#fucking eczema

[bitchfitch]

So context: I have Ridiculously severe misophonia. If I could painlessly deafen myself I would, "all noise is evil" levels of noise sensitivity. It's too the point I can't tolerate being around other people because the sound of breathing swallowing lip smacking etc drive me up the wall and turn me into the joker in .1 seconds.

and it's not like, it's not a "I don't like this" type of misophonia, it's a "these sounds are physically extremely painful as is any volume above the absolute lowest amount possible (I have returned multiple pairs of earbuds for having their minimum setting still be painfully loud)

Ok, that's just my life. those are the cards I've been dealt and I've been making it work.

My shrink recommended concert earbuds. They're like normal wireless earbuds but instead of being electric, they have a small tube and a hole in them that effectively changes the shape of your ear canel when you're wearing them. So they filter noise without reducing volume or quality too badly.

It is fucking Night and day. Volume is still a problem but all the little sounds that were driving me insane and making me be constantly overstimulated are just gone. I can talk to people without immediately wanting to end the conversation. and be in the same room as my fishtank without the filter sounds chasing me off.

[rat-boots]

they need to invent a skin that doesn't itch all the fucking time

[the-meme-monarch]

man i don't mean to be a bitch about it but i need to rip my teeth out Badly

[lovethisfatcryptid]

If you're jerking or rubbing it to my blog this weekend, you should send me a tip if you can! 💜👽

Cash app 💜 Venmo

[evilneo]

my favourite eczema activity is putting on my prescribed cream and then scratching myself raw reopening it all a few hours later

[star-spangled-man]

come to the realisation that many of my problems would *poof* into thin air if I simply did not have SKIN!!

[spellboundspook]

If I gotta suffer with eczema then he does too

[ducktollers]

if you’re not supposed to break dyshidrotic eczema blisters because it “increases the risk of infection” and “makes it worse” and “delays healing time” then why did they make them so fun and easy to break.

[apollotronica]

eczema

[sheepkebby]

Dave! The man that proves cringe never dies, not even in the zombie apocalypse.

[finchmarie]

So sorry for disappearing off the map for a few weeks. I have a yearly black out period where my hands become borderline useless due to allergies and I can't art!! I also happen forget about this every fucking year until it's upon me.

Anyways lots to catch up on, including last bit of giveaway art for the patient saints waiting on it. (Next giveaway will be in fall or winter to 100% avoid this issue cause I'm a dumb ass)

Excited to wrap up giveaway art, draw some smutty exchange art, finish the six characters meme, and squeeze in at least one piece of queer art for Pride month, maybe Jack & Star again?? Or Xochi, Hancock & MacCready or Lana & Esskelle or Ariadne & Karlach or one of my millions of other queer couples lmao

Just excited to have hands again!

[s0fter-sin]

i’m so sick of fucking rashes, what the hell kind of symptom even is this just, “hey, we’re going to make you itchy fucking everywhere for no reason and you can throw as many creams as you like at them but they’re not going to do shit 😜”

[the-meme-monarch]

hey can I get an appointment with like a doctor's stamp or signature on my receipt "yeah can we get your id" well I'm. I'm getting the appointment bc I need a doctor to sign off on my existence so i can apply for a new id. bc I don't have one. the social security administration told me to do this. "well you need an id to get a doctor's appointment" nevermind I'll just kill myself

[akascow]

i have a tiktok from like 2021 about bokuaka In Another Life doing its rounds again for some reason and im not too excited about that bc i look like a fuckin donut in it

[clannfearrunt]

a really cool feature of my body is that i can tell when spring has officially arrived when my hands begin to just itch constantly and incessantly for no fucking reason whatsoever

[lesbian-hannibal]

I FUCKED UP