very well, and I'm proud of all of them. They gave it a valiant effort. They played well. You can't win them all. Congratulations to the Rangers. See you tomorrow. Let's go Yankees!!!!!
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Look at those muscles in his arms!! It's no wonder that the ball travels so far and so fast. Holy guacamole!! 😊😍⚾️
#giancarlo stanton#27#phenomenal#farther and faster#he's sooooooo good#welcome back#I've missed you#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#baseball#sports#ny yankees#let's go yankees#ny baseball#bronx bombers#joy#you can't win them all#great try#great team#my boys#i love this game#i love these guys#buy a clue Boone#get rid of Boone#please#hope
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#guys i have no fucking idea what is going on with this side quest fic#i keep thinking i'm like halfway there and then i realize how far i have to go#this was SUPPOSED TO BE a fun little one shot but it's consuming my life#i'm writing so much every day and it still feels like the end just gets farther away dksgjhlrkjag#(i write very very slowly though)#i hope it's worth it i hope y'all like it#i have NOT abandoned center of gravity i promise this is JUST a little side quest for funsies#but i accidentally made it emo because i'm me
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couldnt sleep went on a walk found thus random frog just sitting in the middle of the road???
#like go home???its late also there are cars????#i however will travel farther from my housw and hope i can drag myself home later
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#holy fuck. knock on wood. fingers crossed. press my thumbs. i think the pain is cycling down#like probably its this bad bc my body is weak from fighting an allergic reaction and i think lam1ctal can cause some menstral issues#but like holy fuck. i cannot go thru that again. just hours of being nauseous and crumpled in pain#i was very very very seriously considering going to the hospital. but like ive ridden in an ambulance before and i dont wanna spend like#1000 dollars to go like 10min down the road. bullshit. god i hope its stopping#it was just like so much pain i didnt kno what to do. absolutely intolerable. ugh.#please dont let this happen tomorrow 🙏 please please please. i have to teach#and ny roommate is staying here the next 2 nights after not seeing her for like months#y now? 😭 im gonna have to b like hi *visibly disheveled* if i talk i might puke. bye.#i wish i could just sleep thru this. ibuprofen is not helping 😭#im just worried if i went to the hospital theyd make me wait for hours in the waiting room. shaking with pain. and then id b fine by the#time they got to me. like yea srry i was jusy being a lil bitch abt a normal bodily process lol. god. ppl with high levels of chronic pain#how tf do u do it? i dont think im strong enough. but i guess u probably get used to it. god that sucks so bad#ugh. i wish my mom was here. i want her to just pet my hair until i feel better 😭 but nooo shes going off to have fun in canada#so she's gonna b even farther from me than normal 😭#unrelated
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alina becoming the darkling is like okay. three meaningful reforms for each killing. that seems fair. then a hundred years down the line ravka’s grisha are thriving and she has a trail of bodies behind her and she’s like wow looks like i was stronger and better after all 😇 and then eternity stretches before her
#i think she should get to enjoy a little resurrection as a treat but only bc she’s confident she’ll put them both back in the ground when#it’s time#he gave her all the knives like shut UP#the show acrually pushing her farther along into the corruption arc so she may not even do anything for grisha before going off the deepend#is so funny it’s like. well there’s never any hope for grisha so do you want it to be unbearably protestant#or extremely blood soaked and sexy#shadow and bone
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