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shifting is for people like me, who are on the aromantic spectrum, to finally feel what romantic love is.
like ive never been in love with someone, have never felt the need to go past friends.
i never go into friendships hoping for something more.
So now i get to shift to feel that closeness yk, to be able to physically feel that pull non arospec have. To truly love someone romantically.
like i love my friends my family (drs and cr)
but ive never felt romantic love. And now i will. if yk?
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifter#shifters#shifting blog#shifting community#kpop shifting#p1harmony dr#shifting antis dni#shifting motivation#b4ookies yaps#hwangintak i love you#geniunely i do#that's crazy tho like the way i love tou here is different from the way i love you in my dra#like literally your soul and mine fond each other in every universe#im sorry i just had a revelation#shifting realities#shifting#permashifting#shifting thoughts#i love reality shifting you changed my soul
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if you see a male character kiss a male character, you assume they are gay.
if you see a female character kiss a female character, you assume they are a lesbian.
if you hear a character say they don't feel like their gender, you assume they are trans.
so why do a-spec characters have to jump through so many loops?
a character saying they've never had a crush or don't want a relationship or that they don't understand romantic love is so often ignored or used as fodder for other queer or autistic headcanons (reinforcing stereotypes that aroace people are secretly gay or always autistic)
why is it that our stories are always "up to interpretation"? why do we have to wait for the words aromantic or asexual to be said to be taken seriously? why is it that even when characters say they don't want relationships, fans will scream and cry about sex/romance favourable aspecs and qprs?
when it comes to gay and trans characters, even the likes of bisexual lighting is often treated as though it canonises their sexuality. for aroace characters, even the most explicit coding possible is swept under the rug in favour of other "interpretations"
i'm so tired of fighting for representation just to have it ignored and minimised by fans. let characters be aroace. please.
#obviously there are a ton of circumstances where the qpr and sex/romance favourable is completely fine#but when characters explicity say they dont have sex or dont want relationships it feels so hollow#fandom is fandom and there is nothing i can do to stop you shipping or writing smut or headcanoning or whatever#but please just think it through. the characters aren't real but there are so many geniunely harmful ideas doing stuff like this reinforces#rhi rambles#aroace#aromantic#asexual#a-spec#a spec#aspec#aro#ace#aspec representation#asexual representation#aromantic representation#lgbtq+#queer
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āļøSPOILERS FOR BATMAN #148āļø
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dc killing off my boy again lol :')
ty chip zdarsky for another unoriginal story arc
#honestly if they acc kill jason fr i wouldnt mind#cuz dc writers are SO bad at writing him geniunely please let him rest until an actual writer can do him justice#but also my gut tells me this scene is a fake out lol like one punch??? thats all it took to end him??#spoilers#dc comics#batman 148#jason todd#red hood#bruce wayne#fanatical posting
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Do you think that Snape, after being yelled at by McGonagall for showing her attitude and somehow the fight escalating to their past when Snape was a child, and told that if he was actually traumatised by her actions, he'd be afraid of her, not rude to her, would lock himself in his room and cry, cry, cry, because despite the fact that he fought back and screamed that he IS traumatised, that she DID hurt him by not being there, that she IS responsible for him being this way, he isn't sure? Because every single person around him tells him that he's the problem. That he's rude. That it's his fault the other party was offended. Even though he didn't mean to be rude, he was just being him, but surely he's the problem if everyone's saying it? Or maybe he's surrounded by the wrong people? Or maybe he is wrong, and he is a horrible person, he is a piece of trash, he's wrong and just stubborn?
Do you think that sometimes he doesn't even know if he's right or wrong? That he doesn't even care, all he knows is that he's so, so angry, he's in so, SO much pain, he wants to scream, he wants to cry, it all hurts and no one's coming to make it better and he can never get it out, he can never truly vocalise it because the words won't come, and he looks hysterical, insane, and selfish.
He's just tired.
