#gloomverse kinda

[offscreen-gloomverse-probably]

Petunia: *gets down on one knee*

Petunia: Purple, would you do us the honor of becoming my son in law?

Purple: Did you just propose to me?

Wallis: For me?!

Petunia: Well someone had to do it!

[loverofpiggies]

Just read through your whole post and hot dang. I'm honestly really proud of you, and the amount of growth you've had. it's not easy to look inward, and it's certainly not easy to confront those things in our past that make us the way we are, but I'm glad you did. A few bits hit a bit close to home for me as well. Back before my egg cracked and I realized I was trans, I would get picked on by my siblings a lot. I'd get called a girl, and given "girly" names. It was the worst, and I tried to fight back, but it never helped. That and having such deep wells of anger in me all the time, and not really knowing why, or how to get rid of them, or if I even could. I relate a lot to those feelings, and I also relate to having those feelings gradually going away as soon as I addressed the underlying problem(my transness) I dunno how much this will mean to you but for me, as a trans woman, I'm really proud of the journey you've been on. I hope you find yourself being more comfortable in your own skin, and I hope that you have a great day ^u^

Hey there! I won't lie. Posting my post had me pretty nervous. Anxiety and paranoia are things I kinda deal with anyway, but. I felt like I was hiding my problems for too long, and in my heart (as sappy as I may sound) I believed if I just opened up about what I've felt my last few years and was honest, that people would accept it. It was scary to post at all! But... I want to say, that all the messages I've gotten have meant the world. So it means so, so much to hear you say this, especially from a trans woman. To hear that my experiences with my own gender, even being cis, were things trans people have dealt with, was a huge eye opener. And as you could tell from my post, those deep wells of anger you felt, god I know that feeling.

Part of my guilt, anger and shame from this, is actually why I went so quiet online for so long. It's hard to parse all of my emotions, but I've also always had this terrible feeling I never 'deserved' anything good that happened, because 'I was so horrible'. That's also why I had to stop working on Gloomverse. I didn't feel like I deserved the followers I had, or any of that. Truthfully I'm not in the right place to work on GV at this point in time anyway (Partly because I've been so obsessed with game dev fun) but it was a significant factor that caused me to stop. And I was too ashamed to admit it, even to myself, why I really did.

But messages like yours, and the messages I've gotten for my most recent post... I think I'm repeating myself, so I'm sorry, but it's hard to express how free I feel now. I feel like this monstrous weight has been lifted, and maybe I shouldn't have been to harsh about what I 'deserve'. I feel like I'm the happiest I've been in years! So yes. Your message means a lot to me, and I'm glad my post resonated with people. I just hope talking about my experiences can help someone else, too. Also don't worry, I recognize I'm not actually horrible! Horrible people don't feel bad about doing and thinking horrible things, and that was another thing I had to slap my own face to wake me up from.

Okay yall, I promise now my blog will return to fun silly stuff!

[drowningindango]

Thanks for the tag @enquiringangel ^^

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

45!

2. What’s your total word count?

119,447

3. What fandoms do you write for?

I mainly write for Naruto these days.

Borderlands used to be my main playground for several years (and I still have plenty of unfinished fics for that fandom). I wrote a bit for Undertale, but not anymore (ran out of ideas). In my WIPs there are a few fics for Gloomverse (a webtoon), Gravity Falls and The Owl House.

4. Top 5 fics by kudos.

"Follow My Lead" (272 kudos)

"round and round in circles we go" (251 kudos)

"Playing in Puddles" (175 kudos)

"Was it worth the wait?" (146 kudos)

"Remember me, you ******" (137 kudos)

(lol the Naruto fics have completely conquered my top 5)

5. Do you respond to comments?

In most cases, yes. I love chatting with people in the comments. xD I try to leave a brief thank you or an emoji otherwise.

(Sometimes, life gets the better of me though… Currently I have a backlog of ~30 comments in my inbox… Every now and then I answer one)

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hm…I'd name one or two of my wips that have angsty endings planned for them, but since they're not finished I suppose they don't count…

From my posted fics, I'd say The Hope of Morning. It ended on a pretty high strung note.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Hmmmmmmmmmm…

Either "Hand in Hand", "Matching Colours" or "round and round in circles we go"? I have a lot of one shots that end on a fluffy note, but I haven't finished one where I'm going "yes, this is the fuzziest and loveliest of all 💕"

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Nope. At least I don't remember.

9. Do you write smut?

Yes, but I rarely make it to posting. Smut is kinda hard and I get easily distracted by building up the premise that leads to it.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Sure, but rarely. Mostly when I have a good idea. (There's a Borderlands x Teen Wolf crossover I want to finish and post one day…)

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not as far as I know. 🥲 I hope not.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Again, not as far as I know.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes! There's been a few collabs with my close writer friends 😊❤️ (most of them never made it to being published, but we had so much fun. But I haven't done any recently)

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

I don't think I can just name "one". My mind goes blank trying to think of one I like the most.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

NONE, I WILL FINISH ALL OF THEM, YOU HEAR ME. >:D If I actually want to finish a WIP, there's no doubt in my mind that one day I will, no matter how long that takes.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Descriptions, especially of emotions I'd say. Character reflections. And coming up with new ideas! I feel like I'm pretty good at coming up with interesting scenarios.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Dialogue, my beloathed. And smut. I also have a problem of starting a lot of new projects and not finishing/taking long to finish the old ones.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?

