#augh. AUGH.

[clegfly]

Hey guys would it be cool if I killed myself right fucking now

[djs-sideblog-for-pog-trains]

Thomas and the magic railroad moment, when he appears on the magic railway behind lady and he goes "you found her! and she's beautiful!!!" <- makes me so so so emotional and i can't explain it bro

[asterixafterthis]

I need someone who knows what they’re talking about to explain skincare to me. To me this is jargon and bullshit and I don’t know what is going on. I transitioned and I have textures on my face and would like that to stop. Going to be tossing this one over to kpop tumblr I think.

[mayoiayasep]

grips chair i just fucking changed my theme i will resis tthe urge.....

[clementineskesh]

palisade 07//

I initially was like "oh wow brnine texting jesset for emotional support as soon as they get the sense that something to do with Valence is happening, how sweet, it really shows how far their relationship has come in the timeskip, from blaming him for Valence's death to 'ok' but distant in the finale to now besties" AND Then INSTEAD ali says Brnine texted them because HE AND VALENCE were FRIENDS im ILL IM BROKEN. like you were friends with them too if this is real in any way you should be here because you loved them too im going to DIE

[lizord-lord]

hyperspecific agony of the day: Want to Write About The Character, do not actually have anything coherent to say. Want To Read About The Character, but keep getting sidetracked wanting to write more. There is so much in my brain and yet I feel like it’s locked in a room somewhere I cannot find or, perchance, an imaginary rock in my shoe. I should PROBABLY just go to sleep but have you considered: The Character

[borealtwilight]

You see me; you’ve always seen me.

bring me to life, evanescence // origin unknown // march, mary oliver // ocean, martin garrix ft. khalid

[quaranmine]

Do you think he's scared to visit the other Grumbot. Scared that his presence will make Grumbot question his safety box? The fear that he'll see his baby crash and burn out again. And with out Mumbo, can he fix him? The other Grumbot's Grian's made without him havent been... right. They've been his kids, but they haven't been his baby boy. What if Grian somehow breaks Grumbot past the point of fixing, would Mumbo even come? Mumbo made things easier, less difficult to navigate.

anon this ask not only stuck a knife into my heart but twisted it to. i just stared at in silence for a bit. um, yeah.

@slashmagpie (hi) left a comment on my fic that sort of stuck out to me, about how shattering grumbot's illusion might possibly be crueller than letting him be. and that's sort of it, right? what's worse? leaving grumbot to live forever in a virtual reality where nothing is ever true and abandoning him there? or breaking him out and letting him know that he was lied to this whole time by his own dads? THERE IS NO RIGHT ANSWER. IT'LL ALL HURT. IT'S UNFIXABLE.

I definitely think something like that could influence it. Logistically, I suppose we could assume the S7 Grumbot is in a visitable place seeing as we can still access S7 world downloads. It'll still have been two years. I can definitely see Grian leaving it be out of a (potentially misguided) effort to avoid making things worse. The thing about Grian is that he isn't a very emotionally adept person. I don't think he's ready to unpack his own problems, let alone unleash all of Grumbot's. This is not a problem he wants to attempt to solve. aI don't think Mumbo would be able to solve it either, but together the two might have more of a chance. But alone? Grian would definitely think he'd make it worse.

The point about all the Grumbots being made since Mumbo not being quite right is....eerie. You're right. They've all been distinctly more threatening/mature. Although, I do think the Grumbot Prime was also built by Mumbo in the other timeline. But ever since Mumbo has been gone, you're absolutely correct in that it's been Different. It lost something.

the idea that mumbo might not come if something happens kills me. is he too far away to make it? does he want any part of this, given that i'm pretty sure grian hasn't told him about the other grumbots at all? would grian even be willing to tell him? does he know?

he can't do it alone but he doesn't have any choice to....excuse me while i go cry again

[obstinaterixatrix]

ack I’m too suggestible I saw burgers in a manga & was immediately like. I want a burger…

[scorndotexe]

already cried today 👍

[pacdevil]

shadow song

[glitteratti]

mannnn idk how fucking long i should tell my boss i need to be out of work for my disgusting little burn wound

[enby-catgirl]

i wish i could explain how i feel about the past and alternate timeline havens with words better than i want to tear her apart with my bare hands

[moonward-bound]

@old-timeydildomachine

“One of my philosophy professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling: “When you’re in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.” (I scrawled it inside Science and Poetry in pencil—lighthouse of your universe—as if I would ever forget that phrase.) He was a delightful caricature of his position. I could swear he literally tore his hair out while howling at us. He went on, “Nothing means as much without that person.” One of the men in the class repeated, incredulous, half-laughing, “So you’re saying you can’t enjoy, like, a vacation, without someone if you’re really in love with them?” “Of course not.” the professor replied. “Not completely. You recognize beauty, but beauty means less if they don’t witness it with you. Beauty is less. You see something sublime and your first thought is that they should be there with you. It’s not as good without them. They illuminate. They make everything more.”

— (via lovelyeverythingg)

[beebfreeb]

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.