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dnd is one of the safest ways to *feel emotions*... Tal took them on a thrill ride, I don't think anybody is that mad for it...
#i haven't watched it yet#so idk what everyone is going on about#i mean i know emotions were running high#but i guess it just proves they care about these characters just as much as us#that it causes them physical reactions to see them in peril#it's a win win for me. i love seeing actor in distress#fun distress i mean#also guys stop making such a big deal out of it. people were making the same speeches about fcg and the magical bull#and look at us#cr stuff#cr spoilers
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SHIP NICKNAMES. dunno if they're anywhere else they're pretty prevalent in the tf2 fandom, so i thought it'd be fun(ny) to try 'em out here with lupin ships--

Pairings: Luzeni - LoopZoop Jigzeni - HatTrick Jiglup - Ride or Die Fujigen - FataleBullet Fujilup - It's Complicated Fujizeni - No Chaser Zenigoe - Sword and Shield Jigoe - Weapon of Choice Lugoe - ??? (lugoe eludes me, please help </3) Fujigoe - CherryBlossoms
Bonus OT4's (for funsies): /Z - Zenigata Is Stuck Doing Paperwork /L - Lupin Is In Jail (And We Don't Care) /J - Jigen Stepped Out For A Smoke /G - Goemon Is Off Training /F - Fujiko Made Off With The Loot
some of these're literally over a year old, lol. no idea why i haven't thrown this out to the Greater(ish) Lupin Community sooner. all of these are still open to suggestions of course-- i'd be lying if i said that wasn't the whole point of this
#lupin iii#5#lupships#and i mean ALL of them. especially lugoe (firing off the lugoe-shipper distress flare) and luzeni#i love loopzoop n how silly it is but. there is no Meaning. only funnie sound#was thinking 'hell and back' for them but the ''word-and/or-word'' pattern started bothering me. anyway.#ot5 could be a fun challenge too#if this gets anywhere near enough attention i'll put time time into cooking an update post sharing everyone's ideas
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The Rain Road as Gaeilge
I am by no means a translator, but I do speak Irish fluently and have played trad for years (although I've lapsed due to college and work), so when the fireside chat mentioned having the Rain Road in Irish I had to throw my own spin on it. I may also record a version of it in Irish but we'll see. Shoutout to @franavu for also inspiring me with their Dutch translation!
An Bóthar Báistí
[First Verse/Céad Véarsa]
Áit go mbíonn na tonnta ag lapadaíl Ag an gcoill cois fharraige Airímis casadh an taoide Le grá chomh daingean le crainn
[Chorus/Cór]
Leag do drúcht-sa ar croí na coille I dtost na dtoinn nach madhmann a thuilleadh Fáisc mé le d’ucht, roimh m’imeachta Ar bhóthar báistí, slí na mara
[Bridge/Droichead]
An gcuirfear fuacht sa talamh? An bhfágfar muid gan samhradh? An gcuirfidh stoirm muid, ó bhealach Scartha ón gcladach, ‘gus ón gcoill
[Chorus/Cór]
Is mise an drúcht ar croí na coille ’gus tost na dtoinn nach madhmann a thuilleadh Fáisc mé le d’ucht, a ghrá, sula bhfágaim go deo Ar bhóthar báistí, slí na mara
Ar bhóthar báistí, slí na mara
#worlds beyond number#wbn pod#the wizard the witch and the wild one#fireside chat#gaeilge#fun facts about the translation: crainn (trees) and croí (heart) are homophones#as is gcoill (eclipsis on coill meaning forest) and goill (a verb meaning to distress vex or hurt)#this is a very rough translation so i apologise if i didn't use more poetic translations in advance
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i love your bard! riz au so much. he is so tragic as a character for all the reasons of what living in constant danger fear does to your mind. can i ask about his relationship with the other bad kids and the major differences vs canon?