#severus snape#pro snape#professor severus snape#minerva mcgonagall#why minerva and not the others? lets just say that my own mother's given me my fair share of issues and im done#i dont even care if im wrong anymore if im an awful person i do not care i actually don't#because nothing i do makes me look good everything about me is just wrong so why should i care anymore?#why bother trying? I'll always have āproblemsā#but noooo im not autistic i dont have adhd i couldn't possibly#like hello what do you think my āattitudeā is mum? me choosing to be rude to people?#im not diagnosed yet this is all from my own research and im not even sure sometimes#and sometimes i geniunely worry that maybe i AM neurotypical and just a lazy self centred human#i dunno#well guess that explains why i like snape so much and why i defend him
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I spent a chunk of yesterday making a bunch of these trope memes for atypical's shows and when I tell you I BLANKED on how to describe a show I spent the better part of my twenties writing...
I'm really curious, TBS listeners, what tropes/identifiers/hooks would you use to get someone to listen to the show?
#the bright sessions#audio drama#do I like that media is being boiled down to tropes that can fit onto a graphic?#no#am I going to use whatever tools i can to get people to listen to independent art?#yeah#the ISW already has 13k views on tiktok!#idk if that's good but I want more people to listen to and love that show!#anyway i am geniunely not asking y'all to do my marketing work for me#I am truly just curious as to what stands out for people#bc unlike with the other shows#I have NO objectivity or outside POV on this one lol#I also might make individual ones for TAMA and TCT even though they're just later seasons?#just bc I feel like those are all distinct#lauren makes things
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Iāll be honest i HATE the way the QSMP fanbase is treating Gegg and Tallulah. Like Gegg literally just appears, bro hasnāt done a single thing and people start talking about how they want him to die š ?? And Tallulah starts feeling insecure trough no fault of Gegg and the Gegg tag just EXPLODES with hate. Iām a big petty baby and i donāt like seeing /neg in the tags bro. It just kinda feels like tallulahs the golden child who can do no wrong and Geggs the scapegoat whoās blamed for everything, and i feel like people are already taking it too far
#Gegg#QSMP#worm do rant#I can't belive im ranting about minecraft egg roleplay#To be honest i really relate to the whole seeking love an affection thing#so the first gegg stream was kind of like emotionally comforting almost#and then this gegg stream was fucking awful ngl#like its super funny#but seeing how people reacted to gegg made me upset#Also? geniunely starting to not like Tallulah#just by assosiation#don't like seeing her treated as the golden child at geggs expense#this might all sound rlly stupid but im off my meds and i need to be emotionally invested in something that has no consaquence over my life#because if i focus on my actual problems im gonna kay em ess#HE DID FLOW UP TILINS ROOM THATS FUCKED UP#but aside from that? bros innocent#i support geggs rights and geggs wrongs
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as a thank you for 10k, i am holding an art raffle!! āØāØ
the rules are simple: you must be following me (hyolks) and please tell me a strange dream you've had!! thats it!!!
i await to hear your weird dreams o7 you have until december 1st!!
#art raffle#mitsuri kanroji#kny#sorry mitsuri is fr just who i feel i can use for events#i wanted to do somehting a little sillier than just a like/reblog/follow post so. flood me with your dreams#if you DONT dream/dont remember any dreams. erm. i guess find a dream TO share to me (with credit to whoever wrote it down/dreamed it lol)#geniunely thank you so much for 10k#i never thought i would get here..... yall are so nice to me#i'll be reblogging this post maaaybe every week of november. i'll tag it with raffle reblog if you dont wanna see#if i receive 100 entries i'll share my strangest most iconic dream
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the freaky ghost shit being a sideplot to character development and study (or even a tool to further it!) in no home is so hilarious because the average reading experience after 50 chapters of no real spooky stuff is like
"lmao eunyung and haejoon only talk to each other select days. damn bro, I wonder how they're gonna resolve this arc... it is pretty inter- OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT" as they pan to this:
#im sorry girl. WHAT#you really go into the story thinking that the ghosts will be a fairly focal point of focus#but no.#i do wonder if haejoon will start seeing creepy ghosts again. that's always fun.#anyways. i miss miyung-ie </3#no home is geniunely a great read tho. go read it immediately.#no home#no home manhwa
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If the context of the new Aegond forehead kiss still is Aemond mocking Aegon some more, I hope Aegon bites him for it. It's what Aemond deserves.