Depends on the specific story, how it's used and what the author wants to achieve with it. Like in movies, it can be super fun if you know the language.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Officially that would be Undertale. (I wrote only two fics for it, and the first is deleted from the web because it made me cringe after a while.) Unofficially, I've been writing fix-it stories for Naruto when I was a teen…but mostly in my head.

20. Favourite fanfic you’ve ever written?

"The Craving of Your Heart" is still occupying the top spot in my heart currently, closely followed by "Follow My Lead".

And I tag @littlemiss44 @anannua and @hashiramashonkers

[kaminamae-old]

Sooooo... I kinda read the last page of Gloomverse and with judge’s name being Ylil witch is the reverse of Lily (the italian name of Lillie from pokemon sun and moon),I kinda did a cross over?

I actually have a lot planned, and i really want to make a comic out of it, but i kinda suck at deadlines and such.

It will be funny tho, in a way.

Gloomverse belongs to @loverofpiggies , pokemon belongs to the pokemon company, and this absurd idea is mine.

[jailpuppy]

Oh I’m gonna kill this man

[gloomverseidiot]

about petunia and amadeus

or do they?? what is it please help

[blueoctobass]

mourn of yellow for prisma ,

or realize if you're not feeling angsty

Send me a “Mourn” and I’ll write a drabble about one character mourning the death of the other

wait shoot, it was OF yellow as in Yellow is the one who's dead, i did the reverse— ok time to write another (just kidding, or am I)

Yellow was standing alone in a cold dark room. At least, it’s what it felt like. Even with the two mancers behind her and the baby in her arms, she felt more alone than she had ever felt. She stared down the void in which She had stood moments prior. If she could have just— if she had reached her in time… Maybe then, she would still be right by her side.

Everything felt distant. She barely noticed the baby crying in her arms. She stared down at it. Her. Him? She wasn’t sure anymore. The tears and snot rolling down her face were wetting the cloth, and woke them up. She looked at their face, trying to understand, to make sense of what happened. But her sight was blurry, and looking at the baby only made her feel more empty and alone. She wasn’t there to see them.

It wasn’t fair.

It wasn’t FAIR!

Her grip tightened without her realizing, prompting the baby to cry even more. Gentle hands scooped the weight out of her arms, and wordlessly took it away. She felt a pat on her back. Yellow spent a moment looking at her empty hands. She wished Prisma would come take them in her owns, like she always did.

But that would never happen again, would it? She disappeared.

The dim hope that she could still be alive despite everything got snuffed by the sight of Green’s body. The corpses of her friends were a cruel reminder that whoever did this had no problem killing innocent lives to get their way. It was better to accept that she was gone than hold on to false hope. Still, her tears doubled. Prisma was her everything. She gave her everything. She could have died a hundred times if it weren’t for her. She would have died to save her!

But that’s not what happened.

What happened is that Prisma, Green, Blue, Violet, Red, Orange, Indigo…. they died.

....And she survived.

[diarydiarydiaryblank]

the gv fandom has made me despise indigo with a burning passion. i'm so sick of seeing his stupid fuckboy face can you guys talk about ANY other character PLEASE

[princealberich]

GV TEXTPOSTS 2020 - 2

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[butnobodycame627]

I'm doing the style challenge

I saw some people doing it not too long ago so I don't know if it's back or something but like I'll do it too lol

I'm planning on doing more, but here's the first bunch with my OC, David.

The art styles that I attempted to do: mine (lol easy mode), Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Steven Universe, Undertale, Doki Doki Literature Club, Night In The Woods, Gloomverse, Sally Face, Fran Bow, Hilda, Pepto Abysmal and The Skybox.

I'm not sure how many more I'll be doing, but the next batch will be a different OC.

I don't think I did super well, but my friend helped me fix some mistakes and told me it was good, so I'll take her word for it.

[zephyrinx]

finally made an updated reference for myself

COMMISSION ME!

[offscreen-gloomverse-probably]

Mod you are the definition of "I'm still standing after all this time" how are you still posting quotes this is admirable

I wonder that myself sometimes! Sheer dedication and hyperfocus, but mostly spite, because I made a bet I could reach 365 queued quote (I lost that bet because tumblr had a limit of 300 queued post back then) and that queue has served me well.

I'm kinda scrambling nowadays, and I wish I could set the queue to every other day to limit the workload (and the "spam" since the gloomverse tag is so empty nowadays)

But I'm very happy to know that those quotes are appreciated by some people at least 🥹

[stratoverse]

gvweek day 6: duality!!

this is the one thing i actually drew specifically for this and it’s,,, oldish ahdfhdf. u can tell it’s in my old style but i’m still super proud of it!

[papier-ciseaux]

Can I get some uuuuh Rylie and seaweed being bros?

Ice Cream Time !

[yma-is-tired]

shhh pretend i’m not late

happy rawring 20s guys

[timegearremix]

I've never liked indigo that much because he's always been a bit of an asshole but this recent chapter is REALLY making me reconsider