hey I'm glad ur enjoying what's goin on here! I don't have a Lot of it clear in my mind yet bc it is a full class swap of the entire party so some stuff will just. not play out until they do yknow? it is how it is. but I think from the beginning riz's motivation is decently different so he'll just get into it on an entirely different path - he did Not start out a very kind kid. he would be extremely conflict avoidant, he's got the Actor feat, he's stocked up on Disguise Self, he's ready to disappear mid-conversation, anyone who looks like troubles he's steering Clear of. he goes to aguefort not because he wants to be an adventurer but because sklonda was like "this works for you?" and he was like "yeah 's all good :]" (he is about to throw up bc that's where penny went missing)
I'd say he runs into fabian (rogue) first very briefly and they'd mutually be like oh. a guy. and immediately forget each other once they get out of the same like locked classroom they accidentally both hid in. and then during the corn cutie fight fabian would see the way riz react and Not Like It (haha whoa. like looking in a mirror amirite) and go actually I'd rather be a hero (derogatory) than whatever that is that guy's got going on. great surprise for him when they got out and registration's closed and the mirror is now one of his partners in the career-long group project :]
kristen (sorcerer) would be an Insane encounter at first for riz like this is someone who is extremely powerful, not very controlled, and so fucking starved for people to be nice at. riz is cordial to her on the way and she is like Fuck Yeah Friend! please go do paperwork with me I don't know shit from fuck I haven't had proper paperwork since I was like twelve and gay. do you like candies? she then throws ragh through a window for trying to bully gorgug and netting her and gorgug the detention (riz is of course immediately someone else while this is happening) (he shows up again right after like haha sorry that was scary! resolutely not looking at how kristen's face falls at the idea of someone being scared of her again)
riz and gorgug (cleric) get on like house on fire at first in the sense that they're at that point both fake bitches and they know this about each other and acknowledge this with each other implicitly and they're like I'm not poking at what's going on with you if you don't poke at what's going on with me. and then gorgug dies and sees that the god he's been feeding his anger to isn't real (yet) and has his realization that he's been indoctrinated into a cult through the support group he's been to and starts on deprogramming and in that process he starts poking at riz's deal just by proxy of dealing with his own. riz gets vicious about this a bit into it but after the arcade he kinda comes around again. it helps that at the end of sophomore year gorgug becomes the saint of the Inbetween and riz is very much in need of that stop on his way right then
fig (barbarian) on the other hand does Not like riz off the bat (her whole thing is leaning into rage to live her truth without fear) but then being as perceptive as she is soon she's like ohhhh you're just scared. like Really scared and it's ruining your life. and after that she's like I'll just protect you then :] (this is her solution to most things her friends go through) this does not help at first bc riz has picked up the pattern that is if you're protective of him bad things will happen to you. he will have a breakdown about this in sophomore year but it'll get better from there
adaine (artificer) on the Other other hand just straight up doesn't like riz until after the arcade lol. he's on the prep side, he's not socially awkward and he doesn't use that power for anything but being a coward, he lets biz talk at him in the AV club and that means biz never stops fucking talking, and every time adaine raises a complaint all he does is being like "sorry :[" and changing nothing. it's fucked up between them riz tries to appease her by doing nice things but he doesn't address the things she actually complains about so she doesn't take it. she's the person who outright calls him out for not having the backbone to stand up for himself or his party. despite this she never thinks of throwing him out of the party and he does pick up on this. they get better after the arcade and riz apologizing and by junior year adaine's the one handling the tech end of riz's freelance publication
all of this is subjected to change of course I'm mostly keeping things mobile that's where all the fun is hehe. the world is constantly in motion etc but this is kinda how I'm coming into my art atm we'll simply see!