#Aegon already bit him in season one so we might as well have a reprise#I just want Aegon to not give a fuck any more#I do hope it's not a scene of Aemond actively mocking Aegon#I could see it being manipulative on Aemond's part where he doesn't mean the things he's saying but please have him leave Aegon alone#he's been through enough#and of course I do hope Aemond has some geniune remorse but with his inconsistent character writing this season who knows#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#aegond#hotd spoilers#hotd season 2 spoilers#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd season 2
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Ninjago fans will find the most convoluted and stupid story lines with barely explored relationships and characters and then make the most gutwrenching piece of art youve ever seen.
#ninjago#ninjago fanart#you people are insane#like ive liked geniunely bad shows before but ninjago isnt even that its just fucking insane#and yes i am talking about the rgb trio and kai why do you ask#rgb trio#kai smith#nya smith#jay walker#lloyd garmadon#cole brookstone#zane julien
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If they did went into Belos' backstory which direction do you personally think the show would have went with (example: either Belos was a good kid but grew into a bad person, or even as a kid he was evil)?
Neutrally speaking, I feel like belos was meant to be as unsympathetic as possible and this should reflect in the backstory. Also iirc how evelyn met caleb was that she āwent to find the least crazy human in town and caleb was thatā meaning that caleb was definitely someone we are meant to compare favorably against philip. Thereās also the two most important traits we have to also think about with belos: his refusal to change and his inability to take accountability. I think he would be a good kid in which being āgoodā mean he didnāt come out the womb evil but just doesnāt want to admit heās wrong and never grew out of that
Ideally this would all be from calebās perspective and only cutting to philip sometimes to show his more manipulative traits and attachment issues. We would not be following philipās perspective at all.Ā
I feel like with those in mind that it would go something like this: caleb shielded philip from the dangers of the world as best he could and while caleb grew weary and questioned society as philipās protector, philip followed gravefields ideals uncritically. Also probably philip manipulates caleb to get out of stuff probably like faking a cold so caleb does his chores, taking advantage of calebās kindness and all that. Itās small things but like, red flags that add up ya know. also he probably has delusions of grandeur for his whole hero thing. Caleb meets evelyn and realizes the boiling isles is everything he wants to escape to. Maybe if philip and evelyn met he did stuff like hide letters evelyn gives him to give to caleb or something idk
Philip learns that caleb thinks āmaybe witches arenāt bad actually and we don't need to be witch huntersā and does something awful to caleb or evelyn and so caleb follows evelyn and philip is unable to cope with the fact it was his own fault that he drove caleb awayāit was the witches fault clearly. He needs to go to the demon realm to prove to himself that the witch did this. He does not reflect because he doesnāt think he needs to.Ā
From there we follow caleb unlearning his biases and realizing maybe philip was a bad brother to him and caleb was victim to the system. He learns, he copes, heās recovering.
Then philip shows up.
