#b4ookies yaps

[b4ookie]

shifting is for people like me, who are on the aromantic spectrum, to finally feel what romantic love is.

like ive never been in love with someone, have never felt the need to go past friends.

i never go into friendships hoping for something more.

So now i get to shift to feel that closeness yk, to be able to physically feel that pull non arospec have. To truly love someone romantically.

like i love my friends my family (drs and cr)

but ive never felt romantic love. And now i will. if yk?

[b4ookie]

just made a new script for a twd dr with f1 drivers and p1h.

when i say i am EXCITED. I AM EXCITED.

Yall dont understand how muh and how connected i am to the walking dead.

like geniunely.

alright bye ima go scream about this in my head some more

[b4ookie]

yk what i need.

group / shared twd dr w/ like added kpop idols or etc

like i loce twd drs. (literally the dr i shifted to before) and i need kne i cant

[b4ookie]

need more shifter friends chat. i want sm1 who will go band for band with me in yapping about our drs or even having shared drs like 😔 yeah shifting is an individual journey but jts more fun with others

[b4ookie]

me cause i finally fell in love with someone but he's realities away 😞🙏 i rlly do think i was put on the earth to find out abot shifting and to find him to go back home. like genuinely i was.

[b4ookie]

Kinda wanna yap about my mlb drs

badly acc

[b4ookie]

the motivation that hits after you realize that youre not most important person to someone who is the most important to you(platonically/family)

like ive knwon her since i was 10 and have been talking about movinf and living with her since then.

And ive never once thought about the after. Cause we all hav to move out at some point and then live our on lives. And i dont wanna be a third wheel with her boyfriend.. And i know ill be the third wheel forever cause I'm physically incapable of loving someone romantically here.

So fuck all dat. Lemme go shift and never have to deal with this.

[b4ookie]

missing my dr sister heavy right now. cause thats lil twin

we literally have the same birthday, born literally like 5 years apart. like thats my sister

like i miss my sister 😭😭

and knowing that shes passed here sucks even more. like ive literally seen her grow and shes a fucking amazing person

[b4ookie]

in a world of either. i am both.

(before intak i literally was ONLY shifting for parental figures 😭)

in a world full of « scripting s/o’s in my dr’s » i am a « scripting father figures in my dr’s » girl