#ask#not art#fh class quangle#there are Some stuff Ive got in mind for riz and the honorary bad kids too like. he managed to slip being noticed by ragh until he gets on#the taping crew for the bloodrush games and ragh kinda latches onto him as like emotional support and riz has Absolutely no idea what to do#he Notices ragh's crush on dayne. he is fully out of his depth. absolutely not his circus but if he doesn't say anything its gonna become#his clown real fast#hes like I should. I should tell fabian and gorgug abt this. theyre the ones playing WHY am I the one he latched onto#(fabian knows the whole time and is like no this is good for ragh and awful for riz it's perfect. let it happen)#(gorgug is fucking busy learning anger management strategies via sport)#and then. theres also baron lmao#like bard!riz is a writer. his thing is narratives and finding meanings in patterns. if he makes up a gf in canada that person would have#a full fledged character sheet with three notebooks worth of backstory lmao#I think bard!riz's flavour of aroace is ''I'm not having a crush on anyone because I'm already in a picture perfect romance story#with a partner that matches my high standards''#and then that partner becomes ''real'' and it's Still a horror story for him. because he doesn't actually want that!#in my mind baron manifests through letters and notes rather than mirrors here bc riz made up that they're his childhood penpal#who he's only gotten to met once in a summer years back and it's beautiful and super cute (he generated this like a learning algorithm)#and then a letter comes in the mail one day like ''hii riz I'm so excited I'm moving to elmville soon! I can't wait to see you again''#canon baron is so beautiful and elegant as a haunting like that is a Metaphor. that is Art#class swap baron in my brain is just straight up like distressing lmao. its Just Bad. riz gukgak's evil school year of paranoia and dread#lmao u can imagine why he looks like he has never slept in his life in the sophomore year design#man my brane is so full... its fun to think abt this :]
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Let’s just go ahead and file this under PAGES THAT ARE PHYSICALLY PAINFUL TO LOOK AT
I don’t even have commentary I ONLY HAVE DISTRESS

OH NO SURELY THAT’S ILLEGAL
Also why does this look so good
Why is this so fantastic to look at
The worst things are happening BUT THE DRAMATIC FRAMING IS TO DIE FOR

I MEAN YEAH OK HE ABSOLUTELY WOULD DO THIS BUT I REALLY DON’T LIKE IT
MIN-MAX SYAORAN INDEED

OH
YEAH
YEAH OK
FAI AND KUROGANE COMPLETELY TAKEN OUT IN A SINGLE GIANT ATTACK
YEAH
YEAH IM FINE DONT WORRY ABOUT IT
#THE AMOUNT OF DISTRESS#IS BIGGER THAN TAGS ALLOW#IM FINE ITS FINE LET’S JUST KEEP GOING#Hey remember like two chapters ago when this was fun#I REMEMBER THAT#DID THAT REALLY HAPPEN?#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 208#Fai#Kurogane#Lava Lamp Guy#Syaoran#Syaoran vs Syaoran#vs DADS#I MEAN YEAH THIS ABSOLUTELY WOULD HAPPEN#NO I DIDNT ACTUALLY WANT IT TO
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Also you 🤝me
Doing Bad Things Happen Bingo looking at Rise and cackling wickedly…..now to make them their own separate thing or write more CC brainrot
always the option to mix it up a little !!! i'll probably be writing a little cc if i get an idea for something really good with my bthb but im probably going to focus mooostly on original prompts so mess around. do what your heart desires!!!
#ask#my brain races in circles for ages until i get a Zing#and that is what makes me write the good shit#and i literally could not tell you what makes it happen it just kinda. pop#WHERE DID I GET THE CANARIES FROM BRUH#fun fact for CU i was originally planning on doing a curse that affected all of them#to draw a line between donnie and his family like#its a kind of affliction that can be mitigated with physical touch#for the rest of them it barely means anything. its so easy to handle#so they dont even consider donnie at all at first until its too late#and they werent even told it COULD get that bad because why would they be???#i couldnt find a structure for it so i changed it to venom instead howeverrr#i am very invested in the idea of doing some whump for all of them like that#like idk pollen that heightens paranoia severely or something#and splinter has to confront the ways his neglect has affected his children definitely by the ways they act#OH THE ZING HAPPENED#splinter pov ....#raph fight leo flight mikey freeze donnie fawn...... chat im cooking. CHAT IM COOKING#eyeing the self loathing prompt#like mikey cant do anything but cry and cling to his family#and raph is super protective and trying to herd them and keep them AWAY from splinter out of distrust#and leo flees because he's ashamed of being distress and they cant see him like that#while donnie obsessively cleans and checks stock#and splinter thinks he's being reliable 'as ever' until he breaks down over something so simple#like not enough food and its the day before grocery day#CHAT IM COOKING#omfg
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got my first job interview in like 10+ years tomorrow, frantically cramming and writing down questions to ask etc wish me luckkkkk
#quitting your job blind and emigrating is fun and all#until you realise you now need to do job application stuff again#truly the most cursed of human activities#also this is not even a job i massively want or anything#it's p low down my list but they're the first to offer an interview so#here's hoping i hear back from the better school with a better position#i am prepping#which means i have downloaded Saw 5 to watch as soon as i get home and stocked the cupboard with emotional distress snacks#my saw trap would be writing a cover letter and then making a phone call to arrange an interview#and i'd fail and get my leg bones sucked out by a jigsaw bone sucking device (tm)
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I always feel bad for being even a little dissatisfied with my circumstances and then I remember that most of the people around me (both irl and online) would probably go absolutely bonkers in my circumstances
#like. i literally have no money. i dont buy things. i dont ask for things#it has always been like this#its not that i dont *want* money- its just that i dont have a choice being disabled and all#and i have all my necessities provided (well most of them) so like. i would feel ungrateful for wanting anything more#and like i dont think i deserve anything 'extra'. anything beyond the necessities because i cant earn it#i cant pay for it myself. so i just dont really think about the things that i want but dont need that much#another thing that would probably drive a lot of people insane is that i dont have any irl friends and dont really leave my house#except for shopping. which is anywhere between once a week and once a month#i have no job- that alone is distressing for a lot of people. unemployment can be very hard on people's mental health#and i mean evidently it is hard on mine as well. but i dont know any alternatives#people like to feel needed. they like to feel like they have a purpose#people going through unemployment often find that they have all this time suddenly but they dont know how to fill it up#all the things they had fantasized about doing are suddenly not that fun because they are the only option#anyways. rant over idk where i was going with this#i think im in desperate need of validation perhaps and im trying my best not to make this about pain olympics#or some weird type of bragging. thats not my intention
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I need to stop going to hang out with people. There are always people there....