Philip hasnāt changed. Heās still caught up on this idea itās evelyns fault things happened. He doesnāt think he did anything wrong. he'll look guilty but brush it off and insist it's evelyn's fault. Philip brings the worst out of caleb. Philip is mad that caleb isnāt listening to him and caleb is mad that philip doesnāt realize heās the problem. He still thinks he is just someone who can save caleb despite him not needing saving. Evelyn suggests that maybe he should cut philip off. Caleb refuses because philip is family. Heāll come around if he gives him time.Ā
And you know the rest
also ultimately he is this picture
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#ask#owl house talk#philip wittebane#caleb wittebane#we will not get a sympathetic belos backstory because that is not who he is meant to be#but thats what fanfic is for lol#and look i also want to believe that the toh writers wanted to write a good story with a good villain#belos' final story left many wanting including myself#and i do geniunely think him being one note is a bad thing because#just evil one note villains was not what i expect from the owl house#you know owl house a show that is very character driven and the whole 'there's more to it than it seems'#and giving people the initial courtesy before deciding they're too far gone#like we gave a woman who cursed her sister to get on the varsity team#an antivaxxer and a passively abusive/neglectful father the benefit of the doubt and they changed#and we also had sob stories for them#but given who belos represents i understand why they might have wanted to avoid making him any sympathy at all#but having arin hanson tell me 'naw fam kill him guilt free as the god i approve' was underwhelming
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#ao3#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#sorry i geniunely have nothing better to do with my day than make jokes about this
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did some studies of this dipshit loser wasteman
#yagami takayuki#judgment#judge eyes#rgg#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#i geniunely forgot how to draw so i opened my steam libraray and copied some screenshots to learn how to facking do it again#and now i feel good about my art again yaaay ^_^ now i can work on my santas#i have been wanting to get him right for a longg time
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i write my reader inserts as menaces to society thank you very much
#sophie speaks#this is because i am one myself#www reader currently discovering what endless wealth looks like#geniune question what would you do if you suddenly had unlimited money#buy all the merch i like. fancy cake taste tests. get some better furniture and a proper vehicle#shes. well shes doing some of that#today in my fanfiction as a thin veil for me to explore different philosophies...#consumerism and capitalism vs the conversation around shit like avocado on toast#anyway the other stories im working on one reader is planning an infiltration the other is saving the world (again) and another#is saving the world after it already ended#which is a plot im surprisingly fond of
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I don't know especially with the lastest chapter (ch 265) this just feels so much like Yuuji.
Like especially in the first season people kept asking why he is doing all this, why he wants to save people, why he's beating himself up so much over people he barely knows. People kept wanting to know Yuuji's why and he couldn't explain it he was holding unto the promise he made to his granfther as an explanation but that wasnt really is.
And then you have Mahito who tried to force his own defintion of who yuuji was unto him and beat him down until Yuuji believed it too. He's just a machine killing curses because thats his nature vs Mahito killing humans cause thats his nature. They are beings of instinct slaves to their nature, cogs in the machine. And Yuuji internalizes that so much it weighs so heavily on him the idea that his job isnt to save people but kill curses doesn't sit right with him.
but then at what should be his lowest point he stares his biggest tormentor in the face and said you know what I don't particulalry care what you or anyone else thinks about my reasons. I don't think you have to have grand or innate reasons to do something. Sometimes you just do! and what yuuji wants, more than anything; more than killing curses more than keeping the "weak" safe, is to save his friends. And it's too late for a lot of them, Yuuji was too late but goddam it he won't be late for this. So fuck Sukuna he's bringing Megumi home.
#It's been a while since i did these because I've been off lately but hopefully will fall back into the rhytm of it or atleast once a week#It's also like you can see he has really interalized alot of the advice and love offered to him by Nanami and Higuruma#He'a not trying to kill himself in this fight#quoteoftheday#hell his plans seem to revolve around him making it out alive#Yuuji is finally learning that his life is worth saving and nothing not even Sukuna is worth throwing it away for.#Not when living means he can stick around and keep loving his friends#I mean I'm not even a#itafushi#shipper like that but I can't deny that they won that chapter#Megumi really bros last chance to prove that he can do more than put his friends in danger#Crazy that Yuuji literally started the culling game arc with megumi asking him to start by saving him and here he is starting#really about to be the only person yuuji saves how is that not a win#this latest chapter just relaly got to me it's been a while since I was geniunely excited for JJK.#the bi/weekly schedule really does not do these past final arc fights any favors#quote of the day#itadori yuuji#jjk yuuji#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#jjk megumi#fushiguro megumi#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu sorcerer#sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#ch 265#jjk manga#jjk#dark academia
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do you guys think jeopardy or board games exist in arkham and they sometimes play games there because I think I need to see edward playingā¦I just know that mf wins every time and gets a big ahhh ego boost
#edward nashton#the riddler 2022#genuine question#like do they just rot in prison or do they do like activities like other asylums#likeā¦do they have games? I geniunely donāt knowā¦#the riddler#paul dano#danonator#serikatz og post
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