#utter bullshit#I'm trying to socialize but I get so distressed if i think someone isn't having an amazing time#I'm trying to regulate everyone and then people want me to focus on them and then I get nervous and someone says something out of turn#and then people get offended and i try to keep the mood light but also tell people off in a nice way#and they're all sleeping with me so the flirting has become less fun and more obligations like#if i say I'll do something as a joke IDK if they'll hold me to it later and then people complain i dont see them enough but#what they really mean is Im not servicing them#I'm a person!!! with feelings!!!!#and everyone thinks I'm a penny machine who outputs sex for validation#which is true but i wish they'd be more subtle#and also everyone's getting possessive of me and it's such a bummer#i dont belong to any of u !!! i belong to my dead husband !!!!
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God I just reread Baby 5’s fan wiki page and it genuinely made me a little nauseous. ONE PIECE SUCKS!!!!!!!!! Dressrosa is THE WORST!!!!!!!! That arc came so fucking close to killing my first read. MY ENTHUSIASM DIED. I fought my way through that arc miserably.
I could rewrite the whole thing I could fix it. Give her to me I will help her.
#my posts#hating oda time#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO POST BEFORE THE LAST ONE.#sorry this is a lot of wan peace haterism to bring. to my wan peace blog. but UGH!!!!!!!!!!#rebecca is such a stereotypical powerless sensitive female character in a skimpy outfit and it was just not fun for me at all.#like did no one else feel absolutely miserable during her arc. like it just wasn't fun!!!!! it wasn't original!!!! it wasn't respectful!!!!#i wanted her to be so much more :( and im sick of people defending this archetype like we're talking about real women in real life#im not being mean to sensitive women who don't like to fight. im mad at a man for writing YET ANOTHER female character into that same box.#can we understand the difference please. PLEASE. it's not real!!!! it's made up!!!! a man made those choices!!!! and they were bad ones!!!!#i don't care about in-universe explanations for her skimpy outfit or stereotypical personality or her damsel in distress dilemma.#he made them up!!!!!!!!!!#and I CANNOT DEAL with people pretending that the status quo is subversive because SOME VERY SHALLOW subversions have gotten some popularit#in recent years. like if it feels like a lot. that's because it stands out in a sea of misogynistic norms. not because it's the new norm.#like please be serious.#our cultural landscape is still deeply misogynistic. and our stories reflect that. BE SERIOUS.
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I've finally started playing Twilight Princess, and I'm loving it so far! I'm in the yeti dungeon rn, and Link's face when he keeps getting soup ingredients cracks me up! He's literally out here like, "it's an avocado...thanks... 😰"
#i mean tbh same#i love me some cheese#but if i'm looking for a mirror shard and instead i get cheese i would be very distressed too#also the arbiter's grounds was really fun!#i get the tp zelink ghost hunting jokes now#link in the arbiter's grounds: hey there demons it's me ya boy#sra plays tp#loz#tp#loz tp#twilight princess
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Gender identity is bullshit.
It's all bullshit
And I'm amgery and confused.
I just got gender envy from looking at a 70's man?
I'm rewatching the Todd in the Shadows video where he debunks James Somerton (because I never finished it the other 3 times I tried to watch it) and a picture of a younger Howard Ashman and I intrusively thought "damn I wish I was a gay man"...
WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS MEAN?
AM I FUCKING GENDERFLUID?!
I'M ON CITALOPRAM, VITAMIN D SUPPLEMENTS SO MY MOOD IS STABLE. LAST TIME I CHECKED, I WAS ACTIVELY BLEEDING FROM MY BODY IN THE WOMAN WAY AND I'M ACTIVELY ROMANTICIZING MY OWN LIFE.
I FUCKING THOUGHT THE MAN THING WAS A RESULT OF MY DEPRESSION BEING SO FUCKING BAD IT CAUSED ME TO DEPERSONALIZE AND NOT FEEL CORRECT
Like. Idfk how to put it. I just felt so horrible about everything that I thought I wasn't woman because I didn't FEEL woman...
I'm not even trying to fight it! I just want to understand.
I'm so confused and upset because I'm confused.
#i mean... i have a lot of trans sims#my OC is a trans man#and my other oc is a hyperfeminine alien/demon lady#and both feel comfortable to me#i identify with them at a base level#(all the other aspects (such as Hans being a sex pest) is just me having fun with shame (I guess? idk))#like. i WANT to be a sexy booby lady.... but I also wanna be a sexy 70's man.... but i ALSO wanna be an alien!?!? and otherbeing that has no#has no gender#ya know#is that#genderfluid#?!#pls help#lgbtq#i am q for questions!?!#what is a genderfluid?!#screaming#almost comical distress#SHIRTLESS SOVIET BOXER?!?#BRO
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me: sicker than a dog, whining, complaining, yowling, agonizing
also me: [the first person at work my first day back]
#i am usually the first one in but i just think the way i agonize is funny sometimes#u can laugh btw im genuinely poking light fun at myself here#(fun fact: when im in physical distress esp in public i become a Clown. this is not an intentional response by any means and does cause harm#cause a lot of ppl dont actually believe im in pain when i say i am bc of it bc im usually also laughing and joking and shit. but yeah if i#start making stupid posts like this abt my sick im just at work or something its fiiiiine im literally fine theres nothing even that wrong#anymore ig other than the jaw pain and the (new ?) throat pain and the cramping still)
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rolling up my sleeves as I open my doc before writing another variation of the exact same fic I've written a dozen times before
#shitpost#fic writing#I'M. i'm doing it again#I didn't mean to!#this was supposed to be a really light-hearted fun fic#why is fitz in so much distress#anyway my brand of fics is apparently emotional distress/comfort#should I follow through or should I start over and write the fluffy fic#where they mess around with each other and make jokes#GOD rogajrgn#me and my silly 'but why' writing technique that always leads to agony#'fitz is baking alone' 'but why?' and then I go 'hmm it's because he's distressed and hiding' instead of just being like#'so that he and tam can be alone because this is a fic about them it doesn't really matter why he's alone :)'#help#i'm gonna...I'm gonna keep going but what if I wrote an alternate fluffy version#banging my head against the wall HOW DID I GET HERE AGAIN#i hope you guys like. the exact same fic just with different characters again and again
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times I feel more in my body:
- exercise (swimming)
- doing homework (writing paper)
- doing activity (painting)
- showering (during shower)
- talking with people (enjoyable)
times I have historically felt less in my body:
- exercise (not swimming)
- doing homework (stressful)
- doing activities (lots of them, can’t leave)
- showering (after)
- talking with people (too much)
- directly after any of the above sometimes (even if I liked them)
I wish my stress response was more adaptable.
#I’m learning that the difference is how far I push it#if I surpass an emotional or physical stress threshold then the dissociation starts running#the exercise thing is a physical stress issue. because being in pain makes being in my body hard.#doing homework or fun activities for too long means I ignore body signals or overextend myself and get tired#which is also a kind of physical distress#the showering is probably also physical distress bc my heart rate tends to spike weirdly high in the shower/bath#talking to ppl is good and keeps me grounded sometimes bc I have to focus on the conversation and the body language#it forces me to engage my brain in multiple tasks in a way that isn’t inherently unrewarding#but if I do too much of it or talk about emotional things I will crash bc of the mental strain#emotional distress baybee
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crazy how recently i reblogged that nightmare poll and put in the tags how i don’t really have them anymore because i don’t remember my dreams often and then last night i had 2 nightmares lol
#meows#they weren’t like terrible but i’d still call them nightmares because i woke up kinda distressed#both nightmares were about someone being really mean to me and that was basically it but one of them was a coworker so that’s gonna be fun
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